BTS after a breakup
Maknae Line
Part 2 of 3 Titled: Things Get Worse Before They Get Better, Folks
Alternate Title: Jimin is a Hot Mess Drama King and We Stan
Alternate Title 2: Reader in Tae's Story Can Meet Me in the Pit
Warnings: tears, angst, being emo, alcohol as a coping mechanism, some disordered eating, Jimin’s gets kinda sexy (ya know, duality) but no real smut
Word Count: 5,710
Taehyung (V)
During the time you’re apart, Tae avoids social media like the plague
He doesn’t want to see what you’re up to or who you’re with
Ignorance is bliss, until he gets in a spiral thinking about what went wrong and what he was lacking to make you leave
He won’t text you much, but sometimes when he’s drinking too much (which is much more than usual) he will just send you a “hey” and when you leave him on read he just gets sad
Literally zero posts on any social media at all, which is super weird because we know he is the king of smokin hot selfies
Stares into space a lot during vlives, all the Army wants to know what’s up but he won’t say a word about you
He’s not bent on revenge or finding out who you’re with or anything even though he gets hella curious, this poor bb is just sad, just a total mope
It takes Taehyung a while to start feeling even a little like himself again
All the members knew how Taehyung had wanted to spend the rest of his life with you
He'd told Namjoon and Jin after your third date that he was going to marry you one day
They were all shocked whenever he admitted you'd met someone else
You'd seemed so devoted, so perfect for him
You balanced his goofiness with your own dry sense of humor
And when he got too serious it was always you who made him laugh with a deadpan quip
You'd fit in with the boys, too, and when you'd taken a spur of the moment massage therapy class they'd all reaped the benefits
At least for a while
Taehyung put a stop to it when Jimin started ripping off his shirt every time you walked in to the room and he noticed you eyeing his body too appreciatively
You were never jealous of fan meetings or pictures online
You just...fit with Taehyung
You weren't a fashionista and didn't wear much designer clothes (other than the Gucci he bought you)
You were much different from Taehyung but it all balanced
You had probably been closest to Namjoon out of everyone, so he was the one you talked to first
He burst into your office at work like he owned the place
"Joon, what-"
"You wanna tell me what the fuck is going on with you, or..."
He sat down in the chair facing your desk, crossing his arms and giving you his leader face
You sighed as you knew you couldn't weasel out of this conversation
"How is he?"
"Bad. He's bad, y/n. He's not sleeping, he's drinking too much, he's barely talking to any of us."
You winced. "I just....he was going to propose, Namjoon."
Namjoon leaned forward. "I know how you feel about marriage, and I understand that could throw a wrench in things, but Tae said you met someone else? You cheated on him, y/n? He's got to be jumping to conclusions, right?"
You looked away, unable to lie right his face
"He didn't jump to conclusions. I...met someone while you guys were on tour."
"What the fuck, y/n? You know how much he loves you-"
"I know, I know!" You snap. "Believe me, you can't make me feel any worse than I do already. He told me we could work it out, that he'd forgive me..."
"Then why are you still not talking to him?"
Tears prick at your eyes. You know Namjoon cares about you and he had similar ideas about marriage, you'd talked about it with him many times
You wish you could come clean and tell him everything, but you know that would just lead to Taehyung pushing aside what he wants to keep you happy
“He hasn’t really tried to talk to me.”
“Oh, really? After you cheated on him and moved out, he’s not blowing you up? Wild.”
"Also..I...I want to make a go of things with the new guy."
"Seriously?"
"I don't know! I'm confused. I need some space, I guess," you lied, trying not to cry
"Look, y/n, I'm upset with you, we all are, but whether you and Tae work things out or not, you can't just cut him out. He's not built to lose people like that. Even if you can only be friends...He needs you."
"Okay. I'll talk to him."
"Do it soon, okay? Before he drowns in soju and tears."
