#i have so many crushes

[candyheartedchy]

Y’all would not believe how much strength it takes out of me to not reveal my secret fictional crushes every day.

#i have so many crushes #some come and go #but others resurface from childhood and then it’s like ‘SHIT DO I DRAW SOMETHING AND POST IT?!?!’ #but like I know my taste is off the wall already so y’all are probably use to it #some I already mentioned or hinted at but I’m too shy to draw or post art #the problem is that I already have f/o(s) that I barely focus on already #so just adding or focusing on other characters kinda makes me feel bad #which is funny because some crushes I just post about right off the bat but others it’s just 😬 #and it’s not like I have to keep them a secret because they’re bad or because others ships with them #heck most don’t really see anything self ship related about them #it’s more of just feeling embarrassed really #and guilty #which I know I shouldn’t because if I want to post a new fictional crush on my blog I should be allowed too #and then there’s the whole getting crushes for a week or so and then they disappear #which then makes me really feel bad because the feelings kinda eventually go away or fade where the f/o ends up kinda sitting on a shelf #but idk #💬 chy chatter 💬

[nat-20s]

I'm not aromantic but I believe in their beliefs

#trying to push out amatonormativity from at least their little corners of the universe...they are So Right for that!!!!! #also i say im not aromantic but tbh honestly tbh im probably on the aro spectrum #'who were all of your childhood crushes! who was your first love that you definitely already had! how many times have you fallen in love!' #um. uh. well. you see. *knocks over a glass of water and runs away*

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't know what this is. the plush has invaded my brain. it has the controls now

#three of us! just three of us! look closely you will see... #dhmis but its the different wall..eys. ies. eyes. walleyes. WHAT IS THE PLURAL #fr tho i need the plush. i need it #thank FUCK there's a 21 day window #otherwise!! i would never have him!! and id be Crushed!! #he needs to be in my arms.... #scribble salad #welcome home #honestly though the plush is In My Brain #ive rewatched the ad so many times already... #its endeared me to howdy further. wally as well but thats a given #howdy my beloved....

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mdzs au #Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU #lan wangji #wei wuxian #digital art #Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics. #So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai #Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun! #Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*) #I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered. #My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.” #Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH. #Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept. #This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later. #And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.

[yhwcomeback]

Cole sketch I did a few days ago as a warm up

#my art #ninjago #ninjago cole #cole brookstone #cole #12 year old me had a crush on him #anyway hope I will be able to draw more after my school finals #I have so many cute sketcheeesss #I need to finish them #Also I didn't look up any reference for that ninja suit SO I made one up

[lavender-rroses]

a doodle that got a little out of hand

(more under the cut)

they make me so crazy

i read somewhere on here that fnc is like chip having a crush on an older sibling’s friend or something which i think rewired my neurons,,, like unrequited crush fish and chips is SO…….omg so smart

anyway that’s where this whole thing came from

#lavrose art #jrwi riptide #jrwi #jrwi chip #jrwi gillion #jrwi fnc #jrwi fish and chips #jrwi fanart #fanart #gillion tidestrider #they’re so silly ugh #ok i’m all for fnc but something abt chip just having a massive crush is so funny to me #also ignore the modern guitar i’m lazy #also also so many little things i forgot…oops #pretend chip has his little beard

[yuriiofthevalley]

hiii thank you for the tag danny @cursemyexistences ♡

my 5 fav songs right now

cheri cheri lady by modern talking

smooth operator by sade

gekka na yasoukyoku by malice mizer

baroque by malice mizer

just the two of us by bill withers

tagging; @hhymns @bithehand @interstellarisse @sprinedankle @anita-vainilla-blog @sixthlisbonsisterx @feski @anita-vainilla-blog @julia-bonkers @izzy444angel @ivoryteacups @f3mcelbambi @i-know-you-wanna-kiss-me @gothstage @astraeasparrow @carm3n-carm3n @daughterofcainnnn & anyone who's interested 🫶🏼

#do you have any idea how impossibly hard this was #i have so many favs. so many #and i'm literally obsessed w malice mizer so it was soul-crushing having to decide which of their songs to put here #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #just girly things #this is a girlblog #just girly thoughts #just girly posts #girlhood #i'm just a girl #hyper feminine #girly things #pinterest girl #it girl #dream girl #femcore #femcel #the female gaze #girl blogger #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #tag game #mutuals

[thisisnotacreativeusername]

ok guys. i have to be so real with you. luke saying annabeth is like a little sister to him was not just added for the tv show he says that in the book ("she would never... i mean, she's like a little sister to me" (page 223))

#personally i have never understood why people think that the scene in last olympian is luke saying he loves annabeth romantically #'did you love me' can mean so many things and also luke saying annabeths his lil sister doesnt necessarily mean annabeth doesnt have a crush #its extremely common for little kids to crush on people older than them #like i wouldnt be surprised if they drop that plotline but to me its always been deeper than 'annabeth has a crush on luke' #am i being a lil pedantic and petty. perhaps #percy jackson #mine #pjo tv #pjo #luke castellan #annabeth chase

