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bigfatbimbo · 1 month
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saw ur post ab the vees and i wasn't sure if u wanted nsfw rambles or sfw rambles so like... i'll send the sfw rambles in a separate ask 😭
anywaysss im thinking ab putting them all in their place.... maybe they're all arguing over you or being pissy to eachother in general so you punish them all- seperately ofc, u cant have them getting off in eachothers pleasure bc ik damn well they'd be into watching you fuck someone else especially another one of the vees
i am always willing to rant about the vees🙏🙏🙏
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summary — The Vees being humbled by the reader in the form of loose, unprofessional headcanons and vague thoughts.
warnings — dom reader, sub… everyone else, very messy, not proofread, read at the risk of incoherence
a/n — I HATE THEM SO MUCH!! THEY’RE THE WORST!! Let’s as a society fuck them to tears.
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So, unpopular opinion, I’ve see a few ideas of being the vees collective lay or ‘plaything’ fucktoy, and the idea is so much more fun with a dom reader.
And i’m saying that objectively too, like not just as a dom reader blog. Because these are three people who make up the worst aspects of society, and lowkey are basically just manipulation tactics personified. Propaganda the trio!
Looking at these cocky assholes, who are the embodiment of what is considered terrible people, and who all have unmatched mathematically impossibly high egos, would it just be so fun to fuck the pride out of them?
Especially, for example, let’s say you’re around a lot and you’ve become a trusted person a good fuck for the Vees. They all have terrible attention seeking tendencies, so it would be safe to assume they’d be all over you.
Vox would be trying to talk to you about whatever particular subject he thinks is most interesting (about himself) to capture your attention, while Velvette would be close to you as well, flicking her phone your direction to show you something she finds funny or hot, but mainly as a subtle power-play to get your attention off Vox and onto her.
Valentino would be much less subtle, of course, by nature. He’d be all up around you, touching you, running his hands along your shoulder blades as he walks past, and probably the type to ‘drop something’ and bend over to flash you his fishnets and panties.
Needless to say, they’re all pissing each other off immensely. Obviously, being short tempered people, this leads to an argument because Velvette was ‘talking to you first’ but Vox had ‘actually important things to say’ and according to Valentino ‘the two of you were boring them out of their minds’ and he had to ‘spice your day up.’
Unfortunately for the Vees, you don’t do your one ‘job.’ Your attention isn’t given to any one of them. Yet. You just simply sit on the couch, scrolling through your phone and flicking through channels. Maybe you even actually leave the tower and go eat out or something.
Of course, until later when you pick them off one by one. And no matter who you decide to fuck senseless first, they will be so obviously loud just to be petty because, after all, you did choose them first. Like they would be being obnoxiously vocal about how ‘full they are’ or how ‘you’re going so fast!’ or some other fake shit like that. It’s honestly a whole show. Now, I feel like fucking all of them at the same time is kind of inevitable, because they’re all deprived horny freaks on the lowkey. (Except for Val it’s very highkey.) But I think there would be little mannerisms that appear on one on one sessions that they would NEVER show during a foursome. For example, Vox’s certain… titles he uses. mommy kink mommy kink mommy kink. Because he would literally die before calling you mommy or daddy in front of Velvette or Val. It’s okay when it’s just you because it’d be easier to be vulnerable around someone he trusts to set his dominance fully aside for.
And like, yeah, the other Vees know he gets fucked just like the rest of them, but it’s simpler for him to keep his illusion of dominance and respect out side of the bedroom, if the more shamefully submissive aspects of himself stayed hidden.
Also, I think Valentinos would have an easier time actually giving into to subbing during one on one sessions. Like yes, he does sub when it’s with you all the time. That’s the point of the fic.
But he’s less of a power bottom, and his flirtatious, incredibly disgusting remarks subside much faster into whimpers and whining.
