#but have this for now

[d3rpydoods]

Getting high off my own supply once again🤡👍

Based on this

#STILL ALIVE BOISSS #barely #idk #schools getting in the way and i'm just BURNED OUT #affects the artistic motivation too #but have this for now #yeah the braid's back cause its what he deserve #liulao #liu kang mk1 #liu kang #mk1 #mortal kombat #kung lao mk1 #kung lao #my questionable creations

[kiliinstinct]

Happy Late Valentine’s y’all.

Here’s a redraw of a Natsu I did a few years back. Just to challenge myself and see how I’ve improved…. With a lil Nalu sprinkled in because I can.

#nalu #fairy tail #natsuxlucy #natsu dragneel #gratuitous censoring via cupcake #best cupcake I ever drew #fresh out the shower too #I may share the og for comparison #if y’all want to see that #but have this for now #ft Fanart #fairy tail fanart #Valentine’s Day #redraw for vday #late to the party but what else is new :p

[wrathofrats]

Angst promt 15 with Dew being mean to Phantom/Aeon in the beginning :)) either pure angst or hurt/comfort you choose -🌧️

Part 10293839 of dew doesn’t know how to cope with his trauma.

Warnings for: dew being overly cruel, like he’s really mean to phantom to justify his own trauma. Aether is said to be dead here, Detailed descriptions of dealing with grief, morally wrong thoughts, it’s angst.

No I don’t think dew is bad, this is all based in real grief. He’s not right but he’s not a bad ghoul. I want to make that clear. Dew tries to make it right in the end, this is a lot of him working through his own feelings. I didn’t leave it sad forever.

-

Sometimes dew feels like the perfect tragedy.

A fairy tale of love and loss that you tell your kids at night to not make them greedy. To teach them to enjoy what they have, to stop complaining.

A fucked up fable of a being forced into a shell that’s not his by a lover he no longer has and truly his own skin feels like his mates mausoleum.

His self hatred falls upon phantom most of the time. A better target than his own flesh and bones in his head. It’s a silent agreement between the ghouls to never mention it, to make sure phantom and dew don’t stay alone together too long but the only verbal concerns come from late night whispers in low lit rooms of the house.

Dew feels unjustified in his hatred, knows it in fact. Can’t rip away the feeling of phantoms existence being wrong. It punches him in the chest everytime he sees him, when he sees his guitar, when he sees him practice his magic. It’s wrong and gross and dew feels disgusted with him, like a cheap puppet of someone he loves.

He wonders if he could make phantom into a bad dog. If he will lash out when scared. Something tangible to justify his hatred. A bite wound to justify his fear. It’s part of the reason he’s so cold to him. His own civil war of wanting to leave the kid alone, knowing he’s done nothing wrong, and wanting to hurt him so phantom can hurt him back. He wants tangible evidence of phantom being cruel to him back so much he could almost taste it. He’s sick, he’s disgusted with himself but dews never been anything but stubborn. A malicious brain worm that will only feed on seeing his own manipulated proof that the kid can be fucking cruel too.

Dew gets worse with his gross brain parasite. Dropping his obsession with aether to instead obsess over being correct and justified in his feelings. Hes lost this much, he can’t stand being wrong on top of it. He has to bite his tongue every time he sees phantom to not immediately try and cause an issue. The common smiling face makes him want to smack it off of him, the sound of Swiss giggling at phantom antics makes him want to scream in rage that he’s not all that special, aether didn’t deserve what happened to get that thing to replace him

The ghouls notice a clear change in him that never leaves. Dew turning from an inconsolable grieving mess into a vengeful creature who they barely can even talk to anymore. All of his words ooze venom, the looks he gives anyone who even go near phantom have them cringing in their own discomfort.

Phantom gets the worst of strange feelings. Summoned into a pack of those receiving the news of the loss of their friend. He feels immediately outcast, though they’ve all worked to remedy the feelings, it still eats at him more than they’ve told him it should. It probably lingers from dews stares but he can’t help but feel as if he was born with the original sin he can scrub his skin of. Maybe if dew accepted him he wouldn’t feel sick everytime he was in a group setting, or maybe it’s truly always going to be like this, phantom doesn’t know.

It’s not his fault he’s curious, the hint of his name having him tune into different conversations using his quintessence to help. He should’ve known better than to use it on dew though.

Mountain approaches dew first about the problem. Phantom watches him finally chase after him to his room after dew came down to grab water, immediately retreating upon seeing phantom sitting on the couch.

Dew what on earth is your problem?

Mountain speaks quietly, barely enough to hear even with his magic

Are we really doing this? You know my fucking problem mountain!

