#but he walked downstairs with me

[dogtiber]

he’s choosing to sleep upstairs on the couch?? by himself?? without me??? this is so weird of him but I’m proud I think?

#we haven’t been actively working on separation anxiety stuff lately because of all the travel we’ve been doing #but he walked downstairs with me #walked into the bedroom and then walked out #and went upstairs? #I heard rustling around and then by the time I got the camera loaded #he was getting his blanket situated and circling to sleep #I left the door and gate open for him in case he wakes up and wants to come down #dadtiber is out with friends currently so I expect him coming home will wake him up #tiber tag #separation anxiety #journal #pls ignore all the pita chips and junk in our coffee table lolol

[camgoloud]

i simply feel that if you burn shit in your roommate’s skillet you should then feel the obligation to be the one who scrapes it out and cleans up

#sometimes i think about the fact that i’m literally the only person who’s cleaned the kitchen in this place for the entire year and a half #i’ve lived here and i get. a little pissed off #i’ve tried being polite and bringing up the problem without explicitly pointing fingers by leaving cleaning products (which i bought) #out on the counters and sending a text in the group chat like ‘hey! 😊 i got these wipes for us! i think that all of us could #use these a little more often so that the kitchen doesn’t get so gross!’ but it seems that everyone either has no sense of shame or just #genuinely doesn’t mind living in filth for the periods between the marathon cleaning sessions i do every few weekends when i have the time #one of the guys who lives downstairs will just walk right by me cleaning up on his way to the fridge and pretend he can’t see me #which is still better than the other one (the one who just burned shit in my skillet) who once saw me cleaning and asked if he could help #and when i got all pleased and asked if he could maybe take the trash out for me while i was cleaning counters (a small and simple task! #when he’d literally asked me if there was anything he could do!) he visibly deflated. said ‘well i’m not really around here much [so it’s #not my trash in there etc.]’ and wandered off. without doing anything #like. HELLO???? you could have just been like the other guy and pretended you didn’t see me doing all the work if this was how you were #going to be about it #but i guess he wanted to feel good about himself having offered/expected me to just say ‘oh no thanks i love being your housekeeper 😊’ #tbh i really need to be more assertive and be like ‘hey guys i’m sick of this’ and maybe. bring up the Sexism of it all. because. #you know. the whole situation feels pretty gendered #was complaining about all this to an irl friend the other day and she said i should start a chore chart but i don’t want to be responsible #for maintaining the chore chart either! take on the mental load of managing the housework and also turning into Resident Bitch for asking #men to do things for me. you know. there is simply no way out here #there is another woman who lives here as well but unfortunately i don’t think she’ll be much help in forcing the issue because. she doesn’t #clean shit either! #actually in the days since she moved in the shower drain in our bathroom has become horrendously clogged which. well. i mean not to point #fingers but one of us has got about two inches of hair and the other has got a foot and a half. so #i also simply feel that if you clog a drain you should be the one to unclog it but i’ll probably do that as well #sorry for the massive tag rant by the way i really shouldn’t make myself out to be some kind of martyr because i’m not particularly neat #myself but…. ooooh god if the bar isn’t all the way down in hell #anyway i just did a whole bunch of dishes but i left that one skillet to soak passive-aggressively overnight #i don’t think the aggression will come across though because i think he genuinely won’t even pay attention to the fact that it’s still #dirty and i’ll end up being the one to clean it tomorrow #caseyposting

[sparklingchim]

pls give us updates on barcelona boy 🥰 i’m rooting for y’all and hope everything goes wells💓💓

bestiiee we had a beach date and then we went to the arcade and he won me a plushie 🥺🥺

#i had so much funnn #we just walked along the beach n then sat on a bench #it was v spontaneous bc he just texted me that he was near my hotel this morning n best believe i finished getting ready in like 5 mins #i sprinted downstairs 🏃🏻‍♀️ #and the arcade oh my god it was so much fun #anywayyyy #thank u for caring n being sweet bestie <3 #💗💗 #darly asks #anon

[bibleofficial]

i i’m too big to admit it but it’s of value to post w timestamp that im genuinely anorexic. i need to say it for myself. as soon as i found out that it was past midnight & i had been drinking, i knew that i had to get absolutely plastered to vomit later bc i’d not exercised on an empty stomach that day - as expected, to be empty; begging for calories - & ‘need to repay the expent calories,’ despite the necessary intake for survival. it’s pathetic truly like. girl … wtf ? 😭😭 grow up 🙄 anyway … not me de electing in my own damn post

