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uwmspeccoll · 7 months

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Indigenous People's Day

DR. HENRIETTA MANN Cheyenne

On this Indigenous People’s Day, we are featuring Matika Wilbur’s recent publication Project 562: Changing the Way We See Native America, published by Ten Speed Press in 2023. Wilbur (b. 1984) is a visual storyteller and member of the Swinomish and Tulalip peoples of coastal Washington. She holds a degree from the Brooks Institute of Photography alongside a teaching certificate that has shaped her style of educating through narrative portraits.

Project 562: Changing the Way We See Native America, a book born from a documentary project of the same name, resolves to share contemporary Native issues and culture. In 2012 Wilbur set out from Seattle to visit and photograph all 562 plus Native American sovereign territories in the United States.

Wilbur’s engagement with the communities she visited resulted in the creation of hundreds of dynamic portraits and documentation of conversations about “tribal sovereignty, self-determination, wellness, recovery from historical trauma, decolonization of the mind, and revitalization of culture.” She refers to her portraiture approach as “an indigenous photography method” that includes several hours and sometimes days of interaction with the participants, an exchange of energy and gifts, and asking sitters to choose their portrait location. The outcome is a stunning collection of Native narratives and portraits.

GREG BISKAKONE JOHNSON Lac Du Flambeau Band of Lake Superior Chippewa Indians

HOLLY MITITQUQ NORDLUM Iñupiaq

J. MIKO THOMAS Chickasaw Nation

MOIRA REDCORN Osage, Caddo

HELENA and PRESTON ARROW-WEED Taos Pueblo/Kwaatsaan, Kamia

STEPHEN YELLOWTAIL Apsáalooke (Crow Nation)

LEI'OHU and LA'AKEA CHUN Kānaka Maoli

ORLANDO BEGAY Diné

KALE NISSEN Colville Tribes

GRACE ROMERO PACHECO Santa Ynez Band of Chumash Indians

ISABELLA and ALYSSA KLAIN Diné

NANCY WILBUR Swinomish

DR. JEREMIAH "JERRY" WOLFE Eastern Band of Cherokee Indians

RUTH DEMMERT Tlingit

MARVA SII~XUUTESNA JONES Tolowa Dee-Ni' Nation, Yurok, Karuk, Wintu

Matika Wilbur will be speaking on UW-Milwaukee's campus Thursday, November 16 from 6-7p.m. in conjunction with her exhibition Seeds of Culture: The Portraits and Voices of Native American Women on view at the Union Art Gallery November 16 through December 15, 2023.

-Jenna, Special Collections Graduate Intern

We acknowledge that in Milwaukee we live and work on traditional Potawatomi, Ho-Chunk, and Menominee homelands along the southwest shores of Michigami, part of North America’s largest system of freshwater lakes, where the Milwaukee, Menominee, and Kinnickinnic rivers meet and the people of Wisconsin’s sovereign Anishinaabe, Ho-Chunk, Menominee, Oneida, and Mohican nations remain present.

#indigenous people's day #matika wilbur #project 562 #Ten Speed Press #Native Americans #holidays #UWM Native American Literature Collecton

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quack-quack-snacks · 2 months

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Cha Hyun-su

My Navigation and Masterlist

My Sweet Home Masterlist

Cat Mug (A Reason To Live) Cha Hyun-su × GN!Reader One Shot Word Count: 2,728 Genre: Angst / Suicide / Self-harm / Hurt with Comfort Warnings: Slight season 1 spoilers, self-harm (both the reader and Hyun-su), suicide ideation, smoking (weed), illegal smuggling of contraband (weed), and comfort. Complete

Drowning Without You By My Side Cha Hyun-su x Fem!Reader (No use of any pronouns but use of the words "Miss" and "Princess") 2 Part Story - Part of an AU I might write more of Word Count: 6,163 Genre: Angst / Hurt with eventual comfort Warnings: Season 2 spoilers! Slight panic attack, drowning, explicit talk about attempted suicide (The National Suicide and Crisis Hotline is 988. You are not alone), skin cutting (during the roll calls), drowning, Ah-yi being too cute for her own good, and Hyun-su being a fond little cinnamon roll. Complete

Floating Above Those Dark Skies Cha Hyun-su x Fem!Reader (Use of she/her pronouns, use of "Unni" and "Princess" in reference to the reader) (Sequel to Drowning Without You By My Side) 2 Part Story - Part of an AU I might write more of Word Count: 17,132 Genre: Fluff / Parenting / Ansgt Warnings: Season 2 spoilers! Reader being like a second mother to Ah-yi, Hyun-su being a great big brother/father figure, slight talk of previous suicide attempts, injuries, canonical death, hurt with comfort, appearance of monster!Hyun-su. Complete

Watch Me. Cha Hyun-su x Fem!Reader One Shot Word Count: 10,000+ Genre: Angst / Little fluff Warnings: Incomplete COMING SOON

Holly, Jolly, Apocalypse Cha Hyun-su × GN!Reader One Shot Word Count: -- Genre: Fluff / Holiday Warnings: -- Incomplete COMING SOON

#sweet home #cha hyun su #cha hyunsu #sweet home 2 #cha hyunsoo #cha hyun soo #it got deleted again :(

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stalkerofthegods · 7 months

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Loki Deep dive

Signs he's reaching out- seeing the Snaptun Stone, Large numbers of spiders, Fire seeing his symbols and things that remind you of him in a dream, a close brush with danger, Dreams of Loki speaking to you, Repeated appearances of any of the animals related to Loki, sudden obsession on him or seeing things related to him that you wouldn’t regularly notice

Days & holidays! - Autumn Equinox, Samhain, Yule, Sep 5 UPG (tumbler meme devoted to him day) , Julaften, Saturday, April fools, Lokablót

Equivalent- logi (the personification of fire), Prometheus, Tantalus, Jesus, Pan, Cernunnos, Dionysus, anasi, Bacchus, Lugh, Hermes, Mercury, Elegua, Eshu, Prometheus, Veles, Coyote and Crow

Dislikes- in my experience he wasn’t a fan of Hermes, he doesn’t like Heimdall (Heimdall kills Loki )

Married- he is married to Sigyn! (the goddess of Victory) Also, Loki’s first wife (Angrboda who was a Jotun ) taught Loki magic, later he devoured her heart because she was an ‘evil’ witch.

Zodiac- Aries and Gemini

Siblings - Blood Odin, Hellblindi and Balyestyr

Devotional- volunteering to help survivors of trauma, helping with orphanages, and those who are in need, laughing at yourself.

Animal - Coyote, Salmon, Snakes, Foxes, vulture, Quiscalus quiscula, wolves, serpents, cats, falcon, butterfly, raven, flies, dragons, spiders.

colors - yellow , green , red, pink, neons, purple, gold, silver, Black, violet

offerings - Candy, Atomic Fireball (he loves alcohol ex- tequila, rum, brandy, and mead, but he does get tired of it beacuse it’s offered so much), Pez, Pixie Sticks, cookies/pastries, caramel apples. Speaking of apples, He loves red food (ex-Red Velvet) He likes things with a lot of pepper spice, or even just the peppers themselves (habaneros seem to be a favorite), good whiskey, bread, knives, whatever reminds him of u, also baked goods, or anything really, you can give him just sugar or just food, whatever says “LOKI!!”, he also loves caffeinated drinks!, he likes cinnamon, chocolate, Tobacco, weed, cheesecake, especially with berries, old granddad brand of alcohol, and hard cinnamon flavored or spicy liquor, and spicy runs and mulled wine! Carmel golden apples! He also loves Nutella, I would recommend giving whatever you think he would like, he likes new things I heard.

