#but my brain can’t see that as my girl

[subpar-celestial]

✨ fish✨

#monster high #lagoona blue #monster high gen 3 #ignore the background #it’s hideous I know #but I need to get into the habit of actually drawing them #for improvements sake #I am pretty upset with the new designs #like I know many others are #lagoonas especially so #don’t get me wrong she’s really pretty and I had fun drawing her #but to me that’s just not lagoona #like I’d be totally for it if it was a separate character #but my brain can’t see that as my girl #but it is what it is #and all things considered as I said she doesn’t look bad #the only one who I hateeeee is heath #they keep doing my boy wrong #my art

[mylittleredgirl]

starting any new medication with intended or unintended mental effects is so weird. it’s not exactly like waking up with a whole new brain but it definitely feels like my mind got reformatted. this latest nervous system one is doing some what it’s supposed to physically (thank god) but it’s definitely doing… something to my thinking patterns and emotional responses. i’m not sure what. it has some overlap with the symptoms of an early manic upswing in the sense that the “regard for consequences” segment of my brain is sending an out-of-office message, so i thought it was that at first, but that’s definitely not it. but. something.

#and it’s NOT good for my job or relationships until i learn to manage it #and before you point at me the ‘girl you are experiencing a category 5 fandom event’ is a symptom and not a cause #maybe the hyper focus that tech bros abuse this thing for is just misfiring?? #it’s like the brain fog moved from inside to outside?? #i’m clever again but can’t see the road ahead or the people around me #i mean ‘nice’ is a deeply ingrained habit i’m not telling anyone to fuck off #my sister gave me extremely good news and i AM happy for her so that cracked through it! #but i have never thought ‘i don’t care’ in my life before unless i was manic lol #maybe posting into the void will shake it off #my exciting mental health #the symptoms

[kinokoshoujoart]

cora’s bad time hell simulation steps or how to play “sprite station for girl” “harvest moon ds cute” the wrong way

(all ways are wrong this game is Accursed)

ok so here’s what my disorganized “guide” to myself for harvest moon ds for girl (aka indecipherable notes i wrote to myself as i played and revised as i tested various things and restarted due to mistakes) looks like. at some point when i become a real gamer i will write a legible guide meant for eyes to look at but uhhh this is how i play this accursed game personally

i’m not sure if anything i wrote will make any sense since i wrote it as notes to myself so probably definitely use fogu and fc2 jonason wiki (may not work but some pages should be archived) instead

ALSO if you’ve never played or barely played the game it won’t make sense at all! hmds was my first harvest moon so i am used to various horrors!

my play style is probably not fun in general HOWEVER if you are a grinding hell goblin like me then it’s GREAT!!!! if not you may still find it amusing that the game gives you permission to play like this

(it’s a great background task game while doing like productive stuff but otherwise playing this way would probably be unbearable)

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anyway after that the days go a lot faster, you’ll get the island on summer 1, so on spring 30 i put all my money into million G tickets and sell 200 of em, do the 5x money thing, and save the rest. so when thomas comes the next day to sell you the 900 million G island you can just sell 180 tickets and do the 5x money thing again with like ~600 million G tickets left over. it takes up inventory but you’ll get the shelf in a few days. basically you just need to remember to order from the TV shopping every saturday and place orders with gotz and gray whenever they finish stuff.

random tips

after unlocking the fuckass hot spring sprites (the ones that require you to spend a total of 700 1 hour sessions in the hot springs) i usually grind grazing points— if you put your animals outside for 5 hours you get a “Love Point”, but if you interact with them after they earn that LP then the timer switches over and you can get another LP after 5 more hours. if you wear the time ring the whole time it’s 2.5 hours. i’m not very good at explaining this but basically if you’re super efficient you can get way more animal LP than you realistically should, which is great because the touch glove petting minigame is Bad!!!!

i usually wait on getting the rest of the purple sprites (the ones that require you to hire the purple team and ask for healing) until i’m totally done with the indigo team, cuz i wanna get HG’s purple heart event asap, but you can switch the order if you want

by summer y1 you’ll basically have a feel for everything. aside from Skye, Leia, HG and WP everyone can be married early-mid autumn if you want

if you want to Gay (in the japanese version only) keira is the quickest to marry. leia is the quickest to max affection but it’s impossible to get leia year 1 because the bottle you need to fish up can only be caught in spring. you have to wait until at least year 5 for WP and iirc year 6 for HG.

