#hope you all are well and healthy!

[majorpatheticcas]

⚠️TW: BLOOD WILL BE SEEN UNDERCUT.⚠️

So yeah. This happened to me yesterday and I'm taking time off school AND work to take care of myself. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and decided to post this now to let you guys know about my health!

Alright, I woke up around 4 am feeling a little tipsy, so I decided to go downstairs and drink some water. But while I was walking to the kitchen, I felt the sudden urge to puke. So I ran to the bathroom, blood was spilling out of my mouth. Why? I had no idea. So while I was running, my legs suddenly gave up on me so I tried my best to crawl to the bathroom. But then one of my roommates went down since they wake up VERY early and saw the blood on the floor to the bathroom. They called out my name and followed the blood trail to the bathroom, only to face me breathing heavily while I kept vomitting blood. The first words I said are exactly what I put in the last panel lmao. I'm clearly not fine but I'm only saying I am so my friends won't worry about someone like me <3.

Bal belongs to: @caycanteven (sorry if I've been tagging you a lot, and especially if it's bothering you. I just can't contain my love for your boi <33)

#I don't know what's happening to me #I probably won't be posting for a while so I'm giving you a heads-up as to why I'll be absent :) #Just not feeling too well at the moment #And kinda need to focus on myself and my health tbh. #I've been having a LOT of health issues lately bur I didn't think much of it until that day #So yeah #don't be like me #take care of yourself and don't be too selfless like me <33 #hoping all of you are healthy and are smiling! #I love you all and PLEASE stay safe and warm. #cas talks #my ramblings #health problems #balsam sans

[milkweedman]

Not me putting off trying my wheel again bc im afraid that even on a 'good day' I might not be able to treadle. Hah. :/

Edit: OK either im not on a good day or else my good days are now hell, so I guess I will be avoiding the wheel out of sheer emotional self preservation

#man sometimes when i think about everything disability stole from me i get so fuckin sad #so many things #and knowing that unless something drastically changes i will continue to lose it all is um. hm. well it inspires bad feelings for sure #anyway i will try it and hope #spinning #disability #chronic illness #needed to go to the store to get groceries and got down one aisle with my rollator before i realized i was shaking so hard from the pain #of walking that i was freaking everyone else out #have never used one of the power scooter things in stores despite the fact that i would have benefited from it for the past decade or so #just very self conscious. also when you look healthy and like an able young man you get lots of 'how dare you' type shit #anyway i was going to pass out otherwise so. i did use it and i wanted to disappear into the floor the whole time #has been. a day.

[dustofthedailylife]

Happy New Year 2024! 🎆💕

2023 has been a year of a lot of ups and downs for me. Especially the past six months have been incredibly taxing for me and my health. And even though I'm getting better again, I feel that it took a toll on my body. I get tired super easily and still need a lot of sleep - but slow and steady wins the race, right?

As for New Year's resolutions - I have a couple of plans or goals I'd like to realize in the upcoming year. ⭐ start my own manga/webcomic series. ⭐ write more fanfic again ⭐ draw more and generally make more time for my creative hobbies ⭐ finish university ⭐open my own sticker shop

And last but not least, I'm thankful for what I accomplished this year. I may not be satisfied with how a couple of things have turned out or hoped for more and there were tears of joy, anger, and sadness. But at the end of the day - I did it, and that's what matters.

I'm thankful to finally have been able to travel to Japan for the first time and hope for many many more travels just like it.

I'm thankful for the friends I have made and the time I spent with loved ones. How I tackled problems and grew when I faced them (what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, am I right?).

And ultimately, I'm thankful for all your support. We may all just be random internet strangers but just know that every single ask or comment went a long way. Especially this year. I know I've been super inconsistent this year and I want to get out of that slump again. Therefore I'm all the more thankful for everyone who took some time out of their day to talk to me, read my works, reblog, or support me in any other way. Truly, I'll never take it for granted.

