#but at least he gave his kids one :((

[pinkd3mon]

i know the hc that meta knight is super overprotective and doesn't really trust the kumazaki trio + marx, but like. what if it was bandana dee instead. bandee is the one that hisses like a cat whenever magolor is in vicinity and shoots death glares at susie when kirby's not looking. and they are terrified of him.

Someone who gets it

#kirby #kots #kirby of the stars #hoshi no kirby #magolor #susie kirby #bandana dee #marx kirby #the kirby novels truly is the gift that keeps on giving #can't believe it gave us canonically protective Bandana #he straight up was like 'dedede and Kirby are too good to mistrust people so I must be the one to do so' #the magolor-bandana bad blood dynamic is not only canon is also mutual #it's so funny Magolor having beef with this one child #like everyone in the kirby series has beef with a child right but at least that child is god #Bandana is just some kid #and on top of that a WADDLE DEE /derogatory #you know Magolor is fuming #first bandana is able to connect to the lor starcutter when Magolor couldn't #then another Bandana protects the gem apple tree so everyone has a fair share instead of Magolor monopolizing it #that bandana also straight up threatens Magolor so that his prizes are fair #then Magolor comes back to the right dimension and Bandana is the one who's keeping an eye on him so Kirby doesn't overtrust him #i just know Magolor is going insane thinking this one child is haunting him #'I'm getting sick of this dude' -Magolor #like susie sees Bandana threatening her and she's probably all condescending 'aww what a cute lifeform' #but Bandana just gives Magolor a side look and Magolor has to repeat in his mind 'i went to hell for my redemption' over and over #he isn't planning anything evil in the second page he's just going insane #i just know every other redeemed villain makes fun of Magolor for his beef with a child waddle dee #i have mix thoughts on Bandana's thoughts on Taranza #on one hand Taranza nails the pattern of redeemed villain who hurt his friend and his king specifically but i don't see him hating him #btw my ultimate hc is that Bandana lowkey hates Meta Knight for the whole invation thing but he's really good at hiding it

[mishy-mashy]

Shinomori is cute. Here's a post.

He is so baby-faced. He hasn't changed at all since he was 22, to when he died of "old age" at 40

(Old age? With a face like that? 40 years old?? Gimme that kind of youth and hotness Shinomori-)

He has tiny eyebrows. Like a puppy's (rottweiler's, for example). So cute and tiny and fuffy

He naturally frowns. Look at him and his mouth and his lil nose

He has a thing about keeping his arms near his chest. He sits with his arms crossed, introduces himself with his hands over his torso, and even walks with his arms crossed toward Midoriya

He has such clear skin for someone who lived the rest of his life in a forest??? Why do Hikage and Yoichi have such nice skin despite living in terrible environments? (forest and vault + abandoned streets respectively)

Is easily scared

They knew their Quirks could be used, but Shinomori got scared of it when it happened. Even though he gave Midoriya his support and access to his Quirk beforehand. Depending on the translation; "it startled me", "you scared me", "it surprised me"

I'm not going to hold running from AFO against him because he knew he was running for his life. Who wouldn't run for their life when it's in danger? Shinomori was being chased by the strongest person in the country (and likely the world)

His sense of self-preservation is probably heightened by the nature of his Quirk to keep him out of danger too. Which makes him all the more sensitive and jumpy to danger and anything that startles him, especially when he has no warning

He's actually extremely tall, but is so socially inept and jumpy it's adorable. He's taller than Bruce.

Bruce is as tall as a vault door that the 2m AFO used.

(Meanwhile Kudo is down there-)

He has such a bad sense of humor that it's cute (his puns off Danger Sense)

It's also adorable how Shinomori just doesn't understand social conventions sometimes. He lived in a forest, so it made sense, but also— Midoriya shows up in the void to the vestige platform for the first time. He has no mouth, no clothes—and Shinomori's first idea is to stand in front of him menacingly and go: "I shall explain. I am Shinomori Hikage." SIRRRR

This.