#i’m really sorry i can’t make this more organized #if i literally ever have time i’ll just make a video guide instead of pasting this because it’s easier to explain with visuals…. #i can’t Write in an organized way i can only Visual Medium #i have a very complicated relationship with corobuckle station for girl #it scratches my brain #(derogatory) #(positive) #i have no idea how many hours of HMDS i’ve played in my life but it’s definitely the game i’ve played the most of all time #i’ll just paraphrase something i read on a japanese wiki for hmds/koroste a long time ago: #’i once again feel that the effort required for the completion of the task is unreasonable’ #god i really hope ds gets a remake so all of the titles you can get in the mailbox become steam achievements #bokumono #if people find out there are achievements that take at minimum real life decades to complete with basically no reward #gamers will lose their minds and society will collapse #‘trying to accomplish it is like trying to collect a sparrow’s tears #so at some point it may be inevitable that you have to give up trying’ #i really think the devs saw the ds could handle higher values than gba and went insane without considering balance at all #currently i’m trying to record as many cutscenes as i can in the jp version since y’know. english translation is very awkward #i am also trying to see if the pastor carter/cardi marriage option exists in the english version of cute #i will update so stay tuned for that if you want sex on the phone with pastor cardi b. i guess

[missjashin]

The kids have obviously heard Steve laugh. It’s not like he never laughs. But they didn’t realize how rare it actually was to hear him really truly fully laugh until Eddie came in and they all started to hang out together.

Just. Eddie can be a funny guy, they all know this. But boy can he make Steve laugh. Be it him telling jokes or just goofing off with the kids Steve is having fun. He laughs so much. Eddie Munson even has the ability to make Steve Harrington giggle.

And honestly they won’t be saying it out loud but they love that for Steve, the guy deserves to be happy

#every baby girl deserves a goofy boyfriend who can make them laugh #and Eddie is Steve’s #sorry I won’t take criticism on that #Steddie #stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #also yeah I can definitely see Eddie and Steve babysitting the teens and they’re just sitting together on the side and giggling together #like a little gossiping school girls they are #is there another word for laugh other than giggle #because that word is starting to sound very stupid to me right about now #also this is inspired by the blooper reels #the I guess we woke up Vecna part with Joes #can’t get their little teehee school boy laughs out of my brain

[gregmarriage]

can’t tell if i’ve fucked up this courtship and we won’t get back to where we were and how nice it was, or if i’ve just woken up in a bad mood and i’m being overdramatic

#it’s probably the latter #i do half regret what happened #but like i had to communicate my feelings #and we’ll probably be fine and be okay again #i’m just being impatient for it bc i’m stressed #idk i wish my brain would shut up #genuinely feels like whenever i do it’s gonna object #literally idk what my brain thinks is worse #abject loneliness or dating somebody #bc i know it’s not just the girl #it’d happen #for whoever i was seeing #it’s so stupid!! #currently i seem to care too much or too little #also my brain is tricking me like in the two days we’ve been seeing other people she’s gonna have met someone and leave me #i think that’s also just old insecurites bc uhh fun fact: this has happened multiple times so my fears aren’t entirely unfounded but also i #know i’m being paranoid a lot of the time in relationships and that completely ruins everything #but tbh i can’t be mad bc we’re not even dating properly and like i’m a mess imaoooo #so dating somebody else would probably be good for her #idk i’m just saying words at this point #but anyways lol

[publicuniversalenemy]

just want to assure all my friends and followers that, even though i havent been active in Ages, im still up to the usual: realizing that im more mentally ill than i initially thought, and calling aggressively heterosexual 80s singers faggots <3

#literally TELL ME that billy idol isnt a fag. you can’t! #also hey what the fuck is up with my brain i stg theres something new with this bitch every week #‘~ooh~ the diagnostic criteria for OSDD fits your brain like a glove’ goddamn girl can you chill? for one damn second? #why is it never that im just Not Like Other Girls and instead im just fucked up??? #but noooo i had to have two specialists very quickly narrow in on that within one fucking week of eachother so idk!!!! #guess this is a Thing!!! #but yeah on a less silly note. spent a While on pluralpedia last night and um. #oh shit folks #things are making sense. #things are seeming Very Obvious in retrospect #(also idk if im Back yet. i wanna be n i really miss this space but also. its just not been Working for me yk) #anyways i hope ur all doing well and also plesae feel free to send me Messages or Posts if u want! #it might take me A Million Years (metric) to respond but i WILL see it and it will make me smile #f slur #whatever the fuck

[selfindulgentfandomstuff]

Well.

