#calms him lowkey

[deunmiu-dessie-sideblog]

why 's simon so big? i mean, he's all height, muscles, and sassy, dark attitude. but he's also ur sweet, thoughtful, and silent boyfriend. and it makes me feral, cause he literally towers over u, wrapping u in thick arms and breathing u in. cause let's be honest, the smell of ur perfume/cologne makes him dizzy and warm :( and havin' u buried within his arms, while u whisper sweet nothings and talk about ur day literally soothes every ache 'n his body. i promise u he misses ur scent when he isnt home and sprays somethin' of his with ur perfume/cologne to take with him, just so he can have a small piece of u. anyways my love for this gruff, blunt man runs deep. ˙◠˙

#simon riley #tf141 #task force 141 #call of duty #simon ghost riley #cod mwii #ghost call of duty #writers on tumblr #size difference #ghost cod #cod mw2 #deunmiu dessie sideblog #my thoughts #rehehheehehe #random and messy #simon riley x reader #simon riley x you #simon ghost x reader #fluff #the man is smitten with u #tell me im wrong #simon is most def the silent boyfriend #but he just likes listening to u talk #calms him lowkey #simon ghost riley x you #simon ghost riley x reader #simon ghost riley x gender neutral reader #simon riley x male reader #deunmiu dessie

[cruciomione]

every time i watch the table scene, i can’t get over how carmy tears up and his voice shakes at the end before he gets up to get syds gift.

like he was so overcome with emotion over his words/admission and how much he cares for this person he physically had to look away and collect himself.

i don’t know how they will top this next season. but they will and that’s the scary part

#sydcarmy #the bear #plus the way his hands were twitching when she looked up at him #HE LOVES HER SO MUCH #and also poor him lowkey #imagine going through the panic attack and calming down with images of your partner then having the most emotionally vulnerable convo of #your life back to back #he didn’t even catch a break #carmen berzatto #sydney adamu

[tangledinink]

I can imagine the first cycle after moving. Probably Leo because Donnie likely has internal scarring, so leo goes through the process of laying his eggs, panics, his brother can't help, and finally, *finally* they ask for help. It's not willingly. It's not for fun. It's purely necessity. It's purely because there's *literally noone else* and the idea of telling anyone at all is so scary that the way they do so is in a note. Splinter sits them down and basically walks them through "You're safe, you're fine. We can handle this however you feel most comfortable, including getting you both on blockers if you prefer" and they just.... sigh. For the first time, there's *someone else* in their circle, and it's willing and it's warm, and it's *safe*. There will be tears.

Yes, except I'm not convinced that either of them could stand to tell anyone. Even if it was literally life or death (which it has been before,) I'm not sure if either of them could bear to give up that information. Donnie is finally, finally away from the people who hurt him when he got found out last time, and even though logically, he knows that it's different here, he's absolutely petrified of the thought that the same thing will happen again and it won't be over anymore. He's still horrified by the idea of anyone else knowing about Leo when he's gone to such lengths for so long to protect him, and Leo is likewise terrified in the same way. They've spent years with this being their more closely guarded secret, and that's going to be really difficult to give up.

But it's really not a secret they'll be able to keep for long.

They're in a completely different environment, with far less space and privacy. They're both stressed as hell and Donnie WAS on birth control and taking all sorts of vitamins and supplements to make sure he didn't eggbind again and now he's suddenly not and it's not only messing with his body, it's fucking scary. It literally keeps them both up at night. Neither of them know how to wash blood out of clothes or sheets. There's no private en suite bathroom they can sequester themselves away in. They're both literally making themselves sick with anxiety trying to deal with this, and they're used to handling this on their own, this is routine for them, but they're not used to all of this.

They'd probably metaphorically limp through a few cycles before their family puts it together and gently confronts them.

Venus probably figures it out first. She's pretty smart, and incredibly observant, and after all-- she quite literally experiences the exact same thing. April may not lay eggs, but I think she'd be able to get the idea after a bit as well. And while I think Splinter would realize something was wrong pretty quickly, Draxum would probably realize what was wrong first. Splinter has April, so he has a little bit of experience in this realm, but Draxum has Venus and so he has far more experience.