His Ability is basically like glorified anxiety. What if something is coming to hurt him? If something can hurt him? What if that tree falls while he's under it? And the ideas come so hard they hurt (although yes, it does detect ill intent and that's what sets it off)

He talks weirdly. Formal? Old-fashioned? Listening to him speak Japanese compared to others, it just sounds a bit different. (Translated subs don't show it very well, it's the voice itself methinks)

"This too, is destiny." *about Midoriya having OFA*

Kinda wise or sage-y. He did spend his life in solitude in the forests so he definitely spent a lot of time with his own thoughts. Maybe he found the meaning of life in a centipede or something one day

For someone so cute, he is also such. A fine. Specimen???

Look at those back muscles, dang.

LOOK AT HIS CALVES AND ARMS DANG.

#i dont think shinomori was part of the resistance considering the resistance fought the society AFO was making #and shinomori wanted to avoid society and thus hid away #but i do think bruce knew shinomori because he gave him ofa before he went to fight AFO and die #and afo doesnt seem to know hikage. if he did he wouldve found and killed him. but hikage is never in afos memories #yknow what shinomori needs some appreciation too #vestiges need more attention #also i always put shinomori dealing with bruces remnants in my fics so he needs some appreciation for that #like the kids dumped on him #shinomori received OFA at 22 years old. he was around bruces age methinks #hes not some kid the resistance took in. the resistance didnt take in kids anyway #or at least we dont see them #well fic stuff banjo has the time of his life with en wrangling kid hermits that dont know what electricity is #mha #bnha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #spoilers #hikage shinomori #ofa #one for all #ANYWAY hikage is ADORABLE and needs attention #just LOOK AT HIM #id have put this post out sooner but getting the pictures is always hard cuz popups or videos not working #i like shinomoris english voice actor. i dont stick around to hear anyone elses because i died when midoriya turned into a kid in the dub #i could probably make a list like this and bruces for the rest of the vestiges #yoichis small waist lovely skin and that he probably knows how to wrap kudo and bruce around his finger? #his “my heroes” and smiling as he goes “now now you two..”? kudos low voice and nice arms and SHORTNESS? #en going “senpai” and sitting on his chair like that? looking like he exudes gremlin energy? did he get carried around by banjo and nana? #it looks like he wouldve CMONN #i didnt include it in here cuz image limit but shinomori has big hands and feet (tag limit)

[avisisisis]

What I want most in the entire world is for Sun Wukong to slowly be more included in the LMK gang

After a life-threatening event (post LBD, after the scroll, etc), MK and his friends usually share a group hug. A family hug! And Sun Wukong stays out of it, either walking away or just standing there and watching them

I want SWK to start hanging out around them a little more, either because they're stuck together due to yet another world ending event or something else, to the point where they start to warm up to him (and he starts to warm up to them) and begin to like him a little more

Honestly if we get more than 5 seasons (which please please please let them be well-done, don't let the sequel curse affect LMK too) then I'd like this to be long. Let's say, in one season he hangs out with them and they begin to at the very least tolerate him, in another season they become a little more closer and pretty much already consider him some kind of friend and then at the end of the next season he's already one of their best friends

And it has to end in yet another group hug scene! One where when Sun Wukong smiles fondly and walks away to let the family have their moments in peace, someone (let it be anyone who isn't MK, just to show how MK isn't SWK's only friend [besides the monkeys in FFM. And not counting any god or being he is friendly with because we know he doesn't see those much] anymore) calls out to him and says, “Where the fuck are you going. This is a group hug, it doesn't work if the whole group isn't in it” and he smiles (let him cry dammit) and joins in

#swk: *leaves cuz he thinks he's not welcome“ #mei: umm excuse you?? who gave you permission to leave??? #pigsy: we have two weird monkeys now. emphasis on «two». you're one of them #swk: *almost crying* oh i can't possibly-- #mk tired af n not wanting his mentor to leave again: get the fuck over here. #swk: okay #maybe let mac join some day #or at least show that he's on the path to becoming one of theirs too #I'd like for his character to end like #“yeah that's the guy who tried to kill us. yes he sucks. oh what i wouldn't give to punch him. do not fucking hurt him tho he is OURS” #making mac the rancid cat everyone feeds at night he was always meant to be #lmk #lego monkie kid #sun wukong #lmk mk #mei lmk #pigsy #sandy #tang #the six eared macaque #qi xiaotian #long xiaojiao #the monkey king #liu'er mihou #swk #avis' post

