#good shit good shit love them dearly

[tomatoart]

it ate my soul and left my body

#trigun #vash the stampede #millions knives #trigun 1998 #vash #knives #I just think the death of their harmony together is so interesting that it’s like . as if a whole person died #tearing each other apart from being one but it doesn’t erase being connected.. or something symbolic like that idk I tried to convey that #also plantc*st freaks get the fuck off my shit LOL I hate you it’s not for u!!!!! #their relationship as brothers is so important to me I really love it dearly heee heee… *breaks all my bones* ok #also caption is Float On by good tiger I love their music . lol HI. ok bye #no new color work i forgor to touch them all up

[bizlybebo]

anyways cause i love hair headcanons and minor pieces of symbolism in things like inherited appearance--

mae (may?) ferin has brown hair, but it's very curly.

jayson ferin has the fiery orange hair that's the signature of the ferins, but it's straight.

thinking about ava ferin having the same hair as her father, because she took after him and fit the role she was meant to. became a navy captain(?) and allat

thinking about jay ferin having her father's red hair, but her mother's curls because she doesn't fit the mold of being a ferin in the way her sister did. she's a pirate, first of all-- she never becomes the navy icon she was meant to, but she still has that lingering loyalty that comes from family. she's caught between her rebellion and her love for her family and i love how her alignment isn't black-and-white.

#vixen rambles #jrwi riptide #im sure that mae actually has a canon hair color/type i just cant remember it and #yk headcanons are headcanons so if you dont agree with it that's totally fine bc we all have different viewing experiences :D #like jay's hair is straight in fanon but to me her hair is fucking curly as shit. like im talking 3b or 3c #jay ferin #ava ferin #jayson ferin #may ferin #auuguhghg i love the ferins so dearly you have NO idea #grizzly and condi did SUCH a good job at creating such a complicated dynamic between all of them #like even if jayson ferin is painted as an antagonist you can understand why he does his actions he's not just an antagonist for- #antagonism's sake and i just AAAAA him and drey too man. #just roll with it #jrwi

[lesbiangiratina]

ive seen you make a thousand posts about testament and mildly admired their gender from afar but somehow it’s the post u made about the succubi that made me a bit like Oh okay i see now. i didn’t know they were cool like that (bigender ) (siblings or like one being cleaved in two halves or something Sorry im reading about it now)

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :) its not actually explained why theres 2 succubi now, they used to have just the 1. But i Choose to believe in succubus mitosis cuz its funny. They switch between calling each other dear brother/sister in testament’s intros so theres some kind of connection there. Also the original succubus was so cutesy too btw

#i guess its just kind of mechanically necessary… 1 succubus turns into the crow and the other forms the blade on their scythe #cuz testament is less insane and doesnt cut off their arms n shit to get blood #they offer to Give their blood to 1 of the succubi in a voice line so i guess thats what their contract entails #? so i assume they give blood to the succubi and it gets loaned back to them when they fight. thats much healthier. good work testament #sorry i love testament and all their funny friends so dearly. #bring back the ones theyve lost… WHERES THE CENTIPEDE. IM ALWAYS ASKING THIS #asks #gg

[killsaki]

pov !! you walk in his office while his wife is in <3

art by ekku_rea via fiverr!!!

#US US US US US US ​US US US US US US ​US US US US US US US!!!!!!! #‧₊˚♡ — tetta! #OHHHH MY STARS LOOK AT US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i love him so incredibly dearly i’ve been crying over this since i got the sketch. #we look SO! GOOD! TOGETHER! #I <3 HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #btw. i let them have free reign over the clothes ….. #and omg. omg??? omg #the COLLAR????????? #yeah<3 yeah!!! they are so talented. so talented #AND THEY GAVE HIM THE MESSY HAIR AJBSJSBD. yk what we were doing ^smirky emoji^ #no but they’re seriously so skilled. and kind. and amazing and omg. they just did so good #i feel like i’ve been having shit luck w/ artists bc this is who i was supposed to comm<3 #thank you emmie for getting that nagi comm and recommending them bc! O M G ! #i will never comm anyone else ever again besides them. (i lie. alittle)