Dew is a bit louder, doesn’t care if anyone hears, it’s a painful thought.

You’re acting like a child. I know what you’re going through but-

You have no idea what I’m going through

He sounds on the verge of tears

You have to learn to accept it. You can’t keep doing this, you’re tearing the pack apart with your shitty attitude

Fuck you, he’s the one tearing us apart, I didn’t do anything

It’s one thing to assume what’s wrong, but for phantom to hear it? The words hurt physically, but he’s unable to stop himself from ignoring the conversation.

Phantom didn’t do anything and you know that

He’s the reason aethers dead. Aethers gone and we got a shitty fucking child to replace him and you expect me to be ok with that?

I’m done. Fix your attitude. Get help. You know you’re wrong.

The tears flow down phantoms face. Bile burns at his throat and he can’t help but look around for someone, anything to comfort him. Maybe he is some shitty child.

Mountain rests his hands on phantoms shoulder to warn him of his presence before sliding next to him and pulling him into his arms.

“Did you hear any of that?” Mountain asks, worried but knowing the answer.

Phantom nods his head

“He’s wrong. Dew will get over himself, don’t listen to him. He’s going through a lot but you’ve done nothing wrong bug”

Phantom tries not to directly sob into mountains shirt, hiccuping and biting his cheek

“If he didn’t mean it, why would he say something like that?” His voice cracks through his tears

“Grief makes people do stupid things. He’s looking for someone to blame so he can take it off of himself. I promise it wasn’t your fault though”

They hold each other, mountain squeezing phantom tight enough to release some of his own feelings.

Dew is a direct contrast to the warm embrace happening downstairs. Sitting alone in his room, barely a thought besides his own internal rage and these days it’s all he really does. Sit and stew in his own self pity, praying that maybe if he hopes hard enough everything will go back to normal, though he knows it won’t. A vicious never ending cycle.

His bed is cold, has been for months. He yearns for someone to save him though is utterly convinced he must deserve this. It must be some kind of punishment for something he’s done. It’s fitting for a monster of his kind, to want something so much but to know you’ll never deserve it.

Phantom was gifted with a different kind of quintessence than aether and omega were, less medical and more thoughtful. He was naturally empathetic, to a fault at times. His magic made him feel things others felt deeply, able to control their emotions with just his finger tips.

He decides to confront dew, a peace offering, an apology, he doesn’t know but he can’t stand the situation. He can’t stand having someone he should care about be practically fading away because of his own hurt he’s never been shown how to deal with properly.

“Can we talk?” Phantom knocks on the cracked door, opening it far enough to see dew sitting on his bed, still staring at the wall.

“Nothing to talk about” dew says nonchalantly

“I’m sorry if I did anything to you” phantom starts

“You’re fine”

“I’m sorry that I annoy you”

“It’s ok” dews tone gets more annoyed everytime he speaks

“I’m sorry about what happened”

“What?” Dew finally turns his head to look at him

“You didn’t deserve that. And I’m sorry no one’s ever tried to help you” phantom practically whispers

“They did try”

“They stopped. You’re still hurting and they stopped. They gave up. And I’m sorry”

“Why do you care? I’ve always been mean to you” dew looks like he may cry himself

“I can’t blame you, it’s not fair what you’ve been through. You’re allowed to grieve in your own way since no one ever showed you how” phantom steps into the room. It smells odd, like dew hasn’t showered in a couple days. Old plates of food and bottles of water stack his bedside table, the other looking pristine and untouched with a book sitting on it. Phantom looks at the book for a couple seconds too long before dew speaks again

“It was his. It’s the last thing he read.” Dew almost smiles, “his nightstand still smells like him”

Phantom doesn’t speak, just nodding along. He doesn’t know what to say, but dew takes the silence as a chance to keep going.

“Sometimes I can smell him on you. Quintessence has a scent to it, it’s smoky and sharp, Swiss gets it too when he’s been using magic.” He chuckles “I know he’s been training you. I wish aether could’ve”

“Really?”

“He would’ve loved you bug”

#oof #one day I need to make a post about what happened to aether #but have this for now #I hurt my own feelings as usual #cw angst #the band ghost #ghost #nameless ghouls #ghost bc #fanfic #wrath writes #dewdrop ghoul #phantom ghoul #angst

[starrysnowdrop]

((Thank you so much to @reikatsukihana for this beautiful gift and allowing me to post it with my writing!!! I’m still crying happy tears over this!! 🥹💖 Oh and some Endwalker spoilers ahead!))

Wolmeric Week 2023

#2: First Kiss

3rd Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon, Year 5 of 7th Astral Era

Wow… just wow…

So much has happened in the last 24 hours. Gods, EVERYTHING has changed.

