#but im still soooo obsessed

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i’m obsessed with the idea of cult leader!geto pining for a reader who just fucking hates him i don’t know why just. maybe it’s someone from his past that he left behind when he defected, maybe they’re bitter and spiteful and all they do is hiss and bite but he’s so smitten. you can do no wrong in his eyes. he deserves the curses and anger, and he receives them with a smile and eyes full of hearts. he gets giddy when you scowl at him. he just thinks you’re love personified. he’s so gentle and patient that it’s infuriating because nothing you do or say will get him to bite back. it’s like you’re a kitten gnawing at his fist but he does nothing but coo at you even when you draw blood.

#SAVE ME MAN CAPABLE OF IMMENSE CRUELTY WHO TURNS INTO A PUPPY IN YOUR PRESENCE…. SAVE ME………. #im thinking abt a kind of sort of sequel to there was no place in nature we could meet…. #where reader DOES go with geto and join his cult but they’re still soooo bitter and hateful. there’s so much anger left #and geto is just endlessly patient he’ll wait as long as it takes for them to melt into his embrace again….. #doesnt even mind if they scratch at him or tell him to fuck off he’s in LOVE #im obsessed w cult leader geto and the idea of him being a puppydog w his s/o alone it’s canon to me #ari noises ✩ #geto x reader #<- clout chaser moment I JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO FIND THIS AGAIN IF I WRITE SMTH ON IT… :’3 #thinking abt him always <33 my silliest little mass murderer

[blueskittlesart]

post about how many vocaloid voicebanks i have is circulating so i guess i have to start actually using them again. this one uses gumi kaito and technically miku but just as a clone of the gumi track for more dimension bc gumi sounds flat as fuck on her own lmao

#gumi remains both the only usable english voicebank i own and also incredibly difficult to tune. girl can you FIND THE NOTE PLEASEEE #shes honestly soooo hard to work with. why are we noticably sharp when the pb is like 2 degrees off the note. please #all that to say if shes off key it's not my fault. its because she doesnt WANT to be on key apparently #this was also another fucking battle with audacity because i can't mix to save my life. i still dont think it sounds good but WHATEVERRRR #theres only so much that reverb can do. im going to blame gumi #and my ai gumi is BROKEN BTW bc i originally wasnt even going to tune this and just let the AI do it but she WONT WORK ANYMOREEEEE #i hate vocaloid (<guy who is obsessed with vocaloid) #anyways. #vocaloid

[gio-cosmo]

This is my favorite image ever I think

#burger #guys oh my GOD I had a burger the other day after not having one for like ? almost a year I think? nearly fainted #it was so glorious and amazing #bacon cheeseburger save me…save me bacon cheeseburger…bacon cheeseburger…. #I love burgers but only like once a year #like if I eat them on a regular basis I find them disgusting #I have to limit myself #okay I really don’t know why I’m talking about my burger eating habits rn MOVING ON #anyways #JINNNN🫶🫶🫶 #the Jin fixation is soooo crazy rn #obsessed w him tbh #since atlas is so obsessed w spin-offs they NEED to give me a Strega spinoff #like I do NOT need to see the phantom thieves for the umpteenth time GIVE ME STREGA PLEASEEE PLEASE PLEA #no hate to the phantom thieves still love them 🫶 I just need them to MOVE and make room for some other cast members 🫶 #IM JUST SAYINGHGGG #still love them tho #all I’m saying is atlas has soooo many cool side characters that perhaps they should oh I don’t know maybe focus on them a little more #please #for my personal sake #they should make a Strega spinoff and in the title screen say “for tumblr user gio-cosmo’’ #come on atlas I’m waiting 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ #LMAOOO #persona 3 #p3 #jin shirato #persona 3 reload

[yensunflowers]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers :D

heiaaa hii

HELLOOOOO!!! hmmm five things that make me happy.

that specific cookie chocolate. it's good and i love it

music !! i love music

day long trips... train trips... my beloved

a cdrama till the end of the moon and how pretty all the costumes/jewerly/everything is. ooo i see a pretty headpiece and go all 🥰🥰🥰 ohhh the hairstyles. I MEAN THE STORY TOO although half of the times it gets me yelling NO DONT DO THAT OH MY GOD im really enjoying it and watching it makes me very happy. yippee.

