#i already know I have shit taste

[dirtydragonthoughts]

do you *want* anon hate? i can provide lol

only if I'm not expected to take it seriously XD

#because really #this is tumblr #i already know I have shit taste #and my hot takes are more like lukewarm dishcloth takes #what else are folks gonna come after me for #being old?

[kauriart]

Where is all the horny Zaeed content? I cannot be the only person hot for that surly bastard.

#zaeed massani #mass effect #me2 #pls keep me away from mass effect rare pairs I beg you #I don’t have the strength #but also Zaeed would say the wildest dirtiest shit in bed #now that I know what you’ll pay for a taste of my cock you’ll never get it for free #that’s it #that’s all I wrote #and I’m already too invested #it’s Miranda #Miranda x Zaeed #There’s only 3 fics on AO3 - and in one they are background. #Why is my brain such garbage #send help

[welcometogrouchland]

Based off that one scene in eclipse lake I've decided that willow's favourite human music would be the world's worst fucking ear-bleeding hyper pop.

Hunter sits down to listen to it with her and has to rip the headphones off 4 seconds in because he thinks he's gonna throw up and willows like "omg are you okay?? I'm sorry we can stop listening to it if you need to :((" all concerned and hunter's like "no no it's fine! I just...don't know why you listen to this. Or how" and willows like "it makes my brain itchy :)" and hunter says "THAT'S A GOOD THING??"

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #willow park #hunter toh #hunter noceda #feel free to tag as ship. I'm not bc i want hyper pop willow to reach the widest possible audience #in all fairness i think most of the kids would have pretty eclectic music tastes across the board??? #luz likes songs from anime and k-pop i feel but she also likes the merengue and latin pop music her mom loves and classic rock from her dad #probably also enjoys showtunes? at least the ones that are popular in her demographic (re: teens) #then i think in like. s3 specifically she'd be enjoying a lot of mountain goats and julieta venegas and mm@ta?? #plus lucy dacus i feel #willow also likes lucy dacus (i already made a whole comic abt her liking breakup songs lol) #(LISTEN i just think that when she was little she lacked the vocabulary to express her feelings on the Amity situation- #-and the closest thing she had was angsty breakup songs. hunter shares this problem aftet belos ''dies'' and she gives him her playlist) #she likes mxmtoon and boy genius and some other artists she likes k-pop but overall her fav is wretched hyper-pop #(also i wish i could specify which k-pop groups luz and willow (and gus and Amity btw) would like BUT. I've only listened to blackpink) #(so feel free to weigh in on that) #i think zeno once said that hunter would like slipknot and other metal and metal-adjacent music??? feels right #but i also know he'd enjoy cavetown. yes yes it's basic but it's so him. it's a common hc for a reason #(FUN FACT AVI ROQUE RAINES VA SAID THEY'D LIKE IT TOO. CUTE AS SHIT) #he also likes manny's old rock CDs and even though he doesn't get the lyrics he likes camillas music too #he'd like a lot of orchestral arrangements too and acoustic pieces i think. movie scores and folk songs #gus likes everything i cannot stress this enough. if it is music gus is in love with it. even the weird shit. actually ESPECIALLY that #again. points at the scene from eclipse lake #but also his frame of reference for what's weird is skewed??? mongolian throat singing is more normal to him than Shawn Mendes #he likes carly rae japsen i stand by that from the comic #oh i also forgot to mention this in his section but huntet enjoys phoebe bridgers and the front bottoms #amity likes mitski and phoebe bridgers. she likes kate bush but also like late 90s/early 00s rnb??? #she likes pop punk specifically paramore #i have more thoughts but I'm out of tags lol

[04tenno]

Listen to me.

Funny little yuppie

Considered very handsome and "moderate"; capacity for violence is underestimated, as such

Psychological issues, erratic behavior, at least semi-unprompted extreme emotional reactions

Has a secretary who is implied to have feelings for him

Has no interest in his female partners

Hates nearly all of his colleagues

Kills one of said colleagues

Specific murder method of beheading

Shares many of the same interests (baseball, American whiskey, working out, dining at expensive restaurants, acts of torture, etc.)

Sound familiar?

Either way, I'll let you in on a little secret: making comparisons between Patrick Bateman and Yoshitaka Mine shouldn't be about making either of them out to be Cool or Scary or Intriguing. It should be about the bit.

It should be about being able to say Mine WOULD have a routine that can only be explained by him having an excess of executive function. It should be about being able to say Mine WOULD seethe over minor (some would say imperceptible) differences in color and font choices between everyone's business cards. And it should be about being able to say Mine WOULD pop a boner at a U2 concert.

