#drag her fuck I miss this

[imthursdaysyme]

Stobin talking about anything and everything all the time

#stranger things #steve harrington #drawing #art #robin buckley #stobin #they be talking again #I just always view them chatting I’m sorry #every picture they’re talking up a storm #they forget anyone else is anywhere #they get an idea in their mind to tell the other they drop everything they’re doing #one track mind they straight shoot it to the other person #and whoever they’re with will be like what the fuck is so important that we have to run to Steve what is happening #and Robin is out of breath after running and dragging Nancy behind her across the entire fucking town of Hawkins #and she gets in front of Steve and is like omg I realized I had to tell you something and Steve’s like omg does it have to do with monkeys #and Robin is like omg YES did you know that one species of monkey gives hugs it’s so cute like long limbs and everything #and Steve is like that’s so cool and Nancy is like wtf that is not important and Steve gasps and is like it IS IMPORTANT #Steve and Robin glaring at Nancy as Steve attempts a monkey hug wrapping #wrapping his arms in his best attempt at a monkey hug like #this is SO important miss ma’am excuse you #and Nancy is like good god how in the world did I date both of these insane creatures #anyway #digital art

[castleoflions]

My gf has been rewatching Glee while she works on a jigsaw puzzle all weekend. (She just hit the fucking Rocky Horror episode 🥴)

Two things I’ve learned:

1. The post-Glee fandom PTSD still lingers lmao

2. I have retained an embarrassing amount of plot knowledge, BTS trivia, and fandom history despite absconding from the fandom over a decade ago

Also hi if you’ve just started following me in the past handful of years, I used to be a Z-list Tumblr celebrity dedicated to the Glee fandom, specifically Brittana. We all fought in the trenches for years against Ryan Murphy’s crazy ass so that those Cheerios could get married by the end of the series, y’all are welcome.

#occasional gleelapse #I can’t even remember what my glee show tag was and frankly it should stay that way #I remember the goddamn otp tag for brittana tho #otp: proudly so #also seeing Naya running around singing dancing carrying that show on her fucking back is both a delight and also hurts #I miss that woman #she would’ve loved seeing Jenna and Kevin compete on Secret Celebrity Drag Race

[suffarustuffaru]

Reading your tags about how people miss the very obvious "there's some fucked up shit boiling underneath" regarding Otto, just gave me a sudden realization. Otto is the only character I know in fiction where they act all innocent and drive up the "clumsy", "just in the side-lines" and "straight-man (heh)" persona. When. Like no one's in the EMT camp is buying it. They know he's way more capable than he let's on. Meanwhile, the tomfoolery is completely brought on by the Western audience.

Like Otto is failing miserably to make other characters believe that he's not up to mischief, Roswaal even thinks it can bring his downfall. But the audience, who even sometimes *sees* his fucked up thought process, is buying it.

*head in hands*

no u bring up so many good points bc ive been really thinking about this for a while T^T its such an interesting phenomenon in the difference in perception otto has between the japanese speaking half of the fandom vs the english speaking half which can be explained by—yeah. media illiteracy mainly. im also putting my head in my hands anon T^T

because—okay sorry wkdndn im gonna get into meta again but hear me out bc this pattern of the fandom underestimating otto is interesting bc i kind of sort of i cracked the code maybe??? o.o i think the nature of otto is a character is that youre SUPPOSED to underestimate him at first, just like what happens sometimes in universe. i mean wayyy back then i definitely wasnt expecting him to get more depth added to him in arc 4–which was a pleasant surprise—which is also the reaction the vast majority of people have to reading/watching arc 4, along with the other vast majority reaction which is being a bit endeared to ottosubas friendship and respecting otto for being a good friend. and then its easy to underestimate otto bc of 1. all the chaos going on in rezero at any given moment and 2. hes almost always overshadowed by other characters doing worse shit or being more insane than he is and 3. otto of course damn well knows hes easy to underestimate and counts on that. thats what he did against roswaal in arc 4. plus—i mean even aesthetics-wise hes 100% DESIGNED to be easy to underestimate. his outfit and physical features make him look either friendly or frazzled or soft. so i think that the point is that we were supposed to be kind of fooled—at first.

