#delete this later ally

[pencilscratchins]

if youve ever complained about the quality of my art, know these were the conditions i was working under

#delete later #video #not art #mr man (my cat) is NOT a patron of the arts #he is NOT an ally

[shit-sorry-fuck-mybad]

You wanna know who’s the best ally? It’s Ron “Slider” Kerner HEAR ME OUT—

It starts with Ice, because Slider was never homophobic, mainly because he never considered the idea of people around him being gay, he thinks he doesn’t have a reason to care

But then he meets Tom Kazansky and Tom Kazansky very quickly becomes his best friend, his brother

So when his brother tells him, voice shaking, hands fidgeting, eyes at the verge of tears, that he’s gay, Slider decides there and then that he would never be a reason for Ice to be scared

Of course he then meets Maverick Mitchell and thinks he might actually be homophobic because the thing Ice and Mav have going on is driving him insane

Slider realizes, as the relationship between Ice and Mav progresses, that now he needs to watch out for the both of them. He wants to convince himself that he’s only taking care of Mav because if they get caught then Ice goes down too, but deep down he cares, because he wouldn’t want Ice to be alone, to have no one on his side, no one watching his back, and Mav has no one, so it’s Slider’s job

Also I truly think Slider is the only straight person in his friend group but I didn’t want to make this post too long so I cut that out

#I have a long ass essay about Slider being the best ally but here is a short little bit of my rant #I love slider I love him he’s an asshole and the best man in the world #and I truly do believe he’s the best ally #icemav #top gun #tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #ron slider kerner #I might delete this later :)

[kissingandholdinghandswithmen]

the comment section of fantasy high clips have been infected by new fans brought in through youtube shorts and oh my god do they hate ally beardsley. its all thinly veiled transphobia and misogyny, no no they dont hate ally they just think "they're really playing kristen to be dismissive and annoying, they don't care about the story!" (i have seen multiple real comments with this sentiment) as if thats not one of kristen's main character traits the narrative is focusing on.

i'm not one of those people against new fans by the way, i just think specifically there is a group of cishet white men from the d&d tag on youtube shorts that don't know the story AT ALL but they think they are so intelligent that they see this queer person playing a flawed, queer teenage girl that they don't relate to and go "well obviously just because i don't understand it, it is a mistake by the PERSON PLAYING THE CHARACTER"

#dimension 20 #kristen applebees #fantasy high junior year #ally beardsley #i might delete this then remake it with better wording later

[midnightsnyx]

I want to be more interactive with my moots & followers but I’m so antisocial and worry about annoying people by messaging them 🙃🙃

#allie rambles #i’ll probably delete this later #but lmk if you wanna be friends

[kindledrose]

life series tango enjoyers how would you describe your blorbo? i'm trying to do a thing and his characterization eludes me

(a lot of my exposure to life!tango comes from last life (specifically bdubs's pov) where i believe the resentment from being seen solely as a provider of lives got to him. i'd put down a lack of connection with others stemming from this, and also a persistent frustration from dying to So Many Stupid Things so early on.. and also that he's a bit of a showman. 'ladies and gentlemen!', yknow, and a gambler as well. a creator of games within a game for a bit of power, or maybe control? he does also really want to win tho, i think? idk. what's the general consensus on this man's character someone help me)

#how is he when it comes to allies? on loyalty? on winning? on the inevitability of it all? where do i find this kind of info because it- #-sure isn't on the wiki lol #tangotek #secret life #trafficblr #delete later

[operationslipperypuppet]

how do you explain to people that while you want to play a game tonight you’ve already committed in your head to it being canceled (because it was earlier today) so it being uncanceled is actually day ruining

#will likely delete later #this is just. i had plans :/ to do nothing :((( #alli plays dnd

[iisasarcasticlittleshite]

Today I was faced, bluntly and fully, with the mortality of the being around which I have built my entire world.

This may seem odd to many of you, hell, I doubt anyone will read past the third paragraph, but I haven't written this for it to be read, I wrote it for it to be said, for myself.

I own a horse, have owned her since my teenage tears, and around her I have built my entire world. For her, I got jobs, and learned skills I would never have taken an interest in otherwise.

I became an expert in everything she could ever need, from orthopaedic shoeing to biomechanics and saddle fitting. I became an expert on her, and with that expertise, I found positions that supported not only her needs, but my own, and ultimately, my family's.

For her, I got up every morning, because no one would do for her what I could, no one knew how. For her, when my mental health plummeted, I refused to end it all.

Today, I was told that my world, the centre of my everything, will not live as long as I have dreamed she would.