[maevionart]

I had this idea for boxer wy just so I could draw him as a gym bro and then I started reading jinx and now I have all these boxer x physio ideas in my mind so I'll definetely come back to this later

#its not even good bc i rushed it again but i like his dumb little face #like there's no thought behind those eyes #certified gym bro #and lan zhan loses his shit over it #give me jinx chapter 2 already #also #wangxian #my art #fanart #lan zhan #wei ying #wei wuixan #lan wangji #mdzs modern au #mo dao zu shi #i love them dearly your honor

[soupdreamer]

tao x elle (explodes)

#tao is literally me i have not related to a character so hard #those scenes in the trailer with them???? i’m gonna combust they are so adorable #them running in the louvre?? elle telling tao to get a haircut??? tao getting all embarrassed when elle knocked??? the yearning???????? #love nick and charlie and tara and darcy but oh my god THEM…love is real again #my faves my besties #they’re so fucking sweet oh my god #also the teachers!!! cannot wait for their storyline as well!!!!!! #i lost interest in heartstopper for a while but idk i’m starting to like it more again #“oh ur being gay carry on” can’t believe i get to hear that with my own ears. kizzy edgell i love you #also tara/darcy going through a rocky path????????? if anything happens to either of them i will do something that ends up on national tv #need something lgbt to happen to me soon i can’t stand watching charlie and nick be sappy and shit without feeling lonely and sad!! #what is wrong with me!!!! #also why is ben hope still here nobody gives a shit about him lol he’s not even relevant at this point!!! #heartstopper #haven’t mentioned isaac and imogen yet but i love them dearly i hope they get good arcs this season #i know isaac might have an arc with him realising his aromaticism or something along those lines?? love that for him #i hope imogen’s treated well this season she’s sweet #same with the new characters!! and sahar my bestie!! #paris trip is my favorite storyline i hope they do it justice #valeramblings

[infizero]

grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning

#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going #to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood #im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated #but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy #and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next #mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :( #i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same #it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new #pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story #i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point #i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first #experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about #thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before #i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself #i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol #my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i #got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was #literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it #pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons #mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers #over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos #were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times #but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one #where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt #soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my #most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious #anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i #actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well #and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes #serena.txt

[arolesbianism]

Breakcore may not be a super strictly defined genre but I swear ppl will call anything that has noises at all like y'know music has like just normal ass music from any other genre breakcore with a straight face and I just have to sit there and try to not reveal I'm a pretentious fuck when it comes to this stuff

#rat rambles #this is abt you splatoon players there's a maximum of One side order song that you could argue is breakcore #and I would consider it breakcore but its very very lowkey breakcore #and its c0ld st0rage btw its sooo light but it was enough to make me go oooooo a new sploon breakcore question mark? when I first heard it #I do rly like side order music but plsssssss most of it isnt even close to breakcore #also on a related note most sploon toon music in general is like. fairly normal music imo? like its Good music dont get me wrong but like #most of it is either just normal ass music with voice filters or gasp the horror uses samples in its melodies #I adore the soundtracks of all three games so dearly but talking to other ppl who do can be funny because theyre all like yeah its rly #weird I didnt like it at first but its grown on me haha #and I just have to sit there like bro I used to not care for a lot of it because it was Too normal for my taste #now by that I mostly mean like squid squad and all the idol music from the first two games #and tbf. the idol music still isnt rly my jam usually marie gets the exception because of that one amv #like I love pearl and marina with my heart and soul but off the hook music has always been some of farthest from my taste in music #which is why damp socks need to make more songs Now because holy shit do they go crazy #it takes my favorite part of off the hook (the vocals) and aplifies what I liked abt them and puts them over absolute banger instrumentals #splatoon piano is my favorite shit you know shits abt to go crazy when they pull out the splat band piano #but yeah note my specification of the first two games idol songs because deep cut music is absolutely delightful #frye's occasional english is kind of scary but it gives me fuel for my history nerd frye hcs so I will welcome it with open arms #also while I love all of the idols vocals deep cut vocals are the most consistently good imo #actually I should just like make a splat band tier list or smth instead of going on a tangent in the tags of this post

