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#but i fucking hate it sosososososo much
stellar-owl · 9 months
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i am going to fuckign explode
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sensitivegoblin · 10 months
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I fucking hate my family
Unsafe vent
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xotication · 8 months
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hear me out okay..
kaneki loves to leave marks. whether it’s hickeys, bruises, literal bite marks.. you’ve had your fair share of it all. you can’t even complain either, because it doesn’t change anything. poor ken just thinks they look really pretty on you nd he can’t help it :(
sometimes it’s kind of embarrassing how many hickeys he’ll leave on your neck.. you hate having to cover them all the time so at some point you just give up & he’s ecstatic about it. you could be doing your makeup at your lil vanity, nd he’ll come up behind you just to lift your chin nd admire the love bites in the mirror. he’s sosososososo fucken proud of em too.
one time he took a video & posted it on YOUR insta story.. you knew he had your password but you didn’t think he’d do that. what’s funny is that you didn’t even realize until people were replying to your story going crazy.
“wtf??”
“are you dating a vampire??”
“did it hurt..”
“what’s wrong with you..?”
all types of things were being said. kaneki didn’t care though, & he didn’t necessarily understand why you did either. in his eyes it just let people know you were his nd his only.
the bruises he’d give you would be on your hips or thighs from gripping them too hard during sex. he tells you he’s sorry nd that he feels super bad afterwards but he’ll never admit that a big little part of him enjoys hurting you like that.. he doesn’t know what you’d think so he keeps it to himself.
he’ll always make sure to give you an ice pack wrapped in a towel so that it helps the bruises go away but if you say you’re fine without it, he doesn’t pry.. he’ll even ask if he can take pictures but you never really wondered why. you’re just a good s/o so you let him!!
oh nd don’t even get me started on you leaving marks on him.
he LOVES IT. he genuinely thinks it’s so cute nd he leaves them on display if & when the chance is given. he doesn’t care what anyone thinks. even if he goes to work, he couldn’t give less of a fuck if they’re “unprofessional” you try & tryyyy to tell him that he won’t die if he covers them up.. but he begs to differ.
“how will other people know i’m taken if they’re covered?”
“well, you could tell them.. if they ask you anything”
“too much work.”
kaneki’s using any excuse that he can. nd idk if you’ve ever seen those pics of the girls making lil hearts on their bf’s chest out of hickeys but kaneki BEGS you to do it for him. nd when you do he doesn’t wear a shirt for days.. “i should get this tatted” LMAOO ND HE’S SOSOSO SERIOUS.
his obsession with you nd everything you do is absolutely insane. it’s to the point where he’s literally told you he doesn’t even like looking at other girls/boys. like seeing them in public or at work is an ick for him. you leave him wondering why they even exist.
if his friends ask about the marks or tease him about them, he doesn’t let it slide at all. like omg.. this man is all like “mkay & when’s the last time you got play..? ohhh okay” HE’S SO SASSY FOR WHAATT. like baby sit down. it’s just a jokey joke.
n e wayz. he’s all for the love marks. you guys could be 40 nd he’ll still be laying them across your skin.
we love a crazily obsessive man!! ^-^
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ihavemanyhusbands · 10 months
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Ettie. My partner in crime. My Darling. My Beloved.
For The Bear requests... Definitely don't think about Richie catching chef!reader crying on the floor in the walk-in fridge right after her bf broke up with her. And don't think about him sitting down next to her and comforting her with a hug, but mostly just by going into the uncensored rant about how the guy is an asshole anyways, and how amazing she is, and how she deserves much better. <3
Love, G.
MY MOST PRECIOUS G!!!!!! this is sosososososos good AUGHHH 😭 i need this EXPEDITIOUSLY!!! ❤️
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“Yeah, give me one sec— Oh, woah, hey,” Richie exclaimed as soon as he saw you, curled into a ball on the floor and hugging your knees, your shoulders shaking slightly.
“Shit,” you murmured, quickly swiping the tears away from your face, trying and failing to pretend nothing was amiss. “Um, sorry Rich. I just needed a moment. I’ll be right out.”
