#i am sorry i dumped all this on this ask

[maxemilianverstappen]

Hi. Just wanted to check in again. I’m hearing that Twitter and tik tok have been restricted in Turkey. Hoping you are doing okay

I am not mentally in a good place. I feel like I am rotting in helplessness and I am feeling immense guilt over having a warm home and food and having my loved ones with me.

I have never seen such incompetence and helpnessness and this is the second time I have felt absolutely hopeless and useless in the face of something.

I lost my religion years ago and now I have also lost my faith in the capability of humans, too. I am so angry, I am so devastated for being able to do nothing, but watching my people going thru this in -12 conditions, no water, no food, no one to save them, because this is affecting such a huge area (i am talking about a 500km radius) and about 13.5 million people with 11k+ collapsed multistorey buildings which had 20+ apartments each...

Tonight, at 04.21, it will be 72 hours since the first quake. We lost entire cities worth of people and I don't know what to do with myself.

#i am sorry i dumped all this on this ask #i am just.... so sorry #tw mention of death #tw natural disaster #cw earthquake

[sketchy-tour]

While I scream into the void of not finishing any art, have this silly oc interaction of Dandy and Will cause Will's hands are huge and I couldn't stop thinking about how tiny he'd make Dandy's hands look in comparison.

Will Wayward belongs to the lovely @kandavers

#welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home oc #welcome home original character #dandy leon #will wayward #sketches #my art #kandavers #Hey remember when I said I'd post some finished art before making yall look at my sketches again??? I LIED #Im sorry I've just been doodling so much instead of finishing shit #I've been drawing...a LOT of oc interactions #And I keep wanting to post them but they're ALL sketches #would you guys hate me if I was true to my name and sketched all the time??? #lmao im kidding I know yall wouldnt hate me but I do feel kinda bad cause I love posting finished colored art #but I am also a man with little time because of work and sketching is how I relax #Maybe I'll sketch dump a lot of them so yall dont get spammed #this one gets its own post tho #dont ask me i dont make the rules

[amvro]

pairing: amuro tooru x reader

summary: he is home late (again) but you love to stay up for him

cw: i would not say suggestive but a lot of kissing implied ? IDK IM SORRY, it’s very short

It wasn’t rare for you to be staying up waiting for him to come home, but tonight he was especially late coming home and he truly did not expect you to still be up. The clock almost ticked 3:30am and he truly wished he didn’t have to stay out so late if he knew you would still be up. He was going to ask why you were still up and tell you about how you should’ve just slept without him, but he knew you would tell him you would be too worried to fall asleep regardless. 

“I’m so sorry I was so late,” he said, apologetically. “But really, next time you shouldn’t mind me. It’s far too late.”

“And it’s far too late for you to be out with no one to greet you when you come home,” you replied with a soft smile. Gosh he was in love with you. “Waiting for you to come home is one of my happiest times, at least let me do this much. Besides, it’s a Friday we get to sleep in tomorrow.”

And you were absolutely correct. Although he’d tell you every single time to go ahead and sleep, it still warmed his heart when he saw you reading a book or scrolling through your phone with a warm tea, waiting for him to come home. The way your face would brighten up when he came home was truly the only thing that could heal him from a long day at work.

“I’ll hop in the shower real quick, so go to sleep okay? It’s still not good to be up this late,” he said as he took off his coat and put his stuff down, getting ready to step into the bathroom.

“Wait,” you said, almost subconsciously.

“What is it, love?”

“Oh, um,” you said, you hadn’t meant to say it out loud. You looked up at him slightly embarrassed. “....kiss?”

A faint blush covered his face as his eyes narrowed and lips pursed. He did not understand how you managed to make his heart flutter from such simple words after all this time, but he did understand that this wasn’t going to go away. He walked right back to you and pressed a kiss on your lips. He was going to kiss you again when he resisted the temptation and kissed you on your forehead instead. 

“Why not?” you asked quietly. You were going to kill him if you kept this up.

“Because I’m not going to be able to stop at this rate,” he said, but you went and kissed him instead.

“But I don’t want you to...” you said. That was it, he was giving in. Saving the country was a whole lot easier of a challenge than the ones you gave him it seemed.