I took the exam.

I’m gonna go stick my fist into a wall now 😁

#vent #vent tw #tw vent #honestly maybe I just shouldn’t pursue physics. like if I suck this bad at CALCULUS 1.. well I can’t even imagine how I’ll fare in higher #level math courses.. let alone the bits of the physics courses where we actually have to apply the concepts we’ve learned in math #maybe I’m just not cut out for this #I want it so so so bad I want to understand things about the universe how it works why it does what it does I want to KNOW #but ig I’m just too stupid to even get down the entry level stuff :( #I hate this I used to be smart I know I was #I had a basic understanding of the concepts of quantum physics and specifically a few of the existing string theories out there #by the time I hit 7th grade I was actively learning as much as I could get my hands on about everything astrophysics quantum physics and #cosmology related throughout 8th grade along with keeping top of my class grades easily #then I went to high school and while I did stay near the top of my class (my grade level class not individual classes I mean) #it took more effort and I burned myself out far too much and that’s part of why I failed so miserably at university (mental health crisis #that caused me to have to come home like 4 months into the school year) #I know I used to have potential but I think I smothered it with overworking myself in high school trying to juggle hw and class work and #extracurriculars and chores and sleep and and and the list goes on #I think I murdered her. the little girl who used to dream and wonder and learn voraciously #now I’m an aimless young guy with no real potential left anymore. #everything is so foggy in my brain I can’t see to retrieve information when I need it #I KNOW the information is in there. somewhere. locked away in a place I can’t reach right now #I hate it. I want to be her again (but as a guy obviously) I want to have that passion and ability to learn and perform academically #sorry guys for this I just don’t know what to do

[kavehater]

I wish I could inject pasilyo into my brain so I can have permanent happiness

#There’s this specific part of the song #It srsly alters my brain chemistry #Anyways #i hate tumblr sm #Idk like I Gen hate being on here sm #No matter what account I make no matter if I tell ppl about it whether I don’t tell ppl I just hate this place soooo much #Like if I have a following it sucks because it’s rlly lonely if I don’t it’s still lonely and then if there’s nobody at all it’s lonely #Loneliness is what got me to discord boy so like :D #The fact I am genuinely missing him sm I’m gonna krill myself 😻🙏 #Also I think I hate talking to minors cause these kids be letting themselves get groomed all the time I’m so tired of seeing it #The creep in my course is being so weird to Raisa who is a minor … I can’t help but think it’s all my fault … I invited her to the pharm gc #To show her how messy it was …. #I didn’t expect her to follow and accept requests of everyone … #Anyways I just am so annoyed. Like I wish I could have one person just one where I can be confident in being their no.1 but every time I th #Think I’m maybe somewhere high up on someone’s list of important ppl I realise I overestimated my position even tho I’m rlly self conscious #And being myself down over that. Also I still hate Eid. I hate Eid sm. How do ppl genuinely enjoy Eid. Idk if I’ve ever been excited for Ei #It’s like I’m just suddenly getting more sick of ppl by the day. I Gen don’t like talking to ppl at all even tho I used to rely on talking #To others like its sustenance now it’s just such a hassle to me because I’m so sick of being unimportant to literally every single person I #Have ever known. Literally everyone except maybe dahlia idk. the only person who has never gotten mad/snapped at me o is dahlia #And knowing my luck that will soon be taken from me too. Anyways good riddance to tumblr i loathe this site and im sick of the mind games #All the time from just existing on here. Gen makes me feel ill. I’m so sick of that girl I like and sick of everyone. The only time ppl car #Is when I cause a scene. And ykw atp I loathe being showed sympathy and pity for these sorts of posts because it just feels like a big joke #Cause why couldn’t you just care when I was fine. Why do you ONLY care when I’ve had enough of your bad behaviour. How does one make someon #Like me go mad with all these things #Istg if I come back to this dumb site whether to this acc to the tora one or my other account everyone has permission to beat me up. #dora daily #Tldr;I HATE ppl and everyone ever + I’m just sick of pretending like everyone doesn’t suck cause how can ppl be so insufferable intolerable #Insane horrible in every way and ppl like them. How do they live with themselves when they’re this aggravating. Every day I hate ppl more #Because their mannerisms their everything is just so embarrassing. #Essay tags 😻😻😻

