#henry and declan are here now

[kidciitrix]

you already know (i’ll post some art again soon i promise)

part 1, part 2, part 3

#henry and declan are here now #the raven cycle #trc #blue sargent #ronan lynch #adam parrish #gansey #richard gansey iii #noah czerny #matthew lynch #declan lynch #henry cheng #trc smau

[boldlyvoid]

Hotch being the biggest fucking simp baby boy to you ever and everyone who has ever known him before is so confused. Like you being so mom to him like “you haven’t slept in a week your coming home right now paper work be dammed”

And then giving him that good good as a reward for taking care of himself

thank you so much for this request i had a lot of fun writing it!

cw: PDA, almost office sex, lightly described smut

Her visitor's badge was laminated and always on her keychain, that’s how often she was at Quantico to see her boyfriend. The night shift ladies at the front desk gave her a wave, the security guard gives her a nod and a smile and then she was in the elevator, on her way up to see Agent Hotchner. 

When the elevator reaches floor 6, the doors open with a ding and she’s greeted by the group of agents leaving for the night, including Doctor Reid, who is usually the second last one to leave every night. “Hey, Y/N?” 

“Hey, Spence, is he still in his office?” She asks, walking past him and turning around so she could still face him while heading towards the double glass doors. 

He nods, “yup, have fun trying to get him out of there.”

“Oh, I’ll get him out,” she sends him a wink. “Have a good night, Dr. Reid.”

“You too!” He shouts before the elevator door closes with him inside. 

She heads right into the bullpen, past the collection of agents' desks and up the few steps to Aaron’s office. “Oh, lover boy?!” She walks right in to see him with Agent Prentiss and Jareau. “Oh… hi?”

“Lover boy?” Emily repeats, turning to Hotch with a smirk, “really?”

“I thought you guys had gone home already… I mean, Spencer is already gone?” She can’t help but panic, Hotch isn’t one for PDA or pet names at work. 

He gets up from his seat behind his desk and Emily steps out of the way so he can come right up to her and wrap her up in a big hug. “It’s okay, lover, we were just scheduling some play dates.”

“Oh,” she settles into the hug and feels her heart flutter. He kisses her cheek and below her ear, “Aaron…”

“What? I haven’t seen you in days and you smell so good,” he holds her tighter, hand slipping down to grab a handful of her ass which makes her yelp and jump back. 

“What has gotten into you?”

Emily and JJ just laugh, they’ve never seen him like this, but it’s nice to see. “We’ll go,” JJ teases, heading towards the door with Emily in tow. “I’ll call you, Declan and Henry are going to be with Will all week, so whenever Jack wants to come over, he can.”

“Mhm,” he brushes them off, pulling Y/N back in and continuing to kiss her cheek and neck. 

They close the door behind themselves and then it’s just two lovers locked behind closed doors. “Aar-bear? Seriously?” 

“I’ve missed you so much,” he all but growls in her ear, taking a nibble as his hands head back down to cup her ass. 

“That’s why I came to get you,” she says through giggles. “I don’t want you here all night doing stupid fucking paperwork, come home already!” 

“I could do you instead? How’s that sound, huh? I could bend your pretty little ass over the desk and fuck you senseless?” He whispers, antagonizing her. 

“Aaron Hotchner, you have not slept in a week how are you supposed to do that?” She replies, turning on her "mom" voice. 

“Oh, I’ll show you,” he teases, maneuvering her towards the desk and thanking god that the blinds were already closed. 

“You gonna fuck me on the desk?” 

He shakes his head and he spins her around so he can brush her hair off of her neck and kiss her shoulder, up towards her ear, “Is that what you want?” 

She nods, “Show me how much you missed me… you talked a big game on the ph—” 

He pushes her chest down against the desk and grinds his bulge against her ass, “did I?”

She lets out a breathy, “Yeah… you did.” As she straightens up and pushes her ass against him. 

“I distinctly remember you were the one who started it every night… calling me from the bathtub, telling me what I was missing out on,” Aaron breathes into her ear. 

She giggles, “if you didn’t jump me once I walked in the room, I was going to take you home to that.” 

“Really?” He softens, “I’d like that a lot.” 

“I know,” she turns in his grip and cups his face in her hands, “as much as I’d love a quickie in your office, I really want to spend a night with you in our bed.” 

“Lead the way,” he says instead of a standard yes.

And when they get home, she helps him out of his suit and into the shower. She lathers a loofa with soap and runs it over his chest as they talk about their week. He glistens under the water, she runs her hands all over his biceps and his chest, just admiring him until it's his turn to do the same to her. He takes his time, the moisturizer in the body wash she uses makes his hands glide over her skin, almost massage-like.

He spins her around carefully, kissing the back of her neck and shoulder while his soapy hands roam her stomach and breasts. She feels so unbelievably loved in that moment it’s hard to think about anything else. He’s finally home, his hands are finally on her and all she wants is more. So much more. 