Number - 13 and Kaunaz, Naudiz, Thurisaz, number 3, The Berkana rune,

Planet- Pluto, Dark Moon

To do in his honor - Inner Child work, Llaughing at yourself, Accepting that no one and self is perfect, and mistakes are okay, Feeling all of our feelings, drawing, coloring, singing, dancing, being creative, working with children or the elderly, collecting and sharing jokes, going on a walk, get lost, go on an adventure with friends or fellow outcasts, go clean up a local park in his honor, do something ur scared of, joke in their honor

What he favors in devotes - Passion and drive, inc stubbornness, a go-getter, hunger for life, child like playfull Ness

God of - Celeverness, change, Creation, Cunning, Divine, Discovery, Humor, knowledge, sex, Seduction, shapeshifting, trickster (mischief), wit, truth, temptation, the hearth, nature.

Patron -outcasts (black sheep), earthquakes, changing cycles of the moon, nature, fire itself.

his weapon- Lævateinn

Herbs - daisy, mistletoe, Lavender, Patchouli, Cinnamon, Clove, Hemp, Holly, Mistletoe, Cedar, Juniper, Elder, “yellow rattle” plant, lokasjóður, “Loki’s Purse” (a plant), Loki oats, wild oats, birch, alder, mullein, acorns, Aspen trees (UPG)

Preferred coffee- very very sweet. (I also heard he likes mocha)

Remind me of him - smiling, laughter, dancing, knives, horns, flowers, trees, flies, foxes, rings, black nail polish, masks, spiders, red hair, cat eyeliner look, eyeliner, blue eyes, plastic toys, nature

Blessings - sharper knives (be careful they may be blunt one second and then sharp)

Tarot- The magician, Wheel of Fortune, the sun, the devil, the tower, the magician,

Signs - spiders, vultures, snakes, seals, foxes, flies, wolves, Dandelions, coyotes

Alter decorations - boats, kids' toys, anything listed here really.

Scents - He likes cinnamon, mulled wine, cotton candy, and peaty whiskey and yew, but nothing strong or overwhelming or alluring and anything too feminine, he also dislikes super masculine colognes. He likes Pine, cinnamon, sugar & spice, honey, and wild berry incense and dragons blood incense

Animals• Fox, spiders,Flies, salmon horses, vultures

Crystal• Volcanic and Sulfurous stones (ex. Obsidian Gypsum, Hematite, etc.)((is associated with tectonic activity)), pyrite (fools gold), color-changing stones, Bloodstone, Xlead calcite, Sunsgone, Stones associated with the air element, red stones, Stones of any other color you associated with Loki (ex- red Jasper, Garnet, Carnelian, Ruby), Stones that scream “LOKI!!”, but mostly - Red Jasper, Amber, Garnet, Goldstone; Plastic, Acrylic, Glass, Gold, Bronze, Silver, Magnesium, Orange calcite, hematite, fire agate, onyx, etc.), serpentine, fire quartz, smoky quartz, pyrite, multi-colored/color-changing stones (labradorite, fluorite, alexandrite, bismuth, etc.), carnelian, and tiger's eye, kambaba jasper, prehnite, garnet, green aventurine, malachite, and petrified wood, Yellow calcite

Symbols•fox, Knox, web, Tangles, snakes, Flies, salmon, horses, Mistletoe, (I've also heard vulture, hawk, skull

Names•known as sky traveler, Ve, or, father of monsters, Flamehair, “that bastard” (UPG), Lie-Smith, Sly-God, Shape-Changer, Sly-One, Lopt, Sky Traveller, Sky Walker, Wizard Of Lies, and Loftur and I'm sure there's more. (I’ve accidentally called him Taco Bell before myself.)

Mortal or immortal • Mortal, but has apples to live longer, suspected the Apple effects last YEARS (like more than 100+ years. Because he is not “old” or dead yet, and in mythology, they take it to stay young and live forever.)

Vows/omans• Blood brother with Odin, Loki swears oaths that he will devise a scheme to cause the builder (of the wall of the asier home) to forfeit the payment, whatever it may cost himself.

Morals• He's morally grey

Age - at least 2,000 years old (probably older.), based off of the aseir starting point, when the Norse first had evidence of worship because he was older than the asier

Personality• understanding, and fast going, can be jealous and has a quick temper.

Fact• He had a wife before Sigyn and he is in a cave until Ragnorok. I also heard he like farts a lot. And sends spiders, so beware, he made spiders in Sweden mythology

Roots• Norse mythology

Appearance in astral or gen• red hair and fair skin but not too red or too fair. Also, blue eyes I think or green. Or anything at all really.

Children- Hel, Jormangandr, Fenir, Sleipnir, Vanir, Narfi, (from sigyn) Svadilfari, and Einmyria and Eisa (with Glut.) He also ate a woman’s heart and bore the first witch, some say also a HUGE cat.

Season• the month of Gemini and Aries

Status• God and Yotan

Element- Fire, air, nature.

Personality- Loki is not always the most mature and can sometimes act like a toddler. Also chaotic Neutral. he is not an omniscient Deity, but true to his word.

Parentage • The tree Lufey and farbauti

Prayers•

Flame-hair, your soul burning into the night, Throwing caution to the wind And casting the die of fate, Teach me your fearlessness. Lie-smith, your sharp words like daggers, Cutting through illusions to the bone And revealing the reality we refuse to see, Teach me your clarity. Silver-tongue, whispering carefully veiled truths, Sowing shrouded mystery in your wake, And leading only the clever onward, Teach me your secrecy. And leading only the clever onward, Teach me your secrecy. Gift-Bringer, recognizing all the overlooked, Giving rightly earned reward where it’s due, And in turn, blame as well, Teach me your justice. Scar-lip, ending silence in the face of injustice, Grinning down at the outcasts And rallying your voice with theirs, Teach me your anger. Pain-holder, accepting your punishment, Embracing the consequences of your deeds, And taking the fall of those who are weaker, Teach me your resilience. World-breaker, harbinger of chaos, Spitting fire upon the stagnant And carving the spear of change, Teach me your courage. Cruel-striker, slanderer of the gods, Burning the inefficient and stale, Revealing potential in the ashes, Teach me your insight. Sly-walker, throwing your mischievous grin about And casting laughter into the darkness Where before there was only despair, Teach me your joy. Shape-changer, manipulator of all walks of life, Confidently adapting to every situation, Commanding the strength of any form, Teach me your cunning. Hearth-fire, warmth of my heart, Your arms a sanctuary where none is found Light and life of the home I can always return to, Teach me your nurturing. Sky-treader, ever true to your wild heart,Letting none even try to contain your spirit As free as the sky itself, Teach me your passion. Hail Loki, And thank you, my God, For everything you bring to my life.I love you so.

- by @klawl

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Loki is the Norse god of mischief, and the hard cold truth, even tho he may be a jackass, but he is wise enough to be truthful, and charming in many ways.

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simplegenius042 · 5 months

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OCs as Tragic Love Archetypes

Tagged by @adelaidedrubman.

