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tatakaebomb · 2 years

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HASI2NQKFNENJDFBEHS HELLO REN DID U ALREADY DRINK UR COFFEE?? can i request Kisaki x Reader where y/n got this pretty body, she has big booba and ass, but Kisaki won't do "it" to her. she wonders why bcs most of her friends are getting railed by their bfs (y/n's a virgin lol) so one time when she and kisaki are in kisaki's penthouse and just chilling, she tried to seduce him by wearing a shorts and a spaghetti strap tanktop w/o bra but Kisaki ended up rejecting her, saying "we aren't ready for it" but the truth is he doesnt wanna hurt her, bcs he knows he has breeding and corrupting kink 💀 so y/n threatened him by saying "i— i'll fuck Hanma if you wont do it to me!" so Kisaki goes rough with her she thought her cervix gonna give up for her 💀 and cuddles after segs please!! <333

I DID DRINK MY COFFEE AS I WAS WRITING THIS ACTUALLY -

This is my first time writing Kisaki, you honestly had me at breeding and corruption, and the mention of Hanma because im a whore for that man.

When i said juicy request, you really came through with this one anon.

Noone look at me rn - i wrote this on 4 hours of sleep

- Ren

tw : corruption, breeding, virginity loss, manipulation, creampie, fingering, rough sex, spitting in mouth, jealousy, kisaki has a big dick, cervix fucking, um i dont know what else to say.

NSFW 18+

wc : 1.4k

" Wait, you mean.. you guys never..."

Your friend stares at you, shocked expression on her face after you told her " must be nice " to her describing every way her boyfriend was fucking her brains out last night.

Truth be told, you tried with Kisaki.

You really did, multiple times in fact, but he never seemed to get the hint.

It was getting old now, the same old story, shamelessly asking your boyfriend to fuck you just for him to turn his eyes back to his phone and mumble something along the lines of " not yet ".

You were a virgin and Kisaki knew this very much so, that was the main reason he kept denying you over and over.

You always looked so disappointed each time, innocently glaring at him as you nodded with a sigh.

He hated seeing it, but more than anything he himself was obsessed with the thought of completely ruining you and draining every last bit of innocence from you as he fucks you dumb.

He held himself back though, he didn't wanna hurt you but you were getting more and more impatient and it drove him insane knowing you wanted something so bad and he didn't provide it for you.

After all, you were his girl - there was nothing else you asked for and wasn't given.

Your relationship with him was pretty solid, however this was the one issue you had and at this point, something had to be done about it.

You're laying in bed after making dinner, mindlessly scrolling through your phone when a thought popped up into your head.

You had a plan, a great one indeed.

Putting on the shortest shorts you could find in your closet along with a white spaghetti strap tank top, you looked at your reflection in the mirror.

Your nipples slightly hardening through the thin material, your hair brushed neatly back over your shoulders.

This was something any man would dream of coming back from work to, well , at least that s what you thought.

Kisaki walks into the bedroom suddenly making you jump up, his hand loosening his tie as you twirl around looking in the mirror.

He sits on the bed, baby blue eyes glued to your figure as you sway your hips with a large smile on your face.

" Y/N, what are you wearing ? " He asks, blunt tone in his voice as he furrows his eyebrows.

You slowly start walking towards him, hands placed on his cheeks as you pull his head closer to your tits giggling.

“ Hm what? you don’t like it ?”

He runs his hand over your thighs, grabbing your ass as he curses under his breath before staring up at you.

“ You look so good - shit “

You smirk, looking down at the obvious bulge in his work pants before lowering your lips to his ear.

“Mm yeah ?” You whisper, hands tangling in his blonde hair as you feel him slap harshly on your ass.

“ Y-yeah baby” He stutters making you smile,

“ Then fuck me, Tetta “

He stops, holding your hips and pushing you away gently before guiding you to sit next to him .

“ We talked about this, we aren’t ready yet “

You roll your eyes, crossing your arms.

Damn it, you thought you had it.

“ Fucks sake, who’s we ? I’m fucking ready “ You pout making him smile as he places a kiss on your cheek.

“ Princess-“

You turn your head to face away from him, impulsively letting your inner thoughts out.

“ Well if you don’t want to fuck me, maybe i’ll let Hanma handle it”

You smile to yourself once you feel him grabbing your wrists, pinning them above your head in an instant as he pushes you into the mattress.

“ Say that again “ He grits his teeth, anger filling his veins at the mere thought of you getting fucked by anyone else but him.

“ I said - if you don’t fuck me, i’ll fuck Hanma”

You smirk as he tightens his hand around your wrists, parting your lips once you feel him get closer to your face.

“ Open that filthy mouth of yours “

You do as he says, lolling out your tongue.

A small gasp leaves your lips when he spits in it, a gentle slap landing on your cheek as he instructs you to swallow.

You obediently do so, breath quickening as you feel his hand travel down your torso , pulling your shorts and panties down.

You arch your back when you feel his fingers brush over your clit, watching the tense expression on his face slowly fade into a smirk at the sight of you squirming under him.

“ You want to be fucked so bad you didn’t know what else to try huh ? “

He pushes one finger into your wet cunt, a small moan leaving your lips when you try to form a sentence.

“ T-Tetta wait-“

He adds another finger, scissoring them inside of you loosening you up as you squeeze down hard. He grunts at the feeling of you sucking him in, barely able to move his long fingers inside of you.

“ Wait for you to fuck Hanma ? Fucking pathetic slut“

You clench down even harder at his words, making him chuckle before placing a kiss on your lips.

“ You like that baby? Like it when i call you a slut ? “

He begins movings his fingers faster, your eyes shutting tightly as you feel your lower stomach start to burn.

“ Mh yeah - more- please-“ You moan out, cursing when you feel his fingers curl inside you as he begins kissing down your neck, biting and marking you as his own.

You chase your high only for him to pull his fingers out last minute, making a whine leave your lips. Watching as he pulls his pants down and frees his cock, your eyes widen at the way it flings up, long and thick length covered in precum twitching in front of your eyes.

He notices your worried expression as he spits in the palm of his hand, letting his hand run over his length with a breathy groan.

“ Gonna ruin this pretty pussy and fill you up “

He throws your legs overs his shoulder, pulling you closer to him until his tip lines up with your throbbing cunt.

You look up at him as he pushes inside, small tears forming in the corner of your eyes as you wince at the stretch.

“ ‘S too much- fuck- “ You cry out as you dig your nails into his back while he watches his cock slowly slip inside of you, a loud groan escaping his lips as he bottoms out. You feel the tip or his long cock hit your cervix as he pauses briefly, giving you time to adjust to his size.

“ Y-you asked for this - shit - riling me up like that “

He groans in your ear, your legs starting to shake once he starts moving in and out of you.

Quickening his pace, tears start falling down your cheeks as the pain quickly eases into pleasure.

You were too drunk on the feeling of him hitting your spot with every stroke to even care about the way your cervix was being fucked into, too cockdrunk to even form a coherent sentence and tell him to slow down.

“ G’nna cum- ‘s so good” You throw your head back, feeling his dick twitch inside you.

The sight of you underneath him, your body shaking and tear filled eyes barely held open as you looked so fucked out for him, he knew he wouldn’t last much longer.

“ F-Fuck - Cum on my cock pretty, let go ”

You roll your eyes back, your hands grabbing onto the bedsheets tightly as you let curses leave your lips, coming undone under him.

“ G’nna fill you up baby “

He bites on his lower lip as he thrusts himself slowly deep inside you, and you squirm at the unfamiliar feeling of your cunt being filled up with cum.

He fucks it deeper inside you as you try pushing him away at the overstimulation, body twitching as he finally pulls out and lays down next to you.

You pant, staring at the ceiling in silence as your blurry vision starts clearing up, head completely empty while coming down from your high.

He turns to the side, placing small kisses on your mascara tainted cheek as he pulls you to his chest, wrapping his hands around you.

You giggle, melting into his arms as you finally catch your breath.

Your plan did work out in the end :)

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permanantheadache · 4 years

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It’s officially the 5th where I am! Happy DEH Gift Exchange! @sincerely-us My person was @iellostar Hope you like this!!

The prompts were: evan and connor on a road trip. like, to set the scene: like those aus of people running away and disappearing when they turn 18. And: Connor comes out to his dad and it doesnt go well, he goes to evans and heidi and evan comfort him and its super sweet and cute. And, like....for the art I did the first one, but...I kind of also did fic. Because I was worried that this drawing wasn’t very good. So, I combined the two prompts and made the fic below. It’s also on Ao3

Connor is smiling. It’s a gentle thing, this smile. Warm, happy. It’s Evan’s favorite, even though it’s the rarest.

Evan has been watching this smile form for the past hour. The further they get away from civilization, from all the drama waiting for them back home, the more relaxed Connor gets.

Anxiety and anger and stress leach away from his face, softening the line of his shoulders until he’s practically slumping in his seat.

“You’re staring,” Connor says. It’s not a complaint.

“I have a cute boyfriend,” Evan counters anyway.

Connor rolls his eyes, but his cheeks turn pink. “No, you.”

The road around them is deserted, which is how Evan’s anxiety likes it. This is the main reason he doesn’t protest when Connor takes one hand off the wheel to lace with Evan’s.

Evan pulls their joined hands up to give Connor’s knuckles a kiss.

It’s Heidi’s idea, originally. Long before Connor and Evan are even dating, she suggests that the two of them take a roadtrip, the summer before college. She thinks getting away from the stress of school and work, as well as their peers, might do them a lot of good.

She references Evan’s pin map, the one he abandoned at the beginning of the year--he’s replaced some of the old pins in their spots, as well as adding new pins to places that Connor mentions he’d like to see someday.

Heidi’s pleased that Evan’s retaken up his old habit, but she’s a little too smug about those new pins for his liking.

They have nothing to do with his crush on Connor, mom!

Not…not that he has a crush on Connor.

…

Okay, yes, he’s completely gone on Connor.

Thankfully, as Evan finds out later, Connor reciprocates those feelings!

But that’s a story for another time.

Connor is completely on board with Heidi’s idea, once it’s brought up to him. He’s perfectly happy to spend some time away from his family, especially if Evan’s there. The three of them make a cautious plan that, the month after graduation, Connor and Evan will hit the road.

Heidi, after nearly thirteen years of single-parenthood, is a master at budgeting. She helps them plan out where they’ll stay and the costs. It’s more than a little confusing to both boys, but to Connor especially. He’s shit at math and numbers.

Between their two jobs, and Heidi and Connor’s mother helping, they should be perfectly fine, money-wise, to do what they’d like.

“I wanna go to Bear Mountain,” Connor tells Evan.

Evan blinks, surprised. “I mean, me too, but isn’t hiking more my thing?” His eyes widen and he tries to backtrack. “Not that I think you don’t exercise! I just--”

“Let’s be real, I don’t exercise,” Connor scoffs, cutting Evan’s panic off at the knees. “But it’s in On the Road and you know I’m a hoe for anything to do with books.”

“Yeah, but you’re my hoe.”

“...”

“You know what I meant, asshole!”

They end up having to move up their timeline by a week. Because Larry and Connor get into their worst fight since the beginning of the school year.

The thing is, Connor and Evan have been open about their relationship to Heidi since the very beginning. And they tell Cynthia not long after. Both women are, to put it lightly, overly supportive of their relationship. It’s genuine, but Connor can tell that some of Cynthia’s furver stems from guilt. And because Evan and Connor have been mentally healthier since they became friends.

(They both still have their bad days. Some are worse than others. But, it helps. To not be alone.)

Unfortunately, Cynthia broaches the topic of telling Larry.

And she keeps bringing it up.

It takes two full months of convincing before Connor agrees to tell--if only to stop her nagging him.

Because Connor is a realist, he expresses his doubt to Evan. Larry has never been the most accepting--even about things that most straight, white men at least tolerate.

Connor won’t say that he’s worried, per say. But he’s got a bad feeling in his gut. And his gut is rarely wrong.

Connor has an emergency bag stashed at the Hansen house.

The first time that Connor has a fight with his family, post-becoming-friends with Evan, Connor crawls in through Evan’s bedroom window. It’s the middle of October, and freezing, and Connor has on shorts and a thin shirt. He’s shivering, in rage and because he’s cold.

After Evan gets done shrieking at the potential burglar, he loans Connor some sweats and makes him hot chocolate. He gets down all the spare blankets and make a cocoon in the living room.

Connor spends the night. The sweats are too short, but he wears them anyway. They don’t talk about what drove him to Evan’s house. They watch Food Network in near comfortable silence (though Evan can’t stop the worried look he keeps aiming at Connor, and Connor can’t fully relax until he’s passed out).

Connor crawls through Evan’s bedroom window three more times before Heidi (having caught on after the second time) gives him a spare key and a suggestion that he keep extra clothes in Evan’s closet.

“We’re always happy to have you over,” she tells him gently, closing his hand around the key she’s put in it. She’s smiling, her gentle amusement crinkling her eyes. “Just, maybe use the door?”

And so, there comes to be a small backpack filled with just enough clothes for an overnight visit and something for the next day.

At first.

Over time, the contents of the bag shift, as Connor comes over for impromptu sleepovers--and, as he and Evan became closer friends, more scheduled sleepovers--and switch out the clothes for fresh ones.

Eventually, Evan, kind of tired of how over-full the bag is getting (he keeps tripping over it when he needs something from the back of the closet), cleans out the bottom drawer of his dresser and puts all of Connor’s things in there.

It feels like something permanent, Connor having his own drawer in Evan’s house.

Connor drives, half-blind from the angry tears streaming down his face, until he reaches the familiar street that the Hansens’ reside on. He probably parks crooked.

He doesn’t care.

His hand is shaking as he pulls out his phone.

Connor: Im outisde

Fukc

Im outsidee

He can’t fucking type properly because his hands are shaking and he’s crying too hard and he hates this he hates his dad he hates himself he hates--

“--hey, Con, hey.”

He didn’t hear the car door open. Evan’s blurry figure is beside him, close but not touching. Connor nearly lunges to pull his boyfriend against him, immediately burying his face in Evan’s neck. He desperately needs the contact.

Evan is good at hugs.

(When Connor brings it up, their first month of dating, Evan goes deeply red. But he hugs Connor even more after that, so he counts it as a win.)

He breathes in Evan’s scent, a woodsy floral thing that never fails to send some signal to Connor’s brain that he’s safe . That, paired with the shaky hand running over his hair, practically hard-resets all the tension in his body.

He doesn’t know how long he stands there, curled around Evan’s body, but eventually he finds himself pulling away. “I fucking hate crying,” he grumbles, voice crackly from tears. He scrubs at his face roughly.

Evan pulls Connor’s hands away from his face. He keeps holding them. “C’mon, you can wash your face. And you’re probably dehydrated now, so I’ll get you some water. Otherwise—”

“—otherwise I’m gonna end up with a migraine,” Connor agrees. He’s suddenly exhausted. He allows Evan to lead him inside.

—

Heidi is on the phone when they come in. Her back is to the door, so she doesn’t see them right away. “Yes, Cynthia, of course I’ll look out for him. Yes. As long as he needs to be here. He’s like a son to me.”

Connor can’t hold back the intake of breath at her words--she actually seems to mean them. It makes his chest ache. His eyes burn anew.

Heidi turns at his small noise. Her eyes go wide, and then soften with sadness and affection. “He’s here Cynthia. I’ll have him call you later.” She puts down the phone and immediately gathers him into a hug. “Oh, sweetheart, I’m so sorry.”

Connor crumples in her hold, going limp against her. And, he finds, he is not quite done crying.

There’s a brush of another hand on Connor’s back. “I’ll go get you that water,” Evan says gently. He leaves the two of them alone.

Heidi leads Connor over to sit on the couch. He sits, curling against her like a little kid. She’s patting at his hair. It’s nice.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

Connor shrugs. “Did my mom tell you what happened?” he asks, after a moment. His voice is scratchy as hell.

“She said that you and Larry had an argument.”

He scoffs. “That’s putting it lightly.”

She waits for him to go on.

“I just.” He sighs. “You and my mom and Zoe--you guys were all happy when Ev and I got together. I wanted. Part of me just wanted Larry to at least…accept it.” He laughs. It’s not a happy sound. “It’s not like I’ve ever exactly hidden the fact that I’m not super hetero.”

“Sometimes we’re blind to things we don’t want to see,” Heidi says gently.

Evan sits down next to them, placing three cups of water on the coffee table. He takes Connor’s hand again.

Connor chokes on a sob. “I don’t get why the hell it hurts so bad? It’s Larry , I shouldn’t be so cut up about this!”

It’s Evan who speaks, squeezing at their laced hands. “He should’ve been supportive of you. It’s not your fault he’s a--a shitty human being.”

“I don’t want to see him,” Connor confesses. “I don’t--I can’t…”

“Well, you’re staying here, honey,” Heidi says, firm. “As long as you want. Cynthia is sending Zoe over with your stuff in the morning.”

“I’m sorry. I’m shoving all my garbage off on you guys.” He feels like such a burden.

“Hon, we care about you. The people in your life that care, they help carry anything you can’t.”

Connor sits up, rubs at his running nose. Evan hands him a glass of water. He drinks half of it down. “‘M tired,” he says.

“It’s late,” Heidi agrees. “You boys should go ahead and lay down.”

Connor and Evan are still holding hands as they make their way upstairs. They curl up together on Evan’s tiny bed, but neither of them sleep yet.

Evan is tracing circles across Connor’s back with his free hand. His voice is quiet. “How would you feel about leaving this week, instead of next?”

Connor slumps in relief, giving a brief, jerky nod.. “That would actually be perfect.” His hold on Evan tightens. “I don’t…I can’t stay in the same town with him. I think I’ll lose my shit if I see him.”

“Valid. I think I might punch him if I see him.”

“Babe.”

“I’m serious. He hurt you, I hate him.”