You crack a weak smile and when you stand up, Namjoon gives you a tight hug
You call Taehyung after you get off work and he answers before the first ring ends
It had been a week so you were surprised he answered at all, figured he'd be too angry to answer
"Hey, Tae. How have you been?" You say lamely
"Not so good," he admits, voice hoarse.
"I was hoping...we could talk."
"Yes. Yes, of course we can talk. Do you want to come home and talk now? I mean...come over." He clears his throat and you can't help but smile
"Sure. Is 7 okay? I'll bring food."
"I can't wait."
You come to the door with Thai food and it feels weird to ring the doorbell of the home you've lived in for years
Taehyung looks breathtaking when he opens the door (doesn't he always though)
Dressed in dark skinny jeans and a white button down, he looks dressed for a date, and it's cute
He jerks open the door as if you might leave if he doesn't answer it soon enough and fumbles to take the bags of food from you, giving you a dazzling smile
He's moving kind of slow and you detect the scent of peaches in the air
"Peach soju?" You ask
He turns to you, wringing his hands and looking like you caught him with his hand in the cookie jar
"Just a couple!"
"You're such a lightweight," you say, smirking at him
He offers you one, struggling a bit with the bottle opener, and you accept, arranging the food on the table while he watches with big dark eyes
"I was nervous," he says quietly when you sit down
"It's just me, silly. No need to be nervous."
"Yeah, but I'm trying to convince you to come back to me, so it is an important night." You hate the way his half smile makes your heart hurt
"That's not what this is about, Tae. I just wanna talk. I don't want us to end angry."
"I don't want us to end at all," he says, softly, and you wish he'd quit looking at you like that because it's like you're the only thing in the room
The thing is, he's always looked at you like that, every day for two years, and suddenly you think this was a bad idea
You start eating and he pushes things around on his plate here and there, taking a few bites before he sighs and puts down his chopsticks
"What's wrong?" You ask with a mouthful of glass noodles, and he shakes his head
He wants to say everything because he can't stand how far away you're sitting, how stiff your body language is, how awkward this feels
"I want to ask you what happened, but I'm afraid."
"Afraid of what?"
"How much it will hurt hearing about you falling in love with someone else," he says in a low tone, and he looks miserable for the first time that night
"I'll tell you anything you want to know." You say, hoping you can come up with lies that fit
He fidgets for a moment and then takes two long pulls from his soju bottle before speaking
"Look, Jagiya...I know this is stupid and it's just testosterone but I can't stop thinking about it. Did you actually sleep with him?"
"Yes," you say without hesitation, knowing that if he was angry with you maybe this would be easier
Instead of yelling at you he just covers his face with his hands, breathing hard
You're quiet for a moment and when he puts his hands down he's wiping tears from the corners of eyes
He clears his throat
"What's he look like? Is he handsome?"
You were actually prepared for this question because although he was humble, you knew Taehyung prided himself on his looks (being voted the world’s most handsome man multiple times will do that to you)
"Sure," you say casually
"Do you have a picture?"
You fumble for your phone and show him a picture of yourself and a good friend of yours, Jongin
He was painfully shy around most people but you'd been friends since you'd gone to high school together, and since you'd been spending time with your parents lately and his band's tour had ended recently you'd been spending time with him and other friends
The picture wasn't particularly suggestive, just you and a good side profile of Jongin as he smiled and pressed his lips to your cheek
But from Taehyung's sharp intake of breath and the look on his face, you'd think it was a picture of you giving him head or something
"Oh, an idol, huh?" His voice is strangled as he throws your phone on the table. "Did you meet him through me?"
You shook your head. "I've know him for like 10 years. We went to high school together." Your voice is almost a whisper, but at least that much is true
"Oh, good!" His voice is rising and you wonder if he'll finally snap but he just gives you a bitter smile, wiping a hand across his face. "Isn't he the one they call dancing machine?"
