#but hear me out: theyre so mean to her )))):

[dvnieldraws]

wet cat dad and his strong protector daughter [q!missa & q!tallulah]

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #qsmp #qsmp art #qsmp fanart #qsmp missa #qsmp tallulah #missasinfonia #q!missa #q!tallulah #they mean so much to me. theyre so important to me #their relationship is everything #missa is so sweet with her SOBS #saw that tallulahs admin likes when artists draw her w like combat-y things n saw she uses a bow more often so gave her a quiver of arrows: #her braids are my simplified version of mexican ribbon braids bc i thkin theyre so cool and that tallulah should be drawn more mexican #inspired! i also love how. mexican their relationship is its so comforting to see <333 #almost forgot tallulahs hearing aids wouldve walked out into the snow storm goin on rn n just laid down #death family #death fam

[bacchuschucklefuck]

love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest

#not art #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit #kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it #until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it #until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her #but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs #she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying #probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone #lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear #Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!! #and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked #but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now #yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc #man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet #and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out #lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help #it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around #but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever #its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous #its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot #yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry #doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it #ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking

[thefandomcassandra]

Wright Autism Agency

#ace attorney #me and my friend out here galaxy brain #nobody in the WAA is neurotypical theyre all autistic #source: im autistic #athena: didnt get diagnosed coz hearing hearts means shes already registering as Weird #apollo: with what fucking money? anyway law special interest #phoenix: was diagnosed and then did nothing about it coz he was too busy chasing edgeworth #trucy: masks so hard her daddy doesnt even know #anyway uh the WAA sure aint neurotypical

[petz5]

hello petz5 nation i am once again on the verge of tears bc of akane tendo

#everyone has all these expectations for ranma and an image in their mind of who they want him to be #like genma wants him to be the best martial artist ever and soun wants him to inherit the dojo and shampoo wants her trophy husband #ukyo wants someone to watch the kids while she runs her shop. nodoka wants him to be the Manliest Man To Ever Man #akanes the only one who actually asks what he wants and sees him for who he is #i mean ranma himself cant even do that bc he thought his life was Over in the moxibustion arc #and was so shocked when akane said he didnt need to be any of those things and she likes him bc he’s ranma #also i dont think ranmas ever been asked what he wants before. its always been what his dad wants. it must have been wild to suddenly be #w someone who values hearing ur thoughts and opinions #its sad when nodoka makes him move out of the tendos house not just bc he cant live w his fiancee anymore but bc the stability and comfort #of having a real family was gone #ANYWAY. akane tendo is the best character in the series she is so sweet #i hope this doesnt sound like shes the Mom Friend comforting Poor Baby Ranma bc i prommy ranma cares abt what she wants and actively seeks #her input even if they totally disagree on something #theyre a TEAM they support and look out for each other even if they bicker constantly #something something akanes line ‘you save me i save you. thats how itll always be’

[maudlin-scribbler]

Mother has told me she thinks that my behaviour has been getting worse lately and that apparently she doesn't recognise me anymore but it's really that I'm so tired of her shit and my family in general + school + my mental state that I barely care to pretend around her anymore and yes maybe I am more of a dick around my family. But whatever me sometimes raising my voice at them and telling them to leave me alone is only like 5% of everything they've ever put me through

#corin's lore #Okay so where I was a dick maybe was that #My aunt wanted to talk to me on the phone and I told my mom I wasn't on the mood to talk to her #I really wasnt cause she was gonna give me some advice I didnt care for #So aunt hears and gets pretty upset curses my mother out and then hangs up #And okay. Its my fault but now my mom is upset at me and even threatened to take my phone away #And now mother is on this whole spiel bout how Ive changed and she doesnt recognise me anymore yada yada yada #Ive always been kind of a dick & obnoxious ig its my thing. Im full of love but I can be mean #She says ive gotten more Like That. #Also she told me my aunt is probs crying and I know im supposed to care but my aunt sure she gives us money but shes a dick to us too #And like. Shes not crying ik her she's just upset at me. And i dont give a damn idk i dont even hate her #I just have a hard time feeling any sort of affection for my family which is fucked up but I can abrely feel anything for any of them #Besides.my sister whom I love I cant say that I really love any of them theyre just there to me