They’re driving down to Harriman State Park, their first stop--mainly due to its proximity to Bear Mountain and the Appalachian trail.

It’s sunny, but not hot. It’s the perfect temperature for a hike. At least, according to Evan.

Connor has to sit down on a rock twenty minutes in. He’s sweating buckets and glaring at Evan. Evan is entirely too cheerful. “How are you so upbeat?” Connor whines. He reluctantly accepts an offered water bottle. “Don’t you hate sweating?”

“Of course I do, but when I’m sweating because I’m doing something I enjoy, it doesn’t affect me as much.”

Connor smirks behind his water bottle, giving Evan a raised eyebrow.

“Oh shut the hell up, you know what I meant!”

“Do I?”

“I’m not the one wearing black!”

The sun is just beginning to set when they make camp. Which is something that Connor actually knows how to do.

Those few years in Boy Scouts that Larry forced him to do are actually useful.

Connor scowls. He’s not going to think about Larry. He’s on a trip with his awesome boyfriend and he’s not going to let anyone ruin that. Not even himself.

It’s still early enough in the summer that night time is significantly cooler. It’s the perfect temperature for cuddling. Evan and Connor take full advantage and curl up together.

“Jeezus ,” Connor squeaks, flinching away from the icicles currently assaulting his legs. “Why are your feet so cold?”

A somewhat devious giggle slips out of his boyfriend. “I have p--I have poor circulation?”

“How come I haven’t noticed this before?”

“I usually wear socks at home, but I’m not going to sleep in sweaty socks. That’s gross.”

Connor heaves a long sigh and submits to Evan sticking his freezing toes all over his shins. “You’re lucky I love you.”

Evan hums happily and says, far too seriously, “I love you, too.”

It should be a big moment, them saying those words to each other for the first time. But, Connor likes this better. He likes that they’re calm and pleasantly sleepy from the long drive and difficult hike. His muscles ache in a good way (though he won’t likely feel that way come morning). And he is cuddling with his boyfriend, who loves him.

He snuggles more firmly against Evan and drifts off to sleep.

#Dear Evan Hansen Gift Exchange #iellostar #deh #my fic #tree bros #my art #connor murphy #evan hansen #Heidi Hansen #this is saved in my google docs as 'dear ev hansen why r u so hard to write. this story's shitty but i hope they'll think it's alright' lmao #Present tense #bc that's literally the only way i know how to write lmao #it is 9am on the 5th here so even if its the 4th in most other places im gonna post this rip me #sorry this is dumb and im dumb #stay tuned for the reject drawing!!#which is in my other sketch pad at work! so like tomorrow or something!#im gonna go hide now

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angrylizardjacket · 5 years

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And All The Queen’s Men {Roger Taylor}

A/N: 5486 words. Okay wow. Please bare with me, this is a long one and also a bit of a different one. Written in the style of a Rolling Stone article. Finished it at 7am. Prompt & support from the lovely @ginghampearlsnsweettea

[And All The Queen’s Men ‘verse masterpost]

Warning: Minor character death, in both senses, it’s a baby, it’s not graphic it’s just mentioned, but just thought I should let you know.

And All The Queen’s Men: how the lines blurred between Queen and and the Queen of Jazz Rock.

An article almost two years in the making, after their last tour, which I was invited along to in order to write the initial article, the rock sensation Queen split, a decision, I am lead to be believe, was instigated by front man Freddie Mercury, and though Giselle Jones had continued to make music, even before her very public, on-stage breakdown, her lawyers had me keep the article to myself. Now, with the band’s reunion, and Live Aid having been a massive success with both powerhouse musical names coming back into the public eye, I’ve invited them back to my office for one last interview, but mostly to beg them to let me publish this article.

Which, obviously, they allowed.

It’s 1985, and with them all sitting in front of me, I feel a sense of deja vu. There are some changes, of course, Roger Taylor’s hair is shorter, Giselle Jones is wearing jeans and a sweater rather than her well-known cocktail dress, but John Deacon’s still smiling at me, Brian’s looking about the room, perhaps seeing if anything’s changed, and Freddie Mercury’s draped casually on the left of the only non-Queen member of the bunch.

But before I get into the past two years, maybe I should take you back a bit, to when Giselle and Queen began collaborating.

Giselle Jones began in the late sixties as the front-woman of a swing band in a thirties theme pub known as Modern Glamour. Tall, elegant, with a voice like honey, she had a small following of regulars that frequented the pub, but had kept her passion from music from her family, claiming she was merely a waitress at the establishment, since her father was an executive at EMI, and she didn’t want to seem like the subject of nepotism.

However, one fateful day, her father brings music industry giant to the pub for lunch, hoping to catch Giselle at work and introduce her, but as you know, they both got a lot more than they bargained for. Foster sees potential in her, and offers her a contract if she’s willing to modernise her act, and as we all know, she does.

When Giselle releases her first album in 1970, Velvet Roses, which would be the first and only “Jazz” record to hit the Top 40 charts for that year, Queen are still playing pub gigs around London, though they’re looking at recording their first album, which would eventually get EMI’s attention, but that’s still not for a while. At this point, they’re the biggest fish in a very small uni-pub pond, and they need the means to grow. So out goes the band’s van, for one night in a recording studio.

“Like, in retrospect, of course it was the right decision.” Taylor leans against the back of the sofa he’s sitting on in my office in 1982, voice contemplative and fingers locked together as he looks into the past. “But I was twenty-two at the time, selling my van was a big deal.”

“A big enough deal that you wrote a song about it.” Giselle adds, sitting beside him in the middle of the sofa. Deacon hides a smile though May doesn’t hide his snort of laughter.

The smirked remark is at odds with her look. While the boys are all in various states of brightly patterned shirts and jeans, looking casual and comfortable; Giselle wears white, sequinned, off-the-shoulder gown that hugs her figure and hits the floor, a slit in the thigh where her leg crosses, dark skin a stunning contrast to both the white fabric of her dress, and the leather of my sofa. Hands folded in over her knee, there’s not a singular hair out of place where she’s got it slicked back; I can’t look at her directly, she’s so focused and well put-together that it’s like staring at the sun.

The contrast has always been apparent in their various works, though Mercury has, in the past, cited her as an early inspiration for his desire to add a certain classical gravitas to rock and roll, and though she hasn’t publicly stated anything, the amount of covers Giselle has performed lived could fill an album. And now, here they are, about leave for a double-billed tour of the US, which I have been asked to join.

But their connection goes back much further than this, all the way back to 1975, to the release of the smash-hit single Bohemian Rhapsody That very same year, Giselle releases her fifth single, Dinner and a Show, a lyrically dissonant, heart pumping anthem that’s a metaphor for the way any type of review fuelled her, since it meant people were talking about her work.

You serve yourself on a platter; your putrid delights, / yet how can I refrain? / You don’t come to flatter, you don’t want to go / so come on baby, / don’t you know? / You’re treating me to dinner and a show.

Giselle’s usually silky performance is turned into a masterclass of vocal gymnastics as she slides easily from the rough intensity of rock and roll, to the smooth purr of jazz as she sings about eating critics for breakfast.

They say a free mind makes the meat so tender / now you’re on the menu and I’m a big spender

The song itself comes as a response to her former manager about how her “aggressive” move to music that more stylistically rock and roll was alienating older audiences, though Foster, still her producer at the time, was pushing for her to skew to a younger audience, and it seemed as though he had gotten his way.

The real change, however, was the B-Side of the record. After speaking to Jim “Miami” Beach, Queen’s lawyer, regarding potentially covering one of the band’s songs, Giselle reveals that she was eventually told to just ask them directly.

“I gave Miami a letter that basically explained that I’d like to cover one of their songs for my new album,” Giselle gives me a thin smile, and I feel like I’ve done something wrong, even though I’m assured by Brian that her public persona “is just like that sometimes”.

“- and I thought it was a joke! I said ‘yeah, sure, what’s the worst that could happen’.” Mercury laughs, leaning forward elbows on his knees and eyes shinning with amusement. “I did not believe for one second that Giselle, Giselle-” repeating her name for emphasis, his hand comes to quickly rest on hers where she still has them perfectly still on her knee, a moment of solidarity, “wanted anything to do with us. Hand Held Heart had been at the top of the US charts for almost three whole weeks the year before.” Letting out a long, wistful sigh, Mercury sits back, still grinning, though he’s got this far away look on his face now.

“So we’d been stuck on a farm, recording A Night At The Opera for weeks with no outside communications, ” May fills in where Mercury’s faded into his own memories, and Taylor slings arm around Giselle where she’s actually relaxed somewhat, hands now in her lap. Curiously, she doesn’t shrug him off. “And when we get back, it turns out that she’s put a jazz cover of Jesus, yeah, that song from our first album, on the B-Side of her newest single.”

“Freddie practically had a heart attack.” Deacon adds, patting Mercury’s shoulder fondly.

In her own way, she was continuing the trend that Dinner and a Show had started, and that seven-inch single would bestow upon Giselle the title of Queen of Jazz Rock. It hadn’t been the first time she had acknowledged the band publicly, by the time she had released the single, her public persona had gained enough traction that, a few months prior to her recording of the cover, a reporter had asked if Killer Queen, Queen’s biggest hit at the time, had been written about her. The question had been caught on camera by the reporter after one of her tour stops in the Midwest of America; the footage is a favourite of fans, including myself, of the way she doesn’t even turn, simply calls over her shoulder, ‘they should be so lucky’, and she gets into her waiting car.

“I never took offence,” Mercury tells me, both in 1982, and 1985, as I bring it up both times to consolidate the origins of their musical partnership.

“You wouldn’t, you were all starry-eyed for her back then.” Taylor leans back to address Mercury behind Giselle’s head, but only when he says it the first time, in 1982.

“It was a bit of a dig at us,” Deacon agrees with the drummer, nodding before shrugging. “A lot of good came out of it, though.” The others seem to agree, but Giselle herself has stayed quiet. For the first time since the interview started, she looks away from me, gaze dipping as she seems inclined to speak, though she takes her time to weigh up her words before she says them, wondering exactly what will and will not be printed.

“It was a bit of s**t thing to say. I was twenty-four and I panicked, I had to keep up my... this persona.” She gestures now to herself, breaking the entire physicality as she lets herself lean back, and I feel like I can breathe, seeing her act so human. Adjusting, she lets herself rest of the slightest of diagonals, shoulder to shoulder with Taylor’s arm still around her, now with Mercury petting her knee in solidarity.

Once in the tour bus, the difference between Giselle Jones, the woman, and Giselle, the singer and personality, becomes almost jarring to see. As soon as we get into the bus, she strips off the gown she was wearing, I turn away, though the others don’t seem to be bothered by it, May takes the dress to a waiting assistant by the door, and when I turn back, she’s in a pair of sweat pants and Taylor is tossing her shirt several sizes too big for her. For the first time since I’ve learned about her, Giselle looks comfortable, looks approachable and, for lack of a better word, non-robotic, taking a hairbrush from a drawer and flopping onto one of the beds as she brushes out the gel, apparently not bothering with a shower just yet.

“I showered this morning.” She seems to have caught my confused look, and explains herself. With her guard lowered in the familiar situation, her natural voice shines through, a rich, yet feminine alto, reminiscent of her singing voice. It adds to the list of things that add character to her beyond what her “persona” could ever convey. Or perhaps that’s the point.

The bus itself is almost too small for the five performers, and I’m certain it won’t fit me, but Giselle and I watch as they cram a blow up bed onto the kitchen table. It looks stable, and for the opportunity to experience living in such close quarters with such big names, I’d take anything.

“Sorry, darling, Paul takes the only spare bed.” Mercury informs me as I shimmy up onto the bed to test if it would hold. I had thought that the vehicle was at capacity, though it does make sense that the band’s day-to-day manager, Paul Prenter, would be travelling with them. That being said, I hadn’t realised there was even a spare bed, there was only five, perhaps none of them had wanted to be subjected to the blow up bed and decided to share instead.

When we finally get on the road, I get to finally see their true dynamics emerge. We all know the Queen dynamics by now, brotherly yet volatile, at times. I had worried for Giselle at times, the concept of living with four men (five if you count Prenter, who Giselle does not seem to, when I ask her about it, though I don’t think that’s a subject I should pry about, judging by the look on Taylor’s face where I can see him lounging at the back of the bus). However, I should have not have been worried; first of all, despite the youthfulness of their appearances, performances, and spirit, these are all men in their 30s, Giselle herself being 31 at the time of writing (1982), and they all have experience living with women, and with each other.

“First tour was a nightmare.” Deacon’s joined me on the blowup bed, is sipping tea as we travel along. “We learned real quick how disgusting close quarters can be.” He’s a quiet soul, but observant, and honestly I really enjoy his company. Anyone who can weather over a decade of rock and roll and come out as calm as him deserves some sort of recognition. “It’s much better now. Mostly.” He smiles like it’s an inside joke, but won’t elaborate. Giselle and Taylor refuse to clarify what he means by that, May just laughs when I ask him, directing me back to ask Taylor and Giselle, and Mercury calls them all gossips.

It’s something about the tour lifestyle that must bring out the childishness in them all, which comes out strongly during dinner. They shove my blowup bed into the sleeping quarters when dinner is served, and the five of us manage to cram into the tiny booth the bus allows. May, Deacon and Giselle are in charge of cooking dinner, sausages, potatoes, and peas, since apparently Prenter and Mercury have taken lunch duties, and Roger has put himself in charge of getting coffee and tea for everyone in the morning.

“We should really eat breakfast.” Giselle muses through half a mouthful of food.

“I do!” Deacon, next to me, comes back with, pouring some more peas onto his plate.

“You just eat cereal from the box, Deaky, that’s not breakfast.” Taylor counters him, which just causes the rest of the table to devolve into an argument about what counts as breakfast. Prenter, who has joined us for the meal, looks like he’d rather be napping or still driving, and makes quiet work of his meal.

Roger Taylor goes to sleep after me, and wakes up before I do, and I’m not sure how he does it. Or where he sleeps, the other beds seem taken. He wakes me up on the first morning by shoving my bed, which slides a few centimeters, but isn’t about to fall off it’s perch.

“You want coffee?” I’m barely functioning at this point, and his question baffles me. “Tea? Coffee? Deaky’s cereal? We got some left over sausages.” He lists off, probably due to my clear confusion, he seems exasperated, even though he’s definitely wearing pyjamas too. He’s still scowling a little when I tell him how I like my coffee, but he doesn’t complain, and it tastes exactly like I like it when he hands it over. The bus is stationary, so he can put the cups by the bedsides of those they are for, but interestingly enough he joins me on the table/bed.

I know the origin story of Queen, I think everyone does at this point, so I ask him instead about the subject of my article; how Queen got involved with Giselle.

“You wanna know how I met Giselle?” It’s not exactly what I asked, but he’s already thinking about it, looking past me to the sleeping quarters with a frown. He plays absent-mindedly with the chain around his neck, and with the ring attached to it. “I thought everyone knew about that, the whole thing where we hated each other from the start?” When I ask if it was true, he actually laughs, though it’s more a snort of derision, if I’m being honest. “Of course not. Mostly.” They all seem to like that word, I hadn’t taken them all to be vague.

“I told him to take a long walk off a short pier.” Giselle will clarify for me later that day, joining me as I take a smoke break at one of our bathroom stops, not that there isn’t a toilet on the bus, they just try to avoid using it as much as possible. She doesn’t smoke, claims she never has, but enjoys the company, while the boys are buying snacks at the gas station. I ask when it was, she gives me another thin smile, but not like it had been in the office. Here it’s the punctuation to an earlier joke rather than a judgement.

She tells me about how she actually met them all, recording her second album, after her 1972 performance on Top of the Pops, you know the one. It had cemented Giselle’s now iconic aesthetic of an off the shoulder, floor length sequinned gown, silk gloves, and bold red lipstick, dark hair falling victory curls, the whole look reminiscent of an old Hollywood star, though there was red glitter trailing from her lips, and on her gloves in a theatrical fabrication of blood. It had been a look inspired by her musical roots, and the theatricality of the then-popular glam rock, a movement which would inspire many of Mercury’s tour looks also.

She was twenty-one at the time, still “developing her persona”, when she found that the in-house recording equipment at EMI was being used by the then-still quite unknown Queen. Or rather, according to Giselle, just Taylor.

“He was packing up the last of his equipment, and he makes a pass at me, thinks I’m an intern.” We can see the boys leaving the gas station, Taylor himself heading the pack. “So yeah, told him to take a long walk off a short pier.” She laughs, seems to hold the memory quite dear. “That b******d has the gall to look me in the eyes and ask who I am.”

“Did he know who you were?” When I look at her, she’s still smiling, tipping her head to the side as the boys draw close. She seems to be paying attention to me, but not a lot.

“Yeah, told me later he was just pissed I didn’t throw myself at him. That’s why I said that, ‘they should be so lucky’ thing, actually, that motherf****r right there.” The way she says it, raising her finger to point at him, makes me think it’s a story she’s told before, one that he knows about.

“You talking about me?” Taylor yells, and Giselle is quick to answer that she is. “Don’t spill all my secrets.” It sounds like an order, but his smile says it’s not, it’s weirdly playful, a dynamic I didn’t expect from them, especially considering their history. I raise the point. She laughs at me.

“You’re kidding, right?”

Prenter calls for everyone on the bus, and Giselle doesn’t think to clarify once we’re back on board.

The tour, I should have mentioned earlier, is a double feature; Queen is promoting their album Hot Space, while Giselle is promoting her own, The Bend Before the Break. When I ask her about the album itself, she talks happily about a few of the songs, however when I bring up my personal favourites, Ache and Heaven Sent, she turns very quiet.

I will end up watching most of her performances, and to this day, I have never seen something as raw and spiritual as Giselle performing Ache.

