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[grimalkinmessor]

meronia, please?

I got two requests for Meronia so you get Wammys Era™ Meronia :D

I tried to capture that Academia Orphanage Fostering Animosity and Obsession In Equal Measure vibe ✨ Bully Mello my beloved 🙏

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#meronia #aesthetic boards #my art #aesthetic board #death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #asks #ask game #dreamfilleddonuts #nate river

[13eyond13]

TRICK OR TREAT!

im all out of treats so you get a bald banana L 🍌🧑‍🦲

#l lawliet #ask #dreamfilleddonuts #hween meme #p #thx for the patience!

[oloreandil]

I'm curious what you mean by little clown outfits? I would LOVE to see what kind of fashion you like! (also since clown themed lolita is a thing, part of me was wondering if you meant that.)

i WISH i had enough energy and there were like... gender appropriate outfits ?? to wear lolita clothing XD if only... maybe one day... i've been eyeing this one bloomer sewing tutorial...

but no, i just meant "funky outfits with colours and patterns and sometimes shapes". which is apparently sufficiently weird to warrant comments about my fashion sense and lack thereof. i take pictures once every blue moon, but here's a few bad pics of what i wear !! the red jeans now have many more patches :3

(+ bonus snufkin closet cosplay bc it was cold at work so i made a scarf cape to go with my anti-bright-lights hat)

i'm now unsure if you meant "selfies" by "what kind of fashion [i] like" but uh. here you go ? XD thank you so much for asking about it, i've been getting really into making / updating my own clothing and it's sooooo fun

wishing you the best for the new year, Morgan !!!!!

#dreamfilleddonuts #olorea answers #basil if u see this. i wear your scarf CONSTANTLY i wish it were colder so i could wear it more 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #fashion #ig ?? qelgjnehg #txt #img

[user-null]

3, 7, 9 for the lolita asks.

thank you for the ask!! (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)❤️

3- what is your current favorite motif?

my current favorite has to be strawberries! I've always loved strawberry prints I don't own many but I'm enjoying them way more lately (probably because I got Sweet Cream Strawberry Days Tutu JSK)

7- are you a lonelita or part of a comm?

I'm a lonelita, I tried being in comms before but I can never make it work, I never feel 100% comfortable in meets ;; (funny story, I even got kicked out of the last comm I was in for being too inactive)

9- share an unpopular opinion!

i don't know how unpopular this might be (or if someone will try to find me to throw rocks at me) but AP isn't that special, maybe it's the pieces I own but I feel like even if their prints and designs are cute they aren't as amazing as others try to make it seem they only think I do love about AP is the pockets in shirred pieces

#ask #dreamfilleddonuts #lolita ask game #to add to the last ask. I'm a baby fan. specially older pieces up to mid 2010s so i might be biased

[captainhysunstuff]

I think that was the first time I've seen you draw any of the Wammy boys, and it makes me want to know your headcanons for them, either inside our universe or just in general.

Henh, I draw them from time to time. Probably not in the last few months, but... every once in a while~. ^__^U Oh boy, for as long as I've been in this fandom, I don't think I've ever really put my thoughts/headcanons about them into solid words before. I'll try to make this not a disorganized mess:

Mello

I feel like his rivalry with Near gives him a sense of purpose. A goal to strive for. Whenever he has a set goal, he goes for it 120%. That try hard attitude is exactly what holds him back though. Being so laser focused may stress him out and cause him to overlook things and make more mistakes or ignore simpler solutions. He forgets to take breaks, and his fatigue creates more problems, particularly with schoolwork.

We only get one glimpse of him "off the clock" where he's playing soccer/football with his classmates (and laughs after clocking someone in the head with the ball, lol). That one instance tells me that he might have a slightly mean sense of humor (he's also seen pulling some kid's hair and Roger makes him let go of them), but of course the kid was okay and he knew it. If he had actually seriously hurt someone while joking around, I'm not sure if he'd just laugh it off. Probably try to say it wasn't a big deal, but still keep an ear out to make sure so-and-so was really okay. Very tsundere. I may be giving canon!Mello too much credit, lol. Although, he does express that he didn't want to kill Soichiro in the end. The kidnappings were horrible scare tactics, but he made sure that they would be returned alive if the demands were met (fuck his mafia crew though, *snort*).