When they’re clean, they hop out of the shower and dry off to the best of their ability between stolen kisses and murmurs of “I love you,” they finally make their way to the bed where the lovemaking is slow and drawn out and beautiful… but it’s also passionate and deep and with drawn out moans and the headboard hitting the drywall so hard it might’ve left a few dents. Nevertheless, it’s a perfect welcoming home present. 

But there’s nothing better than falling asleep in Aaron's strong arms, his skin is soft and he smells like sandalwood and sex and he’s happy. It’s all she could ever ask for. 

#aaron hotchner #aaron hotch fanfiction #hotch x reader #aaron hotch x reader #aaron hotch hotchner #aaron hotch x you #aaron hotch fic #aaron hotch imagine #criminal minds #criminal minds smut #criminal minds imagine #criminal minds fic

[robobee]

anyways i hope you know that in that one bllb scene with bluesey randomly running into Henry in the middle of the road... he was absolutely about to do some insanely shady shit & panicked so bad at being caught out.

imagine youre doing your mafia day job at ass o clock at night youre already annoyed about it and what else do you hear but that godawful WHIRRRRRRRR of the famous Pig car engine down the road. now you have to pretend youre here for totally normal reasons except this beautiful stupid white boy is so insistent on helping you so you take his phone so he can feel better. you are sweating so bad.

notes: declan was also there to help with body disposal & at aforementioned WHIRRRR his two options were to swan dive into a ditch OR get into the trunk with the Suspiciously Human Shaped Taped Parcel. obviously he chooses the former & the second gansey drives off declan scrabbles back up just covered in dirt and spitting leaves

(it is still unclear whether the body belonged to seondeok or Declan in the first place)

#i think this is funny i will probably shove it into heclanfic #that already published fic has been edited more than my actual drafts have #heclan #bllb #heclanposting #trcposting

[clotpolesonly]

i figured out why Declan is my go-to blorbo, and it's because he's one of those characters where i can find common emotional/experiential ground between him and practically every other significant character and that just makes him fascinating to me and so so versatile

Declan and Gansey: repression, repression, repression!! so much anxiety rolled up into a tiny little ball and stubbornly ignored because feelings are unseemly and have no place here. they will feel things when they're dead, thank you very much. responsible beyond their years, on their own/taking care of themselves long before they should have been. tending to other people or the practicalities of the moment take precedence over themselves, at all times. unfortunately, Ronan is very important to them and they will go out of their way to protect him. also the insomnia and the autism vibes.

Declan and Adam: ruthlessly practical people. hard working and ambitious but for a reason, not for its own sake (Adam to get out of the trailer park, Declan to camouflage his other activities). they would rather die than admit to weakness or vulnerability in front of another human being. Do Not Let The Emotions In Or You Will Never Stop. feeling alienated and fundamentally from their peers, and distrustful of/disillusioned by the idea of help from authority figures -- if you have a problem, solve it yourself. both very very accustomed to lying, constantly and about everything, in order to disguise their home situation and deflect attention from anything that might cause people to ask questions. complicated relationships with their mothers, at least partially rooted in negligence and not stepping in wrt the situation with their fathers. and of course, there's a difference in scale and severity, but feeling unsafe due to the aforementioned fathers.

Declan and Blue: the particular brand of resentment that comes with being the only unspecial member of a special family. being the sensible one and stubbornly proud of how well they manage to get by without any of the ✨ super specialness ✨ that everybody else has. torn between wishing and wondering what it would be like to be special too and being desperately grateful that they're not. wishing that somebody would understand how fucking lonely it is knowing that you and your loved ones will never truly understand each other. being too proud to ever admit as much out loud.

Declan and Noah: this one's more nebulous, but the idea of being not fully real, not fully a person, and definitely the idea of not being seen. of being invisible and looked through. Noah's is because he's a literal ghost, obviously, and it's through no fault of his, but Declan has gone out of his way to cultivate that experience, to make himself as overlookable and forgettable as possible, for safety and security. but it doesn't feel good. the erosion of the sense of self as time goes on, worn down by the life they're living. and a shared understanding of being the victim of extreme violence (Noah's murder and Declan's attack by the Grey Man, at least).

Declan and Henry: the children of criminals. burdened with the knowledge of a world -- two worlds tbh, the criminal and the magical -- that they can't speak about to anyone else. socially isolated and starved for emotional connection. uncomfortably comfortable with the violence that has permeated their lives and always acting under the assumption that it can and will find them again.

Declan and the Gray Man: business is as business does and it's not personal. ✨ depression ✨ and going through the motions because this is just their life and they don't have the emotional or mental capacity right now to think of how their life might be changed. making themselves as dull as possible and then not being able to find their way out of the hole they've dug themselves, at least not until someone comes along to remind them of what it feels like to feel things.

Declan and Jordan: repression of self and lack of identity. not being allowed the space to be their own person, always forced to cram themselves into a tiny box for the sake of others. bursting at the seams with dreams that they're not allowed to chase and feelings they're not allowed to express. feeling truly seen for the first time when they meet each other.