Tagging @socially-awkward-skeleton @direwombat @strangefable @josephslittledeputy @wrathfulrook @cassietrn @chazz-anova @shallow-gravy @g0dspeeed @inafieldofdaisies @derelictheretic @ec-10 @gaeadene @strafethesesinners @minilev @carlosoliveiraa @afarcryfrommymain @ladyoriza @a-rose-in-a-garden-of-weeds @voidika @onehornedbeast @deputy-morgan-malone @vampireninjabunnies-blog @neverthesameneveranother @snake-in-the-garden @henbased @nightbloodbix and @thewanderer-000

You can find the uqiz here.

Samuel Who (The UnTitledverse)

Lucifer's advisor in the Pride Ring of Hell and often balances the line between designated caretaker and younger brother figure. Samuel's soul was unfairly sent to Hell by a wicked man by the name of Edward Carmine, ending Samuel's existence on the mortal realm before it could progress further. Samuel has had time to adjust to Hell's rules and his position, and is on his way to opening up more to the lifestyle, the denizens and his companions.

Nadi Sinclair (Far Cry The Silver Chronicles)

After her childhood had been ripped away from her and later losing loved ones in Task Force 141 due to Shepard and Shadow Company's betrayal, Nadi had left the task force and proceeded to find a life off the grid, her distrust and disgust towards the greed and warmongering in the American Government eventually drawing her to the Project at Eden's Gate, where she meets the charming (if sometimes frustrating) John Seed. He brings forth feelings that she never got to feel as a child nor as a soldier, and yet, has a massive fear of losing him (whether to forces outside of her control or because of her own self-perceived vices and flaws), leading her to only adore from afar. This becomes ten-times worse when she meets a newly single Holly Pepper, a pragmatic and devoted, if sometimes snarky, member of Eden's Gate. This bisexual disaster has two free hands but can't grab for shit. I think this fits her perfectly.

Sonya, The Apex (Life, Despair & Monsters)

So I've decided to give Sonya mommy issues, which may or may not contribute in her attraction and her (initially unhealthy) relationship with Jennifer (granted, Jennifer is helping matters). Though both learn that, below their hard-shelled and rotten surfaces, are two people capable of loving each other beyond manipulation and usefulness. But that makes them an unholy matrimony obsessed with each other instead so there's no telling whether it has made them better or worse.

And lastly...

Azriel (Wings And Horns, Far Cry The Silver Chronicles)

Azriel has never really had a great experience with love. She is the reincarnation of Joseph Seed's daughter after all. A reincarnation she earned by serving the concept of Death itself for either one hundred or one thousand years. She came back into the world a decade after her original death, and was born into a home that didn't understand her, and the forced transition into Eden's Gate didn't make it any better. Even worse when her parents attempted to sacrifice her during the Reaping to show their devotion. Thankfully, she meets Silva, who shapes and mellows out the young girl into a brilliant young woman who would make Jannah proud. There's also her massive and obvious crush on Gavin's mite (re: a Tumultite word for "child"), Schrödinger Turquoise.

#oc quiz #the untitledverse #oc: samuel who #a hazbin hotel/helluva boss oc #far cry the silver chronicles #oc: nadi sinclair #a fc5 and cod oc #predominantly she's apart of the original modern warfare trilogy (well just 1 & 2) to have the timeline make sense and i like those more #but i might add elements of the new franchise because that has some good things too #life despair & monsters #oc: sonya the apex #ld+r sonnie #wings and horns #original work #oc: azriel

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Big Bad Wolf, Chapter 3

Word Count: 1.3k

Warnings: aggression, harsh words, angst

“He’s a god damn predator is what he is!” Suzanne spat as you laid out by the pool while the women of the neighborhood chatted in the kitchen. You frowned, trying to ignore the gossip by putting your focus onto the Labor Day party going on around you, “and with that teenager. Holly must be having a fit.”

“It’s so sad…it’s almost pathetic. She’s been trying to get his attention for years,” another one of the women sighed, “you know…she threw her kid at him hoping that it would make him see her as his own so that she could slip on right in and play happy little family. I bet she didn’t think that little tart would scoop him up for herself.”

“There’s a few of em in this neighborhood,” Suzanne scoffed, Alan’s daughter helps him out too…walks his alligator. Weeds Bucky’s gardens. Cleans my house.”

“(Y/N)? Isn’t she dating Barber’s boy?”

Suzanne scoffed, “it’s all probably just a cover. I bet those guys have been grooming the girls for years. Little Vivian is all over Andy, always asking him to help her mow their lawn…why would you go two streets over if you really needed the help, when there are plenty of capable hands to help you? There are half a dozen boys in the neighborhood between her house and the Barbers.”

“She wants a special pair of hands,” a third voice spoke up, “Sure your husband’s hands haven’t been traveling down a younger body?”

“Probably,” Suzanne sniffled, “she’s not a minor anymore, so it’s a matter of time before he gets rid of me for a younger model, right? All the other women left that street. And it was probably because of her. I swear, she flirts with every single one of them.”

And since that day, you’d felt more self-conscious than you ever were any time that you were near any of the guys. You put all the blame on your own shoulders. Maybe if you had listened to Jacob, you wouldn’t have given that impression to the women in the neighborhood.

Was that why they normally ignored you if you saw any of them while you were out jogging?

Had you flirted with the guys?

“Hey, sweet pea,” he asked. Your gaze shot away from the flower bed you were helping Mr. Barnes work on, “can you hand me that trowel?”

“Yeah…sorry Mr. Barnes.” You apologized. Bucky offered you a sweet smile and you felt your heart wrench as you handed it over, “Mr. Barnes…can I ask you something?”

“You can ask me anything,” he offered. When you didn’t ask your question, he gave you a look and he stopped digging up the weeds he’d been eliminating, a frown on his face, “What’s wrong, (Y/N)?”

“Last week at the party…I heard some of the ladies from the neighborhood.”

Bucky frowned, and you knew that he’d probably overheard their conversation with his super soldier hearing, “I think I know where this is going, (Y/N).”

“Do you think-“

“Lloyd hasn’t been grooming you, just like Mike wasn’t grooming Ashley. And Viv, despite her huge crush on Andy, wasn’t groomed by him,” he replied, cutting you off, “sure, Ashley is dating Mike now. But you’re not dating Lloyd. Suzanne is just being spiteful because you’re nicer to him than she ever was, and she’s jealous that he shows you and the other girls around the neighborhood affection.”

“D-do you and Mr. Levinson and my dad…have you guys shown any interest in-“

“I don’t date, sweet pea,” he chuckled, giving you a solemn look, “and last I knew Ari and your dad haven’t seen anyone in quite a while.”

“Yeah…I just-“

“Don’t let them get into your head, sweet pea,” Bucky told you in a comforting tone. He reached across and he gently touched your arm, “you and Jacob are dating, and you don’t want them to poison that relationship.”

“Yeah…you’re right, Mr. Barnes…thank you.”

“Shame isn’t it?”

You looked up from the laundry you were folding to see Lloyd with his hands on his hips, overlooking something from his spot on the balcony. Your brow furrowed, “what are you talking about?”

“Ashley,” he sighed, pointing out towards her street. You stopped folding and placed his pair of Chinos back on the bed, only to follow him out to the large balcony that looked over not only his yard, but he could see down through the rest of the neighborhood. You gasped, seeing her mother throwing stuff out of her bedroom window, “guess Holly finally found out about Mike and Ashley.”