He'd be more openly caring with people he, well, cares about. Matt as an obvious canon example. I think it's very telling that Matt isn't present during the Mafia arc. Mello leaves the orphanage alone, and he doesn't seek Matt out until after his base blows up. So, he strikes me as someone who wants to deal with his own problems by himself and not drag anyone he cares about into his personal drama. The mafia and kidnappees are just tools to him, but anyone close is out of the question unless the situation is dire. Matt was probably the only person he could reliably contact at that point (he does contact and crash at Lidner's place for a while, but surely he had to have recovered somewhere after the blast before he could get back into the action). How he expresses regret over Matt dying while being part of his plan emphasizes this sentiment.

A character I really associate him with is Amethyst from Steven Universe, especially if I want to think of how he'd be without the pressure of that rivalry, and even with it. Amethyst has the kind of humor that can come off as callous that I'd think Mello would have. What really shines for me is their shared inferiority complex and how they deal with them. I see a lot of Mello's view on his rivalry with Near during Amethyst's arc concerning her conflicts with Jasper. Neglecting personal time to have fun because the complex is weighing her down and making her try harder and become a more toxic person to be around ("Who has time for any of that when Jasper is out there?!"). Her anguish at doing so much to get better and it never being enough to get what she wants ("I can't win... No matter what I do, no matter how hard I work..."). The whole episode "Reformed" where Amethyst keeps trying to make a form that Garnet (whom I associate with L) would approve of by comparing herself to and emulating other gems. Telling people to "stay out of it" when they try to interfere or stop her from doing something drastic. The difference being that she gets positive results when she finally opens up and allows people to help her achieve her goals and not hyperfixate anymore. By the time Mello finally reaches out for help and realizes that he needs to put aside his animosity towards Near to ultimately stop Kira, it's essentially too late for a happy ending.

The only aspect where this character comparison falls apart a bit is with how lazy Amethyst can be (not bubbling the Desert Glass pillow despite living right next to a sandy beach, not being trusted to catch a monster hiding in her room). However, my counterargument is that we don't really see Mello in his downtime outside of that soccer game just chilling. Also, I'd like to reference L's "monster speech" about studying even though they don't really care about grades. It shows Near there, but I think it applies to all three of them, and Mello's only trying so hard specifically to beat Near first and foremost, not because he wants to study and get smarter for a future career ("All that practice stuff is no fun.").

Matt

Hmm... He's a malleable character to me, and that's pretty cool. He seems like a "go with the flow" kinda guy. Tell him to do something, and he'll be like, "Yeah, sure. Let me save my game first." I sort of accept whatever the fandom wants him to be in the moment, no matter what it is. The fact that he's the third smartest at Wammy's tells me that he's an effortlessly smart guy. Maybe he's good at memorization and can visually remember the answers to test questions without having to study that hard (like how I was at school, lol). Maybe not come up with the answer on the spot, but if you put something in front of him, he could go, "Oh, right," and correctly answer it. He has a little characterization in the manga, but I only just recently finished reading it, his scenes included. He really only seems to be part of the Kira case to help Mello and that's it. He doesn't seem too interested in the case itself, but Mello asked for his help, and he said, "Sure, dude. I'll try." Thus, it's why we see him gripe about how much work Mello's making him do, getting sidetracked by how cute Misa is, and speculating whether or not Mogi's her boyfriend, lol. Just a chill dude overall.

His chillness makes me think that ordinarily he'd keep to himself. Probably not to the extent that Near does, but if left alone, he is more than happy staying alone. He minds his own business, thus why he doesn't dissuade Mello from his rivalry or stop him from leaving Wammy's House (not that anyone could stop Mello from doing anything). But if someone extends an invitation, he'll accept it and try his best.

Also, "Mail" is pronounced "Mile." According to the Wiki, the katakana is written as "ma-i-ru." If it was "mail," it would be "me-i-ru" or "me--ru" I believe (henh, the his name would be close to Mel). Correct me if I'm wrong, but it's "mile" for me, and it ain't changin'.