Because, although less professional than Vox, he does still have an image. And when it’s just you fucking him, his vile horny comments disappear into whines for your attention in no time. Well actually a lot of time, but the point is that they actually do. And similar to Valentinos, Velvette’s confidence when bottoming alone with you is increasingly less apparent. Yea, she’s still bossy and definitely a power bottom, but there’s more of a recognition that she isn’t in charge. Honestly, she’s such a princess I think she’d actually have a very hard time going into subspace, even when alone. Because degradation just pisses her off. Why aren’t you worshipping her like you should be? But then it’s, what the fuck, why aren’t you worshiping her like you should be?? It makes her brat out even harder, which she does show in front of the other Vees, until she’s actually just needy to be pleased and given pleasure, making her twice as whiny. That aspect she does not show in front of the vees. But let’s talk about group sex with the Vees. Probably only used as a severe punishment, or a surprisingly giving reward. I have a very particular scene for the severe punishment aspect, however. So they’ve all been bad, but let’s say, for the sake of specifics to set the scene, Val has been worse. It is still a punishment for Vox and Velvette, but punishing them all to the same extent when Val has misbehaved clearly more would be wrong, would it not? They’re all greedy, selfish assholes, so you’ve concocted the perfect form of torture for your useless brats; they don’t receive anything until they’re good. Especially Val. Velvette has a strap on, so she can’t even feel anything but minor friction when you slide your worked open ass onto the plastic dick and open your legs, exposing your empty pussy to none other than Vox. He eats you out reluctantly, while rutting into the mattress as fast as he could, all while you cockwarm (and sometimes roll your hips to press the strap against her pussy uncomfortably) Velvette. Oh, and where’s Valentino? Tied up in a chair in front of the bed, getting a perfect shot while being totally naked and hard. You have a gag in his mouth too, because otherwise he’d be complaining the whole time. Because that’s just not fair, is it? He does this all day for a living. Seriously, he watches people fuck all day. It was his turn to feel something! And you would only have punished him more if he’d done something about this at work today. (Yikes..) I mean, this sounds like complete and utter bullshit. A lose-lose situation! But, it actually is completely fair. And as you’re receiving all the pleasure, from Velvettes feelingless, fake dick, Vox’s tongue while he humps the bed pathetically, and Val’s whines in complaint, you know the punishment is working. You’ve bothered them behind belief, you’ve hit a spot you knew would leave a message. Because none of the attention is on our poor little trio at all. These naturally selfish, greedy people, have to finally give. And god, they’re becoming more desperate for your attention and praise by the second.
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a/n — We all know I love sub Vox. But this opened by eyes to how much I love sub Velvette and Valentino. REQUEST THEM ALL MORE.
Also, Rose, I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU FOR A FIRE ASF PROMPT.
if this flops im throwing myself out of a window btw
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sluttywoozi · 1 year
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On My Worst Behavior
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Warnings: not proofread, facefucking, spit kink, rough vernon
Rating: M (18+) | WC: ~0.6k
“Fuck,” Vernon breathes, his head dropping back to rest on the couch as you swallow him down again. 
His hips buck up, sending his cock further down your throat and making you choke, your gag reflex valiantly repressed just for him. You’ve always let him take what he wants, always loved giving it to him, whether it’s letting him fuck your mouth like he is now or bending you over whatever surface is available like he will later. He used to hold back, nervous about being so careless with you, but by now he knows very well just how wet you get when he’s rough. 
He grips your jaw with calloused fingers, his thumb tracing over your thundering pulse before pressing into the column of your neck just so he can feel your throat working around him. You sputter a bit when he shoves his cock deeper into your mouth but he knows you’re drenching your panties, knows that if he slid his hand between your legs it would come away sopping wet, knows he could probably sink into you right now if he wanted to, your cunt always ready to stretch for him no matter how fucking tight you feel once he’s inside. 
He’s happy with your mouth for now, but he likes it messy so he pushes you off with the hand on your throat and hooks two fingers over your bottom lip, pressing them down on your tongue and pulling your lips apart so he can lean down and spit into your mouth. 
“Spit it on my cock, baby,” Vernon demands, his voice gravelly with pleasure and his balls tightening up at the sight you make. 
Your lips are swollen, wet and shiny and so fucking pretty, your mascara trailing down your face from the tears that have been leaking from your eyes, which stare unwaveringly into Vernon’s as you purse your lips and let the spit dribble onto his dick. 
You move your hand up to spread the slickness but that’s not what he wants and you know it, so when he quirks a brow and lets his mouth harden into a thin line, you take his cock between your lips and slowly slide it back onto your tongue, your lips pushing the wetness down his length until it’s buried in your throat and the spit bubbles at the corners of your mouth. 
“That’s it, fuck,” he groans, the sound coming from deep in his chest as you start to bob your head, your fingernails digging into his jean-covered thighs and your knees tightly clenched together. 
You probably want something inside but he’s not ready to give it to you yet, wants to let that aching emptiness build until you’re desperate for it, until you cry for it, until you beg him for it. 
And you will beg him, he knows from experience, but you can’t with his cock stuffed in your mouth and his hand cupping the back of your neck, holding you down and controlling your pace. 
He lets the smirk spread his lips, his black eye stinging at the rise of his cheek, and lets you up for air, grinning when your wet gasps meet his ears. 
You suck in deep breaths and smooth your hands up and down his thighs, your brows screwing up as you struggle to find your voice. 
“Vernon, please, please fuck me.”
“You can do better than that, can’t you, sweetheart?” 
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hyunsvngs · 8 months
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question: on a spectrum… who in skz would be rlly turned on by someone who creams vs someone who squirts? imo, felix falls in the middle nd is just glad his partner came 🙏
ooh okay i LIKE this. while i don’t think they would mind so long as their partner enjoyed, HERE IS WHAT I THINK IS THEIR PREFERENCE..
creams:
minho - listen. i know we designated minho in squirtracha, but i strongly believe he would prefer if his partner creamed on his cock. like. imagine him saying “good little kitty, creaming so nice for me.” that’s SO minho. he’d love the way it made the slide into you just a bit slicker, and he’d definitely love watching you whine and squirm before you cream around him.
