#but maybe one day ill get back to this

[pancakemolybdenum]

happy bday!!!! suit time!!

jade

dave

rose

beta kids

alpha kids

#john egbert #413 #homestuck #hs #maybe ill do a post with all the bday suit kids too so theyre all together #lovisas art #i was planning to do a suit john wayyyy back in december when i did the other kids for their bdays #expected it to be hard to get back into the style and idea but i ended up doing this one in like 3 hours from start to finish #by the time this sees the light of day this will have been sitting in my drafts for 5 days lol #anyway gravity never heard of her

[always-a-joyful-note]

Enstars sure is an experience. Did I miss anything?

#are you guys all okay? i definitely am not okay #this is not the type of media that i usually go for yet it is EXACTLY the type of media that i would like #so many gaps so many stories WAY TOO MUCH READING I DONT HAVE THE TIME #i know i missed a lot because ive only watched the anime and read the main music story up to ch 4 of the second part #and i have read some events stories that were free #and maybe one or two outside from translations #but like thats it #this is like reading orv and getting hit with its deep metas on human life and the importance of stories #but instead im being clobbered by the most deranged storylines known to man (and again. i read ORV and am a bsd fan) #this isnt fantasy but there is nothing realistic about enstars and i unfortunately am attached #every day i spiral into east asian media that gives me an aneurysm #bsd -> orv -> link click -> enstars....i wanna say they keep getting more unhinged but theyre all unhinged in different ways #anyway please help me.... #enstars #ensemble stars #fandom spamdom #stuff i say #i will admit i am mostly into the game for the stories #a consistent gamer i am not #but to unlock the stories ill push back the animes i have to catch up on etc etc #again. please help me.... #edit: updated to remove queerbaiting because apparently i dont know whats going on

[vurelly]

now a buncha moon sketches cause i just needed to work on poses (+ zoom ins on my favorites of the bunch)

#my art #fnaf moon #moondrop #daycare attendant #maybe one day ill get back to one of my older pieces that i said id finish forever ago

[cryptidw00rm]

my big fierrochase animatic that took over a year to finish :”)

youtube link

#god the tags help #also i still havent done that video of me talking about this aa..... #maybe ill get back to it one day idk sorry klfdhkldg #literally recorded everything and then never edited any of it...... #fierrochase #alex fierro #magnus chase #hearthstone #blitzen freyason #samirah al-abbas #tj junior #mallory keen #halfborn gunderson #loki #umm idk if thts everyone #magnus chase and the gods of asgard #snart #thomas jefferson jr

[bbonbonss]

⋆✶ winter coat ✶⋆

#helluva boss #helluva fanart #helluva stolas #stolas goetia #stolas #Stolas bein self conscious in the winter about hims fluffiness #i didnt end up drawing a cute lil comic panel for hims winter fluff but maybe ill get back to it one of these days

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #cw blood #something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones #IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE #ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE.... #THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU #do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule. #LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE #DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared #i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail #but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!! #i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time #i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS #soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz #i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss #have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES #I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn #annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE. #hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.

[dex1o]

some lineart of my main genshin team sleeping that i dont know if i'll finish or not. colouring is hard leave me alone

#maybe ill come back to it one day #but for now i just wanted to get it out there #cause im proud of it okay #kaeya alberich #kaeya #diluc ragnvindr #diluc #fischl #bennett #genshin impact #team dynamics #ragbros

[adeleine-everyday]

day 53

waiting for inspo

#there are specific colors i like. 💪 #ill get good at rendering one day maybe :]]] never back down #adeleine #adeleine kirby #day 53 #handssss noooooo........

[cora-illus]

I've been rotating these songs in my head for two years now. even if you listen to nothing but the first two thats all im asking....... i feel insane

#the locked tomb #tlt #gideon the ninth #gtn #griddlehark #harrow the ninth #htn #tlt playlist #keeps me light makes me want to THROW UP ! ! ! #sorry for the valorant song but ive been working on a gtn amv for it i had to include it #one day ill post a playlist breakdown maybe. perhaps even an artwork for each song. but for now have this #digital art #cora-illus #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #getting back into full rendering faces and having a lot of fun

[wannaeatramyeon]

Jake Kim x Reader: Hands

I want you all to feel how I feel when I see Jake Kim in gloves

Hands give valuable insights. A bit like eyes being windows to the soul. At least that was what you had always thought.

