#hes so tired of her shit already

[snawleyy]

#tfw your padawan has sharp teeth and obi wan wont help you get her off #hes so tired of her shit already #ahsoka #star wars #star wars the clone wars #sw tcw #sw tcw fanart #the clone wars #clone wars #anakin #star wars anakin #anakin skywalker #clone wars fanart #clone wars memes #ahsoka tano #disaster lineage #padawan #star wars prequels #star wars art #togruta are predators pass it on #togruta #my art #snawleyys art

[cantsaythetword]

I think I've just accepted 2024 is gonna be kinda shit lmao

#he speaks #was meant to be going on a trip mid this year #and after having my parents be VERY against the idea cause of uni (even tho the trip is during the holidays) #ive decided not to go cause i cannot imagine adding anything else onto what i have to do this year or get through #it causes me so much anxiety just thinking about it #and even tho id probablg enjoy most of it while im there #id be exhausted by the end of it #and would have to go pretty much straight back to study/work stuff #but now my gf is really upset cause i was meant to come with her and her family #and meet her grandparents #and shes not mad at me or trying to pressure me #im just really really hating making her upset about this #but i dont know if id make it through the year knowing i have a whole ass trip planned #on top of uni/work stresses #which uni is already kinda shit #work is great but tiring #same with training #i just cant #shits hard #kinda a vent post #im so bad at dealing with people who are upset #especially with me

[suffarustuffaru]

just so we’re clear about how tappei has a Type when it comes to who he wants to make the mc of rezero…..

#rezero #heinkel astrea #natsuki subaru #every time i make these venn diagrams they get both better and worse HAH #OK IF YOU DONT KNOW AGANAU IF. its an if route from the lost in memories mobile game #what essentially happens is that subaru doesnt die after the arc 3 loop where rem plays Twister and he carries her body back. subaru walks #a different path from the one going back to the mansion. so rems dead and subaru lives for another twenty years. shit gets a little wild and #subaru is now gritty and tired and more cringe fail. #as you do in these if stories. #i forgot to add that they have family expectations issues but yall already know that and im lazy to remake this HAH…. #maybe subaru has a divine protection guys. the divine protection of having a loving family. #a loving found family too. just as a bonus. just to rub it in. #hes the main character bc hes everyones manic pixie dream girl fr. who else could do it like him?? no one.

[mementoasts]

jonathan sims head archivist of the magnus institute london

#IM JUST POSTING HIM RANDOMLY BECAUSE I CANNOOOOOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME DRAW ANYONE ELSE. I HAVE APHANTASIA MAN IT'S HARD OUT HERE #i just started season 3 and heard him mention the graying hair i was like hm.. what if i tried drawring some characters. #i'm actually super happy with how he looks... i had some prior inspiration bc i followed one artist who's posted fanart b4-- #(which is how i first heard of the series) and so i already kinda had a picture of him in my head bc of that (i love their art sdfghgfdjh) #so i was jus sketchin and i was like.... yeah this looks ok. i wanted his hair to be kinda just pokin up every which way in front-- #--because i imagine him constantly running a hand through it. otherwise it'd look nice n tidy. i just sketched til it looked good enough #the eyes were easy because i wanted sharp and tired. the color was just me testin shit out and being like oooo that looks pretty #the outfit..... i just googled some like business casual stuff LOL. i thought it looked nice #bag and flashlight because he's dungeon crawling #he's also filipino for no reason other than i said so #OHHH YEAH freckles. freckles are cute. also worm scars. #i gotta say i didn't wanna put glasses on him but i thought he looked nakey without em.. but also it might be bc i was strugglin w lineart #the glasses make him look younger i think. which is bad!! he needs to look at least 35!!! #i dunno if i have it in me to draw the others;;;;;;;;;; martin i can't figure out a color scheme for-- and tim & sasha.... waauugghhh.... #it's hhhhaaardd because when i'm like reading anything i cannot *picture* characters.... i just get like..... a feeling yknow..... #again i already had some vague images for jon (and martin) bc i saw fanart before lol so that's what showed up in my head #i have a good *feeling* of what sasha should look like but i cannot for the life of me draw it.... #i keep sketching and going “noo this doesn't look like her” <- i DON'T know what she looks like #i've somehow instead ended up with a sketch that really feels like melanie tho lmao #if you're somehow at the bottom of this long ramble i will send you $500. #the void given form

[calamitydaze]

long tag ramble below u have been warned

#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again #but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags #(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now #but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao) #so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t #anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable #and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it #her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night #but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt #or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort #and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person #and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal #as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward #i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer #but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been #either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing #i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever #also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway #sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation #i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me #but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still) #plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down #so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again #but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to #anyway. i think that’s all i have to say! #i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open #love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶 #bella talks

[hooved]

i know everyone's told me to rest because i'm sick but i just can't. it doesn't feel right. i need to do everything i can rn because i'm scared that any second we'll be told to get out NOW