hyunjin - honestly this is so hyune. a partner who creams all in his mouth so he can lick it up like a fucking ice cream? that’s hyunjin. he’d want to pin you down til you’re creaming in his mouth all fucking night. especially if you leak a bit when you cum… he’s going feral for that, getting it all over his plump lips and kissing you so you can taste it.
seungmin - honestly i struggled on where to put seungmin, but i think he’d prefer creaming overall. he’s not the biggest fan of mess so i think a controlled orgasm would be more his style, though he’d probably highkey get off on you squirting. he’d love if you creamed around his cock so much to the point where his cock has a white ring around the base, showing your pleasure - he’d definitely get you to suck it clean afterwards. “you made the mess, pup, just from feeling so good. you can clean it up, right?” UGH
squirts:
JISUNG - do i even need to explain. BIGGEST SQUIRT KINK. LOVES MESS. wants to pin you down and make you squirt over and over. god it’d make him whine so loud if you squirted and then he slid his cock into your slick hole, feeling your walls still fluttering and the juices all around him… he’d definitely be babbling. “s-shit, baby, my baby, ‘s so wet-“ i need him
chan - sensual, passionate, hard sex is chan all over. if you squirt for him? he’s cumming ON THE SPOT. chan has a massive kink for it all being super wet and messy too, and i think if you squirted on his cock he’d literally have to pull out to calm down because he’d cum too soon. he’d LOVE to drink up your squirt and spit it back in your mouth while he fucks you, calling you such a good girl for daddy.
jeongin - oh jeongin has a big squirt kink ik it. hes got those LONG fingers practically designed to curve against your gspot nice and hard, making you quiver and shake around him. i talked about this briefly before but i think jeongin would think squirting was a straight up lie until you did it on his fingers and then he’d short circuit. he’d want to make you do it ALL THE TIME. like, he made you do that??? he made you make a mess like that?? he’s dead of horny disease
literally loves either:
felix - oh felix loves EVERYTHING. squirt, cream, even a dry orgasm. just the sign that you’re having fun with him? he’s gonna cum. he’s so into you that whatever form your orgasm takes, he’s tasting it fr. he loves everything you do and that carries over into the bedroom.
binnie - binnie’s whipped. i think if you squirted OR creamed he’d probably have a heart attack anyway that you came. he’d be so happy. i do think maybe he’d lean towards the creaming side, just because imagine his pubes soaked with your cream 😵‍💫 he’d LOVE it. but i think he’d love everything you do <3
♡ juno
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yujinslovr · 7 months
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DAY 8 : gp!sakura x fem!reader
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(kkuras a virgin but its not explicitly said)
KINKTOBER MASTERLIST
CW: voyeurism, creampie, degrading, aphrosidiac usage, kkuras highkey a stalker
word count: 1,296
a/n: this is ass
you and sakura had been roommates ever since you two started college, yet despite this you two barely ever spoke beyond the daily hi’s and hello’s. she was usually always locked in her room doing whatever it was she did (you assumed it was gaming) while you also kept to yourself. you would admit you were a bit promiscuous, but you had never heard any complaints from your roommate so you could only assume that you had done a good job at keeping quiet. 
sakura knew what you did, she wasn't deaf, your loud screams being heard even through her headphones. what you didn't know was that sakura enjoyed it whenever you brought people over. it started off as pure fascination, she could only wonder what exactly the guy you had brought over was doing so good to evoke such noises. she slightly pushed your room door open and watched through the small crack of where your door was open. seeing what was happening she couldn't help her erection, her body responding before her. she coulda sworn she had seen this same exact scene in one of the filthy hentais she had watched. following what she had watched she unzipped her jeans and fished her cock out through the hole in it. she spat on her hand and started off with a fast pace, beating one out to the sight of you getting fucked. it was like real life porn in sakura’s eyes, she didn't see anything wrong with what she was doing. 
and that was how it started. everytime you’d bring someone over sakura would unbeknownst to you be watching and jerk off to the sight of you, wishing that she was the one fucking you. 
soon enough, her actions escalated, even going as far as installing spy cameras all around your room so that she’d have a better view while watching you. all the while you stayed none the wiser. 
today was one of the unfortunate days in which you didn't bring anyone home, you had too much homework and couldn't afford to go out, seduce someone, and then bring them back to your room. you had spent this whole day buried in assignments, and surprisingly your sweet roommate sakura even made you food! you guessed it was because you hadn't left your room this whole day, and very obviously hadn't eaten. you were surprised when she entered your room, a plate of food in hand as she said she had cooked and asked if you wanted some. 
you barely talked to sakura and for her to be offering you food was something way out of the ordinary. despite this being out of the ordinary, you happily accepted the food with a smile and a bit excitedly. maybe you two could finally get closer! 
while you were copying down notes onto a piece of paper you suddenly felt heat spreading throughout your body but mainly downwards. your eyebrows furrowed at the unexpected and sudden horniess you were feeling. you tried to ignore the growing stickiness between your thighs but it proved almost impossible. today was supposed to be a study day but now you couldn't get your mind off of sex. you decided to take a quick break and calm yourself down so that you could focus better on your homework. deciding to close your laptop and go to lay down on your bed, slowly lowering your sweatpants and underwear.  
