#dunno.

[melissa-titanium]

request for jade/roxy?

can an oupys and a kitys be friend.s and/or kiss......? hint: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#mel art #homestuck #jade harley #roxy lalonde #uhhh whats their. ship #jaderoxy #???? #roxyjade #DUNNO. #reqs #asks

[olgmskaya]

this might be an unpopular opinion but i actually like the relationship between clara and block a lot. obviously it’s a bit rushed because the second half of changeling route is Like That, but they are very endearing to me HEAR ME OUT OKAY

for clara, physical touch has always been something with SO much weight. whoever she lays her hands on has the possibility of dying, her very first quest is accidentally killing a kid by touching him. from that moment on she’s going around with these blood-stained hands, and she knows that touching anyone could have severe consequences. some people want to touch her because they think she’s a holy healer (like the crowd in the cathedral). others wouldn’t touch her with a ten foot pole. but she could never embrace or be embraced by anyone, not even her so-called foster parents. at the end of the day, she has to lay her hands on seven people in an almost mechanical way to transform their blood…

that’s why i think the final shot of her and block isn’t meant to be creepy. obviously it’s a little jarring because we haven’t had much development from them, but for once in clara’s life, someone is touching her, and it’s not to get something from her. for once, someone is physically embracing and protecting her. she has someone who really believes in her and wants to keep her safe (even if he does idolize her WAY too much in so short of a time). i don’t know, maybe i’m reaching, but i just think that clara deserves someone who will actually listen to and respect her… block is flawed but so is every other character and i think he could be so SO much worse

#am i optimistic or delusional #Dunno. #pathologic #mine #clara #block

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

it's me "do the do" anon. iirc this was requested as "the aftermath to gabriel and v1 Doing It" onstream https://clips.twitch.tv/GleamingVastAsparagusNotLikeThis-IHf87cgI835ScS0h

also while looking for the clip i found... this from one of his turbo overkill streams.

https://clips.twitch.tv/FaithfulUninterestedDuckAliens-deyfSu_ep6uMSMGK (for context i think he's reading off the Official gabe body pillow item description)

Many people think the b in bussy stands for boy, but it actually stands for bot. The more you know! (Cough. someone should request that. Cough)

(Help)

These are good. Very. good.

It will take me a bit to post them cause I need to find the YouTube timestamps as well.

#ask #asks #non voice post #I watch the turbo stream and I DO NOT remember that but then again I do watch these at work and I’m not always 100% paying attention #I like to grab the YouTube link instead cause twitch really love banning people #and idk how solid twitch clips are. do they get deleted eventually #dunno. #anyway. yeah I really need to reach the saints row streams cause it seems like there was something in the water during those #some kind of corrupting force. known as twitch chat #rn I am caught up from the most recent stream to jan 2023 #anything older than that I have to tackle still #2x speed on YouTube saves me fr #even if it means I spend like 4 hours a day with speed up gunshots in my ears #please excuse the slightly broken English I’m on mobile and autocorrect hates me and I don’t feel like rewriting the tags

[alun1r]

Rare Alu Rant About Fandoms bc I never say shit:

Sue me, but getting into a fandom just for the intention of becoming popular is so weird to me.

Like sure you want a lot of people to see what you make. Because making something for the fandom should be seen! That’s dope as hell.

But you’re gonna lose inspiration real fast when you find out content creation takes a lotta work but more often than not comes with little reward.

I hold firmly the belief that Fandom is for making content for the pure reason of just because you can.

✨the joy of free will to bring your delusions to life so others can indulge in their delusions as well✨ Kinda vibes? Yanno?

I never started making HL content with the idea in mind that I’d reach 9k followers on tiktok. And I ain’t gonna lie it’s daunting for me. Specially as someone whose always just made shit for whatever reason without even posting it. But The videos that got me views and followers on tiktok, were made because I was high and wanted to laugh. And I’d figured “what the hell, this made me laugh….Maybe it will make someone else laugh.” And I’m glad it did.

