#especially for his number one man...

[designernishiki]

okay but. why does it seem like 24 year old majima’s ridden a horse before. why does he talk like he has Experience. what is this lost lore

#rambling #we just gonna gloss over this #to me ​this either implies he’s from either a REALLY country background Or on the other end of the spectrum (my personal belief) and he’s #from an upper middle class to well off background and has been to like horse camp or horseriding lessons or something in his childhood #oh man please i love the image of an 8-14 year old majima being made to do horseriding by his parents because hes this #lanky pale ass kid who needs to do SOME kind of sport or something #and boy would he Hate it #he’s bizarrely prodigious at a Lot of the (especially technique based) things he tries canonically so I imagine he wouldn’t actually be Bad #at it after some trial and error but. he’d still fucking hate it. and his cool persona in his head would be riding a motorcycle or something #instead cause that’s Way cooler to him #man I have so many thoughts about young majima I really gotta go into depth on it soon #oh yeah just a note: part of the reason I don’t think he’s from a country background is cause his Real Accent canonically is #a tokyo one which he’s still getting the hang of covering up with a kansai one when he’s 20. meaning there’s not a ton of time for him to #have adjusted into a Tokyo one or something prior if he hadn’t grown up there #so I’m pretty damn sure he’s from Tokyo #that + a number of other details that make him seem to me like he grew up with a more formal education #and ywah blah blah blah #majima #Yuki #sunshine siblings #y0

[tambourineophelia]

in addition to that, remember how i found out my ex has a kid through his whatsapp icon??

(the kicker is, i only looked at it because my fucking grandma told me on the phone: oh you know how i kept his number, because I always thought...* well looking at his new picture I might just delete it now...)

well at christmas i wanted to send myself some pictures i took with my mum's phone (with permission of course) and what do i see? she TEXTED HIM MERRY CHRISTMAS. we broke up over three years ago! ma'am this man didn't even send you a fucking condolence card when dad died! he does NOT get a merry christmas!!

so I told her that. she was a little snappy about it, which annoyed me because sorry, this is -my- old heart break, I'm not texting your exes either?? (or my ex's parents for that matter) but then! she said: but I DO wonder what kid he's holding there...

and I was like mum, what the heck, that's obviously HIS kid, what other child would that be

and she was SO CONFUSED. MOTHER! WHAT

#personal #sorry i had to share this it was SUCH an interaction #it's like she didn't realise that yeah just because her fail daughter's life didn't progress in any direction except uh downwards since 201 #doesn't mean it's like that for everyone else #maybe she understood a little better why i was so sensitive over her texting him #i ALSO had assumed my granny had already gossiped it all the way to her (i know she did to my brother) #but apparently she decided this was the moment for confidentiality?? #anyways what child looking JUST LIKE HIM could he POSSIBLY hold in his arm ON HIS WHATSAPP PROFILE that he hadn't changed in YEARS before #*i am also so tired of this 'well maybe you could get back together one day!!' that's always implicit in keeping their number #or texting them seasonal greetings... because a) he just fucking dumped me so like it's not like i had any choice in the matter back then #BUT i got over it and i want to be over it and i want it to be in the past #and b) it's kind of reminding me how back then everyone always congratulated me on how great he was (spoiler he wasn't lol) #which just made me feel like i was 'lucky' to get with a guy 'like that' when i am.... not like that you know #(my other grandmother is soooooo much worse with this she literally told me i will never find a man as good MA'AM YOU MET HIM ONCE) #and i would like people to i dunno believe in my loveability a little more #especially.......... my own mother............

[yesiknowimshort]

me: i love resident evil!

also me every time i think about the characters:

#especially leon #his story is fucked man #it makes me wanna throw up #resident evil 4 #resident evil remake #resident evil #leon kennedy #claire redfield #number one ada hater

[theboost]

All of the rocky movies are on Netflix so I’ve been skim watching them and I truly think the greatest flaw of the character rocky balboa is not taking his brother in law out back with a baseball bat and beating him with it until something turned into pulp