[florenceisfalling]

like idk. i miss seeing content from s.igne (though i respect gab wholeheartedly). i miss fanart from my favorite artists. i miss older eras of j.se at times (and yes, there were older eras, the way people pretended he Never Changed is just weird). i miss old anti designs. i miss the old fic trends. i miss having a very active fandom (though i am so happy to see the new arrivals) and i miss seeing him interact with fans the way he did on tumblr back in the day. i miss the way i used to interact with some of the blogs here before i decided to fuckin,,, wage holy war and make enemies out of them (joking, but i have seen sides to some of these people that i wish i could tear out of my memory). i miss feeling confident that i could trust the good intentions of people here and even the big man himself (not god. that makes sean sound like god. you know what i mean). i miss when some of you weren't so fucking bitter which is funny because i'm the bitterest bitch alive. idk. i don't think it's bad to miss any of these things because i'm not going to be an ass and act like it's anybody's fault. i'm not going to be bothered by gab for being happy because i'm glad she is happy, and i'm not going to get bothered by sean taking a reasonable step back from this hellsite when people were cruel to him, and i'm not going to get mad at trends for changing because that is how time works. but i do miss things and i know its cringe and parasocial and perhaps even problematic but i hate having to pretend like i never have Any feelings about the past lest i break a hypothetical rule of what is the Normal level of attachment to an online community. okay. i think i'm done now.

#one of my favorite writers left because they couldn't deal anymore and one of my favorite writers turned out to have shit views and one of #my favorite writers left because of something that was partly my fault and one of my favorite writers stopped writing because of two of the #others and one of my favorite writers hurt someone i love over and over and over and one of my favorite writers left because they were the #someone i love. two of the big names hate queer folk that don't align with their ideals and half the artists left for twitter or for dead. #the man himself left because criticism always becomes cruelty and people lie to make themselves feel good. #the editors all turned their accounts private and my favorite told me on livestream that i was good and starting somewhere but then forgot #my name. and i thought maybe i was the bitter one but then i look at some of the other people who have been here so long and wonder why #they even bother anymore because they care more about complaining with everything j.ack does than anyone who actually enjoys his stuff. #and you know i poked fun at *** for a lot of things. some deserved some not. and one of them was the fact that she compared fandom #to warfare. and yes that's still silly i don't think it's a fair comparison but i do know that she wasn't fully wrong. #when you've been here for a long time and ive Been here for a long time you start to get really used to names and faces #and the change can be like waking up to a new wallpaper in your room. not a bad one just a new one. #i don't want to pretend that this fandom is just a silly little hobby for me when lets be honest i know some of yalls personal lives a #little too dearly for that. ive loved people here ive lost people here the first person who showed me this place fucking DIED and i still #lose it sometimes over the fact that he would have loved jameson so much and we couldve been closer friends had he stayed alive a few more #years. so yeah. sorry for being fucking cringy or whatever but there have been times where i've felt like im on a sinking ship watching #everybody else row away and i refuse to go. so like. cool. cool. im glad things are good again but i never really got to process the bad #things.