[chompe-diem]

GIRL THE NADDPOD DISCORD'S RELATIONSHIP WITH ELDERMOURNE SLANDER I CAN'T-

#this is honestly so sad i was kinda looking forward to trying 2 be a semi-regular in the server but jk i guess #look i'm all for critical love of medias and characters and etc EXCEPT apparently when it comes to eldermourne. im sorry i love it too much #i PROMISE i am capable of having faves while still acknowledging their flaws but it turns out. eldermourne is exception to this #but hear me out: theyre so mean to her )))): #theyre so mean to herrrrrr what did she do to deserve this #also ofc (just tbc) it's Not Everyone Dogpiling onto her. but it seems a lot of the regulars are just Genuinely Not Huge Fans #so it comes up time to time #and it makes me sad }: thats my emotional support campaign.... #salt

[ocdhuacheng]

wtf @ the new csm chapter

#ooogh a few of my predictions came true. was not fucking expecting the amputation though what the fuck. also fumiko kill yourself #'nothing short of a war will compromise this facility' OOOOOOOOOOGGGHHHHHH BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK THAT WAS SO HOT #asayoru please save my sson........ tho in doing so theyre gonna find out that csm is denji so... rip #wonder if they even know csm is there (maybe fami told them?) and/or theyre just going there to #release all the devils they have captive there #to cause chaos #and denji/csm is just an added bonus. if you wanna call it that. what if they go in expecting chainsaw man #and they just see a broken denji on the hospital bed. what then. #cc #denji #csm #.txt #also........ please reze be here please please please #i think shes held captive here and then gets released by asayoru along with denji and whatever other nonsense theyre gonna let free #cuz i doubt she'd agree to have been working with public safety. i doubt she'd go to the chainsaw man church either. #so i think post part 1 she probably went rogue but maybe she was captured before she could escape #i mean there are some people thinking thats not asayoru at the end but reze. i see you and i hear you. i am still betting on asayoru tho. #feel free to clown on me if im wrong tho. i just think reze is being held at public safety like denji is. if they could even get to her #also i love yoshida he is so different from when we first met him hes so resigned and just. dead. #like contrast this scene with the last time he had denji captured. he was all smug back then but now hes just so resigned and defeated

[petricorah]

i have soooo many feelings about jack. also yeah you’re right he and vane are CRAZY like the devotion is off the charts

anne, talking to jack: "there are many men on this island who would give anything to hear charles vane call them a good pirate."

jack: *staring at vane unloading heavy material in a tight shirt*

me: good god, just confess already!!

send more black sails thoughts here: 1800-i've-got-sea-slugs-in-my-brain

#i'd love to hear your feelings about jack #i would go back to that moment and draw it if i could still watch it #like. vane is like maybe i'll abandon my principles for you because i trust you so much and i know you're at the end of your rope to do #something that might hurt me #and jack is like. i would follow you to the ends of the earth and die for you please know this was my only choice #and then they made out while anne rolled her eyes #that's how that scene went right? #i don't even ship them in the sense i ship other stuff. just like. the DEVOTION it's so obvious that love is unspoken it doens't need #physicality it's there #also. jo. talk about divorced. i mean they abandoned vane and then vane welcomed them back from being ousted and now theyre singing love #and trust confessions to each other #asks #black sails

[thedeadthree]

🌞🌛✨💛 twc book 3 spoilers !

“i suppose immortality must be easier to cope with when you live it with those you care about”

“his eyes shift to mine, the normally icy green of them warm and inviting, like a meadow bathed in summer sun. “immorality is longer than you can imagine.””

KATRIN ESTHER STRAND ! A DU MORTAIN WHAT ARE YOU TWO TRYING TO DO TAKE ME OUT !!!!!!!!!! THEIR SUN IMAGERY AND RELATING TO EACH OTHER I AM GOING TO LOSE IT ! THESE TWO ! THEY MAKE ME CRAZY ! AND NEVER FAIL TO!