“What’s going on, sweetheart?” He asked, bending lower to get a better look at you. “Which one of these jagoffs made you cry? Was it Carmen?”
You let out an amused huff.
“Not this time. It’s stupid but…” you sighed, keeping your gaze averted. “I guess I’m officially single now. Couldn’t even get dumped in person.”
“That fucking asshole,” He said, frowning. “He fucking dumped you over the phone? That’s a real dick move. I’m so sorry, sweetheart. You don’t deserve that shit.”
You shrugged a little, sniffling softly, unsure of what to say.
“C’mere,” he added as he sat down next to you, putting an arm around your shoulders and pulling you to his side.
You leaned against his shoulder and he set his chin atop your head. He smelled of cooking oil, cheap aftershave, and cigarettes, but it wasn’t unpleasant. It was familiar and therefore comforting.
“You’re not gonna yell at me for slacking off?” You joked half-heartedly.
He rolled his eyes, but he was relieved to see even the slightest smile on your face.
“‘Course not,” he said, squeezing your arm. “I just hate seeing you cry over this fucking stronzo. You know? I never liked him. He was a fucking prick. I’m not gonna lie, whenever you brought him around, we all kinda wanted to strangle him, but especially me.”
It was then that Carmen decided to poke his head into the fridge, catching you both on the floor. He put his hands on his hips, raising an eyebrow.
“The fuck’s going on here? Why are you crying?” He asked a little too harshly, and yet you could tell he was still concerned in his own way. “Did I do this?”
“Not everything’s about you, jagoff!” Richie said. “Now get the fuck outta here. Can’t you see we’re talking?”
“Alright, shit, quit fuckin’ yellin’ at me!” Carmen huffed, giving you a look that said he was going to ask again later before leaving the fridge.
You couldn’t help but laugh, which in turn made Richie laugh too. You pulled away just to look at him appreciatively, reaching up to take the hand that was on your shoulder.
“Thank you, Rich. I really appreciate you,” you said, smiling a little.
He reached up with his free hand to wipe an errant tear from your cheek, keeping eye contact with you.
“No more cryin’, okay?” He said. “You are worth so much more than that. He’s fucking blind for not seeing how amazing you are.”
Your smile widened some, and you leaned in to kiss his cheek.
“You know, you can be real sweet when you wanna be,” you teased.
“Don’t get used to it,” he said, fighting off a grin.
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gimmeurtmi · 7 months
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aunty lino coming to life would mean the biggest brat tamer on earth. always has you on your knees for her pleasure and won't let you cum until you're humping her leg, begging for her to do something, anything while she can only kiss your cheek and chuckle as she glances to the corner of the room to see seungmin all tied up on a chair with an evident tent in his pants. he won't beg, he's too egoistic so as punishment she'll have you slide into him but won't let him finish and yank you off the moment she knows he's close and started fucking you with her fingers and tongue until you're screaming her name 💓
oh my godnsksjsnsnnwndnanakam. so jsnanan. hhhhhhhh. i would give anything in this world to be their third you don’t even understand i hate you for this ask so much please never leave me oh MY GOD
seungmin would be sosososososo prideful he wouldn’t dare beg but he’d complain so much and practically yell at her for being so mean but she knows you both love it so much when she’s like this i’m msskksaaaaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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fiapartridge · 10 months
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Daisy wakes up in a horrible mood, and Will sends her messages periodically just to check in on her
omg yes if will's away and can't physically be with her, he'll be sending messages throughout the day to make sure she's okay
will: rise and shine, baby!!!!!!
daisy: morning
will: you okay???
daisy: no, the coffee machine is broken. and i have an 8 am class today and then i have ballet practice later and drew is making me help him study for his history of sports class because he said i "owe him one" for the time i bailed on getting ice cream with him. so no. i'm not ok.
will: wish i was there, i could've beaten fortescue's ass for you :(
daisy: eh, i could do that on my own
will: 100%
daisy's typing...
