#i am genuinely scared

[lovebeing-a-girl]

When he laughs... I just... I just... fucking melt

#like what the hell is happening to me??? #i am genuinely scared #but his laugh's so sweet I could just- #ahhh he’s so cute #i love his smile #and everything #does he like me back???😭😭😭 #i have no idea #girlblogging #girlblogger #having a crush #teenage crush #crush #love being a girl #just girly things #this is what makes us girls #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #soft girl

[yellzibub]

#dreamcatcher #dream catcher #spamton #spamton deltarune #spamton g spamton #this isnt a joke #he put me in a time loop last night #i am genuinely scared #deltarune #i have not slept well since I've had him #spamton plush

[alliesway]

no but i'm actually getting worried for volume 2...

everyone is thinking about mike's monologue and what it could be about. i personally think and hope it's about will.

but i saw a tweet saying "omg to imagine the monologue is really for will... but at his funeral" (i couldn't sleep after this ngl...)

but what if it's at... nancy's ?

#byler #st4 spoilers #i am genuinely scared #for all three of them #but no one is dying on my watch #huh huh #not happening

[lily-valley-hyperfixates]

I almost cried while watching atsv but we were sitting next to middle school boys and I was afraid that if I cried they would’ve relentlessly bullied me

#my deep seated fear of middle school boys #is so strong #anytime I see a gang of them on bikes #I am genuinely scared #anyways #atsv

[hantu-burung]

every image of a tawny frogmouth is perfection. i've never seen a single picture of a tawny that dissapoints.

#they're stunning. theyre dignified. theyre old and scruffly. they're invisble. theyre adorable. theyre sillygoofy. #theyre adorably grouchy. theyre full of love. theyre ugly as hell. theyre gorgeous. theyre scared little animals. theyre wise storytellers. #and i genuinely am not saying this to be XD quirkyty or anything but. podargus strigoides is the cutest latin name i've EVER heard. #theyre perfect. everything to me. make me smile in the darkest of times #tawnies

[thecompanionmoth]

Anyone ever just scare the shit out of themselves the point of jumping around and screaming by thinking about death and the fact that you'll have to bury your pets and parents, and that everything you known will end and you will die?

#I just did that #and to recover I am shit posting about it on tumblr #i am not ok with this and not in reference to the Netflix show #I am genuinely scared #I want to cry so bad

[egophiliac]

Tl;Dr - I stopped playing the game but I like the characters and I wanna draw them but idk if the wiki I use is up to date for cards

Do u know any wikis that have up to date cards for all the twst characters-

Asking specifically bc of Malleus cause I can't tell anymore if he has any more new cards bc HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A 100 DISNEY ANIVERSARY CARD IN THE WIKI I USE 😭

Like compared to everyone else in Disanomia, he has 12 cards (in the wiki I use) and then Lilia has 17 cards 💀

Cause I think Malleus has a Bean's Day card as well, but that could just be a fanmade one, I don't have JP twst nor ENG twst anymore so I can't confirm it myself urhghrhevw 🫠

Malleus doesn't have a Beans Day card, so that would've been fanmade! and the 100 anniversary cards are actually the new round of birthday cards, so most of the characters don't have 'em yet -- Malleus should be getting his in a couple of days, when his birthday event starts! oh god my keeeeeys

I think the wiki.gg stays pretty up to date? it looks to me like they have everything that's currently up through JP, at least. :O I did go through and do a quick count just because I couldn't believe Malleus only had 12 cards, but. he really does have the least...defeated only by Silver with 13...astonishing. we need his gargoyle club wear immediately.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #...maybe? tenuously? i have no idea #i think lilia and floyd are tied for the most at 18 each #twst loves the chaotic gremlins #granted card quantity is separate from card rarity/significance/whatever #i remember all of us losing our minds when vargas camp 2 came out and trey FINALLY got an event ssr after a million years #anyway i am looking forward to the upcoming magift cards and all don't get me wrong #but i am VERY VERY excited to see what the gargoyle club wear looks like #i NEED to 1) know what malleus thinks gargoyle fashion is and 2) see him in it #jade is also in a weird club by himself but at least that. y'know. has a gear theme and everything. #tangentially i do sometimes think about the fact that malleus and jade are both in single-member clubs #despite how in...i think lilia's robes story the music club was in danger of disbanding because they only had three members #although i do genuinely believe that crowley is too scared of both jade and malleus to tell them they can't have their clubs #so y'know. it tracks.

[jestroer]

Here's @mcyt-yuri-week day 6 - Outfit swap/Cozy!

I think pink-loving, constantly afraid, tall-men-scaring women should hang out!

