#but genuinely it's killing me :sob:

[icharchivist]

trying to make some winter selection and confronted with my “i have ways too many hisoso textposts to chose from” crimes

#of course the hisoka kinnie is out there struggling with too many hisoka textposts. #...... FOR CLARITY REASON THIS IS STILL ABOUT A3. #but genuinely it's killing me :sob: #since everytime i make selection i try to balance out all the members #i'm low on literally everyone and Hisoka alone has like #45 memes in it. For the 113 memes in my unposted file. #and i think i missed a few when i counted the #m #vs like. 32 for Azuma for the second contender #in comparaison i have like. 10 Tsumu. #15 Tasuku and they're mostly Nocturnality. #about 21 Homare and a lot are hisohoma stuff. #vs like. 5 Guy this is so tragic. #how the fuck am i supposed to make selections like this #i'm running late and i'll be busy today so it'll prob be for tomorrow depending and all. #but man. #ichatalks about a3

[lotus-pear]

never forgiving bones for fucking up this scene

#hey sskk nation how are we feeling :( #literally just finished watching the new ep and i genuinely sobbed #i was so mad they didn't make him smile or have atsushi take one last look back at him bones hates to see mlm winning #also second img is me being delusional and just stopping the show when they used koko zessou for the first time and killed fukuchi #yk before he used the space time sword and literally fucking cheated #akutagawa is alive. sskk reunion totally doesn't leave gaping holes in my heart. everything is fine. #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #akutagawa ryuunosuke #ryuunosuke akutagawa #atsushi nakajima #shin sokouku #sskk #bsd #lotus draws

[mtndw-whteout]

thinkin about 10 yr old teru, trying to use a phone to call his parents... especially like, after claw attacks... or on his birthday... and he doesn't know their number..

just crying into a dial tone.

#please #ive genuinely sobbed over this lil guy so MUCH #its killing me #i was gonna draw this #but im far too sad now #hhhh #sorry #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #teruki hanazawa #also thinkin about issho #or any teru centric fics ive read #atlas thinks things

[mcrizzystardust]

so i heard rumours hozier is coming to my hometown on his tour. i look it up, he is playing a concert in my hometown (only a few hours away which i would GLADLY drive to be able to see him) in AUGUST, only a few days before my BIRTHDAY.

and its fucking sold out.

#going feral #frothing at the mouth #actually losing it #going BONKERS #convulsing #screaming #sobbing #im crying #dont do this to me #hozier #unreal unearth tour #unreal unearth #hozier PLEASE i am BEGGING #genuinely insane #this is actually killing me #i cannot explain the literal #mental agony #this is putting me through #key posting! #keys fanboy tag

[skitskatdacat63]

I have to write a relatively long German paper, and man its just so difficult for me. The pro side is that I can pick any topic I want, so of course I picked Charles VI. But I've literally not written any German in months, and I'm almost 100% sure our prof doesn't actually read them. I should just write and submit boy king fic....

#i wish it was in English #bcs i would be very happy about it #but i have lost so much capacity for any German writing #bcs he sucks so much as a prof and has dropped the ball on actual language learning imo #how am i supposed to suddenly write a 7-8 pg paper after youve spent all our class time just lecturing at us #and giving us no real opportunity to really learn or test our skills #i shall.. probably just cheat. #LIKE i want to learn german so badly #but what the fuck is the point of even trying when i know im not going to get actual feedback on my writing #why should i even try at that point. put that much effort in and know that he doesnt really care at all #it just sucks so much bcs i genuinely love and am so fascinated w the topic #but the idea that id put so much work into translating it only for him not to read it really kills me #again. just submit boy king fic and see if he notices sjfkgllblb #but do you know what i mean? like im sure ill write a good version in english that i think is actual good content #but translating it is such a lost cause bcs all the effort is reallt for nothing #like atp im jusy interested in the history more than making an effort w the language #ugh i wish i wasnt this way but yknow lack of stimulation anf feedback really kills my enjoyment and interest #like see i can convince myself that thr eng version of teh paper is my typical personal research #<- i mean im making a fucking family tree for funsies so this isnt that far off #but the translation part is so difficult bcs my german has been eroding a bit SOB SOB #lol anyways i say this bcs i was plotting a boy king fic in my head as i was goong to bed #and was like oh i shoulf write it out tmr! and then remembered I HAVE AN ESSAY UGH #well yeah. suffering. we'll see how i feel abt i write the original copy and if i have the capacity to germanify it #i just feel so guilty about it. cheating. I dont want to and it feels so low effort and terrible #but why would i force myself thru all that for a guy who barely reads it #catie.rambling.txt

