#cause i'm still laughing

[elementalladymallorie]

There's no tongue! No tongue!

Matt Mercer, in probably the oddest out of context quote for the night?

#cr campaign three #cr c3 spoilers #cr spoilers #cr campaign 3 #critical role spoilers #critical role #listen #i'm cackling so fucking hard #and this was jst a moment #and i had to #cause i'm still laughing

[ladywren7]

Cup is my favorite character. Cup could make or break the Star Wars universe and it chose make. Cup doesn't have any lines and yet it still gives an absolutly stunning performance. Cup is a prime example of just how much how body language and attitude contribute to a scene. Cup is marvelous. Cup is great. Cup has had one of the best character arcs I've seen in a long time.

We love Cup.

We stan Cup.

Cup is a international icon and should be treated and respected as so.

#you win this round #live laugh cup #no but i actually love cuo sm j want one just like it #if star wars doesn't release a little kitty tea party set with this cup i'm actually gonna go protest at the white house #FYCKING SENT ME HAHAHHA LMAO I LOVE HOW SABINES STILL A LIL DUMB AT HEART LIKE I LOVE THIS #(i say dumb affectionately) #cause like bestie dearrves to be a lil dumb(affectionate) sometimes #star wars #star wars rebels #ahsoka series #ahsoka #ahsoka show #ahsoka spoilers #star wars ahsoka #sabine wren #ahsoka shitposts #random rants with a fangirl

[pancakeke]

I am willing to bet that new version of this software would actually make it significantly more difficult for me to do what I want

#saas does not update to benefit users #let's be real here #also I am not a live laugh love disneypilled moron reliant on cricut's subscription and premade assets to make anything #so I highly doubt any changes would apply to me if they weren't done to improve the software's efficiency or stability #and how well this program functions has never seemed to matter to the company lol #btw are the newest silhouette cameos powerful enough for me to shove unapproved materials in them #and are they still friendly with open source software #cause I put acrylic and leather and shit in my cricut then lie to it about what it's cutting like half the time I'm using it #it can cut 2mm plastic just say it's basswood and watch it cut so you can hit stop once it reaches the pass that finally cuts through lol

[brittlebutch]

it's actually so fascinating to me that Brennan has created a character that maintains a pretty relaxed and mild-mannered demeanor and has said multiple times that the absolute Core of her is "FEAR" and how often we see this Fear manifest specifically in Avoidance; it really nails a relationship to that mentality where your brain fully Stops recognizing the emotion properly out of like, sheer self-defense from the stress of having to carry it all the time

I think this is also perfectly showcased in the way we tend to see Tula swing so suddenly from 'level and steady' to 'snarling Panic' and then back again - Just because your brain has detached itself from the Conscious Recognition of the emotion doesn't mean it can Actually stop itself from experiencing it. So the Fear is always there and always acting as a stressor, but because of that inability to Identify it there's no way to recognize or address it before that final straw hits and your bodymind jumps Straight into Full Meltdown Mode; but then once again, once you drop even a Little bit below that Peak Terror your brain ceases to process the emotion; it's like the most exhausting form of Poor Object Permanence in the world

And even if Tula is aware of this happening to her, that doesn't really make it any easier to deal with / address. Even if you're able to spot the symptoms Around the emotion -- chest pain, irritation, nausea, whatever -- because the Emotion Itself is basically impossible to find, you can't really Successfully Pin Down what the problem is OR a way to cope with it. If you can't figure out That You Are Anxious, then figuring out What Is Making You Anxious is impossible, which makes Find A Way To Make Peace With That incomprehensible. That's where the Avoidance comes in: you can no longer identify what might be a Dangerous Situation, which means that Anything New has a big potential to be Really Bad in a variety of ways (ranging "I don't Feel Good" to "Fully Lashing Out bc you've entered Fight/Flight and can't get out of it" to "Actual Outside Danger This Time") and that means the Only Way you know how to be Safe is to just Avoid Doing Anything New and Only stick to Familiar Situations, because anything unfamiliar is a monster of a gamble you don't know how to prepare for or cope with