[drifloonz]

i think how i write steven as a ""retired cryptid"" is extremely funny bc he still lives in pallet town. just in a walled-off part. he would never willingly reintegrate with society fully but just. imagine if he did at least partially. imagine if some delivery guy came to pallet town and was like asking the residents where a "mr. steven" would live and theyre all like

"The guy on the edge of the town???? The cryptid??? Our local boogeyman???" "yea that one"

#wispy chatters #steven strangled red #big tag ramble on this one i have THOUGHTS i LOVE domesticated cryptid steven #its funnier bc his 'side' of pallet to the west or whatever is walled off #and i imagine its walled off enough to the point where its like hard to climb or jump over ( at least if you're short or weak ) #so its just like. the deliveryguy has to go thru that. and has to text steven like. 'Dude i cant deliver the package like this' #and hes just like 'idk drop it on the other side'. #deliveryman just goes 'i am not legally liable if the package gets damaged ok' and steven just groans #and goes outside to reach his hands above the weird stone gates and picks up the package and just goes back in his house #Imagine domesticated cryptid steven is what im saying. #i also like to imagine he'd scare the residents for fun by ominously sitting at the edge of the stone gates at night #and glaring at people w his red eyes. #for literally no reason other than to scare people bc he probably finds scaring people funny #i call him a retired cryptid but hes still pallet towns local cryptid who is really playing into the role after he stopped actually killing #and also probably when he was too but like less so. #imagine theres like a day dedicated to steven in pallet for some reason where people just offer things near the gate for him to pick up #bc its smth the kids of pallet who were told the story of steven just kind of imagined like #'oh well sometimes you give offerings to legendaries or during ceremonies. or so the cryptid at the edge of town doesnt eat us.' #imagining the residents of pallet or whatever and sometimes other people drop him gifts on like... his birthday or the date of The Incident #and also cuz yk during his depression spiral ppl constantly gave him gifts #i think he'd just be very confused and very conflicted esp if they did make it on the Incident Day bc hes just like. #'i dont want your pity.' but then the day after all of the gifts r gone cuz he took them anyways. #almost all of them r prob given to miki bc its 'her' day unless its food then he splits it between em. and his partner if he has 1. #he just sees it as 'oh cool i dont have to go to the grocery store today. thanks.' #also prob happens on other dates too like christmas/halloween/his birthday #I think if steven was more normally adjusted and his side of pallet was open he'd make his house a haunted house on halloween #and would just scare people for funsiez and if he caught them he just throws them out . maybe give candy n then do tht if theyre a kid.

[lonesomedotmp3]

the utter lack of affection or care amongst my extended family is so bleak and miserable

#like I don't get on or chat with fucking any of my english cousins. the few I did #get on well with disappeared from my life out of nowhere because of family drama #the ones left are older than me and they never cared about me lol #and they're all boys which I don't think helped things when we were younger #but that shouldn't matter. I get on with my spanish male cousin fine ! he's lovely! #but the people I'm with every winter and birthday etc are just completely cold and detached #I have no real relationship with any of my uncles or aunts or cousins #it's not like there's even one I can go and talk to while everyone else is ignoring me lol #I've got my brother and that's it and of course he's just a little kid #he's either trying to get attention from the adults or trying to get me to play with him #which is fine. but. ugh. #it's just like I should've had this big network of people who cared about me statistically I should've had at least one family #member who I had some kind of unique or close bond with and I never did I never got it #I grew up with two sisters and I never got it. I think about what it could be like with sisters who gave a shit about me all the time #If I had someone to talk to besides my parents or about my parents it would be such a weight off my back #and all I've got it my brother and he's just too young for me to put any of my life on his shoulders #my biggest fear is that when he hits puberty he'll begin to think I'm embarrassing and stupid and not like me anymore #and then I'll really have nothing

[bigeloo]