The lights dim as the joyful Meant to Be finishes. On the studio recording, a double bass starts the song, long, grieving and angry notes that pick up in tempo as it’s joined by drums and a piano, and finally, her voice, low, bitter and seductive in equal measure. Here, there’s silence, as she gently croons the open lines, face illuminated by only a single gold light, as swirling red and purple lights move about the stage.

While saying you were sorry, / you burned me from the outside, in. / Now I’m calloused all over, / And too tired to feel the sting. / But I feel the ache, / feel the ache / feel the ache. / I’ll still let you back in.

She plays the piano herself for this song, a skill, I later learn Mercury had taught her many years ago. It’s a song that tugs at your gut, gets you thinking about how you keep people in your life who aren’t the best for you. She ends the last chorus with a long, mournful wail that you feel in your bones.

I’ve never heard a crowd so quiet as when she finishes Ache, the penultimate song of her set list, unless you count encores.

The final song of the night is always Heaven Sent, a bright, headbanging anthem with the musical gravitas of a full jazz band. It was her single from the album, it topped most charts. You know the one. The radio won’t stop playing it.

Divinity with a neon glow / it hung above his head, / promoting his next show. / Didn’t even try to find my light, / just the darkness he’d bestow. / Heaven sent me the Morningstar.

“I was cheated on.” Was all she will say about the songs.

The others steer clear of those songs as well, when talking about the album, as well as the titular song, The Bend Before the Break, though Giselle claims she has moved on from the feelings associated in all three songs.

“I wrote them first on the album, I’ve moved on.”

Each of the boys seems very protective of Giselle at times, though Taylor is by far the worst. If I’m being honest, was weird to me, they’d been at each other’s throats publicly and professionally for almost a full decade after Giselle’s initial comment, however the vitriol had died down in the past few years, so I enquire about that about halfway through the six week tour.

“We set them up.” May is the first to answer, sipping tea with myself, Deacon and Mercury. Since both Giselle and Taylor adjourned to the sleeping quarters. I ask him what he means.

“They tell it better.” Mercury interjects, but May argues that they’re asleep anyways so it’s not like it matters. Deacon agrees with Mercury, but quiet enough that May ignores him.

“So by ‘79, we’ve collaborated together, us and ‘Zelle, I mean,” the nickname is mostly used by May and Taylor, though Deacon uses it on occasion, “a couple of times, and we love her, right boys? We love her-” looking around, both Mercury and Deacon are nodding along, responding to a story they’d both heard before, though it was interesting for my first time hearing it, “but Rog is about ready to stab her with his drumsticks, but that’s just how he is.”

“Threatened to stab me once.” Deacon adds the unnerving information with complete serenity, focused on his cup.

“Me a couple of times.” Mercury shakes his head, as if it were some schoolboy prank rather than a stabbing threat.

“Like I said, just how he is. So we decide to send them to a place where they can bond over complaining about everything else, apart from each other.” I asked how it worked out for them and I watch as their faces fall. This terrible blind date idea must have gone horribly. “They hate the restaurant, which is good, but he goes to leave and bumps the table, spilling beer all over her dress, which is bad,” well, obviously. He pays me no mind, “and she elbows him in the face when she’s putting her jacket on - still don’t know how that one happened - but he still says he’ll take her home because it’s late, except-”

“To preface,” Deacon jumps in here, adding a little more milk to his tea, “she hates I’m In Love With My Car.” The song? Deacon nods. “Rog wrote it.” I can connect the dots, but I’m still confused as to how that lead to them being friends.

“Friends.” Mercury actually laughs into his cup.

“He takes her home anyways, she tells him the song’s s**t bu the sentiment wasn’t far off.” May finishes, shrugging.

“It was a real nice car.” Deacon shrugged, before looking straight at me. “And she still hates the song to this day.” There’s an air of finality to his words that is entirely unwarranted. That isn’t the point of the story; how are they friends now? Did they hook up in his car? Is that what they’re implying, I feel like such a gossip asking these questions.

“Did they ho- ? Yeah, of course.” May laughs, and though it clears some things up, I’m still rather confused. It’s probably reading on my face, because it looks like something else is dawning on him. “You know they’re married, right?”

No. No I did not know. Now I feel like an idiot.

I wonder if The Bend Before the Break is about Taylor? I can sense I’ve touched a nerve when I ask, and Mercury abruptly changes the subject, though the air still doesn’t feel right. When I head back through the sleeping area to get a new pen from my luggage, I catch a glimpse of Giselle napping in her bunk, Taylor too, asleep with his arm around her. She’s even wearing a wedding ring. I’m kicking myself for not noticing sooner. The chain with the ring around Taylor’s neck makes sense now. A lot of things make sense now.

For the next four days I feel like I’m being shunned, I’m the last to be told about dinner and have to eat the leftovers, Giselle barely says two words to me, Taylor just keeps glowering, and someone let the air out of my bed on the second night. It’s childish, but it’s in line with what I expect from them, regarding this sort of issue, I’m just glad Taylor hasn’t poured my coffee on me in my sleep, or spat in it. He just didn’t make it, which I suppose is probably the safest option for me.

The only apology I can think of is to offer to buy them all drinks, but it works well enough, and the next morning I wake to a fresh cup of coffee, and a very hungover Taylor. At least he’s dedicated to his job.

The rest of the tour passes without further incident. I still stand by Ache as one of my favourite musical performances of the decade, though I don’t mention it to Giselle, and now that I know the dynamic between her and Taylor, I can’t stop seeing it. Honestly, readers, they’re all over each other, which is expected from a man of Taylor’s reputation, but it’s still a little jarring to see the two of them so cozy. I must have been blind not to see it before.

When we part ways, Giselle is a little stiff with me.

“You brought up some feelings that I just... hadn’t actually dealt with at the time, which f******d me up.” She tells me in retrospect, sitting in my office with the rest of the boys in 1985. Live Aid was a few weeks ago, and since they all returned to the spotlight, I asked if they wanted to come and reflect on the past few years. The one thing that hasn’t changed is the fact that Giselle still swears like a sailor.

“A lot’s happened in the past few years.” Taylor’s still very protective of her, and after everything that’s conspired, at least from what I know, it’s warranted. We talk about the band splitting, how it had hurt the band as a whole, and even Giselle, who was at the time seeing a counsellor with Taylor. I’m hesitant to broach the topic of their relationship, though they seem like a solid until now, sitting before me, holding hands and leaning against one another.

I ask if Giselle’s breakdown was due to the band splitting, though I’m hesitant if I’ll get a response. Her smile is sad, which is mirrored by the rest of the band. I can guess her response before she says it.

“No.”

You all know the moment I’m talking about, the last concert for her last album, as of this publication, Finally, Sunlight where she had receive pleas from the audience for an encore. When she came back out, part of her makeup had been smudged around her eyes, and you can hear her sniffle over the microphone. (”I’m so sorry, I lost someone close to me, I thought I could keep it together for one night.” Dabbing at her eyes, she sits at the piano and laughs, but there’s no heart in it. “But I’ve got five more minutes left in me, let’s go, Atlanta.”) The song she plays is Somebody to Love, a slow, soulful cover, and the audience is almost unanimous in their raised lighters and slow swaying. As she goes on, she just starts crying harder, missing notes, hands shaking; the extended ‘Looooord’ before the chanting becomes a desperate wail, a plea to the heavens, and she collapses onto the piano, sobbing audibly as the instruments all come to uncertain halt and lighters go down in confusion.

From the crowd, a single voice begins to chant ‘Find me somebody to love. / Find me somebody to love.’ and a single voice turns to a theatre, full to the brim, as they sing when she can’t, still crying against the piano. Lighters go up, and together the audience and the band finishes the song where words have failed her. It was televised locally on the night, and still brings me to tears when I watch it now.

“We lost our daughter.”

For those of you reading this who are shocked, I am too. Sitting there like a fool, not saying anything.

“I was on tour, and Rog was at home with her,” even now, Giselle is getting a little teary-eyed, not that I blame her. Both Taylor and Mercury have an arm around her, and May has a hand on her shoulder, Deacon sitting on the back of the sofa right behind her. A unit. A family. “I wanted to go home, she was getting really sick, and I know he was doing everything he could, but I just- I wanted to be there... but my label threatened to sue me for... millions.” It sounds like it’s hard to say, and she’s wiping a tear from her eyes. I offer her the tissues on my desk. “But I should have gone home. I should have been there by her side, I should have done more.” Taylor whispers something to her and she leans against him, taking comfort in him.

“I had to call her, tell her that... that she’d passed. The day of the show. She’d been so upset for week, ‘Zelle that is, and everything just-” Taylor manages to get a great handle on his emotions, despite his misty eyes and shaking hands. “We’re alright now though, see? Nothing can tear us apart.” Though his voice does drop, so I think he’s saying it more for Giselle’s benefit. I give them all time to collect themselves, stop to get hot drinks for everyone, and everyone finally seems happy enough to answer when I ask what’s next for them.

“Music, of course.” Mercury says, now holding what was Giselle’s free hand. The rest of the gathered musicians agree. I ask if we’ll be hearing any sort of collaboration between Queen and the Queen of Jazz Rock. Taylor snickers, pulling Giselle close.

“Yeah, but not in the way you mean.” He ignores the rest of the men’s shouts of disgust, as well as his wife’s own gagging noise, which I can see on her face she regrets as she covers her mouth with caution, before giving the okay.

“No, we’re okay, we’re good.” She assures everyone, before looking at me. “What he meant to say is that I’m pregnant.” She clarifies. Taylor is still grinning.

“Don’t be gross, Rog.” May calls from the other side of the sofa, and Taylor has the gall to look accosted.

“What’s next for me, after everything that’s happened, is family.” Giselle says over the sounds of her husband’s indignant huffs, though his expression turns soft at her words, and they ignore the ‘boo’s of everyone else as they kiss.

“Could you be less gross around company?” Deacon asks, still mild-mannered as ever. This seems to be the cue for the interview to end, as Taylor of Giselle-

“It’s Giselle Taylor, by the way, I’m sorry I hadn’t corrected you earlier.” She corrects me now, as [Roger] Taylor leads her out of the door. The rest of the band seem mildly exasperated at their antics, but still ready to answer my questions. After everything that’s happened, I’m a little overwhelmed, I’m not sure where to go from here.

Perhaps my next article will be on Live Aid.

#roger taylor #roger taylor imagine #roger taylor x oc #queen #bohemian rhapsody #borhap #bo rhap #queen imagine #freddie mercury #brian may #john deacon #the angry lizard writes #bohemian rhapsody imagine

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houseki no kuni inspired nails! id been wanting to do something based on this series for a long time and finally got to it

quick tutorial under the cut if youre interested in having a manicure any lunarian would swoon over

i spaced out and forgot to take pictures along the way for this so i have a small illustrated tutorial instead

these nails are pretty simple, just be careful when cutting and make sure everything has dried properly to help the foil settle easier

what i used:

base coat

sally hansen color therapy 110 (white)

nina ultra pro 709063 (metallic blue)

liquid latex

nail foil

gel and acrylic top coat

scissors

nail clippers

toothpick

tweezers

first, apply your base coat and follow up with a layer of white, make sure its not too thick since well be adding a lot to the tip in a bit

if your white polish is on the thinner side, you might need two coats

once the white layer is dry, add liquid latex around your cuticles so we dont get a ton of polish in there for the next step

if you have a latex allergy or cant use liquid latex for whatever reason you can use a cuticle apron instead

they seem to be a little hard to find these days but i found these on amazon: [link]

next its time to apply the gradient, this will help any gaps between the foil look less noticeable and make the transition a bit smoother but thats mostly my personal preference

take a cosmetic sponge and paint half white and the other blue like this

once its painted position it over your nail with the line between the white and blue right where you want your gradient to start to fade and dab gently until its properly blended

you might need to add a little extra blue to the very tips so its more vibrant

before the new layer of polish dries take off the latex guard carefully with some tweezers

if the polish dries you wont be able to peel it away with the latex so keep that in mind

if it does dry, make sure when you take off the latex it doesnt take the polish on the nail with it and go in with some acetone on a cleanup brush for anything on your cuticles

seal it with a thin layer of acrylic top coat

once its dry its time to carefully cut little pieces out of out nail foil

i decided to do it here to keep the level of tiny holo plastic pieces to a minimum and i only cut enough for one nail at a time

the shape that works best for a shattered effect are scalene triangles but cutting randomly tends to get a decent range

once you have your pieces cut, put a very thin layer of acrylic top coat wherever youll be putting the foil

using a toothpick pick up pieces and arrange them on the nail, dont worry if they hang off the edge well clean them up in a minute

if you dont have a toothpick on hand you can use your finger but its a little hard to get precise with it

if youre using a quick dry top coat, work in smaller sections of the nail and make sure to press the edges of each piece lightly onto the top coat to make sure they lay as flat as possible

using larger pieces at the tip, try and make them fit like a puzzle, filling gaps and overlaying pieces as needed and save some small pieces for the bottom if you want a splintering effect

put a light layer of acrylic top coat to make sure the pieces stay where they are

after its dry if you have any foil hanging over the edge of your nails take some nail clippers and very carefully cut them to match your nail shape

the longer your nails are the more patience this might take

once youre satisfied seal everything with a gel topcoat

you might need an extra layer for any stubborn foil pieces to get a smooth finish and extra durability

and youre done! show off your lustrous manicure and keep an eye out for any sunspots while youre out uncovering mysteries!

#houseki no kuni #宝石の国 #hnk #nail art #nail art tutorial #land of the lustrous

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Zadie Smith: dance lessons for writers

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Zadie Smith: dance lessons for writers

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers as much she is by other writers

The connection between writing and dancing has been much on my mind recently: its a channel I want to keep open. It feels a little neglected compared to, say, the relationship between music and prose maybe because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two forms are close to each other: I feel dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of the most solid pieces of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it relaxes me in front of my laptop the same way I imagine it might induce a young dancer to breathe deeply and wiggle their fingers and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open.

What can an art of words take from the art that needs none? Yet I often think Ive learned as much from watching dancers as I have from reading. Dance lessons for writers: lessons of position, attitude, rhythm and style, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows are a few notes towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represents the aristocracy when he dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The distinction is immediately satisfying, though its a little harder to say why. Tall, thin and elegant, versus muscular and athletic is that it? Theres the obvious matter of top hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that tall, he only stood as if he were, and when moving always appeared elevated, to be skimming across whichever surface: the floor, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far lower: he bends his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is grounded, firmly planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have different relations to the ground beneath their feet, the first moving fluidly across the surface of the world, the second specifically tethered to a certain spot: a city block, a village, a factory, a stretch of fields. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband always knew which of these dancers shed been working with by looking at her body at the end of the day: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly, not a blemish if it was Astaire. Not only aloof when it came to the ground, Astaire was aloof around other peoples bodies. Through 15 years and 10 movies, its hard to detect one moment of real sexual tension between Fred and his Ginger. They have great harmony but little heat. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy sequence of Singin in the Rain! And maybe this is one of the advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I feel theres usually a choice to be made between the grounded and the floating. The ground I am thinking of in this case is language as we meet it in its commonsense mode. The language of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the government, the daily public conversation. Some writers like to walk this ground, recreate it, break bits of it off and use it to their advantage, where others barely recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one barely ever put a toe upon it. His language is literary, far from what we think of as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary language might be the way it admits its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be plain and natural, conversational, but is often as constructed as asphalt, dreamed up in ad agencies or in the heart of government sometimes both at the same time. Simultaneously sentimental and coercive. (The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again.) Commonsense language claims to take its lead from the way people naturally speak, but any writer who truly attends to the way people speak will soon find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American writer George Saunders is a good contemporary example. (In dance, the example that comes to my mind is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose thing was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more normal, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature stage routine involved a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, entirely surreal, like an Escher print come to life.)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but he is surreal in the sense of surpassing the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a question proposes itself: what if a body moved like this through the world? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical question, for no bodies move like Astaire, no, we only move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have seen French boys run up the steps of the High Line in New York to take a photo of the view, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have seen black kids on the A train swing round the pole on their way out of the sliding doors Kelly again, hanging from that eternal lamppost. Kelly quoted the commonplace when he danced, and he reminds us in turn of the grace we do sometimes possess ourselves. He is the incarnation of our bodies in their youth, at their most fluid and powerful, or whenever our natural talents combine ideally with our hard-earned skills. He is a demonstration of how the prosaic can turn poetic, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, when he dances, has nothing to do with hard work (although we know, from biographies, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes). He is poetry in motion. His movements are so removed from ours that he sets a limit on our own ambitions. Nobody hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as nobody really expects to write like Nabokov.

Harold and Fayard Nichols

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, advises Virginia Woolf, one can buy paper enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely necessary equipment in dance is your own body. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With many black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your race. You are on a stage, in front of your people and other people. What face will you show them? Will you be your self? Your best self? A representation? A symbol?

The Nicholas brothers were not street kids they were the children of college-educated musicians but they were never formally trained in dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents colleagues performing on the chitlin circuit, as black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their performances were usually filmed in such a way as to be non-essential to the story, so that when these films played in the south their spectacular sequences could be snipped out without doing any harm to the integrity of the plot. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But also genius undeniable.

My talent was the weapon, argued Sammy Davis Jr, the power, the way for me to fight. It was the one way I might hope to affect a mans thinking. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, originally, and from straitened circumstances. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of families who have few other assets. A mother tells her children to be twice as good, she tells them to be undeniable. My mother used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas brothers I think of that stressful instruction: be twice as good.

The Nicholas brothers were many, many magnitudes better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or need to be. Fred Astaire called their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest example of cinematic dance he ever saw. They are progressing down a giant staircase doing the splits as if the splits is the commonsense way to get somewhere. They are impeccably dressed. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I always think I spot a little difference between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of lesson. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of representation when he dances: he looks the part, he is the part, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically undeniable: a credit to the race. But Harold gives himself over to joy. His hair is his tell: as he dances it loosens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he always put on it, the irrepressible afro curl springs out, he doesnt even try to brush it back. Between propriety and joy, choose joy.