sakura was sat in her room, her attention focused on the live footage of you playing on her monitor screen. she had been watching you for a while now, just observing your actions and wondering when the aphrodisiac she had soaked your food in would kick in. as was seen now in the footage, she figured it had finally kicked in. sakura had this whole thing planned out for so long, not finding the courage nor a chance to do this before. but today when she checked her cameras and saw that you had your hair up in a messy bun and had your cute reading glasses rested on your nose she knew that today would be her only chance. you rarely had these ‘study days’ and she was for sure not gonna chicken out this time. she had made up her mind. 
her plan was that she was going to ‘accidently’ walk in on you masturbating and then boom you two would have sex. if it was anyone else she knew she wouldn't have a chance but you let practically anyone in you so she knew this wouldn't be hard. 
when your moans got loud enough for sakura to hear them over her headphones she decided it was either now or never. she turned off her pc and walked over to your room, gently knocking on the door and cracking it open and sticking her head through. “hey y/n, i heard a lot of noises and i was just wondering if you were-” sakura cut herself off as she feigned shock. 
the sight of you being naked with three fingers shoved into your dripping cunt was what sakura had ‘surprisingly’ walked into. her mouth gaped open as she trailed her eyes along your sweaty figure, you on the other hand were too lost in your pleasure, you couldn't stop. you made eye contact with her as you fucked yourself, the embarassment of this situation not dawning on your horny brain. sakura could feel the throbbing erection that was now growing in her pants. the way you moaned while staring her dead in the eyes was doing nothing but turning her on. she lowered her pants to her ankles and took the silent invitation your eyes held. she gave her cock a few messy strokes before positioning herself at your entrance, she reached down and picked up your hand that was previously inside of you and brought it up to her mouth to taste you. as soon as she wrapped her mouth around your fingers she quickly bottomed out into you. 
your loud scream of her name did nothing but encourage her to go faster and rougher. she dropped your hand and put both of her hands next to your head as she started her impossibly fast pace. you were extremely wet and for some reason so horny to the point where her massive cock stretching your insides caused nothing but pleasure. 
“fuckin’ whore, how many cocks have you even taken in this slutty pussy of yours?” 
her raspy voice in your ear caused more moans to leave your throat, the degradation turning you on more.
“‘m surprised you're not gaping with how many people you’ve let into your used fuckin’ pussy.” 
sakura had her head leaned on the bed next to yours as she panted out the words directly into your ear. 
“‘m gna fuck you so good you wont want anyone in this whore pussy ‘sept me” 
you couldn’t even respond to her, the only thing coming out of your mouth being chants of her name. “can't wait to fill you up ‘n see my cum leakin’ out of you.” her filthy words being the last push you needed to fall over the edge, a high pitch scream of her name leaving your throat. she kept up the same pace all throughout your orgasm and only when the last bits of your orgasm faded was when she finally came, the tip of her cock touching the deepest parts of you as she released her hot sticky semen into you. sakura pulled out and collapsed next to you, you could feel her cum dripping down and out of you. you looked beside you to see sakura passed out and let out a small chuckle. 
that's one way of getting closer to her.
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starofhisheart · 6 months
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MAJOR SPOILERS FOR OFMD S2 EP6-7 under the cut
Ok, that was A LOT. I have so many feelings but no coherence so i'm gonna do this bullet point form but def not in order, just in order of me remembering wtf happened lol
-IZZY AND WEE JOHN IN DRAG!!!!! Wee John looked STUNNING with that Divine-esque appearance and Izzy had that transmasc drag king kind of thing going on (iykyk) that made me love him even more
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-Izzy singing LA VI EN ROSE took me tf out!!! i'm glad he got to finish it after the *ahem* distractions bc Con's voice is so beautiful I could listen to it forever. We better get it in the album!!! Also someone posted the lyrics translated and i cannot get over the lyrics:
"It's him for me,/And me for him, for life/He told me, he swore to me, for life"
-But not only was he singing the second half had fucking gentlebeard doing the dirty in the next room asdfghjkl which.....was hot, ngl. The passion was electrifying. I'm sorta glad we didnt rlly see it with everything that happened after bc it all kinda left a bad taste in my mouth.
Also Stede Bonnet canonically gets turned on by violence confirmed
Or trauma. Whatever.
-What else happened in ep 6 cause all i can think of is drag and singing and sex-
-oh yeah there was that shortlived sexually-charged torturer who i distinctly recall him being in another scene in the promo so unless that got the cut perhaps he's not dead...?
-Lupete missing all the action cause they were doing the nasty all night lmao so real
-Jim best wingman (gender neutral)
-Stede...Stedey boy, can I call u that? Now i'm gonna say this nicely, but WHAT THE FUCK DUDE? Stede in his white guy w undue confidence era fr. Zheng Yi Sao was so right for what she did truly
-But in all seriousness i feel like this whole thing in ep 7 was such a parallel to s1 but also a very necessary bit of conflict in their journey together that was bound to happen. THey want different things and neither is wrong or right for that. Stede did react poorly tho but like he just had sex w the love of his life, his first man, and Ed the very next day is like "aight i'm out". I'd be pissed too. After killing someone which we know is a big trigger for him historically.