will: sorry, my mom is going batshit because my sister lost her lv bag. i'll text you after (tell u if my sister made it out alive lol). i love you, baby ❤️
daisy: i love you! tell grace i wish her luck
will: and me???
daisy: she's not mad at u stupid and plus i like gracie more than u 😇
will: i hate you
daisy: i love you
will: gotta go before the screaming starts i'll text you later, pretty girl
will: i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
-> 1 hour later
will: hi, baby grace made it out alive sadly :(
will: hope your 8 am wasn't too terrible. you know i hate that old woman's voice she sounds like my great aunt. you know the one with the nasaly voice she really needs to get that thing checked up
will: anyway i love you hope you're okay
daisy: wait my professor??? LOL she's so sweet don't bully her
daisy: and i'm okay. thank u for checking in my love
will: always, baby
-> 30 minutes later
will: hope you didn't kill drew
daisy: will she has me trapped help help help she's gonna kill me SOSOSOSOSOSOS call 911!!!
will: drew give the phone back to daisy and stop harassing her
daisy: hey, i'm not harassing her
will: so how'd you get her phone
daisy: definitely not by jumping her
daisy: he jumped me. that bitch fucking jumped me
will: LMAO DONT KILL HIM WE HAVE A GAME IN 2 DAYS
daisy: don't worry i wont hurt your precious dman
will: thank you love
daisy: but i didn't promise a quick death - he wouldn't feel it... so technically i'm not hurting him???
will: okay i'll help you hide the body when i come back i think there's space in the freezer he's a tiny guy
daisy: he's taller than u willy
will: okay but he's lanky if he gets chopped up those bits and pieces are smalllll
daisy: shit ur right
daisy: you guys are fucking lunatics YOURE GONNA KILL ME AND CHOP ME UP AND PUT ME IN THE FREEZER HUH???
will: stop jumping daisy
daisy: you guys need to stop watching crime docs together
will: yeah yeah give daisy back to me, farts
daisy: forts**** autocorrect i assume
will: nope shit stinks
daisy: hi i missed you
daisy: drew threw my textbook down the stairs and made a run for with my phone so 😀 not much studying
will: i'm coming back today & i'm ready to beat his ass ❤️
daisy: love you gotta go before he starts swinging on me
will: i love you more like a million times more like you're going to get sick of me soon that's how much i love you dais
daisy: not possible <3
-> later in the day - after dinner time
will: how was ballet practice misty
will: hope drew didn't sustain any major injuries
will: also hope your day got better
will: i wish i was there. i miss you so much. all i want to do is kiss you sweet girl
daisy: i love you so much
daisy: practice was good, started the swan lake dance choreo which was so fun but so exhausting my eyes are literally struggling to stay open
daisy: ur almost home and u can come straight to my arms
daisy: i'm sleeping in ur room tonight because drew wanted to cram in some actual studying. he's really worried about his midterm
will: coach says if he doesn't pass the class he can't play against harvard on tuesday
daisy: ouch. i think he'll do fine he's just scared. he knows everything it's just the anxiety that's eating him up
will: hows yours today
daisy: my what
will: anxiety. are you okay? do you need anything? i'm on my way back i can grab you those chips you really like
daisy: i'm okay, my love. your texts kept me from going crazy today haha
daisy: i can't wait to see you. don't wake me when u get home tn. i just wanna be happy to see you in the morning
will: i love you, sweet girl. almost there
daisy: see you in the morning ❤️ i love you
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> fucking hate mirrors OKAY hi olive. ignore the fact that I. ignore the mirror thing. ignore it. how are you
:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MMRABWNAKWNQLWNWLWNEMSNEKWB3KQJEKWNRNWNEOAJEJEK HAI OTHER MARK HAIIIIII HAIHQIAHAHAIAHAJAHAIQJIIIIIIIIIIIII ^_^ WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN I HAVENT SEEN U IN FOREVER I MISSED YOU SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i missed both marks n i wish i could see the other one BUT STILL M RLLY HAPPY 2 SEE U
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devoteyrheart · 9 months
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Mike:
How did his fellow cadets react when he just started sniffing around like a dog? Did he do it often, and did it weird his fellow cadets out? Did it make it hard for him to make friends?