Prince & Micheal Jackson

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in many dance-offs, and so you are presented with a stark choice. But its not a question of degrees of ability, of who was the greater dancer. The choice is between two completely opposite values: legibility on the one hand, temporality on the other. Between a monument (Jackson) and a kind of mirage (Prince).

But both men were excellent dancers. Putting aside the difference in height, physically they had many similarities. Terribly slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably small. And in terms of influence they were of course equally indebted to James Brown. The splits, the rise from the splits, the spin, the glide, the knee bend, the jerk of the head all stolen from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very hard to bring to mind Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It sounds irrational, but try it for yourself. Princes moves, no matter how many times you may have observed them, have no firm inscription in memory; they never seem quite fixed or preserved. If someone asks you to dance like Prince, what will you do? Spin, possibly, and do the splits, if youre able. But there wont appear to be anything especially Prince-like about that. Its mysterious. How can you dance and dance, in front of millions of people, for years, and still seem like a secret only I know? (And isnt it the case that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I saw Prince half a dozen times. I saw him in stadiums with thousands of people, so have a rational understanding that he was in no sense my secret, that he was in fact a superstar. But I still say his shows were illegible, private, like the performance of a man in the middle of a room at a house party. It was the greatest thing you ever saw and yet its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was exactly the opposite. Every move he made was absolutely legible, public, endlessly copied and copyable, like a meme before the word existed. He thought in images, and across time. He deliberately outlined and then marked once more the edges around each move, like a cop drawing a chalk line round a body. Stuck his neck forward if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short so you could read his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you might attend to its rhythmic genius, the way it punctuated everything, like an exclamation mark.

Towards the end, his curious stagewear became increasingly tasked with this job of outline and distinction. It looked like a form of armour, the purpose of which was to define each element of his body so no movement of it would pass unnoted. His arms and legs multiply strapped a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metallic sash running left to right across his breastplate, accentuating the shift of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights belt accentuated slender hips and divided the torso from the legs, so you noticed when the top and bottom half of the body pulled in opposite directions. Finally a silver thong, rendering his eloquent groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, there was no subtext, but it was clearly legible. People will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, precious, elusive Prince, well, there lays one whose name was writ in water. And from Prince a writer might take the lesson that elusiveness can possess a deeper beauty than the legible. In the world of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to demonstrate what a long afterlife an elusive artist can have, even when placed beside as clearly drawn a figure as Lord Byron. Prince represents the inspiration of the moment, like an ode composed to capture a passing sensation. And when the mood changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no freedom in being a monument. Better to be the guy still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody films it on their phones no one proves quite able to capture the essence of it. And now hes gone, having escaped us one more time. I dont claim Princes image wont last as long as Jacksons. I only say that in our minds it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson / Madonna / Beyonc

These three dont just invite copies they demand them. They go further than legibility into proscription. They lead armies, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in military formation behind them, an anonymous corps whose job it is to copy precisely the gestures of their general.

This was made literal on Beyoncs Formation tour recently, when the general raised her right arm like a shotgun, pulled the trigger with her left and the sound of gunshot rang out. There is nothing intimate about this kind of dancing: like the military, it operates as a form of franchise, whereby a ruling idea America, Beyonc presides over many cells that span the world. Maybe it is for this reason that much of the crowd I saw at Wembley could be found, for long periods, not facing in the direction of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and partners. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our queen was up there somewhere dancing but the idea of her had already been internalised. Friends from the gym stood in circles and pumped their fists, girlfriends from hen nights turned inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive screamed every word into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson kicked off this curious phenomenon, Madonna continued it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a demonstration of the female will, a concrete articulation of its reach and possibilities. The lesson is quite clear. My body obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd imagines being obeyed like Bey a delightful imagining.

Lady writers who inspire similar devotion (in far smaller audiences): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such writers offer the same essential qualities (or illusions): total control (over their form) and no freedom (for the reader). Compare and contrast, say, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, lady writers much loved but rarely copied. Theres too much freedom in them. Meanwhile every sentence of Didions says: obey me! Who runs the world? Girls!

David Byrne

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a vital lesson. Sometimes it is very important to be awkward, inelegant, jerking, to be neither poetic nor prosaic, to be positively bad. To express other possibilities for bodies, alternative values, to stop making sense. Its interesting to me that both these artists did their worst dancing to their blackest cuts. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 times too large, looking down at his jerking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not mine, his trousers say, and his movements go further: maybe this body isnt mine, either. At the end of this seam of logic lies a liberating thought: maybe nobody truly owns anything.

People can be too precious about their heritage, about their tradition writers especially. Preservation and protection have their place but they shouldnt block either freedom or theft. All possible aesthetic expressions are available to all peoples under the sign of love. Bowie and Byrnes evident love for what was not theirs brings out new angles in familiar sounds. It hadnt occurred to me before seeing these men dance that a person might choose, for example, to meet the curve of a drum beat with anything but the matching curving movement of their body, that is, with harmony and heat. But it turns out you can also resist: throw up a curious angle and suddenly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats truly your own arm, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few feet behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and thrash. I wonder what his take on all that was. Did he ever think: Now, what in the world is he doing? But a few performances in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something old, and yet new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an audience, which way will you turn? Inwards or outwards? Or some combination of the two? Nureyev, so fierce and neurotic, so vulnerable, so beautiful like a deer suddenly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as people like to say, but at the same time he is almost excruciating to watch. We feel we might break him, that he might crumble or explode. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you sense the possibility of total disaster, as you do with certain high-strung athletes no matter how many times they run or jump or dive. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the great honour of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont mean this sarcastically: it is an honour to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy old videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is fully cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to warrant an audience with a miracle? (See also: Dostoevsky.)

With Baryshnikov, I have no fears of disaster. He is an outward-facing artist, he is trying to please me and he succeeds completely. His face dances as much as his arms and legs. (Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently lost in transcendent feeling.) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to please me so much hell even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, risking the scorn of the purists. (I am not a purist. I am delighted!) He is a charmer, an entertainer, he is comic, dramatic, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both loving and loved. He has high and low modes, tough and soft poses, but hes always facing outwards, to us, his audience. (See also: Tolstoy.)

Once I met Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I could hardly speak. Finally I asked him: Did you ever meet Fred Astaire? He smiled. He said: Yes, once, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I hardly spoke. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a lesson in themselves so elegant!

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Zadie Smith: dance lessons for scribes

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers just as much she is by other writers

The connection between writing and dancing has been much on my mind recently: its a canal I want to keep open. It detects a bit neglected to report to, say, the ties between music and prose perhaps because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two forms are close to each other: I experience dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of the most solid portions of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it loosens me in front of my laptop the same path I thoughts it might encourage a young dancer to breathe deeply and wiggle their paws and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a accelerate that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of epoch, this face is unique. And if you stymie it, it will never prevail through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how important nor how it compares with other idioms. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and instantly, to keep the canal open.

What can an artistry of words take from the artwork that needs none? Yet I often envision Ive learned just as much from watching dancers as I have from speaking. Dance lessons for columnists: assignments of prestige, posture, tempo and form, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows are a few documents towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represent the elite when he dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The mark is immediately satisfactory, although it was a little harder to say why. Towering, thin and tasteful, versus muscular and sporting is the fact that it? Theres the obvious content of top hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that towering, this is the only way digested as if “hes been”, and when moving always shown heightened, to be gliding across whichever surface: the floor, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far less: he stoops his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is sanded, securely planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have differing relations to the soil beneath their paws, the first moving fluidly across the surface of the world, the second largest specific tethered to a certain blot: a city block, village representatives, a factory, a stretch of fields. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband “ve always known” which of these dancers molted been working with by looking at her body at the end of the day: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly , not a blemish if “its been” Astaire. Not simply aloof when it came to the field, Astaire was aloof around other peoples forms. Through 15 times and 10 movies, its hard to detect one moment of real sex friction between Fred and his Ginger. They have great peace but little hot. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy string of Singin in the Rain! And perhaps “its one of” certain advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I detect theres typically a choice to be made between the grounded and the float. The floor I am thinking of in such a case is speech as we fulfill it in its commonsense mode. The communication of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the government, the daily public dialogue. Some novelists like to walk this field, recreate it, separate bits of it off and use it to their advantage, where others scarcely recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one just ever put a toe upon it. His speech is literary, far from what we think up as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary communication might be the behavior it admits its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be plateau and natural, conversational, but is often as fabricated as asphalt, dreamed up in ad organizations or in the heart of government sometimes both at the same meter. Simultaneously romantic and coercive.( The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again .) Commonsense language claims to take its precede from the road parties naturally speak, but any scribe who truly attends to the room people communicate will shortly find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American columnist George Saunders is a good contemporary sample.( In dance, the pattern that comes to my thinker is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose circumstance was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more ordinary, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature theatre number implied a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, exclusively surreal, like an Escher publication be submitted to life .)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but “he il be” surreal within the meaning of outperforming the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a few questions proposes itself: what if a figure moved like this through the world? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical interrogation, for no mass move like Astaire , no, we are just move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have received French boys run up the phases of the High Line in New York to take a photo of the opinion, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have met black girls on the A train swing round the pole on their way out of the slide doorways Kelly again, hanging from that eternal lamppost. Kelly mentioned the commonplace where reference is danced, and he reminds us in turn of the mercy we do sometimes own ourselves. He is the incarnation of our mass in their youth, at their most liquor and potent, or whenever our natural endowments blend ideally with our hard-earned abilities. He is a demonstration of how the prosaic can return poetic, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, where reference is dances, has nothing to do with hard work( although we know, from biographies, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes ). He is poetry in motion. His movements are so removed from ours that he adjusts a limit on our own ambitions. None hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as nothing truly expects to write like Nabokov.

Harold and Fayard Nichols

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is only one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, advises Virginia Woolf, one can buy paper enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely necessary material in dance is your own body. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With many pitch-black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your race. You are on a theatre, in front of your parties and other people. What appearance will you show them? Will you be your soul? Your best self? A image? A typify?

The Nicholas friends were not street minors they were the children of college-educated musicians but they were never formally trained in dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents colleagues performing on the chitlin circuit, as pitch-black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their executions were generally filmed in such a way as to be non-essential to the narrative, so that when these movies played in the south their splendid sequences “couldve been” snipped out without doing any harm to the integrity of the plan. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But likewise genius undeniable.

My talent was the weapon, insisted Sammy Davis Jr, the influence, the course for me to fight. It was the one behavior I might hope to affect a followers pondering. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, originally, and from straitened environments. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of class who have few other resources. A baby tells her children to be twice as good, she tells them to be indisputable. My father used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas brethren I think of that traumatic teach: be twice as good.

The Nicholas brothers were numerous, numerous importances better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or need to be. Fred Astaire called their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest example of cinematic dance he ever attend. They are developing down a giant staircase doing the separates as if the splits is the commonsense behavior to get somewhere. They are impeccably garmented. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I always visualize I discern a little difference between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of lesson. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of the representatives when he dances: he looks the part, he is the part, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically indisputable: a recognition to the hasten. But Harold grants himself over to joy. His mane is his tell: as he dances it loosens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he ever put on it, the irrepressible afro scroll springtimes out, he doesnt even try to brush it back. Between propriety and joyfulnes, select joy.

Prince& Micheal Jackson

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in numerous dance-offs, and so you are presented with a stark alternative. But its not a question of stages of ability, of who was “the worlds largest” dancer. The pick is between two altogether opposite appraises: legibility on the one handwriting, temporality on the other. Between a gravestone( Jackson) and a kind of mirage( Prince ).

But both men were good dancers. Putting aside the difference in height, physically they had many similarities. Abysmally slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably small. And in terms of influence they were of course evenly indebted to James Brown. The separates, the increases from the separates, the invent, the glide, the knee bend, the schmuck of the head all been stealing from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very hard to bring to sentiment Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It clangs irrational, but try it for yourself. Monarch moves , no matter how many times you may have discovered them, had not yet been conglomerate inscription in remembrance; they never seem quite fixed or saved. If person asks you to dance like Prince, what will you do? Spin, possibly, and do the divides, if youre able. But there wont appear to be anything especially Prince-like about that. Its strange. How are you able dance and dance, in front of thousands of beings, for years, and still seem like trade secrets simply I know?( And isnt it the instance that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone ?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I insured Prince half a dozen days. I visualized him in stadia with thousands of parties, so have a rational understanding that he was in no sense my secret, that he was in fact a celebrity. But I still say his demonstrates were illegible, private, like the performance of a follower in the middle of a room at a house party. It was the greatest concept you ever perceive and hitherto its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was exactly the opposite. Every move he made was absolutely readable, public, endlessly facsimile and copyable, like a meme before the word existed. He conceived in likeness, and across occasion. He purposely outlined and then commemorated once more the edges around each move, like a polouse outlining a chalk front round a body. Stuck his cervix forward if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short so you could spoke his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you might attend to its rhythmic genius, the path it punctuated everything, like an utterance mark.

Towards the end, his strange stagewear became increasingly tasked with this job of drawing and separation. It looked like a model of armor, the purpose of which was to define each element of his form so no push of it would legislate unnoted. His arms and legs multiply fastened a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metal sash leading left to right across his breastplate, accentuating the alteration of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights loop accented slim hips and subdivided the torso from the legs, so you discovered when the top and foot half of the body pulled in opposite tendencies. Finally a silver-tongued thong, making his persuasive groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, “there werent” subtext, but it was clearly legible. Beings will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, treasured, elusive Sovereign, well, there lays one whose figure was writ in liquid. And from Prince a columnist might take the lesson that elusiveness can possess a deeper beauty than the legible. In “the worlds” of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to express what a long afterlife an elusive master can have, even when residence beside as clearly described a illustration as Lord Byron. Prince represents the inspiration of the moment, like an ode composed to captivate a guide superstar. And when the humor changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no democracy in has become a tombstone. Better to be the guy still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody movies it on their phones no one demonstrates quite able to captivate the essence of it. And now hes get, having escaped us one more time. I dont contend Rulers epitome wont last-place as long as Jacksons. I merely say that in our minds it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson/ Madonna/ Beyonc

These three dont exactly invite transcripts they demand them. They go further than legibility into proscription. They extend hordes, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in military pattern behind them, an anonymous corps whose errand it is to replica accurately the gesticulates of their general.

This was induced literal on Beyoncs Formation tour recently, when members of the general invoked her right arm like a shotgun, gathered the initiation with her left and the reverberate of gunshot resound out. There is nothing insinuate about these sorts of dancing: like the military forces, it operates as a word of dealership, whereby a decree meaning America, Beyonc presides over numerous cadres that span “the worlds”. Maybe it is for this reason that much of the crowd I heard at Wembley could be found, for long periods , not facing in the direction of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and partners. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our monarch was up there somewhere dancing but the relevant recommendations of her had already been internalised. Friends from the gym put in cliques and ran their fists, girlfriends from hen nights passed inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive screamed every parole into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson knocked off this curious phenomenon, Madonna sustained it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a show of the female will, a concrete articulation of its reach and possibilities. The lesson is quite evident. My torso obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd reckons being obeyed like Bey a delightful imagining.

Lady scribes who invigorate similar piety( in far smaller audiences ): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such columnists give the same essential qualities( or illusions ): total limit( over their pattern) and no freedom( for the reader ). Compare and contrast, say, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, girl columnists much adoration but rarely simulated. Theres too much impunity in them. Meanwhile every convict of Didions says: obey me! Who operates “the worlds”? Girls!

David Byrne

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a crucial lesson. Sometimes it is essential to be awkward, clumsy, jerking, to be neither poetic nor banal, to be positively bad. To utter other the chances of figures, alternative evaluates, to stop making sense. Its interested in me that both these creators did their worst dancing to their blackest gashes. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 times too big, searching down at his jerking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not quarry, his trousers say, and his pushes go further: perhaps this body isnt mine, either. At the end of this seam of logic lies a liberating gues: perhaps nobody absolutely owns anything.

People can be too precious about their heritage, about their habit writers especially. Preservation and protection have their situate but they shouldnt block either impunity or theft. All possible aesthetic idioms are available to all families under the mansion of affection. Bowie and Byrnes evident adore for what was not theirs brought about by new inclinations in familiar dins. It hadnt arose to me before accompanying these men dance that a person might elect, for example, to converge the arch of a container hit with anything but the parallel bending action of their body, that is, with accord and heat. But it is about to change you can also repel: throw up a strange angle and suddenly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats rightfully your own arm, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few hoofs behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and thresh. I wonder what his take over all that was. Did he ever conceive: Now, what in the world is he doing? But a few concerts in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something old, and yet new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an gathering, which style will you return? Inwards or outwards? Or some combining of the two? Nureyev, so relentless and neurotic, so susceptible, so beautiful like a deer abruptly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as beings like to say, but at the same occasion he is almost excruciating to watch. We experience we might snap him, that he might disintegrate or explosion. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you sense the possibility of total catastrophe, as you do with certain high-strung players no matter how many times they lead or jump or nose-dive. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the great honor of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont necessitate this sarcastically: it is an honour to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy age-old videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is fully cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to authorize an gathering with a miracle?( See too: Dostoevsky .)

With Baryshnikov, I have no horrors of disaster. He is an outward-facing creator, he is trying to satisfy me and he supersedes altogether. His face dances as much as his arms and legs.( Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently lost in transcendent seeming .) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to please me so much blaze even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, risking the sneer of the purists.( I am not a purist. I am delighted !) He is a charmer, an entertainer, “he il be” comic, dramatic, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both desiring and adoration. He has high and low modes, tough and soft constitutes, but hes ever facing outwards, to us, his audience.( See too: Tolstoy .)

Once I fulfilled Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I is more difficult to pronounce. Lastly I asked him: Did you ever satisfy Fred Astaire? He smiled. He said: Yes, formerly, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I hardly expressed. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a assignment in themselves so sumptuous!