#leg reads the wayhaven chronicles #twc spoilers #oc: katrin strand #x: katrin x adam #x: tu omnia #if you hear one wailing like a forlorn wraith that would be yours truly ! #they declared they would personally take me out didnt they bc if they did ITS WORKING 🌞✨😖 #these two lovestruck buffoons ! they get me everytime! #POETIC CINEMAAAA !!!!!!! 🌞✨🫠 #her aesthetic the sun symbolism and them like they are truly soulmates how am i supposed to be normal about them now #we have the vampire brainrot very very much i am afraid (affectionately) 🥀✨😵‍💫 #live footage of me in my room rn kajzjzhzh THEYRE SO !!!!!!!!! i cant stand them the way they mean the world to me ! #yes everytime these clowns talk about light and the sun and angelic symbolism i lose it 🌞✨😌 it’s the simple things!

[irlnikeiyomiuri]

i had ONE decent interaction with another person and now i want to ask my friends to come hang out. however, i literally never left my house once covid started, and the few friends/acquaintances i chatted with, as soon as i saw them on person, i very strongly disliked them.

i have one friend.

#puts my head in hands……… #also i think she may hate me. so. :(.- I SAY THIS NOT TO VENT. I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING !!!!!! #i just think u all need to sympathize with how difficult it is to go find fwends #-oh my god im already facing the adult issue of unable to make friends bc of lack of interaction with others #i. the body is still not close to 18. ….. ………… #gently whacks andrew. damn bitch who did u let take care of this thing why ur life in shambles?? (totally not my fault) #edit. anyways should i reach out to my friend and try to get her to hang out uhhhh… some time later this week ? #or do i try and contact the person i was around the other day. i’ve known her since like 4th grade but idk if i should call her a friend #we had a fine interaction but it was literally like… four hours after my lesson and before her date. and she just wanted to hear about my #trip. which did in fact take four hours to discuss #so it’s like hmmm do i want to be around her for longer in a unstructured setting- #HER STUPID BF IS SO RICH AND ITS SO INFURIATING TO HEAR ABOUT #THEYRE SO WASTEFUL WITH THEIR MONEY ITS INSANE !!!!!!!! #it makes me so like. ticked off. tf do u mean they last-minute booked u a flight across the country so u could come w them #to the fucking PENINSULA UR BFS GRANDMA O W N S. WHAT ??????? #i’m trying to be vague. but this peninsula is in a /nice/ fucking area like if i were to say it y’all would immediately know what i’m #talking about. like uhh. cape cod martha’s vineyard that type of infamy. owns a whole ass peninsula……….. #i HATE IT i HATE RICH PEOPLE !!!

[leafyloveslaughing]

is a genjutsu a trick of the eye or a trick of the mind?? like, say a blind person gets stuck in one would they only feel and hear what's going on or will they also 'see' it if technically all that is happening is an illusion, a very vivid imagination casted inside your own head??? almost like your dreaming but- oh wow this hurts a lot-

#i mean i guess a non-blind person isn't actually seeing the genjutsu with their eyes for lack of better words- #theyre not actually moving in real life so theyre just 'seeing' whatever the hell the genjutsu-user wants to show them?? #so technically it is all in your head?? and your /real body/ isnt doing anything besides get tired even though- #in the genjutsu your screaming and crying and spilling out all the state secrets??? #or does it also work in a way that you can cast a genjutsu and block (?) the persons view and make them think that their allies look like- #their enemies so the'd start slashing and unknowingly killing off their own?? #this is so dumb where was i even going with this?? i shouldve just googled it lol XD #like- evens in the most powerful of genjutsu- if obito succeeded in making everyone dream the life they want would- #a blind person be able to 'see' whats going on?? would a deaf person be able to hear in the infinite tsukuyomi?? #can mental illnesses somehow be able to disrupt the genjutsu?? like your anxiety&depression still acting up and being a bitch in a dream?? #inner sakura somehow slapped ino out of her mind so can she also slap herself out of infinite tsukuyomk?? #obito give me answers here- #naruto

[maretriarch]

also i found the joyful keyper in the toy section today, yes i gasped when i saw her, yes children stared at me, yes their parents also stared at me but the public humiliation was TOTALLY worth it bcs she also has her key and little finder buddy. no veil or hair or brush tho but i guess you don't need the brush if you dont have hair so its all ok.