"He's...very talented. We had ballet together." It was easier when you could tell part of the truth
Taehyung nods vigorously, knee jerking up and down underneath the table
You recognizes this nervous energy and you knew he is trying to contain his emotions
Suddenly he sits back in his chair and closes his eyes.
"I'm not... I'm not feeling so well."
You snap in to action, suspecting he'd had more than the two bottles he'd told you plus the additional two he'd drunk during dinner
You wet a cloth and walk over to him to wipe his face and when you do he snakes his arms around your waist and buries his face in your stomach
You stroke his hair for a moment and then he pulls back to look at you, arms still tight around you and he's crying in earnest now
"I don't care if you're fucking someone else. I don't care if you don't love me anymore. I'll make you forget him. I'll make you love me again. Just come home, Jagiya."
You can't stop yourself from leaning down to kiss him, just once more, and when you do he makes a surprised sound in his throat and stands to meet you, arms tighter around your waist
It feels like the first kiss, how he grabbed you in the restaurant as you headed toward the bar to order another martini and spun you around
But you guess it's like that, endings and beginnings merging together
When you pull away and gather your things he doesn't try and stop you but he watches every move you make until the door closes behind you
(The other members find out who your "new man" is two days later, when Tae cracks the tv in the dance room by throwing the remote control while Jimin is watching "The Eve" dance practice)
Jimin
It's at least two weeks before Jimin is functioning
And by functioning I mean barely functioning with unhealthy coping mechanisms
He's drinking two meals a day, not eating nearly enough and binging once a week on pizza or ice cream
He's in the gym or the dance room all the time, overworking himself
He's either sleeping too much or not enough
Jungkook's watching him like a hawk as if he's going to jump out a window
Maybe he's thought about it, once or twice
You are truly Jimin's first real relationship and he'd been sure that eventually he'd start a family with you
He had the whole "forever" thing for you and for you just to walk out turned everything upside down
He didn't know how not to call you every day, didn't know how to live without his skin touching yours
He's sleeping on the floor in a sleeping bag bc the sheets still smell like you which hurts but if he washes them every trace of you will be gone
You have to block his number because he will NOT STOP CALLING YOU whether it’s 10am or 4am or 2pm he’s always calling you or texting you the sweetest, saddest messages
He stalks you on social media, definitely cries when you post new selfies because he misses you so much
Uses “memories” on FB to post old pics of you two together with fifteen broken heart emojis
You won't answer his messages but you don't unfriend him or block him on anything so he just posts sad faces in your comments
You: #selfiesaturday #feelingmyself *cute snapchat filter selfie*
Jimin: :( :( :(
Girls try to slide in his dms and he tries to flirt but just ends up talking about you for two hours
You post on Instagram that you're headed to a club with a friend one Saturday night and Jimin is suddenly all energy, bouncing around his apartment where poor Jungkook has practically moved in, relieved every few days by Taehyung
Jimin begs Jungkook to go with him to a new club
"Absolutely not. I am done with you getting shitfaced and me having to carry you up the stairs, Jiminie."
"I won't drink!" Jimin whines.
Jungkook shoots him a look
"Much," Jimin amends
Jungkook only agrees because he actually seems excited, for once
Jimin doesn’t let on that you might be there but he dresses up, eyeliner and everything and Jungkook is lowkey suspicious
When they arrive Jimin is scanning the crowd like a Terminator
Every time Jungkook loses sight of him he panics a little
It isn’t as if he doesn’t think Jimin can’t take care of himself, it’s that he knows Jimin cannot think straight with a broken heart
He just doesn’t want him to do anything dumber than he’s already doing
Jungkook is a good bro
He actually spots you before Jimin does and he starts urging him that they need to leave
“We just got here!” He is drinking less, at least
Jungkook just doesn’t want another public breakdown
The media is all over Jimin’s heartbreak, posting articles about him crying in cafes and bookstores, over anything that reminds him a little of you
The whole BTS Army has #y/ncatchthesehands trending
Jungkook sees some beefy dude slip his arm around your waist as you’re standing at the bar and he’s like “Jimin, we gotta blast.”