Drags myself over drops this is this anything

#This is my design for the novel dude btw #mostly because I don't like the design on the cover lol #also really don't like the fact that he basically wears the same outfit there as in p2 #I feel like he should've had some other sort of outfit or at least change up the shirt but it's whatever #also gave him some freckles because he strikes me as a type of ginger who had freckles growing up but they eventually faded #also peep the glasses #personally I think he wore glasses as a kid and teenager but in his adult years his vision got so shit in one of his eyes that he said #''fuck it'' and just wore sunglasses after a certain point foward because he could not afford to have new glasses prescribed to him #and yeah I hc him having astigmatism #totally not projecting no siree #oh yeah and I feel like sunglasses would help with preventing overstimulation from brightness so that's there too #oh yeah and i gave him acne because let's be real. he had acne. #art #digital art #artwork #my art #jūr's scribbles #digital drawing #postal #postal dude #postal special delivery #postal novel #postal special delivery novel

[majimassqueaktoy]

Honestly the funniest thing about Haruka's idol story line in y5 (and dont any of you come at me with the You're Lessening Mirei's Evil Heinous Actions shit, I know she was the antagonist, blah blah) is the fact that as far as traineeships go Haruka's.... wasn't all that unusual- Living on your own away from your parents? Par the course. Having older figures be unduly harsh about your talent/looks? Also par the course. Insane schedules? Creepy fans? Yep. In fact Haruka is older than a lot of people are when they start traineeships nowadays... Like that aspect of the game could have been played up for even more dramatic value than it was.

#Like in real life right now theres kids who have moved /countries/ to become idols #At as young as /12 years old/ #and some of them dont see their families for years like Haruka's whole situation is less wild than a bunch of real people #god i got a random kpop video of a 17 yr old boy [who is already in a debuted group????] #and he was surprised with seeing his mum AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS ??? #like he hadnt seen her in person since he was 13 and now hes 17 and...... How is that legal #Also that video fucked me up bc he wasnt even like happy he looked confused and shy and awkward like God send that boy home rn #all the therapy hes gonna need.... Anyway suffice to say #Having Haruka's storyline esp when you consider the people writing the games are in the JP entertainment industry was pretty interesting #Like they clearly have feelings and critiques and I liked that they tried to do something with that #Also one of the girls in y6 was a former idol who had her career ruined bc she dared to be seen #smoking with a male idol when she was 20 or so and got fired because of it- so i mean at least rgg gave her some work idk #this post is just a stream of consciousness rambling about how i find the idol industry interesting and odd #Some aspects of it i think are clever but other aspects are so HMMMMMM #20-30 years from now maybe even sooner i feel like theres gonna be some INTERESTING tell-alls

[wrongcaitlyn]

heyy! can you make an apollo time line?? like until before talk your talk starts. i'm so confused

YES okay so i have a very detailed outline in my docs (aka for all the stuff i want to eventually cover in the memoir) but those contain a lot of spoilers so i'm going to give a brief outline of all the main events, just so that the timeline makes sense bc i totally get it - i, too, was very confused by my own timeline when first writing this fic. the amount of shifting and adjustments of it... yeah it was very confusing bc i kept putting off *making* a timeline for apollo and instead just throwing random bits and pieces of lore at him😭

SO here's the official talk your talk apollo timeline

1979

April 8: Apollo is born

1995

July (age 16): Apollo's debut album is released (at this point in time, he has already been in the film industry for years as a child actor, as well as various other smaller gigs/singles. He, before this, has also signed a 5-album contract with his father's record label.)

1998

October - December (age 19): Naomi/Apollo relationship (bonus fun fact: the billboard music awards were on december 7, 1998. This is about nine months before august 23, 1999. do with this information what you will.)