because yeah, we’re endeared to otto. we respect him for helping subaru the way he did. we think that hes a nice person and we now support his actions especially after feeling sympathetic towards him after learning his backstory. (or at least the average audience member will think this wjdndn.) but like—you dont even NEED to look at any side content at all for it to dawn on you that theres something Wrong. with him. like all you need is main route arcs 3-8 aka ottos entire screentime thus far, because at arc 4 its so easy to overlook otto unless youre thinking a bit deeper (for example—he gets violent with subaru. like yeah its entertaining, its played for laughs a bit, yeah subaru needed to be snapped out of his own head, but was it 100% necessary??? why did otto have this response??? bc if you just look at the main timeline otto really decided to beat up subaru first. and bc this tendency is now Less Funny in arc 8).

but even if youre just looking at rezero face value, when you get to arc 5 its starting to get even more clear that ottos weird in the head. like we already saw him being very good at scheming and planning in arc 4–in arc 5, we find out about otto hiding the tome for a year. we find out WHY hes been hiding the tome for a year. the tome then leads the witch cult into priestella, so like—in the sense, otto is RESPONSIBLE for arc 5. but theres STILL a tendency sometimes for the audience to continue underestimating him even though by this point we’re getting more clues and many characters around otto, like you said anon, KNOW hes very capable. i keep wondering why this is, but arc 5 is, again, FULL of chaos and different storylines happening at once, so its so easy to almost kind of forget otto there in the background until he occasionally pops up again. plus otto serves an additional role as comedic relief sometimes—he spends all of arc 5 being bitchy and whiny (i say this affectionately HAH) about his camp being full of disasters, for example, so i think the natural response from the audience tends to be “aw otto!! what a silly guy!!” sometimes. you know? so its like. i think at this point some people tend to be like “yeah fair that otto was wary of roswaal and thats why he saved the tome…. anyway ooooh whats going on with these other plot points” wobsbss. its so fascinating bc—ok this might be my own personal experience but anyone reading this pls tell me if you agree or not—i dont think ive seen a lot of people actually even MENTION otto bringing the tome into priestella attracting witch cultists. and the english speaking fandom LOVES to go into certain characters’ wrongdoings so why gloss over otto????

the only explanation i have for this is that from arcs 3-4 underestimating otto is. kind of the point of his character UNTIL you get to arc 5 and the clues in the main story start seeping in even more. and also the western audience DOES have media illiteracy a lot. theres that too. just look at rezero content on youtube or reddit or fanfic sites or other things of that sort T^T but no yeah i think ottos nature as a character exacerbates it. youre supposed to start asking questions about him. youre supposed to start connecting the dots and then SUDDENLY its now EXTREMELY obvious in arc 7-8 and even while theres so much chaos going on its basically shoved in your face. arc 7-8 is just delivering on all the leadup that was arcs 3-5.

and i think that youve gotta be media illiterate for sure to NOT get that otto is not squeaky clean and innocent BY ARC 8. i think that ottos the deconstruction of the loyal best friend trope, and also a mirror into what subaru couldve been like if he decided to be more ruthless instead of jumping right to forgiveness and saving everyone, except sometimes that flies right over the audience’s head wkdndnd. it confuses me bc ive seen some people completely miss the point or completely agree with otto and overlook the Bad Parts of it or, you know, STILL think ottos perfectly sane—like T^T please.