From your spot you could see the tops of two heads, and you knew it had to be the two in question, while they raced to pick up stuff. All the while, you could hear her mother cursing at Mike, while calling her daughter an ungrateful slut.

“Oh god…”

Lloyd shook his head, “that’s a damn shame…she’s a good kid…come on sweetheart…you shouldn’t see this.”

“I-I should help her,” you offered, as Lloyd led you back inside, “I mean, she’s my friend. That’s all of her stuff. T-“

“Mike will help her out,” he said quickly, “she should just be glad that her mom started throwing her stuff out on a day that she was visiting Weiss.”

“Hey, are you okay?”

Ashley nodded, trying to ignore the stares from some of the other women who were at Viv’s house for the belated Labor Day party. The three girls lounged in their pool chairs while Ashley concealed her eyes with a pair of sunglasses.

“You know…you can talk to us if it’s not…” Viv offered, “I talked to my mom, and she doesn’t think that your mom was right in doing what she did…you can keep some stuff here if you want.”

“Thanks Viv,” she sighed, “but most of it was destroyed before she threw it out the window…tossed all my electronics into the pool…took a pair of scissors to most of the clothes I’d left there…I-it was a lot to process…but I don’t have much right now to store anywhere…what I salvaged is at Mikes.”

“Well, he’s being really good about everything,” you offered gently, “and I mean, he must make you happy if you’re home every weekend.”

“We were actually talking about that,” she sighed, “I’m going to stay in the dorms for my freshman year, but Mike and I were thinking about moving in together…he wants me to move into his house if we’re still together by the end of freshman year.”

“Wow…that’s great Ash…”

“Yeah,” she chuckled sarcastically, “love the idea of being two streets down from my mom…”

“Well just sic Beau on her,” you teased, nudging her, “I’m sure Mike would let your guard gator take care of her.”

“Yeah…” she said sadly.

You and Viv frowned, “what happened?”

“Well…we can’t prove it…but we think my mom might have poisoned Beau…this morning we woke up and…well…he’s gone.”

You nearly shot out of your chair, “What?”

“Mike’s really broken up about it,” she frowned, “but we still came today because the guys convinced him…”

“Oh Ash, I’m so sorry…I know he loved Beau.”

“Yeah…the thing scared me, but he was kind of growing on me…I mean, he keeps him outside in his pool…but you know…”

“If you guys need anything-“

“It might make me feel a little better if you gave me the juicy gossip on what’s going on between you and Lloyd over there…” Ashley smiled slyly, nudging you, “I swear, he’s barely been able to take his eyes off of you since he got here…are you two finally hooking up.”

Your eyes went wide, and you blushed, “What? No…Mr. Hansen and I aren’t doing anything. I-I’m dating Jacob.”

“Well…he’s been watching you like a hawk.”

“What?” you asked, “no he hasn’t.”

And just as you turned, you caught him, staring at you, while talking to Mike, and Ari. You felt your cheeks heating up even more as you turned back around in your seat.

“I told you so.”

“I want a wedding invite when it finally happens,” Ashley teased, “you know…once he finally divorces that cunt of a wife of his.”

“Guys…nothing’s going on.”

“Yet!” Viv smiled, wiggling her eyebrows.

Chapter 4

Tag List: @lohnes16, @tenaciousperfectionunknown, @buckysteveloki-me, @eralen

#gray man #the gray man #big bad wolf #lloyd hansen x reader #soft lloyd hansen #lloyd hansen #chris evans characters

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thesinglesjukebox · 2 months

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KACEY MUSGRAVES - "DEEPER WELL"

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Kacey's music continues to evolve! Is it deeper? Well...

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Hannah Jocelyn: Kacey Musgraves makes the second-best Kacey Musgraves song we're covering today. [5]

Aaron Bergstrom: "Deeper Well" sounds like someone else trying to write a Kacey Musgraves song without fully understanding why that's something people would want. Over the course of Musgraves' first three albums, culminating in the near-perfect Golden Hour, we got to know this incredibly likeable, relatable songwriter. Her little nods to things like cannabis and astrology were fun quirks, but never core to her appeal. Now it seems like she views herself as some kind of novelty act, Spacey Kacey as caricature, and so to get back on track after the relative flop of star-crossed she's maxed out those specific character attributes. As a result we get a flat triangulation of a song with clunky references to gravity bongs and Saturn returns that seem disconnected to the point of being meaningless. [4]

Dave Moore: Lesser Kacey Musgraves even before the gravity bong shows up. The songwriting's gone mushy and circular, which is a shame because minor Musgraves is often charming (my low-key favorite song from her first album is still "I Miss You"). She seems to think that her tell-don't-show version of finding purpose, which somehow has more crackpot woo-woo in it than friggin' Kesha, is going to make up for the fact that, songwise, she's not going anywhere. [5]

Isabel Cole: Astrology is fake but I too have felt the power of the Saturn return — not an overnight transformation but the dawning sense that perhaps after all I could choose something other than what had felt foreordained by my own gravity, a force that once had seemed to me more immovable than the stars. I love how gently Musgraves bids farewell to the past here: “no regrets, baby, I just think that maybe it’s natural when things lose their shine.” Many things are worth doing for a while; few things are worth doing forever. It’s a perspective on growing up not as an abandonment of the youthful self but simply as a movement into new territory. And the song is so pretty, in an easy way that sounds lovelier to my ears every time I listen — pretty like morning light in summer, unhurried, serene. [7]

Nortey Dowuona: Oh, so this song was co-written by Daniel Tashian, son of the legendary Barry and Holly Tashian, songwriters of "I'll Take My Time Going Home"? You mean this had no other choice than to be good? That's not fair!? I wanted a choice in thinking this was OK! [9]

Taylor Alatorre: "Deeper Well" illustrates its core concept a bit too faithfully for its own good. It revolves around a musical holding pattern which is meant to serve as a sonic rendering of our dangerously seductive habits and circular tendencies, then lingers about too long in this pretty but hidebound pattern of its own making. Good for a master's thesis in music composition, not so much for a lead single teased at the Super Bowl. Its saving grace is how it departs from the divisive sound of star-crossed without reading as a mewling apology for it, instead sounding like the genuine product of a woman who's had her dial turned to Sirius XM's The Bridge for the past six months (been there). [5]

Will Rivitz: In much the same way earth-shattering acid trip revelations translate unremarkably to plain English, "Deeper Well" relays its life lessons in the pedestrian scrawl of a hazy afterglow Notes app attempt. With few descriptive details sans a single reference to a gravity bong, Musgraves' (admittedly correct) insights that "some people are not worth my energy, smoking weed all day can be a waste of time, and it's OK that I grew up in a small town" come across flat. That she's backed by a track as insubstantial as her pen does her no favors. [4]

Leah Isobel: "You got dark energy / Something I can't unsee" is such a terrible line it honestly makes me wonder if Golden Hour was even any good. That twinkling, felt-coated piano at the high end does ease my doubts -- but only a little. [3]

Michael Hong: This is Kacey Musgraves diving into the lifestyle influencer grift (self-help manual to follow), her voice doubled to take on a detached yet authoritative sheen. It lacks nuance, yet you search for it anyway -- for me, it's the way she sings "I found a deeper well," the melody left hanging, the thought left incomplete. Against all reason, I'm sitting here at the bottom of it, waiting and still wondering what comes next. [6]