“Okay, now you’ve done it,” he said, kissing you again. 

The shower will have to wait a little. 

#furuya rei x reader #amuro tooru x reader #amuro x reader #furuya rei #amuro tōru #amuro tooru #detective conan x reader #NOTTTTT PROOFREAD #i sat down at like 2am and dumped whatever words would come out of me #so truly if i wake up and this is literally the most horrid thing ive written in my life please forgive me #um i am BACK !!!! #ALSO I SEE THE ASKS I PROMISE I WILL GET TO THEM #THEY ARE COMIGN #I AM SO EXCITED TO WRITE THEM ACTUALLY #I HOPE TO FINISH ALL OF THEM WHILE IM IN WINTER BREAK SO HOPEFULLY WITHIN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS THEY WILL BE WRITTEN #THANK U SO SO MUCH FOR READING I HOPE U ENJOYED #im sorry this is so short so consider it a drabble i was going to make it a blurb but it is past blurb length i fear

[greaserink]

Longest. Day of my life. I am contemplating reaching HR of my work it was that long

#tom speaks unfortunately #started work at 9 #off at 8pm awesome #80 minute commute home life of love and happiness #my boss is not a nice man #the things he says #specifically about my gender and how im an orphan too #and asking me things he legally can't ask about my personal life #but he's worked there for 35 years so ill get the boot if i say anything #once i get home i swear to y'all #gonna pull an all nighter since i am going to run the department by myself tomorrow and i need to prepare some work for it aha #sorry to be dramatic and down in the dumps about this but like i am not a hapoy camper atm #vent post #vent #edit: wow reading this it sounds like some corny sitcom shit not real life maybe i am making this bigger than it is

[spaceratprodigy]

the universe really wants to do everything in its power to keep me from getting back to finishing my art priorities, huh

#my fingers are all blistered and busted open #yippee for being stuck cold and hungry on the side of the road at 1 AM bc we had to change our tire the other night #and we weren't dressed appropriately for the weather <3 #oh well. bf and roomie are letting me fixate over/info dump abt ressy today #since they're normally watching me play fallout on the tv and asking me a million questions abt it #and I can't exactly hold a controller rn bc of how many cuts are on my split open fingies. yay. #sorry to everyone who is waiting for a response from me I'm getting there I promise #rambling

[happi-tree]

plot or storyline(sent those the same thing?) for your beloved Witch AU? It Tis beautiful.

Hi there, Nonnie!!! Hope you’re doing well and sorry I took awhile to get around to this. And thank you so much for the compliment! 🥺🥺🥺

There are multiple ways to approach this question, so I guess I’ll start with an overview of the basics and then get into the central plot/storyline. 

Marcy in this AU is a witch, and Anne is a cat shapeshifter who is Marcy’s familiar! The two of them live together in a tiny cottage at the edge of a small town named Wartwood. Wartwood itself is very open to magic and is something of a safe haven for casters and magical creatures, so Anne and Marcy have no need to hide their abilities. Sasha is a regular ol’ human with no knowledge of magic who got cursed to live as a toad for the foreseeable future. They’re all adults here, around their mid-twenties. 

The main plot kicks off with Anne finding and dragging a cursed Sasha to the cottage she shares with Marcy. Anne found her in the woods while foraging for potion ingredients to bring back to Marcy, and since she was able to sense that Sasha was actually a human inflicted with a really nasty curse rather than a regular toad, brought her back to Marcy as a “potential customer.” Marcy does a lot of magical jobs and favors for people in Wartwood, and while curse-breaking isn’t exactly Marcy’s specialty, Anne is confident that her witch can help this girl out.

Sasha is… quite the piece of work at the start of all this. Rude, haughty, manipulative, selfish, a know-it-all, and overall very unpleasant to be around (which is why the curse on her is so strong - its potency builds off of the negative feelings others have towards her as well as the ones Sasha herself exudes). She doesn’t know exactly who cursed her, and her memories of the time spent as a toad before Anne found her are very foggy, but together, the girls eventually figure out the cure. Over the weeks she spends in Marcy and Anne’s cozy cottage in the countryside, Sasha reevaluates what is most important to her and learns quite a few new things about herself. Anne teaches her to find happiness and fulfillment in the little things, and Marcy teaches her that she can be helpful without burning herself out in the process.