Declan and Hennessy: being preceded by the reputation of a parent they resent. living in Niall and JH's shadows, always compared to them, even when they suspect that they may actually be better than their parents at what they do. the struggle not to let that bitterness swallow them whole before they can grow into their own reputations and make names for themselves.

Declan and Farooq-Lane: young professions who have worked very hard, thank you very much, to be as competent as they are. logical thinkers with a brewing storm of emotion that they try not to let interfere with their logical thinking because they know it makes them impulsive and they don't like that loss of control. loss of control is the enemy. they are the only grown-ups in the room and they would rather die than acknowledge that they are actually scared kids in way over their heads. both with complicated feelings about dreamers and deep-seated issues related to their dreamer brothers. also they have very similar taste in women.

honestly, the only people that Declan doesn't have common ground with is his brothers, and that's what makes his relationships with them so interesting and so fraught. there's something to be explored between Declan and Ronan wrt their suicidal ideation (though they have very different flavors of it) and perhaps with them both feeling insecure compared to each other, but so much of their conflict is about just how different their experiences and perceptions and personalities are.

and Declan being unable to relate to Matthew on a personal, empathetic level is probably part of why he finds it so hard to really think of Matthew as a fully independent PERSON in his own right. though, if Declan's experiences with the bag of Niall's memories had gone a little differently, there could have been a connection over the experience of being denied full personhood by a well-meaning but ultimately overbearing and neglectful guardian. 🤔

anyway, these have been my musings on Declan and why he continues to fascinate me. he has the range, darling.

#Declan Lynch #Gansey #Adam Parrish #Blue Sargent #Noah Czerny #Henry Cheng #Mr Gray #the Gray Man #Jordan #Hennessy #Jordan Hennessy #Farooq-Lane #Ronan Lynch #Matthew Lynch #TRC #TDT #tags by me

[fictional-malewife-tournament]

Here’s our line up guys. 👍

Here is the list right now, there is a lot so they’ll be seperated into 8 groups and then we will go through all of those 8 groups to get to the end.

group 1:

Rom vs Puss in boots 

Alex (stardew) vs Jim Kirk

Roulx Kaard vs Jin Zixuan

Caleb wittebane vs 2bdamned

David Kostyk vs Mirabel’s dad

Kanji tatsumi vs Papyrus

Bob vs weyoun

Donkey vs Duster

Gren vs Janus the silverdeath

Lloyd vs Hannibal lector

Todoroki vs Gajeel redfox

David (lilo) vs link (botw)

Sugawara vs Pixel-Mess

M!Robin vs Stanley pines

Ben Chang vs Quirrel

Saul Goodman vs Will graham

Group 2: 

Kiryu vs Hero

The medic vs Ron

Percy Jackson vs professor Layton 

Neelix vs Iggy frome

King Harrow vs Lucas (Runs factory five)

Yu Narakami vs Elliot (stardew)

Jakob vs Aoi kurashiki 

Sokka vs Moxie

Nightwing vs tatsu

Archer (emiya) vs Master splinter (2018)

Barius vs Forrest

Ryuuji vs Jay walker 

Sanji vs Garmadon

Quark vs Kaito

Fox mulder vs tenma tsukasa

Leon (Pokémon) vs Delbert Doppler

group 3:

Berdly vs Marten Reed

Kai (ninjago) vs James 

Usui vs Gobber

Charlie vs Steve Harrington

Alec lightwood vs kronk

Paper vs Dr octopus

Discord vs Dedue

Arven vs Harvey Dent

Hunter vs Christopher Pike

Narciso vs Kermit

Cletus Jones vs Gomez Addams

Tom vs The king

Klavier Gavin vs Greg Universe

Kamado Tanjiro vs Brock (unikitty)

Ashe vs Louis Moriarty

Sisko vs dale lee

Group 4: 

Trip vs Brady

Franky (one piece) vs Tom Wambsgans

Shinra vs Jaskier

Your father vs Banquo

Silver the hedgehog vs Troy Barnes

Archer vs Space Boyfriend

Donald Duck vs Mr clean

Ren vs Nandor the relentless

Cove Holden vs Magnus Burnside

Bail organa vs Hiccup

Riker vs Corpus

yoo joonghyuck vs Kazuki

Fan vs kunikida doppo

Lazlo cravensworth vs loid forger

Peter b Parker vs Ken

Ryunosuke Naruhodo vs venti

group 5:

Prince Fluff vs Sarek

Nagito vs Zagreus

Macbeth vs Lucas (mother 3)

Stede vs Anakin skywalker

Tack vs Felix Madrigal

Jason mendoza vs N (murder drones)

Ren (oxenfree) vs Soren

Saru vs Kaveh

Castiel vs Yarne

Ivor vs King furgus

Kuboyasu Aren vs James Wilson

Yeza Brenatto vs Kristoff

Makoto Naegi vs Stoick

Tomohisa Kaname vs hunk

Peeta vs Jadzia

Kim Gonja vs Henry clerval

Group 6: 

Ron delite vs wang pangzi

Sam (Sam and max) vs Emmett

Kazuha vs serizawa katsuya

Jayce talis vs Asmodeus (iruma-kun)