And so when they do sit them down and talk with them, it's going to be really scary at first. And then they get to, "you're safe, you're fine, we can handle this however you feel the most comfortable. It will be okay. No one will hurt you."

And then there's finally other people in the know, in the circle, people who will actually help them. And yes-- there will definitely be tears.

#leo in particular will probably panic at least a little when theyre confronted #because its been what? almost four years? #almost FOUR YEARS of him keeping this a secret at any cost #almost four years with no one else in the universe aside from his twin knowing #and now the spell is broken #but its okay #and they might panic and cry for a little but then they calm down and its... actually ok. things will actually be okay #april will take to big-sistering them so hard #and lowkey just? having venus exist in the household will be incredibly helpful #(she was honestly so baffled that everyone else didnt realize what was going on right away. it wasnt obvious????) #mikey tries to spoil them the same way he tries to spoil venus whenever she feels nasty #(but has to adjust a bit to respect boundaries because. donnie will bite him...) #likewise raph tries to take care of them the same way he'd take care of casey #(ie by leaving offerings at their doors and staying the fuck out of their way. just overall letting them do or have whatever they want) #their family will take care of them and keep them safe and things will get better #its honestly a huge relief when they get caught in some ways because leo can finally be like #and donnie got really sick one time and almost died and im scared itll happen again PLZ can we make sure it doesnt happen again #donnie in the background like >:0000 that leo just fucking OUTTED HIM LIKE THAT #but to leo 1000% worth it if it means donnie wont get sick and die #(as if donnie is actually realistically at any more significant risk of that than leo is) #(quite frankly theyre BOTH at risk of it at the time because of how stressed they are. lowkey a miracle neither of them eggbound yet smh) #also donnie def has internal scarring lmao;;;; poor bab. makes it a bit rough... #menstruation #tw menstruation #cw menstruation #gemini au #asks #anon #csa implied #cw csa implied

[on-leatheredwings]

on that thought, its frustrating as a batman/comics fan-writer b/c all these diff representations of characters across DECADES got me so confused on how to write these people b/c every writer has a diff take. whereas with manga/anime, it's just one guy writing or at least just one team.

with manga/anime im kinda more of a canon snob...... but after a month of batfam writing girl this shit is hard............ i dont blame ppl for just writing the batfam with WFA personalities at least everyone feels distinct ihfosdjodsi.

ive never done so much studying to write characters like i have with this gihdfsifg ive read so many runs and still feel confused....

#controversial but dick and tim come off as very similar to me and im self conches about it showing in my writing #dick is just more light hearted mischievous #like a jester #tim is more snarky. #like a gamer #damian is very distinct and lowkey gives anime princely archetype #with jason im struggling to tell how 'brutish' is too brutish with him #he seems quite calm but maybe thats me preferring men who are calmer LOL

[sofiims]

Nadine's bedroom.

#it feels so calming tbh #and she has her dad's old typewriter ;-; #i thought it was a sweet detail to include #i lowkey want to have that man die to spice things up #cause she's really close to him #but idk if i have the heart to do it #simblr #ts4 #ts4 simblr #the sims 4 #ts4 interior

[unnerving-presence]

If they don’t make a remake of RE5 after showing us the new Wesker I’m personally going to Capcom’s headquarters and cry

it’s heavily hinted they’re making a new one. with excella on the screen and the flowers too? i wouldn’t doubt there’s one in the works. though they’ll likely change how wesker looks a bit, probably giving him sharper features but we can only assume.

capcom please don’t make wesker angry all the time when writing his character it makes no sense please please please please