That said, Sashannarcy is indeed endgame with preexisting Marcanne. However, both relationships are actually queerplatonic! So not friendship and not romance, but a very, very close bond that is different categorically from both. I feel like I haven’t seen a lot of fics that attempt this concept, and while I am by no means an expert I thought it’d be fun to take a shot at it!

Outside of the main plot, though, I actually have quite a few ideas for how exactly Anne and Marcy become witch and familiar, so there will probably be a few tiny ficlets around that! 

Lastly, just to clear things up: I won’t be updating in multi-chapter format (it intimidates me too much >.<), and they won’t necessarily come out in chronological order either. I’m planning on doing a sort of collection of one-shots, if that makes sense? They’ll all be tagged under “#ccc au” and I’ll likely link them all together, too!

Apologies for the VERY long-winded response, but I hope that answers your question! Have a good rest of your day/night, lovebird! 💗💗💗

#ok this is a long one so sorry for dumping this all in your ask nonnie but. yeah this is basically the plot!!! #minus some juicy details bc i gotta keep SOME secrets yk :3 #also thank you to everyone for being super kind and patient with me <3 #school and internship stuff have been really messy lately so i really appreciate y'all for sticking it out! #anyway. i am SO excited to write for this au - both the main plot and the little spinoff bits. it's a very fun little world i think 🥰 #asks #nonnie #happi rambles #cartoons #amphibia #ccc au

[collgeruledzebra]

oh when the bachelor gets back to the capital or wherever he ends up now that thanatica is gone and cleans out that bag of his you KNOW the grit in the bottom is going to be capable of starting an entirely new epidemic

#even before that like he tries to dump it out on the desk and theres like. 20something assorted bullets. dirty bandages. a cracker. #however many letters crumpled to unreadability. a dozen assorted sharp objects he never got to trade to random street children. #one (1) flower. dented can of vegetables. bottle. bottle. bottle. bottle. bottle. #and then the very last he has to shake it and a fist sized pile of loose pills gunked together with unidentified blood from a broken vial #splodges out on top of all the rest #and he has to pay the cleaning fee for the hotel room #i just finished watching a playthrough of the route and this is all i can think about sorry #pathologic #danill dankovsky #original #side note how do people tend to refer to him it seems like every option i can think of is too formal or too familiar #like ive spent *mumbles* hours looking over this guys shoulder using his title seems a but much but also no WAY am i on first name terms #whatever. maybe ill make a separate post to ask people about that idk though

[moonygryffin]

I just read about the Lyme disease. I knew that tick bites were bad, but not that bad! I saw many ticks in my village, but I never got bitten luckily. I hope you recover from this disease. Take care of yourself!

Thanks for your words and sorry if you don’t want a long explanation of Lyme disease, but I really like talking about it/my experience with it to help spread awareness! So uh, stop here if you don’t wanna read all that lol

Lyme is actually one of the least bad tick-borne diseases, in my opinion! Which is why ticks are so scary to me. They’re very important to the ecosystem, I would never wish them to be eradicated, but I do hate them and don’t want them anywhere near me lol

There’s basically two versions of Lyme. If your doctor catches it early and you don’t have other major health issues, it can be cured relatively easily with a month or so of strong antibiotics. A lot of people barely have any symptoms at all when its caught this early, usually just muscle and/or joint pain, some fatigue, maybe a fever. My mom actually got bit and caught Lyme somewhat recently and, even tho her immune system is still not 100% from her chemotherapy a few years ago, she completely recovered with only some mild fatigue that went away during treatment. One thing of note is that Lyme’s famous “bull’s eye rash” is not nearly as common as people say it is. You can absolutely still have Lyme disease even if you never developed the distinctive rash. I didn’t, my mom didn’t, and my doctor (who has had Lyme multiple times) has only had it once.