#american psycho #patrick bateman #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #sorry for tagging this atrocious post but anyway if you know you know #american autist. american boyboss. THESE are the archetypes #like It Just Works because mine specifically styles himself after american yuppies #that is 100% on purpose and something kanda brings up lol #and a lot of american psycho is about really struggling to have any connection with your humanity #when you're obsessed with the hallmarks of. “success” #and the way amassing wealth and power leads you to chase less and less moral thrills to live up to the lengths you've gone to already #there's a lot of thematic overlap #But Also It's Funny #But Also He Drinks His Respect Women Juice Religiously That's It That's The Main Thing #and the “saying deranged shit that just gets ignored” and “vacuous exterior” traits went to rggjo #also im not fuckingjhkesrkgjhujeklshgks THE LAST POINT IS A REAL THING THING THAT HAPPENED TO BATEMAN AND WOULD HAPPEN TO MINE #SORRY. MINE HAS BAD TASTE TO ME #BECAUSE IT WOULD BE FUNNY #ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD CAN'T FIX THAT #i guess that's another thing they have in common though. being queer in a way every dudebro fan wants to ignore lol

[candyheartedchy]

Y’all would not believe how much strength it takes out of me to not reveal my secret fictional crushes every day.

#i have so many crushes #some come and go #but others resurface from childhood and then it’s like ‘SHIT DO I DRAW SOMETHING AND POST IT?!?!’ #but like I know my taste is off the wall already so y’all are probably use to it #some I already mentioned or hinted at but I’m too shy to draw or post art #the problem is that I already have f/o(s) that I barely focus on already #so just adding or focusing on other characters kinda makes me feel bad #which is funny because some crushes I just post about right off the bat but others it’s just 😬 #and it’s not like I have to keep them a secret because they’re bad or because others ships with them #heck most don’t really see anything self ship related about them #it’s more of just feeling embarrassed really #and guilty #which I know I shouldn’t because if I want to post a new fictional crush on my blog I should be allowed too #and then there’s the whole getting crushes for a week or so and then they disappear #which then makes me really feel bad because the feelings kinda eventually go away or fade where the f/o ends up kinda sitting on a shelf #but idk #💬 chy chatter 💬

[mitangy]

thanks for the tag @bootheminiaturegiantspacehamster <3 five songs, ten tags... the songs i've been listening to a lot recently are:

I Can't Decide - Scissor Sisters

Body - Mother Mother

Laplace's Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!) - Will Wood

Old Soul - Saint Motel

DEBT COLLECTOR - Jhariah

do i know 10 people? let's see.

@s-ya @tobidei @bad-takes-mcgee @prismbattery @aariatov @bori-cha @killyourrdarlingss @chop-chop-slide @haarlep @calibur-death @ioiogurt HAH i did it. you dont have to do this if you dont wanna <3

#quinntext #tag game #or whatever. thank you for thinking of me teehee #my taste in music is shit i already know this you do not have to make an utterance

[whereisthedamndaddymanual]

Look I don't know what the fuck antarctica is.

It's like stuff your ass ain't surviving past though

#I could see myself as a dragon the sixe of creation watching you breathe fire for me though #the little dragon female is like whaever you want master *poof* *puff* *snap dragon* #and the master dragon breathes into creation once again #look honey I had to grow it process it and sometimes ship it over the Christopher Columbus route #it's the most crazy part of it all and I already know it's true because I was there and I am going to be there #it was a simple time #car ride and some food #the old man that I like is there and things go well usually #I kinda remember me thinking about myself man what is this guy's deal #like after seeing myself selling nothing can ever compare #me: dude I would NEVER work at a restaurant that is for chicks #and yet there I am pretending I suppose #like how about I retire and go manage a restaurant like no mother fucker that's not what he does....he does those two #waitresses #uh well if anything gets a bell 133 I can claim it solo or in pair #I want to take extra sugar with you and one hand on each hood just gently letting you both feel my spark #connecting one hand with two hands #it's like water if you stare at each hydrogen right you gave two hos #but yanno let's get naked and get high and have fun and if you want to call it magic then that's what it is #she says wait til you taste that meat #shot out to your pics with your eyes red as fuck though.... that's hot #one thing you don't want to do is bring a dreamcast into my domain and not expect me to unlock the company logo to fight you #like logos ethos pathos.....like more than they claim but they don't know shit #like yeah.....I wanna slowly feel my bulge as you both demonstrate and begin the way of the hiot #yeah you've been doing it for years let's see it first #first time for me anyway #which makes it your most important teaching hoot #drugs teacher student relationship #sex: owner slave (s' down the line) relationship #I never wanted to be a phlebotomist but for you I will learn

[tenrose]

I finished A cosmology of monsters and I absolutely devoured the whole book.

It's kinda ironic how the beginning really scared me in a way no other book has ever done, when it took in fact a complete different direction to what I thought.