Was there a course or training that he struggled with?
Did his fellow cadets take advantage of his good sense of smell to track things down? Or did they make fun of him?
On his first expedition beyond the walls did the smell of all the blood and gore from dead scouts bother him? When did he learn to use his nose to his advantage?
Did he ever have a crush? If he did who was it? If not who do you think he is most likely to crush on and how long has he had said crush?
Did he make any friends as a cadet that joined him in the scouts? Are they still alive?
thank you sosososososo much for these!!! 😭😭i'm still developing mike so these might not be the crème de la crème, i'm sorry about that! but i hope it's a good read!
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How did his fellow cadets react when he just started sniffing around like a dog? Did he do it often, and did it weird his fellow cadets out? Did it make it hard for him to make friends?
(unsurprisingly) mike was seen as a bit of a weirdo because of the whole sniffing thing and it did make making friends a bit difficult. he was also probably the oldest or second oldest cadet of his class + he was tall as hell + he wasn’t very strong… he was a very easy target to make fun of. i don’t think mike took it super well at first and he got in more than a handful of scuffles. at the time he saw his attitude / being aggressive as the only way to assert himself. he was a v defensive guy back then.
Was there a course or training that he struggled with?
physical training, surprisingly. mike is tall and lean but he didn’t grow up being super physically active so he had an extremely basic physique and poor physical resistance. i actually think it was sort of frowned upon in his very religious and scholarly family to spend time doing “superfluous” physical activities. so first year was though on him. big tall dude ended up eating dirt more than a handful of times (he always learned from it… and he didn’t always hate it, especially if it was a pretty girl throwing him down). though he did very quickly become someone who loved working out and becoming stronger. 
Did his fellow cadets take advantage of his good sense of smell to track things down? Or did they make fun of him?
(i’m still developing my ideas/hcs around mike and his enhanced sense of smell so this will probably be a lil vague! i’m sorry in advance) tied to the previous question: by year 3 of being a cadet people didn’t make as much fun of him because he had become stronger + bigger and started to look like he could very well kick your ass into oblivion for it.  turns out, it makes people think twice about fucking with you when you look like you can pack a strong punch. within his circle of friends, there were times where his good sense of smell was used for “fun” and mike played along. like, i’m sure they had dumb contests/bets about smells mike could or couldn't identify. especially when they had nothing else to do and nothing to distract themselves with, it was simple entertainment. mike did get tired of it sometimes like “im not a circus animal and if you’re going to treat me like one pay me first.” after he started going outside the walls? that’s when the making fun significantly subsided because people were genuinely surprised by how damn useful his sense of smell was.   
On his first expedition beyond the walls did the smell of all the blood and gore from dead scouts bother him? When did he learn to use his nose to his advantage?
oh boy. during the his first expedition outside the walls? that man threw up several times, let me tell you. not because of the horror of it all, but because the smell was vile, nothing he had ever encountered or had a precedence for. he was so damn nauseous and had a horrible headache. over the years he became accustomed to the smell + the developed strategies to cope with it (for example: he always has a handkerchief soaked in mild perfume tucked in one of the sleeves of his jacket ).  the upside is that during his first expedition he also realized that he could use his nose to his advantage. 
Did he ever have a crush? If he did who was it? If not who do you think he is most likely to crush on and how long has he had said crush?
yes, he did. in my head mike actually had several crushes over the years but as a late teen/adult he didn’t take them super seriously nor was he too awkward about them. he knew they'd come and go. he probably thought he was going to marry the first girl he kissed though lmfao, but i guess that’s what a religious upbringing + being naturally romantic  does to ya brain. i know people like to pair mike with nanaba, but i personally don’t vibe with it them as a couple. i’m more keen on him taking an interest in a civilian, literally just a regular person who makes the world seem to slow down when he’s with her, or someone like marlene (who was a squad captain and whom he could feel like he wasn’t letting her down because she knows exactly how busy and demanding their roles can be - also marlene is feisty and dramatic, and mike is extraverted but in a more quiet way  and i just think they’d make a neat couple). 