[skrunksthatwunk]

haruka should be allowed to be mad at kiryu tbh

#not just in y6 but like all the time #dont get me wrong i LOVE them and i love them being sweet and happy and i love kiryu being a good dad ok #but kiryu is uh. not always the best. in ways that i think she should be upset about #and i think the canon narrative doesnt rlly wanna address that bc kiryu is trying so hard and that effort must be forgiven #and for a happy ending to occur the family must be reunited #and i get that but like. haruka's side of the story is often ignored completely #or else boils down to unconditional daughter love in ways that are supposed to be admirable #and again. i love these two dearly. i love them very very much. but i think that tension should be explored #their relationship would be Very Complex and i think it would be Messy tbh. not like screaming fighting per se but i think haruka should be #allowed some moments of Uncle Kaz Im Sick Of Your Shit type stuff #im not even sure why i feel this way specifically bc i know i used to have reasons for it but like. yeah #even if you dont think haruka's justified or that she's missing some details/perspective or whatever i think she should be hurt and upset #about some of The Bullshit. baby girl needs therapy she needs some support and sometimes kiryu just. idk. #anyway go listen to welly boots by the amazing devil. thats basically my thesis statement #look maybe I'm just projecting my own daddy issues or whatever idk. maybe more people should do that with them like. shit #I'll do it someday I'll make that content i swear #sorry thinkjng about the unconditional daughter love again. she's kind of an ideal. she's a fantasy sometimes of a daughter figure who will #always understand how hard you're trying and be cute and love you no matter what. does that make sense??? and it's like. like i almost feel #bad for knocking that bc i get parents are under a lot of stress but i think she should have that power and that agency to be upset with #him. idk if im making sense. she's reduced to the Ideal Daughter and i want her to be loving and kind but with some moments of bitterness

[lepidopteragirl]

no but i could write a goddamn essay about all the ways making sophie sge a lesbian could have made those books one hundred thousand times better

#like obvs i get why he didnt do it but srsly everything weird about sophies character arc in the 6th book could be solved by having her end #up w a girl #like i am fully for tedros and agatha (at least in the first 3 we dont talk about what the fuck he did to them in 4-6) they're iconic #whatever etc #but sophie should have gotten a damn gf and ill die on this hill #like. everything about her and the way she thinks about needing 3 be with a prince is sooo. well #lets just say it reeks so dearly of girl who has grown up just extremely surrounding herself in traditionally soo strictly feminine social #roles and etc #trying to convince herself she does like boys she does she is attracted to boys #while developing deep emotional/romantic bonds with none of them and at them same time acting Like That about agatha #(clarifying that i think her and agatha together would be bad even if u ignore that whole magic twins shit. just do not have those vibes #but her friendship w aggie is SO lesbian who cares more about/is weirdly possessive of close female friend than guy she says shes into) #and her whole arc as a metaphor for her figuring out that she actually likes women would ahv been so fucking good #like i was v happy w the end of her book 3 ending on her own yknow? her ending up w a guy makes no sense and as fond as i am of hort #<- wet cat man supreme #it really fucks with her arc and how her relationship with men had been portrayed through the book #*books #like love is such a central theme in her character and i want her to have someone but i also think it being a boy falls flat #like honestly in my ideal world hort was just a girl #like no other change hort is a girl and they kiss #it really does work and also we would ahve gotten sad milk filled webkinz fcuking wet cat werewolf woman representation we all want #anyway #sophie's a lesbian in the same way regina george is a lesbian can anyone hear me #and agatha is bisexual in the same way elle woods is bisexual send post #tedros is also bi but thats like literally canon lmao

[babynarwhalshinyeyes]

Morby shippers were morbin before it was cool 😎

This is true, we were always morb mode. Don’t tell RS fandom morby fans are still my faves. //shhhhh

#anon #asks #god morby was so good #i don’t know if I’ll ever draw fan art again but like #that was good shit and I love them both dearly