and my friends <3 love them all mwah

#yen's sunflowers #can i say i rly like tteotm #LIKE #IM OBSESSED #oh im gonna cry (one tear) when im finished with it #we will see whether because the drama itself breaks my heart #or because i finished it #AHAJAHSHD #sangjiu's wedding headpiece was SO fucking pretty #same goes for bingchang's #guys u dont understand i went on a whole ass spam when i saw her during that ep #like i just spammed my friend with low quality screenshots of her #and of ye xiwu's too #they both looked soooo pretty #ngl ye xiwu always looks pretty. #actually both sangjiu and sangyou looked SO good in their tribe's outfits #like. generally i rly love the direction? looks? they went with tribe #it looks so pretty #HONORARY MENTION pianran <333 #LOOK the actress is so pretty #im in love #i generally really like pianran AND GOD I HOPE NOTHING HAPPENS TO HER #lan'an also is soooo pretty #i think generally yiyue tribe has really pretty clothes and so #but lan'an is just. really really pretty #still sad over her #yingxin's also super super pretty #everyones in yiyue tribe is so pretty. save for that one annoying betrayal dude ass mf #sorry im shutting up now LMAO

[soldier-poet-king]

I said I forgive them and I DO, but I'm still hurt and angry, even if I'm not surprised by my family's reactions

Like. It's such a small thing to be upset about. And if this is such an issue, it's just further evidence that I'll never really be loved and accepted by them for what I am

#franposting #yeah i am upset. i tried not to be but i AM hurt #im also.. very tired #im curled up with the grief of stones #thara is the ultimate comfort i suppose. the kindred spirit of it all #but yeah im just :/// #it silly and stupid of me to be upset about bc i know my family is Not Ideal in soooo many ways #and that i cant trust them with the secret vulnerable honest parts of myself #i knew that. and it still stings #how can i be so honest about myself on this silly webbed site with strangers turned friends #and yet. #ugh. i feel a little sick with grief #this is supposed to be a celebration #of art. of my heart. of my autonomy and recovery. and yet it is turning back into obsessions and family hurt #im going to sleep. i think

[kittenbradensgf]

sooo funny how a year or so ago i was fervently defending the darkling on here who is truly the staple of a YA villain where the villain isn’t even that wrong and now? well im just a full blown tommy shelby stan. it seems that fiction truly is fiction. evil men will stay evil idk. i still love them. morality is whatever. yes i will defend tommy too wdym he killed innocents and was the worst possible husband imaginable.

#still find darkling antis soooo funny #they’d combust if they knew the problematic behaviours i was defending and babygirlifying #people need to stop watching things made for teens i think is the moral #or at least stop taking them that seriously #have fun with it. have a favourite war criminal. a favourite weirdo murderer gang leader man idk #once again requesting all crows stans watch peaky blinders your curse of being obsessed with a terrible media shall be lifted #hmm lets tag this then #the darkling #aleksander morozova #shadow and bone #six of crows #peaky blinders #tommy shelby #tommy i hate you but i love you and i am SO glad that most of the fandom is the same and not strange and puritanical #im not sure if you can be puritanical in the PB fandom though when the source material is. Like That #pointedly ignoring the alpha male sode of it though it does make for a funny image #imagine if people made alpha male darkling edits

[minamotoz]

watching boy meets world s2 is so funny bc it feels like every episode we're being told in some new way that cory has a severe case of comphet ... the way he just cannot understand how pairing off works no matter how hard he tries, the way he asks topanga out not because of any genuine feelings but because everyone else is pairing off and he doesnt want to be an outsider, the way he seems genuinely terrified of being in relationships and pursuing girls for the rest of his life like its an inevitability he does not want, the way he becomes way more enthusiastic about dating once eric tells him he doesnt even have to like the girl hes pursuing, the way he literally never pursues a girl because he likes her but because of some outside force (a dance, a party, the girl asks him first, general societal pressure etc), shawn telling him "the closet is your friend" ?????????? cory sees the idea of heterosexual relationships as an inevitability in life, he seeks it out not because he genuinely wants to date girls but because thats just what you're supposed to do if you're a guy. its just so interesting to me, especially because of how it completely contrasts the many retcons from season 3 and on that assert that cory, in fact, has been capable of feeling heterosexual love this whole time and actually has been dating topanga since the age of 5 or 3 or since infancy or whatever. i understand they try to explain away his aversion to girls in s1-2 by saying that cory just had a phase in which he was grossed out by girls and didn't want to date them, but even then i don't think a 12-14 year old who is going through a cooties phase would be THIS invested in trying to date several different girls just to not be othered. corys desperation for conformity and how that manifests itself in chasing after a heteronormative fantasy is so baked into his character and it feels so unintentional yet so purposeful at the same time