and yeah so back to what you said about otto Not being underestimated In Universe—its such an interesting detail bc hes ALWAYS been simultaneously pathetic and Very Competent wjdndnd. but yeah no all of his friends have seen various hints and clues and evidence of what hes capable of. like even though he hid the tome from them successfully and even though hes hiding info now its INEVITABLE that its gonna blow up in his face one day. like you got characters like garfiel who literally saw otto punch the wall and break his hand in an unhinged fit of rage, julius who got snapped at by otto and while julius is a Bit naive definitely knows somethings off there, anastasia whos smart as hell and definitely knows not to underestimate otto, and roswaal who, like you said anon, literally went out of his way to stop otto from breaking his hand in another unhinged fit of rage and warned otto that he will literally be destroying himself if he keeps going on like this. its this fascinating dichotomy bc otto is NOT fooling anyone around him but at the same time his current schemes are mostly unnoticed—for now—which yeah i havent seen that in a lot of media!!! its an interesting balancing act bc people around him realistically know hes competent after seeing the Proof of that for the past couple arcs, but otto is still finding ways to try and Win…

which—again, the anger and violence is an extension of arc 4 otto!! this is the same guy!! hes always been like this!! ottos kind of stayed the same, deep down, this whole time and as an audience its ONLY shoved in our face with a big gigantic spotlight on it FOUR ARCS LATER, but it was hinted to all this time. and like you said anon—we LITERALLY see ottos fucked up thought processes. literally what sane person thinks any of that shit. its spelled right out for the reader HAH T^T which—yeah. media illiteracy…. and also this whole ask was a longer way of just saying that otto is VERY easy to see at surface level if youre media illiterate. but at the same time it should be very easy to figure out otto is A Bit Fucked Up bc tappei underlines it in bright red print!!! i think people sometimes just hang onto soft awkward silly otto and forget about the rest T^T either that or they dont think he cares about subaru at all. which. that phenomenon of thinking characters that do care about subaru Dont Care is also interesting to me bc why????? we’re at arc 8 and you STILL dont get it??? o.ooooo

but yeah apart from that….. i said this earlier but yeah sometimes some people agree with ottos realism in arc 8 which is. understandable, but the whole point is that he is EXTREME. with it. hes Not in the right here, but the same crowd that wants wanton revenge in rezero is gonna agree with that kind of stuff T^T ottos been lurking in the background so much so that tappei made it meta by doing the whole “walking in darkness” part of his character, so i guess people just. dont see ottos ACTUAL worst traits and instead think he would ditch subaru at the first opportunity or something. but at the point we are now, arc 8 ottos problem isnt that hed ditch subaru. his problem is that he would sacrifice the world for subaru. his problem is that he gets extremely angry at subaru for trying to do good. his problem is that hes trying to micromanage everything around him and is willing to sacrifice anything necessary to get what he wants. but sometimes people dont get that bc otto doesnt look sound or seem like a character thatd do that. the Underestimation part of his character is doing too well on. certain audiences. please T^T the soft and awkward and silly parts ARE part of his character just like all the Darker parts are!!!

additionally im also wondering if western audience perception of otto is also clouded by the fact that otto looks and sounds more feminine / androgynous and he doesnt have the appeal of Overt Power either……. he cant Really be waifu-ified… and he cant be used as a weird self insert like subaru…. and you Have to look at him closer to understand him…. and for some reason people dont tend to hate on him so aggressively, if anything people cant even see his actual canonical flaws half the time wkdndn so if youre not paying attention otto CANT be aggressively hated on bc theres nothing there if ur not looking at it….. and if youre not paying attention otto seems more “boring” compared to the others…… (not that people arent allowed to not have otto as a favorite character bc thats totally fair but im talking about the tendency to think hes Saner than he actually is.) but yeah these are just my guesses. i have no clue the western fandom is a little T^T some people unfortunately cannot read.

anyway. big thank you to the japanese fanbase for understanding ottos character more and making so much wonderful fancontent for him T^T also i think that we as a collective fanbase should stop underestimating otto in general bc its exactly what he wouldnt want and i think itd be really hilarious. <3333 make him explode with rage please