Near

The first phrase I think of whenever I think of Near is "little shit~." XD I say that in an entirely affectionate way of course. Although, that "little shit" attitude only comes out when he's actively engaged with someone else. Not necessarily hostile, but definitely a little condescending, and it's very easy for him to rub people the wrong way. Perhaps he knows he has this effect on people, either intentionally or not, and this is why he keeps to himself and declines invitations to hang out? He probably doesn't even like being around people (he judges people very harshly in the manga). Maybe even mildly misanthropic. He might resent that he's co-dependent and has to rely on people on the daily when he gets older and leaves Wammy's House.

The reason he has the best grades at Wammy's is because he can fully focus on the tests and assignments he takes and doesn't make many technical mistakes. Makes me wonder if he's a slow test taker or exactly a mid-speed test taker? Or maybe he's effortlessly fast? Then, Mello wants to be fast, too, and that causes Mello to make more mistakes due to rushing when he could probably get better grades if he took his time?

It's very hard for me to talk about Near without bringing Mello into the picture. Their rivalry is such a focal point with their characters in the story. The rivalry is almost completely one sided in my opinion, but Near probably encourages it because he thinks Mello needs that goal. So, every once in a while, he'll make remark or do something that will purposely annoy Mello, reigniting that fire under his ass to make Near eat his dust. In the harsh judgment vein, he believes Mello's identity has been shaped around the competition and that he'd be lost without it. Kind of like how Near canonically becomes a bit despondent after the Kira case ends: taking the L mantle, but just going through the motions. Detective work doesn't seem like his passion; he was just groomed for it and is good at it. He'd be more than content to just lie around, making card castles and play single-player games all day. Maybe an occasional visit from respected company, but they'd better leave in a timely manner or be relatively unobtrusive, lol.

EDIT: Also worth mentioning, I have a ridiculous headcanon where Near has psychic powers in the anime. Thank the anime’s short hand in how he singles out Mikami as X-Kira by making his eyes glow and the room spin. I stand by that he blew up a guy’s head with his mind in the Re:Light special. Hey, if Beyond Birthday being born with shinigami eyes is canon, why not humans with psychic powers? Wammy’s is good at finding these eccentricities~.

Mello and Near's Tactics

I really do love how the narrative intention seemed to be that after Light defeated L, L was essentially split into two people with those two extremes amplified to 11. It creates a pincer attack around Light: Mello aggressively hitting the Task Force from the outside, putting traumatic emotional stress on them, and Near poking and prodding away from the inside trying to gradually create a mutiny against Light while acting like he's working alongside them. Mello brings the fear and pressure (and suspense in that he's just floating around doing who knows what after the raid), and Near seeds the doubt and inner unrest. When mashed together, they wouldn't make L exactly, but a being/team more effective and terrifying than L (surpass him together, indeed). Lord help their Watari, lol.

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I suppose those are my thoughts on the main three in a decently sized nutshell. Feel free to say I'm wrong or unfounded. I'm no expert with these characters, so hopefully my headcanons and interpretations don't piss anyone off too much. ^__^

#asks and answers #Death Note #Wammy's House #Mello #Mihael Keehl #Matt #Mail Jeevas #Near #Nate River #my headcanons #dreamfilleddonuts #rivalries mutinies and chillness #ARE these headcanons or am I just stating the obvious sometimes? lol I don't know #long post

[lightyaoigami]

L?

i am always brainrotting about him, here we go...

Headcanon A:  realistic

i think if DN were written today L would be nonbinary.

Headcanon B: while it may not be realistic it is hilarious

in my head L is like a L337 gamer who says things like all your base are belong to us and other old timey gamer things.

Headcanon C: heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends

i think he spent a bunch of time trying to find out where his parents went or what happened to them. i don't necessarily buy that they died and that's that. he's got entrepreneurial spirit and he's a little sad, it makes sense to me that he would throw himself into searching for information and come up heartbroken.