[ilyuu]

i’m gone.

#🐈‍⬛. #SIR. #THAT POSE. #I CAN’T EVEN #no yes i can and i am disrespectfully looking at you #HE’S SO PRETTY GOD #THIS IS ILLEGAL #HE SHOULD BE ARRESTED BECAUSE OF THSI ALONRE #LIKE THE ART IS PRETTY ANDALL #THE SOFT COOL COLORS AND HOW HE FITS RIGHT INTO IT #BUT THE MAN HIMSELF #sobs #he’s actually genuinely pretty. #there are no other words #the way he just looks too could literally kill me #IF LOOKS COULD KILL I’D BE ASCENDING TO CELESTIA RN #nope nuh uh #i’m not going to shut up about this for the next few hours #i need to find a new theme for this asap #_£|!€||?|!|!!|?!!£\|*]^*]{>+¥\¥\¥\~!’?!?!

[codecicle]

hey I made it to episode 12 of pd. it's my life's mission to cdream style fix the mallard conway problem by killing him then reviving him then killing him then reviving him then killing him then reviving him then killing him then reviving him then

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #jrwi #liveblogging #IM GOING TO FUCKING ********************* #I HATE THIS GUY SO MUCH #IM GOING TO KILL MHSELF THEN HIM #SOBBING GENUINE FUCKING TEARS HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO THESE KIDDSSSSSSS #THEYRE JUST TEENAGERS THATS JUSTT THEIR DAD CANNOT BELIEVE HES DOING ALL RHIS FOR LEVERAGE #FUCKING KILLYOURSELFFFFFFFFFFFFF

[squeliy]

“It was never the idea of you Avery”

“You hated the idea of me”

“But not you, never you”

#just kill me lol #unrequited love is genuinely the most tragic thing ever #annie gushes lovingly #teenage girl found SOBBING and DEAD #again… when I catch you Jennifer Lynn #the inheritance games

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

reading the two headed calf poem and sobbing my guts up

#im not alright #this poem #kills me #poetry #two headed calf #two-headed calf #gonna sob #and keep sobbing #and sob forever #poem #poems and poetry #there are twice as many stars as usual #💔💔💔💔💔 #genuinely not alright

[suckmyarschkarte]

Oh no, Joel is gonna be out for months, I hope he didn’t just play his last game for us 😢 I’m worried about our growing injury list

don't say "joel" and " his last game for us" in one sentence 😭 IT'S NOT JOEVER TILL IT'S OVER OKAY??

#with him robbo and ali injured... :/ #and ibou gets injured fairly regularly #jarell is only 20 if we overplay him i will kill someone #if i think about joel's possible l*st g*me for us i'll genuinely start sobbing

[poltroonus]

caught between

“thank god it wasn’t my show because i genuinely would not have survived dark alley AND pavlove in the same setlist”

and

IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME IT SHOULD HAVE *INCOMPREHENSIBLE SCREAMING*

#you don’t understand i saw ‘fob played pavlove for the first time ever live’ and my heart stopped #and THEN while i was still processing THAT #i saw ‘FOB PLAYED DARK ALLEY’ #are you FUCKING KIDDING ME #i would have been genuinely sobbing so hard i would throw up #had that been me #what kind of maniac puts them on a setlist together what are you trying to fucking DO #KILL SOMEONE?? #fob #fall out boy #so much for (tour) dust #EDIT: JESUS FUCK THEY DID A PARTIAL OF JET PACK BLUES TOO???? #high school me is SHAKING and SOBBING

