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inkykeiji · 5 months
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omgomg clari about that ask of sukuna phisically hurting reader how do you think is aftercare after putting her through all that pain? if there’s any haha
ooooh anon this is SUCH a good question!! well first, i think if sukuna ‘fell in love’ with you (aka became extremely possessive and obsessive with you, utterly infatuated with you, completely addicted to you, the closest he can come to ‘true’ love) he would be unbelievably thorough with you. yes, he loves hurting you, loves the way your facial features wring up into the cutest little wince, loves the way his name splinters into the sweetest little yelps in your throat, loves the way you sob and sniffle and stutter when he screws his face into mock concern, lips jutted out in an exaggerated pout and forehead wrinkled with false worry as he coos out aw, sweetheart, did that hurt? but at the end of the day, you’re still his. you’re still his to take care of, his to fix, his to make better. and despite how sadistic and malicious he is, right down to the very marrow of his bones, right down to the gaping black pit where his soul should be, he still takes meticulously good care of his things. 
as such, he always mends those of his things that he breaks, and he does so with a rigorous sort of fastidiousness. he’s damn near methodical with it, and it would feel cold and sterile if not for his quiet murmurs as shockingly gentle fingers, claws retracted, piece you back together, patch you up, put you in the right order again. so good, baby, you’re doing so good for me, he praises, words void of their usual, characteristic tinge of patronization as he snaps those tiny, tiny bones back into place, sets them straight and secures them in a splint.  
and you, you’re so sweet, so soft, so stupidly naive, consistently lulled into some sort of inexplicable sense of safety and security and solace every single time, that it makes it that much more fun to shatter you to absolute bits again, to have you shuddering in his arms or his lap as you wail into his neck and cling to the demon that desecrates you, that destroys you, over and over and over. but it’s all okay, because you know as much as he loves to ruin you so beautifully, to smear your face with spit and sweat and tears, to leave your body mangled and stained and scarred with him—thick gouges from claws down your back and over your ass, imprints of his fangs engraved in your neck, stamps of four handprints encircling your arms and wrists and thighs—Daddy would never break you beyond repair, Daddy will always make it right again, no matter what. 
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obeiii-mee · 4 years
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Heya!
Jealousy imagines for the brothers because the idea just kinda popped in my head.
(Btw, thanks for all the likes, y’all are amazing and I can’t describe how grateful I am!!!)
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Jealousy Imagines for the Brothers:
Lucifer:
-This bitch....
-First of all, he will never, in a million fucking years, admit that he is jealous
-He basically thinks he’s hot shit and that jealousy is way below him
-Once, Mammon mentioned that time Lucifer saw a demon randomly flirting with you and went apeshit. Lucifer proceeded to punch Mammon in the gut
-He doesn’t easily get jealous but the idea isn’t exactly foreign to him
-It would take a lot to make him insecure and I mean a lot
-But once he’s reached that stage, it will be even harder to stop him from creating a scene
-Or something 10 times worse
-Though he usually uses the tactic of ‘if I stop this conversation and drag her away this will stop being a problem’
-As I said, it takes an awful lot to rile him up like that
-He would prefer to keep things civic for not only his and Lord Diavolo’s sake, but yours too
-However, he’s a fucking demon so that might prove to be a bit of a dilemma
-Jealousy sex 100% afterwards without doubt
-“What’s that? You think I’m jealous? Hmm, what foolish idea. Discard the thought immediately.”
Mammon:
-He will immediately throw a fit
-A straight up temper tantrum
-Like who the fuck does this guy think he is??
-Does he really think he can steal you away from the GREAT MAMMON??!
-Tries to calm himself down and hints to the person that you are taken by grabbing your hand
-If his brothers seem him act up in public he will never hear the end of it
-Is he going to glare at the person? Yes, definitely.
-Is he going to mouth threats to them? Well, maybe
-The demon places a hand on your shoulder
-Oh hell to the fucking no
-Game over asshole
-How dare the shithead lay a hand on his beloved human?