Jake's hands are large. Comforting even. The way he envelopes yours always leave you feeling protected. Safe.

They're calloused, thanks to years of fighting. Years old scars litter his fingers and palms, new ones constantly crop up.

Despite this, there's a certain softness that you never expected. He takes care of them. Keeps his nails clean and trimmed.

You thought this was a keen assessment of Jake as a person.

Over time, you develop a strange relationship with Jake's gloves.

Each time he pulls them on, your throat dries and any train of coherent thought is derailed.

And really, you have no idea where this has come from. Or at which point it developed.

The gloves are his dad's, it's associated with blood and pain.

But the way it changes Jake's demeanour, from your sweet goofy boyfriend to a stone-cold killer awakens a deep longing within you.

The way he squares up with his gloved hands, or runs those fingers through his hair, or just the sight or thought of him gripping anything.

A weapon, his phone, you.

Maybe it's the preparation that unfurls something in the pit of your stomach. The symbolism. Hearing the tug of leather when he pulls them on. The anticipation that he means business to those that have wronged him.

You feel your body naturally heat, and you turn a little more wild everytime he dons them.

It really does well to highlight how big and strong and manly those hands are. How big and strong and manly Jake Kim is.

You always did like his hands.

#sorry for the spam today #last one for the day #AND NOBODY ASKED #but i needed to explain myself #to explain how beautiful his hands are #but jfc jake kim in the gloves are something ELSE #it transcends heaven and hell #it speaks to my SOUL #this is self indulgent as fuck #ok ok ill get back to my asks #maybe #lookism #lookism x reader #lookism headcanons #lookism hc #lookism fic #lookism fanfics #jake kim #jake kim x reader #kim gimyung #kim gimyeong x reader #kim gimyung x reader #lookism webtoon #lookism manhwa #wannaeatramyeon

[skitskatdacat63]

I want his gender

#mentally im still here #that turtleneck outfit has haunted me since november when i watched this #daniel brühl the twink prince that you were #tbh most of his roles are very gender evny #this !!! #frederick zoller another twink #dont even get me started on zemo especially tfatws zemo and his slutty coat... #him as niki lauda??? #all very gender #if i ever can recreate this outfit irl i will be very happy #(what is it w me and getting gender envy for german protags istg every german show/movie i watch i get rly obsessed w the protag) #(maybe one day ill go back and gif deutschland 83/dark/etc and my german twink collection) #(thatd be a fun project! i could never rly find the fandom so itd be cool to be self indulgent) #(i always wanna rewatch those so if i can multitask w gifing that would be great) #(im super non committal and me doing race recaps is one of the major things keeping me consistent so maybe i shall do that but w this) #daniel brühl #daniel bruhl #good bye lenin #goodbye lenin #catie.rambling.txt