1999

August 23 (age 20): Will Solace is born

2000

June (age 21): at some point, a one night stand with Latricia Lake September 15 - October 1: Sydney Summer Olympics, Darren and Apollo first meeting (they continue to have an on and off relationship from 2000-2003, not really a committed relationship though)

2001

February 28: Austin Lake is born

2003

July (age 24): Darren and Apollo start dating officially

2004

January: Apollo's fifth album is released early March: Apollo and Darren break up mid March: Apollo's tour for the album starts April 1: Kayla Knowles is born late April (age 25): Apollo calls off his contract, doesn't extend his contract, and publicly breaks ties with his father's record label/management. The tour is cancelled, and Apollo disappears from the public eye - but not before "coming out" (this was largely seen as speculation/rumors, not an actual confirmation of his sexuality, and largely forgotten by fans) August 13 - 29: Athens Summer Olympics, Darren and Apollo final meeting (until 2019)

2007

March (age 27): Naomi Solace dies of a stroke before a concert on her tour May (age 28): Will moves in with Apollo

2010

November (age 31): Apollo meets Leo December: Kayla moves in

2011

March: Apollo meets Nico

okay i THINK those are all the important dates/events - hope it all makes sense!! if there are any questions abt apollo's backstory, or just general questions about this timeline (or, if there's an inconsistency that i somehow missed- for some reason, the first time i wrote this timeline, i wrote that kayla was conceived at the 2004 olympics. which makes. zero sense. seeing as she was born in april of that year. so yeah.) but anyway!! i love talking abt apollo and i realize there is a LOT of lore/backstory around him that i haven't gotten around to explaining, and i love rambling. thank you so much for the ask!!

#wrongcaitlyn #talk ur talk fic #talk ur talk asks #it's absolutely heartbreaking when writing this and the original timeline seeing how YOUNG he was #like ik he's a god in canon. but. ugh it makes me so sad and i'm literally the one who wrote this #he deserved a childhood #but at least he gave his kids one :(( #apollo dad of the year award im so attached to him

[skloomdumpster]

lying on the floor thinking about Silva's POV first time he sees Sky shirtless once he's back and fully has time to take in the fact his son is now covered in scars

#my chest hurts #anyway that's his SON?? #sure his son now towers over him but one day he was tiny and unprotected and what the absolute FUCK his kid is now covered in scars #scars that quote unquote his father gave him #i just think saul should've been allowed to bitch slap andreas at least once

[istherewifiinhell]

was that a Very Special Episode about self esteem or smth howd u get 2 characters having a crisis of faith in one episode...

#some shit #its not called cisformers #hand to cheek... rodimus one very. buh #ive said b4 smth about the way the VA delivers this very. unaffected voice that isnt actually going u know. true Monotone character #it cracks me. he does just SOUND tired. done with it. well and anyway they gave him 80s kid show depression #ohhhh and hey protectobots i cannot believe ur still. here. being characters. #they finally remembered at least try and characterize some of you #that groups medic one [which over all. makes him like... the 4th or maybe.. 7th? character that will do Medic like stuff] #but anyway his gimmick is that hes a For Real pacifist. not bad actually. they gave me One whole thing to know abt him and #i can see how its revalent. i would describe his voice as... sad nerd. #which dintinguishes him from the other medics in [ticks of fingers] old southern guy. east coast city guy. british [old]. british [nerd]. #is there one more british one? might maybe. jeez. #ask me later if they doing some regional sterotyping bias OR trying to UNdo regional sterotyping bias

[casekt]

#audio #putting my head through a wall saturday #this song makes me think about a few things but rn I'm thinking about LR on top of n beating the shit out of FP (their illegitimate father) #maybe he'd even be interested to know that his child has his explosive violent anger despite them never having met #maybe he'd be proud #it would at least make him smile #LR would be so fucking angry. they're 22 n he's 58 so it's a possibility they could win if he couldn't reach his gun #which he usually carries in a holster the front of his pants so if they're sat on top of him he can't reach it #idk if it would be a blind rage of punching him till he stops moving or a screaming crying spitting clawing thing #probably depends on His reaction #if he says anything. like in the middle of the violence he goes ''you really are my kid'' LR would likely start crying #and get sloppy so if FP really cared to live through that situation he could probably throw them off #but frankly I think he'd find it pretty fitting his adult child he never knew existed would be the one to catch up to him #and he's lived a satisfying life by his standards #this would all be solved if he gave a shit n gave them a hug though lmfao #but he doesn't care #beyond the brief entertainment they could bring him. esp since he could hold power over them #eugh what a guy #love my characters they're personifications of my issues lmfao #and the fact that they have identical eye colors and very similar eye shapes. sheesh. #like looking into your own eyes

[lollitree]

Important question for XYLiro comic!