#boy meets world #cory matthews #bmw meta #long post #before anyone tells me im looking into this too far and its not that deep: who cares!😊 anyways #almost all of my reasoning for headcanoning cory as gay comes from s2 #s2 is the last season of the show that is untainted by its soon to be massive issue of retcons #specifically retcons to make c0rpanga seem more appealing #so it feels more. idk. real?? idk how to describe it but it doesnt feel as manufactured as the 'married since the age of 2' story #also its entirely unrelated to hcing cory to be gay for shory reasons #like even if i didnt interpret shawn and corys relationship as inherently romantic. they would still be bi and gay respectively #anyways ive had this sitting in the drafts since . idk july? #but i started thinking abt bmw and specifically cory (and topanga as well) n his obsession w conformity #i could talk abt it forever i find it soooo interesting

[im-smart-i-swear]

eeneks sister having a fuck ton of scars, but later most of them being revealed as just from her childhood/from mundane accidents is so fucking funny to me for some reason.........

#like of course a lot of her scars ARE blade of marmora -related #but a significant part of em are just. eens scratches n bites & the results of mundane fuck ups #god. i hate calling her 'eeneks sister' all the time. i NEED to find a good name for her asap!!!!!! #constantly calling one of your only female characters '[someone]s sister/daughter/etc' feels wrong and this woman deserves better than that #also. ignore the scar placement. it WILL change #i am incapable of drawing scars consistently #and im still figuring out her design #my funky guys #my art #im a little bit obsessed with her. shes like a sad wet cat to me #shes so cool and cringe at the same time<333 #20 something who spent her entire adult life as a marmora solider and is now trying very hard to learn how to be Normal(its not going well) #girl has issues #love that for her<3 #ive been on an eenek kick lately. thinking about this fucked up family 24/7. i love them #theyre all so funny to me. this family of three has so much drama its like a fuckin soap opera in here. its ridicoulus #also #taks thinks this woman is soooo cool and badass. i mean she is but shes also a wreck. #taks takes after eenek and idolises their sister. paralells ig??? #this girl sees a purple alien and asks 'is anyone gonna use this guy as their role model for the next couple of years??' #and doesnt wait for an answer

[electriccenturies]

I know I say this a lot but... I seriously can't believe that I spent half my life convinced that I had to agree with anything anyone said about the world — no matter how obviously false, no matter how absurd — if they said it with enough emotionally manipulative language

its actually really really sad :(

#im trying soooo hard to unlearn it now. its really hard. #my problem is that i'm now very confident in my own beliefs but i still broadly agree with the nutty people and therefore question myself #when i disagree with them on their politics #since im used to just dealing with the cognitive dissonance/agreeing that im SO wrong i can't even see why im wrong #and since 12 years on tumblr has given me some serious moral ocd. like for real not as a joke. i censor my own thoughts and i dont like it #and this type of person will insist that censoring your thoughts obsessively is a moral imperative and also proof you're fundamentally evil

[yashley]

“I put my hand on Imogen’s shoulder. ‘It’s okay, keep going.’”

#critical role #cr lb #imogearne #obsessed they're inherently detached n prone to violence and yet they're SOOOO thoughtful with eachother🤧😵‍💫 #imogen going well uh it might've been bad for him if you let me do that but 100% youre right to want that fearne like 😵‍💫they. #imogen being YEAH she wants to hurt someone BOTH physically emotionally get MAD lets HURT EM ALL and fearne going maybe we wipe em out #im still screaming at dramedy genius johnson and her I Have A Childgsdhkfjhskdjf #fearne silently slipping imogen that evil rock and imogen silently keeping it IS flirting i have connected the dots theyre gay violent dots #ajlbc3 #e31

[sexybritishllama]

zenos you turned into a giant dragon and tried to kill everyone. the thing we were seeking was for the world to not end