#man sly stallones directing is rough in rocky 4. though I do always love to see dolph lundgren #there’s a robot here? I don’t understand the robot. I think Paulie is fucking this robot. the movie stops dead to show us the robot #I’m also not sure if rocky is supposed to have brain damage in this one? I know he for sure has it in 5 #I’m sooooo fascinated about this. apollo dies because he’s trying to win the cold war and then rocky wins it for him. it’s so dumb #rocky doesn’t care about politics! he cares about making his wife laugh. also like. sly. my man. I know #okay hold on. there’s a musical number happening. obviously the point is supposed to be American flash versus Russian simplicity but it’s so #strange. anyway I know sly wrote the first one but like he gets that’s apollo isn’t especially patriotic right. it was a gimmick for the #bicentennial. that’s why he had the American flag shorts. and rocky wearing them in 3 was symbolic because it was apollo passing the torch #guys I think this movie might be bad #weird tangent tag

[rose-ramblings]

you'll never guess what I've been playing lately

#goldic's drawings #vegito #dragon ball dokkan battle #good news everyone! I found a shading brush that I'm happy with! #i'll finish that other thing I keep mentioning eventually I swear I've only got 3 characters left to do on it #but uhhhhh y e a h I've been playing Dokkan for like a week and a half now (blame the content creators for making it look really fun) #I understand absolutely nothing other than 'it's a big number go brr type of game' #but it also gets me to use some strategy in my team building and fighting which I am very much enjoying so far #i didn't get Mr. Yosha himself or melty Zamasu (much to my personal sadness) but I did get a copy of Power-Awakening Piccolo #and enough of that PHY Zamasu with the tea set to rainbow him (and waaaay too many of a certain SR SSJ Goku that can awaken into SSG) #and a copy of that new Mai I guess (I'm not entirely sure how to use her properly in battle yet but I'll figure it out) #I've been calling that PHY Zamasu I mentioned 'Tea Time Zamasu' btw (mostly cuz of the tea set in his art) #oh yeah speaking of Tea Time Zamasu that man's been carrying my team in terms of eating hits like a champ so #definitely gonna be using him a lot; especially since *gestures to blog theme* he's one of my favorite villains in dragon ball #I haven't Dokkan Awakened the Piccolo at all yet (he's just a max level UR rn) but he's been pretty damn useful in taking hits himself #first unit I made an LR (besides the free one) was a Zamasu that turned into an LR Goku Black (F2P STR I think; he's my support unit rn) #I've also already collected all of Bardock's F2P crew and mostly maxed them out because I'm totally normal about it hehe #bardock's crew best crew I don't make the rules #goldic rambles #this is transparent because I couldn't figure out a decent background to give it

[sweetycaramel]

KitBell during their wedding rehearsal: 😍

#The Resident #Kit Voss #Randolph Bell #KitBell #Jane Leeves #Bruce Greenwood #Randolph x Kit #look at how genuinely HAPPY they both were #especially at gif number 3 and 4 #those SMILES #especially Randolph #my man got through a lot and now he's finally getting married to his one true love #please look away I'm not weeping #*tr #*

[passwordispassword]

RAAAHH I LOVE MOON KNIGHT

#Second piece of him I have ever digitalized #His name's Levine btw #Levi for short #He's got Set (or Seth depends it's the same guy) #Silly fucking guy #While I was sketching this I was cursing his gayass pants things #I think Set is really fucking silly #Especially in the Lioden event #I go with him every year I adore him #Number one favorite Egyptian god #I ignore everything he had to do with the lettuce free my man he innocent #OKok that's enough #moon knight #marvel #marvel show #marvel moon knight #moon knight oc #marvel oc #mk #mk marvel #egyptian god #egyptian gods #set #seth #sutekh #set god #seth god #Levine #Levi #oc insert

[syekick-powers]

something that i am really tired of in lgbt / trans spaces is just. the implication that people can't have complex relationships with masculinity and maleness. the idea that masculinity and manhood are rigidly fixed, that there's only one possible way to express masculinity and manhood, and that only femininity is complex, only womanhood is flexible and malleable. it really does feel like a lot of online lgbt spaces have this idea that the only "real" kind of masculinity or expression of manhood is the traditional patriarchal idea of white abled cishet masculinity, and that any other expressions of masculinity and manhood are not actually real masculinity / manhood and that not being traditionally masculine is exactly the same thing as being feminine.

it's just exhausting, because it shows that so many online lgbt spaces have swallowed this ra/dfe/m-lite idea, and it makes existing as a genderqueer trans guy completely tiring and unfun. like i have a complex relationship with my own masculinity, specifically because it is non-traditional. i feel like my masculinity is flexible, with certain aspects being very butch and certain other aspects being more open to alternate expression. but the thing about it is--i don't consider myself feminine. i don't have any kind of ties to womanhood. i might dress in a vaguely effeminate fashion if given the chance, but i'm not about to put on a dress and wear lipstick, you know? and i want to see more trans (and hell, even cis) characters who have deep and sometimes contradictory relationships with manhood and masculinity, where they aren't treated as these utterly rigid and inflexible categories that allow for absolutely no introspection or boundary-pushing. sometimes i want to see Transgressive Masculinity. the idea that only femininity can be Revolutionary and Transgressive is such r/ad/f/em shit and i am sick of it. Give Me Complex Masculinity.