Jimin is not having it, he hasn’t seen you yet
“One more drink, Kookie, please. I’m having fun!”
His eyes look a little wild but at least he’s not near tears
It’s a big place so Jungkook focuses on trying to coax him to the upstairs where you won’t be visible
Jimin spots you as Jungkook is all but dragging him up the stairs
“It’s Y/N!” He yells above the music
Jungkook is like SHIT SHIT SHIT
He can pinpoint the moment at which Jimin spots the beefy dude who’s shielding you with his arm from all the other clubgoers crowding the bar
Actual representation of Jimin at this moment:
He just stands there looking like someone shot him in the chest for a moment
“It’s just some guy, Jiminie, don’t worry, he’s probably just annoying her.”
At that exact moment the dude leans in close to tell you something and you brush your hair away to hear him and burst out laughing
Jungkook:
He looks over at Jimin and he’s not crying, thank God, but he looks like he’s ready to fistfight the moon
Jimin announces that he needs a drink and Jungkook briefly considers picking him up and heaving him over his shoulder to get him out of the club but thinks better of it because Jimin is a real dirty fighter; he’s squirrelly
In the end he just follows him to the bar to watch, where Jimin slips between you and the beefy dude like he has no bones
He orders two shots of Patron as if you aren’t even standing there looking at him like he’s crazy
Jungkook is lowkey impressed at how well his friend is holding it together
Jimin does the dramatic “Oh, fancy meeting you here,” pretending he hasn’t seen you at all
You’re not having it
Particularly since he slides one of the shots over to you with a wink and a smile
You didn’t even think about what you had posted on your Instagram but you knew Jimin was watching every notification by all the sad face comments and dms
You give him a tight smile, though, because you still love him and he looks great, like he’s thriving after you’d left, wearing leather pants and a tight black tshirt, eyeliner and everything
“Hey, Jimin!”
He puts his lips very close to your ear and asks you if you want to go somewhere more private to talk
He can be very seductive when he wants to be
Your eyes dart to your friend
Jimin turns as if he didn’t notice him standing next to you at all
“Who’s this?” He asks breezily
You: shook at how well he’s handling seeing a man in your general vicinity
Jimin wasn’t exactly jealous when you were together, but possessive, for sure. He wanted all the attention of literally everybody, but definitely his significant other, so he got whiny and pouty any time you so much as looked at you for too long
“This is Hoseok,” you said, stepping back from the bar so that you can half ass stand between them
“No it’s not,” Jimin says,deadpan, and you laugh
“It is. They just have the same name. He’s from Monsta X, you know! I met him while they were here on tour last month.”
Last month while he was on the world tour, Jimin thinks
Wheels are turning in his head but they’re all the wrong direction it’s bad
“Oh yeah, I bought you that VIP package,” he says, smiling with too much teeth and looking a little like a shark and shaking Hoseok’s hand
Jimin isn’t dumb, he remembers you fangirling over Monsta X and this dude with the muscles who pulled a Jimin in No More Dream during a few songs or ripped his shirt off (also a Jimin move)
Hoseok, to his credit, shakes Jimin’s hand with enthusiasm. “It’s great to meet you, man, I’m a big fan!”
Jimin’s praise kink won’t allow him to be mean to that
“Sure, thanks, you guys are great, too,” he mumbles, and then turns to you
“Can I talk to you just for a few minutes? Please?”