Today I was told to spend as much time with my princess as I could...because there's no way to know how long I will have her.

No one needs to read this, I don't need this to be seen...but I need it to be written, for when she leaves me, when she crosses that rainbow bridge and I lose the axis of everything I have become...I will have seen these words.

She made me someone who can help others. She made someone who will not put her next horse through the torture my girl endure.

I may delete this, I may not, I may never look at it again...but I'll thank myself for writing it down.

#personal #delete later #ally pop <3

[stargirlsuicide]

the attraction to violent men and the hybristophilia arent twins but they are still sisters

#delete later wayyy too much info ally

[biteable-butterflyknifegirl]

Paaaaain

#ally’s ramblings #delete later

[neurotypical-sonic]

to sum up: I personally think that if you need to physically/actively feel someone's pain yourself in order to want to do something about it and want to help them then maybe you don't care about them as much as you think.

#and also there are some things you'll never be able to relate to anyway??? like #im white. i will never understand what racism feels like. i still care about it tho!! still try to do my best to be an ally!! #words hard. anyways. treat people with low/no empathy better challenge #reblogs are definitely going off plus might delete this later BE NICEYS TO ME #egg.txt

[bisexualseraphim]

Me, struggling to maintain my principles that hating on straight people is more harmful to our community than helpful, when I see videos of young straight girls screaming MOTHER IS MOTHERING at Mitski shows:

#‘But how do you know they’re straight’ good point. However #From my own personal experience it’s straight girls who think they’re allies because they watch RPDR who act this way #Most often anyway #Either way whether you’re queer or straight #Let’s save that shit for drag shows yeah? #People kept doing it at Ethel Cain too and it irritated the shit out of me #No wonder she’s off most social media now and hates touring lmao #Time and fucking place people #Drag shows: have at it. Quiet intimate concert: shut the fuck up #The entitlement. The lack of concert etiquette. What the fuck happened??? #Every day I feel myself turning more into a bitter old gay because the young uns don’t make life easy for me #And they’re not even that much younger than me lmao #People don’t act this way at Iron Maiden I’m just saying #Anyway. Must. Stick. To principles… #might delete later #personal #rant #vent #mitski #ethel cain

[bobbydearest]

Hey everyone its result of suppressing anxiety season i made extremely poor decisions yesterday by think "oh let's see how long we can prevent ourselves from being a bag of chronic anxiety, and other shit". When the kiddos(my cousins) got home I basically hid in the room im staying in until I knew it was suppertime then had to load my laundry, thankfully my aunt was nice enough to put my clothes in the dryer.... im drained as well as extremely easily drained of energy mainly my social batteries were damaged from suppressing my anxiety,ptsd, agoraphobia, etc plus the 4th of July hasn't been enjoyable (main ex. Actual fireworks) since I was like 10 maybe... loud noises arent fun no matter what type if day im having for some reason that trigger i cant block completely and grounding excercises, coping skills etc dont always work, so I usually just have my music playing so semi prevention of a stressed induced seizure doesn't occur... also today im taking a selfcare day while doing mini chores but other than that I'm not doing much...

@holylulusworld,@jawritter,@toomanystoriessolittletime,@sweater-daddiesdumbdork ,@jewels2876,@navybrat817-sideblog ,@muchamusedaboutnothing ,@pascalpanic ,@hannahshattuck , @angryschnauzer ,@theycallmebecca , @hobis-hope94,@jobean12-blog,@impala-dreamer,@because-imma-lady-assface,@the-ginger-hedge-witch, and @ everyone else who I forgot about but yall are amazing and dont do the stupid shit i did yesterday its not fun or worth the effect it causes...

P.S to all yall who suffer from anytype of anxiety, PTSD, depression, or any of the things associated with mental health your not alone in this just take one day at a time with the thought that each day is a new start, dont let your *insert your illness here* control your day or thoughts because sometimes those aren't the best things to do, there are so many people who hide behind it instead of working through it and recentering themselves because from experience it's not worth the pain that it causes....