[recallthename]

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#I am so annoyed rn #and I’m trying to find the space between swallowing it and completely freaking out #the thing about being me is normally people ask things of me and my brain is like ‘it is my job now to do this thing’ #regardless of my actual feelings on the matter #and I’m trying hard lately to… not do that #but idk how without feeling like I’m going to another extreme #I just consider being generous and picking your battles very valuable? #but then I’m like ‘bitch why are you considering playing dnd with your friends a battle?’ #anyway I’ve died in every combat encounter we’ve had including twice in the most recent one #I’m playing a class that I already wasn’t interested in and only chose for party balance #and my dm put restrictions on which subclass I could pick cause she thought some were op #and is now reaching out saying she wants to nerf me cause she thinks I’m to op #yes the girl who was dead for literally the entirety of our last combat encounter is too op #playing one of the THREE subclasses she recommended #I just don’t even know what to say #it’s especially frustrating because she can’t 1) wait and see if it’s actually a problem #or 2) come to me and say ‘I’ve noticed this and I’m worried’ #she’s just like ‘this is what we should do is that cool’ #i love dnd but man I kinda wish I wasn’t playing dnd with these people

[iwantyoursexmp3]

autism is so funny today i briefly had a messy break up with my wham hyperfixation because i saw a small out of context thing that upset me after intentionally going out of my way to look for something that could upset me only to decide after hours of deliberation that it did not actually upset me and didn’t even matter because i was just being silly looking to dramatise something to bother me 👍 as part of my unmasking goal of 2024 i am going to be open about the weird and nonsensical autism symptoms that i cycle through on the daily 👍 anyway now we’re back together and im streaming wham rap enjoy what you do 👍

#I tried to take whamtibiotics to cure my whamania but ultimately i have a gene mutation making me immune to whamophobia #maybe i was trying to channel bobby my favourite wham! hater #being vague bc the thing isn’t important at all but it’s funny in hindsight like girl why did you do that 👍 #sometimes I wonder if I just attached autism to myself without having it then I see how my ass handles emotions lol #talk about the ugly side of special interests n hyperfixations more cause I always do this LOLLLL #when the excited feeling gets too much and out of nowhere I’m like I must wind myself up bc I have negative regulation skills #people at work talk about these autism symptoms in training like #not in an ableist way but in a can’t imagine why your brain would do that way. which is fair #but I’m just there like lol I go through all these symptoms once a week

[storybookprincess]

finally finished mp100 s3 last night & i’m baffled that people are expecting me to go to work & live my daily life as if i haven’t been fundamentally changed as a person………..

also i have a fic idea rip 😔😔😔

#liv speaks #GIRL HELP this shit will not leave my brain!!!!!!! #hi boss yeah sorry i can’t come into work today #yeah i finished mob psycho last night. yeah you know how it is #okay thanks see you next week

[milo-is-rambling]

Me vs outlining a perfect plan for my day in my head which I can be the only one allowed to change the schedule vs my mom asking me to do 2 simple tasks