Happy New Year to you all! XOXO Dust 🍁

#🍁 dust rambles #happy new year! #may the new year be a happy healthy and prosperous one for all of us #sending many internet hugs out to you all #hoping to become more active again in the next year as well

[doodlebloo]

2 days ago my beloved friend and coworker texted me after a shift we shared together saying she was sick and as a joke I replied "NOOO you don't deserve it! Take me instead it should've been me!!!"

Guess who woke up today with a fever and a sore throat.

#well at least I'm almot done w all my assignments i guess. damn. #ok vent over i hope you all are doing well and staying healthy!!! #doodle.txt

[bitchlessdino]

I should’ve done this sooner but I hope whoever or wherever you are, I hope you realize you deserve love and no less. No matter what you think of yourself, you are worth every ounce of air you breath, every meal you eat, every person that loves and cherishes you. It’s all for you. Please remember that.

#nan talks #I’m really sappy rn #sad even #I just hope everyone is well and healthy #I love you all so much

[nilovalentine]

I'm voting amane guilty but some ppl voting her guilty are being so mean about it it almost makes me wanna switch to the inno side ngl

#amane momose #milgram #like. guys shes not a monster shes a very traumatized child whos clinging to her cults beliefs to cope #with a deeply stressful and dangerous situation #shes not gonna go full ham and start killing everyone #that being said she did very clearly threaten shidou. several times. and if shidou is incapacitated or even killed #then mahiru stands no chance of recovery i feel #so even though i think amane is innocent. i feel i have to vote her guilty for not only others' sake. but her own as well! #we're not her therapists so we cant uncondition her all we can do is make sure she gets out of milgram as physically healthy as she can #and hope. if she gets out of milgram (if you can even get out of milgram) that she'll at least consider es' words #my posts

[magistralucis]

@absolut--kurant!

#the garden flock roll call 🥰🥰🥰 #everything is very green and all the birds are full of fluff and eager to be fed! #ryzhik dove is well and healthy as you can see) i hadn't managed a video of him for a while #i'm filming through glass because these pidges actively try to come in and explore the conservatory if we leave the door open 😅 #i hope they delight you my dear! #happy saturday and i hope you have a good one 💖💖💖💖💖 #dove #pigeon #birds #cute #ryzhik dove

[silenthillbunni]

🏨🩹🧸

#tmrw im finally gnna talk to a doctor at the hospital abt potentially getting surgery #hopefully he'll agree and think surgery is the next step #bc as i understand it gallstones just dont go away on their own + they'll keep getting worse w time #and it's been 3.5 months now and my body has not worked properly at all. can barely even eat #so yeah i just dont have any faith in the health care system and that they even wanna help you #but i rlly rlly hope he'll say that surgery is what i need so i can be put on a waiting list #i just want my gallbladder removed so i can live hopefully as normal as possible again #there r so many symptoms and just .. yeah no i cant have it like this. need it to be over #and gallbladder surgery is a routine one and fairly easy an uncomplicated. the recovery is simple(er) as well #so hopefully this will all just go smoothly so i can be normal and healthy again. and be able to eat :< #but im worried that he wont agree on surgery and that i'll have to argue w him lol. im so worried that's gnna happen #if i just know that im on a waiting list and will get surgery within 3 months i'll be able to relax more #im super nervous for tmrw but just gnna have to do it and then i'll know what's next

[ellegaard]

Ahoy everyone!!! I want to thank you guys so much for all the things you've sent in- I'm waist deep in final exam season, which might make me a little slow in getting them all out to you guys!! But I haven't forgotten or left anything behind, and I'll make sure to get responses out as soon as I possibly can! 😊

#𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒗𝒊𝒏 || 𝑵𝒐𝒗𝒂 𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒔 #𝑫𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 || 𝑶𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 #(( Narcolepsy is also making things so much trickier than they need to be- but I can't be stopped!! ☺️ #(( I hope you're all doing well!! And safe and healthy!!! #(( What are you most excited about for this month?