Kai satou vs Professor Saguaro

Steve cob vs Minato Namikaze 

Dean Winchester vs Chakotay

Eugene Fitzherbert vs Chat noir

Spitelout vs Spock

Matt hooper vs Childe 

Siegblut vs Worf 

Edric Blight vs Yanki

Control (from southern reach) vs Tuco Salamanca

Seteth vs Louis de pointe du lac

Maes hughes vs Kazuma Asogi

Dr Watson vs Thoma

Group 7: 

Tennisball vs Barry bluejeans 

Luigi vs Hatsuharu

Snotlout vs howl

Jay (ghosts) vs dj Octavio

Gregory house vs Elliot Spencer

The mad hatter vs Joe tazuna

Basil hallward vs Harvey (Stardew)

Ethan winters vs olruggio

Albedo vs pleakly 

The heavy vs Jake English

Bruce Wayne vs Shen wei 

Naven NukNuk vs Dante (mystreet)

Phillip vs bow

Anji Mito vs Fishlegs

Stanford vs Speedwagon

Bariel vs Jesse Pinkman

Group 8: 

Ralsei vs Goofy

Sam (stardew) vs Seymour (little shop of horrors)

Ethari vs Cecil

Fix it Felix vs Kaoru hakaze

Ignus scientia vs Lukas

Majima vs Hercules

Magolor vs Calcelmo

Fred vs Randy Hapukurk

Kurogiri vs The riddler

Declan lynch vs Philza

Jaune vs Sergeant Schultz

Reiji Sakamaki vs Q

Luo Binghe vs King of hearts

Thatcher Davis vs Jonathan buyers

#Not submission #Hope you like this lol #Have fun imagining different battles

[noyoucannotpushthevoid]

Back in Business: Raven Cycle Characters as Things People I Know have Said Because These are Fun to Make

"’You're not gelatinous’ (Gansey with his infinite knowledge) ‘That's so mean, what do you mean I'm not gelatinous!?’ (Noah, a ghost)” "Who made a Candyland wiki?" - Ronan to Gansey at 2 am "One's a family" - Adam "If this is how the session's going to start, I'm going to start [twerking]" - Henry "This [search] is just a speedrun for how quickly [Ronan] and I can get kicked" - Blue "I love forgery" - Hennessey  "There's a hamster in here, it's starving and dead" - Adam about his last brain cell "'You get energy from your brain?' (Blue) 'I get nothing from my brain thank you very much' (Ronan)" "Define 'sleep with'. Cause I think you mean teddy bear, but I wouldn't be surprised if you meant sex" - Hennessey "Wouldn't you want back up if the spider monster comes to getcha?" - Hennessey to Ronan "Why is the third image furry porn?" - Gansey: aghast, dismayed, and traumatized "So he doesn't have a little stone rattling around in his big stone?" - Ronan to Adam after listening to him shit talk one of his Harvard professors "Okay, first of all [s]he doesn't have a rat brain..." - Ronan defending Chainsaw "Okay then I would like to fire man chick the chicken chicken" - Henry, very drunk (guess who was not when they said this…) "Cock" - Ronan "Don't cry on an empty stomach" - Gansey "[Noah], do you got squishy bones?" - Ronan "'Are we dumb' (Adam)  'Yea' (Ronan)  "Why...but probably' (Blue)" "You can't take the moonshine out of [Kavinsky]'s stomach" - Kavinsky drunk on moonshine "Rejoice my chicken brethren" - Henry fucking around at the Barns "Can I go animal handle?" - Ronan "You're very tall and [she] like[s] to be on top of tall things" - Ronan “explaining” why Chainsaw likes to sit on Adam’s shoulder so much "I've been trained in harassment, I can now harass in the workplace" - Gansey, but unintentionally “You’re like really fucked up version[s] of [Matthew]” - anyone who knew Matthew first to Ronan and Declan “You might see Bill Clinton in hell” - Blue * “You know bugs. You know they always have jacked legs” - Gansey attempting to flirt “Moth-er focker” - Gansey being really unhelpful while the gang is helping Ronan clean out one of the unused barns “It’s my santa skin” - Gansey dressing up as Santa “Why wasn’t I interested in carriage etiquette?” - Ronan sarcastically lamenting his lack of knowledge when he can’t answer Gansey’s incredibly niche question “What about grundle’s mom?” - Ronan intentionally messing up Grendel’s name to annoy Gansey (hc: Gansey fucking loves Beowulf) “If you cannot be a person, be a bodyguard” - Mr. Grey’s personal mantra “He’s fruity…like the juice” - Blue about Ronan

*Shout out to my English lit prof for cheekily saying this and then moving right back on to Paradise Lost without giving us a second to process

#the raven cycle #blue sargent #ronan lynch #adam parrish #gansey #henry cheng #noah czerny #jordan hennessey

[theangrypomeranian]

Hemita Hunger Games AU!

technically just answered that one here, but i wanna give another snippet because i love this one:

“But they don’t like me!” Henry exclaims, throwing his arms out at his sides. “I’ve done nothing but ice them out for the last five years!” “Exactly.” Declan’s dark eyes flash at him. “How many times have I told you over the years that you need to tone down the attitude? That you need people to like you? Even before you went into the arena five years ago I was tellin’ you that. And this is why. Because I knew that one day you were going to have to be the one to take care of a tribute, just like I did with you.” His lip curls up on one side. “Do you think I like those ignorant bastards? I don’t. But I stayed in their good graces because I knew that my son could one day be Reaped and if he was, I was going to be the one who had to take care of him. Everything I’ve ever done has been for my son.” His brow furrows as his eyes flash down to the floor momentarily. “And I know what the Capitol is capable of if they don’t like you.” A chill goes down Henry’s spine and he has to suppress a shudder because he knows what Declan is talking about. The way that Declan had won his games – using the Capitol’s own technology against the other tributes – had royally pissed the gamemakers off and he’d come home to the news that his mother had passed away. It had officially been labeled as an accident, but anyone with two brain cells to rub together could see right through it to the truth. The Capitol had killed Mrs. Tisdale to sent a message to Declan: Watch your back and keep your mouth shut. A lump forms in Henry’s throat and he has to look away from his old mentor. “I don’t know what to do,” he managed to choke out. Declan’s hand is on his shoulder then, sturdy and strong. “You show them that what they previously thought about you is false, even if it’s a lie. You make yourself appealing to help her. The Capitol thinks you’re rude, aloof, and selfish. And you are two of those. But,” his hand is on Henry’s chin then, lifting his head so that he could look at him, “you are not selfish, Henry Haber. You have a bigger heart than you let on. I can see that.” He lets go and takes a step back, never breaking eye contact. “Now you have to convince them.” “But how do I do that?” Declan’s shoulders lift in a shrug. “You made a good start today, even if you didn’t mean to. You showed compassion to Susmita for the whole country to see.” His eyes gleam at the boy. “That girl could be your salvation.”

#pom answers #drawthething #hey dt #wip game #hemita #henry haber x susmita #hunger games au #i really need to get back to work on this one hhhh #can you tell that i'm a HG nerd? lol

[ragesingoddess]

Ronsey brain rot today. 'Noah told me,' Ronan said, 'thay if you left Parrish was going with you.' He had let jealousy sneak into his voice. 'Do you not want me to come?' Gansey carried no illusions that he'd ever recover the Ronan Lynch he'd known before Niall died. But he didn't want to lose the Ronan Lynch he had now. 'Why can't you be like you used to be?' 'Soets go get some orange juice.' They went and got some orange juice. Don't think of this Ronan. Remember the other one. 'So you let me think you tried to kill yourself?' It was easier for Gansey to wrap his head around a Ronan who made dreams real than a Ronan who wanted to die. It was Gansey's smile that buried Ronan; it reminded him of Matthew's easy expression. Softly, just for Gansey, he asked, 'Can I go and see Mom?' That look, Blue thought. Ronan Lynch would do anything for Gansey. All that mattered was that something had struck the match and Gansey was burning. This was a Gansey, Ronan realized, that Adam would hate. 'While I'm gone,' Gansey said, pausing, 'dream me the world. Something new for every night.' The old Ronan Lynch's laugh. No, it was better than that one, because this new one had just a hint of darkness beneath it. This Ronan knew there was crap in the world, but he was laughing anyway. 'Ronan has to look at his face every day. How is that not my problem?' Jealousy had ruined Ronan the first several months of Adam's introduction into their group. 'Sometimes I dream of wasps.' 'Say it,' Ronan told Gansey. 'Say what?' 'Excelsior.' 'The point was that I asked you,' Gansey said. 'Not that Henry asked. He didn't care; I cared.' Gansey's imagination had run ahead to imagine a future where Ronan might have to exist without him, without Declan, without Matthew, and with a freshly broken heart. 'Ronan,' the gentle way he said it nearly made Blue cry. 'You do Gansey. I know you do. And when you're ready to get him, I'll be sitting right here, waiting to go where you tell me.' 'Wake up you bastard,' Ronan said. 'You fucker. I can't believe that you would...' And he began to cry.

#trc #the raven cycle #ronan lynch #richard gansey #ronsey #cool cool cool #im v normal about this #the raven boys #the dream thieves #blue lily lily blue #the raven king #also im sorry this post is so long but when i say brain rot i mean it actually

[sarcasticsciencefictionwriter]

Fictober prompt ten: "It's all right, I'm here now."

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Category: F/M

Fandom: Sanctuary (Canada TV 2008)

Relationship: Helen Magnus/Nikola Tesla

Characters: Helen Magnus, Nikola Tesla, James Watson (Sanctuary TV), Nigel Griffin, Ashley Magnus, Henry Foss, Declan MacRae

Additional Tags: AU, Baking Show AU, Enemies to Lovers, Professional Rivals, Fictober 2023, Additional Warnings In Author's Notes

Chapter Summary:

After a work meeting, Nikola chats with his sister.