#lowkey tired of seeing people so heavily mischaracterize wesker of all characters #it’s like people only played re5 and base his personality off of chapter 6 and forward #like wesker wasn’t calm and cocky as fuck for most of it #i don’t know why people assume wesker would kill anybody he doesn’t like either #because that’s not really the case #wesker has killed people but not out of mindless rage #he always has his reasons to #like why are people so confident he’d kill them in a second if they spoke to him #dude excella is a prime of example of him NOT doing that #he endorsed her flirting so he could use her #if anything he would do just that if you were of use to him #excella got killed both because she wasn’t worthy of uroboros and because she was no longer of use to him #either she would survive (which he likely didn’t think she would) and be infected #trying to stop chris and sheva for wesker (which benefits him) #or she died (the main outcome) and became a huge uroboros monster temporarily stopping chris and sheva #like either way it stopped them and benefitted him #wesker does not kill unless he needs to !! (most of the time lol) #he could’ve killed jill but he used her for his own research 🤷‍♀️ and used her for other things he couldn’t bother to do himself #anyways i hate ppl mischaracterizing wesker it’s annoying like play the games he is not mad and wanting to kill all the time

[mqstermindswift]

man I hate this part of being drained

close my eyes

fantasize

3 clicks…

and I’m in his arms

#that would lowkey fix all my problems #not rlly but it’d be calming and relaxing and ugh #nicky shit talks #him <333

[itsnotmydreamdaditsyours]

yall thirsting over miguel too much and NOT enough over jessica.

#jessica i see u and your motorcycle and im at your feet even tho u acting like a cop lowkey 😫 #were just ignoring that she was like 8 months pregnant for about 6 months total LOL #personal #jokes aside yall need to calm down abt him like you are not fixing that guy stop tagging your smut fics in the main spiderverse tag fr 😭😭

[tittyblade]

today me and my friend (green and red haired respectively) got accused of stealing something at 2/2 of the stores we visited. out of all the minorities they could’ve chosen to be microagressive towards us they deadass chose the color of our hair

#im mad lowkey LOL. in the girst store the cleric literally RAN after me to the next store over??? #i literally wrnt and bought some hair ties not even worth a dollar maam do you think i give a shit about what other hair ties you sell #i wish i yelled at her and wasnt calm about it she fucking sucks #tho the next store i cant blame the guy tbh turns out my friend did pocket a stone LOL. gonna brush over that #in our defense i still think they profiled him bc he was sleek like i didnt even notice it myself

[drowsyscatterbrain]

damn, another dream about meeting WH character in a weird place huh-

it was howdy this time. guess my brain decided that obsessing on one puppet ain’t enough /hj

anyways imma copy paste it cuz i don’t really have the energy to wrestle it into a more refined shape asdfghgfd

I woke up standing in a forest, it was ridiculously dark. 

Anything beyond my focal point are just pitch black. But that didn’t bother me too much, cuz either my face or my eyes were flashlights. So besides feeling slightly uneased, at least I didn’t have to run into trees every 5 seconds.

And I was tasked with placing / maintaining lights. Had to make sure every corner are bright so no scary creatures will spawn. The air was moist, chilly and smell of earth and dead leaves. I was shivering a little bit from only wearing a T-shirt and pants. But otherwise, not much thoughts were in my head, I just started working right away.

It's like one of those level editor games, just pull up a hover screen and boop one of those 'light' icon, then one would pop into existence, already set up and working. All I had to do was adjust its angle by facing the same way the light shined, touching it with my hand and tilting my head, as the light follows my head as long as my hand is on it, then let go to keep it in place.

About a couple dozen lights later, a new task was assigned when I was squatting on one of them and spacing out: Howdy got drunk from tap water and wandered off. (how tho) And now I need to find him and lead him back to safety.

So I set off, there were lots of speed walking, gets chased by a few smaller 'creatures' a couple of times, but eventually I found our worm man. Stumbling around aimlessly and mumbling nonsense under his breath.

Can't remember if I opened my mouth to talk or not. But i managed to get his attention, while standing a couple meters away. After I made sure his focus is on me, I told him it isn't safe in here, and we need to go. Took him a few moments to process, but eventually he did, as he started to approach me. 

Crinkles of dead leaves almost echoed through the darkness with each of his wobbling footsteps, stopping when we're at one step away from each other. He was oddly silent, as he stood there swaying slightly with half lidded eyes, trying to focus on my face.

