#but yes anon ur so right

[compacflt]

your vision of icemav really reminds me of future games by fleetwood mac, the hazy worry and boundless exhaustion of the song really resonates with your characterization of them. also i personally empathize with your ice a little too much for my own liking (not a conservative, hell not even american) but just his cowardice? his dishonesty, lack of self-awareness. and it gives me something to think about. never imagined to feel so seen by a fanfiction about guys who are not similar to me in most regards. but that's the power of a pen i guess. love your work <3

this is so funny anon because i Just deleted a scene from rooster’s wedding afterparty where “as long as you follow” comes up on the playlist and ice is tapping his fingers on the table and Maverick’s like “ice we’ve been together for thirty years and i keep forgetting you’re an honest to god fleetwood mac fan” and ice is like “how on earth could you possibly forget that? it’s literally the single gayest thing about me” and mavericks like “ “

#huh? 😀 #and don’t sell urself short anon. it’s unreasonably easy to be a better person than either my ice or mav #which is how i know ur a good person #great song btw. you’re so right. #i deleted this exchange cause it doesn’t jive with my hc that ice & mav ‘inexplicably’ have the same music taste #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #icemav #asks #tom iceman kazansky IS a Fleetwood Mac fan yes. #this ask is so kind too thanks!

[boxwinebaddie]

NINNAAAA WHATS SPCD STAND FOR??

oh, it's not that exciting, it's actualy awful. i mentioned it towards the tail end of chapter five of rm. it's basically what cartman used to call kyle when they were growing up. a really cruel fucked up nickname.

the s.p.c.d,

or rather,

the south park city dump. :(

the sp boys used to be fucking horrible to kyle because cartman ruled their elementary/middle school. and when cartman and the boys saw kyle in the hallway they were like "what are you doing here, broflovski? trash day's tomorrow" or omg whenever he walked ANYWHERE they made the "Beep! Beep! Beep!" trash truck noises, but worst of all was that they used to dump out...Full Trashcans On Him. like spoiled milk, rotted food stuffs, glass bottles that werent put in recycling, crushed aluminum cans that cut his cheeks, all kinds of awful, foul smelling sludge...sigh. :/ ily so much baby jersey.

also, if you want to cry extra hard, i think that being covered in all that disgusting lunchroom trash, feeling it soak thru his shirt, stink down to the skin, pool around his shoes, get buried in his hair -- just feeling that dirty and disgusting and Unclean was one of the factors that made his ocd so severe and it's a large part as to why he takes scorching showers and rubs his skin raw bc especially if he smells something weird or its trash day, he gets triggered & has to SCRUB.

but anygays! you bet your ass that tiny lil stan was giving them ALL the business rippin around on his bike brandishing his hockey stick like a big sword, running them out of town and back to their mommas crying and screaming bloody murder all in that giant wayne gretsky *ravenstan vc* yersey...they were SCARED, lolllll!!!

which is a very interesting juxtaposition to sweet, gentle stan very lovingly picking all the food debris out of his kyles beautiful curly whirly hair before marching him over to the bathroom where while kyle showers, stan always sits on the toliet bc their running joke is that kyle might drown ( yes yersey also can't swim ) while stan listens to rock n colors his nails in w/ sharpie or stolen nail polish from shell.

and he's just like "dude, Fuck them, kyle! those fkn gilipollas are just mad because theyre all total perros and you're the most handsome guy in school, hands down." wHICH? AAA??? tbf stan does say shit like that all the time & Means It bc ravenstan has loved jers from the moment he Heard him but kyle thinks he's fuckin w/ him

bc haha!

very fun joke, stan! hit on the weird, overweight, clunky, awkward, nerdy loser boy to make him feel better about himself! great joke, bro!

bUT ITS NOT A JOKE, BESTIE!!!!