And now I float around just making stuff. I still make whatever I want tbh. I do my best to give credit where credit is due in what I make. And yeah I’ve done some fan service videos and writing here and there because hey it’s fun for me.

I see so many posts or peoples bios saying that they’re working towards being popular in fandom and then their posts are what other people said or made on Twitter or tiktok or Vice versa and there’s often times there’s no real credit to original creators.

Don’t get me wrong, if it’s properly credited, AWESOME. Usually it’s not though, and that’s just wild to me. Because how are you expecting to get popular under your own name when you’re just reposting stuff.

That doesn’t make you a content creator.

A historical collector guess?? Because you’re like idk collecting all the stuff people made and what not onto a new page.

Idk dude. I just miss authenticity I guess. People making stuff and just being excited to show it.

Don’t get me wrong though it’s not all terrible on here and everywhere on the internet for fandoms. I’ve made close friends with other creators who feel and see fandom much the same. Just here to vibe and escape.

I’m not saying I don’t think views and followers and likes and notes or what have you, matter. I know they do. I get a lil confidence boost when something I make pops off. I feel proud.

But man it’s the intention of “ Im trying to be a popular creator” that rubs me the wrong way. Make stuff because you like it. Not because other people will. Doing whatever to get you likes wont bring the same satisfaction. And in more cases than not I see it backfiring and causing drama because, like I said it’s usually shit that’s copied or reposted.

Who knows maybe I’m just old and don’t understand bc I also see fandom and the work I’ve contributed as something I wouldn’t like boast about in real life. Because the reaction wouldn’t be positive. Like just for enjoying Hogwarts legacy I get teased in my daily life from acquaintances. It’s not totally negative. Buts it’s enough for me to know that YEAH 9k followers on tiktok don’t mean anything in the real world LMAO because at the end of the day, offline, I am still just a nerd whose daydreaming in her bedroom to escape reality.

I’m 24 dude. And I work in news. Shit is exhausting. Read a headline and you’ll see what I mean. And I just wanted to rant about it because it’s been bugging me since I joined fandom again last year.

But due to, idk my follower count and whatnot I always felt like I can’t or rather I shouldn’t speak my mind so much for fear of SOMEONE coming for me for something. And man I hate that feeling bc this bitch has opinions and I dislike the idea of feeling like others have control over it. But tbh eh. I wanted to rant. Just speaking into the void of the internet.

If you decide to send anon hate for my opinionated rant be ready for a meme bc I don’t have the mental capacity to take anything other than my IRL life responsibilities seriously lmao.

#credit wars are wack #just credit people YALL #I don’t know or think anything I’ve made has been reposted #don’t really care bc at the end of the day what can I do #I care more when other peoples work is stolen tho #why? #dunno. #fandoms are for fun #and I just hate when the fun is ruined over drama that stems from lack of respect for one another #hogwarts legacy #harry potter #sebastian sallow #fanfiction #art #ominisgaunt #hlcreators

[ginger-oot]

moment of truth ending more like moment of heartbreak. sorrow even. horrible how in machine route you can't save hank even when you try to; he goes off the rail &/or takes you with him

#good scene. good scene #i also am eating drywall abt the whole “you don't feel emotions; you fake them.” bit #because yeah. yeah. preformative is on par for connor #honestly would've liked it if this confrontation gave a second chance at deviation #bc hank and connor are so close at that point #dunno. #dbh #talk tag

[jellyloveru]

i got fired ✌️

#балаболим #dunno. #“the leadership sees no value in me” something along those lines. #guess it makes sense. been on “studying” for them for half a year. #oh well.