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i spoke it out loud.

i spend like.. alot of time in my head now. no one cares to hear things without giving their dumbass opinion. sometimes i just need to say it out loud and today i opened up to a friend ive bonded very close with but havent been in alot of contact with which meant i had to explain scenarios from start to finish - not brief blips of anxiety fueled thoughts about details.

today i felt publically embarassed. it really, really bothered me that for all ive heard and listened to from him he bailed on my show that he volunteered to be apart of two fucking months ago. it wasnt like i forced him to be involved. i didnt even ask him like i wanted him to do it. it was very casual do you want to be apart of it - sure.

i dont think you understand. under all the shitty men ive stuck it out with being treated like a lesser human while building a reputation and skill in my field FROM FUCKING NOTHING while people fucking died and break ups i id nothing but GET FUCKING BETTER. not a god damn thing stopped me because i kept my personal life seperate.

but this didnt start seperate. and like i think he sees this as nothing when its fucking everything to me and im fucking tired of people seeing it as some junk hobby i do because im “unemployed”. and look - even i can see how fucked up it can be sometimes but people enjoy what i do. i give back to MY community which is compromised of atleast 100+ more people and giving back to a community is not defined in lare fucking numbers like i have to contribute to the whole of society. maybe i fucking am.

and i am really... im angry. im just straight up fucking angry and these things never even came up. none of this is questioned. he didnt insult me. he fucking BAILED which is probably the biggest insult of them all. like... i even brought up the fact he coul be about to cheat on me and i’m more pissed that he insulted me in such a way. do i have a fucking degree? do i pull a paycheck? no. but this is fucking valuable. i see it everytime my miserable piece of shit ass pulls together a gathering or event. the fucking city approached me because i created a product they wanted and for the fucking INTEGRITY of the community i stood up and offered my professional reputation on the line to do better. and you cant show up to a fucking 16 person event and read a god damn story? really? that is an embarassment on my behalf to my personal colleagues and god damnit i fucking live here and i have no choice but to work with this because i want better now not 5 years down the road when im all settled and everything is just a thing i do on the weekends. why cant i contribute now. why cant i build myself this way.

so even if you thin these colleagues are unworthy - you stepped into my fucking realm and you so deeply disrespect something i have built from nothing. my professional reputation is associated with your piece of shit fly by night ass and you know what? my fucking bad. i would never in a million years put up with this shit from anyone not puttin gtheir dick in me so this is absolutely ridiculous. i cant even tolerate this in myself any longer and i hope - honestly - i fucking hope you used this as a leaping point into your big break up because this is what’ll make it stick. right. because you “cant fuck someone else” to solidify an ending but you can assault me in multiple ways.

and we both fucking know. we both legitimately fucking know what happened and thats why were not fucking and thats why youre not trying. this - this is all just natural now. and when they ask me ill have to act dumb - oh i have no idea why hes just this crazy guy its what he does when we both know and this sick twisted brain turned to fucking shit. who rehashes such shit. i was with a guy for way fucking longer than almost any of my current peers and i am not fucking with him but you dont think we didnt grow up together? we ha a whole fucking lifetime together, really. i shared an entire thing that no one else fucking knows about but us but you think i ned to rehash that shit with him? fuck no.

ironic right. i wanted to say how toxic it is to be addicted to the past but i would know. i would fucking know the most and we’re all matthew mccougnhey in dazed nd confused addicted to the past to the nostalgia care free late teens early 20s but we’re fucking old and everyone else has grown up but us and we’re here in the ghettos of the wasted suburbs, drinking and smoking weed to numb the fact that we hit our peaks at 16.

do i even give a fuck? like i give A fuck. clearly. im thiining about it. but not in the sense that im hurt. like its some deep offense that he would do such things. i have never believed a word he has said about our relationship. i believe any mention of long term past next week is a fucking joke. but he’s also incredibly kind to me. an i dont think at all that he would carry on some “affair” in private - THATS not our deal.

i dont care that hes talking to her. the grief process is hard and this is a fucked up situation. that doesnt bother me. i think its super wrong to carry on a relationship with this person in close measures but finding a path through grief - whether 2,3,5 years; i get it. does he need to fuck her? nope. and i have had a strange enough relationship - i am not interested in carrying on one tht is knowingly false.

he told me he didnt love me a few weeks ago. before that in another major blow up he mentioned how that particular fight woul lead to a “scar” that woul sit on the relationship. not that it woud be brought up again but acknowledging that he was and is creating real scars emotionally and mentally. it’s not manipulative - i’m here of my own freewill, i deal of my own free will. and this happens not often enough to be a malicious attempt at control. and we dont talk about things. ever. an entire year where we have never spoken about the details of these things we both COMPLEteLY KNOW ABOUT. like we both know he kind of sexually assaulted me for real. and isay for real because of the nature of our relationship but we both strayed from the necessary things for such a relationship that wouldve led to this not even happening and i dont “blame” myself. i absolutely did not want to have sex with him. absolutely did not. i said i did not want to have sex with him. i said no. i did not physically stop him in any way because of the nature of our relationship and the disrespect of my own body as well as maybe a need for approval from him because i associate sex in an intimate romantic relationship as an expression of love from a sexual person. and its hard because i do legitimately feel asexual; i have no interest. i have actual no interest and i feign interest or find ways to be interested to a degree but i dont care. so i am in a position where i am frequently disconnectin from the physical act happening to my body because i may not even be necessarily enjoying it on that sexual level. to me its an appendage inserted in a hole and it’s kind of invasive and a really od experience with someone. like its just odd to do that with a person and share eachother like that - TO ME. but this is like fighting homosexuality. i cant argue a sexual persons desires.

so i enter a relationship already essentially to a technical definition being assaulted. im never truly having consensual sex because i have no desire but i guess i do consent to the invasion of my body. i dont disagree with it happening because if i love you i dont really care if thats your thing. its not that big of a deal. brushing your teeth, taking a shower. all just things you do. this is what a majority of eople do.

but we both fucking know. no matter how many times we had sex where it started with a playful no we both know i absolutely did not want this. my body did not even want it and he still kept going and i was not even making noise and he still kept going and the air was not right when it was over because he STILL KEPT GOING. i was not upset. i did not cry. i didnt lament for hours on it. i turned over and went to sleep because he didnt hurt me. he broke my trust. i’m not traumatized by the experience, i wont put him on the “bad boyfriend” list and make him out to be a predator because hes not. i dont know why he did this. maybe he thought it was okay and he convinced himself it was okay when it wasnt.

we didnt talk about this. we didnt mention it at all but when he heard no next time he immediately stopped. when he heard it again, he immediately stopped. and everytime after, his hands immediately dropped from my body. we both know. can he apologize? we both know. i know he knows. there is zero reason for this change in behavior.

the last time i saw him he drove me to his house so i could smoke weed because of period cramps. and then he dropped out. hes too far in the dog house now and hes not even going to try to get out. this is tooooooo far. on top of everything else when im literally doing nothing but existing in my own shit life. i already look at him now and i dont see the same thing and i want to. but i keep asking myself what the fuck is this where are we going. and ive asked it for an entire year. i asked it so much his face changed and im still the same because i have a need to not give up even when its time.

and you know. had he called me and said im tired/got home late/too much traffic /tried & failed on story and made a genuine effort to seem apologetic on a personal level to me id probably be okay. but instead he just said “sorry. not going.” and ignored all further calls and texts. thats disgusting and like im trying and have been trying really hard to mentally be a better person and this was one of those times he had an opportunity to not do this and he did exactly what i would expect him to do following a stupid message like that.

now what? now hes created a thing. now i gotta wait the fucking 2 - 3 days for him to think i forgot about it or am not as angry so we can sit in the same room, not talk about it and carry on as normal.

but you know what? i was pissed. and i ruminated. but i didnt act. i sent a succinct few messages less than 160 characters asking him to call me and asking if there was any way to get a ride and moved on because all i know is that he’s never goingt o be involved in any of my professional shit ever again. hes totally disbarred from this project and even though hes been a big supporter in the past i dont need this emotional drama involved. totally ot worth it an not valuable to anyone so i dont need a long message because im just going to do whatever i want an not involve him. he doesnt need a big dramatic thing about it. and fuck you that i cant even get a ride. why even waste the energy involved in the dramatic message. thats my message this time. my message is the time he absolutely 100% expects me to send the ramatic message.

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Zadie Smith: dance assignments for columnists

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers as much she is by other writers

The connection between writing and dancing has been often on my memory lately: its a path I want to keep open. It experiences a little neglected compared to, say, the ties between music and prose maybe because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two forms are close to each other: I detect dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of “the worlds largest” solid fragments of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it tightens me in front of my laptop the same style I dream it might persuasion a young dancer to breathe deeply and wiggle their thumbs and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an vigour, a quicken that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of hour, this look is unique. And if you stymie it, it will never dwell through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valued nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and instantly, to keep the path open.

What can an prowes of words take from the prowes that needs none? Yet I often envisage Ive learned just as much from watching dancers as I have from reading. Dance assignments for novelists: assignments of plight, attitude, tempo and form, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows got a few memoes towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represent the aristocracy when he dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The discrimination is immediately satisfactory, though its a little harder to say why. Tall, thin and elegant, versus muscular and sporting is the fact that it? Theres the obvious content of silk hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that towering, this is the only way countenanced as if “hes been”, and when moving ever seemed elevated, to be skimming across whichever face: the floor, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far lower: he stoops his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is grounded, firmly planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have different relations to the field beneath their paws, the first moving fluidly across the surface of the world, the second largest specific tethered to a certain spot: a city block, a village, a factory, a stretch of domains. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband “ve always known” which of these dancers shed cooperated with by looking at her body at the end of the day: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly , not a blemish if it was Astaire. Not simply aloof when it came to the floor, Astaire was aloof around other peoples torsoes. Through 15 times and 10 movies, its difficult to detect one moment of real sex friction between Fred and his Ginger. They have enormous harmonization but little hot. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy sequence of Singin in the Rain! And maybe “its one of” certain advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I feel theres generally a alternative to be made between the sanded and the waft. The sand I am thinking of in this case is usage as we fill it in its commonsense mode. The usage of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the government, the daily public exchange. Some novelists like to walk this sand, recreate it, burst flecks of it off and use it to their advantage, where others just recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one just ever threw a toe upon it. His conversation is literary, far from what we think of as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary speech might be the route it declares its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be plain and natural, communicative, but is often as fabricated as asphalt, dreamed up in ad business or in the heart of government sometimes both at the same hour. Simultaneously sentimental and coercive.( The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again .) Commonsense language claims to take its guide from the route beings naturally pronounce, but any scribe who truly attends to the road people address will shortly find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American scribe George Saunders is a good contemporary instance.( In dance, the instance that comes to my judgment is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose concept was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more normal, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature theatre procedure implied a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, alone surreal, like an Escher publication be submitted to life .)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but he is surreal within the meaning of excelling the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a question proposes itself: what if a form moved like this through the world? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical topic, for no organizations move like Astaire , no, we only move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have learnt French sons run up the steps of the High Line in New York to take a photo of the opinion, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have understood pitch-black children on the A train swing round the pole on their way out of the slither doorways Kelly again, hanging from that everlasting lamppost. Kelly repeated the cliche when he danced, and he reminds us in turn of the goodnes we do sometimes possess ourselves. He is the incarnation of our people in their youth, at their most fluid and strong, or whenever our natural knacks blend ideally with our hard-earned skills. He is a demonstration of how the prosaic can transform poetic, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, when he dances, has nothing to do with hard work( although we know, from accounts, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes ). He is poetry in motion. His movements are so removed from ours that he prepares a limit on our own desires. Nobody hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as nothing actually expects to write like Nabokov.

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is only one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, advises Virginia Woolf, one can buy paper enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely essential material in dance is your own body. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With many pitch-black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your race. You are on a stage, in front of your beings and other parties. What look will you show them? Will you be your self? Your best soul? A representation? A emblem?

The Nicholas friends were not street boys the latter are the children of college-educated musicians but they were never formally training at dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents peers playing on the chitlin route, as pitch-black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their actions were usually filmed in this way as to be non-essential to the story, so that when these cinemas played in the south their dazzling cycles “couldve been” snipped out without doing any harm to the unity of the planned. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But likewise genius undeniable.

My talent was the artillery, reasoned Sammy Davis Jr, the dominance, the lane for me to fight. It was the one behavior I might hope to affect a people believing. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, initially, and from straitened occasions. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of households who have few other assets. A baby tells her children to be twice as good, she tells them to be indisputable. My baby used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas brothers I think of that stressful education: be twice as good.

The Nicholas brethren were numerous, many intensities better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or required to. Fred Astaire announced their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest precedent of cinematic dance he was never envisage. They are changing down a giant staircase doing the divides as if the separates is the commonsense method to get somewhere. They are impeccably dressed. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I ever imagine I spot a little discrepancies between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of lesson. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of the representatives when he dances: he searches the constituent, he is the part, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically irrefutable: a credit to the race. But Harold demonstrates himself over to rejoice. His “hairs-breadth” is his tell: as he dances it slackens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he ever put on it, the irrepressible afro scroll springs out, he doesnt even try to brush it back. Between propriety and rejoice, prefer joy.

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in many dance-offs, and so you are presented with a stark alternative. But its not an issue of positions of ability, of who was “the worlds largest” dancer. The selection is between two entirely opposite appraises: legibility on the one hand, temporality on the other. Between a tombstone( Jackson) and a kind of mirage( Prince ).

But both men were good dancers. Putting aside the differences among stature, physically they had numerous similarities. Abysmally slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably tiny. And in terms of influence they were of course equally indebted to James Brown. The separates, the increases from the divides, the revolve, the slither, the knee bend, the yank of the heading all been stealing from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very hard to bring to mind Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It voices irrational, but try it for yourself. Ruler moves , no matter how many times you may have find them, had not yet been firm inscription in memory; they never seem fairly chosen or perpetuated. If person asks you to dance like Prince, what will you do? Spin, possibly, and do the divides, if youre able. But there wont appear to be anything especially Prince-like about that. Its mysterious. How can you dance and dance, in front of millions of people, for years, and still seem like a secret exclusively I know?( And isnt it the example that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone ?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I met Prince half a dozen eras. I interpreted him in stadiums with thousands of people, so have a rational understanding that he was in no appreciation my secret, that he was in fact a hotshot. But I still say his pictures were illegible, private, like the performance of a serviceman in the middle of a chamber at a house party. It was the greatest thought you ever envisage and hitherto its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was precisely the opposite. Every move he made was perfectly readable, public, endlessly imitation and copyable, like a meme before the word existed. He made in epitomes, and across age. He purposely summarized and then labelled once more the edges around each move, like a cop drawing a chalk front round a body. Persist his cervix forward if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short in order to be allowed to read his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you are able to attend to its rhythmic genius, the channel it interspersed everything, like an exclamation mark.

Towards the end, his strange stagewear is more and more tasked with this task of drawing and importance. It looked like a kind of armour, the aim of which was to define each element of his organization so no gesture of it would guide unnoted. His arms and legs multiply buckled a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metal sash operating left to in communities across his breastplate, accentuating the shift of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights region accented slim hips and fractioned the torso from the legs, so you saw when the surface and foot half of their own bodies plucked in opposite tendencies. Finally a silver thong, making his persuasive groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, “there werent” subtext, but it was clearly legible. Party will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, treasured, elusive Lord, well, there lays one whose name was writ in liquid. And from Prince a columnist might take the lesson that elusiveness can own a deeper beautiful than the legible. In the world of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to substantiate what a long afterlife an elusive master can have, even when residence beside as clearly depicted a digit as Lord Byron. Prince represents the muse of the moment, like an ode composed to capture a elapse hotshot. And when the mood changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no democracy in has become a monument. Better to be the guy still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody cinemas it on their telephones no one supports quite able to capture the essence of it. And now hes departed, having escaped us one more time. I dont demand Rulers portrait wont last as long as Jacksons. I exclusively say that in our thinkers it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson/ Madonna/ Beyonc

These three dont precisely invite copies they necessitate them. They go further than clarity into proscription. They result armies, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in armed organisation behind them, an anonymous squad whose profession it is to imitate precise the gesticulates of their general.

This was acquired literal on Beyoncs Formation tour recently, when members of the general caused her right arm like a shotgun, attracted the provoke with her left and the music of gunshot echo out. There is nothing insinuate about these sorts of dancing: like the military, it operates as a flesh of franchise, whereby a ruling opinion America, Beyonc presides over numerous cadres that span the world. Perhaps it is for this reason that much of the crowd I recognized at Wembley could be found, for long periods , not facing in the direction of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and collaborators. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our king was up there somewhere dancing but the idea of her had already been internalised. Pals from the gym sat in cliques and ran their fists, lovers from hen nights returned inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive screamed every statement into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson kicked off this strange phenomenon, Madonna prolonged it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a show of the female will, a concrete articulation of its reach and possibilities. The lesson is quite clear. My body obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd sees being obeyed like Bey a fascinating imagining.

Lady novelists who invigorate similar earnestnes( in far smaller audiences ): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such writers give the same essential qualities( or misconceptions ): total command( over their organize) and no discretion( for the reader ). Compare and contrast, say, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, lady novelists often adoration but rarely imitation. Theres too much impunity in them. Meanwhile every sentence of Didions says: heed me! Who passes the world? Girls!

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a vital reading. Sometimes it is essential to be awkward, inelegant, jerking, to be neither lyrical nor prosaic, to be positively bad. To show other possibilities for mass, alternative prices, to stop making sense. Its interesting to me that both these creators did their worst dancing to their blackest slasheds. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 durations too big, seeming down at his jerking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not mine, his trousers say, and his progress go further: perhaps this form isnt mine, either. At the end of this seam of logic lies a liberating reckon: maybe nothing absolutely owns anything.