#she was like hey can you take the trash out I was like ughhhh okay yeah give me a min (I was still ordering weed) #my mom less than a minute later : hey if you want to break down all the cardboard out there I’d appreciate it Me: actually I’d rather not I #was about to shower right after I put this weed order in #then she gets all pissed at me bc I never do what she asks and blah blah blah blah blah #like. girl. I know she can’t see in my brain but I was not awake last night watching cleaning videos and psyching myself up for a day full #of cleaning my room and showering and doing laundry and cleaning funks cage and doobs cage and making my bed and dusting my ceiling fan and #taking apart my box fan to clean it and cleaning the water pitcher in the fridge and deep cleaning #like GAH I HAVE SO MANY PLANS TODAY WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DO NOTHING AND JUST SIT ON MY ASS SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP #ripping my hair out and screaming banging my fists on the floor #I literally was like yeah I’ll take the trash out no I will not break down boxes right now and she went off on a whole fucking thing like #just shut up. #I hate it. why do I make plans in my head of the exact order I have to do things and if one person suggest doing anything differently or #pushing my schedule back further than I wanted to myself I get so annoyed I explode into a ball of flames #I wanted to shower dry off pick up weed let out funk refill the humidifier clean the bathroom mirrors throw sort and clean the bathroom #shelves sweep start a load of laundry clean off my desk which means cleaning and organizing my closet or my desk dresser thing to fit the #crap on my desk and I have to clean and reorganize the space next to my desk so I can fit my boombox there bc the humidifier took its place #next to funk and like I want to just cry why does everything have to be so fucking difficult for me why is everything simple for everyone #else and for me every simple task is composed of one million baby tasks that I have to do in the correct order forever or everyone around m #will think I’m stupid and dumb forever like WHAT THE HELL WHY IS IT SO EASY FOR EVERYONE ELSE IN MY LIFE WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU JUST DO THING #IN WHATEVER ORDER AND IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT DO YOU MEAN A 20 MINUTE SETBACK DOESNT COMPLETELY RUIN YOUR DAY #AHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT #BUT INSTEAD. I WILL GO TAKE THE TRASH OUT. AND NOT BREAK DOWN THE CARDBOARD BC THAT MEANS GETTING MY KNIFE AND MY HEADPHONES AND PUTTING MO #CLOTHES ON WHICH IS COUNTERINTUITIVE #TO THE WHOLE ABOUT TO TAKE A SHOWER THING #UGHHHHHHH #I am the worst human on the planet and I deserve infinite suffering #fuck this whole thing I’m pissed I’m gonna listen to music and rage clean after I pick up weed and shower

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

GODMODE album has been out for 33 slutty slutty minutes as of writing this and it is already shaping up to become one of my favourites. I haven’t even gotten to the ice nine kills collaboration track yet (once I do it will all be over I will be dead and dead and dying my two favourite bands on one song is too much)

#the fourteen year old little girl in me is HOLLERING I have loved this band for ages and they are only getting better with time #nothing will top black widow and blood though. those albums rewrote my brain chemistry they are the peak of music they are SO GOOD #ANYWAYS. I LOVE THE SOUND DIRECTION THEY’VE BEEN GOING #it’s so classically ITM while also being fresh and new and powerful #though everything maria brink is on is powerful. have you heard that woman’s VOICE it is SO FUCKING INCREDIBLE she is an icon #STREAM GODMODE BY IN THIS MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! #AND ALSO OMEN BY OF VIRTUE!!!!!!!!!!!!! #so many good album drops today I need to explode seventeen times over #cats.txt #hm. I talk about music drops a lot what if I just #HOLD ON MESSAGE CANCELLED SCANTIFY ME JUST HIT AND JESUS CHRIST MARY MOTHER OF GOD. I AM IN LOVE. THE GUITAR THE SCREAM TONES THE. WARGH #cats.MUSEic #<- if you don’t want to see me go batshit over music every 3.5 days probably the best tag to block #I’m putting everything starts and ends on SO many playlists now also. GOD. #where else am I supposed to get the lyrics everything starts and ends with you paired with a song that sounds so beautifully devoted #(I can’t process lyrics. this all depends on when the lyric transcription is released I might interpret it a whole different direction then)

[natashatrace]

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#time for another tag thoughts: stream of consciousness edition #people rarely reach out first to me and that bothers me so if I go quiet it’s just me trying to be less open #bc your girl is still dealing with the whole ‘being open and honest led to shitty feelings’ thing #Glen’s movie was cute. so ready for all the unsolicited advice or ‘they did it I can’t prove it’ comments to stop bc it’s all fucking gross #not to be ace on main but it’s nobody’s fucking business and y’all make it gd weird #I hate that my job has my brain so fried that by the time I get home I don’t want computer screens #so I just get in bed with my phone screen and say. every single day. that I’ll be productive. #and then I’m a fucking liar #I miss how good I felt a week ago (when I was ovulating) #I wish people understood how literally accurate it is to be run by my uterus #I’m so tired of seeing the same old shit #I wish there were more discord servers I could peek into to try and find my People #bc I miss that #but my tgm love is. different. atm. less cruisey focused and more glen/monica focused #idk I’m tired. I’d wish for something but I don’t even know what

[designernishiki]