#mod speaks #ally speaks #life update #fucking hell #suffering #adulting sucks #ted talks #just ranting #anxeity #ptsd #social battery #1% #regret #delete later #nervous #ball of confusion #ball of anxiety #support #mentally exhausted #mental awareness

[cupid-quinn]

ranting on the blog cos i fucking can!!!! saw a post talking shit about a fic that involved an asexual character and im just annoyed!!!!

i hate reading a fic and seeing the comments and one of them is like “hey this piece of work is shit cos u represented this asexual character wrong >:(“ when the work represented the asexual character PERFECTLY FINE but theyre not sex repulsed.

the character could be shown making sex jokes or even just casually talking about sex and somehow its an issue? lord FORBID theyre in the bedroom too (no matter if they’re participating or not)

funny enough asexual people arent all sex repulsed, idk how many times this needs to be said? not all asexual folk are the silly weird “sometimes i forget sex exist!” character thats become to prevalent in media now. and im not saying being sex repulsed is bad/being stereotypical, being sex repulsed is fine! ok! amazing! but what im saying is it isnt the only way to be asexual.

honestly any representation of asexuality is good representation cos its a (sparkle effect) SPECTRUM (sparkle effect) some are sex repulsed, some are sex indifferent, some are sex favourable, some are sex weird and some just really wanna touch some ass. You literally cannot misrepresent asexuality unless you purposely write a canon ace character as allo. you cannot misrepresent asexuality cos people are weird and odd and different.

im sorry if your uncomfy with an asexual character being written/shown as being sex indifferent/sex favourable but please just block the tags, dont read the work, dont interact and fucking dont comment. youre acting like an ass and making someone feel bad for no reason. its fine to be uncomfortable cos funny enough you have the right to but dont put others down cos you’re uncomfortable.

it happens so often no matter if its fanfiction, artwork, whatever-the-fuck, anytime an asexual character is shown in a sex related situation theres a problem. unless if the character has been specified to be sex repulsed, shut up and let people have fun.

it gets tiring thats all?

(not using any specific tags, only cos i dont wanna get harassed but if you somehow found this congrats ig)

#ignore me im just sick of people #oh my god you can also tell when its some ignorant allo person too #“im an ally and your sexualizing asexuals!!!” when in the notes the author literally says theyre ace💀 #ill delete this later im just annoyed #oh my god how people get upset if an asexual character dates an allo character #ace4ace relationships are awesome!!! but so are ace4allo relationships!!!!!!! #if ur wondering what fic im talking abt btw i wont specify only cos this poor dude got blasted in the comments but it was a caleb x essek c #its funny cos the people see the asexual colors and just assume theyre not into sex #do you know???? what demisexuality is???? good sir?????? #like guys cmon🥲 #omg not to be that guy but the tma fandom is bad for it too #let people self project please🙏 #unless if the creaters said the asexual character is sex repulsed stfu #cupid chaos

[starpros-sunshine]

Genuinely families are fascinating when I'm with other people I am so polite but with this bunch of people we somehow all make each other actively worse if anyone does anything that opens up a point of attack there's a 90% chance someone will comment on it in a sarcastic manner

#I have a rare hereditary condition which is called being an asshole #deep down in secret #it's chill though as long as you have an ally you're somewhat good #delete later

[pepprs]

awesome so today we (my colleague besties and me) were potentially exposed to covid by two different people we spent the morning with because nobody gives a fuck anymore and we’re all going to get sick and die. awesome! i love being alive in fall 2023 when nobody gives a single shit about covid anymore and this nightmare country has apparently decided to move on even though the danger has not subsided and arguably has increased and we no longer have access to resources or information to keep ourselves and each other safe. fuck the world

#purrs #covid19 #delete later #one person (who thankfully was wearing a mask) was recently exposed to ppl who have now tested positive and wasn’t showing symptoms but #decided to show up anyway and not tell us about it until we were already unmasking to eat lunch 3 hours into the program. didn’t have the #decency to say it beforehand. and the other person who was not wearing a mask has apparently been testing positive for a WEEK asymptomatic #ally and it’s unclear if they are still testing positive so 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 luckily i had to leave early bc my cramps are destroying me mind body #and soul but i am so fucking angry and despondent rn. there is apparently a huge spike on campus and in my state and there is NOTHING from #the campus about it and so few news articles about what’s going on. i cannot get covid and i cannot see the people closest to me get covid. #my anxiety about covid which is already through the roof will be INFINITE and exponentially worse if i or anyone i seee on a daily basis #gets covid. when we still don’t know what long covid even is or when you get it or how you get it. i am so miserable. FUCK THIS PANDEMIC!!!! #also the second person didn’t share this information until THE LAST FEW MINUTES OF THE PROGRAM after everyone had been together in a room #for like 6 hours 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 again i left early but i am fucking terrified and furious 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #like the way there is a massive spike and instead of using the tools and resources available to us to track and predict the spread and #protect people we decided to fucking chop off all of it because awww boohoo everyone’s tired nobody wants to think about it anymore 🥺 SHUT #YHE FUCK UP PEOPLE ARE DISABLED PEOPLE ARE DYING THE DANGER IS NOT OVER AND NOW WE ARE FIGHTING IT IN THE DARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!