#rezero #ask #yeah sorry this response was so long wkdndnd but yeah ive been thinking on this for a while… #like ottos a very key side character thats given a lot of focus and yet hes?? largely ignored in english fanbase #but also rezero is a special case i feel bc for some reason a LOT of people misread it so easily. all the time. even fans thatve made it to #arc 8. why???? T^T rezero is so divisive i feel and for what??????? why?????? why do people miss this the story makes it obvious what its #about??? not to mention the LITERAL anime episode called THATS WHAT THIS WHOLE STORY IS ABOUT WNDNDN #tappei basically slamming u in the face with otto being fucked up fr too HAH…. #its like ottos falling into almost the same kind of stuff that rems perception by some people does. which is u know ignoring her problemati #traits of Being Obsessed With Subaru. shes a loyal ‘waifu’ and ottos a loyal friend but he cant be waifuified so easily and hes not front #and center in the sense that rem was also the second main love interest skdndnd #which i think might be the common fandom problem also of overly focusing on romance bc people notice rems loyalty more than they do otto at #this rate. bc rems the waifu. ottos only the friend. hes ‘less important’. #its interesting to me. bc why??? with other characters ppl either erase all the good or the bad out of them but with otto hes just in stasi #hes just kind of. there. #rip otto the bad luck made him cursed to always be in the background #it just confuses me so much T^T the difference between jp fandoms perception of otto vs english fandom is STAGGERING #otto suwen #the other day i accidentally got dragged into an argument on reddit bc someone tried to correct me on otto and i was like ?????? WHAT SANE #PERSON DOES ANY OF THE STUFF ARC 7-8 OTTOS DOING…??? #they were like ‘otto wouldnt do anything for subaru’ and i was like ‘lmao whys he trying to have louis killed then 😭😭😭😭’ #‘whyd he try to let 50 million ppl die then?? 😭😭’ #‘WHY DID HE DIE FOR SUBARU THEN’ #like ottos not gonna indulge subaru with everything thats not what i mean by he would do anything for subaru. he would do anything as in he #would sacrifice so much for subaru. but some people just see subaru doing it then ignore otto trying to do the same thing but in a differen #font???

[carrionsong]

my baby lily has been missing for 3 days now. i cant even play stardew without wanting to cry bc i made my ingame kitty gray and white and named her lily too ;_;

#.txt #ive been just. sitting here at home since wrk has given me 2 shifts a week. doing nothing but going on walks and calling for her #i need to make a missing poster. i need to go to the local animal shelter and see if shes there but im being dragged around n made to do #shit for everyone else at home (im the errand boy -_-) and ive just been like. paralyzed #i want to cry i dont want to lose her i dont know if we've already lost her im so fucking mad at myself

[ghostlygunk]

man this game is great

#bendy and the dark revival #bendy and the ink machine #BATIM #BATDR #GOD BLESS ... HEAD IN MY HANDS #did y'all wanna hear ym thoughts? ur gonna get my thoughts #AHHH ... i wish sammy had a bigger role for one #i think the concept of a prophet for the ink demon running around in a world where worshipping the demon is Pretty Much Illegal is-- #interesting. it's interesting to me. audrey having to put up with these wackjobs that want her dead- #and this other wackjob that wants to suck off the ink demon and also probably sacrifice her to him. #w the whole thing abt the ink demon wantign her to become one w the dark puddles i can like #i can see tht being a factor? it feels liek a missed opportunity #ink demon rolling up in sammy's brain like 'hey bud. you like me right? you're loyal to me yeah? okay i need a favor from you. ' #and sammy's like 'oh dude fuck yeah of course my lord anythign for you my lord' #so you're constantly being hunted by both ppl who want to moirder you or bring you to wilson #and this other mf who wants to drag you to the ink demon #i dunno #maybe it would've crowded the game too much but i think that'd be neat #... if any of y'all see these tags and use that concept please tell me i'd super love to see it :] #anyways moving on #the ink demon's hot. always has been. the voice is super goofy but honestyl kinda made him hotter. #now listen reader don't drop me jsut bc im a monsterfucekr i ain't done #the story? also extremely goofy. but i enjoyed it :] #the gameplay? mid imo. maybe it's bc im on a laptop w no mouse rn but the combat is so clunky and jank #ADN DON'T GET ME FUCKIGN STARTED ON THE #GOD DAMN 'FLOW' MECHANIC. OH MY GOD. #IF YOUR ANGLE IS NOT 100% PERFECT YOU SLIDE OFF THE PHYSICS. #IF YOUR ANGLE IS NOT 100% PERFECT THE GAME'S LIKE #'haha oops! try again! you messed up! :)' #it's sof ucking CLUNKY and JANK and JESUS CHRIST DID ANYONE FUCKING TEST THIS? DID NOBODY POINT OUT HOW FUCKING ANNOYING IT IS TO GET RIGHT