#sye's babbles #part of what i've been doing lately with cenryx and sylvus specifically has been Exploration Of Complex Relationships With Masculinity #because sylvus is a genderqueer trans man with no chest dysphoria #he still has huge bazonkas and what some people would call a 'feminine' body shape #so he definitely DEFINITELY does not look like a cis man #and he's fine with that! he has a deep voice and facial hair and big bazonkas and wide hips and he's 100% happy! #he will occasionally dress in 'feminine' clothes because they look good on him! and he does not care about how they look! #meanwhile with cenryx...... #he is intersex. and while he considers himself masculine-aligned he doesn't think of himself as trans #he prefers to look Somewhat Androgynous and dresses in ways that are generally neither masculine nor feminine #he'll incorporate some masc/fem aspects into his outfits in combination #but he won't go fully Femme usually #cenryx's masculinity is informed by the fact that he's intersex and that shapes his relationship to his own gender #he goes by he/him pronouns and doesn't mind most masculine terms but if you refer to him as A Man he WILL judge you #he doesn't really identify with any particular gender or gender role #the number one time he feels like he inhabits a masculine role the most is during sex ghddhfjhgd #cenryx especially has a very Complicated relationship with gender thanks to his backstory #he doesn't feel like solid and easily explained gender terms describe him in any fashion #neither his gender nor his actual sex can be reduced down to checkboxes #so most of the time he simply does not try to answer the question of 'are you a man or a woman' because he really isn't either #not by gender OR sex standards #he still likes some amount of masculinity and femininity in combination #with the occasional outfit leaning more masc #but he just. Gender? Physical Sex? you wouldn't even understand if he told you.

[itsamenickname]

Look, I like the idea of Bowser not recognizing Luigi when he's disguised as Peach as much as the next guy, I really do, but I feel like there is a lot of unwholesome potential between Bowser and Luigi if the Koopa King almost immediately found out that he kidnapped the wrong Peach.

#and when I say unwholesome I don't mean it the sense that Bowser finding out that Peach is actually Luigi would break his heart #I mean it in more of a canon scene where he would quickly find out about the fake Peach and would then hold Luigi for ransom #or just kill him if you want Bowser to be really mad about the brothers and Peach pulling the switheroo #Bowser may be an idiot but he's not stupid #especially if you take into account the canon detail that Bowser's in love/may have an enormous obsession with Peach #a true obsessor like Bowser would know that Peach's eyes are dark blue like the color of the ocean #and while Luigi would have blue eyes his would be much lighter than Peach's (i.e. sky or baby blue) #(or he could just straight up have green eyes if you follow the DIC cartoons) #plus Bowser could just also take/rip the mask off of Luigi's face and instantly find out about the princess switcheroo #Bowser has really amazing immunity so I feel like it would not affect him all that much if “Peach” got him sick #at least I feel like he has great immunity considering the number of times he should've died in every Mario game known to man #oh and don't worry about me forgetting about this idea #because I can safely assure you that I will bring up this idea again sometime in the future #granted I don't know when I'll exactly bring it up again but I have every intention to explore this idea in more detail one day #and I can probably promise you that it'll happen at a time when you'll least expect it #consider this a fun and mysterious sneak peek of what's to come #luigi #luigi nintendo #bowser #bowser nintendo #bowuigi #bowser x luigi #super mario #super mario bros #headcanons #mario headcanons #mario fanfic #mario fanfic idea #foreshadowing

[zombinary]

Boris always wanted to make people smile, especially his parents

Nora always wanted to make people proud, especially her parents.....

#nora could sense this disconnect from her parents especially her mother. she interpreted this as disappointment in HER abilities #it's why she tried so hard and had so many achievements when she was younger... #the one time she expresses an interest for herself and not to live up to her parents they were so dismissive and cruel... #i could see that doing a number on her. man. #Oh godddd MY GIRL NOOOO DON'T DEVELOP PEOPLE PLEASING TENDENCIES WITH A MIX OF AVOIDANT TRAITS BC OF A SEVERE FEAR OF LETTING PEOPLE DOWN #oh man do you think thats why they were so adamant about boris being a doctor?? they compared their kids n shit #Boris would hear his sister being used as an example in what not to be but also she had to be somewhat like them. oh man.... #the kids are NOT alright #ill draw them being happy and old and living their lives today or smth. #Nora OC

[neverendingford]

.