#fictober23 #helen magnus #nikola tesla #teslen #sanctuary #fanfiction #i feel like i'm being obnoxious with the cover

[ventrue-in-control]

It had not been focking easy coming back from Sweden...

He could not shake the feeling that his body wasn’t his. That something was wrong that maybe a piece of the one who got put into it was still left… lingering… and what if that meant that he wasn’t whole anymore either? What if this would never go away. Thatd hed just feel broken apart forever. And before he could even realized it he had pulled another piece of flesh from his hands. “for fucks sake.” He sighs as he mends the wound to close again. “I need yall to be working. We got focking clients. We cannot show up pulling our skin off now can we.” He frowned at his hands as if trying to dominate them into functioning correctly. But of course they already were. They were his hands. A part of his body. Which his mind and only his, had full control over. he shoved them back into his pockets as he hung against the rails of his balcony.

He had been standing here with henry watching the city quietly. God they both had been tired. But just…. For a moment sharing the silence together it had made him forget all the rot from before. He had held henrys hand and it had felt just as perfectly rough as always. They talked most of the night. Though he could see henry was tired. So they moved to the bed and talked there some more bout all the things Jackie had missed in the uk and all the things henry had missed bout the fashion world. Which really was everything but Jackie wasn’t being too harsh on him for it. they had laughed even kissed but the sun was always cruel and by the time he had awoken again Henry had already left. A daisy was all that was left in the warm spot that was his hunter. He had cried just a bit. If it hadn’t been for daisy trying to lick up his tears he probably would’ve ended ripping more than a bit of skin from his hand and fingers. He had been trembling and shaking as if he was feeling sick.

Luckily daisy was a good distraction and he gave her a few extra treats. Things would be fine. he was just gonna clean his entire apartment and meet with Declan. Talk all of his dumb young fledgeling brujah ideas out of his head. Then things could go back to how they used to be. It’d help fix him up to if there were less things to stress about no?

No. the awnser was no. there were now more things to stress about and more things that needed fixing and he still felt gross. As if his skin was made of life ants he just wanted to remove it all. Unzip it so he could check for any maggots that had crawled inside of him.

One day. He would get abby for this. Destroy her. she would be having it coming. But today.

Today he just cried in the shower. Tomorrow he had work to get to.

#//Lil drabble I wrote last night #//iiiiiiiii was bored

[runekeepershymnal]

Tag game time! Thanks to @your-void-senpai for noticing me.

current time: 1:03 pm (posted at 9:02 PM, tumblr, fix your app plx)

current activity: post-lunch-lumploafing after having run errands this morning, tepidly woring on writing.

currently thinking about: how I’m going to manage the timing/logistics of the mini birthday extravaganza I’m planning for my spouse this week + 6 hours of OT + various appointments

current favorite song: I’ve been repeating “Disco! In the Panic Room” by Bug Hunter a lot. 

currently reading: embarrassingly, mostly my own WIPs to try and get shit finished. 

currently watching: Jujutsu Kaisen season 2, Haikyuu.

current favorite character: I just realized that my ride or die, Adam Parrish, and my new hotness, Nanami Kento, share the same 7/3 birthday. They are both fed-up kings. Kinda makes me want to write a crossover that only two people besides myself might be into.

current wips: …marge simpson hiding her eyes in shame dot gif. 

Here we go. Back-burnered ideas I’ve managed not to start are, fortunately, not included here: 

Relative Worth - the Critical Role S2 Widomauk fic which has been on a loading screen for a depressing amount of time

I Made You a Mixtape - the TRC Pynch fic that I’m tearing my hair out over because I keep thinking “Ronan Lynch would not listen to that. You are a middle aged hipster, you cannot make a mixtape on his behalf.” I’m gonna power through, I swear.

Waking the Dead - JJK Hidden Inventory arc missing scenes fic which is probably going to be completely jossed by the anime, so I better write quick

My Hero [working title only] - Rhack AU fix it fic wherein I make Rhys seem a lot cooler than he is and Jack is totally smitten and despondent when Rhys goes missing. 

Never, Never - A canon divergence Pynch fic in which Kavinsky kidnaps Adam instead of Matthew. 

Sincerity - A Gangsey polycule fic in which Gansey is having a crisis about whether Adam actually loves him or if he’s just part of the package deal.

Non Noncere / Kith and Kin - a post Mister Impossible AU in which  Adam fixed everything and now he and Ronan need to figure out where they go from here, while Declan figures out how to continue to keep his family safe in a world where all the magic is now out in the open.

Magnetic [working title only as there is already an excellent TRC / Pynch epic of that title out there] - A fic I started writing after Mister Impossible, before Greywaren came out, where Adam, Gansey, Blue, and Henry try to fix everything. 

Miseducation - Pynch PoalboP (Porn only a little bit of Plot) wherein Ronan Lynch decides to have fun with Adam’s teacher / older man kink. 