People can be too precious about their heritage, about their tradition writers especially. Preservation and protection have their residence but they shouldnt impede either freedom or stealing. All possible aesthetic faces are available to all people under the mansion of desire. Bowie and Byrnes obvious ardour for what was not theirs brings out new slants in familiar dins. It hadnt passed to me before watching these men dance that a person might elect, for example, to congregate the swerve of a container thump with anything but the matching bending movement of their body, that is, with harmony and hot. But it turns out you are eligible to resist: throw up a strange inclination and suddenly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats rightfully your own limb, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few feet behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and convulse. I wonder what his take on all that was. Did he was never anticipate: Now, what in the world is he doing? But a few concerts in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something age-old, and yet new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an audience, which method will you make? Inwards or outwards? Or some compounding of the two? Nureyev, so vehement and neurotic, so susceptible, so beautiful like a deer abruptly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as parties like to say, but at the same duration he is almost excruciating to watch. We experience we are able to violate him, that he might deteriorate or explosion. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you sense the possibility of setting up total cataclysm, as you do with particular high-strung players no matter how many times they extend or leap or descent. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the largest honor of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont necessitate this sarcastically: it is an honour to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy old videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is fully cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to warrant an audience with a miracle?( See too: Dostoevsky .)

With Baryshnikov, I have no fears of disaster. He is an outward-facing creator, he is trying to satisfy me and he succeeds completely. His appearance dances as much as his arms and legs.( Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently “ve lost” transcendent experiencing .) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to please me so much better blaze even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, gambling the despise of the purists.( I am not a purist. I am delighted !) He is a charmer, an entertainer, he is comic, drastic, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both enjoying and loved. He has high and low modes, tough and soft constitutes, but hes always facing outwards, to us, his audience.( See too: Tolstoy .)

Once I encountered Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I is more difficult to communicate. Ultimately I asked him: Did you ever convene Fred Astaire? He smiled. He said: Yes, formerly, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I scarcely spoke. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a exercise in themselves so sumptuous!

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Zadie Smith: dance exercises for columnists

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers just as much she is by other writers

The the linkages between writing and dancing has been much on my psyche recently: its a canal I want to keep open. It detects a little ignored compared to, say, the relationship between music and prose maybe because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two forms are close to each other: I experience dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of the most solid portions of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it tightens me in front of my laptop the same space I thoughts it might encourage a young dancer to breathe deeply and jiggle their thumbs and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an intensity, a speed that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of day, this show is unique. And if you stymie it, it will never dwell through any other medium and it will be lost. The macrocosm will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how prized nor how it compares with other phrases. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and immediately, to keep the canal open.

What can an prowes of words take from the prowes that needs nothing? Yet I often remember Ive learned as much from watching dancers as I have from speaking. Dance lessons for novelists: exercises of stance, attitude, tempo and form, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows got a few observes towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represent the elite where reference is dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The preeminence is immediately satisfactory, although it was a little harder to say why. Tall, thin and stylish, versus muscular and athletic is that it? Theres the obvious matter of top hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that towering, he only put as if “hes been”, and when moving always shown hoisted, to be gliding across whichever surface: the flooring, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far less: he crouches his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is floored, firmly planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have different relations to the soil beneath their paws, the first moving fluidly across the surface of the world, the second largest specific tethered to a certain spot: a city block, a village, a factory, a strain of battlegrounds. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband always knew which of these dancers molted been working with by looking at their own bodies at the end of the day: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly , not a blemish if it was Astaire. Not only aloof when it came to the sand, Astaire was aloof around other folks torsoes. Through 15 years and 10 movies, its hard to detect one moment of real sexual strain between Fred and his Ginger. They have enormous unison but little hot. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy string of Singin in the Rain! And perhaps this is one of certain advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I seem theres often a select to be made between the sanded and the floating. The dirt I am thinking of in this case is usage as we converge it in its commonsense mode. The expression of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the government, the daily public conference. Some writers like to walk this sand, recreate it, separate bits of it off and use it to their advantage, where others barely recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one barely ever employed a toe upon it. His expression is literary, far away from which is something we think up as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary usage might be the route it acknowledges its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be plateau and natural, conversational, but is often as created as asphalt, dreamed up in ad agencies or in the heart of government sometimes both at the same experience. Simultaneously nostalgic and coercive.( The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again .) Commonsense language claims to take its contribute from the room beings naturally pronounce, but any writer who truly attends to the route parties speak will shortly find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American columnist George Saunders is a good contemporary example.( In dance, the illustration that comes to my sentiment is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose act was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more normal, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature theatre routine implied a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, alone surreal, like an Escher magazine be submitted to life .)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but “he il be” surreal within the meaning of outperforming the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a few questions proposes itself: what if a organization moved like this through “the worlds”? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical question, for no figures move like Astaire , no, we are just move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have construed French boys run up the phases of the High-pitched Line in New York to take a photo of the opinion, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have looked pitch-black girls on the A train swing round the spar on their way out of the slide doorways Kelly again, hanging from that eternal lamppost. Kelly quoted the banality when he danced, and he reminds us in turn of the prayer we do sometimes own ourselves. He is the incarnation of our bodies in their youth, at their most liquor and potent, or whenever our natural expertises blend ideally with our hard-earned knowledge. He is a demonstration of how the banal can grow poetic, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, when he dances, has nothing to do with hard work( although we know, from biographies, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes ). He is poetry in motion. His motions are so collected from ours that he determines a limit on our own aspirations. Nobody hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as nothing genuinely expects to write like Nabokov.

Harold and Fayard Nichols

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is only one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, advises Virginia Woolf, one can buy article enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely essential equipment in dance is your own person. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With numerous pitch-black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your hasten. You are on a stage, in front of your people and other people. What appearance will you show them? Will you be your soul? The very best ego? A illustration? A badge?

The Nicholas friends were not street minors the latter are the children of college-educated musicians but they were never formally training at dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents peers acting on the chitlin route, as black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their acts were generally filmed in this way as to be non-essential to the storey, so that when these films played in the south their impressive strings “couldve been” snipped out without doing any harm to the soundnes of the scheme. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But also genius undeniable.

My talent was the weapon, indicated Sammy Davis Jr, the power, the behavior for me to fight. It was the one way I might hope to affect a people recalling. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, initially, and from straitened environments. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of households who have few other assets. A baby tells her children to be twice as good, she tells them to be indisputable. My baby used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas brothers I think of that traumatic education: be twice as good.

The Nicholas friends were numerous, many importances better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or need to be. Fred Astaire called their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest example of cinematic dance he ever picture. They are progressing down a monstrous staircase doing the divides as if the separates is the commonsense room to get somewhere. They are impeccably garmented. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I always envisage I spot a bit discrepancies between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of assignment. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of representation when he dances: he gazes the division, he is the part, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically irrefutable: a credit to the race. But Harold hands himself over to joy. His whisker is his tell: as he dances it loosens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he always put on it, the ebullient afro scroll springs out, he doesnt even try to brush it back. Between propriety and exultation, prefer joy.

Prince& Micheal Jackson

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in numerous dance-offs, and so you are presented with a striking selection. But its not a question of degrees of ability, of “whos” the greater dancer. The select is between two altogether opposite appraises: clarity on the one side, temporality on the other. Between a headstone( Jackson) and a kind of mirage( Prince ).

But both men were superb dancers. Putting aside the differences among stature, physically they had many similarities. Terribly slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably small-time. And to its implementation of influence they were of course evenly indebted to James Brown. The splits, the rise from the splits, the gyration, the slip, the knee bend, the schmuck of the brain all stolen from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very hard to bring to thought Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It voices absurd, but try it for yourself. Monarch moves , no matter how many times you may have seen them, had not yet been firm inscription in reminiscence; they never seem fairly sterilized or perpetuated. If person asks you to dance like Prince, what the fuck is you do? Spin, maybe, and do the separates, if youre able. But there wont appear to be anything specially Prince-like about that. Its strange. How can you dance and dance, in front of thousands of beings, for years, and still seem like trade secrets simply I know?( And isnt it the occasion that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone ?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I verified Prince half a dozen seasons. I interpreted him in stadiums with millions of people, so have a rational understanding that he was in no feel my secret, that he was in fact a wizard. But I still say his proves were illegible, private, like the performance of a man in the middle of a area at a house party. It was the greatest event “youve been” visualize and yet its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was exactly the opposite. Every move he made was utterly legible, public, endlessly imitated and copyable, like a meme before the word existed. He recollected in portraits, and across season. He intentionally summarized and then differentiated once more the leading edge around each move, like a cop outlining a chalk string round a form. Stuck his cervix forwards if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short so you could read his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you are able to attend to its rhythmic genius, the room it interrupted everything, like an ejaculation mark.

Towards the end, his strange stagewear is more and more tasked with this task of drawing and distinction. It looked like a figure of armour, the purpose of which was to define all aspects of his body so no gesture of it would overtake unnoted. His arms and legs multiply strapped a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metallic sash moving turn left right across his breastplate, accenting the shifting of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights belt accented slender hips and segmented the torso from the legs, so you noticed when the top and bottom half of their own bodies drawn in opposite counselings. Finally a silver-tongued thong, rendering his forceful groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, there was no subtext, but it was clearly legible. Party will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, treasured, elusive Lord, well, there lays one whose reputation was writ in liquid. And from Prince a novelist might take the lesson that elusiveness can own a deeper elegance than the readable. In “the worlds” of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to illustrate what a long afterlife an elusive master can have, even when placed beside as clearly sucked a person as Lord Byron. Prince represent the brainchild of the moment, like an ode composed to captivate a proceed whiz. And when the feeling changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no liberty in being a mausoleum. Better to be the guy still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody movies it on their phones no one substantiates quite able to captivate the essence of it. And now hes croaked, having escaped us one more time. I dont claim Lords portrait wont last as long as Jacksons. I simply say that in our recollections it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson/ Madonna/ Beyonc

These three dont just invite facsimiles they require them. They go further than clarity into proscription. They guide legions, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in military shaping behind them, an anonymous squad whose activity it to be able to imitate precisely the gestures of their general.

This was manufactured literal on Beyoncs Formation tour recently, when the general invoked her fucking arm like a shotgun, plucked the initiation with her left and the resonate of gunshot reverberate out. There is nothing intimate about this kind of dancing: like the military forces, it operates as a way of dealership, whereby a rule mind America, Beyonc is presided over by many cells that span “the worlds”. Maybe it is for this reason that much of the crowd I realized at Wembley could be found, for long periods , not facing in the direction of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and marriages. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our queen was up there somewhere dancing but the relevant recommendations of her had already been internalised. Acquaintances from the gym digested in haloes and gushed their fists, girlfriends from hen nights changed inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive called every statement into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson kicked off this curious phenomenon, Madonna sustained it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a show of the female will, a concrete diction of its reach and possibilities. The reading is quite evident. My mas obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd suspects being heeded like Bey a delicious imagining.

Lady columnists who inspire similar devotion( in far smaller gatherings ): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such novelists render the same essential qualities( or misconceptions ): total self-control( over their model) and no impunity( for the reader ). Compare and contrast, say, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, maid columnists much affection but rarely copied. Theres too much discretion in their own homes. Meanwhile every convict of Didions says: heed me! Who leads “the worlds”? Girls!

David Byrne

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a crucial reading. Sometimes it is very important to be awkward, inelegant, jerking, to be neither lyrical nor banal, to be positively bad. To express other the chances of bodies, alternative costs, to stop making sense. Its interested in me that both sets of creators did their worst dancing to their blackest gashes. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 hours too large, searching down at his yanking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not mine, his trousers say, and his motions go further: perhaps this organization isnt mine, either. At the end of this seam of logic lies a liberating conclude: perhaps nobody rightfully owns anything.

People can be too precious about their heritage, about their habit scribes specially. Preservation and protection have their lieu but they shouldnt blocking either liberty or stealing. All possible aesthetic speeches are available to all peoples under the signed of cherish. Bowie and Byrnes evident affection for what was not theirs brings out brand-new slants in familiar announces. It hadnt passed to me before picturing these men dance that all individuals might opt, for example, to encounter the veer of a drum lash with anything but the parallel curving crusade of their body, that is, with peace and hot. But it turns out you can also fight: throw up a strange angle and suddenly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats genuinely your own arm, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few paws behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and convulse. I wonder what his take on all that was. Did he ever conclude: Now, what in the world is he doing? But a few accomplishments in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something old, and hitherto new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an audience, which direction will you turn? Inwards or outwards? Or some compounding of the two? Nureyev, so ferocious and neurotic, so susceptible, so beautiful like a deer suddenly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as people like to say, but at the same hour he is almost excruciating to watch. We appear we might breaking him, that he might disintegrate or explode. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you feel the possibility of total tragedy, as you do with particular high-strung players no matter how many times they lope or climb or descent. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the great honour of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont make this sarcastically: it is an honour to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy old-time videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is fully cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to warrant an audience with a miracle?( See too: Dostoevsky .)

With Baryshnikov, I have no suspicions of natural disasters. He is an outward-facing artist, he seeks to delight me and he succeeds entirely. His appearance dances as much as his arms and legs.( Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently “ve lost” transcendent find .) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to delight me so much hell even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, risking the rebuff of the purists.( I am not a purist. I am delighted !) He is a charmer, an entertainer, he is comic, spectacular, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both loving and adoration. He has high and low modes, tough and soft constitutes, but hes ever facing outwards, to us, his audience.( See likewise: Tolstoy .)

Once I assembled Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I could hardly pronounce. Eventually I asked him: Did you ever assemble Fred Astaire? He smiled. He said: Yes, formerly, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I hardly addrest. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a exercise in themselves so stylish!

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Zadie Smith: dance assignments for scribes

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers as much she is by other writers

The the linkages between writing and dancing has been much on my psyche recently: its a path I want to keep open. It feels a bit ignored compared to, respond, the relationship between music and prose perhaps because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two forms are close to each other: I experience dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of “the worlds largest” solid pieces of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it relaxes me in front of my laptop the same way I reckon it might generate a young dancer to breathe deeply and wiggle their fingers and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an intensity, a speed that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of experience, this phrase is unique. And if you stymie it, it will never dwell through any other medium and it will be lost. The macrocosm will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how invaluable nor how it compares with other formulations. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and immediately, to keep the path open.

What can an prowes of words take from the prowes that needs none? Yet I often reckon Ive learned as much from watching dancers as I have from reading. Dance lessons for columnists: assignments of place, stance, pattern and mode, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows are a few memoes towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represents the aristocracy where reference is dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The importance is instantly satisfying, though its a little harder to say why. Tall, thin and sumptuous, versus muscular and athletic is that it? Theres the obvious content of silk hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that towering, he only stood as if he were, and when moving always sounded promoted, to be skimming across whichever face: the floor, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far lower: he crouches his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is floored, securely planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have differing relations to the field beneath their feet, the first moving fluidly across the surface of the world, the second largest specific tethered to a certain smudge: a city block, a village, a factory, a extend of studies. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband always knew which of these dancers shed cooperated with by looking at their own bodies at the end: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly , not a bruise if it was Astaire. Not exclusively aloof when it came to the field, Astaire was aloof around other families mass. Through 15 years and 10 movies, its difficult to detect a few moments of real sex tension between Fred and his Ginger. They have great harmonization but little hot. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy sequence of Singin in the Rain! And maybe this is one of the advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I appear theres often a selection to be made between the sanded and the drifting. The sand I am thinking of in such a case is language as we gratify it in its commonsense mode. The language of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the government, the daily public conversation. Some columnists like to walk this dirt, recreate it, violate chips of it off and use it to their advantage, where others barely recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one just ever gave a toe upon it. His speech is literary, far away from what we think about as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary communication might be the style it admits its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be grassland and natural, conversational, but is often as created as asphalt, dreamed up in ad business or in the heart of authority sometimes both at the same time. Simultaneously nostalgic and coercive.( The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again .) Commonsense language claims to take its guide from the route parties naturally communicate, but any writer who truly attends to the route beings pronounce will soon find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American novelist George Saunders is a good contemporary example.( In dance, the pattern that comes to my memory is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose stuff was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more normal, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature stage routine committed a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, alone surreal, like an Escher publish be coming home with life .)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but he is surreal in the sense of outstripping the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a question proposes itself: what if a torso moved like this through “the worlds”? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical interrogation, for no organizations move like Astaire , no, we are just move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have realise French sons run up the steps of the High Line in New York to take a photo of the view, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have visualized black girls on the A train swing round the spar on their way out of the sliding openings Kelly again, hanging from that everlasting lamppost. Kelly repeated the commonplace where reference is danced, and he reminds us in turn of the grace we do sometimes possess ourselves. He is the incarnation of our torsoes in their youth, at their most liquid and strong, or whenever our natural aptitudes blend ideally with our hard-earned abilities. He is a demonstration of how the prosaic can pass poetic, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, when he dances, has nothing to do with hard work( although we know, from biographies, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes ). He is poetry in motion. His movements are so removed from ours that he defines a limit on our own aspirations. Nobody hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as none genuinely expects to write like Nabokov.

Harold and Fayard Nichols

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, admonishes Virginia Woolf, one can buy paper enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely essential material in dance is your own mas. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With numerous black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your hasten. You are on a stagecoach, in front of your parties and other people. What face will you show them? Will you be your soul? Your best soul? A image? A symbol?

The Nicholas brethren were not street girls the latter are the family of college-educated musicians but they were never formally trained in dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents peers playing on the chitlin tour, as black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their conducts is often filmed in this way as to be non-essential to the storey, so that when these cinemas played in the south their magnificent sequences “couldve been” snipped out without doing any harm to the soundnes of the planned. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But also genius undeniable.