#To my knowledge they never interacted. But they should! #could you imagine Stress and Lizzy interacting. I would so anything for that #the tall men they are scaring are Doc and Es2 Joel #love the fact that Stress is genuinely terrifying to some hermits. They should fear #mcytyuriweekvalentines #stressmonster101 #ldshadowlady #lizzie ldshadowlady #i am once again not sure what the shipname is if there is one #but ill call them #stresslady #because its hilarious #court jester's art #strizzy #as well #just iconic names all round #hermitshipping #idk what else. lizzie isn't really from one smp is she now

[mossspond]

BOLAVLK/WEREAWOLF sournoodl - 2023

CW: Flashing imagery (6:07-6:27), online grooming, mentions of zoo/pedophilia

#this artist is really rising on my list of favourites #I genuinely love this so so much #It just captures the feeling of being a young furry artist in the 2000s #Like i am edgy i am free and I am being guilt tripped into accepting commissions for people and topics that scare me #awoo! #reposted with artist consent! #animation #digital #Youtube #cw zoo #cw grooming #cw eyestrain

[captainjonnitkessler]

I do hate having to encourage people to vote in light of how the Democratic party is behaving, but also the current Speaker of the House - the man who is currently third in line for the Presidency should something terrible happen - is a pretty open Christian nationalist who explicitly does not believe in the separation of church and state, is pushing for a national abortion ban and once blamed abortions for school shootings, thinks that gay people will bring about the destruction of society, and believes that illegal immigrants are being shipped in to replace white people and secure Democrat votes.

So I'm actually really fucking desperate for people to keep voting.

#us politics #i am genuinely so fucking scared of the next election cycle

[fumifooms]

Firefly Wedding is so…

It’s so

It’s them. It’s "It’s just a firefly, they’re meant to die soon. Why should I care about the sick, or the poor?"

It’s "I was purposely trying to scare you and push you away to see how far you were willing to go with your act, how desperate you were to play with my feelings as if I was a fool, but it didn’t work."

It’s "I know you’re just using me but now I care. Please keep using me. I need you to need me."

It’s choosing to give her her freedom anyways. Because your love is no longer all about you, no longer selfish. Because this love isn’t just a shallow balm to soothe your complexes anymore.

It’s being betrayed, finally facing the lies and no longer pretending you both don’t know that this is a farce, but desperately wanting to keep it going anyways. It’s "I should hate you now. Why don’t I? Hey, tell me we’ll go through with the plan, tell me you’ll marry me after all. Otherwise, why am I still here? Why don’t I want to leave? You act like you don’t need me but I still need you."

Like that’s so revolutionary for a yandere story. The self-delusion is strong, denial that things have changed despite it being impossible to truly believe, BUT HE STAYS. It’s no longer selfish 😭😭

"I don’t care about you anymore, I won’t help you. Get yourself killed for all I care." <- Jumps to her rescue 3 milliseconds later when she almost falls down a ladder/roof. It happens twice. The ‘lying and trying to emotionally distance yourself from something to protect yourself and not get hurt’ defense mechanism is blatant and it’s failing really bad.

It’s "My sense of duty and goals to have accomplished something useful in my short life are making me do this, but I do want you to stay with me." The yandere stuff here gets turned on its head because what he says is empty where it matters and meaningful where it matters. It’s knowing that if Satoko asks him not to kill anyone he won’t, but knowing that he won’t give up on her no matter what, even if she’s unattainable, even if she’s sickly, even if she pushes him away like just before. It’s so thinly veiled for "I’m determined to see my goal through, but that’s not what I want. If you just so happen to take me away and I don’t try to run away hard enough then we can elope and be free. I want to have an excuse to leave with you. Please give up on marrying me. Please don’t. I want that, but I can’t."

It’s "If I didn’t burn brightly in my short firefly life, then what was the point?"

Except that burning brightly doesn’t have to mean making big achievements, or being useful to your family.

It can be living happily, living for the ones you love, fighting for them. It can be worth to risk it for things that actually matter to you.

It’s giving your heart to someone, figuratively and literally. To lend it to them even if it might get used or battered, for as long as it beats to use your body to protect them, even if you have to sacrifice yourself. A love that burns bright into a bonfire before they both turn to ashes. Unwise but wholehearted.

It’s despite even that, needing grandiose gestures to be able to trust that this is real. It’s needing external cues that prove it to feel safe in their love existing, other people to confirm that he’s not crazy, that this is happening and this is how they both feel. Their love has been fake, both being a warped love and being a lie, only being out of necessity or because the other was the only one willing to offer it to them, offering comfort, safety, support and care. And showing that they care is the most loving of all It’s despite everything falling back into old habits that "Oh if she was miserably worried for me then that means she’s not indifferent to me! That’s good!" And then once again being taken aback by her, by her earnestness and by her will. Because oh, no, this goes deeper than that. She cares. It’s love.

It’s opening your heart up to love, and both being punished and rewarded for it.

But most of all it’s

And it being the most loving thing he’d ever heard

Firefly Wedding is so…

And yet it’s also

The complicated and hurtful nature of love and the joy and light it brings are two sides of the same coin, because that’s what inevitably happens when you care about something. But caring about a firefly isn’t a waste even however short lived it is, or how hard the loss will inevitably hit you. Isn’t their light just such a wonder to witness?