Then as I reached out to take one of his hands, he did something I never expected: He closed the distance, dropped to his knees, and pulled me against him with his 4 arms. His face smushed against my shoulder as he almost squeezed the life out of me, both of us almost toppled over from him putting half of his weight on that hug. Had to take a step back to prevent that. I still remember hearing & feeling my shoe scraping against the forest floor for saving us both from getting mud on our clothes. He was warm, the embrace instantly chased away the cold. He didn't have a heartbeat, but I heard, and felt him breathe during the entire time I'm trapped  against him. He said something after I adjusted my balance, and a few seconds later I responded, while reaching behind his back to pluck off some leaves and twigs that stuck on his apron strap.

At one point I hugged back with my right arm, cuz my left one was squished between us and the position didn't really allow me to break it free. Our convo was fairly short, yet it felt like forever. As we both needed a few moments before coming up with an answer, and me having to keep making sure no creatures were lurking nearby at the same time. He gave another squeeze at some point during the converse, but much weaker this time.

  Eventually he calmed down from whatever was going on in his head and let go, albeit rather slowly. Ending our conversation along the way. The feeling of pins and needles exploded in my left arm as he put one of his hands on my shoulder to stand up, then after he's back on his feet, I bent down, and flicked off the leaves and debris on his pants.

After that, I took him by his second left hand, and started leading him out of the forest.

  I woke up before I get to see if I ever got him out of there, smh-

#i'm still lowkey going bonkers tbh #just sitting here #rotating all the small details in my head like fiddling with marbles #actually u know what- #U KNOW WHAT?? #maybe i'm highkey obsessed after all #got a big o' hug from him #no way i'm gonna be calm from remembering that #i'M GOING CRAZY I'M TELLING YA- #AND IMMA YELL #HIS HAND WAS STUPIDLY LARGE LIKE #IT STRAIGHT UP ENGULFED MINE AND HE WASN'T EVEN AWARE OF THAT #DUDE WAS HALF ASLEEP THE ENTIRE TIME NOT EVEN REALIZING HOW GOD DAMN MUCH COMFORT HE GAVE ME FROM THAT HUG #even though he almost crushed my ribcage at the start but idgaf- #that hug chased away the cold and killed all the static in my head #i just...felt calm. like everything is ok now. #how crazy is that #and allll the other details...oh boi. #didn't feel a heartbeat from being pressed against him but he was breathing #felt it over my shoulder #i felt his antenna flicking via my stray hair #the small noises of his clothes shifting as he adjusted his 2 sets of arms around me #also the texture of his striped shirt and his apron when i reached my hand behind him #how tf can a dream have this much detail is beyond me #they're all very vivid as well #Welcome Home #howdy pillar #welcome home howdy #drowzy's dreams #Rambling in the tags

[worstloki]

how does sigyn fit in with tesseroki?

Tengen Uzui 🤝 Loki

(has three wives and literally no one else is happy to learn this)

#''why does HE get three wives?!??!'' ''the Tesseract isn't a wife actually. no one's sure on them. except the 3 others i suppose'' #tony stark on his knees asking pepper to marry him so he can have at least 1 bc what stage will he stand on when talking to loki now #clint: heh #steve: you're not married either barton i don't see what's funny #clint: (can't blow his cover but is really tempted to just for tony's reaction) #tony loudly complaining about how he's losing to a supervillain #tony: technically rhodey and i got married in vegas that one time and it wasn't legally binding and neither of us accept a priest BUT-- #thor: please calm down he will still be there to fight you sometime this week i am sure #tony: i can't just repulsor a guy with three wives it'll make me look inadequate or like im trying to compensate for my lack of pepper or-- #bruce is the only one being normal about this and politely asking thor about asgardian culture or whatever #thor like oh it's not really legal on asgard but they're all from different realms and neither wants divorce compensation so it's accepted #like the most mildly mannered conversation ever between an alien prince and a phys-chem major scientist #while tony wails in the background and everyone else is lowkey gloomy about this info too #tesseroki #sigyn/loki #logyn

[gilmores-glorious-blog]

got to meet robbie daymond yesterday and i’m still freaking the fuck out over it 🙃😩