[frogbi]

sometimes it's so hard to believe that i won't be alone for the rest of my life

#like i know i have friends but i'm convinced i will die all alone and no one will miss me or remember me and i'll spend majority of my life #all alone and yearning for some connection or sth #and like i think with my past shit i still am trying to move on/heal/recover from #it's becoming more and more like a aelf fullfilling prophecy than anything else #like i'm just still so messed from other peoples bs i cant let myself have anything good for long #which means i just let go of friends i love dearly because idk how to keep them or let them in after a certain point #like the fact that i'm 26 and i have 3-4 friends and i have truly lost most of my favorite people because i genuinely have not been good #friends to them in anyway or been supportive like that weighs on me so much and i can't even change it #idk #maybe i'm like fundamentally not a good person and i'm jusy fooling myself

[arolesbianism]

Ok I finally stopped being a wuss and read that last Moca banner story and fuck. Fuck.

#rat rambles #band posting #I was so scared to read it since I was so scared abt the direction theyd take it in #but it was so fucking good holy shit #moca was written very well I love how it both stays true to its base character while also showcasing how its changed overtime #and Im so glad that moca is standing up to ran abt this in an actually meaningful way #Im so glad that moca has made it clear that its not going to just stand around and watch this happen #because while I kind of get where ran is coming from this is not the sort of decision you make for a group of people #itd be one thing if it was just them wanting to quit personally but deciding that the whole of them need to disband? #especially while knowomg full well how passionate the others are about this #I love ran dearly and generally Im not one to call bndori characters shitty #but thats real fucking shitty. ran is doing a shitty thing here. #and its so important that moca especially challenges that #I especially like how moca thought of this as being another example of ran running away from their future #I hadnt thought of it that way before but that makes so much sense actually I really love it #to ran the future of the band is uncertain which in turn makes it scary to continue to put their all into #they dont want it to fizzle out and die without them being able to stop it so theyre trying to take matters into their own hands #but in turn theyre giving up on all of the things that made them so scared to fizzle out in the first place #they dont want to have to face figuring out their next step so its simply easier to just tear it all down #they arent doing the hard thing they think theyre doing #afterglow is going to end one day and thats ok. whats not ok is tearing it apart out of fear of losing it in a worse way #ran thinks that the others dont have solid goals. fine. thats smth to bring up with everyone as a concern not to use to justify ending it #the way theyre just making the executive decision sucks so bad and I need the rest of afterglow to stand up to them abt that #this is what all of them need. #Im still a bit worried abt how this arc will play out but Im becoming more open to it then before #Im just glad theyre not having everyone just sit down and take the beating #I hope himari uses the opportunity to actually express anger because its been too long fr #my faith in the bndori writers is slowly being restored just gimme a good himari standing up for afterglow moment and we're golden

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Alright so I did survive and I got hella writing done so maybe fic this weekend 👀

#i would like to finish one thing #it sure as shit won't be my assignments but maybe i can finally throw something out into the void #my students better not be trying to meet up with me tho that's all I'm saying #love them dearly but they stress me out so much lmao #tho stress is good for my writing so maybe it's a good thing idk #maybe not today's stress specifically but i literally wrote so much lmao

[malkaviian]

i forgot my antidepressants and it shows

#read: i have a lump in my throat after writing how caspian feels about chase and how chase feels about caspian #i love them dearly but their relationship is obviously affected by their mental illness despite they try their best dskfmkdfjkdsinfeiffffff #i mean they're GOOD. is as healthy as it can be and they got better thanks to each other. but they're stuck. neither of them goes to therap #one of them because he thinks he's a lost cause and a piece of shit who has no hope in getting better so why even try. #and the other one yearns emotional stability yet is scared of losing the only thing that has been 'stable' through his life; sadness. #the therapy thing is a sensitive subject in the relationship both of them hate when is brought up. it never goes anywhere. #the funniest thing is that is chase who mostly brings it up (for cas) and yet he stays silent and changes the subject whenever cas is like #'well you would also benefit from getting professional help. i don't want you to end up in a situation where #the consequences are too much for you to handle and you end up at risk due to your anger issues'. this shit frustrates caspian to no end #oc talk