You nod toward Hoseok and he shrugs and winks at you
Jimin grits his teeth. He changed his mind even if he is a fan he doesn’t like him
Jimin orders another shot for you both but since you haven’t taken your yet he just takes them both while you take yours with you
You let him lead you outside which leaves Jungkook and Hoseok standing awkwardly at the bar
Jimin is not even remotely drunk enough for this
The last couple of drinks haven’t even hit him and you’re standing there looking like a goddess in a red leather dress and stilettos, makeup on point, looking like you’ve never been better
He feels like an absolute mess despite his attention to detail when getting ready
You’re standing there hoping your eyes don’t look too puffy and worrying about your love handles in your tight dress
The music pumps out of the doors and so he grabs your elbow gently and leads you around to the alley where it’s quieter
You stand against the brick wall, peering up at him from under your eyelashes and he wants to kiss you so bad, wants to hike your legs around his waist and slam you against the wall while he does it, just to remind you what you’re missing, who you belong to
All he does is kind of shuffle his feet and get closer to you, smiling
“How you been, Jiminie?” You ask softly
“Good! Great, really.” His eyes widen as he lies through his teeth, and you smile back at him half heartedly
He only looks at you for a moment longer before his smile fades and he puts a hand on your cheek
“I’m lying,” he admits quietly. “I’m not good. I’m awful.”
“Me, too,” you breathe, a little tipsy and not mindful of your words or expression
“Really?” He sounds so excited and hopeful. He smiles, shamefaced. “I don’t mean I’m glad you’re awful but you just...you look so beautiful and you looked like you were having fun with...that...guy.”
“I was. Doesn’t mean I don’t miss you.”
His face falls a little and you notice how sharp his jawline looks
You cock your head. “Jimin, are you eating enough?”
“Sure, sure,” he waves you off
“Jiminie...”
“Jungkook makes me,” he grumbles
You smile, and it seems to Jimin that it lights up the dim alley
“You’re lucky to have him.”
“I am,” he agrees. “But I’d rather it were you cooking for me and looking out for me.” He keeps inching closer to you and you’re cornered
You wonder how much he’s had to drink when you can smell tequila and lime on his breath and he leans down and nuzzles your neck, making you shiver
“You smell so good,” he all but moans into your ear, and you’ve got goosebumps everywhere
Your head is spinning from the booze and his nearness and you try hard to focus on what’s best for him, how he needs to grow up and take care of himself and not worry so much about you and your relationship
You place both hands on his chest and push him gently
He stumbles backward, looking at you like a confused puppy
“I should get back inside.”
Jimin runs his hands through his hair in irritation
“Why? Is that guy your date or something?”
You worry your lower lip between your teeth, and Jimin knows that means you’re feeling anxious
He finds it crazy sexy but now is not the time
“So I buy you tickets to a show, you meet your bias, and a month later ‘you need space,’” he says slowly
“Jiminie, don’t-” you warn, cheeks flushing
“By space, did you mean you wanted to fuck that guy?” He’s yelling, now, pointing vigorously in the direction of the bar as if maybe you forgot which guy he’s referring to
“You’re drunk and you’re being ridiculous,” you huff, pushing him again as he’s started to crowd you in his anger
“I am not nearly drunk enough,” he growls at you
“Jimin, you have to stop this. It isn’t space if you’re following me around-”
“Who says I’m following you? This is a popular club.”
You look at him pointedly and he sighs and runs his hands through his hair again
“I can’t help it! I miss you. I miss you so much, baby. I don’t even care if you’re with this guy, I mean...I care, but you’re not fucking him or anything, right?”
You worry your lip between your teeth again, not because you don’t want to answer but because you’re starting to get mad at his accusations
His eyes widen, strong jaw clenched tight. “Right?” His tone is low and almost mean
“Stop it. I mean it, Jimin, let me go inside. This isn’t getting us anywhere.”
You brush past him, stilettos clicking on the pavement
“Fine!” He roars. “Go back inside and fuck that guy on the dance floor for all I care! There’s a hundred girls in there who’ll actually want me!”