#there's a lot of legal shit going on so i'm really unsure when exactly we'll have to leave #my mom keeps telling me to pack an overnight bag just in case and i know she's right but there's other things i need to do first #plus i'm not leaving my computer here. i'm just not. i can't. it's my most important possession. it keeps me sane if you can call it that #i need to get everything else ready before finishing getting my ''i need these with me at all times'' stuff ready #because so much shit is in the way like i still need to take out trash and do more laundry #and get more things that have already been in boxes forever out of here. also the closet door is stuck so that's a problem #i don't even care about most of the shit in my closet like i know there's stuff from my childhood in there but i don't remember what #other than that it's junk. and decorations i bought for an eventual apartment but when the fuck is that even gonna happen #i know i'm sitting here doing nothing rn as i'm typing this but i'm like mentally stuck on what to do next without my mom's help #and she's not here rn. plus there's some dude that her shitty ex is letting stay downstairs rn ? for some reason ? #and i just don't feel comfortable leaving the room to get food or take out trash or change out the laundry. it's just weird #plus i'm sick and he has a weak immune system and like. i dunno i don't wanna be responsible for that #anyway sorry i'm rambling. i know it's understandable at a time like this but i just feel bad that this is all i'm talking about rn #i'm just so fucking depressed and stressed and tired and i've barely eaten anything for the past few days #i can't even have fun or talk to any friends like i normally do. my brain won't let me and it just doesn't feel right. i can't be happy rn #for even a second. it's just not the right time. there's nothing to be happy about. i have no hope at this point that things will work out

[thistlekiss]

.

#l o l decided to go w my parents tuesday bc theyre going to see sibling #and apparently my dad approached mum and said he didnt want me to go w them bc they live w me and want one on one time w sibling #and then forced mum to tell me #so now i get to manage my own hurts and my parents fucking great #triggered my goldenchild/scapegoat trauma so now i get to fight through that and the hurt of 'we dont want you around' and the hurt of my #parents never spending deliberate time with me like they do and always have with my sister(which is the golden child thing i guess) #and also them neglecting my disabilities with the 'you can visit sibling another day just the two of you' shit #at least i told mum she's going to annoy me if she keeps apologising #shes not apologising bc she means it shes apologising bc she feels guilty and wants me to keep reassuring her #christ i'm tired #i wish i could move out #christ i wish i could afford to move to another state #ngl really didnt need this atm already dealing with RSD from a friend living in survival mode not being able to hang out and being more #isolated than usual #and my dads queerphobia getting worse and worse #if i didnt think sibling would also off themself if i did id be so fucking done

[psy-ay-ay]

I open the naruto tag and see a really cute comic about someone colliding into naruto and him accidentally kissing sasuke, being very naruto and sasuke about it but then reaching out their hands again and kissing again. It's cute. I try to insert different characters into the design of the person colliding into naruto. it could be kiba or maybe that guy who collided into naruto the first time he accidentally kissed sasuke at the academy. i think maybe people in the comments have better ideas than me and open the notes. First one reads 'I did not cheat on my wife, someone collided into me and i accidentally kissed this man'. I remember why I am not in the great yaoi fandom of naruto.

#i think saddest part is i was so happy to see that victims of yaoi poll #and all of sakura's propaganda was about how sasuke is gay and she is a lesbian and why are people even threatened by her presence around #sasuke and shitting on her. and it's like that's just another facet of victims of yaoi!!! just saying she is a lesbian anyway is not the #'be normal about women' idea that you think it is #i'm so tired of this. this is why you only get fanart and 'funny lmao' posts on this blog now #naruto #naruto women i'm so sorry #why are you assuming that they are cheating on their wives or that they have wives if they like each other like ffs if you dont like #something in canon ending just fucking disregard it why twist it into disgusting things showcasing your misogyny #the idea that sasuke would marry sakura if he doesn't like her is SO BIZARRE to me. have you met sasuke? #do you really think he would do something out of pity or for social image or pressure or anything? you can NOT make sasuke do anything he #doesn't want to and it's not like they got married really early like right after the war? there was A LOT of time for BOTH of them to #consider their feelings for each other AND for other people #so i'm equally okay with sasuke doing his travels and arriving at the conclusion that he like sakura or naruto and wants to marry them #but what we would never do is marry someone and then cheat because he loves someone else #i personally don't even think that there's a possibility of sasuke and sakura getting married and realising much later that they dont like #each other as partners like they already have time to figure that out. i think it's canon they do spend a lot of time together travelling #and such before having sarada. oh i am not even going to talk about people saying sasuke is with sakura only because of sarada or something #the only other valid way of looking at it is that beautiful post about sakura sasuke and karin travelling together because that's just so #fucking good