Aymeric, he loves me. He LOVES me. ME, of all people! I still can’t believe it when I am seeing myself write those words down on the paper, but it wasn’t a dream. It all really happened.

How did it happen, you ask? Well, it was Krile who told me that she wished for my happiness, and that once we had defeated Meteion, she hoped that I would find true love. And I realized in that moment that I already had found it, but if anything were to happen to me, he would never know the truth. I felt compelled to finally tell Aymeric what I have kept inside all of these years.

So, I went to Ishgard, and I found him walking back home to Borel Manor. I called to him, and as he asked me what was wrong, I just couldn’t hold back my tears. All of my emotions came out at once, and I actually did it. I finally said it.

“I love you, Aymeric de Borel. I always have, and I know now that I always will.”

Even though I was able to confess, I was still so afraid of what he was going to say. My fear took over, and I couldn’t face the rejection. But something else took hold once I couldn’t control my fear. A black cloud formed around me… I was beginning to turn.

So I did what I knew I had to do. I ran. I tried getting as far away as I could from Aymeric and from anyone else who would be in danger… from the monster I was going to become.

But instead of the last of my aether being snuffed out forever, I felt his arms around me. I heard his voice in my ears, and suddenly, it all went away. As fast as it took hold, it let me go, and I could only see Aymeric’s face, and his eyes were clouded with tears. And before I knew it, his lips had claimed mine.

I couldn’t believe it. He was actually kissing me! And all I could do was melt into the kiss. As soon as we came up for air, that is when he said it.

“I love you too, Hali.”

Oh damn, it’s getting hard to write with happy tears in my eyes. So, I will just say this.

I have made a promise that I will save our star, and that I will return home to the man I love. And nothing in this universe is going to stop me now. I will punch a bird girl into a black hole if I have to! Yes, now that I know that there is someone out there who loves me as much as I love him, I feel like I can do anything. It’s a wonderful feeling indeed.

#wolmericweek #wolmericweek2023 #prompt 2 first kiss #endwalker spoilers #wolaymeric #wol x aymeric #aymeric x wol #hali aloke #oc: drops of jupiter #hali x aymeric #ship: hold me closer #oh and I’ll be writing the full scene out at some point in the future #but have this for now

[bobactually]

sabrewing sisters doodle

#I am drawing something else for them #but have this for now #violet sabrewing #lena sabrewing #ducktales 2017 #ducktales #dt17 #doodles

[siegfaerie]

doodles doodles doodles

#i have more art to post #but have this for now #first one titled: have you ever considered how kriemhild felt #based off of siegfried’s interlude with faceless hagen 🙄🙄 #will never not atop thinking abt hagen and kriemhild and how siegfrieds death impacted them both #second is faery king and faery queen niyo #inspired by neos art #semiramis #ozy and my master oc aaevy #celebrating ozy ticket >:3 #siegfried and itzy and david bc i love the trio to bits #and itzy sobbing bc siegfried is conflicted abt amakusa and semiramis #fgo #mastersona #itzy #siegfried #david #fate grand order #kriemhild #fanservant #doodles #fanart #got some comics coming up~ #just finalizing them bc wow theyre quite a bit lengthy

[aceobi]

some obikin role reversal au things bc im ✨️obsessed✨️ warning⚠️: explicit

anakin getting obiwan later on in his padawan years bc of quigons death

obiwan is so quiet, mourning his beloved master

anakin does his damn best to help obi through it

they grow super close and become literally inseperable

anakin is always doting on his obi, praising him every other breath and constantly touching him

obi finally loses the stick up his butt and learns to let go a little bit (and maybe starts getting in trouble a little more)

anakin starts to become super possessive over his padawan, and is reluctant to let obiwan hang out with the other padawans (especially quinlan fucking vos)

obi doesn't mind tho, his fellow padawans are always making fun of his relationship with his master

neither of them see anything wrong with how close they are

anakin is absolutely horrified when they're sparring and he gets hard pinning his only-just-eighteen-year-old padawan to the mat

he's so ashamed he asks for a solo mission but he cancels last minute when he sees how upset obiwan is

instead they watch a holomovie together

obi falls asleep with his head in his master's lap

anakin can't believe it when he gets hard again and he prays to the force that obiwan doesn't wake up while he tries to get rid of his erection

because he's so focused on his hard on, he doesn't sense obi wake up, with his master's hard cock in his face

obiwan has known for months that his master wants him but he's too much of a good man to ever do anything about it

so obiwan decides to take it into his own hands and puts the clothed tip in his mouth

anakin practically jumps out of his seat when he feels it, but obiwans weight is holding him from getting up