Katherine St. Asaph: Hot take: "You've got dark energy" is fine (scansion aside). It's "my Saturn has returned" that's the deeper embarrassment, and I'm not sure how one dislikes the first bit of woo while being fine with the other. Anyway, this is basically "Merry Go Round" grown shaggy and unkempt and sprouting little weeds of "The Sound of Silence," plus the me-first self-care message beloved of inspirational pop culture. Think "Yes, And?" with the subtext of cheating swapped out for a subtext of depression. Kacey just seems so unenthused, so resigned; the future she sings about doesn't seem to offer joy, just the lack of sunk costs. The subtext is so unconcealed and consistent that it feels like it must be deliberate -- but it can't be deliberate, because no one ever portrays this kind of mindset as bad. Or maybe it can't be deliberate because, judging by the arrangement, the deeper well she's found might just be reverb. [6]

Wayne Weizhen Zhang: The central tension in “Deeper Well” is that the growth and wellness that Kacey is singing about sounds like it came from a deeply unwell place. She says goodbye to relationships that no longer fulfill her, drugs that no longer bring her the highs they used to, and dark energy that can’t be unseen—but through it all, she sounds the most contemplative and at peace she has been in years. Adulthood is about coming to terms with the fact that the choices that you made were the best decisions you had at the time, and about learning to forgive yourself for not having all of the answers—about love, friendship, self-care—magically from the start. How can a process that feels so ego-shattering and devastating ultimately be so good for us—and how can we forgive ourselves for fighting it? As a 27-year-old, I’m not exactly hearing “When I turned 27, everything started to change” objectively, nor do I want to. Sometimes a song arrives at the right moment in your life to hit perfectly. [10]

Mark Sinker: Not sure if I’ve ever gone on about this here, but a thing I’d love to read or to be directed toward is a deep comparative study of melody within different genres, the shapes and turns and cadences that evoke this milieu, versus the others usual to that one. The key phrase here seems to me highly untypical of the kinds of tuneline you’d expect to find in country, and not just because it’s drenched in big indie echo (plus whispered). What exactly is building up these expectations? I need someone with a YouTube channel and audio examples alongside the staves and dots and sharps and flats – even just an overhead projector and a long pointy stick. They can prove I’m very wrong if they like! (Maybe I am!) [9]

Ian Mathers: Not really a great sign when the most interest I can muster is in the way the bassline periodically threatens to pivot to full-on "Walk on the Wild Side." The "deeper well" stuff just isn't signifying for me, nor the "dark energy" bit. Sure, it sounds like personal growth, and I bet from the inside it means a lot, but it registers as... kinda nothing? There are a couple of floaty bits that are nice, and certainly nothing dips below "pleasantly competent," but if I could just about squint and see what people were raving about with "High Horse," my vision isn't quite as clear here. [5]

Alfred Soto: Kacey Musgraves makes agreeable music that holds my attention while it's on. "Deeper Well" has the misfortune to sound like middling Taylor Swift -- something from the back half of Speak Now, say. This well is shallow. [4]

Jacob Sujin Kuppermann: In a few years I will hear this while perusing vegetables at a nice grocery store and hum along pleasantly without being aware of what I'm doing. For now, in my conscious experience, I am utterly unmoved by her studied, philosophical blankness – people didn't like the last album very much, but at least it had hooks! [4]

Joshua Lu: In the over ten years since I first listened to Kacey sing about weed, it's been legalized in my state, I grew old enough to legally purchase it, I reached a point in my life where I wanted to dabble in it (2020 was a time), and I got hooked enough to build up a substantial tolerance. Through all this time, I had her music: rolling joints in "Follow Your Arrow," letting the grass just grow in "High Time," having a "Slow Burn." If she could've snuck in a reference to a bong in her Christmas album, I bet she would've. To hear Kacey sing about dropping weed thus felt more cataclysmic than anything else she could've done. Yes, I was excited by her return to a more standard country sound, even better with that metallic tinge that embellished some of her greatest recent work, but Kacey Musgraves singing about leaving weed behind? Listening to "Deeper Well," though, it can't help but feel natural: it was just a thing that she liked once but would rather leave behind, and some things in life are just like that. There's no judgement or embarrassment, just an acknowledgement of a change in her life, and I appreciate how the song isn't explicitly about getting wiser or more responsible or any of those things that people assume come with aging. It's instead framed as a continued discovery of who she is and what's out there in the world, and the route she took to become the person she is today. Funnily enough, I stopped taking weed this year too. I'm glad I now have a Kacey song for that process as well. [9]

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Round 1; Thistle Vs A bouquet of chestnut flower, lotus, dandelion, fern, thyme, anemone, geranium, holly, magnolia and bluebell

If you know who they are, or are pretty sure of it, please don't tell until this poll has ended!

First, let's talk about the Thistle

Meaning: Thistle - resiliency, a generally divisive flower due to being a weed Description: He's comic relief but has a lot of hidden depth. Just a silly little guy with soooo many self worth issues. Trying his best to be a skilled wizard despite all the obstacles against him. Has a crisis every 5-10 business days but makes it through with the power of found family. Very divisive character amongst fans due to being considered annoying comic relief. Would take on just about anyone in a fight despite being among the smallest of the cast. Has survived literally exploding. Multiple times.

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Now, let's talk about the bouquet of chestnut flower, lotus, dandelion, fern, thyme, anemone, geranium, holly, magnolia and bluebell

Meaning and why these flowers were chosen: Chestnut Flower- meaning: Do me justice / Reason- the plot of the media they are introduced in is about justice being wrought on the man who ruined their life. Lotus- meaning: rebirth / Reason- after a traumatizing near-death experience, they go through a lot of growth and also a gender crisis. With the experience being almost a reset Dandelion- meaning: overcoming hardships / Reason- this character had both of their parents die in quick succession, their father in an especially brutal way. Even before that, their family struggled with poverty, and this character was groomed by the man who killed their father. They put in a lot of effort and work to cope with these traumas. Fern- meaning: magic and enchantment / Reason- they live in a magical society, and they themselves have a powerful and rare form of magic. They have a close bond with one of the most powerful magic wielders in their society. Thyme- meaning: courage and strength / Reason- this character has been through so goddamn much, and they still go out of their way to be kind and to help others. Nothing is braver in the face of cruelty than kindness. Anemone- meaning: forsaken / Reason- someone attempts to convince the main character not to save them- a literal attempt at forsaking them. Also this character was manipulated by an extremely powerful man, who then abandoned them to die a slow, painful death. Geranium- meaning: folly / Reason- this character makes an extremely poor decision due to their naïveté and desperation. Holly- meaning: domestic happiness / Reason- this character cares deeply about their family, and after making a terrible mistake, does everything in their power to rebuild their relationships with their siblings and guardian. Magnolia- meaning: nobility / Reason- this character is from a disgraced lesser noble house. Their house fell into disrepair after the greater house they served under was raided and destroyed. Bluebell- meaning: humility / this character is extremely down-to-earth and in touch with their emotions. Even though they recently shot up in societal standing, they are still a kind and caring person, with a desire to help others in need. Description: They are an orphan who was manipulated and groomed by the man who murdered their father, lured with promises of money to help support their impoverished family. They made a terrible mistake, and nearly paid with their life. They were saved, luckily, and given a chance to heal and recover from the experience. And they even got a free gender crisis to boot! They are an eldest sibling, and they are trying to be a decent role-model while dealing with their own trauma. One of their closest friends is a several-hundred year old femme gay man. They do necromancy, they were canonically goth for a period of time. They work in a hospital and they do NOT have a medical license. They made an awful mistake, one that nearly led to the deaths of the only family they have left, but they are still so young, and they are trying so hard to be better. Im literally so sick in the brain about them its honestly sickening (affectionate)

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#round 1 #mysterious character 2: thistle #mysterious character 2: bouquet of chestnut flower - lotus - dandelion - fern - thyme - anemone - geranium - holly - magnolia - bluebell

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Will byers and his "punky goth" boyfriend.