-Have I mentioned Mammon is very possessive and greedy when it comes to you?
-He calmed down after you dragged him away and now he’s pulled you closer to him because bby is insecure now
-Will deny being jealous for a while before admitting, embarrassed at this point and very red in the face
-Just reassure him with a kiss and he’ll go back to his normal bravado
-“N-no! I...well I-...I just didn’t like the way he was lookin’ at you. Prick obviously doesn’t know his place. Ya looked uncomfortable too. Luckily for you, the GREAT MAMMON was there to interfere....but uh, stay close to me for the rest of the day, will ya?”
Levi:
-Well, this one’s pretty easy to agitate when it comes to jealousy
-He even gets kinda pissy when you give one of his brothers more attention than you give him
-That usually starts up a whole other set of problems
-He doesn’t get angry mainly
-Insecure and feels sorry for himself
-He pities himself really, because he knows you can do better than him
-Gets a hell of a lot quieter
-He thinks it’s entirely possible you will find someone better than him (even though he’s one of most powerful demons in DevilDom??)
-He should return to normal if you just give him an appropriate amount of affection
-Doesn’t really deny being jealous because he knows it’s obvious
-pls hug him and appreciate his existence
-Will maybe get a bit clingier
-He doesn’t really lash out at anyone
-He prefers to keep things peaceful cuz the only knowledge of fighting he has is from video games and anime
-Things may go south if the person breaches a certain boundary
-Give him time to cool off and he will come back apologising for causing a scene
-“I’m sorry MC, it’s just not fair you know? I don’t really have much of a chance compared to my brothers for example or anyone else. You won’t leave me though, right? Promise?”
Satan:
-Well fuck
-Whoever tries to get on with you is already into some deep shit the moment he looks at you the wrong way
-I like to think Satan can tell when one of those flirts is about to come along and ruin his day
-And he prepares himself mentally from ending their existence right there and then
-It’s a tough battle for him
-He wants to stay calm and formal
-But at the same time fuck that
-If the dude doesn’t stop after a few polite attempts at telling him to back off
-Shit gets serious
-You’re a bit scared to step in while Satan is unleashing all his fury on to them
-He doesn’t even have to go into his demon form to be intimidating
-You normally consider calling Lucifer up because you’re concerned he will destroy at least three buildings with his outbursts
-Funny thing is, after that happens, he goes right back to being his usual self and continues speaking to you as if nothing happened
-Whenever he’s jealous and trying to keep his anger in you can see the figurative smoke coming of his ears
-Won’t dent being jealous but he will phrase it weirdly
-“That? That was just me taking care of a nuisance. Some people should really start learning to keep their hands to themselves. Anyway...”
Asmo:
-The least likely to get jealous
-He is fucking fabulous and he knows it
-Why would he be insecure about anyone else??
-I mean, he’s got people complimenting him all the time, why would it bother him when the same happens to you?
-If anything he will steadily agree with the person
-He obviously likes showing you off and it’s kind of an ego boost for him whenever other people praise you
-Cuz you are literally dating him and he’s got such a marvellous partner
-If someone flirts with you and you are uncomfortable though...
-Well that’s another story completely
-Definitely not the type to get into fights but subtly threatening someone can work wonders
-Not to mention he has a great reputation and he could easily make the demon flirting with you an outcast
-He doesn’t even feel bad because your happiness matters a lot to him even if it may seem like all he thinks about is lewd things
-Not much to say about him, he doesn’t exactly get jealous
-“You should always tell me if you are feeling uncomfortable MC. I want you to trust me and I want to you to feel safe and loved. In more ways than one~”
Beel:
-He doesn’t really understand the concept of flirting so seeing someone else hitting on you goes over his head at first and he dismisses it as something unimportant
-That doesn’t mean he likes it
-Seeing someone else say suggesting things to you rubs him the wrong way and he doesn’t really get why
-He would linger nearby, kind of considering eating the guy but then figuring you would be upset with him
-He doesn’t want to start anything but he feels this need to come over and see what’s up
-Especially if you look uncomfortable
-He either tells the guy politely to go away or he picks you up and carries you away
-When you ask him what’s up, he’s pretty honest about it
-Will try to say at first that he just wanted to eat something with you because he hadn’t seen you eat much that day and figured you were hungry but that obviously didn’t work
-Hold his hand as reassurance and he won’t think about it for too long
-“I’m sorry MC, I didn’t mean to interrupt your conversation. I just felt a bit upset I guess and I wanted the two of us to go have a snack together.”