#only 3.24 w my discount u wish u were me #she has some yellowing but i hear u can bleach that out maybe?? #theyre also in general Dorty and kind of sticky so a cleaning will be needed regardless #ALSO HER BABY IS STILL AT THE STORE cus i didnt see it until after i started my shift and i made a mistake of asking #the MEAN manager if i could take her bcs she belongs w the set and ahe said no i have to get her tomorrow #hopefully no one gets her but i dont think anyone will without the rest of the set also i hid her lol

[wabblebees]

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#cw parent rant incoming #tell me why im having to out of the blue ease my mom's cis guilt over text rn #im. hoough. im tired. #shes apparently been worrying abt having ''messed you up from day one'' bc they assigned me the wrong gender at fuckin birth & now hearing #the words ''assigned [x] at birth'' makes her feel ''on edge and accused''.................. #bc it ''puts a responsibility for trauma and unkindness on parents that simply isn't there'' #how tf do i say ''yeah i mean you fucked me up real good but also thats not the reason why.'' tf #the reason im traumatized isnt bc im trans. its bc im trans and was raised in a transphobic society that didnt want me to be trans. #why not start with the fact you raised me in a fucking cult??? hm????? THAT was traumatizing. but shed NEVER get that bc shes messed up in #a ton of the same ways -- but bc shes still In It she cant fucking see it #if it were fucking easy to just *play* with gender outside of your agab then it wouldnt be fucking traumatizing to grow up trans!! #thered be nothing to feel guilty for!! if gender roles werent so deeply fucking entrenched in the church and the way i was raised then #it wouldnt have fucking HURT so much not to fit in them!!!! but i cant SAY that it hurt bc then she'd Feel Accused and Wounded and To Blame #FOR THE WRONG DAMN THING. FUCK. #im not accusing you for being a bad parent or some shit just by existing as a trans person?? take responsibility for the shit that YOU DID. #when you did NOTHING *before* i came out to make me feel like i could Exist As A Trans Person? or As A Person that didnt Meet Expectations? #THATS on you. the fact i didnt know For Certain if id be *okay* if i came out?? THATS ON YOU. #theres TONS of shit i can think of that are my parents fault and directly tied to how fucked up i am. BUT ALSO. *THOSE* are never going to #be the things they feel sorry for. bc they think they werent in the wrong. so theyll just feel 'on edge' & 'accused' bc theyre sO justified #hhhhHHH. FUCK. #just out of the fucking blue. immediately after asking what cake i wanted tmrw for my birthday. so. happy early birthday i fucken guess!! #i hate it here. #every time i start to get comfortable and feel lighter and freer to express myself again... theres always fucking something. #theres always fucking something and *IM* the sorry fuck who has to keep the damn peace and smooth everyone elses ruffled fucking feathers #i hate to complain bc i really was afraid itd be so much worse but. but also this still fucking sucks ass? ig i wasnt really expecting that #idk man. maybe its the fact ive been extra fucking dysphoric and been dealing with one helluva rsd spiral the last week or so but. FUCK me #lemme out lemme out lemme out #just have to get thru the end of august and then im. back in school again. not exactly looking forward to thAt part either but at least ill #be AWAY. and with my partner and with my friends and OUT of HERE. #bee speaks

[kuiinncedes]

my dad: dont worry about boyfriend/girlfriend (idk why he said girlfriend or if he was serious as far as i know he's still homophobic lmfao but ppl change ig) just worry about making friends (or something)

me: OHHHHHHHHHH DONTTTTT YOU WORRYYYYYY about me worrying about a bf/gf i dont give a SHIT lmfao