👾this is my first ever fic, sorry for spelling mistakes👾

Mike was always the rebellious type. Whether this was speaking up to a teacher, pushing over a bully, vandalising a bathroom stall or flipping the bird to his mum after she made a rather ugly comment about the aids crisis, Mike stood up for what he believed right (or if he just felt like it) he even got interested in politics eventually! And though the others found this change in him a bit odd and believed it to be another "rebellious streak" Will found it oddly attractive-both the change in style and beliefs- maby it was because of how bold Mike had became, the fact he would speak up for himself or maby it was the long hair and eyeliner combo. Probably both.

It happened gradually. At 14 Mike became interested in punk and goth music (Christian death holding a special place in his heart) he started wearing band shirts, boots with coloured laces laddered on the front, baggy jeans with actual rips in them and a sleeveless denim jacket adorned with a few pins. At 15 his first pair of (self)ripped jeans that became patch pants. They was covered in band names, political statements, random fabric scraps, crewdly drawn pictures of things Holly definitely wasn't supposed to see, he even had a "chain" made of bottle caps, though Wills favorite part was the inside of his zipper that had the words "conformity is what's killing the kids!" In white and purple thread. His hair reached just passed his shoulders and he wore smoky eyeliner on the bottom half of his eyes (Will just about passed out when he saw said make up look, for all the right reasons). At 16 Mikes hair was even longer, almost reaching the bottom of his shoulder blades, he owned 2 pairs of patch pants, a pair of black- thankfully loose as Will wouldn't be able to handle it- latex bell bottoms, a battle jacket, a sleeveless pin jacket, a beloved pair of docmartins with various lace colours and many band shirts to even attempt counting. One of which was cropped after a comment from his dad "you look like a queer son, may as well have that top upto your nipples" and whilst the shirt wasn't cropped to that extent it certenly got a reaction. Due to Mike's style being punk and his music taste he referd to himself as a 'punky goth' something his faimly hated but his boyfriend liked.

With all this being said Mike wasn't a bad kid. Infact he was far from it, if anyone Will fit the definition of a 'bad kid' to the wheelers. Even though all he did was smoke weed at least 2x a week- that was basically criminal to Karen wheeler- was heavily rumoured to be gay and listened to 'god awful music' that he 'probably got Mike into!'. Despite having almost all the same opinions as Mike,Will dressed nothing like his boyfriend, instead opting for various different kinds of striped shirts and jumpers (Mike thought this was ashame as Will had awesome(aka hot) muscles) and plain blue jeans. Still, this didn't take away from his love for Mike's style, the same Mike who was currently on Wills bed with him, smoking a joint, lying his head in Wills lap.

Mike took a drag on the joint, blowing the smoke out his nostrils. Will laughed "you look like a dragon" he was smiling like a little kid. Mike laughed back "yeah?" He then attempted to do it again this time choking on the smoke. To most people this would have been mildly awkward but to 2 high teen boys it was utterly hilarious. Will's body shook with laughter as his boyfriend sat up, eyeliner now slightly running, both coughing and laughing. "Holy shit -you're -such a-an idiot!" Will managed to say ibetween his laughter. Mike was grinning from ear to ear, face slightly red from the coughing fit. He leaned back on his hands and turned his head to look at Will, his boyfriend, his gorgeous and funny, and smart and brave and SO much more, boyfriend. "Shut the fuck up" he said playfully, Wills laughing had died down but not completely stopped. Mike lent forwarded and cupped Will's face with his hand, angling his face so he could kiss him better. There was still a smile on Will's lips causing their teeth to be lightly touching. He propped himself up on his elbows, leaning into Mike's kiss. They both pulled away for a second but only to adjust their sitting positions, now they was directly infront of eachother with their bodies almost flush. Will initiated the kiss, tangling his hands in Mike's long curly hair. Will loved Mike's hair. Mike reasted one hand on Wills waist the other on his neck. This kiss quickly deepend, Mike slipping his tongue into Wills mouth and Will doing the same, teeth occasionally clashing. Mike moves his hand away from Wills neck instead replacing it with his mouth causing a throaty pleasure filled noise to excape Will as gripped Mike's hair tighter, mouth hanging slightly open. Making out felt good on its own but making out high as a fucking kite was beyond amazing. That is until your brother intrupts you.

The door swung open to reveal Jonathan holding a pair of underwear. "I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU FUCKED MIKE IN MY RO-" by this time the boys had already parted but judging by the close proximity, messy hair and flushed faces it was hard to tell what they had being doing. Jon stood there for a moment holding the door knob with his right hand, dark blue boxers in his left. Will wanted to be serious but seeing the poorly stitched words of "propty of a punky goth" and the band of the underwhere made him loose it. Mike followed suit and eventually they was both practically dubbled over with laughter. Jonathan-who was mildly annoyed that not only had he found a pair of Mike's underwear underwear his bed but that him and Will was to stoned to care- just decided to throw the underwear into the room.

"Did-ohmygod did you see his face!" Mike finally managed to splutter out

"Did you see what it said!" Will and Mike looked at eachother briefly before bursting out into hysterics again.

Who knew some punky goth underwear could be so Funny?

Inspired by an image from @transpunkhell !

#weed #mike x will #mike wheeler #mike wheeler is autistic #stranger things #byler is endgame #byler #will byers #will byers supremacy #i love will byers #mike wheeler is gay #byler better be canon #will byers deserves better #will deserves better

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luntica · 2 years

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Trauma brain: if I dont pack everything right now even if it breaks my body, than *negative self talk spiral*

Body: hurting like hit by bus

DID system: *scrambling*

Autsim: wasn't told how to help exactly, cant function

Weed : holly shit chill wtf

#actually neurodivergent

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quack-quack-snacks · 3 months

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Cha Hyun-su

My Navigation and Masterlist

My Sweet Home Masterlist

Watch Me. Cha Hyun-su x Fem!Reader One Shot Word Count: 10,000+ Genre: Ansgt / Little fluff Warnings: Bullying (toward Hyun-su), abusive behavior (mainly mental but a tiny bit physical), blackmailing, unhealthy relationship (Not with Hyun-su), abusive relationship, sadism and dacriphilia but not in a sexual way, Kim Do-hun Incomplete COMING Feb. 29, 2024

Holly, Jolly, Apocalypse Cha Hyun-su x GN!Reader One Shot Word Count: -- Genre: Fluff / Holiday Warnings: -- Incomplete COMING SOON

#cha hyun su #cha hyunsu #sweet home 2 #sweet home #stop deleting this pls

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ndilhmx · 12 days

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Edgy On Film 🎥

A biography Series about Hollie May song-writer from Midlands in the UK Hollie May was featured on Channel 5, "Making Faces" television programme for her Facial Disfigurement. Being remembered as the most positive person on the the British TV Programme, which shared Facial Stories from all kinds of walks of life. Edgy On Film is a Series that's all about Hollie May highlighting all parts of her life, from positive to negative from painful to emotional to beautiful to fantastic.