Belphie:
-The only time he can be persuaded to do something productive is if you are coming along too
-That includes going to R.A.D
-He’s pretty pissed at the amount of guys flirting with you but he knows you can handle yourself
-You don’t exactly need him in situations like these even though he’s there, napping on your shoulder
-Sometimes though, people are too fucking persistent for their own good
-You two hang out a lot during free periods and breaks
-With him sleeping against you while you eat or something
-So the school’s flirts figure at this point it’s fair game
-You thought he hated being woken up?
-Try waking him up by loudly hitting on his partner and that will instantly make him go into extremely pissed off and sleepy boyfriend mode
-It’s kinda cute if you ignore the obvious itch he has to strangle the person flirting with you
-He doesn’t want to do much because laziness but if things get out of hand, he’s pretty OK with killing someone for you
-Doesn’t even care Lucifer will scold the shit out of him afterwards
-Will not admit he was jealous
-He will imply he was worried and a bit insecure before insulting you because that’s just who Belphegour is
-“He was obviously making you uncomfortable and because you’re too much of a dumbass and weakling to do anything about I stepped in. Don’t let people walk over you idiot.”
~Al
(Ps: send in requests I’m bored as shit)
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chocosvt · 3 years
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omfg i have no idea how to write this and im pretty sure you won’t remember me (my name is jen). i was a super small svt writer back in 2017 ish who interacted w you occasionally but.... i recently logged back into my blog to delete it haha and i just wanted to thank you for your kindness all those years back. fic reading and writing was a huge outlet for me when i was a young teen and i was pretty lonely both offline and online at the time so your fics and your compassion when i sent in rambly asks or messaged you abt the fics i wrote really brightened my day. i eventually grew out of tumblr and now im in a much better place! i recently graduated high school so i wanted to close this chapter of my life (including my endeavours on tumblr) but i guess i just wanted to send in an ask to tell you how much i appreciated you! i hope you continue to be happy and healthy :)
NO I KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE 🥰 as soon as i saw ur handle in my mentions i was like “omg i haven’t heard from her in ages!” and i was rly surprised to read ur lovely msg!! but it’s made my heart so warm and above all i’m just rly happy u decided to come visit one last time!
congratulations on ur graduation!! 💗🧚‍♀️💓🌞 that’s amazing news teehee! maybe it wasn’t the most orthodox thing since the pandemic has changed a lot of our operations BUT I HOPE IT WAS A FANTASTIC TIME FOR U! i always enjoyed conversing w/ you and i cherish every single one of our interactions <3 you’re an absolutely fabulous friend and back then i routinely anticipated hearing from you! like you were just such a kind blessing 🥰💗 (and u still are hehe) i hope w/ my whole heart that you experience many wonderful moments in ur future and that u r surrounded by ppl whom you love! ofc pls stay healthy n safe too!! 🧚‍♀️ not sure if you still write from time to time but if you do i’m sure it’s lovely just like you!! wishing you the best my sweet!! 💓💗💓💗💓
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inkykeiji · 8 months
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does touya-nii say “i love you” to reader before the incident w his side whores or only after they are exclusive? LMAO i don’t know what to call them other than his side whores
also! are they like boyfriend and girlfriend..like do they use that label? or is it just like we are step siblings that fuck? i’m cool w either i’m just curious lol
anon absolutely incredible questions omggg
tw: stepcest
does touya-nii say i love you before the incident or only after they’re exclusive?