[sexynetra]

losing my marbles over this look like holy SHIT she looks so !! good !!!!!!

GI ENTERING THEIR MARCIA STAN ERA????? one can only hope <3 anyways this look is SO good? Marcia Elphaba era?? God damn???? She really is the prettiest little princess, j’adore

#I also hadn’t opened ig yet today so this was my first time seeing them #god SO fucking cute #she is my baby #I missed her so much I’m so glad she’s back <3 #and if I see a single one of you bitches talk about her makeup (which is GORGEOUS) I will fight you on sight #anyways thank you for sending these you are so correct as always #asks #ask #thecollectionsof #drag race #rpdr #rpdr 15 #drag race 15 #marcia #marcia x3 #marcia marcia marcia #rupauls drag race #RuPaul’s drag race 15

[mothicalspoken]

No one:

The Wus switching on the news and finding out L.A is being conquered by robots from an alien race and the leader of it all is a small person covered in black armor that sounds almost exactly like their kid that has been missing for around a year and presumed dead:

#I think about the fact that the last time the Wus saw their daughter she was running out of their house and crying #and they wanted her to come back. But she didn’t #and then she goes missing. There’s no trace of her or her friends and the months drag on but you still have to move #And maybe it was your fault and you can’t stop thinking about it as you move into your new place except without your daughter #and you’re grieving and you turn on the news and bam. She’s the fucking leader of a worldwide conquest on earth for an alien race #Like. What #An ne ways I hope that Marcy gets to have some closure with her parents because ow #Amphibia spoilers #marcy wu

[bootyful-seventeen]

hey y'all, anyone have any good stress relief tehniques or habits they'd like to share cuz I've been more stressed in the last 3 weeks then I was in the last 6 months

#to cut the long story short my mom had to sell the old house cuz her broke ass couldnt afford to keep it up #eventho it is a whole ass hoarders house and was in shambles with a flooded basement a collapsing ceiling in at least 2 rooms plus mold #and the stench a dirt and dog piss and shit all over the floor really made it worse then it was #but yeah so shes been staying with me and my grandma and its been awful #she hasnt been taking any of the medicine the doctors gave her when she snapped and started a fight and also started screaming at neighbour #so shes been terrorizing us here while the house has become her second hoarders den since she dragged so much crap here #my backyard side entrance and front porch are full of her shit and my grandma hates it since she can barely step into the house #so since she kept looking for places way out of her budget i had to go do house hunting since my useless sister is busy getting lit again #so ive been showing her shit in her price range that was under 420k cuz im not a moron who looks at 800k homes when i have 570k #and each time she has a new complaint saying its too expenive or its too small or its too old when she said she wants to do renovations #but shes saying she wants to renovate a newly renovated place instead of an old one #so i just showed her a house near my sisters uni and she liked the inside & backyard but she complained that 400k for newly renovated 3 bed #that is literally a 9 minute drive from my sisters uni is too expensive when shes the one who was looking at an old ass unrenovated bungalo #that is a street over from us that is 800k and she says it looks like garbage cuz an old lady previously owned it before dying #like no shit it looks old cuz older people lived those decades and like it and she just keeps doing her bullshit again & again #cuz when i tell you her mind is gone i mean it is GONE and she starts up all these wild stories to just explain some shit #like something goes missing? the neighbours are hungarian and stole it and left the hoard of junk in her old house #she has more stupid stories to harass and stress us out with but if im gonna share that ill have to write a book about it cuz fuck #and you know its bad when no one else can stand being in any contact with her cuz she starts screaming at people about it #so the only one who even likes her anymore is my sister and thats cuz shes deep in denial about just how insane she is & how abusive she is #so yeah i need some stress relief help that maybe isnt constantly hitting up maryjane cuz i dont do weed often especially since shes here #cuz weed 'burns your brain & makes you crazy like this' when shes the only one whos ever infuriated me to astronimical levels #i know retail therapy helped before she came here but i dont want to keep spending money i dont really have #it would be great tho but shes refusing to give me the 70k she said was mine from the house sale so i can cut her out for good