The other ‘version’ of Lyme is way more painful, dangerous, and stubborn. Basically, if your Lyme isn’t caught fast enough, not only can you develop way more symptoms, but it becomes much harder to cure. When I was finally getting diagnosed, I was given this huge like 10 page packet of some of (not all) the symptoms of Lyme disease. It’s very similar to the early days of Covid when it could seemingly cause thousands of different health issues. The most common are still joint and muscle pain, major fatigue, and other flu-like symptoms, but it can also cause sudden hair loss, random numb patches around your spine, burning skin, etc. I had to go to a specific psychologist to get diagnosed with autism, adhd, and ocd because Lyme can mimic adhd lol. Hell, IT GAVE ME OCD! Very crazy stuff. I’ve also heard it can induce way more deadly stuff with certain organs but I won’t go into depth with that here in case anyone has triggers related to that sort of thing.

I’ve gone way further into this than I planned but I think it’s important to put out there because Lyme is really not a well known or understood by both the public OR doctors, in my experience at least. I caught Lyme when I was around 7-ish? I was sick so often throughout elementary and middle school that I’ve been to basically ever doctor in the area and almost every time they said I just had some virus and that was it. It was only during high school, about 8 years later, that I finally went to a doctor (my current one) that even knew enough about Lyme disease to test me. And the only reason he knew was because he’d had it himself! The Lyme was deeply in my central nervous system that it took years of very large, very bad tasting antibiotics to cure. And, as I learned 2(?) years ago now, it’s made a resurgence. And I consider myself lucky because I truly believe if I didn’t get diagnosed for it when I did, I’d be dead by now with how it was attacking my cns

So, yeah, I think it’s important for people to learn at least the basics of Lyme disease just in case because it’s a very annoying and sometimes deadly disease that, at least in my experience, not many doctors actually know anything about

Also fun fact: Ötzi the Iceman, one of the oldest mummies in the world, had Lyme disease!

#lyme disease #sorry if this came off as trauma dumping I was not doing that at all lol #I’m happy to talk about it it is not traumatic to me at all #i am just greatly frustrated with the medical system in regards to Lyme #also very sorry i took your ask to do this this is very much not directed at you lol

[mango-mya]

You know what would be a cute nickname for Peepers?

Eye-Candy.

Omg that is so sillay...Elora would totally call him that to embarrass him...

#she actually calls him a ton of stupid pet names to irritate him <3 #pookie/sweetheart/darling/babygirl/etc #and he just groans and rolls his eye 👍 #pet names that she unironically uses though are babe/baby/honey/my love #teeheehee #Peepers strikes me as a romantic (NOT AT ALL SORRY) so i feel like he would use my love/love/honey/sweetheart #giggles and twirls my hair #asks #sorry 4 info dumping i am. insane rn

[cinnamon-bunni]

❄️ and ☔ (if you want to share any!!) for the ask game!!!!!

AHHH THANK YOU FOR SEND THIS!!! ^^

❄️Share a snippet from a WIP of your choosing. ohhhhh, im having a hard time choosing which wip i should choose from...as much as i would love to have a part of my tmnt fic, nothing much is happening in it yet </3 (im like a few paragraphs away from the Shit Hitting the Fan part lolol but oh well) so! instead, i shall do a snippet of a ghostbusters fic i have, featuring a (ghost) oc, a fic which i may or may not finish, not sure yet (probably the latter sadly) but i am still quite happy with this part! so here <33

Jack couldn’t breathe. “Too fucking dark, I can’t-” You can, please, go over there, let me see him, let me- “Can’t fucking do this–shit, Venkman, please wake up, don’t leave me in here alone. I’m sorry, okay? I’m sorry-” Calm down; breath, slowly, in your nose and out the mouth. Come on, I know you can do it- He squeezed his eyes shut and, for once in his life, listened to his thoughts. “I’m sorry,” he whispered out once more. [...] The reality of it all, after saying it aloud, came crashing down around him again, and the walls suffocated him and the dark consumed him. “Fuck, I killed you, didn’t I? I killed you and you’re gonna rot in this basement like me-” NO. No, he’s not dead, please move, please let me back in control- Jack opened his eyes again. It wasn’t as dark now, as his eyes adjusted to the new set darkness. But the room was still suffocating, still the same as the day he died, still haunting and horrible and distressing. [...] His eyes fell onto Peter’s unmoving body. He quickly looked away before squeezing his eyes shut once more. “Listen Venkman, I promise you, if you wake up right now I’ll go into that box of yours, no complaints. And I’ll go happily into where ever the fuck you store your ghosts, no matter how cramped it is, as long as you wake up right now and be fine. Please.”