Did he make any friends as a cadet that joined him in the scouts? Are they still alive?
yes! actually, most of the friends he made during his cadet years joined the scouts. some died before him, some died after him. i think the only friends he made as a cadet who were still alive by the time the rumbling happened were those who left the survey corps OR who were civilians.
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i hate hotels sosososososo so fucking much this is literally why dean winchester was a serial killer
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chap 142 pt 2
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yea its not even hidden lol mirror symbolism. dan-i sees her as a copy of herself.
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now THAT is interesting. this is the first time god has been brought up, the closest thing being when dan-i curses the author for events that happen. so in this sense its basically confirming that god is the author. or are they? shes nt necessarily going along with the author but rather the laws. the rules that novels, any novel, follow. so in this way im taking it as the universe is the only true god-like being in this story. cold and impersonal with rigid laws that shouldnt be broken but...
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YURI!!! sorry for hating you queen you are SUCH a good character. i dont know how many times i can say theyre a mirror of eachother. now. in a pessimisstic point of view. is this the universe making her act like this? or is she really breaking the chessboard? just how much freewill does she truly have?
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I WAS RIGHT! she doesnt view ANYONE as a person. but i just cant shake the feeling. is she really? what is the extent of your will? how much of a person are you really?
im hooked on the appearance part cause thematically theyre mirrors of eachother and yuri is a function to get dan-i to really think about the others around her. but how much of that story device is in universe and how much is just the actual comic. so maybe if yuri made herself look more like dan-i on purpose than i can see her truly being a real person in the story.
i really hope we see more of her after this. dont just be a one and done. i love love love theyre dynamic.
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ohhhhh
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OHHHHHHH
fuck ok. ok this has been my favorite chapter in the entire thing so far. holy shit yuri shes my favorite now FUCK! youre so sosososososo good. SOOOO good. i need to read the novel so badly. i LOVE morality. i LOVE the idea of what makes a person a person. I LOVE CHARACTERS HAVING AGENCY IN THEIR STORY.
the author [of the actual story] is just so genius. im sorry for ever doubting you.
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bungerc0re · 7 months
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gopds imngonna kill hnim why does he get me to feel like this i hate him so so sosososososos os fucking much
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foxstens · 9 months
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so i’ve been playing monk
i didn’t think i’d ever say this but goddamn i don’t really like this slugcat. like the campaign is fine i guess, moving through the areas is certainly easier and seeing the differences in pebbles is interesting even if by now i don’t rmr how the area looked in which campaign since i’ve gone through it so many times
but the world feels so much emptier and monk is weak but in a bad way since they don’t have anything to make up for it like saint for example. for some reason you also can’t throw up and down in zero gravity with monk and it’s so sosososososos soooooooooooo freaking annoying ugh. 
and i went from the wall to the underhang since that’s a route i never take and since i’ve never really used a grapple worm previously, and tbh i kind of understand why ppl hate the underhang especially considering how many people go through it with a grapple worm.
like i expected it to work like saint’s tongue but nope it’s totally different. saint’s movement is extremely consistent and you can all do sorts of wack shit with the tongue whereas with the grapple worm the only thing you can do consistently is fall to your death lmao
if you stick super close to the ceiling and just spam it it kind of works but for some reason you always end up crouching when you land on the ground after using the grapple worm and it really fucks up everything. so honestly outside of spearmaster and saint there is no nice and easy way to get to pebbles eh.
i also don’t really like hunter, for the life of me i just cannot play more than 10 minutes at a time. i guess it’s because i’ve already played a bunch of campaigns with these enemies so they don’t feel all that novel and the world is pretty much the same, and yea i can hold two spears but one of my hands is always taken up by the neuron and. hunter just isn’t that cool. i don’t like their colour and like all the three base slugcats, they really just fade into the background when compared to how individual each of the downpour slugcat feels. i’ll def finish it one day bc i love the lore but. yea at this point i don’t even find survivor all that fun to play and i kinda just wanna dive into randomizers n shit.