#N posts stuff #one could argue ‘we see tula worry a lot tho’ but that’s bc Worry is an Action that can occur Separately from Recognizing Anxiety #now that I know tumblr will put a hard cap on your tags w/o telling you i'm resigning myself to posting rambling meta in post body #but i'm not happy about it; anyway i love how often life is full of Coincidences bc this is something I've Finally identified in myself #like. This Month. like this is brand new articulation for some of the problems i have in life; again knowing this doesn't help lmao #bc even when you know to look Around the shape of the emotion - like 'oh my face is Snarling rn. i'm probably experiencing Something' #like i said bc you don't know What that something is OR What might have caused it then the only solution you Ever get to come up with #is just 'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else' which INVARIABLY means that you will wind up in that same situation again #and Still have no idea how to handle it bc you never could figure out what caused it so you don't know how to handle it any better than #'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else'; so 'be somewhere else' is the ONLY way you can ever think to Help it #which usually invariably turns into 'Just Avoid Fucking Everything just in case'; which doesn't work! bc life doesn't let you do that #so then it's just a cycle of falling into the same pitfalls and feeling miserable all the time; gotta love it :) #if you're like me this also gives you Bad Bad Bad Memory bc your brain will Promptly hide evidence of Scary Situation instinctively #like 3 weeks ago this dude ran a red light and almost t-boned me Full Speed & managed to stop like. maybe 3 feet away. #and i like. Startled Laughed and said 'that was scary' and then within 30 seconds i had Fully Forgotten it happened & only remembered #like 2 days ago. Ha! believe it or not this Does Not Help with 'How can I Address the Problem instead of Avoiding It Entirely?' #dimension 20 #d20: stupendous stoats #tula #d20lb

[kenobion]

Andrew Garfield | 10 Essentials

#I had to gif this part cause this game is great and I've played it #andrew garfield #my gifs #my brother got my family a copy of it one year not too long ago for christmas #and we played it all together #my brother and I made a good team #cause we were good at understanding how each other were thinking #10/10 would play again it was fun #also I love that one of his essential things was a skateboard #like yes please #can we have that skateboarding date yet or not Andrew? I'll bring my cruiser #also the way he talked about the ring and the necklace 😭 #also his surfboard looked like it has a little bum and I can't help but laugh #I'm still so wild about him helppppp #(and send him to give that help)

[mean-scarlet-deceiver]

Askbox time

Assuming that Nobby has seen Edward in preservation (post 1963 rebuild) (I think it was '63), what are his opinions on Edward being rebuilt into something not-so-Furness?

tl;dr: Nobby's just glad Edward is still alive, thank you — though he knows he has to pretend to give a damn about this sort of thing

The Awdry’s explanation for Edward does not come down to a single rebuild but to numerous modifications over the past, erm (checks notes) century or so. Some of these rebuilds would have been more extensive than others but it’s not clear to me that the one after the crankpin failure would have been one where they made the biggest alterations to his design.

I am sure that some significant rebuilding took place between 1920 and 1941. So Nobby already saw the beginnings of the Edwardification of 34 before he left Barrow. 

Life is change. Most of Nobby’s own working career was before Mr Pettigrew brought standardisation to the F.R., he knows how it goes. 

And, like, look, Nobby knows that when visitors come and say anything along the lines of oh if only so-and-so was still in their original form (and they do mention the Edward case to him of course, quite a lot), his job is to make vague sympathetic noises and to be sure to sound genial rather than biting if he observes that the world already has a preserved Sharp and Stewart passenger engine, you can go visit him any time, oh yes, I’m told the Dutch take very good care of him...

Incidentally, Nobby was sceptical about the project to rebuild 20 to his original form. May have kinda definitely been polite, diplomatic conversations with earnest representatives of the newly-formed Furness Railway Trust that boiled down to Nobby being like ‘Ya can’t bring back the past, shit don’t work like that’ and the FRT blokes being like ‘lol wut, nah bro, if you throw enough money at it you totally can — relax, we’ll show you.’

(At the risk of spoilers… the attitude of both parties proved justified in the end.) 