What scared me was that I thought we were gonna see characters slowly becoming mad and paranoid and maybe violent and we'll have trouble separating what's real and what is not.

But in the end it's not a story about monsters. The monsters are real. But the scariest monsters are the ones the characters are facing in their real lives.

It's a story about a family falling apart because of secrets, grief, depression and precarity. These are the real monsters. And in a way it's way scarier that what's scared me in the first place, because nobody can't escape real life problems (I try but hey they're still here). So my fear was replaced by sadness and the heavy weight lies and unsaid things let on a family.

I have to admit I am always found of stories about dysfunctional families and their intergenerational trauma and how intricate and hard it is to find a way out of all this. I do enjoyed that the story does not let the reader with this in the end with no sense of hope. But I guess the moral of the story, or the moral I choose to believe in is to share your emotions with your loved ones. If only I knew how to that IRL, but that's not the topic here.

Some moment were really gut-wrenching, I particularly appreciated how depression was being written.

#a cosmology of monsters #misc #i am supposed to read the last book of broken earth trilogy #was supposed to read light one shots in betwee #but uh... #apparently i don't do light reading these days #i've only read hard to digest things lately #im not ready to finish broken earth #i know it's gonna be an absolute heartbreaking experience #like both books already made me cry #and i have little hope this is gonna end well #so i might read something else #really happy that shaun hamill was a good read #i was influenced because of a podcast #and was lowkey owrried not to like it #but i did #hence the mini review here #it's funny cause i am a very influencable person when it comes to books lmao #except for bookstagram/booktok #like i've read enough with acotar to know their taste are shit #there might be some good books in the mix #but i'll read them only if i hear about it by other way #friends/podcasts/radio etc #anywayyyyy #i forgot to eat lmao

[glimpsesofeuterpe]

i am still sick but feeling better (had like 20 hours sleep time)

#blahblah #oversharing in tags #yeah i cant smell nor taste anything even as no its still just a dumb flu #finger crossed knocking on wood its not going to last longer than three+ days #otherwise i am kinda fucked #....... as if i already didn't have ages of struggles with eating enough (barely feel/dont at all hunger #at this point i dont even know if its due to autism or depression or both or whatever) #if tasteless becomes like a default glitch holy shit wont i become even skinnier #i see no sense in eating if i cant taste it and the lack of sense and meanings demotivates a lot #no need to be dramatic esfer shuttfup we all know you will force yourself to eat to survive anyway #gdfgdfgfdgdfgfdgdfgdfdfgdfg #i mean i had tasteless glitch before #but it never lasted for longer than a day #it's real weird #how others managed to deal with it for weeks+

[beelzzzebub]

just found out the guy i've been talking to is a creep. again.

#boink #maybe im just emotionally unstable but this is hitting me very unpleasantly #like idk #i know already that i don't really tend to attract romantic attention that often #why is it that the only two situations i've been in have been with shitty creepy guys #like #do i just have bad taste in people #ik the first person i was talking to i didn't really actually like that much #i was just surprised that someone liked me like that and i jumped at it #but even if i didn't actually have serious feelings for this person now #i mean i at least liked them as a person #like shit #i don't know #anyways i found out from a friend who apparently 'heard through the grapevine' #that we were talking #which is uncomfy to me in itself #bc i didn't know there was a grapevine to be hearing from anymore #but they said that they had some bad experiences with him and so did some other people they know #and like to just be careful #which i appreciate #so much #that they told me you know #but i'm just kind of reeling a bit now #maybe it's not such a big deal #idk #still though

[tibli]

god i am SO picky when it comes to games and its such a pain in the ass.

its not like i'm even asking that much though! I just want something 3D that emphasizes adventure and exploration with the inclusion of platforming elements! And also has a robust and in-depth character creation system with multiple playable races that DONT just look like humans with blue skin or pointy ears, a farming and combat system, the ability to romance either gender, the inclusion of pets and or mountable steeds, a flying mechanic, a leisurely pace, a low processor requirement....

#gaming #video games #tibtalks #i have been LOOKING #i have been plunging through the DEPTHS to find a game like this #but i just dont think it exists! #any game (mmos included) that you can name #ive probably already heard of and decided it wasnt to my tastes #ive had an idea for a game just like this #but unfortunately i dont know shit abt modeling or programming #and thats probably way too much work for one person!

[ofmermaidstories]

sometimes i consider deleting all my socials and just having a shortcut to Fragrantica on my phone.