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darciewithoutaface · 11 months
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vent frfr
bro im gonna fucking kms i literately got better and now im getting fucking sad again every fucking day dude. i just fixed my love life and my family life. i am this fucking close 🤏 to beating my head in with a baseball bat or impaling myself with a pen. i fr blame everyone else for my feelings even tho i know damn well its my fault for thinking the way i do. my boyfriend just told me this morning that when he got high last night that he almost got fucked. i cant do anything about it either except for deal with it bc the night b4 he told me that he might be poly and asked if i was ok with it and i said yeah dude whatever makes u happy but i wasnt 100% sure if he was saying that he was def poly and apparently im not okay with it bc i guess i dont like it when other ppl kiss my boyfriend yk and im not against poly ppl but i've just never been with one and i fucking hate this shit i hate the way it makes me feel and i love him sososo much and i know its not his fault for it and he was high asf and this is the first time ive seen him actually high yk and i didnt know that shit was gonna happen and im freaking out but i wont do jack shit abt it bc im a pussy and i love him sososo much and i dont want to say something wrong that will mess up our relationship and im not willing to risk one small thing. my ex was like judging me bad when i told him i got back with my other ex and im starting to wonder if he was right but i wont do shit about it bc ill kms if im alone again. but i love him so much and noah if u see this im sorry for not saying anything but i love u sosososososososoos much and i dont know what the fuck is going on with me here recently but im just going fucking mad and i dont know what to do but please dont leave me ever or if u want to pls just wait until i get better ilve you sosososososos much
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i bet mario hates uh uh mario is soo so sosososososo afraid of the ocean hes like MAMA MIA and is scared of the ocean he goes OH FUCK OH SHIT and gets a stund double to do the ocean water levels he HATES the ocean mario HATES hte ocean so much he HATES salt water BUT BUT BUT BUT but btu tbu tbut but but but important fact here important is that he is ok with fresh water, salt water is a no go for mario though
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xiaobees · 2 years
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not to be mean spirited and rude but
#i hope no one sees this but i also just had to get these thoughts out here#feel free to block me seriously#also i tried to censor the group name cause i definitely dont want fans of the song/group to feel angry or hurt by this comment#i absolutely hate the c/at's wh!skers song 'master of music'#it puts me in a murderous rage#i hate it so fucking much#i havent read the lyrics yet tho so maybe it'll change my mind but i think it sounds fucking stupid#but i fucking hate it sosososososo much#i tried to listen to it again just now to see if i like it more but honestly i hate it even more#because at first listen i was curious abt paral!v3 and listening to all the songs and it was... not my taste but yknow whatever#but now that i know how good the rest of the songs are im just so bewildered on how such a bad song exists amongst the rest#maybe reading the lyrics will help me understand it but why are they meowing for like half of the song and it doesnt even sound good like#without knowing the lyrics i know theyre called 'the ca/t'$ wh!sker$' but just..... stop#theyre not even good meows!!! they sound bad!!!!!!#also im just being a hater at this point but i think the characters in that group suck AHHAHAHAHH like theyre fcking boring#the only one i like is ryuu but i havent listened to the drama cds yet#i think the rest are fcking boring or just..... not my type../?? im just being a hater i hope no one reads these#their other songs are quite good tho i dont hate the group#actually i hate the emo quiet guy the most i think hes lame and i dont like the way he ... raps...? in the songs whys he all breathy#ok im gonna stop now cause i feel bad for being a hater but i have to let it out#ok wait final comment this isnt the only song i dislike#i love coz/mez but i think 'this is my love' sucks too (dont know the lyrics but)#im a hater!! im sorry!!!
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mangostar · 2 years
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HOLY FUCK i mustve did smth to my laptop becuz everytime i tried to post it would go into another tab and then when i went to type h it sent me to my history and i had no idea what was going on
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