#chatter #coppernob things #ttte edward #fr 20 #furness engines #thank you for the question! #nobby can live all right without ever seeing the shape of a seagull again #between you and me though #what he does feel the aching absence of sometimes if he's in edward's company #is seagull laughter #that's gone... 34 doesn't laugh like *that* now #but even if he did #you'd need at least two probably three of them before you really heard the sound the way it's meant to sound #nobby spent decades bitching about seagulls but once those squawky outbursts of group laughter were silenced forever... #the absence nearly drove him mad #and it's *that* loss that sometimes has caused him to look at modern edward and feel the hollow sense that this is a stranger #that's a grief that would not be soothed if edward were still in sharp and stewart form — if anything that would make the grief worse #i'm whispering this in tags because it's not something to ever be SAID #this is an old bit of sadness you just carry unspoken in your boiler for the rest of your life (: #— hot tips on emotional health by nobby™

[rotisseries]

"she met a pinecone's fate" was hysterical the first time around and it's still funny but the longer I think about it the more unsure I actually am about the line

#it just feels so. callous. or like. it doesn't FEEL callous cause it's not portrayed that way and you laugh and I'm still laughing #but like. it's callous that is a callous thing to say and it's not like percy doesn't have dickishness to spare #but on this specific thing? really? he's not like that #like. this is after being told the full story so he knows what happened to thalia #and his response to effectively hearing about how this girl died for her friends and not just any friends but the people he's with rn #is “she met a pinecone's fate” a like. dismissive joke about what happened to her #like in the books percy empathizes with thalia's situation he feels for her it's tragic it's a somber moment😭😭 #she was a demigod more powerful than the others she was hunted even more than they usually are (percy relates) #and she died for her friends (definitely something percy relates to and would value lol) #and on TOP OF THAT. to say this in front of grover and annabeth? who clearly loved her a lot?? #like. percy doesn't like annabeth atp but he doesn’t hate her enough to be crossing those sorts of lines?? #and GROVER. is literally his best friend. can you not figure that thalia's death probably weighs on him #oh wait I just remembered at that point in the episode he doesn't know grover was with them lol sorry ignore that bit #anyway. like I get it it's funny and they have a lightly antagonistic relationship in ttc so it's funny!! #like haha he's ALREADY getting his digs in!! #but. idk. feels a bit mean :/ #pjo #pjo tv #dropping episode 3 thoughts mere hours before episode 4 lmao #I'm not gonna be able to watch 4 tonight though lol

[bylertruther]

some of you never grew up in a small conservative town as a (gay) nerd that was bullied, harassed, and excluded for years on end for not fitting in and for visibly and enthusiastically liking geek things—geek things that then branded you a satanist in everyone's eyes and as something Other, Lesser, and Undoubtedly Unworthy of Basic Human Decency even though you were literally just an actual child with harmless interests and not a satanist or an evil disgusting subhuman thing, and it shows.

you cannot apply modern views and beliefs to a show that is set in the eighties, especially not when it's set in conservative midwest eighties which is a whole other beast. being a socially awkward and nonconforming geek is something that people STILL get bullied for if you don't do it in a way that the majority deems "acceptable", especially if you live in a conservative, religious area.

your experiences are not universal and your inability to relate to a certain motif or story does not make it "lesser" or "bad writing."