#eloise talks #eloise plays ffxiv #ffxiv spoilers #same as always really #zenos obsession with the wol is soooo funny if you don’t think your wol reciprocates #because he’s like WE ARE FATED… ONE AND THE SAME… #and in my head kana is like ‘oh my god are you still alive. im busy’

[cantofworms]

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#ok ik all the hot take asks are pre much done and the sparkly say smth nice asks are better but well I’ve been having thoughts all day at #work and want to get them out now so that’s what I’m doing lol #obvs for the past few months i think ppl are vv heavily leaning into the dnf /r and I firmly believe that they aren’t #like yes I enjoy being a multi shipper but I still primarily read dnf fics bc they’re cute dnf writers and artists MWAHH ilysm #but it’s been increasingly annoying how every move dnf make ppl hyper obsess over it and ignore everything else like blog what u want this #is tumblr dot com but I think ppl how only see dnf thro the lens of romantic do much more ‘harm’ than ppl who dont #like the argument about taking validation out of their very REAL amazing friendship just gets over shadowed by omg Dream posted a pic of #geogre they’re in LOVE and sucking and FUCKING every night. like #and then completely disregard when dnf do and say the exact same shit about all their other friends #like dream has explicitly said they aren’t dating (ignore that tho) amd that’s he’s kissed multiple ppl since coming out (ignore that too) #and their friends naturally say that they’re all single (ignore that too) idk man it’s ok they like to pander amd that dream is a toxic #dnfer but it’s all just For Funsies. another thing is ppl CONSTANTLYYYY putting geohres sexuality under a microscope oh he drinks lemonade #from Starbucks he’s soooo gay like dumb shit like that is so irritating #the fact that geogre has never once talked about his sexuality except that one instance where he got a DONO about it proves how much it #just doesn’t matter or apply to the type of content creator he is/wants to be #to be clear if he is or isn’t or dnf every explicitly announce their romantic relationship im gonna be sooooo happy and supportive like aw #dnfogies🫶🏻 but I think there’s a 99.9% chanve that’ll never happen so maybe we should all just care a Little Less and focus on out lgbt #creators if that’s smth u wanna watch/blog about idk maybe I’m just burnt out from the phandom but whyyyyy does is matter what their #sexualities are they play minecraft who cares who CARESSSS idk maybe just having older brothers around dtqk ages has made me realize that #guys will just act homiesexual no matter What #guys are just Like That and tbc I’m not saying that just bc gnf hasn’t made an official coming out doesn’t mean he’s not queer but for the #sake of his contwnt it doesn’t matter either way ? so why are ppl talking about it on the daily idk man it’s just annoying but Oh Well #at the end of the day they’re all famous white guys and nothing matters hurray !!

[nyatawia]

I bought three sets of sylvanian family babies and im vibrating so hard i cant wait for them to arrive

#you don’t understand how obsessed i am wirh the persian cat #it took me so much deliberation to buy these off some guy on vinted #i used up all my vinted credit which was like 20€ #still worth it #for three sets are you kidding me #the nursery friends ones are sosososososoooooo cuteeeee im gonna die #and the fennec foxes😭😭😭😭 #my next goal is to get the chihuahuas and the full fennec fam #i also want the ducks and red pandas so bad #most of all tho #i want the midnight cats #they are soooo cute #and im intrigued by the fact that the midnight cat dad is also in the #tuxedo cat fam🤨is he cheating on his wife is that his secret family #i will ignore the different ears and pretend its the same cat for the sake of the drama #my post #sylvanian families

[vox-phantom]

brennan revealing that if cumulous had died in the sugar-plum fairy battle he would've brought back lapin has absolutely ruined me i wish he never said it. now i'm even more mad that lapin died so early

#coming out as a lapin lover to no one's surprise #im not hating on cumulous or anything btw. he is a weird little man and i am obsessed with him #but i'm still soooo fucking sad abt lapin's death the church battle would've been so drastically different if he hadn't #his reunion(ish) with liam in ep.15 made me so happy tho :') everyone say thank u brennan #a crown of candy #a crown of candy spoilers #i guess #rambles #my posts

[butchdykekondraki]

i need to post about dsaf more on here methinks

#[ren] #im still soooo so so obsessed w it