Custom Megas or no?

#XYLiro #this is mostly in relation to Lysandre #because Pyroar is his iconic pokemon but he has a mega gyarados #and cyrus already had both gyarados and honchkrow and those two don't need more similarities #I could do what the anime did and make the gyarados shiny #then it'd match him more pfft #another reason is I think Seibold has a gyarados #or at least he talks about one in pokemas #so giving him a mega gyarados instead would be interesting #or I could try to design a mega for his lobster one as well #I dunno it really depends #the easy option would just be to go with what the game set but I'm already changing the main kid's teams slightly #I really wish they gave megas to the new pokemon as well as the old ones #that's why oras did a signficiantly better job with the gimmick because they could incorporate it into the starters AND legendaries #on the other side I feel like there'd be a lot of pressure to make a good design for a mega if I went that route pfft

[hepaidattention]

I go through many characters that I obsess over and then a few months down the road I still love them sure, but the intense feelings of love for those characters fades and its more just admiration and remembrance.

however, I would die for stiles stilinski to this day. I see gif sets of him and am overwhelmed over how intensely I love that character and would do anything for him.

I'll blame the lack of closure, intense trauma, and horrible storyline they gave his character for the movie. I'm still furious that they literally just made everyone assume he didn't come because Lydia was there and she broke up with him for the most stupidest of reasons. oh well, the movie isn't even canon to me tbh.

point is, I love stiles stilinski and I miss his character sm.

#stiles stilinski #I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT STILES WOULD JUST LEAVE HIS PRECIOUS JEEP HIS MOM GAVE HIM FOR DEREKS KID #IT MAKES NO SENSE AND IT MAKES NO SENSE WHY HE DOESNT HAVE IT WITH HIM #wherever the hell he is #plus STILES STILINSKI would never NOT come help his BROTHER SCOTT MCCALL with ALLISON ARGENT coming back to life #they could have at least gave him a reason for not being there #like hes in Europe on some police mission and they dont call him because they dont want to freak him out #OR like say hes on the way the whole movie but he cant bwcause of something and end the movie with his car pulling up and Scott saying #'Stiles' and cutting it off before we see him because obviously DOB wasnt in it #but instead we got zero reason and acted as if his character didnt even exist honestly #Lydia was the only one and she freaking broke up with him for stupid reasons #tw #just me

[lecliss]

OO has me in a fucking vice grip with the urge to lunge at Seph's throat!!!!!!! I can't fucking believe he convinced Kadaj to join him!!!!!! I'm gonna go fucking feral!!!! Leave my sonboy alone!!!!! He has no free will!!! He keeps being used for what Jenova wants cuz of the cells and he keeps being used by Seph as a remnant!!! Daj can never truly have something of his own accord cuz of the very meaning of his existence!!!!! He can never be an individual cuz of them, but without them he wouldn't exist!!!! LET HIM BE HIS OWN PERSON!!!!

And to top it off, Team Ninja dangles a Loz and Yazoo tease in my face after I just said I need Kadaj to have his real brothers back!!!! FUCK!!!! I FUCKING HATE FINAL FANTASY!!!!!!!