My talent was the artillery, quarrelled Sammy Davis Jr, the ability, the channel for me to fight. It was the one practice I might hope to affect a humanities feeling. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, originally, and from straitened contexts. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of houses who have few other assets. A mother tells their own children to be twice as good, she tells them to be undeniable. My mother used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas brethren I think of that stressful instruction: be twice as good.

The Nicholas brothers were numerous, numerous proportions better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or required to. Fred Astaire announced their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest pattern of cinematic dance he was never grasp. They are developing down a giant staircase doing the separates as if the splits is the commonsense course to get somewhere. They are impeccably garmented. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I always remember I recognize a little difference between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of exercise. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of representation where reference is dances: he seems the role, he is the area, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically undeniable: a credit to the race. But Harold hands himself over to rejoice. His “hairs-breadth” is his tell: as he dances it tightens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he always put on it, the ebullient afro bend springs out, he doesnt even try to brush it back. Between propriety and exultation, choose joy.

Prince& Micheal Jackson

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in many dance-offs, and so you are presented with a stark select. But its not a question of grades of ability, of who was the greater dancer. The option is between two entirely opposite qualities: legibility on the one mitt, temporality on the other. Between a headstone( Jackson) and a kind of mirage( Prince ).

But both men were superb dancers. Putting aside certain differences in elevation, physically they had numerous similarities. Atrociously slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably small-time. And in areas of influence they were of course equally indebted to James Brown. The splits, the rise from the splits, the twisting, the fly, the knee bend, the moron of the psyche all been stealing from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very hard to bring to knowledge Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It sounds absurd, but try it for yourself. Lord moves , no matter how many times you may have discovered them, have no conglomerate inscription in retention; they never seem quite set or retained. If person asks you to dance like Prince, what the fuck is you do? Spin, maybe, and do the divides, if youre capable. But there wont appear to be anything especially Prince-like about that. Its strange. How are you able dance and dance, in front of millions of people, for years, and still seem like a secret exclusively I know?( And isnt it the case that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone ?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I recognized Prince half a dozen days. I considered him in stadia with thousands of people, so have a rational understanding that he was in no feel my secret, that he was in fact a luminary. But I still say his sees were illegible, private, like the performance of a humanity in the middle of a area at a house party. It was the greatest act you ever know and yet its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was exactly the opposite. Every move he made was perfectly legible, public, endlessly imitated and copyable, like a meme before the word existed. He considered in personas, and across age. He purposely summarized and then labelled once more the leading edge around each move, like a officer describing a chalk thread round a body. Put his neck forward if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short so you are able read his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you are able to attend to its rhythmic genius, the acces it punctuated everything, like an exclamation mark.

Towards the end, his strange stagewear became increasingly tasked with this occupation of outline and separation. It looked like a sort of armor, the purpose of which was to define all the factors of his torso so no action of it would deliver unnoted. His arms and legs multiply buckled a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metallic sash guiding left to right across his breastplate, accenting the transformation of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights belt accentuated slim hips and fractioned the torso from the legs, so you saw when the surface and foot half of their own bodies attracted in opposite tacks. Finally a silver-tongued thong, interpreting his forceful groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, “there werent” subtext, but it was clearly legible. People will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, precious, elusive Prince, well, there lays one whose reputation was writ in sea. And from Prince a scribe might take the lesson that elusiveness can own a deeper beauty than the readable. In the world of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to illustrate what a long afterlife an elusive creator can have, even when residence beside as clearly reaped a illustration as Lord Byron. Prince represents the brainchild of the moment, like an ode composed to captivate a transfer wizard. And when the humor changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no democracy in being a statue. Better to be the person still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody movies it on their telephones no one substantiates quite able to captivate the essence of it. And now hes gone, having escaped us one more time. I dont pretension Sovereigns portrait wont last-place as long as Jacksons. I simply say that in our sentiments it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson/ Madonna/ Beyonc

These three dont just invite imitates they demand them. They go further than clarity into proscription. They precede hordes, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in armed shaping behind them, an anonymous squad whose chore it ought to mimic precise the gesticulates of their general.

This was induced literal on Beyoncs Formation tour recently, when the general promoted her right arm like a shotgun, drew the initiation with her left and the seem of gunshot rang out. There is nothing intimate about this kind of dancing: like the military, it operates as a way of franchise, whereby a rule suggestion America, Beyonc was presided over by numerous cells that span “the worlds”. Maybe it is for this reason that much of the crowd I ascertained at Wembley could be found, for long periods , not facing in future directions of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and collaborators. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our king was up there somewhere dancing but the idea of her had already been internalised. Friends from the gym stood in haloes and ran their fists, girlfriends from hen nights passed inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive hollered every term into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson knocked off this curious phenomenon, Madonna sustained it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a show of the female will, a concrete articulation of its reach and possibilities. The reading is quite evident. My organization obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd supposes being obeyed like Bey a delicious imagining.

Lady columnists who invigorate same piety( in far smaller audiences ): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such columnists offer the same essential qualities( or misconceptions ): total self-restraint( over their organize) and no liberty( for the reader ). Compare and contrast, pronounce, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, dame columnists often affection but rarely emulated. Theres too much democracy in them. Meanwhile every convict of Didions alleges: obey me! Who passes “the worlds”? Girls!

David Byrne

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a crucial assignment. Sometimes it is essential to be awkward, clumsy, jerking, to be neither poetic nor banal, to be positively bad. To show other the chances of torsoes, alternative prices, to stop making sense. Its interesting to me that both sets of creators did their worst dancing to their blackest slashes. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 times too big, seeming down at his yanking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not excavation, his trousers reply, and his pushes go further: perhaps this mas isnt quarry, either. At the conclusion of its stratum of logic lies a liberating contemplate: maybe nobody absolutely owns anything.

People can be too precious about their heritage, about their institution novelists especially. Preservation and protection have their region but they shouldnt pulley-block either liberty or theft. All possible aesthetic phrases are available to all folks under the signal of desire. Bowie and Byrnes obvious passion for what was not theirs brought about by new slants in familiar tones. It hadnt passed to me before hearing these men dance that a person might choice, for example, to satisfy the swerve of a drum lash with anything but the matching bending gesture of their body, that is, with harmony and heat. But it is about to change you are eligible to withstand: throw up a strange inclination and abruptly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats genuinely your own arm, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few paws behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and pummel. I wonder what his take on all that was. Did he was never imagine: Now, what in the world is he doing? But a few concerts in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something old, and hitherto new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an gathering, which way will you grow? Inwards or outwards? Or some combination of both? Nureyev, so intense and neurotic, so vulnerable, so beautiful like a deer abruptly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as beings like to say, but at the same time he is almost excruciating to watch. We appear we were able to interruption him, that he might deteriorate or explode. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you sense the possibility of setting up total cataclysm, as you do with particular high-strung athletes no matter how many times they flow or startle or descent. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the largest honor of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont signify this sarcastically: it is an honour to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy age-old videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is amply cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to warrant an audience with a miracle?( See likewise: Dostoevsky .)

With Baryshnikov, I have no horrors of disaster. He is an outward-facing creator, he seeks to satisfy me and he succeeds absolutely. His face dances as much as his arms and legs.( Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently lost in transcendent experiencing .) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to please me so much better inferno even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, gambling the scorn of the purists.( I am not a purist. I am delighted !) He is a charmer, an entertainer, he is comic, stunning, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both enjoying and cherished. He has high and low modes, tough and soft poses, but hes always facing outwards, to us, his audience.( See likewise: Tolstoy .)

Once I gratified Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I is more difficult to address. Eventually I asked him: Did you ever assemble Fred Astaire? He smiled. He spoke: Yes, formerly, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I scarcely communicated. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a reading in themselves so luxurious!

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Zadie Smith: dance readings for scribes

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers just as much she is by other writers

The the linkages between writing and dancing has been often on my mind lately: its a path I want to keep open. It feels a bit neglected compared to, suppose, the ties between music and prose maybe because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two organizes are close to each other: I seem dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of the most solid sections of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it tightens me in front of my laptop the same way I suspect it might persuasion a young dancer to breathe deeply and wiggle their paws and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an vigour, a speed that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of era, this formulation is unique. And if you stymie it, it will never dwell through any other medium and it will be lost. The nature will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how invaluable nor how it compares with other shows. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and instantly, to keep the channel open.

What can an prowes of words take from the artwork that needs nothing? Yet I often envisage Ive learned just as much from watching dancers as I have from speaking. Dance assignments for scribes: exercises of slot, attitude, tempo and form, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows got a few mentions towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represent the gentry when he dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The discrimination is instantly satisfactory, though its a little harder to say why. Towering, thin and luxurious, versus muscular and athletic is that it? Theres the obvious thing of top hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that tall, he only stood as if “hes been”, and when moving always sounded promoted, to be skimming across whichever face: the storey, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far less: he bends his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is floored, securely planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have different relations to the dirt beneath their hoofs, the first moving fluidly across the surface of the world, the second specifically tethered to a certain recognise: a city block, village representatives, a factory, a elongate of battlefields. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband always knew which of these dancers shed cooperated with by looking at their own bodies at the end of the day: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly , not a blemish if it was Astaire. Not exclusively aloof when it came to the soil, Astaire was aloof around other peoples people. Through 15 times and 10 movies, its difficult to detect a few moments of real sexual friction between Fred and his Ginger. They have great harmony but little hot. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy string of Singin in the Rain! And maybe this is one of certain advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I experience theres often a choice to be made between the floored and the move. The sand I am thinking of in such a case is communication as we assemble it in its commonsense mode. The usage of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the governmental forces, the daily public dialogue. Some scribes like to walk this floor, recreate it, end flecks of it off and use it to their advantage, where others just recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one barely ever employed a toe upon it. His language is literary, far away from what we think of as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary communication might be the channel it declares its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be plain and natural, communicative, but is often as created as asphalt, dreamed up in ad agencies or in the very heart of government sometimes both at the same time. Simultaneously nostalgic and coercive.( The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again .) Commonsense language claims to take its produce from the method people naturally communicate, but any columnist who truly attends to the style beings express will shortly find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American columnist George Saunders is a good contemporary instance.( In dance, the example that comes to my judgment is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose happen was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more ordinary, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature stage number committed a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, exclusively surreal, like an Escher publication come to life .)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but “hes been” surreal in the feeling of excelling the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a few questions proposes itself: what if a mas moved like this through “the worlds”? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical subject, for no forms move like Astaire , no, we only move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have experienced French sons run up the steps of the High Line in New York to take a photo of the view, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have received black children on the A train swing round the spar on their way out of the slip entrances Kelly again, hanging from that eternal lamppost. Kelly paraphrased the banality when he danced, and he reminds us in turn of the mercy we do sometimes own ourselves. He is the incarnation of our torsoes in their youth, at their most fluid and powerful, or whenever our natural expertises compound ideally with our hard-earned sciences. He is a demonstration of how the prosaic can rotate lyrical, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, where reference is dances, got nothing to do with hard work( although we know, from biographies, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes ). He is poetry in motion. His crusades are so removed from ours that he mounts limitations on our own aspirations. Nothing hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as nothing really expects to write like Nabokov.

Harold and Fayard Nichols

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, admonishes Virginia Woolf, one can buy paper enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely necessary gear in dance is your own mas. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With many black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your hasten. You are on a stage, in front of your beings and other people. What face will you show them? Will you be your soul? The very best ego? A image? A representation?

The Nicholas brethren were not street teenagers the latter are the children of college-educated musicians but they were never formally training at dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents peers playing on the chitlin tour, as black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their acts were usually filmed in such a way as to be non-essential to the storey, so that when these cinemas played in the south their stunning cycles “couldve been” snipped out without doing any harm to the integrity of the patch. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But also genius undeniable.

My talent was the weapon, bickered Sammy Davis Jr, the strength, the channel for me to fight. It was the one course I might hope to affect a guys belief. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, initially, and from straitened situations. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of houses who have few other assets. A baby tells her children to be twice as good, she tells them to be undeniable. My mom used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas brothers I think of that stressful teach: be twice as good.

The Nicholas friends were many, many intensities better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or need to be. Fred Astaire announced their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest example of cinematic dance he was never visit. They are changing down a monstrous staircase doing the splits as if the divides is the commonsense lane to get somewhere. They are impeccably garmented. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I always recollect I spot a bit discrepancies between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of exercise. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of representation when he dances: he looks the proportion, he is the part, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically irrefutable: a credit to the race. But Harold leaves himself over to rejoice. His hair is his tell: as he dances it tightens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he always put on it, the irrepressible afro bend springtimes out, he doesnt even try to brushing it back. Between propriety and delight, pick joy.

Prince& Micheal Jackson

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in many dance-offs, and so you are presented with a striking alternative. But its not a question of stages of ability, of “whos” “the worlds largest” dancer. The option is between two altogether opposite prices: clarity on the one handwriting, temporality on the other. Between a gravestone( Jackson) and a kind of mirage( Prince ).

But both men were excellent dancers. Putting aside certain differences in stature, physically they had numerous similarities. Awfully slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably tiny. And to its implementation of influence they were of course equally indebted to James Brown. The divides, the increases from the divides, the gyration, the slip, the knee bend, the moron of the manager all been stealing from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very difficult to bring to mind Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It seems absurd, but try it for yourself. Sovereign moves , no matter how many times you may have find them, have no conglomerate inscription in remembrance; they never seem quite prepared or perpetuated. If person asks you to dance like Prince, what will you do? Spin, perhaps, and do the divides, if youre capable. But there wont appear to be anything specially Prince-like about that. Its strange. How are you able dance and dance, in front of millions of people, for years, and still seem like a secret only I know?( And isnt it the example that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone ?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I saw Prince half a dozen experiences. I ensure him in stadiums with thousands of people, so have a rational understanding that he was in no gumption my secret, that he was in fact a superstar. But I still say his testifies were illegible, private, like the performance of a humanity in the middle of a chamber at a house party. It was the greatest thing “youve been” find and yet its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was exactly the opposite. Every move he made was utterly legible, public, endlessly simulated and copyable, like a meme before the word existed. He reckoned in personas, and across era. He purposely delineated and then celebrated once more the edges around each move, like a polouse depicting a chalk text round a organization. Protrude his cervix forward if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short so you could spoke his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you are able to attend to its rhythmic genius, the channel it interspersed everything, like an exclaiming mark.

Towards the end, his strange stagewear is more and more tasked with this profession of delineate and distinction. It looked like a organize of shield, the purpose of which was to define all the factors of his mas so no shift of it would transfer unnoted. His arms and legs multiply buckled a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metallic waistband loping left to right across his breastplate, accenting the transformation of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights belt accented slim hips and partitioned the torso from the legs, so you find when the crest and foot half of the body pulled in opposite counselings. Eventually a silver thong, rendering his persuasive groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, there was no subtext, but it was clearly legible. Party will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, treasured, elusive Sovereign, well, there lays one whose refer was writ in ocean. And from Prince a columnist might take the lesson that elusiveness can possess a deeper beauty than the legible. In the world of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to demonstrate what a long afterlife an elusive creator can have, even when residence beside as clearly drawn a chassis as Lord Byron. Prince represent the brainchild of the moment, like an ode composed to capture a travel perception. And when the mood changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no exemption in has become a gravestone. Better to be the person still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody films it on their telephones no one attests quite able to capture the essence of it. And now hes departed, having escaped us one more time. I dont assert Monarches epitome wont last-place as long as Jacksons. I merely say that in our psyches it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson/ Madonna/ Beyonc

These three dont merely invite copies they expect them. They go further than legibility into proscription. They contribute militaries, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in military organisation behind them, an anonymous regiment whose place it is to photocopy precisely the gesticulates of their general.

This was done literal on Beyoncs Formation tour lately, when members of the general developed her right arm like a shotgun, pulled the provoke with her left and the resonate of gunshot rang out. There is nothing intimate about this kind of dancing: like the military, it operates as a chassis of dealership, whereby a verdict theory America, Beyonc is presided over by numerous cells that span the world. Perhaps it is for this reason that much of the crowd I understood at Wembley could be found, for long periods , not facing in the direction of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and marriages. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our ruler was up there somewhere dancing but the notion of her had already been internalised. Sidekicks from the gym stood in haloes and spouted their fists, lovers from hen nights turned inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive hollered every word into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson kicked off this curious phenomenon, Madonna prolonged it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a demonstration of the girl will, a concrete articulation of its reach and possibilities. The assignment is quite clear. My person obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd sees being heeded like Bey a delightful imagining.

Lady columnists who stimulate similar earnestnes( in far smaller gatherings ): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such writers render the same essential qualities( or misconceptions ): total dominance( over their pattern) and no discretion( for the reader ). Compare and contrast, remark, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, dame scribes much cherished but rarely imitation. Theres too much freedom in their own homes. Meanwhile every convict of Didions responds: heed me! Who lopes “the worlds”? Girls!

David Byrne

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a vital reading. Sometimes it is most important to be awkward, clumsy, jerking, to be neither lyrical nor banal, to be positively bad. To utter other possibilities for organizations, alternative qualities, to stop making sense. Its interested in me that both sets of artists did their worst dancing to their blackest slice. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 eras too large, ogling down at his jerking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not excavation, his trousers mention, and his gestures go further: perhaps this organization isnt mine, either. At the conclusion of its seam of logic lies a liberating thought: perhaps none rightfully owns anything.