#he was!! so nice!!! #he shook my hand twice and was so sweet in trying to calm me down bc i was lowkey hyperventilating lmao #and also he told my brother to pirate infinity train #so yeah he’s a king and i love him <3 #critical role #robbie daymond #emerald city comic con #eccc #eli.face #eli.posts

[uzaydenizanasi]

Only my version of pg saiou is canon and i know it

#uzay.txt #it's three in the fucking morning but hear me the fuck out. pg kokichi is a depressed little fuck with zero shits 2 give + roasts everyone #on sight. mf comes 2 class shames ur entire bloodline and goes tf 2 sleep for the rest of the day on his desk #MASSIVE resting bitch face. lowkey fan of dr bc of the psychological aspect + shitty parents have u seen that guy bro he has shit parents #okay pg shuichi. absent parents. massive house 2 himself always. friends with like two people. bros literally just a nd guy #with a dr special interest chill tf out with ur fucky ass pg shuichi hcs thanks xoxo #anyways. calm guy. will threaten u if ur a bitch tho. wdym he can't say he'll tear off ur throat with his teeth he's obviously joking 😞💔 #but fr he doesn't mean it he's just rlly good at acting lmfao #anyways pg saiou r like. interesting guy perhaps i will talk 2 him. and then they never do until they're like partnered in a project or smt #accidental friendship 2 lovers my beloved #''do u wanna hear abt the latest ep of dr :-)'' ''go the fuck to therapy. yes.'' #pg kokichi hates lying btw i say so. he told me himself he's blunt as fuck. little shit man #anyways. gn my brain hurts #pregame saiouma #pregame shuichi #pregame kokichi #danganronpa #dr

[naggingatlas]

weird man in round glasses for character bingo

(also Geordi La Forge, if you want, though his visor isn't round)

first of all i hate u second (st:pic q, geordi)

#everyone else is wrong about q but genie <3 #i would also say Q Sure Does Exist but in like the most constipated im very emotional about this crackhead voice #geordi is ALMOST silly. hes still a nerd and awkward and the head of engineering so #hes pushing himself into calmness and collectedness (tho that rarely works hes lowkey stressed allll the time in my head) #and he needs room to be silly he needs some breathing space #but hes working towards it its there.... will never forget him just sticking his head inside of stuff in that one ep where they became like #sci fi ghosts. i replayed that moment like 6 times in a row i love him hes very real

[avatardoggo]

i am the smartest girl in school

#i was at the bus station waiting for my bus tonight close to 1130 and this guy comes up to me and he’s like ‘i just wanted to say yiu look #really cute and that color (this lavender long sleeve top) looks really good on you and i was like “o ty 😊 on the outside 1000% normal but #SCREAMING on the inside and mind you a couple hours ago when i was dt with my friend this guy stuck his head out the window to say he liked #my top too so when this guy at the bus station complimented me i was like o wow ok guess this is my color even my coworkers were saying so #so bus terminal guy introduced himself and i instantly forgot his name bc i big brain smart and we just started small talking and then my bu #s came so i was like cool i can go but then we take the s a m e bus and the same stop but i didn’t tell him that i let him think i got off l #later at a different stop so we’re on the bus just talking about movies and christopher nolan ans quinton tarantino and movie nerd stuff #y’all know how i get and i’m thinking o this guys cool like i’d be his friend and then when his (our) stop comes up he asks for my number #AND I JUST GIVE IT TO HIM LIKE ???!! and i could’ve lied or given another number or just said no but i was thinking o he’s cool like he’s a #movie nerd and we can have a good discussion and like i wasn’t shaky nervous around him like my social anxiety was non existent so i was lik #o friend? but as soon as i went home to text my friend she was like GIRL WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT AND NOW ITS CLICKING THAT HE MAYBE MOST LIKEL #Y DOESNT WANT TK BE MY FRIEND BUT SOMETHING ELSE ANS HE LOWKEY LIVES NEAR ME ANDBJDJDHDHSKJSBDHDJDJJS THIS #has never happened to me like nothing of the sort i’m blaming the top and it’s color like ahshhdjdjdbdbdbd i’m flattered but no i’m not look #i got for that rn and he looked older like late 20s?and i’m baby so no tanks #hopefully i never see him on th street omgoofness that would be the worst i won’t know how to act like i thought friend as if he didn’t call #me cute upon introducing himself goodness i shouldn’t be allowed to speak for myself smh #i need to search up how to be a Normal Calm Girl Who Can Take A Compliment And Reject A Guy If Necessary Withiut Being Weird #wikihow here i come #vk overshares in the tags