But Ed also had a valid reaction. He's wanted to retire for a while and stede knows this but it hasn't seemed to have sunk in quite yet. He fears that Stede only sees Blackbeard and...its fair of him to have that impression tbh. These are two messy, traumatized dudes who have never had a real relationship and there's gonna be bumps. I hope we get s3 so we can better explore that like Djenks wants.
-Ok back to the fun stuff:
-Izzy barging in on GB and the docking joke. love his cringefail ass.
-IZZY IS HAPPY FOR ED EVEN IF ITS NOT WITH HIM
#growth
-the edizzy apology which was so typical of them. i expected it but bc i'd been building it up in my head all week w twitter pals it felt a bit anticlimactic but thats not the shows fault. it was very much in character and if they're satisfied so am i. i always have fic for more
-stizzy commiserating over losing ed pls thats all i've ever wanted!!!!!
izzy: "when i told him i loved him he-"
stede, like he's heard this story before: "shot u yes"
and the look they gave each other after!!!!! stizzy nation how we feelin?!
-izzy being like "stede no" when he was on his macho bullshit w zheng yi sao (also motivated by trauma bc he just lost ed, he cant lose MORE family!!!). i just like how protective iz seems of stede now.
-izzy''s "you're good for him" CRYING THROWING UP ETCETERA
-ed catching 1 fish and deciding thats his life now. adhd realness fr
-the swede whew is it hot in here or is that just jackie's effect on her husbands?
-jackie and ed actin like old friends. swede highkey shading ed adfghjkl
-anyway im sure there's more but i need to rewatch. there r things i wont go into bc its possible spoilers for the finale (tho its mostly just speculation some is based on bts not everyone may have seen). i am looking forward to and terrified for the show to end next week thats all i'll say
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kazxmp · 5 months
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New house, better vibes
Because of course he's going to be a nuisance while @mpinsoo unpacks!
The poor guy had been going through it recently. It felt like one thing after another had been hittin' his friend sideways and it was annoying as fuck to him that he couldn't do much about it all. What he can do though, is come help his homie decorate and unpack his room to show support or whatever. Also to highkey look through all his shit. The goth is a pack rat as he himself would call it. 'Stuff that isn't mine is stuff I haven't seen before therefore interesting'. Of course it's rude to just openly look through people's drawers and closets so whenever one of his friend's moves and it's literally part of his job at that point to look through it all? Oh he's more than in. So it's a win win. Support the homie, and fulfill his hoarding brain. When he shows up to the new-nice as fuck, damn, he might add-house, he's in more comfy clothes since they will be moving furnuture and such, but that also means he's not wearing his usual accessories. In change from ripped jeans with his layered belts is a pair of light pink over the knee sweatshorts, cream colored leg warmers bunched up under them and over his platforms. Instead of his usual dark sweater, he sports one of Heather's soft beige crewnecks. Of course it's way too damn long so he tucks that shit into the front of his shorts. Even his makeup was natural compared to what he normally does, just a lower line red smudge and a lot of blush; black hair half pulled up into two messy space buns. Maybe the look was to partially create the illusion that Kaz is not about to make this experience way more difficult than it needs to be, but also he's just trying to get comfy in his friend's new house. After all, he will be pulling up to this door a million and one times in the future. Knock knock. "Insoooooooooooooo. Open this nice ass bitch up-" ...On second thought he just tries the door.
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levmada · 2 years
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“  i’m alone.  and it’s my own fault.  but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.  ”
and/or
“  it’s better if i’m alone.  i can’t hurt anyone if there’s no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  ”
hi gee 🥺🥺🥺🥺 how about reader who was promoted to captain not too long ago and lost their whole squad on a small capture/base construction operation. and they have been dealt a really bad deck of cards, like the families really harassed them on their Walk Of Shame back to HQ (S1 episode 22 vibes iykwim (bonus points if levi sees the families berate reader, i'll leave his potential reaction up to you)) and locks themselves away bc "fuck the world" or whatever. levi decides enough is enough after a few days and attempts to pull them out of their room, but it's so messy and cups are piled high and reader is highkey still crying/really depressed (naturally) and levi sees how bad they are feeling. maybe he tells them about farlan and isabel? maybe he just gives them advice? or maybe he just sits there and holds them as they cry
SORRY IF THIS IS TOO ANGSTY BUT YOU HAVE WRITTEN DEATH AND ANGST BEFORE???
I LOVE ANGST NO WORRIES!! i had a load of fun writing this when i was goin thru it pls. i rly rly hope you like it cece
content/warnings: descriptions of depression, hurt/comfort!!, soft Levi, references to death, canonverse, Section Commander!Reader
wc: ~1.4k
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So much for being a Section Commander.
All those expectations, all the rallying to succeed, all the promises.
You burrow deeper into your duvet and sniff. All that blood, on what was supposed to be an easy operation.