Terms and Conditions - Pynch AU in which Gansey has discovered that the best way to keep Ronan from self destructing is for him to be dommed, but Gansey is only willing to do it platonically / hands off (sorry Ronsey shippers, there’s plenty in the polycule fic?)  Adam was kicked out of Harvard due to a false cheating accusation, and now runs a completely illegal “smart device” management business with an exorbitant termination fee which he uses to blackmail the ultrawealthy. 

Mere Coincidence - A TRC Good Omens Pynch AU in which Ronan is the angel, Adam is the devil, and Gansey is the antichrist

After - TRC Pynch AU where everything is the same except Adam is the ghost and Noah is alive. 

…I may have a problem. 

Tagging @barrywhelk, @avalonjoan, @heavensenthale, @flightspath, if ya wanna, and anyone else who might wanna do it

#tag game #the raven cycle spoilers #the dreamer trilogy spoilers #jujutsu kaisen spoilers #jjk spoilers #fic writing problems #goddammit why am I like this?

[earthwoken]

ok in honor of adam's birthday here are some birthday related headcanons <3

of course he never celebrated his birthdays throughout his childhood because fuck his parents, and most of the time he was too tense to even think about them himself ( summer meant spending more time at home, and fourth of july meant robert parrish drinking and that combination never ended well for him. )

only got invited to birthday parties as a child when the entire grade got invited, and then his father told him he wasn't buying a birthday present for another child and since he never showed up to them he eventually stopped being invited.

his birthday never stops him from picking extra shifts at work btw

he never mentions his birthday to the gangsey until one day one of them is like btw adam you never told us your birthday and he's like oh it's july 3rd and then they're all like adam what the fuck that was like two months ago?? and you never told us??? and adam's like i didn't think it was important :/ and then he probably gets mad if they look at him a certain way.

throwing surprise parties for him is a nightmare because he always figures it out. also big parties are a no. but he'll take small get-togethers and maybe a weekend getaway when they're older

birthday gifts ( and gifts in general ) make him feel uncomfortable at first but he's getting better at accepting them!! maybe one day he'll even start to think he deserves them.

the crying club doesn't know when his birthday is and that's okay because he only ever wants to spend it with ronan and gansey blue and henry (matthew and declan and jordan are allowed too) if they're around

he never used to feel excited about his birthday before but now he does. his life is finally something that's worth celebrating and also something to look forward to <3

#tw: implied domestic abuse. #⁽ ⠀ to feel awake when my eyes are open ⠀ ⁾⠀ ﹕ ⠀headcanons. #sorry the first ones are a bit sad i was doing them chronologically in my head #but it's ok because all of his future birthdays are filled with love

[robobee]

and now let me self promote in honor of the final hours of Borfday. sometimes i make cool stuff that more people should look at i think

henry-declan (queerplatonic)

transient evil (ongoing, post greywaren, a loving ode to genre fuckery and horror, I'm On To Something here give it a minute)

liar it takes one 2 know one (snapshot, two horrible people trying to be friends and failing terribly at it)

chengsey

nsfw warning but t4t dickmatization with Underlying Plot

vague post trk angst/expansion. VERY different characterisations

bluehenry + declansey

another lyric title. i have personal Thoughts on aspects that need improvement however i think this is a pretty fun AU. Declan Lynch last man standing + NO other lynches alive vibe. something something grief and hope

other

adam/gansey/henry by rafi!

declan/henry/gansey by Kat!

fairy market au by kitkat!

#myne #enhhhh cant decide if i want rbs on #regardless. i am VERY critical of myself but i am trying not to be!! love n light 2 all i kiss #my fics

[misericorsalvator]

[The train station is quiet, caught in these liminal hours between night and day. The late-night passengers have long since boarded the last train, and the first train for the day won't be here for another half an hour or so. Outside, the fiery colours of the sunrise begin to bleed into the night sky, and the first rays of the sun split against the station's arched glass roof to flood the station.

He's running out of time. If Declan's smart, he would have found someplace dark to whole up, but the kid had been in a panic when he fled-- and goddamn it, Henry wishes now he hadn't pushed. That he hadn't tried to pile more of the dangers of the unlife on him this early on-- what, just to prove that he's not safe? Declan already knew that.

But... there's no time to linger in his own regret now. Right now, he has to find the kid before all that's left to find is his ashes.

Fortunately, for the first time in creation, that proves easier done than said. 

He finds Declan curled up in a doorway next to the train tracks, one of those that sit further down the rail for only mechanics to access, safely out of the sun's reach. His phone is in his lap, its screen lit up with unanswered calls and unread texts. Only a day in, and the kid already had however-many vampires caring for him. Or, at least, curious about his survival. 

...Good. That would serve him well in the coming nights. At the very least, he wouldn't have to deal with all of it alone.

There is no sound loud enough to break the hold of torpor, but Henry still tries to be quiet as he hunches down next to Declan. He takes off his coat -rugged dark leather, well-worn and well-patched- and drapes it over him, another layer of protection from the cold humidity sticking to the walls. As if vampires can even get cold...but some part of him feels slightly better for it. Hopefully, as the crowds start to rush in for the day, and the workers head down to the maintenance room, they'll be too caught up in their own lives to pay any mind to two homeless people under a shadowy doorway.