HE WANTS TO KISS YOU SO BAD!!!!!!!!

not them both bein secretly and painfully in love with each other but convinced that acting on their feelings would ruin their friendship/be unrequited and both of them being like "he is perfect, what would he want with a fuckin Loser like me?" :/ </3 WERE IN HELL!!!

regardless of thinking it was a joke, it totally made kyle blush, my rosecea king and stan was sooo nervous like oh my god, you are SO stupid, stanley marsh!!!!! guapo??? gUAPO BITCH??!!!! ARE U ACTUALLY INSANE!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!!

i love nervous ass tiny stan with his massive universe sized crush on kyle broflovski that he carries around in his black jansport backpack at all times...along with the weight of the world, ofc. we know this.

but anyways..off topic.

closing thoughts?

fuck you fartman.

-uncle nina, tiny but big baby jersey kyle defense club

( don't touch my sweet son!!! MY BABY!!!!! )

p.s. i'm sorry i just started making new sections without warning. i wanted a way to post about what the boys looked or acted like during different periods of their lives -- so like, satana ( which is what stans mom called him ) refers to the period of time before the fire and kyle's 'the s.p.c.d.' section also refers to that period of time.

it's cool you guys are so perceptive tho! i hope you like them <333 you're always welcome to ask me questions about them xx

#the spcd nickname always makes me want to cry #i love you baby jersey kyle he is my angel #the world was so cruel to him #just for being fat too like #everyone who has ever hurt jersey can go hell right after they meet with me and i beat the living shit out of them...til they Die #stan was mad over protective too and stan was weird but he had Clout from being pretty so he was like IF I SEE THAT SHIT AGAIN ITS OVER #and then goes to lovingly tend to kyle like dude im so sorry you dont deserve this shit look im gonna tell their moms #and theyre gonna get so busted and have to pay you back for al your clothes...then we pretend to hit the gap and go to good will instead #and use the rest to buy tokens at the arcade or buy the new mario game and see who can finish a pizza faster its me btw #theyre in love ur honor like why didnt i give them a chance like they were...so married #ALSO AN ANON ASKED ME ABOUT BALLET KY #YES JERSEY TOOK BALLET it wasn't his idea it was an accident bc they were marking electives #and ballet was RIGHT next to basketball and then basketbal got full and sheila was like I ALREADY BOUGHT YOU SHOES UR GOING #and like at first it was really awkward but i think kyle actually really liked the structure of ballet and when u dance beautifully #what he found is that no one had anything to say about his weight just that his pirouette was perfect it was freeing #he dropped it during the kyley b era #but picked it up again in college and its kind of a form of self harm and he fucks up his feet very badly trying to be perfect #also hes like fuck all those people who laughed at me im perfect now im fucking perfect i have to show them i have to be the best #sigh...kyle kyle kyle...ill elaborate on that more in one of the ballet kyle asks but kyle loves ballet and going to preformances #ice skating and dainty refined stuff which is cute bc theyre very nosm like jers on ice skates and stan w the hockey stick during winter

[foulbearobservation]

Lilith “acts of service” Villaumbrosia fucking all three of her girlfriends one after the other, then climbing out of the bed, walking around to the other side, climbing back in, and starting over immediately.

for some reason my brain read this as lilith leaving the whole house, walking around it, and then walking back in the front door which is honestly a funnier visual

#but also you're so right anon ur brain is SOOOOO big #service top lilith is so fun like yes find a noble use for your body! choose ur own autonomy and still give urself to ur gf completely!

[smoozie]

i can never say this off anon but. like. i don't agree with rpf ideologically but there's something to the narrative of it, right? like if i was a minecraft youtuber and so was my best friend and i fell in love with them i would never fucking say anything publicly. there's a story there. i just wish it made sense to write about fictional youtubers or write aus about my ocs as youtubers without it turning into meta commentary on actual RPF. why is there no respectful way to write about c!cc!characters huh

There is most definitely a story to be told in which the entire world thinks two people should be together, and because of that two people cannot reveal they are in love with each other.