#tag talk #as much as I hate to see the social cinema grow as I get new followers. we're at a good and satisfying number. and I like that #also also also. I've introduced a friend to Hannibal (tv show) and he's loving it and I'm so happy cause none of #of my other friends have been able to stomach the body horror. so it's super cool to find someone to hype over it with #another random story that I genuinely can't remember if I said already. got told by a kid in minecraft that he's smiled a lot more around me #which. huge compliment. genuine honor to make people happy and smile and laugh #people don't laugh enough. we don't smile enough. be happy or die. and I'm too powerful to die. been there. haven't done that #cry and then laugh and then punch as hard as you can. #got to visit some of my favorite residents from the nursing home I first worked at. lotta new staff but my three favorite nurses are still #which is nice. I cried when I left that job because even though it crushed my soul I loved my coworkers and most of my residents. #I get why some healthcare workers grind themselves to the bone for the job. you're making such a huge difference in people's lives. #I tried but didn't have the fortitude for it. but it's nice to be able to go back and say hi to the friends I made and see how things are. #anyway. sorry for being weird like.. one or two weeks ago. I think things are settling out again. moving is rough but we're making it work #It's been a lot of Lear again lately. especially while being at my parents house. he doesn't mind being deadnamed as much sooo.... #idk. at least one of us is capable of surviving the dmv and the state medicaid website. heaven knows I can't manage. #trying to stop using him as a crutch for getting things done has just resulted in us not being able to get things done. #but I don't want to be someone else I want to be me. I don't want to be the armor I want to be the human inside. #I don't want to live defensively. pushing everyone away. I can't do that. #anyway. we're back home! and work is on the horizon. hopefully this job works out cause I don't want to have to apply for new jobs. #the hr rep is a man at this store and I immediately got set on edge and our voice dropped as I stepped back. #then we introduced ourselves with the wrong name and he got confused and I just felt stupid about it #but how am I supposed to know which name he's been told. he didn't even use our paperwork name. Anyway that was a disaster #but we're on track and embarrassment is not a setback but a feeling about the way things progress. and it is progress we're making

[kraviolis]

why did i immediately cling to the most psychologically unwell characters in nopixel. what does that say about me

#krav talks #my favorites are cleo dundee and pat #but im also a big fan of the ones that SEEM super mentally stable but have sprinkles of trauma they pretend to be okay about #like bundy & ziggy & bryce & kiki #oh man ziggy buggs especially. he comes off as such a normal person #but i cannot WAIT to see what he's gonna become when the butterfly killer finally snaps and starts doing her thing again #we've been getting little hints of that for the past 6 months. #np #btw i dont count james randal in my favorites bcus hes the leader. he's the king. he will always be number one. #hes fucking batshit insane. hes even crazier than holden bcus holden is at least AWARE and CONSCIOUS that he has a penchant for violence #and while james does often admit to his violent streak he will literally bend the memories of his killings in his mind to make them fit int #his self defense excuse. i dont think he does it consciously but more so to cope with the fact that he's constantly performing extreme #acts of violence despite the fact that he doesnt like hurting people

[unnecessarilygrandiose]