[todayisafridaynight]

Yayoi Dojima should've stayed Chairman. Sure there'd be no further games w/Tojo drama b/c they'd have gotten they're shit together but she deserves to kick their asses.

no but actually let that woman stay in charge !!!!!! LET HER COOK

#snap chats #yayoi if you gotta have daigo here at least make him like. idfk patriarch of the dojima family then fuck it #i just think yayoi wouldve been the best chair woman ever #no im not biased im right and my supporting argument is that she married sohei #ok she's resilient she's a soldier she's based #yakuza 3 conflict who ? dont know her see daigo wouldnt even have gotten shot #yall think yayoi woulda sold kiryu's land. 💀💀 #PART OF ME SAYS YES BUT PART OF ME IS LIKE 'does she respect kiryu enough not to do that or' 💀💀 #either way kiryus gonna start swinging #yakuza 4 conflict dont even exist if mine didnt neck himself. yayoi prob woulda told katsuragi to kick rocks #daigo too friendly that his problem yayoi knows how to throw hands and when not to #yakuza 5 plot its like. My Son's Missing Mine Find Him #mine has to drag daigo back to the tojo kicking and screaming #'no mine please i have to repay this debt to my high school classmate who barely remembers me :((((((' #mine's not having it daigo needs to get his priorities straight and now he's gonna hear it from him AND his mom #top ten cringe son moments #yakuza 6. tojo aint even involved in y6 lbr LMAOOOO #and yakuza 7. i mean that can go as it did thats like The One Time daigo did something smart #and i reckon yayoi prob woulda come to a similar conclusion as he did listen he had to get his smarts somewhere #no matter how limited they seem sometimes hes smart #i rambled too long jfc anyways Stan Yayoi

[colorisbyshe]

apple music thinks me loving better off alone by alice deejay means i want to listen to kim petras and nicki minaj embarrassing themselves over a half ass sample of it..............

like... i do not want a song sung by a rape apologist with a feature by another rape apologist that is PRODUCED by the rapist that both of them are apologists for......

i genuinely hope everyone involved in this song--that sounds like ass, btw--dies in an explosive car accident

i’m hurtling my 2004 nissan sentra towards them as we speak

#literally who the fuck thought 'im gonna collect as many awful people as i can into a single room' #all its missing is a doja cat remix #yeah i didnt forget her making fun of amber heard #also all your fave doja songs are ALSO produced by dr luke #so like!!! #NO SHE IS NOT FREE FROM THIS EITHER #I AM DRAGGING HER IN UNPROVOKED #CAUSE ITS' NOT ACTUALLY UNPROVOKED

[zoekrystall]

Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.

Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)

And for fun without any legendaries as fav

Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.