he only begins saying i love you after they become exclusive! for all the things touya-nii isn’t, he’s weirdly sentimental when it comes to stuff like this. words are important to him; they are one of the primary weapons he wields in his emotional abuse, manipulation + gaslighting and he knows how to employ them very well. while touya-nii is far from honest, he doesn’t often lie needlessly, usually only lying when he deems it necessary or thinks the situation calls for it. as such, he isn’t going to go around telling people he loves them when he doesn’t—that sets up more work than it’s worth when he discards them later, and he doesn’t need to use those words to get people in his bed or under his thumb (besides, it’s way more fun to do that in other, more difficult ways).
these words also terrify him. he’s only said them to family members before (mom + natsuo), and he’s only said them when he’s meant them. he’s never uttered them in a romantic situation because he’s never loved anyone romantically. this is why, when reader mumbles them out after they fuck for the first time, touya nearly has a panic attack—because not only is she not supposed to be catching such real, intense feelings for him, but he isn’t supposed to be catching such real, intense feelings for her, either. hearing those words slip from her lips makes him feel a way he’s never in his whole life felt before, and rapidly losing this grip on his own emotions—this grip he so prides himself on, this grip that keeps in feeling in control and in check—is fucking terrifying to him.
do they use the boyfriend/girlfriend label?
no! a big chunk of what touya gets off on is the fact that they are, in some capacity, siblings, and using the words boyfriend/girlfriend just seems to tarnish that. it’s very briefly touched upon in this piece right here when reader says:
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to them, they are each other’s partner in addition to each other’s brother/sister, but they’d rather use those familial labels (because they’re sick ehehe) than anything else. even though they are, in their minds, ‘partners’ together in a romantic relationship, they’ll always be big brother and little sister to one another
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inkykeiji · 10 months
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hi clari!! its cupcake! ohh the prompt idea is soooo much fun!!! could you do something with bmb Dabi and number 22?? i could totally see them being on a walk or something and I think it could be really cute!!
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prompt: footbridge series: break my bones warnings: use of the word daddy/referenced daddy kink, toxic relationship, reader is female and quite bratty words: 1.1k
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It’s one of those slow, lazy summer days, where time drips by in syrupy drops, thick and viscous and sugary-sweet. 
The sun wanders between fluffy clouds, seeming to sway with the wind, the slight but constant breeze gliding between the willows and the blossoms and the blades of overgrown grass, and everything is languid, everything is lax, everything is nice. 
Which means you are bored. 
Of course. As always. 
“Don’t you dare get on that tree trunk,” Dabi warns from his spot on the ground, hands laced behind his head, eyes staying shut as he speaks. 
“What? How did you—”
“Because I know you, and I can hear your footsteps,” a singular eyelid lifts to fix you with a pointed look, holding your stare for a moment before slipping shut again, Dabi’s head snuggling back into his palms. “I can hear you tiptoeing toward the river. I knew that fallen trunk was going to be trouble the moment we got here.” 
“You’re way too damn perceptive,” you grumble, and he can hear the pout rapidly forming in your voice. 
“Wouldn’t be any good at my job if I wasn’t,” he quips.  
“Why can’t I get on the trunk? I want to cross the river.”
“The river is shallow, take your shoes off and walk across like a normal person.”
“The river is nearly up to my waist.”
A lid lifts again, this time with a raised eyebrow, and he smirks, a sloppy quirk up of a corner of his lips. “So? Your dress is nearly short enough to not get wet anyway. Just hike it up a little more while you walk across and you’ll be fine.” 
“But that isn’t the fun way,” you whine, pout in full force—brows furrowed, forehead crinkled, nose scrunched—with your arms crossed over your chest, and Dabi’s surprised you don’t stomp a foot.
Brat. 
“I don’t care what the fun way is, if you fall and break a bone it’s my fucking head on the chopping block. You are not walking across that damn tree trunk.” 
“Oh yeah? Watch me.” 
Really, he should’ve known, should’ve expected this to happen. His word barely holds any weight at all when it comes to you, and his threats of I’ll tell Daddy! are most often met with blasé Go ahead’s and/or flippant I don’t care’s, despite how serious or severe the transgressions might be, and the punishments that follow.