#me and my friend were dissecting my queerness the other day XD #idk how we got on the topic but i was eventually like i think kissing just seems awkward and like even in shows w couples i like im like #i mean im happy for them and stuff and i like the couple but im still just like . ok lol sure #and then my friend said she noticed i kinda point out 'attraction' to women much more and i was like oh . ok #hearing it form an outside pov was kinda interesting XD #but who knows what the attraction is not me #no but lol also my roommate whose bf is out of town and so he drives an hour and stays here the entire day :\ #yyyesterday i think lol my friend was like oh i gotta wake up early to let him in and hang out w him whatever #and i was just like nahhh get ur sleep like he can wait outside at the picnic table in the cold dsjhgjfhfd #and then she told him that the next morning and i was like ya if i were her you'd still be out in the cold <333 romance <333 #it helps that i dont rly care about this bf . he seems nice enough but i am wary of him #bc mans is yrsss older than my friend #and idc about getting to know him lmao i alr have to spend time w him somewhat against my will by just sharing the apartment w him #(well like im fine w it mostly) and also i keep like third wheeling them bc i like spending time downstairs too not just in my room #and theyre usually downstairs when hes here so im just like *intently looking at whatever im doing/looking at* lol #WHY am i here making this post i have shit to do i have stayed up til 4 the past two nights and it doesnt feel horrible so i think im gonna #do it again woohoo /sarcastic mostly but i do think i have to bc i have essay due friday that this piece of shit still hasnt started 🤩 #bc i also have presentation tomorrow :'''''') also very hard hw due thursday i havent started that i usually do a lot of over the weekend #rip rip rip kdjhgfdfghsg lmfaooo #AFTER THIS WEEK IS FUCKING FALL BREAK HANGING OUT W GLOWSTICK CLUB I JUST GOTTA DO THIS SHIT LMFAO #jeanne talks

[rewrentless]

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#its 2am i have work tomorrow time to be sad about my gender #ive been volunteering at this place a couple days a week for the past month and a half and i havent come out to them yet #i really fucking need to cause i cant stand it i hate being called she or girl if its not my family and i cant do anything about that yet #but its fucing scary theyre taking me on for placement and to hopefully hire me after what if they dont accept me or are shitty about it #i mean i literally told two of them that im gay and trans but i dont know if they were actually paying attention or not #and i told them that wren is my chosen name but not why #my therapist recommended emailing my manager and getting her to tell them but my mum is handling my emails to her and thats too awkward #i also really want to go on t cause im so sick of being misgendered by strangers especially when i think i look masc #like ive been thinking about for years but theres the fear of looking too masc or that itll be equally shitty to be misgendered as a man #also puttinh it off cause id need my mum to help me with the form cause its confusing and wordy #i just want to live as wren #i dont want to be living in the shadow of my deadname #i dont want to ever hear that name targeted towards me ever again but out of my family only my parents call me wren #cause my grandparents dont understand and i only ever see my aunts and cousins in their house so i cant be wren to them either #i absolutely love my grandparents so it fucks me up that i can only fully be myself after they die #even then one of my aunts is incredibly transphobic and i doubt the other is much better #love that this all started cause i was clearing out my wardrobe and got upset at how many of my shirts and dress emphasize my chest or hips #i never realise how much dysphoria i experience till i try my binder on once in a blue moon and nearly cry with euphoria #im gonna see if i can tell at least one of my coworkers my pronouns tomorrow

[chisungie]

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#i think hearing abt workplace drama and wondering if id ever get in a fight w any of the others is possible is funny #bc the thing that got someone inntrouble once was that they called someone else out for just like. lazing around in the room #while thenfirst person was trying ti clean it and ig they took it wrong and made it a big deal to the supervisors #anyway today someone came into a room i was cleaning and i legit. not mad in the slightest even when shes using her phone #which is obv a no-no but all these mfs do it except me so it is what it is #but anyway not mad and shes not in my way at all really and she just looks so tired 😭 #like she looks so worn im not even kidding like i am lacking sleep sure but she looks like shes lacking sleep AND worn from multiple partie #anyw i wouldnt start fights w anyone bc i just got worried. and shes so sweet idk everytime i walk into a room in a bit of a rush #idk if its bc im in a rush or if i look stressed or what but she immediately always asks me “rhelena are u ok?' ! #... do i always look stressed or lost or smn i swear at least 2 ppl keep trying to comfort me and 1 just thinks im really cute 🤔 #like cute enough to come up and hug and gush about.. ANYWAY. WHAT WAS I ON ABOUT.. #yeah im not made for arguing or calling people out idk 🤔 #like even on days when other hosts r like “this party mom is giving us attitude theyre a bitch” i talk to the mom and im like #i mean theyre a bit of a perfectionist but they sound likr theyre just trying to get their moneys worth idk- #LIKE ITS NOT. UNREASONABLE TO ME IDK?? things happen for a reason! or reasons! its fine idk its not that big a deal?!?!?!? #44597 #... am i too easy or smn like?? 🤦‍♀️