#a wild lux appears #(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk) #Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!' #I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh #one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe #bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf #I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho #my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn' #dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas. #What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it #dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my #personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been #meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane #that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n #all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did. #*that only blueberry academy MADE me #Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me #and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't #belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries) #To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the #aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more. #I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there #Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that #but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See. #I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx. #What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels. #Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

i miss that feeling of being in love for the first time and believing i was loved back even if i didnt understand why

#asher says stuff #say what you want about my ex he was the first person who made me feel genuinely loved #later making me feel i was worthy of that love #i miss the early days of our relationship #the making fun of our past selves for being so oblivious #the being so obnoxiously in love it annoyed our friends #the way id jokingly call him gay (derogatory) #and hed respond with a “youre gayer” or a “well how can i not be gay when you exist?” #that time he named a kitten after me #the way my heart felt like it was going to explode with love whenever i was with him #even some things later in our relationship #that time we were both too exhausted to talk to anyone but eachother #and our friend (bless her oblivious soul) was trying to talk with us #and our other friend had to come in and drag her away #that time i was talking about fucking pockets #and he out of nowhere said he appriceates talking to me #even the time after we broke up had its up sides #even if that fucked with my heart and emotionally drained me #even if he was a horrible person #even if he fucked me up #ill always love him i think

[daechwitamv]

got invited to a drag show tonight but cant go bc my damn ass body is so unreliable haha cool

#if i go i know I'll suffer the entire time + takes an hour to get there so even if i leave half an hour in im still gonna be out- #for 2.5 hours. which is 2.5 hours of pain i just rly dont wanna endure today #on the other hand i love drag shows and i wanna see people im so fucking lonely out here #my girl is on vacation and i like that i have the apartment for myself for a while but at the same time shes my safe person #going out without her is hard and also sleeping and waking up and getting up lol #we out here struggling #i missed ranting on here this is good for my soul i think

[britneyshakespeare]

i watched season 7 of rupaul's drag race which was my first. and i just have to say. miss fame was my messy queen and i didn't know i needed her in my life.

#literally all i need is a drag queen who could be my chickenposting tumblr mutual #i wanna watch more of the older seasons next bc i definitely feel like i missed some of the more self-referential stuff #a friend told me 5 and 6 are really good. i started w 7 bc i like trixie and katya #tales from diana #literally i love miss fame though i love how she'd just keep talking and talking and talking and ppl would be sick of hearing her #im like thats me!!! thats me bitch!!!!!!! #showing up at the fucking finale w a chicken. are you KIDDING me???? GIRL #she saved me when i was at my lowest point. i mean it but i dont mean it but i mean it #also she is so pretty and i love her fashion sense. but that's just obvious #i liked a lot of the fashion on that show. im also obsessed w what trixie's fashion sense has evolved into nowadays #we all know im a mod 60s girl though and so is she... so it makes more than enough sense #of the older/more pageant-style queens. mrs. kasha davis was amazing #she deserved better than to be eliminated bc she fucking stuttered. i hurt inside

[lucassinclaer]

Hey if you wanna be sad and cry over max some more, just do what I do. Sit and think about how she had to save her life for what, days??? By listening on repeat to a song that makes her think about how much she wishes she could've died instead of or with Billy.

hey.

why would you say this to me??

#actually that's so fucking real though #like i'm thankfully past the phase of my life where i genuinely had to drag myself through day after day hour by hour #but it still sits in my bones #and i keep thinking about this thing a therapist said to me once #that sometimes replaying the thing in our minds can make us feel like at least we're doing SOMETHING #bc we keep on turning it over in our heads looking for smth we missed #and i think max had months and months and months of not really understanding what was going on in her mind #like that internal helplessness when you can't totally grasp why or how your brain is going these places #anyway #this is extremely devastating tysm for sending it #emanswers #suicide ideation cw

[rain-fa1l]

juttys music is so fucking good i could cry about it (i have so many time)

#jutty taylor #unmasked ghoul #wish i knew is so fucking good #it makes me cry every god damn time #same with you won’t miss her #god i love his voice #and the music it’s all just so ugh i can’t even explain how much i love it #the band ghost #drag talk