#stranger things #mike wheeler #<- tagging and then disappearing into the mist again bc i don't like it here lol. #girls when they love stranger things because they finally see characters just like them with the same exact experiences written with such #care and respect for those that have been Deemed Other but people who have not had those experiences refuse to believe that they're #realistic and STILL happen to people bc if they're fortunate to have not gone through that then clearly that means that it doesn't exist #and if it does then it's not Traumatic Enough or a good enough plot to cause such inner turmoil in the characters who experience that #💥🛼 #i got bullied for being a nerd in the 2000s and 2010s. you can absolutely get bullied for being a nerd and being a nerd is enough reason #for social exile in some places. when dustin said that no one was nice to him or mike? when lucas said that girls laughed at them? and it's #all because they're deemed freaks and satanists for liking fantasy things? that's Real and it doesn't hurt any less just because you think #it's not a good enough reason to bully someone. #i was called a satanist to my face by adults. people acted like i was some Creature or whatever just because i liked fiction and wasn't #interested in what the majority was interested in and wore dark clothing sometimes. like.. hello. school shooter jokes? the way #that neurodivergent people get treated when they're visibly ''different'' and enjoy things passionately? the way that liking star wars was #a thing to ridicule until it suddenly became Acceptable and Popular to like? i feel like i'm living in a different reality than so many #people here with the way that they talk about certain things in this show. and don't even get me started on the way people approached #the angela and el situation.... #maybe just be glad that these things did not happen to you and stop acting like it's lesser or a bad story bc of that? just a thought.

[dylanconrique]

wanna hear something hilarious? i was shipping ben and eloise just based off gifsets i saw of them sitting on the swings together before i started bridgerton and knew what it was.

#*carly catalogs #bridgerton #benedict bridgerton #eloise bridgerton #i'm sure you can imagine my surprise when i started watching and realized like 'oh! i can't be doing that that's inc*st' sddzsfrtyhjkl #had to share cause i still die of laughter everytime i think about it #i hope this'll give someone else a laugh too lol

[illdothehotvoice]

Look at my figure shelf boy I'm still sick

#this isn't all of em but besides my sonic that's all my big figures methinks #i have a lot of smaller figures like not pictured are my papyrus figure and nendoroid but still #look at my Mikus qwq #my mom laughed at me when i told her i got another miku lmfao #i really love my mikus fjfbfbef the wxs one is bigger than i thought it would be she's so detailed and pretty qwq #OH LOL AND YEAH YOU KNOW I'VE HAD THE ODYSSEY AMIIBOS SET UP AS BOWSARIO SINCE DAY ONE #it started as a joke but it is so serious to me #my mikus are alsl special to me because every one of them besides the wxs one os a gift qwq #i almost didn't get wxs miku cause i was holding out for the N25 one and i may still get her one day but i'm glad i got this one qwq #she fits my aesthetics better and she's so cute ^^ also i just adore this design #my roommate had a very dark aesthetic and has the n25 nendoroid and it's so funny cause now we both have figures of each other's #favorite mikus from prosekai and yet the one we have fits the aesthetic of our collections way better

[macabrecake]

>:) you're texting with Leon while he's out of the house (maybe errands or had to go to a meeting) and you accidentally text him "i wanna fuck" instead of "i wanna duck" and he replies "I'll be home in ten, be ready for me" JABSJWWIE BUT YALL ARE ROOMIES 👀👀👀

HAHAHHAHAHA BET THAT'S FUCKING GENIUS 👏😭

It was a simple misspell you swear to God, you were merely too excited to tell your roommate Leon about how there's a store nearby that's selling ducks. Which was something you've always dreamed of having. You couldn't wait until he got home to tell him so you texted him instead.

But you were just ONE letter off.

You actually screamed a little when you witnessed your mistake too late. Watching in horror as it went from sent, to delivered...

And then read.

Please just let the ground swallow you up right now, if this is the universe's way of playing a joke you're not amused in the slightest. Your heart sinks when you see the three dots. He's typing.

Your fingers work quickly, trying to explain you didn't mean to say that. Only to nearly choke on air at the response he sends back.

"I'll be home in ten, be ready for me."

Deadass...? Is something you would say but you're too busy trying to climb out of your shocked stupor. Mouth hanging open slightly while rereading the message once, twice, ten more times. Is he for real? It's hard to read tone in text. You won't lie at all when you say you had the hots for your roomie for a good long while now, which you always kept to yourself since you never knew if he felt the same way or not. Leon Scott Kennedy was drop dead handsome- sterling blue eyes framed by shiny golden hair that appears so soft to the touch, his voice deep and smooth like the finest whiskey he drinks.

And you just know he's fucking huge.

You don't say anything, instead opting to simply set your phone down and 'get ready' just to see if that's really where your evening is going to go very soon. So you didn't get a duck but...