#diary #the theatrics #anyway #i’m fuckign #DESTROYED #i’ll throw up to sleep anyway #but it 4a fully wanted to be home at 10 got home 12.30 then forced everyone to drink bc im a DEMON #like #OK ACTUALLY TO BE FAIR #I HAD 1 PINT BEFORE MY GROUP MEETING W OMAR BC BE MADE US #then i had another pill & when i got home from the meeting not even when i got home like as i was walking into the complex raid wsd like hi #i want to bitch & i was like omg tea ??? then i had 2 40z & then when he kicked me out i a omar to drink & then i made him drink my baiju #spiked cider bc fuck u u made kp eat beef drink my chinese shit boy but when i was walking downstairs to smoke w omar raid was like wyd #& i forced him to come down & smoke w us & then omar got whisky & we drank here #BUT RAID W AS MAD BC I SAID ‘oh we were just gossiping abt u’ when his gf came in LIKE I DO #WHATSVER #& then i got plastered & im still here rdy to vomit

[stormy-nights-are-best]

Not sure if anybody else goes through this, but every time I pass by a stranger who has curly hair and glasses like me, we have a moment where we stare at each other like we've never seen any other human before (and then we continue on with our lives like it never happened).

Today, I think I met a ten-year-old version of myself.

We stood staring, wide-eyed, at each other for a inhumane amount of time until he burst out of the room flapping his hands before I could. Even his clothes looked like mine.

#time travel is... real? #who was that kid #core memory #his (their?) skin was a shade darker than mine though #HE GOES DOWNSTAIRS EXACTLY LIKE ME #i know that sounds weird but we both go down stairs like little birds #like #just picture a baby bird walking downstairs in its little house and flapping its wings about - that's it #it's fun because i feel like i'm jumping #curly hair and glasses #autism #probably?? #doodle #lil comic #masterpiece #peak expression skills #autism eyes #the stare #willyWONT

[gefiltefished]

remind me never to open my big fat mouth when things are going well

#idk man #we were getting into a nice routine with the dog #sister has barely been home all weekend and when we got back from a walk she was in a rush getting ready to go to work #so poor pup got all overstimulated and had no time with her #then i think dad frightened him so he's refusing to come sit with us in the living room now #took him outside a couple times to play and work off some of the adrenaline but he's still very timid #so now im sitting with him in sister's room until she comes back from work :/ #mum's pissed off for several reasons #also its cold up here but i don't wanna move n upset the dog 😭 #edit: well i got up to go to the bathroom and go downstairs to grab a sweater #pup followed me but still wouldn't come chill in the lounge :( he did at least come out of the kitchen when i called him though #...and then took himself straight back upstairs ;_;

[croutoncat]

my neighbour just winked at me... what does this Mean

#hes so cute #he'd helped me carry a thing downstairs once #and i was hungover / in a bad mood so i was like merci but maybe not merci-ing enough #and so ce soir he walk behind me and im like #ur the bro that helped me right ? merci again :) #and hes like no problem ... wink #bonne soirée ! #anyway im gonna b dilusional and thing thats hes flirting #even tho im pretty sure its like a polite thing straight men do like dw bro i got u

[benchtrioupdates]

i like how these aren’t even updates they’re just anons chatting with the mods /pos

Yup! :D its fun talking with yall

#mod vee #not an update #anyways the cat is now laying on his cat tree like he didnt just freak me out as soon as i walked downstairs

[lunarsapphism]

my little brother needs to be severely humbled i swear to god he is the most cocky and egotistical little kid ever and has recently developed this "tough guy" persona and it makes me want to fucking punch him ❤️ i fucking hate it here he did not used to be like this

#this bitch is afraid of the dark and afraid of being alone etc etc but he literally refuses to admit either of those things #and wants to watch a horror movie but the ones we showed him the trailers for he didnt think looked scary enough #like are you fucking serious. we just showed you the most scary movies we could find that arent rated r #you wont go in the fucking pool by yourself and you think those look boring? #you turn every single light downstairs on when its night and youre walking to the bathroom #and youre telling me that none of those movies looked scary enough for you. #fuck off you stupid little fuck i hate you sometimes. #we literally had to take away his stuffed animals when he was like 7 because he was afraid of them bc his bio mom let him watch annabelle. #there have been soooo many instances of shit like that i swear to god that kid is afraid of everything #but no. apparently hes big and tough and unafraid now. (he isnt) #god. #13 year olds fucking suck i hate them i hate them. #i know that being 13 is hard but holy fuck. good fucking god. #also im never mean to him pls let this be known. i am always kind and considerate even though hes a dick to me constantly #holy fuck though. #aiilov-personal

[crj-200]