Headcanon D: unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own.

to me this feels realistic, but i think most people would disagree, so i'm putting this here: i actually think that L has had a fair number of romantic entanglements in his life. i don't see him as the type to just accept being padlocked in an orphanage in the countryside, i think he snuck out all the time to meet boyfriends/girlfriends/datemates. nobody can budge me on this, to me this is just an unassailable fact hehe

#l lawliet #death note #headcanon #ask meme #dreamfilleddonuts

[lovecraftian-lolita]

🎀

If you have big boobs like me (and your stomach is smaller), natural-waisted dresses are your best friend. Babydoll-like dresses usually do NOT have enough fabric to actually cover your bust and will end up cutting off at around the lower or midpoint of your chest. It'll draw more attention to your whole figure rather than giving you boob loaf. They end up having a little extra fabric to help cover the girls up and will probably make you feel better and flatter your figure more.

If you have a smaller chest (and/or your stomach is bigger than your chest), high-waisted dresses will end up flattering you more, drawing more attention to the rest of your body than only your torso or chest.

Both of these will probably be a more comfortable fit to suit your body type as well. You won't spend the whole day adjusting your dress as you walk.

For me personally, I have a big bust but a much smaller waist by comparison, so I try to find anything that's a natural waist as much as possible.

*As always, you can wear whatever you want but these are things I've noticed not only in lolita fashion but in fashion in general. You may not always like what the dress looks like in the picture but actually wearing it will feel much better and will fit your body type.

(The dress might fit, but it wont always "fit" if you know what I mean)

High waist

Natural Waist

(Holy Lantern, Angelic Pretty)

#sweet ollie tag #sweet ollie ask #dreamfilleddonuts #I hope i dont cause too much of a stir with this one #but being comfortable is a big priority #especially being plus size

[moi-ennepe]

Pass the happy! When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications ✨

good outfit days

good hair days lol

cat videos

having energy during the day and actually getting stuff done (not today besties)

fun dinners out with friends

#trying to think of things I haven't listed before lol #ask #dreamfilleddonuts #thank you 💕

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#hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #hazbin lucifer #lucifer hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel lucifer #character #submitted by dreamfilleddonuts

[ponury-grajek]

Commissions for @dreamfilleddonuts 💕 Thank you~!

#death note #l lawliet #light yagami #lawlight #they're married and it's canon i swear #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia

[mysweetsuccessor]

commission that was so very indulgent for @dreamfilleddonuts 😍😍😍

#near tag #mello tag #meronia tag #my art #near death note #death note #mello death note

[grimalkinmessor]

meronia for the ask game

Meronia my beloved 🤖🔥🐑🦁

when I started shipping it if I did: When I first saw the gun scene 🫣 I saw Mello pointing a gun at Near's head while Near gave him his photo upon which he had written Dear Mello and from there it spiralled :D

my thoughts: It's canon TO ME. Specifically only on Near's side (at least romantically), but I do think that Mello gets bitchslapped with the realization that "Oh shit I actually do care about that little twerp >:0" sometime after he finds out about Near's plan. I love them deeply. The idea of future Near, Detective L and his leather-clad guard dog, the lion and the lamb, together at last, is so sweet to me. Near's happiest when he's playing with Mello, and Mello's at his best when he's playing against Near. They grew up together. They were supposed to be two names under one title. They should've been together forever. They should've run away together. Both of them would never run from a fight. It was always going to end this way but it didn't have to be like this. Dear Mello I Guess I'm Going To Have To Do It INDEED

what makes me happy about them: When they bicker 🥰 They're racing against time to solve a case and solve it before the other one even as Near sits in Mello's lap clinging to his chest while Mello calls his contacts and Rester holds a laptop up for Near behind his head. Mello calling Near a fucking idiot, an arrogant weak little sheep, all while cuddling him close with his mouth against his pulse so he can feel his heart beat 💕 I love the dichotomy of their words and actions and it makes me stupidly giddy lmao

what makes me sad about them: The fact that Mello's dead and Near will never love or feel again :') Because of the circumstances of their childhood Mello would never get close to Near, would never want to work with him, and in stark contrast it was that same childhood that made that all Near ever wanted 🥹