Mission failed successfully.

#on god I was laughing so hard as I was typing this #lyn i love your brain 💕 #leon kennedy #resident evil #re6 leon #cause I'm still a hoe for him #resident evil 6 #leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy x you #nsfw??? #you're not getting a duck #but leon is definitely getting a pussy #cat

[vidovy]

.

I'm feeling extremely anxious right now. I can feel my heart beating against the pillow. The only thing comforting to think right now is that it could be his chest. This pillow could be his chest. And maybe he could softly pet my head to ease me down. Or maybe we get up and go outside and sit on the porch. We have tea and breathe the cold air of the night. Soon enough we get cold and head back in, he asks if I wanna go back to bed, and as much as I wanna go and lay with him on a warm, cozy bed, I stay in the leather sofa that's uncomfortable and cold. I stay there and wonder. Why am I so anxious about? I started to think about it.. it made me rage, it made me sad, but after feeling these intense emotions I forgot what even had caused them. I sigh, get up and head to bed. He's still wide awake staring at the ceiling as I awkwardly get in the bed, laying beside him close enough to feel the heat of his body. His slow, calm breathing is enough to ease me. It would be enough to ease me.

#and it's at this point that I start to feel like my heart is gonna jump out of my chest #it's painful #to think of you #I wish you.. #I wish #I hope you know how much you mean to me #and that I'm sorry #I'm sorry I crave your touch #god. I love to think you'd laugh at this #I love to think you'd tease me about it rather than go completely silent as you read through this #cause even judgement from you would be a joy to experience #honestly. I think I'd love to hear you laugh. #no matter at what #hold my hand as you tell me you're sorry #and kiss my knuckles as you you wipe a tear off your cheek #cause even after laughing so cruelly at it. you still know it's important #and it's also important to you to reassure me that.. you find it endearing. #you find me endearing #and you love me. as much as I love you #maybe even more #maybe.

[andiwriteordie]

100 points to the first person who can guess what the context of this is 

#i'm only cryptic and machiavellian cause i caaareeeee #etc etc #liv doesn't count she's already seen this #but anyways i'm still laughing

[redxblueihateloveyou]

“Wasn’t I just one of the countless people he was passing by in his long existence? I kept thinking about everything... but mostly about the sense of my belonging. I didn’t dare to touch. Even now that I have done so many things and controlled so many people, I still felt like I wasn’t worthy of something so beautiful. I hoped to be strong and mature and not to fall into illusions, where my emotions weren’t suppressed or rational. Yet I was still dreaming, not wanting to sober up.” - Wu Xie, from 120+ or something chapter of me now rereading “Restart” novel and drowning in tears again. 

#pingxie #wu xie #zhang qiling #daomu biji #lost tomb reboot #wu xie x zhang qiling #dmbj #lost tomb #god fucking knows I love torturing myself with my fav part of the books but I die each time #wu xie my sweetie pls I for real in pain here #'dreaming is meaningless' he said #'I'm just a fleeting piece of dust' he said #Xiaoge would legit die if he could hear all of your thoughts during this book baby #why am I reading this the 3rd time and still need kleenex #I hate my life #when he said 'I now can protect myself so its so odd that he still so worried and horrifyied and rushing to my help... why?' I wanted to die #he manhandles wu xie a lot in this part thats my kink lol #ultimate note #I feel sad at those but still laugh cause in reboot he's checking him out even when qiling is looking tight at him haha #it used to be secretly checking out in UN but in reboot they're already 'oh whatever' lol

[hubba1892]

Karin Gorniak in Totes Herz (2023)

#no 1 and 6: such moods! #no 2 still has me laughing a little cause in the phone call with Leo afterwards you can hear Karin telling her she is trapped #and since 'Das kalte Haus' we all know Leo can open doors Karin can't #anyway beanie. hoodie and knitwear I'm very hapy with the costume department #Tatort Dresden #Tatort #meins

[tiffanyvalntine]

(the cow is fine don't worry)

#posting it here cause i'm still laughing so fucking hard #mp