#anon this is an interesting topic #so cruel of u to put it in my inbox tho lmao /lh #now I have to say smth off anon abt it! #but uh I'm trying to phrase this ever so delicately #I don't think u should ship real ppl #obviously #I grew up watching dan and phil guys #but this ask is soooo like #yeah #them #I think abt them a lot and how hard it must have been to be in the closet and somehow outted at the same time #very interesting perspective #but also it is so intrusive to explore smth like that ya know? #like in a fanfic #and ur right any story revolving around this topic is ultimately a commentary on rpf culture #even if 'youtuber who is in love with youtuber friend“ could be a fun story #it will always draw uncomfortable parallels to actual ppl #smooziespeaks #ask #anon #dragonanswers #also u mentioned mcyt's specifically which is funny cuz my response is basically #ah yes my favorite mcyts dan and phil #ALSO! What drove you to ask me of all ppl abt this??? #not mad I just desperately need to know #what abt me screams send ur anonymous confessions #I need to exude that energy everywheew

[nyctarian]

fans of wrestler redacted having to hard pivot to claiming aew is as morally bad as anything wwe mcmahon bc their guy is willing to compromise his stated values if they will give him a job is so funny. like you cant be mad at people for believing aew is better morally than vince mcmahons big conservative fundraiser sponsored by mbs when your guy himself has made his reputation on making the point that wwe bad for nearly a decade now. their are bad people at aew too but it is not systemic to the entire company's existence at the highest levels the way it is in wwe.

also since people on twitter are trying to pretend he was a lone voice of trans rights and got forced out bc of that im also gonna note aew had a trans womens world champion when p*nk was still working for fox's wwe backstage.

#you cant send me anons on my blog bc i have had asks turned off for multiple years now die mad #personal #his elite beef was w a bernie bro a bisexual and two (yes christian) guys who support gay rights and dont support tr*mp like #sorry vince mcmahons still legally wed wife runs tr*mp fundraising #sorry that collision had nyla on once in the second ep for the owen and then literally never again #sorry that collision was the show made for c******e fans and it took ur guy being fired for a joshi wrestler to get on it #sorry ur guy praised zaslov before having to pivot to being the union guy bc kenny isnt online enough to have seen a video from a con lol #i believe he does try to be leftleaning but his overwhelming ideology is of the self not of the other sorry #what he was doing at the end those beliefs were only tshirt deep die mad #i could go further i like adding nuance and details to things but its pointless. i just hope the weirdos who harass people on here over #their favorite guy and who fail to realize that whatever shit they say on their blogs is the same shit twitter people are sayings #i hope they move on to something that actually brings them joy so that they dont need to harass people for having a different opinion #like sincerely if someone interacts w a post of mine or if i look at someones blog bc they posted a good wrestling thing #and i see a bunch of stuff i dont like for a wrestler i dont like #i just block and move on #i really hope they start doing that as someone who used to post on here a bunch several years ago about all the hatereading i would do #it genuinely is an unhealthy mindset and its something i had to work to grow out of i hope they do too

[teadrop-12]

For sum reason I started shipping ejen bakar x Leon even tho they hate each other in the webtooon . There ship is like Serious x silly.

dude you are SO right omg i am actually pretty indifferent to leon but omg ur absoloutely right this is exactly them

#asks #ejen ali #this is canon me and anon said so #yes ur right they are silly x serious partners omg

[katasstrophy]

Dream anon again! I was curious if you had any questions you associate with your favorite bllk boys btw?? "Honey" by Johnny Stimson makes me deeply think of Bachira in love while the One Punch Man theme song is what I would play personally for Kunigami's intro to a game as his hero theme lmao. Ty for reading!

hi dream anon !! 🥺 (omg so sorry that i took ages with this i was a little swamped with Life™ but i hope you’re doing swell<3)

i’m gonna assume you meant songs ! :) hhmmmm that’s interesting actually, because when i write i just pull up my go to instrumental playlist ‘cause lyrics.... distract me LOL (i try to blame it on the Bilingual Brain but…. 🥹🥹 yeah no i’m not even convincing me with that one) however !!