things done in fanfic that annoys me: Uhhh I don't really have one for this? I haven't read enough Meronia to really find something I get truly annoyed at lol. I guess I don't like it when they make Mello too pathetic or too goofy, but that's it ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

things I look for in fanfic: Honestly? Genuinely one-sided attraction from Near. That's my favorite fucking thing ever; Near being ass over tits in love with Mello, fucking obsessed with him, and Mello finding out about it and being subsequently appalled and intrigued in incredibly inequal measure. That's all I've ever wanted out of life 🙏

who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: I wouldn't mind Near ending up with Light, Minoru (thanks to Moon), Rester, or even Beyond. I could be convinced of other ships but these are the ones I find most intriguing. Mello I think I'd only ship with either Rod or L. Otherwise it's PINE TIME BITCH >:D

my happily ever after for them: They live to go on and solve cases, reform Wammy's into something less Orphan-Factory-esque, and quietly get married. They then spend the rest of the time taking on cases and being ungodly competitive before Mello gets too old to do field work, upon which they retire from detective work entirely and spend the rest of their days wrapped up in each other. When they die Near gets put in Mello's coffin with him, just like he asked 💗

who is the big spoon/little spoon: Near is the big spoon when they're awake, but Mello becomes the big spoon as soon as they fall asleep. Near clings whether he's conscious or not but Mello only clings when he's unconscious, and he is quite a bit taller than Near after all.

what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Chasing serial killers and trying to one up each other, of course ✨

#asks #ask game #dreamfilleddonuts #meronia #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #im unhinged about them your honor

[13eyond13]

Near?

NEAR + Realistic Headcanon: I think he's definitely on the spectrum, and he probably has done a lot of reading about it and often discusses it frankly with his team so they can communicate as well as possible with one another

NEAR + Not Necessarily Realistic, but Hilarious Headcanon: he once made Rester pass out by asking him to blow up a kiddie pool for his remote controlled rubber ducks with nothing but the breath in his lungs

NEAR + Heartcrushing Headcanon: he was so blindsided by Mello running away that he started believing it was all his own fault, even though he legitimately had no idea Mello had been taking the competition aspect of their time at Wammy's so personally and so hard. That's why he tried so hard to mend the relationship and work together with Mello years later down the road. He was also quite nervous about taking on L's role solo, and didn't really want to have to do it all by himself

NEAR + Disregarding Canon Headcanon: I like to think he's maybe thriving slightly more in L's role and making it more his own than the later present day one-shots make it appear

[headcanon ask meme]

#near #dreamfilleddonuts #ask #headcanon #thx! #p

[oloreandil]

I forgot all about MSN messenger making the other person's screen shake! I abandoned it for Trillian to make it easier to rp in one tab with friends while having a discussion with them in another tab. RIP old web.

*sending you so many wizzes that your desk starts to shake and msn puts me in forced time-out for my disturbance of the peace*

#dreamfilleddonuts #olorea answers #THEY WERE SO FUN i was absolutely terrified the first time i saw it XD was at a friend's house and her computer just SHOOK #msn... how i miss you..... you could add custom shortcuts to make any emoji. but watch out #you'd set the shortcut to like hum and every word that had that you had to break up with : lest you write 🤔ble instead of humble lmao #also. booping you so evilly your screen shakes 😼😼😼😼 #txt

[user-null]

1 and 18

thanks for the ask!! 🫶

1- how often do you wear lolita fashion?

i try to wear it as much as I possibly can! it can go from 1 to 3 times a week, it depends on how often I go out (and where) I don't go to any interesting places and as I mentioned in another ask, I don't have a comm so for example, I wear lolita when I go grocery shopping 😅

18- what are you inspired by?

i don't think I have a set inspiration nowadays, I guess the closest would be to "make lolita daily and casual"

#ask #dreamfilleddonuts #lolita ask game

[balsemicvinegar]

starting a picrew chain because this one is cute but no pressure @rlydsntmttr @isomorbism @evapilled @litterateur97 @greyveins-x @dreamfilleddonuts @auxiekitty and anyone else can join...

link here