[razzle-zazzle]

What do you think Gisu's home life is like? Do you think she lives with parents? Has siblings? Rich? Middle class or anything else? Popular in the school she went to? (Also plz feel free to explain how Gisu is different in each of your Au's.)

Gisu has both the vibes of a younger sibling and an only child—so my take is that she has an older sister who is much older than her; like, say, 8-10 years older.

I think Gisu and the other junior agents still reside in dorms in the Motherlobe, but they probably do get breaks during which they can go home and visit their parents. I'd peg Gisu as somewhere middle class, though that's a more tentative headcanon.

As for how Gisu does in school...

I'm going to project a bit here, because Gisu strikes me as the kind of girl who's more than capable of getting good grades, but always has trouble with actually doing the work, especially if it doesn't interest her. Teachers always had the "she's very brilliant, but..." spiel to say about her on conference nights. Her best subjects were science and math.

And popularity? This is a weird one, because on the one hand, she comes off as someone who was reasonably well-liked by her peers. But she also has those "was considered weird by her peers" vibes. So my headcanon is that she had trouble making friends until middle school.

I'm going to put the rest of this ask under a cut because it's getting long.

Starting with the most obvious difference, Acrobat and the Spider Gisu is, well, a spider due to her curse. She's also 21, and more cynical than other iterations (relatively. She's still an idealist, even if the curse has worn her down a bit).

I haven't written out this part of the story in Pooter Pile, but RA3 runs off after the incident. Gisu's immediate reaction? "Alright, time for a field trip." And then she drags Dion off to go find him.

Rapids Gisu is very worried over the fact that Raz disappeared after she asked him to do the psychoseismometers. That his helmet was found in a river and his goggles on a bank upstream is a small comfort. Also all the drama going on between the Aquatos and the Psychonauts is very loud and stressful and she is. not having a good time.

Gisu is very impressed with River Runs Deep Frazie's trick of turning other people invisible! She and Frazie end up developing a cute little friendship.

Buried Beneath Gisu's a year older, and accompanies Raz in going into Arc's mind to unearth Dion. She's definitely incredibly resourceful, and being able to keep her balance on her levboard is key in that particular boss battle.

Gisu plays a pretty big role in Undead Acrobat! She's smacking Forces Beyond Mortal Understanding with the scientific method, lamenting the entire time that she's an engineer, this is not her area of expertise, why is she the one doing this, etc. She gets a nice little arc where she has to balance her own scientific curiosity with reason and ethics; just because she has a proven case of necromancy doesn't mean she should let that be public knowledge. The Deluginists were not the only dangerous group attempting to trifle with such arts.

Psynautica Gisu is the most ambitious Gisu! Also I'm changing it so that she doesn't dislike Dion for being Alterra's lapdog; she dislikes him at first meeting because she feels that the whole issue is overrated, and more importantly, he's incredibly quiet and distant towards Raz when picking him up from the summer camp, despite it being the first time they see each other in years.

#ask zaz #gisu nerumen #featuring me lowkey projecting my adhd onto gisu #i was lucky enough to get diagnosed early and i feel like gisu would be similar #acrobat and the spider au #pooter pile au #pn rapids au #the river runs deep au #buried beneath au #undead acrobat au #psynautica au #i skipped over aus where there's not much difference/i've already talked about gisu's role in them #also in naut dion's defense: summer camps are very loud and chaotic #so he put in an earbud to listen to ambient ocean audio bc it helps to calm him down #but at the same time. lowkey ignoring the brother you came to pick up #and unintentionally snubbing the assistant counselor who was waiting with him #isn't the greatest look