“If it bothers you so much then just come with me,” you say, as if it’s that simple, that obvious, already starting to pull yourself onto the trunk, using the scraggly roots as steps.
“You really are such a fucking brat,” he’s growling as he kicks his boots off at the edge of the riverbank with more force than strictly necessary. 
“Yeah, yeah,” you’re waving his complaint off with a delicate flick of your wrist, too concentrated on keeping your balance as you teeter on the rotting trunk slapped across the river—a crude imitation of a footbridge—rickety on the balls of your feet.
Dabi doesn’t even bother rolling up his jeans—Tomura really is going to have his fucking balls if you get so much as a goddamn scratch, he’s sure of it—as he trudges into the flowing water, crystal liquid quickly lapping at the charcoal denim, which eagerly sops it up.
“Unbelievable, fucking unbelievable,” he’s muttering to himself as he walks along with you, arms outstretched as a precautionary measure, willing and waiting and ready to catch you if you come tumbling down.
“Shh,” you hiss at him, though there’s a smile on your face. “You’re breaking my concentration.” 
“I’d really like to break something else right now.”
“Cheesy, Dabi,” you glance at him through the corner of your eye, smile spreading. “Very cheesy, but I appreciate it.” 
The wood is slippery; one wrong step and you’ll be twisting an ankle and toppling into the water, the rubber of your shoes having already skidded across the wood twice, each gifting Dabi with a mini heart attack, followed by a string of curses. 
“Why don’t you ever fucking listen to me?” 
The question is sighed out from tattooed lips with his eyes kept steadily on your feet, aiming for exasperated nonchalance, despite the fact that it’s been gnawing at his stomach, his brain, his heart for weeks now. 
“I dunno,” you shrug, and the action nearly causes you to lose your footing, Dabi grasping onto your hand to stable you, automatic and instant, years of training put to good use. 
That’s not good enough, Dabi wants to spit at you, molars grinding the words to a choking dust. 
“I guess it’s because...I like your attention?” you peek at him through your lashes, almost as if you’re scared the answer is going to get you into trouble, features on the verge of a wince. 
And suddenly, everything stops. Rushing water turns to blood in his ears, and spikes of adrenaline surge through his veins, numbing like Novocain, muscles locking, bones freezing.
“You do?” 
It comes out more biting than he means for it to, laced with a caustic skepticism. 
“Of course I do,” you snort out the words, as if it’s abundantly apparent, as if he should know this already, fully looking over at him. “It’s just, uh,” you pause, chewing on the thought, eyes darting back to the trunk. Dabi’s hand squeezes yours just shy of too hard, twice—a silent encouragement, a desperate plea to continue. “You’re fun. Or, well, you can be, depending on the day.”
He’s not like your Daddy; he gives you what you want, he can’t fucking say no. He isn’t like Tomura, immune to your tricks and your charms, your pouts and your puppy-dog eyes. He’s weak. 
A flash of inexplicable anger, sharp and scalding, slices through his chest, charring flesh as it goes. 
But he isn’t given a moment to mediate on it, ears pricking up as rubber skids over bark again, and then you’re plummeting from the trunk and into Dabi’s waiting arms, skillfully and expertly catching you as if it’s second nature to him, as if it’s no feat at all. 
“See?” you huff out the word with a slight breathlessness, a wobbly smile on your face, but your hands are trembling, clasped tightly behind his neck, fingers twisting in the tufts of ink at the nape of his neck. “Everything was fine.”
“Next time,” he begins, words shoved through clenched teeth. “I want you to fucking listen to me.” 
And although he’s glowering at you with stormy eyes and a face twisted with rage, his arms are flexing, cradling you so tightly to his chest that it’s beginning to hurt, so tightly that you’re sure his handprints will streak your skin with broken blood vessels flooding beneath your flesh. 
“Yeah,” you say softly, though there’s a glimmer of mischief in your eyes, a spark that you can’t quite seem to snuff out. “Deal.” 