there have been a few songs (when i was just casually listening) that very insistently made certain bllk boys wiggle in my mind 🤔 ‘the catcher in the rye’ by elephanz to me is just– sae right after he realized he’s stupidly in love with you, but you’ve slipped out of his grasp a long, long time ago now – and he’s terrified he’ll never win you back. terrified to know the thought alone of you not being a part of his life shatters something permanent inside him. (but eventually, after long, thorough, heartbreaking groveling and trail and error, he’ll win you back. and the sweeping joy of it all is worth it in the end<3) nskzjebdbdjdks forgive me that is so specific HELPP. i actually have an embarrassing amount of songs i associate with sae but we’re not gonna talk about that bc i’m not supposed to be in love with him 😤

i think i mentioned this before on here but ‘clown’ by njomza is just absolute peak making kaiser crawl on his knees for you pathetically LOL as he deserves. also – and this is so funny to me to this day – right after the nagireo break up happened in the manga i was just like imagining reo gaslight gatekeep girlbossing through it and blasting ‘mean!’ by madeline the person on full volume like yeah girl you deserve better than him sksjsbbddnjsnsn pls okay shut up river

#—ping! new message from (anon) #that’s enough exposing myself for today i think LOL #(zari no i am not in love with sae ur eyes are just decieving you) #might queue up those songs u mentioned tho👀 #i hope this is what you mean dream anon waaaahhh again so sorry for the late ass reply. i know these are also kind self insert-ish but i’m #slutty like that unfortunately i just want them for myself LMAO #also…… shakira’s new song is. churning ideas in me y’all 😳😳 divorcing ur big shot soccer player husband bc he doesn’t treat you right only- #-for him to realize it was the worst mistake of his fucking like mmmmmm yes delicious #okay i am actually shutting up now alsjsbbddndk my bad #blue lock x reader #sae >:( #bastard kaiser </3 #loverboy reo <3

[quarterprioritymidnight]

Idk why this struck me as “cute” or like “heartwarming” but there’s just something about Dan writing a song about a dead girl from a TV show, and making it sound like this very bombastic spectacle

yeah i know what you mean. it's the unashamedly indulging in something you love just for the love of it babyyyy. like ig he literally wrote that song cause he loves that show so much and that is actually v beautiful imo

#ask #anon #bastille #kind of off topic but i had the same thing at comic con #like my heart was so full during the cosplay masquerade and i said to my friend #like everyone here has put in so much effort and time and money to their costumes and perfomances #and the only motivation is loving a character/show/anime/movie/costume etc so much that they decide to do that #like not to be fake deep but i think theres so much societal pressure to put all your energy into getting more money/love/sex #to spend your time indulging in your niche little interests that may seem weird or insignificant to other people #is actually very beautiful #also i like his little bit he does on tour like 'hopefully this is the best song about a dead girl from the 90s you hear all evening' #like yes king ur right that was a good one lol

[compacflt]

Did your Ice and Mav like *genuinely* not care whether the other was flirting-with/sleeping-with other people on the side, during their golden-period in the nineties, when they were both working at Miramar: living in the same house, sharing their lives, raising their kid? ‘Cause Ice explicitly states that ‘he only wants it when the opportunity presents itself, but every other time he couldn’t care less: Mav could be fucking the little green men on Mars’, and Mav is all but catapulting Ice into the direction of any woman he thinks Ice might like, just hoping Ice sticks the landing. On the face of it, both of them seem to be operating under the implicit assumption that their life together is temporary, right up-til and even beyond Ice’s promotion to RADM, and his departure. But then, after Carole’s death, when their relationship has crumbled ‘round their ears, Ice does seem to be bothered by Mav’s in-your-face flirting with the waiter, and the radar-techs, and the WSOs, and the anonymous-individual he brought back home that one time, and Ice even thinks to himself, that it doesn’t matter whether that person’s a woman/a man, ‘cause I guess: either way, it doesn’t change the fact that Mav’s with someone who isn’t *him*. So, what I really wanted to know is: was Ice sub-consciously fooling himself, when he thought that he’d be *totally* okay with Mav finding someone else to be with—a woman/another man—or would he really have given Mav his blessings to move-on with someone else, made it easy for him, and quietly walked out of his life?

ice would’ve been fine if mav found someone else. like, good for mav. Ice HIMSELF would not have been fine. single for the rest of his life. he was too late to take the shot in settling down & getting married to a woman. Now, how do you explain to a serious womanly wife candidate the 10-year gap (during which you were fucking/falling in love with another man) between your last serious relationship & this one? And how do you explain the off-the-charts levels of fucked-up you are from this hidden decade-long sexual/romantic relationship that you literally can’t talk about without scaring off any potential date/fucking your career? this is a little cliche but mav has truly ruined ice for anyone else. not because he loves mav so much but because they are both sooooo fucked up, and for the exact same reasons and the exact same secrets, that theyre literally the only people on Earth who understand each other.