You could swear, even in silence, you still hear the shriek of a widow, the tortured shouts of a father who just lost his daughter. You smell copper; it rolls over your tongue.
Not to mention taking advantage of Levi's kindness for a 'few days' of rest. You should be better. You should be stronger.
Your mind floats back and revolves around that day—yesterday? Two days ago, a week? You can't remember anymore.
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The day he last saw you out of your quarters are all Levi can think about anymore.
He sits hunched over some papers crying out for signatures at his desk and closes his eyes, feels the world turn behind them.
The walk of shame back behind the Wall is always the cherry on top of the shit cake of any unsuccessful expedition; the ones where the weight of the bodies outweigh the boons those bodies devoted their hearts for.
A simple goal. And you lost everyone on your squad.
It's not enough for someone to look at you and not just hope it doesn't happen to them, but to understand the risk they take every time they go outside and shame you regardless. The civilians are the ones who hold the disgust, the contempt, the Why? How could this happen?
The eternal question that can't be answered.
Many knew of your squad because the news of your promotion made it all the way to Sina at one point or another. A promising up-and-comer not unlike Commander Erwin himself.
Only for this to happen: Four elite soldiers, devoured by Titans within the span of minutes. The lack of trees to maneuver with and the snowy weather combined with the fatigue of a thirty-hour day—they weren't kind to you, or the four under your lead.
A mother's crestfallen face, Levi recalls, dissolved into rage.
"How could you let it happen? Why? Why did you do this to my boy?" she howled through sobs. Louis' patch was pinned to her chest.
Of course Levi saw, how could he not when you fought on par with his own squad?—When you were now together?
Levi resonates with grief, feelings like black fire tearing through a chest, but not like that, not you. A new vengeful flame burned his veins to see you being accused of such a thing.
He had tugged his horse along and, sparing the woman, simply walked at your side so you wouldn't have to be the lone woman walking without her squad. It is a special type of loneliness, being surrounded by ghosts.
"Take a couple days off," he told you, a reassuring hand on your shoulder. "I'll talk to Erwin."
You barely nodded, barely seemed to even register that Levi was there in the first place.
He shades his face in his hand now, wondering why the hell he said something like that now that a "couple days" has turned into a week straight without you. Surely... any other partner wouldn't let this go on. He misses feeling your arms around him.
Since he has gotten to wondering whether you have been eating, for days he has been taking your meals to you from the mess hall.
Because he resonates with grief.
But, enough.
And so he rises to his feet, in pursuit of you.
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Knocking didn't do anything for him. Seeing how your bedroom, where he assumed you were, was a ways from your office, he didn't hear any signs that you were inside and simply hiding from him.
He figured you were hiding silently.
First of all, upon slipping the key back into his suit jacket, he finds that your office is a mess of books and papers, especially your desk.
Tray of stew in hand, he bypasses it. He has bigger priorities.
He knocks on the bedroom door and says your name, firmer than he met, then softer. "Dinner."
Some shuffling, but no reply.
Levi gets to thinking invading your space was one massive mistake, an overstep in boundaries, but he's in too deep now. Grief will either fell you, or you will fell it—those are the only options, and he's tired of your hesitating. Hesitation means death.
Surprisingly, your door is unlocked, no light. You're a lump underneath your duvet, a pillow cuddled to your front, evidently on your side. He knows you're not asleep.
First, Levi makes a place on your dresser for the tray while he cleans off your bedside, then strikes a match for your lantern. It wouldn't hurt at all to clean up around here.
Because he doesn't know what to say—what he could say. Some trauma goes beyond what words can do, so he pats your head with a little reverence before turning his attention back to the dresser. He hears you sniff.
"I brought dinner for you," he says again, opening and shutting drawers. "If you need anything..."
You don't stir until the first drawer shuts. With a sniff, you peek out from your pillow, and whimper. "Levi?"
"Yes." He turns back around, tray in hand, and sets it down at your bedside. Unsure of what to do, he simply stands. "Tell me what you need; you look like shit."
Your eyes close at this. "Thanks. Sorry... I didn't mean to have you clean, you... you don't have to do that."
"I can think of a few things I'm good at. For you," he replies.
An apology for nothing, and your hair is a mess. Your eyes look caked with eyeshadow and liner almost, the way they're rimmed red and hooded. Tired.
Giving you room to object, he sits himself beside your head, and the first sob escapes; a dry, hurt thing.
"I know. It hurts, I know," he tries to soothe, and turns. When a hand falls in your hair, you cry a little harder.
He frowns. "I'm here for you."
You accept the touch, but when your glittering eyes open, they're listless. "No. N-No. I'm alone.  And it’s my own fault.  But it doesn’t make it hurt any less.”
He shakes his head, stunned, and scratches your scalp a little firmer. "You..."
Levi's eyes shut, combing his mind for what to say. He never allowed himself to get this bad after his friends passed, but for that, he arguably turned out worse than better. Those feelings, an old agony, washes back over him to see you this way. He never processed any of that. Those shitty demons.
"You never know how things will turn out," he settles. "They got unlucky; sometimes there's nothing we can do."