"obi wan, what are you doing?" he gasps, he can't believe this is actually happening

"im sucking your cock, master, i thought that was obvious" its so simultaneously innocent and bratty, anakin groans while obiwan rubs anakins dick through his pants

obiwan isn't one to be deterred, so he doesn't wait for anakin to say anything else, he pulls his master's dick out of his pants and starts sucking him off properly

anakin comes in under a minute (something obiwan will tease him about forever)

"don't ever let them knight me, master" obiwan begs later that night after anakin ate him out til he was crying

"they will try" anakin chuckles and cuddles his beloved padawan closer

#im feral about role reversal can you tell #one day ill write a whole fic #but have this for now #obikin #obiani #kat talks shit

[faerie-goth]

Cold Hands

MC: Toa!  Your hands are freezing!  Are you okay?

Toa: I’m fine, this is my normal body temperature.

MC: Are you sure you’re not low on iron or something?  Because I’ve seen the way you eat.

Fenn cracks up laughing. 

Fenn:  This one?  Nah, he’s always been like that.  Come to think of it, that would be very useful if you wanted to try temperature play in the bedroom.

Toa (exasperated):  Fenn, no. Nobody asked you.  Now shoo!

Fenn: Aww, but Toa!  You and treasure could have so much fun together!  Especially if your mouth is just as cold.  I wonder if...

Toa: FENN!!!  OUT!!!

MC: Honestly, I was going to suggest warming you the same way they do people who get hypothermia, but that’s probably also a bad idea.

Toa takes a minute to process this.  Fenn whispers in his ear.

Fenn: I believe that involves cuddling au natural.  Good choice.

Toa.exe has stopped working.

#court of darkness #toa qelsum #fenn luxure #ficbit #I'm supposed to be working on a longer fic #but have this for now

[teekapoa]

For my namesike i had to make a troll, just had too

#ts4 #the sims 4 #m:simmer #i'm not content with his look #but have this for now

[zestyderg]

Headcanon: How much you wanna bet that Dina is the kind of person to get sick and then blatantly ignore her sickness if it gets in the way of digging or battling. Like she'll wake up one day achy and with a fever, there's a tournament, and instead of getting rest, she goes out and pretends to be not sick because she wants to fossil battle that bad.

#fossil fighters #fossil fighters champions #zesty's ramblings #ill expand on this a little more later #but have this for now

[withlovebinnie]

Fur Covered Pillow

Just cat dad Kai getting kicked out from the pillow <3

#the invisible library #the invisible library fanart #kai strongrock #genevieve cogman #the invisible library fancomic #the invisible library au #is this inspired by my own dad and our cats? yes #but im sure it happened to kai as well #and yes fur covered pillow is the name of the slice of life fancomic i started and never finished #technically there’s no story to it #its just cute chapters with a very simple style featuring pets #i still want to make more stuff for it #but have this for now

[cryoexorcist]

Snoozin by the water.

#ic. #mobile #im still tired #might go back to sleep #but have this for now

[digitalmadness]

◤❀Cнαrαcтer'ѕ Sтυdy: ✿◢

➤ Y'all heard of Yakuza: Dead Soul. Now, get ready for Undead Judgement.

This AU sets place after the events of Lost Judgement and The Kaito Files. Instead of Kamurocho, it's in Yokohama. After a strange cases popping up all over Yokohama where the dead are brought back to life and turning the living into a zombie-like form, the city goes down in a state of emergency.

Makoto Tsukumo managed to get outside contact and the first thing he did is to contact Takayuki Yagami. While the phone call was brief, having not much time to give a complete explanation, help was needed, causing our beloved detective and ex-lawyer to help out and investigate on what's going on.

Managing to find a way inside Yokohama, Yagami is in for one hell of a ride. Having to fight off zombies of all sorts to saving those he knows to uncover the truth and undo what has happened.

In fact, the zombies aren't not one you expect. They are not slow moving and prefer to move quick. Some had evolved and become stronger than others, which could prove difficult.

#『Hᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴs﹕』 #as I think of more ideas I will plop them down #but have this for now

[babyseraphim]

after 7 months, i finally finished this piece. to think a year ago, i could barely play more than a few chords and scales

#music stuffs #im gonna record a more professional version for my website #but have this for now

[genderfluid-druid]

hurr hurr I'm a human body hurr hurr I'm gonna solve all my problems using mucus

#i have not enjoyed my bout of covid #but this part seems to be over now 🤞

[girlstressed]

can’t stop smiling in inappropriate situations

#personal #ITS A REFLEX IDK WHY I USED TO HAVE A RBF AND NOW I HAVE A RESTING SMILING FACE???