(in which a ghost, possessing ray, may or may not have possibly and accidentally peter and is panicking about it) (peter isnt dead dont worry but oh boy jack does freak the fuck out for a bit over it <3)

☔Is there a fic concept you have that you'd like to just explain and share because you're not sure you'll ever write it? If so, what is it? ngl i feel like i could share so many ideas here, it's so hard to tell if i would ever get around to finishing my wips and ideas...

i have many tmnt ideas i wanna write! four to be specific, a fic centered on each turtle, all multi-chapter fics, which sadly lowers the chance of me ever finishing them ^^;;;; the first one (which i'm close to finishing the first chapter of!!) is where Donnie makes contact with an alternate version of himself! the two donnie switch places (which normal donnie did not agree to this, he was kinda sorta drugged, knocked out, and woke up in the other universe), and is forced to try his way back home while also pretending to be someone he isn't so others in this new world won't be suspicious of him. while i love this idea, im very unsure abt posting this one;;;

my other tmnt fics include: raph being kidnapped and being thrown into an illegal underground mutant fighting ring (underground nexus my beloved); mikey being sent into the spiritual plain without his consent and his chilling as basically a ghost while his brothers scramble to try and bring him back; and then one where leo is stuck in a time loop, because i HAVE to do a time loop for like every fandom im in lmao <3 these three im less confident i'll get around to writing, but i really hope i do!!! (i also have a transfem leo fic i wanna write, a oneshot, but im really hoping that i'll at least finish that one)

moving onto my other wips, i have quite a few for ghostbusters! im not really sure if i'll get to finishing any of them though--i really hope i do, but gb for me is something i easily get in and out of the mood to write for one of the fics i wanna write, but very much doubt i'll finish, is the one i quote above. ray and peter go deal with a ghost haunting, until it then possesses ray. story stuff happens (revealed that ghost was murdered, egon and winston get held at gun point, all very fun stuff <3), and its a bit of a long oneshot! since it involves an oc, im not too sure if i'll finish it i have another ghostbusters fic that features an oc, two in fact, and is multi-chapter. this still goes into the category of where im not too sure if i'll finish it, BUT it does feature vampires!! and also peter may or may not also be vampiric as well!!! and damn have i fell in love with that concept!! I also have a short lil' soulmate au i wanted to write that's kinda cute <3 and finally (a fic which i'm most likely to finish, or at least for the first chapter for lol), i originally wanted to write a cute oneshot about Elon and Egon and their relationship (when i first learned abt elon i just absolutely fell in love lmao), but now it has turned into a multi-chap story about Elon, his work, the ghost that sorta haunts him bc of said work, his differences from Egon, twin telepathy, and finally of course his relationship with the Ghostbusters in general (he deserves to be a little antagonistic, me thinks. as a treat <3) i am so excited to hopefully finish and post it, i so badly wanna explore their relationship <333

okay im done now!!! i couldve gone on but this is way too long to begin with so! thank you so much for this ask ily <33333

#also sorry this took soooo long for me to answer!! i wasnt ignoring this i swear lol;;; #thanks for the ask! #ghostbusters #again i REALLY wanted to include a part of my tmnt donnie fic but alas...so upset i didnt get to a good part that i could share..oh well </ #bunni mumbles #again thank you for sending this!!! <3333333333 #ughghgh i feel so bad for like. dumping all of this onto one ask. i am sorry and do not blame you at all if you dont read all of it lmao #sorry no fe3h fics </3 maybe one day i'll get back to it..... #jack boyer oc

[lunar-years]

Sending you hugs from the absolutely terrible to be in "parents dying from cancer club" that I wish no one was joining.

yeah. yeah. thank you and right back at you. ❤️ sending you lots of love.