His comfort is in tune with your soft crying, so leans to rub your back in slow circles.
Easy enough, since you're facing him on your side. This is the most he's gotten from you in a whole week, so he'll call it progress. Some days, tears are the most you can do, and that counts.
"I know. I know that," you whimper. You wipe your shiny face and move your head over to his knee. "But..."
He encourages you to lay your head in his lap. "But it hits you in the same way every time. I—I know. You and I aren't different in that."
"We're not?" you whisper. In a drastic shift, your head turns and peers up at him through your sticky lashes.
His thumb traces your cheek. "No. You know how I got into the Corps, but... I had friends with me at the time. It was..." He swallows. "My first expedition. It was, difficult afterwards. Keeping th-them alive was my purpose for so long, but they got unlucky. It was the Titans.
"It'd be a disservice to me to say you're ever alone in the way you feel—at least when it comes to me. I can... do something. Whatever it is, I can do it for you."
Tears well up in your eyes, and Levi sweeps them away with his thumb.
"Thank you," you whisper, bullying one of your arms low around his waist.
His falls on your back again, holding you as you cry. "Yeah. Just know, I'm here. I've got you."
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For the character ask meme: 2, 7, and 20 for Takeru and 1, 16, and 23 for Shark!
TAKERU
2. When I think I truly started to like them (or dislike them, if you've sent me a character I don't like)
God, it was love at first sight for that fire boy, I remembered binging episodes 1-10 of Vrains because I decided I wanted to learn the old fashioned way how to Link summon and wanting to look up something, I forgot how exactly I came across his out of vrains face googling but I knew I had to get to him, I just had to know who he was
And then it was like a soul bond after that omfg, kin at first sight, Salamangreat, baby’s first meta deck
7. A quote of them that you remember
MANY, SUB AND DUB BOTH fjdhdhshs, I’m obsessed with him lowkey highkey
“Because I’m not that smart either. If I was, I’d see the world in a different light.”
“Everything that happened so far is a part of me! That’s what I lived through!”
“You have to think of it like a duel, you need the right strategy to start a convo.”
“I can’t believe he rolls up the sleeves on his sports coat, that’s just the worst.”
20. A weird headcanon (minor cw for drug use)
Oh my god I love imagining Takeru, specifically pre-canon Takeru, as being MESSY, and really looking at him in this lense where he’s spending a lot of time turning his life around
Maybe it’s a small projection based on parts of my life, but I like to imagine Takeru following pure and complete sobriety
He’s had way more than enough close encounters in his life to try too many new things, I imagine, being a delinquent with no real awareness for his personal safety, he dabbled in other unsavory activities like using but swore off of everything after meeting Flame and only just hardened his cause
RYOUGA
1. My first impression of them
Deadass did the “There’s no way this kid is actually named SHARK” when getting the lowdown before watching and then knew I had to meet him
Like in my last ask box for Ryouga, I knew I’d love him during and after watching, but to what degree I was unsure, like I really thought for certain Ryouga was going to be my favorite Zexal uncontested because I’m so attached to all of the BFFs from most of the other spin off
And I did immediately love him on introduction, love that he’s just a huge asshole, love when he becomes slightly less of one, even if it means his decisiveness is just thrown out the window the more he changes
16. A childhood headcanon
So thinking like post car accident, Ryouga being smart with what he could get from whatever child care system in Heartland is in place for orphaned kids waiting for their allowance to come back(given that the manor is in such poor shape, I’m imagining anyway!) to best support Rio!
Like continuing to do anything he can at home, even if it’s unsavory, to keep them afloat while still having to attend school, and then inevitably keeping her stuff cleaned, organized, and well tended to when she’s in the hospital, just really falling into being the best brother he can
23. Future headcanon
DAD SHARK
Sort of related to above omfg, like Nasch is so precious with Iris and Ryouga’s a great brother, I like to imagine Ryouga being a really good Dad 🥹🥹🥹
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golbrocklovely · 1 year
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notice how that poetry that she made seem like she was having it turned into a published book, took a massive pause once kat became her bestie again? since all that eurotrip headache shes dropped everything twice to drive to vegas and be with them or kat i should say. and twice fans have proof that she had made plans to go to festivals or even with other friends and then deleted the tweets where she talked about it because well she went to vegas instead. nye for example, there was a rave she was going to and where did she turn up instead? around colby even when he avoided her. she took snaps of him and posted them. he could make out with another girl in front of her and she would still not get it, without him she doesnt have valuable content. look at her views on tiktok, all down.
something else no one has talked about completely is how she gave their locations to fans when they were in europe and were keeping it secret. thats how they were always found. a fan from wales said when she “heard” they were going to be in wales she rushed over? wales isnt itty bitty so how and where specifically did she know where to find them? who told her? and if you look closely, you will see who from the 4 actually follows this fan. same thing with two fans in brussels, just saying.
yeah she hasn't posted any poetry in quite sometime. and when she got into the good graces of kat again, she kinda stopped posting as much as she did.