[echosong971]

Some Lost Memory

#y'all thought snow day ideas were gonna be all fun and sunshine #NO #get HIT with the angst stick!!! #i have...so many thoughts...on Polendina's storyline #and how much his “death” i think would have CRUSHED P #shaken him to his VERY CORE #also idk where the connection in my brain between Antonia and Winter came from #but it exists now #lies of p #neowiz #lies of p spoilers #lop spoilers #lies of p pinocchio #pinocchio #p #lies of p polendina #polendina #echosong971 #art #digital art #fanart #lies of p art #lies of p fanart #lop art #lop fanart

[smooth-noob]

#the underworld saga dropping and crushing me one week before my good friend jonathan harker begins his own very normal journey to get home #hand shake meme of odysseus and jonathan harker and in the middle is just “i want to go home to my wife :(” #but the HORRORS #THE HORRORS WONT LET THEM RRRAAHHHHHHH #anyway have this meme #i tried so many times to get the underworld saga art on this but the software kept fucking it up so instead its #mr rivera-herrans' face #ok see yall in a few days for dracula daily again but until then #ALL I HEAR ARE SCREEEAAAMMMS #dracula daily #dracula #re: dracula #epic the musical #the underworld saga #epic the underworld saga #jorge rivera herrans #odysseus #the odyssey

[grassbreads]

On a scale of Chang Geng to Luo Binghe, how well does your teenage protagonist cope with the realization that he has a massive thing for the guy that's basically raising him?

#15 year old Chang Geng losing his mind fuming alone in his room listening to steampunk wuxia linkin park #while 15 year old Binghe is in the next room over cheerfully updating his teacher crush blog #like yeah teen Binghe is the amount of embarrassed and shy about his feelings that you'd expect from any crush #and he absolutely does have SO many self-hatred issues #especially post demon reveal and abyss-kicking when he's older #but the whole teacher-student/age gap aspect is the one thing about his relationship with sqq that never seems to be a problem for Binghe #meanwhile I just finished spl volume 1 #and at this point I'm pretty sure Chang Geng would sooner kill himself and/or whoever he was talking to #before he'd admit that he has a thing for his godfather #which like. yeah man. I probably wouldn't admit that either lmao #but damn is that poor kid going through it #spl #sha po lang #stars of chaos #chang geng #svsss #luo binghe #the scum villain's self-saving system #ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong #andie reads spl #ID in alt text

[lurkingshan]

I can’t believe I get to watch Last Twilight, Cherry Magic, The Sign, and Cooking Crush every weekend. Thai bl is thriving right now what a time to be alive.

#sure having so many weekend shows makes it very hard to have a life but do i care? #not really!! #last twilight #cherry magic th #the sign the series #cooking crush #thai bl #shan shouts into the void

[bizarrelittlemew]

#i have so many thoughts about lucius' expression here #so deeply sympathetic to stede #boy what has happened to you #did you also once try to do something nice for your crush but it got ruined and he was a dick about you feeling bummed? #i wanna know what this is about #and like. he really cares a lot about stede?! #idk i have a lot of feelings here i love lucius so much #lucius spriggs #ofmd gifs #ida.stuff #ofmd #our flag means death #as a sidenote i feel like we are sleeping on nathan's giant puppy eyes

[7roaches]

assorted doodles be nice to him

#my art #undertale #undertale au #utmv #nightmare sans #dreamtale #killer sans #didnt know whichbine to put first #hope this one shows up in small view well #drew killers soul back behind bc i think hed move it so it doesnt get crushed #as usual pleaaaaaassseeeeee do not be weird on this post ^_^ ill tir ur fingers in knots if u are #i have so many ideas with them ill drww them soon #stay put for more of nm crying & being evil #oh alsoooo i drew him more like is ee him this time yayyy

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

Post sparring sketches bc of the inherent homoeroticism

#zukka #zuko x sokka #zukka fanart #atla #I have read so many fics with sparring as flirting and yk what #I gobble it #slurp it even #it’s such a good way to show someone’s crush bc like: #sweaty #shows off skill #generally someone makes teasing commentary #literally any close proximity sparring #I don’t think u guys understand the chokehold sparring zukka has on me

[butterflysonnets]

yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.

to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!

i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.

also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.

they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.

they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.

i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.

#eve text #elmike #stranger things #byler #only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol #tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS #god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear #i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable #i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts #elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about #even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike #i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up #the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me #and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing... #the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me #and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin #also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice… #fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK #so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows #i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too??? #love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk #tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO... #like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO #stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest #anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul #i need frivolity #ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show