[drysauce]

fuck this shit i'm NOT working this summer

#the initial plan was to work august september #but it turned out i'll be going to vienna at the beginning of september so i was planning to work for almost the whole august instead #so i messaged a buddy of mine who's been already working in a few shops #to ask which ones would be most eagar to hire me for a month #he didn't tell me and instead went 'lmao only for a month?' and it somehow pissed me off so much #i don't need money at the moment because i have a shit ton of savings so i was planning to work mostly so i wouldn't sit bored at home #but everyone around me seems to think that all people my age should definitely work for the whole summer #that at this age that's how ot should be because adults should work instead of staying at home for weeks #well fuck you all the same thing was going on when i said i wouldn't make a diving license ans that's why im already considered a #disappointment to society #i was grinding the schoolwork like crazy this year and ended up with maxed grades from the majority of the subject meaning i will most #definitely get a scholarship that is like 500-800zl a month for a year #which is FAR MORE than I'd make working in some clothes store for 2 months #i was working so hard at school i believe i deserve a break during holidays because guess what? IM TIRED #and a perspective of resigning from a trip with friends to tire myself more at work isn't amusing to me #'but your cousin didn't go on a vacation and is working this summer' #well during the schoolyear she and her girlfriend were making cosplays amd visiting places (good for them) so she's probably not as fed up #with everything and doesn't mind working because she doesn't feel that much of a need for a break #but i do and im so damn mad at everyone who tells me otherwise #fuck off i already worked my ass off for last 9 months to get that damn scholarship so these holidays im resting #next two semesters i'll tone down om schoolwork and getting 5s only and then work during summer but not this year #AGHH i hate it here

[daz4i]

when ww said "this is not my life, I'm no survivor, i only happened to survive"

#he gets it he really does. #hate when ppl call me resilient or are proud of me for surviving shit. girl i did not do anything to be here now. in fact quite the contrary #i am permanently in survival mode and I'm trying so hard to turn it off. but mostly in 1 direction and not the one most ppl hope #sigh. I'm tired man 😐 i just started new mood stabilizers and I'm anxious as fuck #(well. not new. i was on them before when i was a teen. can't remember why i stopped tho) #the whole trying new pills is depressing bc well. there's p much nothing left for me to try #i had a call with her this week. i mentioned it i think. but most of it was trying to figure out if there's meds i never tried out there #the only other one we considered to maybe replace my current antidepressant is very new to the market aka she doesn't know what it does yet #so. instead of replacing. adding stabilizers and hope they don't make things even worse (but lbr they probably will) #I'm very close to giving up yet again. idk what there even is to give up on anymore. my life is nothing with a side of void #but giving up is the only thing i know how to do. I'm too anxious to do anything else. i don't know how to do anything else #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh really wanna cut rn but i already have some wounds on my hands and arms + I'm in enough pain as is so what's the use #vent #i should sleep. idk if i can. I've been trying all day and failed. I'm so tired #i wish i didn't wake up man 😐 i wish i died. tonight #suicide // #not really but implied ig #self harm mention // #ask to tag

[silverselfshippingchaos]

So... It's officially been one year since I day I caught feelings for K.yohei!

#kinda crazy how fast time flies huh? feels like yesterday i was watching d.urarara for the first time and my heart would flutter every time #i saw him LMAO i fell so hard #and now he's my husband so- hehe! happy anniversary i guess! #i dont think i'll be doing anything for it just because i'm really busy and tired this week and my life is kinda falling apart #but!!! i will kiss him!!!! ill kiss him sooooo much!!!! #he's a romantic guy aksjqksn gives flowers and takes her to a fancy dinner and everything- it's freaking adorable! i love him so much #also good morning squad #oh also. i ordered a wayfinder necklace because (gestures towards wife) a while back and it'll be here in a week or a week and a halfish #i'm so excited! i need a w in my life so bad rn ajsjahsj i ordered a red one! just like the one aqua gives s/i! #also good morning by the way #shit i already said that #it's a little past 6am sorry- i'm tired #but also! good morning :D! #ash rambles 💚 #and happy anniversary

[cherrysnax]

Demeter is afraid of bats so their main villian is gonna be this like. mad scientist who prolly created the spiders that bit her who is prolly experimenting on themselves to become some sort of bat creature.. like man-bat and the lizard mixed together but I don’t think this guy is in anyway sympathetic. he’s obsessed with evolution, he’s bored of humanity he’s prolly obsessed with spider-man (whichever spider-man exists in this universe is probably going to die or sumn 😭)

#I remember this one persons idea for man-bat in which he was actually turning his wife into the bat in order to #‘’cure’’ her deafness against her will as a way to critique ableism and white guy entitlement in the next #next batman which is very interesting but like. also man #I tire of this character is a villain because of disability #maybe this bat guy is just. tired of humans #oooh im thinking bro does shit like slicing from Batman beyond #but both animals and humans are dying from the experiments #except for Demeter #yes im ripping a villain from show your spine but changing him completely #bro is obsessed with evolution and believes that Demeter belongs to him #he made them what they are when you know. they came to the wrong place got bit got killed and woke up again #its his spiders blood running thru their veins #oh yeah btw Demeter has to drink blood. she’s going a little crazy lol #Demeter and the mortician that she meets end up becoming shaky friends because the mortician wasn’t aware at all wHat was going on at this #company and now wants to help demeter take the #*take them down for some reason #ofc that’s just one villain but uhhhh omg plots #I already know the majority of semesters backstory too ^_^ #chevys making a prowler sona because they’re obsessed with hobie rn #so fun man #ask to tag