no neither of them care about the cheating/“open relationship,” because 1. Ice wishes it wasn’t happening/feels like he’s wasting mav’s time 2. Mav is down for anything (definitely suggested threesomes on multiple occasions) 3. they both KNOW 100% that they’re both so fucked up that at the end of the day, for better or worse, they’re coming back to each other. (the reason ice was such a mess during their breakup was because it was not eminently obvious they would come back to each other. and then where would he go?) And they’re completely exclusive post-getting-back-together (too old to have that much casual sex, and also finally figured out that they super-unfortunately only want each other) so whatever. also, i think in the 90s, mavs “let’s get ice a girlfriend” campaign was kind of like a tongue-in-cheek way for him to rib ice— “we still have to keep up appearances, but you KNOW you wanna fuck me more than any of the girls here. You KNOW it’s me you’re really going to be fucking tonight.”

#and he’s soooo right <3 #again #my story isn’t super happy #they are in love but. it’s mostly they’re just fucked up. #yes they’re in love but. they literally do not have any other choice but to be fucked up together #so might as well make it work :) #answering this winedrunk so like #i love these asks anon #feel like i recognize ur writing style #this is good feedback writing wise though because i kind of wanted this to be in the story itself #idk. Don’t listen to me. like none of this is wwgattai canon or real canon #this is just me the dumb fanfic author deep into my own interpretation of top gun (1986) #like it’s not that serious 😭😭😭 this is fun for me but i promise this isn’t like my set interpretation of tg like im just making shit up #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #top gun #top gun maverick #icemav #asks #just uhhh mixing my $6 Pinot grigio with my in n out sprite & answering icemav asks #back in Southern California <3 driving on the 405 just like Tom iceman Kazansky

[cartoonsaint]

you mentioned how hlvrai is an interesting form of storytelling and i think thats part of why it got big- same with taz and other dnd podcasts- people like the authenticity of it. theres no big writers rooms working to make it "perfect." its all very in the moment. the actors arent actors- theyre not reading off a script. everyone whose playing a part are equally a part of the storytelling process. everyone is making the script up in the moment, and things happen either to immediately make their friends laugh or make their friends go 'holy shit thats awesome' or (my personal favorite) to give their friends the opportunity to do something cool!

its an honest form of storytelling that we're kinda losing with the way media is so sanitized and washed out and forced to be marketable. like, i struggle explaining hlvrai or dnd podcasts to my friends when they ask what kind of content i watch, because theres really no comparison to it (unless they also engage with that type of content). its like people sitting around a campfire telling stories, just to pass the time and engage in creativity. and i think thats why people like them, theyre just fun and real.

i got a little rambley but overall: i think hlvrai and these types of media are popular because theyre honest

i think there's truth to this, yeah!!! :) there's a lot to be said for stories where the storytellers are present/visible, esp when they're all close-- it's like being invited into their warm, fun little friend group for a little bit, even if it's just to observe. it's a kind of antithesis to the wave of polished and soulless media that has become more and more of the stuff out there in the past ten years (spotless set design, everyone is beautiful and no one is horny, reliance on the Save the Cat method, i don't have enough links to sketch this whole thing out but yes: the number one word is marketability). these are lonely times; stories told by real people in real-time are a breath of fresh air, especially when there's the doubled wild cards of 1. wtf are my friends going to pull out of their asses next and how do i keep this balloon-story in the air oh god and 2. dice-rolling/weird g-mod stuff à la the helicopter heap, etc. it's great fun to see people up against these odds who manage to pull together a semi-cohesive story anyways :)

i don't think we're really losing this kind of story-telling, though it is becoming less visible in a marketability-lowest-common-denominator-blockbuster-content-production kind of way. but you're right that these kinds of practices trace back to telling stories around a fire, or while spinning thread or sharpening flint-- it's deep in our core as human beings. our lives are very different from those of our our ancestors 50k years ago but in the grand scheme of things, we've barely barely changed. we still want those stories. we still want to tell them, too. even as inhuman companies beyond our individual grasps manipulate things far above us, try to distract workers from too-long days at work with stripped-down marketable manipulative garbage, there will always be people making weird, niche art: friend groups who stream goofy improv together, people who write thousands upon thousands of words about their OCs even though only 3 people read it, toby fox in his basement, DnD podcasts with fewer than a fifty listeners, stick figure webcomics updating every day, pre-teens scribbling about sparklewolves in their composition notebooks and shyly sharing a little bit with the other weirdo in their class.