People can be too precious about their patrimony, about their tradition novelists especially. Preservation and protection have their region but they shouldnt obstruct either freedom or crime. All possible aesthetic looks are available to all families under the signaling of ardour. Bowie and Byrnes evident love for what was not theirs brought about by new slants in familiar rackets. It hadnt arose to me before reading these men dance that a person might choice, for example, to meet the arch of a container thump with anything but the parallel bending shift of their body, that is, with accord and heat. But it is about to change you are eligible to refuse: throw up a curious angle and suddenly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats rightfully your own limb, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few paws behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and convulse. I wonder what his take over all that was. Did he was never speculate: Now, what in “the worlds” is he doing? But a few accomplishments in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something old-time, and yet new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an gathering, which direction will you rotate? Inwards or outwards? Or some combining of the two? Nureyev, so raging and neurotic, so susceptible, so beautiful like a deer unexpectedly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as beings like to say, but at the same day he is almost excruciating to watch. We feel we are able to interruption him, that he might crumble or explosion. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you feel the possibility of total calamity, as you do with particular high-strung players no matter how many times they move or jumping or diving. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the largest honour of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont entail this sarcastically: it is an honour to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy old videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is fully cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to warrant an audience with a miracle?( See too: Dostoevsky .)

With Baryshnikov, I have no panics of natural disasters. He is an outward-facing creator, he is trying to delight me and he succeeds completely. His look dances as much as his arms and legs.( Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently lost in transcendent seeming .) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to please me so much inferno even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, risking the deride of the purists.( I am not a purist. I am delighted !) He is a charmer, an entertainer, “hes been” comic, spectacular, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both adoring and desired. He has high and low modes, tough and soft poses, but hes ever facing outwards, to us, his audience.( See also: Tolstoy .)

Once I met Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I is more difficult to address. Lastly I asked him: Did you ever satisfy Fred Astaire? He smiled. He responded: Yes, once, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I just expressed. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a exercise in themselves so beautiful!

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Zadie Smith: dance lessons for novelists

From Fred Astaires elegance to Beyoncs power, Zadie Smith is inspired by dancers as much she is by other writers

The connection between writing and dancing has been much on my intellect lately: its a channel I want to keep open. It detects a little neglected is comparable to, enunciate, the relationship between music and prose perhaps because there is something counter-intuitive about it. But for me the two species are close to each other: I appear dance has something to tell me about what I do.

One of “the worlds largest” solid segments of writing advice I know is in fact intended for dancers you can find it in the choreographer Martha Grahams biography. But it relaxes me in front of my laptop the same way I suspect it might persuade a young dancer to breathe deeply and jiggle their paws and toes. Graham writes: There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a accelerate that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of era, this showing is unique. And if you stymie it, it will never dwell through any other medium and it will cease to exist. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how prized nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and immediately, to keep the canal open.

What can an artistry of words take from the prowes that needs none? Yet I often visualize Ive learned just as much from watching dancers as I have from speaking. Dance lessons for writers: lessons of plight, attitude, rhythm and style, some of them obvious, some indirect. What follows are a few memoes towards that idea.

Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire

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Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly

Fred Astaire represents the gentry when he dances, claimed Gene Kelly, in old age, and I represent the proletariat. The difference is immediately satisfying, though its a little harder to say why. Tall, thin and stylish, versus muscular and sporting is the fact that it? Theres the obvious subject of dress hat and tails versus T-shirt and slacks. But Fred sometimes wore T-shirts and slacks, and was not actually that tall, this is the only way stood as if “hes been”, and when moving ever shown hoisted, to be skipping across whichever skin-deep: the floor, the ceiling, an ice rink, a bandstand. Genes centre of gravity was far less: he bends his knees, he hunkers down. Kelly is floored, securely planted, where Astaire is untethered, free-floating.

Likewise, the aristocrat and the proletariat have different relations to the floor beneath their hoofs, the first moving fluidly across the surface of “the worlds”, the second specifically tethered to some blot: a city block, a village, a factory, a stretch of arenas. Cyd Charisse claimed her husband “ve always known” which of these dancers molted been working with by looking at her body at the end of the day: bruised everywhere if it was Kelly , not a blemish if “its been” Astaire. Not exclusively aloof when it came to the floor, Astaire was aloof around other peoples figures. Through 15 years and 10 movies, its difficult to detect one moment of real sexual friction between Fred and his Ginger. They have great accord but little hot. Now think of Kelly with Cyd Charisse in the fantasy cycle of Singin in the Rain! And perhaps this is one of the advantages of earthiness: sex.

When I write I find theres typically a selection to be made between the sanded and the waft. The soil I am thinking of in this case is expression as we match it in its commonsense mode. The communication of the television, of the supermarket, of the advert, the newspaper, the governmental forces, the daily public speech. Some scribes like to walk this dirt, recreate it, break chips of it off and use it to their advantage, where others scarcely recognise its existence. Nabokov a literal aristocrat as well as an aesthetic one barely ever set a toe upon it. His usage is literary, far away from which is something we think of as our shared linguistic home.

One argument in defence of such literary usage might be the way it declares its own artificiality. Commonsense language meanwhile claims to be plain and natural, communicative, but is often as created as asphalt, dreamed up in ad business or in the very heart of authority sometimes both at the same time. Simultaneously nostalgic and coercive.( The Peoples Princess. The Big Society. Make America Great Again .) Commonsense language claims to take its conduct from the channel beings naturally speak, but any scribe who truly attends to the style beings speak will shortly find himself categorised as a distinctive stylist or satirist or experimentalist. Beckett was like this, and the American novelist George Saunders is a very good contemporary precedent.( In dance, the illustration that comes to my memory is Bill Bojangles Robinson, whose event was tapping up and down the stairs. What could be more normal, more folksy, more grounded and everyday than tapping up and down some stairs? But his signature stagecoach routine concerned a staircase pressed right up against another staircase a stairway to itself and so up and down he would tap, up and down, down and up, entirely surreal, like an Escher magazine come to life .)

Astaire is clearly not an experimental dancer like Twyla Tharp or Pina Bausch, but “hes been” surreal in the feeling of excelling the real. He is transcendent. When he dances a few questions proposes itself: what if a person moved like this through the world? But it is only a rhetorical, fantastical subject, for no people move like Astaire , no, we are just move like him in our dreams.

By contrast, I have recognized French sons run up the steps of the High Line in New York to take a photo of the view, their backsides working just like Gene Kellys in On The Town, and I have interpreted black children on the A train swing round the spar on their way out of the sliding doorways Kelly again, hanging from that eternal lamppost. Kelly mentioned the platitude when he danced, and he reminds us in turn of the grace we do sometimes own ourselves. He is the incarnation of our figures in their youth, at their most fluid and powerful, or whenever our natural flairs mix ideally with our hard-earned knowledge. He is a demonstration of how the prosaic can swerve lyrical, if we work hard enough. But Astaire, when he dances, has nothing to do with hard work( although we know, from profiles, that he worked very hard, behind the scenes ). He is poetry in motion. His gestures are so collected from ours that he prepares limitations on our own aspirations. None hopes or expects to dance like Astaire, just as nothing really expects to write like Nabokov.

Harold and Fayard Nichols

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Harold and Fayard Nicholas

Writing, like dancing, is one of the arts available to people who have nothing. For 10 and sixpence, advises Virginia Woolf, one can buy newspaper enough to write all the plays of Shakespeare. The only absolutely essential paraphernalium in dance is your own torso. Some of the greatest dancers have come from the lowliest backgrounds. With many black dancers this has come with the complication of representing your race. You are on a stage, in front of your people and other parties. What look will you show them? Will you be your self? The very best soul? A image? A mark?

The Nicholas brethren were not street minors the latter are the family of college-educated musicians but they were never formally trained in dance. They learned watching their parents and their parents colleagues acting on the chitlin tour, as black vaudeville was then called. Later, when they entered the movies, their concerts are often filmed in such a way as to be non-essential to the story, so that when these cinemas played in the south their splendid cycles “couldve been” snipped out without doing any harm to the unity of the plot. Genius contained, genius ring-fenced. But likewise genius undeniable.

My talent was the artillery, quarrelled Sammy Davis Jr, the superpower, the way for me to fight. It was the one acces I might hope to affect a gentlemen supposing. Davis was another chitlin hoofer, initially, and from straitened occasions. His logic here is very familiar: it is something of an article of faith within the kinds of households who have few other assets. A mother tells their own children to be twice as good, she tells them to be indisputable. My baby used to say something like it to me. And when I watch the Nicholas friends I think of that stressful instruction: be twice as good.

The Nicholas brothers were many, numerous importances better than anybody else. They were better than anyone has a right or required to. Fred Astaire announced their routine in Stormy Weather the greatest pattern of cinematic dance he ever envisage. They are progressing down a giant staircase doing the divides as if the separates is the commonsense acces to get somewhere. They are impeccably garmented. They are more than representing they are excelling.

But I always repute I recognize a little discrepancies between Harold and Fayard, and it interests me; I take it as a kind of reading. Fayard seems to me more concerned with this responsibility of the representatives where reference is dances: he appears the place, he is the part, his propriety unassailable. He is formal, contained, technically undeniable: a recognition to the race. But Harold returns himself over to rejoice. His mane is his tell: as he dances it loosens itself from the slather of Brylcreem he ever put on it, the ebullient afro scroll outpourings out, he doesnt even try to brushing it back. Between propriety and rapture, choose joy.

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Michael Jackson and Prince

On YouTube you will find them, locked in numerous dance-offs, and so you are presented with a striking choice. But its not a question of degrees of ability, of who was “the worlds largest” dancer. The choice is between two wholly opposite costs: legibility on the one side, temporality on the other. Between a gravestone( Jackson) and a kind of mirage( Prince ).

But both men were superb dancers. Putting aside the difference in summit, physically they had numerous similarities. Terribly slight, long necked, thin-legged, powered from the torso rather than the backside, which in both cases was improbably small-scale. And to its implementation of influence they were of course equally indebted to James Brown. The separates, the increases from the separates, the twirl, the gliding, the knee bend, the jolt of the psyche all stolen from the same source.

Yet Prince and Jackson are nothing alike when they dance, and its very hard to bring to mind Prince dancing, whereas it is practically impossible to forget Jackson. It resonates insane, but try it for yourself. Lord moves , no matter how many times you may have mentioned them, have no house inscription in memory; they never seem quite tied or continued. If someone asks you to dance like Prince, what the fuck is you do? Spin, possibly, and do the divides, if youre capable. But there wont appear to be anything specially Prince-like about that. Its strange. How are you able dance and dance, in front of thousands of beings, for years, and still seem like a secret merely I know?( And isnt it the occurrence that to be a Prince fan is to feel that Prince was your secret alone ?)

I never went to see Michael Jackson, but I ensure Prince half a dozen hours. I saw him in stadiums with thousands of beings, so have a rational understanding that he was in no sense my secret, that he was in fact a hotshot. But I still say his demonstrates were illegible, private, like the capabilities of a humanity in the middle of a area at a house party. It was the greatest happening “youve been” ascertain and hitherto its greatness was confined to the moment in which it was happening.

Jackson was exactly the opposite. Every move he made was utterly legible, public, endlessly copied and copyable, like a meme before the word dwelt. He thoughts in portraits, and across epoch. He intentionally delineated and then commemorated once more the edges around each move, like a cop drawing a chalk line round a figure. Lodge his cervix forwards if he was moving backwards. Cut his trousers short so you could read his ankles. Grabbed his groin so you could better understand its gyrations. Gloved one hand so you might attend to its rhythmic genius, the practice it interspersed everything, like an exclamation mark.

Towards the end, his curious stagewear became increasingly tasked with this place of sketch and discrimination. It looked like a form of shield, the purpose of which was to define each element of his body so no gesture of it would extend unnoted. His arms and legs multiply strapped a literal visualisation of his flexible joints and a metal waistband running left to right across his breastplate, accenting the switching of his shoulders along this diagonal. A heavyweights loop accentuated slim hips and fractioned the torso from the legs, so you discovered when the top and foot half of the body plucked in opposite directions. Eventually a silver thong, interpreting his persuasive groin as clear as if it were in ALL CAPS. It wasnt subtle, there was no subtext, but it was clearly legible. Person will be dancing like Michael Jackson until the end of time.

But Prince, treasured, elusive Monarch, well, there lays one whose mention was writ in water. And from Prince a columnist might take the lesson that elusiveness can possess a deeper charm than the legible. In the world of words, we have Keats to remind us of this, and to support what a long afterlife an elusive creator can have, even when targeted beside as clearly attracted a flesh as Lord Byron. Prince represents the muse of the moment, like an ode composed to captivate a deliver superstar. And when the humor changes, he changes with it: another good lesson.

Theres no exemption in being a mausoleum. Better to be the guy still jamming in the wee hours of the house party, and though everybody films it on their phones no one substantiates quite able to capture the essence of it. And now hes exited, having escaped us one more time. I dont demand Rulers image wont last as long as Jacksons. I merely say that in our knowledge it will never be as distinct.

Janet Jackson Madonna Beyonce

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Janet Jackson/ Madonna/ Beyonc

These three dont simply invite photocopies they demand them. They go further than legibility into proscription. They extend legions, and we join them. We are like those uniformed dancers moving in armed organisation behind them, an anonymous squad whose undertaking it to be able to mimic accurately the gestures of their general.

This was formed literal on Beyoncs Formation tour recently, when members of the general heightened her right arm like a shotgun, pulled the provoke with her left and the seem of gunshot reverberate out. There is nothing insinuate about these sorts of dancing: like the military, it operates as a kind of franchise, whereby a ruling meaning America, Beyonc is presided over by numerous cadres that span “the worlds”. Perhaps it is for this reason that much of the crowd I accompanied at Wembley could be found, for long periods , not facing in the direction of the stage at all, instead turning to their friends and partners. They didnt need to watch Beyonc any more than soldiers need to look fixedly at the flag to perform their duties. Our monarch was up there somewhere dancing but the idea of her had already been internalised. Acquaintances from the gym stood in curves and ran their fists, lovers from hen nights transformed inwards and did Beyonc to each other, and boys from the Beyhive called every message into each others faces. They could have done the same at home, but this was a public display of allegiance.

Janet Jackson knocked off this strange phenomenon, Madonna persisted it, Beyonc is its apex. Here dancing is intended as a show of the girl will, a concrete saying of its reach and possibilities. The assignment is quite clear. My organization obeys me. My dancers obey me. Now you will obey me. And then everybody in the crowd envisages being heeded like Bey a entertaining imagining.

Lady writers who inspire similar affection( in far smaller gatherings ): Muriel Spark, Joan Didion, Jane Austen. Such writers volunteer the same essential qualities( or apparitions ): total limit( over their formation) and no liberty( for the reader ). Compare and contrast, allege, Jean Rhys or Octavia Butler, girl columnists often cherished but rarely mimicked. Theres too much freedom in them. Meanwhile every sentence of Didions mentions: heed me! Who leads “the worlds”? Girls!

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David Byrne and David Bowie

The art of not dancing a crucial assignment. Sometimes it is very important to be awkward, clumsy, jerking, to be neither lyrical nor banal, to be positively bad. To carry other the chances of people, alternative values, to stop making sense. Its interested in me that both these masters did their worst dancing to their blackest cuts. Take me to the river, sings Byrne, in square trousers 20 times too large, looking down at his jerking hips as if they belong to someone else. This music is not quarry, his trousers respond, and his progress go further: perhaps this person isnt excavation, either. At the conclusion of its stratum of logic lies a liberating consider: maybe nothing rightfully owns anything.

People can be too precious about their heritage, about their tradition scribes especially. Preservation and protection have their target but they shouldnt cube either liberty or stealing. All possible aesthetic formulations are available to all publics under the signal of charity. Bowie and Byrnes obvious charity for what was not theirs brought about by brand-new inclinations in familiar rackets. It hadnt appeared to me before realizing these men dance that a person might choice, for example, to congregate the swerve of a container outdo with anything but the parallel curving change of their body, that is, with harmonization and heat. But it is about to change you are eligible to repel: throw up a curious inclination and unexpectedly spasm, like Bowie, or wonder if thats genuinely your own limb, like Byrne.

I think of young Luther Vandross, singing backup a few paws behind Bowie, during Young Americans, watching Bowie flail and beat. I wonder what his take on all that was. Did he was never think: Now, what in “the worlds” is he doing? But a few concerts in, it was clear to everybody. Here was something different. Something age-old, and yet new.

Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

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Rudolf Nureyev and Mikhail Baryshnikov

When you face an audience, which road will you grow? Inwards or outwards? Or some combining of the two? Nureyev, so vehement and neurotic, so susceptible, so beautiful like a deer unexpectedly caught in our headlamps is faced resolutely inwards. You cant take your eyes off him, as beings like to say, but at the same meter he is almost excruciating to watch. We detect we are able to violate him, that he might deteriorate or explode. He never does, but still, whenever he leaps you feel the opportunities offered by total tragedy, as you do with particular high-strung jocks no matter how many times they extend or jumping or diving. With Nureyev you are an onlooker, you are a person who has been granted the great honor of being present while Nureyev dances. I dont intend this sarcastically: “its an honour” to watch Nureyev, even in these grainy old-time videos on YouTube. Hes a kind of miracle, and is amply cognisant of this when he dances, and what did you do today to authorize an gathering with a miracle?( See also: Dostoevsky .)

With Baryshnikov, I have no horrors of disaster. He is an outward-facing artist, he is trying to satisfy me and he succeeds entirely. His appearance dances as much as his arms and legs.( Nureyevs face, meanwhile, is permanently “ve lost” transcendent seeming .) Sometimes Baryshnikov wants to satisfy me so much better hell even try tap dancing with Liza Minnelli, risking the despise of the purists.( I am not a purist. I am delighted !) He is a charmer, an entertainer, he is comic, dramatic, cerebral, a clown whatever you need him to be. Baryshnikov is both loving and adoration. He has high and low modes, tough and soft poses, but hes always facing outwards, to us, his audience.( See also: Tolstoy .)

Once I assembled Baryshnikov over a New York dinner table: I was so star-struck I could hardly communicate. Ultimately I asked him: Did you ever assemble Fred Astaire? He smiled. He spoke: Yes, formerly, at a dinner. I was very star-struck, I barely communicated. But I watched his hands all the time, they were like a exercise in themselves so sumptuous!

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