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inkykeiji · 1 year
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hi clari!! i really wanna start writing but i don't know where to start, could you maybe give me tips on writing?
hello!! ah so! over the past i've answered several asks about writing and all that comes with it, so i'm going to link you to all of those right here. a lot of them overlap in some way, so apologies for that, but if you go through these and you still have questions, feel free to shoot 'em my way and i'll do my best to answer! <33 i hope these help c:
clari’s general writing advice
clari’s general writing advice 1.2 (has a few of the links listed as well)
clari’s general writing advice 1.3
clari’s advice on smut writing
clari talks introductions, process + plotting (very brief)
clari talks motivation (brief)
clari talks motivation (in more detail)
clari talks motivation using screenwriting technique
clari talks character (very brief)
clari talks writing exercises (screenwriting technique rehashed)
clari talks endings + plotting
clari talks overcoming fear + sharing work online
clari talks editing
clari talks her personal writing process
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inkykeiji · 16 days
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ur one of my favourite vox and alastor writers omfg... the alastor fic was so sick i need him Bad hes so evilllll *kicks feet*
oh my gosh thank you so much!!!!! i’m absolutely flattered omg omg thank you thank you thank you!! (*ノωノ) HAHAHA eeeee i’m rly glad u enjoyed it!! also rly glad you found it sick LMAOO because my intention was to make it like, sexy and emotional but also kinda hard to stomach >:)
anyway alastor is grabbing ur cute lil footies n pressing kissies to the balls of each and then maybe nibbling on a toe,, just a little <3
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inkykeiji · 1 year
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No literally clari same like thats what touya-nii looks like in my head at all times lmao. Honestly thats how i picture all iterations of him like his fluffy hair, his height and build is smaller compared to his brothers and dad. His cheesy up to no good smile 🍓🍓
yes strawberrie baby yes!!!!!! me too!!! hehehe i was genuinely just talking to my best friend about his hair like a day or two ago and how i always picture him with those messy, fluffy tufts because as much as i love his hair in the manga, it literally defies physics and he'd need to use at least half a jar of gel on it a day to get it to look like that in real life, minimum.
and the smile is so sweet!!! like you know he has the fucking cutest shit eating grin ever; adorable and charming and mischievous all at once, his golden ticket, his master key to get out of any situation, any semblance of trouble or scolding, promises with that grin and a matching glint in his eye that he won’t do it again, he swears, pinky promise <3 and even though that sharp glimmer half-embedded and drowning in sapphire says otherwise, everyone believes him anyway, because he’s so alluring, almost enchanting in a way, full of mystic and mischief. everyone believes him, because they want to, irregardless of the fact that they know it'll hurt them eventually, stab them right in the back between the notches of their spines and twist, with touya laughing gleefully, melodic and ringing with notes of malice, as he does it <3
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inkykeiji · 11 months
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Hi Clari! It's the Japanese-speaking anon here~ I've been super interested in Touya's name because it's so pretty and I love the way it's written in Japanese. The "tou" in his name is used in the verb "to light", but different version of the verb can also mean "to be light" (something is). Now, at first I assumed "ya" was what it meant at face value- arrow. It seemed a really noble name! I could understand why he was proud of it. But did you know, Clari? It's also used in "retaliation". It has a double meaning! He's the flame of retaliation, lit by his father. He is also the fire of retaliation. And that's a perfect description, I think. Touya is retaliating against his father, the way a child would.