#hotaru no yomeiri #firefly wedding #firefly marriage #firefly wedding fandom how we feeling #Spoilers #he’s like Denji except. Worse #Lmk if i need to take out the pictures or smth #I genuinely don’t know if firefly wedding will end happily or in tragedy I AM SCARED??! #Iirc the very beginning is a letter that says how she died?? Anyways i am so fine and cool and collected #Ah yes my favorite genre dark romance that manages to become healthy somehow by the end of it <3 #Can’t believe they invented love in 2023 #It’s like seeing them slowly work through loving someone loving yourself and loving life live it’s so good #Gimme the sad af dark romance about what it means to love someone 😤

[catocappuccino]

#HE LOOKS SO MAD I CAN'T BREATHE N DEAR WHAT HAPPENED #someone scammed him on adopt me </3 #waiting patiently for episode 7 to come out! With what Liam said during GlitchX I am a tad bit scared but also pretty intrigued #after seeing the trailer during the livestream I genuinely had to roll on the ground cause what in the tarnation #eitherway that's all for today folks - time to bury myself in the ground and come out when I feel like it once again 🔥🔥🔥 #why did I write all the text in the tags #murder drones #n murder drones

[fortunatelychaoticphantom]

Now I know.

It took almost 24 hours before the first retaliation strike.

24 hours before a single innocent Palestinian civilian was hurt.

24 hours of my people being massacred.

The deadliest 24 hours of the Jewish People since the Holocaust.

24 hours in which you celebrated.

24 hours in which you watched babies behaded in their cribs and screamed that this is what decolonization looks like.

24 hours in which women were raped next to the corpses of their friends and then murdered or kidnapped, paraded in the streets like trophies, and you rationalized it.

24 hours in which elderly people, some of which are Holocaust survivors, were shot dead or dragged out of their homes, and you contextualized it, explained the geo-polotical history of the region non of you can point on a fucking map.

24 hours of innocents, babies, children, adults and elderly, gunned down like ducks in a range, held hostage and stolen, stolen from their families, from their homes, from us, and you assembled to protest against them, to justify their deaths.

24 hours of entire families annihilated in their beds, live on Instagram, and you cried for anyone and everyone but them.

Now I know.

Now I know that you will gleefully dance around my mutilated violated corpse, knowing nothing about me beyond my nationality and ethnicity.

Now I know that when I'll be brutalized, traumatized, destroyed to tiny little pieces, you will say "yes, but...".

Now I know that even though I'll fight for you and cry for you and support you in every way I can, you will never do the same for me.

Now I know.

I see you.

And I will never forget.

#don't you dare comment about this #don't you dare #block ignore and move on with you wretched life #but don't you dare #i am genuinely scared to tag this because i know exactly what will happen #you have all lost every shred of your humanity

[hotgirlcastiel]

it’s about old friends. all of it.

#talking to my friend for hours and just catching up and having a laugh like that’s what life is all about!!!! #actually talking about serious things out loud to another human being whom you love and trust and whom loves and supports you and offers gen #genuine advice is so freeing. like am I still scared to tell my parents about these thoughts? yes but everything seems that much easier now

[jay-arts-t]

Jaskier, wearing an uncommon outfit for the time: what do you think, Geralt? I’m hoping to start a new trend!

Geralt: It’s…interesting??

Jaskier: in a good way??

Geralt: it’s a little too weird for my taste.

Jaskier: dude, you have white hair and dress cowboy goth. YOU are weird.

Geralt: EXCUSE ME

#geraskier #the witcher #geralt of rivia #jaskier #genuine things me and my beloved have said #incorrect witcher quotes #don’t ask Geralt for fashion advice #it’s like asking a horse to not get scared at a gust of air #they can do it #it just takes them a ridiculous amount of time #lovable creatures nonetheless #just like Geralt #he’s got maybe 2 thoughts of how fashion works #Jaskier probably picks out his outfits #actually who am I kidding he canonically does #Geralt’s the type of person to have a shirt that he’s been wearing since he was 20 and still wears it to whatever current age he is #Jaskier tells him to throw it out but he just digs it out of the trash like a little raccoon #actually more akin to an opossum because they are misunderstood little guys #I’m rambling you get the point

[purrvaire]

no but ewan mcgregor was so right when he said he was terrified by vader while shooting bc at first I was like <3 ahah pathetic meow meow on a murder spree <3 and then I was like OH FUCK PATHETIC MEOW MEOW ON A MURDER SPREE OH FUCK

#genuinely scared the living shit out of me #WHEN HE DRAGGED OBI WAN THROUGH THE FIRE FUCKING HELL #THIS IS THE EMPEROR'S FIST THIS IS THE MAN WHO WAS FEARED THROUGHOUT THE GALAXY #they really went there im so delighted #in need of a diaper bc i shitted myself #dont get me started on i am what you made me bc ill cry and ill claw my face #obi wan kenobi show #kenobi spoilers #kenobi series #obi wan kenobi #darth vader #anakin skywalker #star wars #hayden christensen #ewan mcgregor #lidia watches