personally, if she wanted to use that account to get some things off her chest, that's fine. whatever. the only reason i didn't love that account is bc so many ppl just immediately assumed any poem she wrote about "two ppl loving each other but not allowing one another close" or whatever was about her and colby.
i also heard that she had talked about going to a rave nye and instead appeared with colby and crew. can't imagine why lol
i agree that a lot of the stuff she has done is definitely still directed towards colby, whether for views/attention or bc she's still into him, but i also think that a lot of assume things she does is about him.
like i know a while back she wore his merch in a tiktok and i got bunch of asks about it and i'm just confused as to why that's news worthy or needed to be talked about.
i think a lot of this boils back down to, again, us needing to ignore her. stop giving her attention since that is clearly what she wants. if snc and kat want to still be friends with her, then that's their choice. but we don't have to engage with her if we don't want to. and clearly a lot of the anons here don't lol
also when it comes to her apparently giving locations away… i haven't seen physical proof of that being the case, but if it is, that's fucked beyond belief. i heard about it back then too, and i know a lot of fans got their location bc her mom was posting stuff. the whole thing is messy and highkey gives me agita.
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"That, coupled with the challenging economics for a drama series in its fourth season and rumors of on-set tensions had made a renewal for the drama a long shot heading into the upfronts."
okay, now i'm starting to wonder if there were RL reasons, not just narrative reasons why they positioned jensen's character so deliberately between the two leads? whatever the case, this sucks 😞 but on the bright side, the last shot of the entire series is jenny and beau being soft and holding hands and him choosing to stay, so there's that ❤️ at least the possibility of jenny saying something like "oh, he went back to houston" if there was a fourth season is no more.
Hm, I'm not sure I saw it as Beau being placed between them, but more as them both having their own stories a bit, and Beau had the proper storyline AND the chemistry with Jenny, so that's where he ended up being. And to be honest, they've had some separation in earlier seasons, this season just committed to it by giving them separate "teams". But, if it was because of some drama, that would mean the writers would already have had the inkling that this might be the last season..... which highkey means there was even less reason for the showrunner to shove in Beau's evil ex and crazy offspring, there was no need for an "exit strategy" (not that this made sense even before, but that's a different essay). But, they really got away with wasting so much of what ended by being the last season, because people kept excusing this storyline, for this reason (but lowkey also because "spn fam" hates Jensen and his characters and will defend anyone who demeans him).
At the end of the day, who knows. Maybe there was drama and that contributed to the show ending, maybe it's just an unfounded rumour. For all we know, even if it's drama, it wasn't necessarily between actor vs actor. It could be within the writers room even, tbh, because there was definitely some discord there, clear differences between how different writers saw and wrote the story. That could certainly get ugly, there's a reason Dabb populated his writers room with people who hate Dean as much as he does, as soon as he was put in charge.
I agree with that completely about the ending though, it was a nice ending (and it certainly could've been a lot worse). I still maintain they should've kissed though 😂😫 But yes, the only good things about this cancellation is that A, they can't mess up Beau, send him back to an abusive marriage, write some ooc thing like episode 11. And, B, they can't disrespect Jenny/Katheryn (or Beau) anymore. I really cannot imagine treating your lead the way they treated Jenny, putting her story with her mom on the back burner, treating her like the third wheel in her own romantic storyline, all just to waste time on guest characters Carla and Emily. At least if time had been spent on the mystery, exploring Sunny and Buck, Walt, their pasts, motivations and impulses, it would've made sense. But this? Nope. Or, the way a guest character like Carla could come in and be condescending and catty to her for no reason, literally just for existing (and being better than Carla could ever hope to be, in every single way possible) and have the narrative still treat her like royalty. That's just messy af (the only other time I've seen a lead treated like this is Supernatural, where of course, treating Dean like garbage was an initiation rite for every writer and character in the later seasons 🤦🏻‍♀️). Nor did it make a whole lot of sense to bring in Beau as a main character for the season, situate him in the main story opposite their lead, and then instead of exploring him, his trauma, his past and his healing, his relationship with Jenny, they just..... reduced him to "dad!Beau". So, as much as I'll miss Beau and Jenny, that is at least one silver lining, that we won't have to worry about them as characters being insulted and as actors, not getting the writing that's worthy and does justice to their skills. But that doesn't change how angry I am that they had just the one season with Beau, and Beau/Jenny together, and they wasted it. Even with little proper focus, their story/dynamic ended up being so beautiful. Imagine what it could've been if it would've been explored properly, if the focus had been on the right things!
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kuiinncedes · 3 years
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Yeahhhhh anyone remember this icon 🤪
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vanityloves · 3 years
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last thing i rmbr ab my khr self insert was that the varia mistook one of their guardians for them bc they were professionally dressed/done up nicely, well spoken but brief, carried themselves confidently whatever. thats like a brief moment of satisfaction but then im actually just standing there with a bag lookin like straight garbage.
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timeshenanigansahoy · 6 years
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for this years secret santa (or...last years, technically? now that its 2018... anyway, for the current secret santa) event that @fantrollcharity is doing, I got @yourlusus! Eskara is adorable ❤
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