#you guys have no idea how badly—how BADLY—i want to describe a definate scent for our Y/Ns 😔🔫 #scent is so decisive tho… i feel like it’s already pushing it being like ‘reader has a perfume on’ LOL #because!!! you know!!!! not all of us like perfume or care about it or can even stand it #and even those who DO like—have completely different tastes #do you like green smells or strong florals or would you rather smell like something edible like caramel? do you like leather??? tobacco??? #there’s so many branches #it can go any which way #it’s the little details like this that make me wanna crack the shits and go back to writing named OCs LOL #this—and being able to describe CLOTHES 😭😭🔫 #nevermind—sacrifices have to be made #floating rubbish island: mermaid spam

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

if anyone needs me i will be rewatching trigun 98 and tristamp over and over until my brain explodes

#had a bad time in therapy today sigh #first time i cried in front of the new therapist wooooooooo #and we havent even started talking about the painful stuff yet. how tf am i gonna handle that #(spoiler: im not <3 we dont have to talk abt it if i never bring it up) #also being. slammed with nostalgia (/neg) and i cannot get rid of it and it fucking sucks #got a. bad taste in my mouth. from like. everything rn #anyway. if anyone needs me i will be bolting myself into a shitty tin can and sending myself to the bottom of the sea. #not to see the titanic bc im not dumb and full of hubris. but just like. in general #im down there now. i want to fucking explode #sorry bad joke <3 i wanna kms so bad. i wanna wake up tomorrow and be in a universe that is Not This One #aaughrggghrghr. im angry and j dont know what im angry at . i wanna. fling myself into space #so instead i will watch trigun and if i start posting about max in the next day or so well can you blame me. #i hope someone draws him for artfight. specifically. hes rlly cool #i have his page uploaded already but im sooooo bad at making descriptions #oh fuck i also learned how to fucking tag things on artfight now omg. i didnt know that was a thing. #how did i do three years of this shit and not TAG anything. what the fuck #anyway. wish i was a guy covered in blood rn. maybe i should watch hannibal instead #is it time to bring out ol reliable and watch the stab scene from mizumono on a loop again #and perhaps i will listen to sodikken misery meat and people eater. idk. spice it up a little #girls when they say they want to be held: screenshot of the way hannibal holds wills face before gutting him like a fish #im feeling rlly normal rn if you cant tell

[goth-link]

i may have brewed these batches of mead i have going a little TOO well… both in the “wow this is delicious!” and in the “woah, this sure is fermenting”

#and i already know it’s not infected i just messed with this batch a little and thought it might ferment a good amount #goth link says some shit #i am paranoid the one might brew too much for the holidays but i have a plan in that case so it’s chill #i will be disappointed tho bc it usually tastes like candy which is fuckin delicious

[reanimatedgh0ul]

ik jazz knows who valerie is bc of reign storm but like does she know abt valerie being red huntress or what

#i'm just going to go assume that she does esp by the time a glitch in time happened #ik she wasn't in flirting w disaster #but given danny's talk w jack and how he def would've been emotionally out of it afterwards #she def knows smth up and ik jack def blabbed abt danny having a gf (or atleast he would have) #you bet jazz def try to psychoanalyze danny's crush on valerie now that she has the full context #she'd absolutely compare him to jack be like yeah do def inherited dad's taste in women #which danny would immediately tell her to shut up #also think she'd try to offer atleast little advice w how to go abt this #not right before danny once again being a lil shit and going pls jazz what would yk abt heartbreak you've never even dated anyone #she's like ok 1) fuck you 2) that's not what i was getting #3) would you quit brooding for a sec and let me give you some advice already yeesh #robi rambles

[exopelagic]

auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr

#okay I’m feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before I’ll be able to sleep #friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I can’t do that. #but I also go home on Sunday and I can’t do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. can’t see them #which. I guess makes things easier actually that’s not something I can control and I’m not changing existing plans that’s unfair #I’m also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites — so literally random picked from everything I’ve ever done #and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song #w a good memory attached and it’s MY song not one of my old friends #okay where are we #I’m stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. I’m prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more #and then it’s 20 minutes on Thursday morning I’ll be done before 10am #I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role I’m currently occupying #in that w a bunch of my friends I’m having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff. #mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy #i can do it i can do it easily I’ve just tasted not having to now so it’s. noticeably different having to do it more #i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to it’s so annoying #it’s like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be #and I’m constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go it’s effortless and constant it’s just There #with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because I’m in a position where if I don’t we’ll get nowhere #and I don’t like that I’m having to worry abt keeping other people happy while I’m talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff #hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations #but this probably isn’t great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain #anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! it’s midnight! I’m going to bed in half an hour <3 #it’s honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon #luke.txt #uaUrghrhfhjs I’m also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are. #I’m being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like I’m being insane. #I think! I need to go to bed! #I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have. #philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but it’s fine and if it does I think I’ll be pretty happy anyway #point is I’m doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and I’m allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.