During Covid from year 2020 all the way to 2023 Hollie May was busy behind the scenes with her Music figuring out how to share her story, tell her story online -do it the correct way. After Releasing her first Three Debut Singles that changed her life from "Pills And Alcohol" to "The Beauty, That's Around Me" also "Left My Name" Hollie May decided to turn the chapter in her life for the better. Slowly becoming sober saying her goodbyes to clubbing life turning her life around chasing her dreams committing to it! Which was a massive change in her life being off camera for a long time she decided to focus on Edgy On Film this Series would be the first giant move. To tell her story from old/new photographs also video footage from certain times in her life producing each unique chapter, telling the stories from all different times in life.

It's a very eclectic piece of production with interesting storylines that make Hollie May the real strong song-writer she is today. ✨

These are just a few highlights from the Series that you'll be expecting to watch.

Hollie May's Appearance

To the story about her appearance how she's had 14 operations on her face from losing her right eye from being only age 4, if she didn't have these operations she wouldn't be alive today. Normalising being Facially Disfigured making it okay for everybody else that it is okay to inspire others to embrace what makes them facially different. You are not alone or on your own! That's who I am & what I'm about as an Artist of today. ⚡

Self Discovery / Education

Self discovering with friends during school/college/secondary school growing into a writer who found inspiration pretty much everywhere, found her way through everything in life during the most toughest times in her life always found a positive way-out through the darkness.

Self Expression / Portraitier

Expressing herself through her very own original self portraits through artwork on canvas - Also through Portrait Photography. Understanding your own difference learning to own it without a care! Being beautiful being bold always being true to yourself inspiring young/old men & women all walks of life to do the same.

Modelling / Infront Of Camera Lens

Becoming a young Model at the age of just 18 posing in lots of safety pins, vintage leather jackets, black pvc wearing thick make-up. Standing out from the crowd making loads of friends being invited to parties standing out never fitting in with anyone. Reinventing herself into an edgy persona kept everything as original as possible moulding herself into a powerful young woman. Zero fucks given! Bad mouth attitude with loud heavy fashion splash of rock and soul 🧷

Lap-Dancing / Writing / Owning Who You Are

Writing-songs in Strip Clubs to dancing around the Pole becoming regonised as the most different lap dancer there was, in Northamptons Strip club back in 2016/2017. Slowly in time Hollie May became extremely remembered for singing to her customers with a rare acapella if she loved you! Following along lots of flirting and money making. Hollie would dance on stage to Artists like Iggy Pop, Debbie Harry, Joan As Police Woman, James Brown, Isley Brothers many more punk rock & funk musician icons. These Artists moulded Hollie May her Lyrical work into something more meaningful special; beautiful as she would write her songs in the dressing room. Whilst either being high as hell from smoking weed and sniffing the Coco whilst dealing with other dancers who would constantly criticise Hollie May by her appearance, style & fashion sense to even trying to get under her skin for a fight creating constant conflict. Of course! Hollie doesn't give in that easily with her ambitious self focusing on the writing & dancing. This experience took Hollie further in life when it came to the stage self confidence owning everything of her own.

Joan As Police Woman How She Changed My Entire Life 🩷

Meeting Joan As Police Woman changed Hollie's life as a little girl who was going through transitioning from Primary School to Secondary, whilst battling so much Bullying back in 2006-2007 further on over the years. Joan has continuously pushed Hollie May into a big positive direction in her life which is where she is today. "I am always grateful for Joan being in my life I love her so much! Joan's Music means the world to me I'm not who I am without her Music. Joan has always been a gorgeous heartwarming best friend the love I have for her is so real extremely conditional I am not myself, without her." Words from Hollie May. Normalising being close friends with somebody who is famous & sharing stories also telling friends/new fans that their feelings matter, it's okay. Making it a normal thing to the ones who don't understand were all human right?

Ronnie Spector from The Ronettes🖤

Ronnie Spector came into my life near the very end of Covid I got very lucky & became a good friend of Ronnie's for a short amount of time, which changed my life as a song-writer. This is something that makes my heart thunder & gets me emotional yet going heads on when it comes down to being lyrical. We spoke about life, music, getting to know one another we flirted as we laughed! And I adored all of it I'll never take any of it for granted the memories I'll cherish forever. Spector also helped me / pushed me to write my first ever album straight after covid ended which was a real dream come true. Sharing the story how our friendship came about was really life changing for me as a young woman, artist, song-writer. A lover of soul music that kept me humble focused on where I am heading with the music of my own.

Writing-Songs On Canal Boat

Whilst being heavily in love with an older woman who was actually domestic, controlling, mean. The songs that came out from that time really took all of my lyrical work into a deep closed dark place looking back I am lucky I survived such a horrible time in my life. A woman who never really loved me at all who was envy over all of my self confidence, beauty so much more. Drinking cans smoking in thick weed falling in love with such heavy self destruction & so much manipulation. Letting go of all of this finding a brand new life ahead of me. Heading into a much better place for yourself 🩵

The Final of Edgy On Film 📹

End Of The Era; visiting Southwold Beach saying goodbyes to a chapter in my life that hasn't just got me here it's brought me to a much better place, reflecting on life how far I have overcome stayed focused never quit the hustle. Staying positive through the good & bad realising self worth to self value. Making better decisions whilst evolving also blossoming becoming a better woman.. it's been a real journey this colourful unique life I have lived, inspired fans from all over will just be the beauty of it 🌸

End Of Edgy On Film 🎥

This production has taught me so much over the last three years when creating it together, piece by piece of footage to photographs of parts of my life. This is my story of who I am how there is so much more to me than just my appearance and body confidence expressing myself. Everything I am to who I am becoming today it's beautiful isn't when you show who you are, how far you've came to why people look up to you in many ways as they love your music. Everything that comes from you - I'm lucky, I am grateful and blessed to be so open with all these stories of parts of my life 🎬

[Edgy On Film is Produced & Directed by Hollie May 2020-2023]

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LOADING FILE # 02, 14, 05, 17 : GABRIEL RIVERS ( manu rios ) + HOLIDAY "HOLLIE" HAN ( kim doyeon ) + DAHLIA CRUZ ( priscilla quintana ) + MARCELA DIAZ ( fiona palomo ). don't forget to grab your bag from the bus on your way out. welcome to calmityshq, mel, maple, whitney, and ev ! please be sure to send in your account as soon as you can.