You shrug off his cruel words and go back inside, leaving him panting with anger in the cool air
Two hours later, Jungkook is so tired
He has been on Jimin watch for the past two and a half weeks and he knew coming here was a bad idea
Jimin was absolutely trashed at this point
They’d racked up a $200 tab, Jimin had girls all over him
He was flirting 50% of the time and just complaining about you and how you broke his heart the other 50%, but Jungkook had to admit they were eating it up either way
Jimin’s shooting death ray stares at you and that dude from Monsta X as you sit on one of the leather couches with him
You’re a lot like Jimin, you get handsy when you’re drunk, so you’ve got your legs draped over his lap and he puts a hand on your thigh and Jimin finally loses his whole shit
Surprisingly, he doesn’t get mad, just super sad
He’s not crying but it’s a near thing and Jungkook feels like it’s past time to go
He’s about to literally throw him over his shoulder when Jimin agrees to leave
“Yeah, Jiminie?”
“Sure. I don’t want to see this anymore. I’ll go pay the tab.”
Jungkook puts a hand on his shoulder. “I got it, pal.”
He heads to the bar, weaving through people, and Jimin glances over at you again
Beefy Hoseok is nowhere to be seen, maybe gone to the bathroom or something, and you’re sitting at the edge of the couch, looking around
For Jimin, of course, but he doesn’t know that
He attempts to walk a straight line over to the couch and plops down next to you, resting his head against the back
You won’t look at him, crossing your arms over your chest
“I’m sorry,” he says, yelling over the music.
He slides closer to you, right at your ear
“I’m sorry, baby. Just please, come home with me. Just for tonight. Just so we can talk. I miss you so much.”
You don’t crack, this time, just stand up and meet Hoseok as he comes out of the bathroom, tucking your hand around his offered elbow and wrapping it around his considerable bicep
Jimin can’t do anything but watch you go
Jungkook comes back and Jimin looks devastated
He doesn’t cry until they’re in the elevator
“She really went home with that guy, Kook.”
Jungkook ends up having to throw him over his shoulder anyway because he refuses to go to bed, wanting to drink more, and throw him on the bed you used to share
Jimin wakes up hungover surrounded by your scent and decides to finally wash the sheets
Jungkook
He is a very sad boi
He’s snippy with everyone because he’s not sleeping well he keeps waking up because he’s reaching for you when he’s asleep and you’re not there and then he’s sad and he can’t go back to sleep
Has sex dreams about you and wakes up sad rather than horny
He plays a thousand hours of assorted video games the two weeks after you’re apart
At first he’s like “she bitches about this sometimes so fuck her imma play all I want” but really he’s just trying to escape from thinking about you and what you’re up to
Will only text you if he’s shitfaced and he’ll say some real sappy shit like “I miss you” or “come back home” and feel like a total idiot when he realizes he sent it and you left him on read
Stalks you on social media just like Jimin but is super low key about it
Would be horrified if he accidentally liked one of your Insta posts or replayed your snaps
King of sassy vaguebooking posts shit like “Hope he’s worth it”
His Insta gets real emo, pouty selfies and nature pics
Every female friend he’s had since he was 13 is blowing up his dms but he doesn’t even read them
Cries more than any of the boys (except Jimin) except he always does it alone
Definitely has at least one major breakdown where he breaks a bunch of shit, punches holes in walls, that kind of stuff
Isolates from the boys
Will only talk to Namjoon when he’s feeling really crazy, so it’s like 1am and Namjoon is talking him off a ledge
If he’s asked about you by any of the other members he shrugs it off and acts like he doesn’t care (he cares very much)
Eats total crap, frozen pizza and takeout only, so much beer
His place is totally trashed in like 3 days
In the gym at least 2 hours a day
If y’all stay apart very long he will get SHREDDED
Never misses dance practice or anything, very functional but he’s kind of a jerk to everyone, snapping at the other members, getting mad over nothing
You don’t respond to the other members, either
They’re all your friends but you know anything you say might slip to Jungkook and you just can’t face him, not yet
You know you’ll end up spilling how you feel and you can’t go back until you know you’re what he wants and he’s what you want
One night when he’s had most of a six pack and Namjoon isn’t answering the phone because he’s turned it off to get some sleep he decides to walk over to where he kissed you for the first time
He’s a hopeless romantic at heart and on your second date he took you to this little spot with a creek and lots of moonlight and laid one on you
You really didn’t know if he was even interested in you because on the first date he didn’t talk much and just walked you to your door
He’s blushing after the kiss and so cute you can’t stand it
He’s out at your spot taking pics for his emo Insta when he sees a couple sitting on the bank of the creek, some guy with his arm around a girl and it makes his heart hurt bc it looks like you
Oh shit it is you
His heart starts beating so fast, poor baby
He hides behind a tree to watch you it’s wild
You’re crying and some moron is trying to comfort you with his arm all around your shoulders, stroking your hair and shit
Jungkook wants to push him in the creek
But you look like you’re being comforted
He’s trying to figure out how to sneak away without being noticed when you peek around the tree he’s hiding behind
“Jungkook?”