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#okay rant time lol. spoilers for 6x18 #i think i will have to say that this may have been my least favourite of all 6b episodes #haha ik i should probably give myself time to process the episode but idk i'd rather just write everything out #i just. just yesterday i was complaining about some people treating 911 like it's the buck show and today... it was the buck show? #and like! an episode being extra focused on one character is absolutely fine!! great even!! i really enjoyed 6x11!! #but in the season finale you expect each character to get a more equitable amount of focus right? #and like. even 4x14 which had a significantly less focus on eddie than one might expect had the will scene #and maddie had a bit less focus in that episode too but even she quit her job and it was obvious she was Going Through Stuff #and these slightly restricted screentimes gave jumping off points for their respective very spectacular s5 arcs #but this episode? like it wasn't that it didn't focus on other characters but it was mostly buck #and... idk man it does make sense given that he had the longest running plotlines this season but also #i just wish we had focused more on other characters as well #and like? as for buck? the couch? #i'll be honest i'm disappointed they introduced romance this season for buck at all when the season began with him choosing to be single #i really thought he wouldn't date at all for this one season at least yk? #and yeah ik we live in an amatonormative world but cmooon a guy can have his happy ending without getting together with someone #also bucktalia feels a little odd to me rn especially given the number of false starts they had #if they'd done this exact same storyline but at the beginning of next season i'd probably love it... right now tho i'm very meh over it #as in there is potential but it's like... idk mannnn why do we need him to end up with someone at allllll... i'm too aro for this shit #starting something new this close to the end of the season instead of tying off the two arcs that were already ongoing for him #was certainly a choice #aah well. at least natalia seems good for him. she came back which is the most important thing buck would want in a partner right? #still tho. i really wish we'd gotten to know more about the new henren baby than we did #i wish we'd gotten to see madney discussing plans instead of just the exact moment where they decide they want to marry on the patio #i wish we'd gotten the entire conversation that lead up to chris hyping (or snarking at) eddie to call marisol #i wish we'd gotten bathena hurriedly packing for their trip and may making fun of them as she helps #i just wish we'd gotten more of others!! #oh well. at least we still got chimney time and captain hen and cheddie working together and hen and eddie leaning on each other #you win some you lose some i guess #anyways if you actually read all the way til down here thank you for your time hehe

[1980ssunflower]

Angry Ryan means everything to me 🥺💖💖

#i love how fucked up and manic this bitch gets towards the end #and now how MIN is the one trying to comfort people #i love how their demeanors change towards the end #min is getting a better understanding of himself and what he wants and now ryan is being wrecked by guilt #and now PANIC of being stuck on the train for years #also just oaugh #the way min reaches out to him KILLS ME #i just love sm how min and ryan are like in these last eps #they were already deeply complex people but this just adds so much more #i want to record mins talk to ryan from the last ep to show you guys #cause damn min made so much improvement #which i mean is PROVEN how much hes changed and improved since shortly after he gets his number to 0 and his exit appears #but the SOFTNESS and kindess and patience and gentleness in his FUCKING voice as he talks to ryan #it really gets to me man #that exact approach is exactly what ryan needed especially while thinking so low of himself #aough i love them both sm... theyre such amazing complex people.... #ot3:❤️rhyme💛easy💙 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #tape entry circa 1980

[navree]

watching nearly every male character in house of the dragon operate with maybe one braincell between them, tywin lannister i miss you so much

#personal #the single best character i said what i said #'but he's evil' yes i know and he did awful fucked up things especially to women and i don't like them #but he's still the best character he's still my number one i miss his smart brain so fucking much #bring back my intelligent man

[mycological-mariner]

As it turns out, after being really impassioned to learn about my Nana’s side of the family that I am a descendant of one of my ‘historical enemies’

Rest in fucking peace.

#this man is literally my great (great? I’m bad at maths) grandfather #is he my arch enemy? my number one almost despised? no #but have I had fun DUNKING on him and everything he stood for in the past? yea #that’s just insane to me #anyways #this has nothing to do with anything #but just as I saw that this blog was all bout ships sailing and history etc. I thought it was worth pointing out for how bizarre that is #I’ll have to reach out to my uncle to see if he has any of HER letters still around (that side of my family never left so slight chance??) #and the only reason I got really into learning about my Nana’s family history is because we weren’t allowed to talk about it. family rule #no idea why. but just tracing her family line back in getting the impression I’m gonna find out there’s an united irishman somewhere jfc #coz I see a theme. from the census records and what I can assume (I hate assuming btw) #imagine being related to someone you’d fight in a mosh pit #yeah I finally get the census and it’s just. jesus christ #I’m literally dead #this is hilarious to me #genetic karma lmao #(luckily only related on paper they never had kids) #😂💀 #guy was so famous I remember learning about him in school - I especially remember all the 10 year olds making fun of him and his business #just tearing into this guy #I couldn’t have made this up if I wanted to #although to be fair to my Nana’s family! her father was a shipwright and his father a sea CAPTAIN #and my nana herself used to work in a cerebral palsy centre (not what she used to call it but old times ableism ya know) in Dublin during #in the early half of the 1900s in Dublin #she’s one of the few family members I’ve met on my dad’s side who I not only liked but was best friends with #so rip nana #don’t matter how many tory politicians your family married I still have the scarves you knitted me #and also she was the only one who seemed really interested in my stories (and picture book re-enactments)