[muselexum]

<3

#sending you all so much love #it's crazy how a year has zipped by #every so often i'll come by and check up on the dash and i love seeing all the familiar names <33 #I'll prolly write a more official post in the new year at some point #but im so eager for this work contract to end at the end of this year #im grateful for the job in many ways but in others it was really burnt me out and drained me #ready to turn a new leaf in the new year #and hopefully get some of my creative motivation back when my mind clears #ive put even art/painting on the sidelines as well this year which is something im sad about #but on the positives I think ive had a lot of personal and emotional growth this year that im really proud of!! #(still dont have a driver's license though.. LOL OOP) #and ive really worked on my anxiety and depression. like even if this job is burning out and depressing me// I don't feel DEPRESSED ya kno. #ive just been experiencing a lot of personal growth and change #and the people around me in my life have told me that they've seen changes in me this year too so :') #BUTTTTTT #I so so miss my creative outlets and I feel like I've neglected that this year #I went from escapism to fully avoiding the outlets so now I think it's time to transition into the healthy middle #anywaaaay #hope yall have been doing amazing #love u all and ill probably pop in here for the holidays <33 #blows u all kisses #ooc #tbd

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

your tags on parenting make me super emotional <3 that's exactly the kind of parent I want to be one day

Thanks! I feel the same way honestly. I have a lot of opinions about parenting and I can't say that I will be the perfect parent because that doesn't exist. I can't even say that my hypothetical future kid/kids will be perfect because children don't grow in a vacuum. I can only control what I do and say and try to be the best version of myself and hope for the best.

#i often hear people say that involved parenting is too difficult to be realistic or that modeling behavior is too hard #and yeah. yeah it is. it is one of the most difficult things a person can do. but who the fuck has a kid thinking it'll be easy? #kids are hard work and commitment. they should never be something done on a whim. you should never half ass raising a kid #and not to say that people should be perfect all the time or that people shouldn't have 'me' time #its just that i genuinely don't understand people who shove their kid into as many activities as possible to get away from them #or put all their hopes and dreams and expectations on them. if it's so easy and attainable to live up to your expectations as a parent #then do it first. you want your kid to have straight A's? great. show me your report card at that age #im just... kids are just people. and they just want to hang out with their parents and receive love and attention #and anyway ive lost my point im just very passionate about this topic #very passionate #when im older and financially stable I want to foster teenagers i think. i want to be there for them and model healthy adult behavior #and help them make that transition. i want to be that person for them. because everyone needs help and love and family #and honestly? my parents fostered kids my entire life. THEY MODELED THAT BEHAVIOR #i understand that family is not a given. i understand that family is above all else forged. and that applies to everyone #not just found family or fostering. if you don't know your bio child then can you really call yourself family? #family is *forged* regardless of the context. and if it isn't? if you skip that step with your bio kids? well thats a major fucking issue #anyway nothing but respect for my parents who bought groceries for my foster sister when she was out of care. FOR MONTHS #nothing but respect for my parents who took me with them to give my foster sister their old stroller when she needed it #nothing but respect for my parents who take in my old foster brother every weekend to 'babysit' because they know he isnt in a loving house #nothing but respect for my parents who adopted my siblings without a word when they asked #honestly they are why i am who i am today. i was a kid with adhd and learning disabilities who hated school #and now I'm an honors student and getting my doctorate. because they did the academia with me #and im not saying they did my schoolwork. im saying that they assigned books to read over the summer and we would read them as a family #and we would discuss the literary concepts and themes together as a family. i love dissecting media! and thats because of my parents! #it was a family activity! same goes for science and art and music #and coding and history ect ect #anyway im going off on a tangent but basically what im saying is that my parents didn't ship me off to camp every summer #we just did things as a family together. i remember the time and bonding with them. and i modeled that behavior #and not to brag but i think I turned out alright #anyway tangent over!