hi hi!! <33 i LOVE his name too oh my gosh it's just so smooth??? like it flows so beautifully and it's so nice to say!!! no, i did not know this anon oh my gosh!!!!!! wow that's so interesting!! horikoshi and his details man i swear to god. i completely agree with you!! i think that is extremely fitting! thank you so much for sharing this with me, anon!! <3
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inkykeiji · 11 months
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hi clari!!! its cupcake again, sorry it took me soooo long to get back to ya! but it was somethin about how they're the very glue that hold them together and how you were soo glad that they analyzed it that way. i think it might've mentioned bmb tomura and touya nii<33!! thank you so much for lookin, even if you can't find it! also i finished the flawless tomu one-shot and i LOVED!!!!! i kept squealing and giggling, m so excited to read the rest!! take care clari! <3
CUPCAKE I HAVE FINALLY FOUND THE ASK U WERE LOOKING FOR oh my god it's from 2021 hahaha but anyway!! i think this is what you were looking for! <33
EEEE thank u!!! i know this is from a while ago but!!! i’m still so happy you enjoyed it! <3 i’m finishing up flawless part two (finally haha) and i’m suuuper excited to share it with everyone c:
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inkykeiji · 2 years
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Do you think any of your Dabis would buy their Reader flowers?
yes, absolutely!!! every single one of them would buy her flowers, and they’d each come home with something different!!
touya-nii: classic red roses, two dozen of them
bmb!dabi: white lilies with baby’s breath
poison!dabi: purple + pink dahlias and peonies
twin!touya: red + pink tulips
twin!dabi: red carnations
1950s!dabi: daisies that he picked out of some poor old lady’s meticulously maintained garden
DA!touya: purple orchids
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inkykeiji · 2 years
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clari, i love you
anon, i love you more!!!
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inkykeiji · 3 years
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Hi Clari!!
I hope you're doing okay and staying healthy!! I'm sending all my love and positive thoughts your way!!! 💝
As per usual from me (the farmer dabi dream anon 😂), this is a long one! I know you're on a hiatus so please don't feel like you have to respond any time soon, I've just been going through your tag list and I'm having big thoughts about Dabi 😫
In your pieces about Touya Nii, he's quite paranoid and (idk if it's the right phrase to use but) security conscious, like in one of the pieces he's got bullet proof windows in his car, from the tattoo ask a little while ago, he wouldn't get readers name tattooed on him, as it puts them in danger, heck even carrying guns and knives!!
Did Touya Nii ever have a defining incident that has led to his paranoia or is it just a result of his lifestyle/career? Has he ever had a situation arise whilst, say out with the reader, where either of them could be in danger? How would he react??
Is/would Bmb Dabi be this paranoid (obvs Shiggy is), and similarly has he ever, or will he ever have a situation that puts the reader in immediate danger?
I love the way you write and especially how you portray all of these characters and you could bet good money that even if you released a fact file with insignificant details like their shoe sizes, I'd be all over it!!
When you have the time could I be added to the anon club as the 🐣 anon (if it's not taken ofc)!!! 💖💖💖
HEY HEY HEY omg it’s so lovely to hear from you again!!! <333 sorry it took me a while to get around to this!! i really appreciate your interaction and these incredible questions, so thank you very much for sending them in!!
did touya-nii ever have a defining incident that has led to his paranoia or is it just a result of his lifestyle/career? has he ever had a situation arise whilst, say out with the reader, where either of them could be in danger? how would he react??
it's just a result of his lifestyle/career!!! he was definitely a lot more careless and apathetic towards the whole thing before reader entered his life, because before he didn't really have anything to lose; he didn't really have anything that could be leveraged against him, since natsuo works for the same organization and he knows his employers would never lay a hand on his mother. but with reader, it's different. with reader, he knows there are most definitely some sick fucks who don't give a shit about gang code or protocol; lifelong enemies he's made who would want nothing more than to see him crumble and fail, to hurt him, to shatter him to absolute dust. reader becomes a weakness, reader makes him vulnerable in more ways than one: now he has something very precious, something very valuable and dear to him, and he is TERRIFIED of losing it. subconsciously, this is one of the reasons why touya didn't want to fall in love with her or get seriously involved with her, because he knows the dangers and the risks that it poses not only to her but to HIM as well (emotionally; the stress and paranoia. obviously the other main reason why he didn’t want to fall in love with her was due to knowing the power she would hold over him emotionally, and the inherent/perceived weakness and vulnerability that comes packaged with allowing yourself to love and be loved. he hates feeling out of control of his own feelings, or feeling like he is somehow lacking power/powerless!!).
he is extremely perceptive, not only regarding those around him but also regarding situations and locations/surroundings. you can bet your ass he's got several plans based on hypothetical scenarios to make sure she's as safe as possible; to make sure he can protect her and ensure that safety, should anything happen while they're out.