#i love kaien trying to help even tho this has nothing to do with him. thank you grandpa 🥺 #kadaj and repliku would be a match made in heaven. i want them to talk and go on a murder spree for funsies together #im gonna kill seph so fucking hard. i hate it here!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #at least now i know why kadaj and seymour team up to be ducklings to weiss. tho im not caught up to know how/why they leave seph yet #im just. im gonna die man. im so happy OO added kadaj and gave him so much development and i love that the game takes characters seriously #but god. do they have to keep tormenting MY FUCKING SON!?!?!?! #LET HIM RETURN TO HIS NEW MOM AND DAD (zack and aerith)!!!! GIVE HIM HIS LITTLE BROTHERS BACK!!!! GIVE HIM FUCKING FREE WILL!!!! FUCK!!!!! #its such a good time to be so abnormal about a 2005 one off sequel movie villain. genuinely. it just hurts at the same time #i also like how everyone's fine with kadaj and is even trying to help him cuz despite being morally gray. at least hes against seph. #so hes a good kid in their books 🥺 #brb gonna go speedrun the og 7 real quick so i can beat seph's ass in the name of my best boy #also when we get loz and yazoo i wonder if theyll be a joint unit like in brave exvius of if theyll be seperate but released back to back #like reno and rude 🤔 #i was expecting sonon or nero next but i do think they wont come until after part 2. while i want genesis most then. i would actually rather #have the baby bro duo if it means they have a real chance of getting in. i didnt actually believe it would be possible. but no it looks real

[seaseren]

I suppose if I want to Make Orion I have to figure out the, like, actual WoL she's helping but also. I am considering "Orion dedicated herself to becoming a mysterious mentor/assistant to the hero and then the 'real' hero just fucking dies and she's left along." Unsure how that would work w the Azem rock tho

#I am also considering- what if Elidibus is that one that saved her from her suicide attempt #bc he wanted a backup Mitron and also figured he could use her and. so on. #so she's at first working for the ascians- or at least for elidibus- in his 'control the opposition' play #but I don't think she like. knows exactly thats whats happening #she thinks its more of a. other ascians are causing trouble but elidibus is secretly helping the heroic side from the shadows #or something like that #maybe a thing of like....elidibus saved her life and gave her a Purpose and that's what she remembers #but hydaelyn did give her a vision- a brief glimpse-of meteion #and what gave her the strength to keep going was wanting to help this other hurting child #but she barely remembers that #like I said. extemely utena #anyways what I am getting at is Orion is very close to Urianger #love the idea of a kid assigned (mostly by herself) the role of Mysterious Anime Maiden actually like #making connections. making friends. letting herself be human #getting stuck as the most awkward third wheel known to man or gods #....none of this tag musing has helped me decide what to do about the Azemlet associated w her #I think if they do stick around they start out very reluctant scumbag ty- #hey what if Orion and Liamaine #the twins cannot be Mysterious Children Who Know Too Much to a woman who changed their diapers #(like once maybe) #so Orion has to slide in here #hmmmmmmmmmmm #Liamaine Leveilleur #Orion Strand #I do think if they are together Liamiane can't start as bad tho. as funny as that would be #or she does and Orion is Forced To Healer #(hmmm I'd wanna do astro for her but if she has to start...she can always switch come heavensward she def would ic)

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

Sometimes I’m vibing, doing my weird zone-out, day-dream and imagine scenarios in my head mood (usually with fictional characters and shows and things) and then I remember a super sad fact about a character I love. And then I stop before I make myself even more upset

Tw for the tags, since that’s where most of this post actually resides:

-little to no association with the actual post itself

-mentions of trauma

-mentions of drug addiction

-mentions of abuse. Like that’s the whole point of the little tangent I go on.

-excusing theft.

-implied Luther Hargreeves (though he is firmly not the character I’m excusing the actions of)

-A complete refusal to mention anything past TUA S1.

#Also like ‘you can’t excuse a characters actions and blame it on their trauma’ is a valid point but that’s exactly what I’m going to do #because he never would’ve been this way if he was raised right. nor would any of his siblings. #the whole point of the show (s1 at least) is to show all these people raised in the same house and how they all had different traumas and #different coping mechanisms to deal with them. so many of them chose mediocrity and poverty over wealth and fame to escape their abuser. #and those that didn’t. the one that never had a shot at fame whilst staying with his abuser ended up reaching it because of his hatred for #his family. the one that reached fame reached it by doing awful things because that’s what her abuser taught her to do. the one that stayed #did it because he’d become so dependant on his abuser because at least the abuse gave him purpose. #they’re all awful people. they do things to endanger eachother or are assholes for the sake of it. #and it’s all because one man decided to play god with seven adopted kids. #so sorry if I maybe excuse the druggie stealing things to satiate the addiction his trauma drove him towards