but yeah. especially for those of us who don't necessarily have the energy to create as much as we'd like, story-telling that has the foundations visible, that is honest about what it is and where it's coming from, that has at its core the desire to make one's friends laugh-- it's great! it's fun! it's a good antidote to the big polished crap :)

#i think ur smart n right anon i also just cannot stop talking. hope this makes sense i wrote it at 3am and am not less tired now #saint talks #ask saint #sorry this took me like a week to respond to i'm avoiding other things so i uh. well i got trapped in the televison tbh #here's some notes for anyone interested: #DO watch the first 1.5 seasons of twin peaks; interesting things to say about masculinity and trauma and community failures/success #DON'T watch season 1 of true detective; has boring incomplete things to say about masculinity and did NOTHING w the yellow king >:( #DO watch season 1 of severance it is excellent across the board; yes polished but v distinct w a very solid thoughtful core #thinking very vaguely about how a hlvrai au would slot nicely into it but only vaguely. do you hear me brain VAGUELY

[ihatebnha]

i want to vent for a moment about another trope? (idk if it’s considered one but im going to say it is) in smut that i don’t like. when the reader is giving someone a bj & their throat is basically used as a flesh light. i’ve read fics where i just had to stop in the middle of it bc it made me so uncomfortable, the fic is like “you instinctively started breathing through your mouth while his cock aggressively pushed further down your throat” & im just like … actually i don’t want to be fighting for my life while im giving head, i enjoy breathing like normal :) idk if this is making any sense but i just don’t like how aggressive most bj smuts can be

lmfao this gave me flashbacks to the first "rough deep throat" porno i ever watched... i literally remember being like "oh my god... they're abusing that woman........."

ANYWAY... rolling my eyes (not @ u, anon) because I AGREE and think this is just another way smut gets extremely disconnected from the actual... "nuance" of what it's based on (for lack of a better word lmao).

it's just so, SO... odd to be reading something that starts one way (cute, funny, smutty, WHATEVER)... only for it to become hard smex immediately without any proper... preparation.

and i'd say like... makes you wonder why deep throats are the go to... but actually, i'm not wondering lmfao. i know.

so while ofc there are exceptions and warnings and that's fine and all... often it's just... throwing random deep throating at us because the author thinks its... normal? and tbh, i have to laugh.

although honestly... i also somewhat think it's just because some people just don't know what to say to properly describe or extend their smutty scenarios, either because they've never experienced them or just want to lengthen their descriptions and don’t know how... and that is almost an entirely separate conversation LOOOL

#u see stuff in the tags thats like: 'how the boys like their bjs!' which okay! good! #and then u click read more and its 'bakugo is pulling ur hair so hard its ripping ur scalp and he's calling u a binch and u can't breathe' #LOOOOOL LIKE WHAT? #when i dont know what to say in smut i just dont write it #simple as that #LOL im kidding (not really) #but yea i think people really flounder when it comes to descriptions #and i say that because i do too #its hard to write really detailed smut that sounds good #and esp if you've never ... experienced it #so people are like... how to write bj... ah yes... automatic deep throat... #no no no #anyway #i think ur right but its hard to figure out what the right response is u know? #like should i be... upset i can no longer read this or just feel bad for the author #LOL contributes to everything else we've talked about too how men can exploit this misunderstanding too #but #im not gonna get into it #thank u anon *salute* #ask #anon #caitie chats #sx talk