“ugh why couldn’t nishiki see that reina was Right There and would’ve made such a good girlfriend–” he’s gay, susan

#easy explanation. next #don’t say a word about yumi. that whole thing smells like comp het to me and you can’t tell me otherwise #not in MY house #my personal self indulgent hc is that reina is a close friend to him because he goes to Serena alot and gets drunk and when he’s drunk he’s. #like. basically a white girl drunk when left to his own devices and ends up crying and spilling all his secrets and emotions and etc and #reina has inevitably learned a LOT about him through that not even really by choice #most relevantly; that he’s got a Lot of repressed gay angst going on in his fucked up little brain #has never mentioned legitimate or deep feelings for any girls before and it doesn’t even seem to cross his mind to do so unless it’s called #out. mostly just ends up lamenting about the complicated feelings he developed over god knows how long for his best friend #that he’ll probably never act on because he’s probably straight and probably sees him in a more familial light and blah blah blah #whether or not reina has feelings for him is up in the air but either way she figures out real quick that oh man. this guy. needs someone #to vent to and make sure he doesn’t drink himself to death or do something stupid when he’s in one of his Lament Spirals #and well. may as well be her #yeah. anyway. I got sorta sidetracked here point is I think that boy’s trying to do comp het but Failing #that’s my take #nishiki #rambling

[creativitwin]

i don’t know if anything will beat the feeling i had during april 2020. i was heavily hyperfixated on tss and especially the creativitwins, and then thomas dropped the roman playlist. to this day 3 years later i still think about it

second song on that playlist was wonderboy by tenacious d and i was immediately like ‘haha that sounds like that’s about remus. cool how they team up in the end’ but oh well, i didn’t think that much about it in that moment. the song can easily be about virgil too

i’m vibing to the rest of the songs and then humility by gorillaz comes on and. did the song straight up say twin??? bro that fucking song is about remus. that song is about remus there is no way around it.

i’m not smart enough to directly analyze the songs (plenty of people have already done so. here’s my favorite one) but all i can say is holy fuck yippie doodle this shit still makes me ballistic.

i mean in the series all roman seems to show is hate for remus!! looking at remus is like looking into a funhouse mirror, he’s literally his biggest insecurity, his biggest fear. and yet, (correct me if i’m wrong) i don’t even think there’s a song on there that even implies his hatred of remus. the playlist is all about how he wants to be free of his morality restrictions..

idek man. if the day comes in 2050 when the creativitwins reconcile i will be there in the first row.

oh and also. fun fact about the wonderboy song (and also the entire roman playlist)? thomas and joan purposefully made roman’s playlist into 5 sections: i want songs, character establishment, rising action, climax, and falling action. they didn’t specify how exactly these sections were split up* but that doesn’t even matter. wonderboy is the SECOND song in the playlist, meaning it’s definitely an I Want song. do with this information what you will

*ok if you want my opinion, theres 20 songs, and 5 sections. the math would show that each section would consist of 4 songs, and i think this definitely holds up with the vibes of the songs, too.

conclusion: ieirjrwndijekwfowhhdeh idk. roman and remus are the twins ever and the only main reason i still care about sanders sides after all this time.

#roman sanders #remus sanders #sanders sides #creativitwins #side tracks #perry posts #btw i’m sorry for not really talking about remus’ perspective here. he has similar sentiments in his playlist too #see: tranz by gorillaz #i didn’t rlly talk about it in this post mainly bc iirc he hasn’t been shown to Hate roman in the show #like i don’t rlly think remus likes roman but i can’t remember anything he’s done that can’t be excused by ‘remus things’ and cain instinct #idk. if u have Thoughts about remus’ perspective (or anything abt this post) please feel free to add on to this #i feel like the playlists are the only place where all the sides have Finished Arcs. sad. #note: i haven’t watched anything past that 5 Year Anniversary video in 2021 so idk what those guys are up to in those asides and ad videos #i’ll catch up if the finale comes out (or if they put remus in rswr there’s so much potential with that but that’s another post) #edit: i fucking caved and watched the fucking ads and asides. and despite the um. mediocre (to say it nicely) writing at times… #my dumb brain is hyperfixating so i’m back. got more thoughts about these fuckers than ever <3 #‘if u have thoughts about remus’ perspective please add on’ GIRL I JUST MIGHT I GOT SO MANY