( manu rios, cismale, he/his ) MUSE 02 : gabriel rivers, the twenty-four year old student just got off the bus. as soon as they realized the town was the deserted, they decided to check if the internet was working at all. it's funny actually, they were only on the service trip because he wanted to get away from an argument with his mom. hopefully they fit in there ! they're the kind of person that's adventurous, kind, and impulsive. that's probably why gab reminds us of over-sized clothing, showing up late to everything with a large coffee, waking up 6 am to go for a run, the lingering smell of fruity bodyspray. ( mel, she/her, 23, gmt )

( kim doyeon, cis woman, she/her ) MUSE #14 : holiday ‘hollie' han, the twenty-four year old student just got off the bus. as soon as they realized the town was the deserted, they decided to get a whole new wardrobe from every expensive store. it's funny actually, they were only on the service trip because she got caught smoking weed on university property. hopefully they fit in there ! they're the kind of person that's confident, animated, and self destructive. that's probably why hollie reminds us of bright red lipstick, polaroids from parties, heart shaped sunglasses, jello shots, & neon signs. ( maple, she/they, 22, cst )

( priscilla quintana, cisfemale, she/her ) MUSE # 5 : dahlia cruz, the twenty-five year old student just got off the bus. as soon as they realized the town was the deserted, they decided to throw a rager in front of town hall. it's funny actually, they were only on the service trip because she was planning to throw a rager in the woods. hopefully they fit in there ! they're the kind of person that's dedicated, direct, and stubborn. that's probably why character dahlia reminds us of hanging your head out the car window, giving side eye, a Chanel compact, and an instagram full of group pics. ( whitney, she/her, twenty-six, GMT )

( fiona palomo, cis woman, she/her ) MUSE 17 : marcela diaz, the twenty-four year old student just got off the bus. as soon as they realized the town was the deserted, they decided to go back to the trailer park to check on her older siblings. it's funny actually, they were only on the service trip because she had to complete community service hours for the drugs that were found in her backpack, even though she has said time and time again that they weren't hers. hopefully they fit in there ! they're the kind of person that's devoted, complacent, and closed off. that's probably why marcy reminds us of a long, lonely, single note from the piano in the middle of the night, feeling the sun in your eyes and the heat on your face, the desperation to believe that there must be something more than this, a scream trapped inside a song. ( ev, she/her, 27, est )

#calamityshq.accepted

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kevinwillpkgd · 11 months

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Poor Bolivia. Snow, flash floods, hail, torrential rain, dead crops, cattle and roads. And next week...

I plant things. Ie, throw seeds into vacant lots… eco-terror? a very slow one. ask about invasives, they irk me...

(one store manager had the field plowed over by a cat tractor right after; and used as a snow-dump. Salt made it so ONLY catnip would grow there. (snerk, it reeks) Another little old lady dusted poison over the throws. Another housewife sent her kids to rip up plants.

(work) In the parking lot planters? Some steal the basil, eat the pansies, take the gerbas for themselves.

In other places, fertilizing the dafs made giants. (I think.) You get the general idea. I like flowers. Self seeding ones: hollies, 4 oclocks, pansies, violets, daisies, Alberta roses, clover.

A menace to the community. purple loose-strife, tumble weeds, japanese grasses...

worms.

see the cat example, monocultureist.

#canada #writing #eco #monculture

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alsjeblieft-zeg · 2 years

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66 of 2022

THINGS I LOVE: Philosophy Overgrown yards Thunderstorms in the summertime Classic rock Dream interpretation New York City Collages Listening to music on long car drives Feeling excited and looking forward to things Deep, meaningful conversations Cinematography Bonfires Aesthetically-pleasing interior decoration Having a day I can consider one of the “best days of my life” The style from the 60s and 70s Airports Crossword puzzles Film photography Quotes I can relate to Running

THINGS I DISLIKE: The ’80s Rap music Dislike/hatred of/towards animals Feeling an unavoidable sadness within me Ignorance People who think that everything is a joke Unnecessary rudeness Celery Clothing with fringe When people do things just to “follow the pack” Waiting Confrontation Not being taken seriously by others Feeling incompetent Clichés When my feet are cold Not being able to respond to someone’s message right away for whatever reason Indulging myself in things Romantic comedies Being alone in total darkness

MUSICIANS & BANDS I LOVE: // to be specific, I don’t love any of them; a few I just like The Beatles Paul McCartney Pink Floyd Simon & Garfunkel The Who Bob Dylan George Harrison Led Zeppelin Crosby, Stills, Nash, & Young Paul Simon Billy Joel Elton John The Beach Boys The Doors David Bowie

FILMS I LOVE: Empire of the Sun Atonement Up In The Air Beginners Inglourious Bastards I’m Not There The Descendants Schindler’s List The Graduate My Neighbor Totoro Kiki’s Delivery Service Help! The Darjeeling Limited The Royal Tenenbaums Midnight in Paris

BOOKS I LOVE: Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close The Book Thief The Catcher in the Rye Ordinary People The Foxman The Hole We’re In The Fault In Our Stars The Fates Will Find Their Way Pictures of Hollis Woods The Graveyard Book

THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO DO IN THE FUTURE: Go on a long road trip lasting at least a month Meet at least one of my “idols” Live in New York City Be in a film, even if only in a minor role Travel around Europe Meet someone who shares my interests and way of thinking and have a close relationship with them Have a farm Decorate (and even build) my own home Be renowned for some reason or other Visit a particular museum or monument

I’M FOND OF: Cats. Weed. // which is strange because I’ve never smoked weed myself, so. I just like the smell of it. New experiences. Getting to know people I have things in common with. Aliens. Horror films. Surveys. Mythology. Nature. The beach. The X-Files. Conspiracy Theories. // not like I believe in any of them, though Documentaries. History. Reading. Clothes. Taking Walks. Tattoos. Quadding/Four-wheeling. Classic Rock. Straight forward people. Metal. Poetry. The Sims.

I’M NOT FOND OF: Extremists. Closed-minded people. Cheese. People who judge or worry about the decisions/opinions of others. Disrespect/Ignorance. The media. Cleaning. Romantic Comedies. Bugs. ‘Reality’ TV shows. Technology taking over *every* aspect of life. Overdramatic people. Today’s music. Cliches. People who hold certain sentiments simply because the mass majority feels that way. Facebook. Self-righteousness. Being stared at. Being condescended to. Being ignored. Beer. Snow/Ice. Feeling trapped in my own head.

I enjoy eating/drinking: Steak. Shrimp. Pizza Pringles. Ben & Jerry’s. Rice. Potatoes. Bagels. Fruit. Skor bars. Aloe Vera drinks. Bolthouses. Water. Chicken. Salads. Omelets. Zucchini. Dark Russet chips. Hot chocolate.

I like to watch: The X-Files. Law & Order: SVU. The Twilight Zone. American Horror Story. Married With Children. Twin Peaks. King Of The Hill. Nightmare Next Door. Wicked Attraction. Roseanne. That 70’s Show. Freaks & Geeks. Breaking Bad. Charmed. Family Guy. The Wonder Years.

I would describe myself as: Laid back. Accepting. Indifferent. Realistic. Ill-tempered. Sarcastic. Blunt. Introverted. Witty. Good-natured. Understanding. Open-minded. Anxious. Headstrong. Honest. Lazy. Moody/Neurotic. Wise. Thick-skinned. Logical. Aloof. Impartial. Cynical. Humorous. Indecisive. Intuitive. Loyal. Modest. Brooding.

I’ve experienced: A hangover. A really bad break-up. Smoking weed. Doing drugs other than weed. Being in a fist fight. Having my own house. Being on a plane. Smoking a cigarette. Sexual assault/abuse. A pregnancy. Being kicked out of my parent’s house. Hitchhiking. Shooting a gun. Physical abuse. Being hospitalized. An abusive relationship. Watching someone die. Seeing someone stabbed and/or shot. Being robbed. Competing in some sort of competition. Being in love. Gambling in a casino. A surgery of some sort.

#survey #about me survey #bolding survey

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