IF something were to occur, i think his reaction heavily depends on the situation itself!! in the most general sense, he'd maneuver himself to shield her with his body as he moves them/her to safety as quickly and inconspicuously as possible. his senses stay very sharp even during times of high stress or crisis, so he'd keep a level head throughout the whole operation; the only thing on his mind in the moment would be to get his baby to safety; after that he'd probably have some sort of breakdown, in the comfort of their own bedroom under the soothing guise the nighttime + their blankets provide. he'd be fully wracked with anxiety over what could've happened, and only in the space and silence of their bedroom would it finally dawn on him, the severity of the situation, the severity of what could have occurred, had he not acted fast enough.
is/would bmb dabi be this paranoid (obvs shiggy is), and similarly has he ever, or will he ever have a situation that puts the reader in immediate danger?
no, he is not nearly that paranoid! to be honest, bmb!dabi is quite laid back—probably a tad more than he should be, given his lifestyle. bmb dabi isn't as smart or cautious as touya-nii; he likes to live life on the edge and gamble with fate a lot, and he doesn't tend to think about things long-term/big picture or fret much about the future.
i think bmb part three really demonstrates this, based on his reckless (and somewhat hasty) actions throughout the piece. he doesn't really think about consequences of giving reader drugs; all he cares about is the here and now, and he'll deal with those consequences should they ever arrive, or whenever they come. he isn't about to waste his time worrying about something that might not even happen; he might not even be here tomorrow.
out of touya-nii, bmb!tomura and bmb!dabi, i think that due to bmb!dabi's general carelessness and carefree nature he would be the most likely to end up in some sort of situation that puts the reader in danger (this is actually kind of explored within bmb part four!!! albeit very vaguely!)
he may not be as intelligent as touya-nii is, but he's still pretty dang smart, and he's extremely perceptive when the time calls for it, too. he also has a very specific and sharp skillset; it's mentioned briefly in bmb part three, but dabi is a fucking expert at reading body language, tones of voice + mannerisms thus making him fantastic at deciphering someone's next move. in addition to this, he has a keen sense of danger; he can sense when something is off, when something isn't quite right, AND bmb!dabi works well under pressure. needless to say, if she was ever put in danger because of him, he'd get her the fuck outta there pretty dang quick!
just a quick side note: before everything began going down in bmb, tomura was also a little more liberal with where he brought reader etc. (ie part one mentions him bringing her to meetings she definitely shouldn’t have been present at, purely so he could show off his favourite toy/prize). he was definitely not nearly as careless as dabi is, as there were also many places he wouldn’t take her, and he still took her safety quite seriously even before the threats, but yeah!!
AHAHAHA please anon bb you’re so cute!!!!! thank you so much for the compliment, it really does mean a lot to me <3 character is definitely one of my strong points, and it’s pretty much my favourite thing to write (like creating characters, writing character study type stories ie stories that really examine relationships between characters + character psychology etc) so getting a compliment like that always gives me SUCH a nice lil warm feeling in my chest hehe <33
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My advice is definitely wait until you feel it's "complete"! Then post in pieces while you edit the technical aspects if you're feeling a lil speedy. Absolutely nobody will complain n.n But if it doesn't feel "done" than you never know if you'll get an idea that makes you want to go back & change something. The horror of locking yourself in 😱
but the first 7k IS done. there’s nothing i want to fix in there, i’m fairly happy with how it is right now, and it stands well on its own (tho it leaves off on a bit of a cliffhanger ehehehe)
i definitely get what you’re saying, tho!! this was originally supposed to be a three part series (so what i’d be posting today is technically the first half of part one), but i have a big feeling it’s going to end up being a six part series hahahaha
thank you for weighing in anon, i really appreciate it!!! <333
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