[oubii]

ok listen

i swear his eyes are two different colors in the reload art

#p3re #akihiko sanada #i was staring at the full art for a bit upon discovery and #at first i thought it was just a shading thing but.... #it.. doesnt look like a shading thing ... #i wonder if it has to do with his eye colors being silver in the game but hazel in the movies #dunno. #maybe i am overlooking something but if someone has a better explanation then please do enlighten me

[xamaxenta]

ngl i kind of just want to kms alot of the time but its the effort of doing and then leaving behind the one person who seems to like me enough to stick around me and my bs and that stops me

#is it toxic to constantly think about if that person was gone from your life that you wouldnt hesitate to just commit and die or something #dunno. #tw: sui ideation #i like the abbreviation for the warning tag makes it less harsh ???? #ugh. #i just wish i didnt hate myself so much #i try to talk about it to professionals but then #i just clam up in the end like #it doesnt fucking matter #it wont change #envious? of people who do feel comfortable in their bodies or at least like somethinf #or? just can say yeah self love im me yknow #existential crisis more at ten #im jusy word vomitinf on tumblr dont mind me ill bury it again

[mementio-mori]

Need to do concept art of LoP!Finn eventually.

#Or I can ramble about the concept itself. #Dunno. #lies of p #oc ramblings

[amamiya-lovebot]

#taken from pinterest #𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 amamiya lovebot #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #p5 joker #joker p5 #persona #persona 5 #Dunno.

[sapsolais]

!

#it makes me so happy hearing abt other people's work stories when they work w kids like. as a teacher or doing afterschool stuff #it's like!! points! hey! me too!! and #idk. #it's just really nice seeing other people share little bits of themselves i can relate 2 too y'know? #n like. when people share bits of their day like their account is a lil journal. it's like peeking into their world for a bit no matter #where in the world they are or where they're from or. whatever. #n i dunno! i just think that's so neat and it makes my heart happy to hear abt other people idk. maybe going 2 the park or talking abt goin #on their runs or whatever silly/nice thing happened 2 them today #it feels special and i like 2 tuck those feelings into the pocket of my heart to take with me #n maybe i feel a bit of longing too. i'd like a peaceful life someday. i'd like to walk wherever i'd like and wander and talk abt what i #planted in my garden that day or a new recipe i kinda botched and have 2 practice a bit more sdfkjgh or maybe a nice interaction at work #dunno. #i want to share the nice little things that i cherish even if no one's listening #sap says

[pinkanonhopes]

i kinda would like to text a friend...... we haven't seen each other in so long and even though i have mixed feelings towards them i feel like meeting wouldn't be bad?? maybe hang out. idk i'm not sure but i have been thinking about this for a couple of days.

#dunno. #they were my best friend for years #we haven't hung out properly in about a year?? #i mean we did see each other a couple of times last summer but not much really #and i haven't seen them around in a while either #so. idk. i'm in a better place mentally. i think i'd like to talk to them. #leo scrive

[lostjulys]

thinking about. writing about my high school.

#think its probably a bad idea but. it might help with processing some of the shit that has. still apparently been an open wound for three #years now. #dunno. #anyway yeah thats what i mean like 90% of the time when i say redacted btw. #dot text

[valkoinenlintu]

Chapter three is out! c:

Max Ballauf/Freddy Schenk - ‘cause we need more tatort köln fics!!

#Max Ballauf/Freddy Schenk #Max Ballauf & Freddy Schenk #max ballauf #freddy schenk #tatort köln #german/english #fanfiction #fic #do I ship them? #dunno.

[metal-head-no-brains]

OOC: I did actually make that sideblog for a more evil/asshole trainer but now idk what ti really do with him. Seems like basing multiple things off a plot everyone seems to have dropped entirely and never wanna touch again was a bad idea, eh?

#ooc post #sorry #I was just sorta invested in that stuff #dunno.

[scenegir]

im really excited and happy for the TMA comeback i truly am... though i’m also scared of being seen as like. i dont know. i feel like TMA fans generally don’t have the greatest rep but im genuinely so fond of the show for its amazing writing and horror elements that have not yet been done before. at its core that’s what i love about it. and i’m not quite sure what im trying to say here but i don’t want to be grouped in or perceived as anything else

#not sure if this makes sense. but i dont want to be seen as erm.. the common tma tiktoker or something. #dunno. #blue babbles