[linthehero]

is it pathetic that some of the scenes in bryce make me genuinely so sad

#she used to be so innocent #she really just wanted to do the right thing #like especially the scene of her reacting to donovan killing someone #it wasnt even a sad scene but like in present day she’ll waste people just because she can #so idk something about seeing her so upset about it back then fhfchyfch yk????? #its just sad to see her genuinely trying to be a good person but everything being so out of her control that she /can’t/ #dont even get me started on the scene where she gives donovan her heart #‘donovan what have i done?’ got me wanting to sob EVERY TIME #blue era bryce deserved everything

[blogalreadydoesntexist]

realizing I have mother issues from roxanne fucking wolf was NOT on the 2023 bingo sheet!

#bargin bin weird al #SCREAMING AND SHITTING AND SOBBING #I NEED A PROPER ENDING. #PLEASE. #i liked her originally because she looked cool but now im fucking sobbign #IT DOESNT HELP THAT MY SECOND FAVORITE CAKE IS CARROT CAKE FUUUCKK #legit i was tearing up and shit (your boy has never cried over a video game) #short post #WAHHHH #roxanne wolf #sobbying and shitting and crying #'maybe your friends will show up this time' FUCKKKKKKK #WAAAHHHHHH #the mask giving her back her face and us having to watch as we basically kill her and then she DIES PROTECTING US FUUUUCKKK>>???? #heaving with sobs rn shes just like me frfr #i genuinely fucking hate that the books and ai and shit are so heavily implemented now but GODD ouchie

[sh4tt3rg1rl]

i am home early because god hates me

#xeya's random thoughts #MY CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME #SOMEONE SAVE ME #I AM CLAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLORSURE AND SCRENAJNGNAND CRYFING AND SOBBING #SOMEONE HELP ME #PLEaseeeEEE #IVE GENUINELY NEVER BENENIN THIS MUCH PAIN BEFORE #I FEEL SO SICK #HEKEPEPPPP MEEEENEMRMMKEEE

[skitskatdacat63]

this video makes me want to sob and throw up and scream and cry and collapse onto the floor

#actually like sobbing through it this is going to kill me genuinely #god ive not cried these kind of tears in a while LOL #i cry a lot but not whete it makes my chest hurt like this #everyone should watch Get Back. best docu ever made actually :) #but no theres smth about getting a beatles song in the year 2023 #like its not smth i ever imagined but now that it exists its like wow. its truly over. its a fucking solid conclusion and it hurts so badly #im going to rip up my pillow the emotional pain this is bringing me is actually heart wrenching #my one brother one time was like the Beatles are so mid and overrated and i wanted to leap up and strangle him across the table #THEYRE LIFE CHANGING OKAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #idk its just so much my childhood :/ #and this song is ripping my heart out </3 #and hearing them talk about this being the last beatles track ever. like yeah i KNOW but god fuck ouch #the way they talk about george and john im going to bang my head into a wall #mayne i shoulf rewatch get back and have a mental breakdown #i told my friend about that docu when it came out and hes like wow that sounds incredibly boring #how dare you how fucking dare you. 8 hours of content????? fucking...great #but no seriously to listen to this song released now and it sounds exactly like their original work. im gonna throw up i feel so ill #never recovering from this actually 😊 #catie.rambling.txt #Youtube

[napsaps-archive]

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#like ive lived that life ivehad friends drop me for no reason or over misunderstanding snd no colmunictation and like #it fucking hurts it hurts so bad i was depressed and hurting and it was genuinely the wordr period my life and i would give anything to go #back if it meant i had them agaib and like im seeing dream so desperate for q to jutst talk to him and like im sobbing cehing in my room bc #I know what that feels like and he dodsnt deserve any of it and evwryone else wants to stab and kill and maim and i just want to cry for #days loke fucking sob and tell dream that it's all gonna be ok like im so ssd foe him #anyway needed to get rhat off mt chest i guess im totally fine #tbd probably idk