nightmare low blood sugar situation neutralized

#woke up shaky and low but i didn't have any snacks in the room #so i had to get dressed to go to the lobby to buy some snacks #and i realized i haven't worn a medical alert thing in months because my ex's info was on it #so i grabbed my emergency meds and carried them in my hand while i went downstairs #and as i'm walking down stairs my phone also fucking dies so im like. if i go down rn all that emergency contact info is unavailable #so i'm starting to get more nervous and also. low bg makes you irrational #when i got to the counter they were busy checking a flt crew in #so i was like 'ok they'll come over to me next there's two people working rn right' and. nah #both of them chatted with the pilots for a bit and then while the one went to check the next person in the other went to get something #so i'm standing there for like 5 mins feeling like im gonna pass out but i don't say anything (or just grab a soda and pay after) #because i was like 'oh they don't know i'm having a medical problem rn... i don't wanna be rude' #eventually one of them finished up and checked me out #and THEN a guy at the bar started asking me about my pump and again. didn't want to be rude #so i stood there and answered his questions about how type 1 works for a bit #and when i was explaining i need to take insulin for carbs unless im low he looks at my candy and he's like #'ooh are you having a low rn?' YES #and then the counter lady was like 'youre all checked out... you can go...?' #because i was standing there too long. #im in my room now and slammed most of a coke and a cookie lmao #it's so funny (😐) to me that i have a condition that requires me to make trips to the snack bar sometimes or i might just fucking die?? #there was no punchline to this story it was just agonizingly long and annoying. #anyways. #nessie posting #diabetes tag

[yo9urt]

i never know how good i am at hiding a crush and i’ve always felt like i’m not that good at it and every time i get a new crush it’s always a game of like. how long until someone who isn’t that close to me finds out

#mine #cause obviously my friends know about it pretty quickly #family doesn't count because sometimes i tell them sometimes i don't #but with like. in this case other coworkers i guess but it can be diff groups depending on the context #its like. when will someone find out #i think with this one im doing an ok job at hiding it #i can't really tell obviously but i feel like im capable of acting at least sort of normal around him and disguising it to some extent #but i always panic and overthink and freak out #but also my biggest tell by far is my eyes #when i like someone and they're within view i just want to look at them for as long as i possibly can #i am VERY visual #and when someone i like is nearby i DO just look at them like even if its just peripheral i'm always following them visually #when i clocked out of work i went downstairs to buy some stuff at the little convenience store thing on the fisrt floor #then when i went back up so i could leave out the back door of my job i saw cute coworker in his usual place #and after chatting a little with the coworker who was at the door i turned my gay little eyes to you know who #and watched him for like a large amount of the time that i spent walking away #mainly because i knew only like one other coworker could see me doing it because only one other coworker could see where i was looking #and it was some girl ive never met and everyone else was occupied so i was like ok im just going to stare at him gayly wihle i leave #but if anyone ever decides to watch where my eyes go when he's in the room they could easily guess what's going on #god i want him

[themagicalmysticalboy]

me and my roommate are truly our own gay/lesbian stereotypes. we look like a sitcom worthy best friend pairing every time we go anywhere together

#me in my black cut off jeans and docs and muscle t #him in his pink floral button down khakis and white vans #we walked out together this morning and our downstairs neighbors dad said good morning to us #and my friend was like ‘that man just witness more gay diversity than he probably ever has in his life’ lmao #some me times #🎲🚲 & 🚬🥖

[torifoolery]

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#this is the first time ive been actually drunk in.......months #and i Did Not Realise until i stood up to try to catch a firefly qho got in my apartment #its cool now hes cool i caught him in a jar and walked him downstairs and let him outside #but wow thats a lot of stairs. #god i need to move out #anyway...........hello friends #im drunk send me asks #but also i maybe wont answer bc i might be asleep soon #but if i dont i promise i love you wanyway #i love you #okay uhhh #delete later

[jebtruther]

Hate this place.

#Text #Delete later #Ok so #I come downstairs to find a fucking DIRTY COFFEE POT in the sink #And the table is dirty #The last person to be downstairs?? MY FUCKING STEPDAD #I am so fucking tired of cleaning shit that I find that I KNOW IT WAS HIM #I never really realized how unorganized my stepdad was until my mom had that accident #Now I know. And I'm cleaning shit for him. #me AND my mom have told him MULTIPLE TIMES to stop being so fucking irresponsible with his OWN HOUSE #Yet he does nothing #I remember one time I confronted him about the fucking 3 dirty bowls I found in the sink #And all he said was ''Yeah I was gonna go clean them'' #And that's an obvious lie cause he never cleans shit #A month later I find 3 bowls on the sink again #Don't clean them because I did not make them ess #and he doesn't even bother to clean it the next day before he goes to work #He KNOWS that my mom can't walk and he KNOWS that we are both tired of his tomfuckery #Yet... no sign of taking responsibility #From now own i am NOT cleaning his fucking garbage #But then if I don't I get scolded the next day #But I don't care anymore. Fucking clean your own shit #I sometimes wonder if his workshop is also disorganized #Anyways uhh now that some of my rage is kind of gone. My stepdadis NOT a bad person #Just so irresponsible that it hurts #He's a cool n nice guy lol. Just wish he was cleaner #Ok did not mean to write an essay oops

[the-goldsmith]

I'm this close to ouat posting in 2022 someone needs to stop me from going off about how I'm CONVINCED Regina would be incredibly into minecraft

#Ouat #She would be so into the game #I'm sure of this #She would spend hours on end building a perfect replica of her enchanted forest castle #Henry would wake up on a school day at 6 am walk downstairs for breakfast and find her glued to the same spot he left her the night before #Playing the block game #This is just true. Can't convince me otherwise.