There are many hours left until sunset. Then, if they're lucky, or twelve if they're not. The weariness of the past few days already weighs heavy on Henry, fatigue catching onto the early morning sun to cloud with vision with misty refractions, and the cold station floor feels as welcoming a bed as any... 

...But, his rest must wait. For now, he will stand vigil over the kid, keep him safe from peering eyes and sharpened stakes, and maybe, once the sun's slipped away again and he's released from torpor's grip... Henry can apologize and take him home.]

#{drabble} #{I suppose 🤔}

[drowningbluenile]

I've decided to re-read the raven boys since I'm finally free for the summer and I haven't re-read the full series in 4 (FOUR) years! so here's some musings/things I've picked up on now that I know what to look for:

Noah touching Neeve and Blue's hair!!!! I'm gonna headcanon that that's Noah from the end of the series, right before he fades from time, because the thought of him going back to the beginning before the end makes sense and also... Noah saying bye to Blue :(

Whelk's chapters are engaging, actually, I was just 14

Adam feels like someone is watching them and I don't think this is ever properly resolved other than his assumption that it's Declan, and I think it's probably meant to be, but I'm gonna believe it's Henry. as a treat.

Adam watching Declan put his lips to Ashley's ear. gay ass.

Gansey hating Declan so much is retrospectively soooo funny like it's implied Gansey doesn't believe that Declan actually wants to help Ronan and like. well perhaps, but have you considered that he's on his fourth stomach ulcer of the year so far?

Bluesey's meet flop is just as incredible as I remember it being. I know at some point they say Gansey is the only one of the boys that has dated a lot (first of all: how does this kid have the time) but rizzless Gansey is very important to me <3

Adam was very good at keeping things quiet.... murder and suicide.

Gansey's journal giving Blue the same feeling Adam does... Adamsey you will always be famous!

#trc #the raven boys #might make this a thing. #truly who knows

[fallen--leafs]

[Some early morning (UK time) texts ((because my sleep schedule is fucking up and I'm. Yea.))]

[Dec:] Baby

I'm scared

[Achilles:] Hm. And when you should be asleep no less... What's up?

The SI fucking worries me

Like it was fun when Bloem was the only one

But now there's more and.

[...]

Idk I guess the horrifying realisation that there's a whole organisation and not just One Sad Guy is doing it

Girl

Sorry

And... You are worried they will come after you?

I'm not

But they have ur picture

Well, kind of.

What do you mean?

When I-- ugh. When I thought.

Hhhh

When I was passed off at you. Not you-you but the concept of you. I made a CGI of u to spread around. Which, IS NOT SUPER ACCURATE BECAUSE IT ONLY DOES THIN PEOPLE but u know

[...]

Is this the file you were asking that SI girl about?

Yes

;^;

Declan-

[...]

I'll be fine. I'm sure I was on other watch lists before.

I will however ask for more security knowing this. So, thank you for informing me.

;^;

I'm sorry

[...]

You didn't know. It's... Perhaps not "okay", but no grave concern yet. I spend so little time in Paris; I can't imagine their jurisdiction extends that far. And when it comes to safe, international networking, I have more faith in the System than I do in these five torches.

;^; Promise?

Promise.

... 😔

There's. Another thing.

Oh?

I'm gonna--

Idk

My fam here hates you. I think.

Hm. That is unfortunate.

Even though they don't even know you.

I know right????

I'm just like. Tired. And lonely. Again.

I miss you.

The apartment is still too empty, even with furniture, and. Chez is with Val mostly. Henry needs to train baby hunters, even though we're still here. I haven't seen Jackie in almost 2 months. Nero won't see me. I'm just

I don't want to be alone.

...

[...]

I'm sorry baby, just met the next humies

Eugh

I'm sorry you feel alone. That is more than undeserved, and... I wish I could be there for you, naturally. Would you like to call? Or is this you saying you want to leave Wales again? You could always come along on a trip~ The kine this time even share your demographic to an extent, and if you can feigh excitement for this meet-and-greet, you could easily blend in with them

;^;

I would like that 😭 at least until Jackie comes back

But idk if leaving again will make the Reeves sus

And if it does - let that be my concern. I'm sure Mr. Shah can be amicable in discussion, and isn't freedom the whole selling point of Anarch free states?

Would you like to join us? Transportation can be arranged by tomorrow night, if you like!

I

;^;

Yes

I miss you

I miss you too, baby

I wish for a quick daysleep for you, and we shall meet again soon.

Can I get a tour shirt

Of course. 🤍

Are you feeling any better?

Yes ;^;

I will at least

That is good to hear baby 🤍

We will talk soon, okay? Until then, goodnight.

Goodnifht ;^;

#I could have done this as 50 reblog #But #Laziness #And being conscientious about spamming the dash 😶 #ooc tags #drabble #???? #Does this count?? Idk