[cheolhub]

you should only fuck him if he’s seungcheol idk that’s just me tho

NOOOO I CANT KEEP BEING DELUSIONAL LIKE THIS

#actually fuck that #yes i can #ur right anon #hes not seungcheol so im not going near him #in fact all men are invisible to me #I WILL NEVER LET REALITY DESTROY ME #this is also supposed to be funny dont take me srs 😭 #[💌: anon]

[ghostbeam]

barista keigo letting you try this new recipe he made and you unknowingly drinking from the same spot that he did and now he's going insane over the fact that you guys have now shared an indirect kiss

NO CAUSE HE’S SUCH A DORK LIKE THAT!!!!! Literally watching u touch ur lips to the cup like😳and when u ask if he’s okay he’s stuttering and shit aksjdkdjdkdk if he’s that flustered over an indirect kiss how would he react to a real one!!!

#I will tell u how!!! he’d probably overthink everything leading up to it first of all #the date he takes u on the restaurant u go to the movie u see #the whole time worried that u hate everything #even tho ur clearly having the time of ur life #and then at the end when he takes u home and he knows like. the time has come!!!!!! he’s freaking the fuck out #but kei has always struck me as someone who like externally seems very calm and cool despite being a huge mess on the inside #so when he walks u to ur door and takes a step towards u #his brain is screaming at him and his heart is beating out of his chest #but because he’s him and because he has to kiss u right now or he’ll die #he raises a shaky hand to ur cheek and keeps the other at ur waist #and presses his lips to yours #and all that nervousness just. disappears #he is completely relaxed while kissing u his shoulders drop and everything #and then after he’s like oh god what did I just do #but it’s fine cause you’ll probably pull him close to kiss him again #and yes he will taste like espresso<3 #wow me writing a full headcanon in the tags #sorry anon for going off ajshdkdjdkd #but u inspired me!!!!!!!! #he is very cute loves him<3333 #ask

[partyinthemysterymachine]

dude i can NOT stop eatinf sweettart hearts. i dont know why im telling you this i don’t even. know you personally but you were the first person that came to mind when i thought about who to tell this to. sweettart hearts are the best dude do you want some

anon i’m in love with you

#and. holds out hand. yes pls 🥺🥺 #tysm i fucking love this anon. absolute based personality thank u for thinking of me #this is exactly the content that i look forward to seeing in my day #ches writes #ur a peach and i love this for you #u are also SO right. i LOVE sweettarts they FUCK

[daydadahlias]

mim ash is gonna do a full face of makeup for his first time w cal i just know it and cals gonna love seeing his mascara run and lips all glossy 😁😖

Luke would never let him do that bestie

#he'd say 'so im thinking abt this look' and luke would go 'for FUCKINNN???????? boy are you out of your mIND?' #lips glossy tho is a yes #he'll have a lil gloss maybe and some light eyeshadow but he is NOT ready for a full face #he's just not talented enough he wouldnt get the foundation shade right you and i both know that #ur expecting too much of our little mississippi boy!! #pigeon #anon #i loved this ask though <33 #it's also made me very curious abt smthn so #im gonna make a poll #bc i actually had NOT thought about this #mim spoilers #made in magnolia spoilers

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Tbh i mean maybe u should take a step back? 😭 Like its fine to enjoy content but it feels rly unhealthy to like have your emotions and hobbies revolve around a couple of youtubers, esp getting mad on their behalf when they dont rly know you exist....

nono ur right, i'm (and generally, this fandom) pretty parasocial to an unhealthy degree and it would be best to step back for a sec and reevaluate and maybe come back with a healthier perspective. that being said, consider:

so ig im just stuck here .

#but anon real talk ur right #but ALSO it was kinda just a moment and def hyperbole #i'm actually not THAT attached #i've definitely seen a lot of people rage on dt's behalf and while YES some things make me angry #i generally don't think i'm that bad comparitively #and my whole life doesn't REVOLVE around them the way it used to in like 2021 #(i've stopped shifting plans around streams hallelujah) #but they are a very big presence in my life which is exactly what makes it super hard to let go #i think im better off just waiting for the obsession to die down rather than making myself MORE miserable by forcing myself away #anyways my self reflection period is over i'm back to my insanisms . cringe is dead and so is self awareness #ty for the ask anon ur a much more level headed person than i #🍓.ask