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

examining your relationship with your art can be fun

but watch out

#examine too hard and you'll have a crisis #or *another crisis if you're like me #sometimes yeah i think about it too hard and then i get the intense prey instinct #to chuck my tablet into a field and then take off sprinting in the other direction #though i know id just come creeping back like a cautious but curious deer. get a little closer. run away #closer. jump back. poke the tablet and run away. come back and poke it again. #its the 'what am i doing? am i doing what i want to do? am i enjoying this? is it hurting me?' #will admit i have these thoughts every other day #ill have like a good bit of fully enjoying art & what im scribbling #and then suddenly ill wake up the next day and its terrifying and Too Much and huh??? HUH??? #i want to draw but im so so scared <3 but im being sooooo brave about it <3 #anyway i think we should all destroy our electronics and run screaming into the woods #OH MY GOD SOON I CAN DO THAT. #not the electronics - i mean the running into the woods part #oh im so excited. when its all too much i can just walk in nature with no one around #that Will fix me! for sure! #when the Art Fear™️ comes back i can just... go away for a few hours and touch some motherfucking grass #AND MAYBE FORAGE SOME CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. I AM DYING TO HARVEST WILD CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. #LITERALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE GOAL FOR YEARS NOW #when the Art Fear™️ creeps in i can get some big chickeney mushrooms and cook em up. refresh my soul.... #absolutely unprompted #but yeah sometimes i wonder if im drawing for myself or others. like drawing for others is fine but... i think there's a fine line #am i balancing it? am i Indulging enough? am i doing what i want to do enough??? #are my people-pleaser tendencies consuming me again? am i feeling Pressure? hm. yeah its crisis time #am i living how i want. am i enjoying how i want. am i interacting with welcome home the way i want to. #i think im going to go do the dishes....

[ghostly-cabbage]

I have officially edited and updated my DP fic recommendation document

I've so far only used it for friends but now I'm wondering if any of you guys would be interested...

#lots of people make rec lists and i sorta feel like i have a lot of the same ones that everyone always does #but also that could just be the curse of knowledge where im like “yeah ofc everyone knows about X Fic!!!” #when in fact maybe they do not :wheeze: #anyway. just wanna gauge if anyone would want it #idk how often ill update the list #i have a shit ton of DP fics on my To Read/Bookmarks and if i haven't read at leaat enough to make a judgment #i dont put it on the rec list #I've been mostly focused on working on getting through my unread book collection at home rather than fics atm BUT #the list is both a way for me to keep track of my fave fics and also when friends outside the phandom wanted a rec i could ask what #flavor of thing they wanna read and then pick something or send them the doc so they could pick #Everytime I work on the list I start thinking so hard about fics I read years ago or on FFnet and I can't remember the names #Or more than a few scenes.... #Rip the real ones from back in the day #I'll at some point be making a new pinned post and so if people do want this I'll post it and then link it in my pinned post #so it's easy to find #danny phantom fanfiction #Danny Phantom fanfic recs

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[glamrock-freddy]

Hmgnhm coughing up an au. Have some undercooked doodles

#vanny is supposed to have that carpet sample fursuit vibe yk #ok um. whats the deal with silly willy. well he's still fucked up and kills children but he cares about his own in this au!! #he doesnt regret any of the murders his only regret is involving his kids #so hes still stuck in ultimate hellscape #um. mike burning his dad for the first time is a big misunderstanding #cause at this point he's like oh fuck my dad is out there and he murdered all those kids and killed my sister hes gonna kill m e #so he burns down the place and goes about his day #and vanny is like #inspired by his crimes but not like ooo possessed by an ai #cause i hate that it feels like its bringing up unnecessary sci fi shit to the table #anyway she is the one who creates glitchtrap #its basically bonzi buddy if it was on steroids and also made your animatronics aggressive #fnaf au #ill make up more stuff jts almostidnight for me hello #oh yeah i forgot about glammike #uhhhh #charlie is the one to bring mikey boy back #cause a he can atone for killing his little brother by not sucking and helping this kid who's about to get his kidneys chewed out by monty #and b . so mike you know what's a computer right. well you gotta hit a bootcamp cause you gotta dismantle that bonzi buddy shit #and maybe stop vanny from killing anymore kids

[shleemies]

2015->2023

It gets better

#was looking at old photos and put these side by side. wow #in the first pic i was miserable malnourished and so depressed i didnt think id make it to 2016 #the second pic was a few months ago in too lazy to take w newer one today lol #im still depressed but not like i was. ive come so far and its so hard to see it from day to day sometimes #i never thought id live long enough to go on hrt. top surgery felt completely impossible #but i got to live #i got to transition #i wish i could go back and show that scared kid how far we've come #idk these pics just had me feeling really sappy #maybe one day ill make a more intentional transition timeline post #but these photos really show a lot #transgender love transgender peace transgender joy #it gets better i promise #sounds fake and shallow but it's so fucking true