The guy is standing right behind you
Jungkook is crouched like some kinda cryptid behind this stupid tree
Jungkook:
You and Jungkook hanging out at each other’s sappy first kiss place:
He stands up and brushes himself off and just kinda waves at you he doesn’t know what to do he’s dying inside
so embarrassed
You just kind of wave off BamBam and he nods at you and hikes up toward his car
“So,” you say, feeling like an idiot for being here and hoping he doesn’t know you were crying (he does)
“So,” he says, just wishing God would strike him dead because he’s out here half drunk at your romantic spot watching as YOU BROUGHT SOME OTHER GUY HERE
“How are things?”
“Good, good.” (Cool cool cool)
“Well, anyway, nice to see you, guess I’ll-” You don’t know if you should hug him or just like...walk away
You’re texting someone and it’s super weird he doesn’t know what’s happening
Two awkward babies
As you walk off Jungkook’s like “Wait-”
His face is all red from booze and embarrassment
“I can give you a ride home,” he says.
“You don’t know where I live.”
Jungkook rubs the back of his neck. “You could give me directions, I guess, unless you’re going home with that guy.” He jerks his chin toward the hill
You want to roll your eyes but he looks miserable so you just sigh
“He’s my friend.”
“Weird. I’ve never met him.”
“Yes you have! He’s in GOT7, you bought me tickets, you dork. We went to dinner with him at that vegan restaurant?”
He remembered now, VIP tickets while BTS was on a world tour. Super bright idea, Jungkook, he thinks
“Wow, a vegan. Tough.”
“Shut up.”
“So he’s the dude you wanna explore with?”
“He’s just been a good friend since-”
“Since you inexplicably left to see other people? I bet he has. He’s trying to get into your pants.”
You’re pissed off. You just wanted the ground to swallow you up at first and now you wanna be petty
“How do you know he hasn’t already?”
Jungkook is shook
Y’all have always been sassy to each other but that was downright cruel
His stomach is in knots
“Has he?”
He wants to scream for the whole thirty seconds that you don’t answer
When you just shrug, he lowkey wants to push you into the creek
You look pretty even with bloodshot eyes and a puffy face from crying and suddenly he’s just so tired and miserable
“Can’t we just talk about this? Can’t we just go home?”
He sounds pitiful and you want to tell him yes
BamBam blows the horn like a jerk, just because you had texted him to do so after fifteen minutes because you would rather die than have Jungkook know you were so upset that you forced your friend to take you to their spot
Jungkook is big mad
“Who the hell does he think he is? This is who you want to explore your options with? What a fucking asshat.”
“I gotta go, Kook. It was good to see you.”
“Wait - y/n...can we talk sometime else? Will you text me?”
“Maybe.”
You’re being so standoffish, so different, and he hates it
You leave him standing there and hike back up the trail and he just sits at the creek for a couple hours until he stops crying
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