[bebemoon]

.｡❅*⋆⍋*｡ 𝓯𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓲𝓯𝓽𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 @𝓵𝓲𝓵𝔂𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰.

heaven by marc jacobs brown bear trap charm pouch bag . marni mohair-blend striped sequinned cardigan in pink and brown . l’occitane “cherry blossom” eau de toilette

swarovski pink crystal teddy earrings . republic of tea: cuppa chocolate tea in red velvet flavor

#14/15 #gift ask game #lilyblossoming #tw: food #i swear there's no connection with the bears they just happen to fit with my overall idea^^' #i hope you like these choices- i couldn't get to your archive so it was pretty much a blind read for me #all the same i wish you a healthy and safe rest of the year and a joyful new year of more baby steps #there's never a rush you should know<3 #well anyway #pink #brown #marc jacobs #swarovski #republic of tea #chocolate #marnie #l'occitane #edt #cardigan #mohair #tea #crystal #earrings #jewellry #queue

[thebirdandhersong]

But where do I put all this love? It's inside of me, growing and festering and threatening to explode out of me. Who do I give it to now? Where does it go? Where does it go to fade away? Where does it go to die a quiet death? There isn't a pair of familiar hands to receive it anymore, and no longer a welcoming mailbox waiting with its mouth open. Where does it all go and where should I put it? Who do I love now, the way I loved that boy?

#what a headache this is. i dont love him anymore which is just as well because oftentimes that ish HURT. #but whose hand do i hold who do i cook dinner for who will turn to me with laughter in their eyes #like they know i understand the joke who will hold the umbrella so far over my head their whole sleeve gets wet #who do i send letters to while full knowing i'll never get a response but still hoping for one who will wink at me across #the dinner tablr who will walk me home who will i think of while im dancing in the kitchen #who will i make tea for who will i agonize over while planning birthday and Christmas gifts #who will i love the same way? where do i put this mountain of love #what do i do with all the little specific ways i learned to love #and who will love me when the only person who has ever looked and me and said i love you and i want to cherish you #was also the person who made me feel like an afterthought a sincere but directionless fling #who made me feel undesirable and unseen and unwanted? i have never felt so unwanted the way i felt at the very end #anyway this is probably a sign that im up way too late anyway what is the point in wondering lol #since breaking up with the boy i have shot my shot with four other friendly candidates #and have been gunned down by disinterest or unfortunate barriers #since breaking up with him four of my friends have gotten engaged and one has begun a new promising relationship #and four others are pregnant. when will i not have to examine my heart #and see the ugliest kinds of covetous resentful thoughts and feelings and be like #ah yes this is not a healthy response #also no wonder the only boy who ever thought you were worth loving never loved you fully and completely #he signed up for what he thought was a beautiful heart a beautiful mind a beautiful soul no wonder he was disappointed

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

#my art #artists on tumblr #I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already #I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that #exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together #not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know #and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again #I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly #instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her #feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time #well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system #and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her #and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result #but it felt like to commemorate her in some way. #so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind #which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever #never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor #but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself #she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret #there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end #even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again #I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing #it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day #she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much #when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was #well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed #I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home #and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me #spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure #and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes

[tetsumie]

hello! just a little update but i am currently writing a part 2 of the "you're so clingy" fic! i won't be saying who's in it (bc #suspense) but i'm kinda going through a bit of writer's block rn so sorry it's taking so long for me to post it :( i want it to be a work that i'm proud of!

for the time being, i might be writing small fics to help me get back into the gist of writing again :,)

thank you for being patient with me ! <3

#sumi speaks <3 #so sorry for the delay #school + writer's block are going to kill me #also doesn't help that i keep thinking abt my ex... #sorry im oversharing #anyways #i hope you all are well and eating healthy <3 #drink water !!!

[dastardlydaemon]

don't mind me. I've just been lurking of late.

#ooc / mems. #its been nasty and humid and just plain gross #which is not the ideal weather for my disposition #so I just lay super low and get into energy saving mode whenever i can #we don't have spring where I live #It just goes from winter to suddenly hot and humid and I do not like at all 🔪🔪🔪 #anyhoo I hope you all are doing well and keeping healthy 😊