#i graduated college couldn't get myself employed finally got employed only for covid to forlough me #only for my sole remaining grandparent to pass from cancer only for mom to get diagnosed with terminal cancer 2 months after #only for mom to now be on hospice 2 years later like its just been a whirlwind #and then the whole world is such shit and people are dying in much ~worse~ ways that it makes me feel bad for even feeling like shit #anyway #sorry to trauma dump in the tags #i really am doing surprisingly well despite all that and im proud of myself for that. its just also #the horrors #asks #ktp #tw cancer #FUCK cancer!!! #tw grief

[willowser]

hello willow ! I saw that there are tags for past rape and sexual abuse on ptmy, and I understand if u dont wanna spoil anything (if so no need to answer this!) but i was just wondering if it would pertain to reader or to touya ??

i love ur fics so much !!

hello dearest ✨️

i — originally wasn't sure if this was a spoiler or not, but i'm going to answer it anyway; nothing is ever specifically detailed or mentioned, and it's not one certain event either, but, in ptmy, touya has never had a completely consensual sexual experience in his life. all that he knows about it, all he's ever experienced, all he understands of it, has no basis regarding a 'i'm doing this because i want to do this with you' mindset — which is sad !! but it comes from both viewing it in his childhood (however that manifested between rei and enji) as well as how he survived, alone, as a young man, on the streets while growing up.

ty for reading my things, and for the question !!

#it's touched on more in the next chapter but again — there isn't one specific instance that warrants the tag #he mentions it throughout but never through the eyes of someone that has been a victim — if that makes sense #bc he doesn't see himself that way #it's just a perspective i've taken with his character is all !! #alao hi friends i am here but i am down in the dumps rn !! sorry for being a lil quiet #tw noncon #tw dubcon #✿ ask willow #✿ pleased to meet you: dabi

[emypony]

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#damn babygirl i wish people checked up on me more #this self conscious catgirl is so tired #sometimes i WISH people just came into my dms to ask me if im ok #i do it constantly to others because i hope theyre not as sad as i am feeling in that moment #genuinely afraid to have made someone feel bad and drive them away from me #and omg i feel nyself running thin again just bc im afraid to lose the interactions we have altogether because i cant process certain media #in a healthy way whatsoever and i get super hung up on thinfs that really dont matter that much in the end #YEAH IM RAMBLING IT'S 5:30 AM AND I COULD BE SLEEPING RIGHT NOW BUT INSTEAD IM JUST CRYING FOR A STUPID REASON!! #i think ive only had one person check up on me based off the vibes in chat i gave off alone in the past couple of months #which was baffling and surreal btw and i think it broke something within me #it came from someone i wouldve never expected to even notice because sometimes it feels like its such a vast difference between us #i sometimes even wonder how are we friends in the first place #like do i even deserve to call this person my friend do they feel like that? or are we just discord acquaintances? #anyway all this just made me sad and my dumb ass is crying and yearning to be loved by my online peers thats all lol. meows pathetically #idk i guess i just.want to hear / see it more rather than just teying to tell myself that over and over hoping im not deluding myself abt i #personal #sorry for the emotions dump idk whats wrong with me tonight actually #me having to come to terms with the reality that i actually have a following and this might get boticed by more than 2 ppl #bc not everyone follows 3k blogs like i am :skull emoji: yknow #im probably gonna delete later because im actually a super self conscious person to the point i get nauseatingly anxious about it holy shit #i dont vent often and im 120% keeping it in but when i do oh boy #the dam bursts and im left like a sopping wet dog on the floor looking like a sad blob #which i am feeling like right now! #vent #emy rambles #ALSO LIKE THIS ISNT TO SAY IM NOT GRATEFUL FOR MY FRIENDS OMG I AM #k really am #sometimes its still like. idk. unbelievable to me that people are genuinely interacting with me and the things i write or headcanon #and i shouldn't expect them to know whats wrong with me or if i feel bad if i dont say it or communicate that to them #but yknow one can yearn

[ghostputty]

hey, do you ever plan on bringing back your common sense sims story? just wondering, it was really intriguing to me :)

hiiiii okay first sorry for answering this 3 months late 😭😭 my ask box is clustered atm and i also had a Time this summer BUT

since i have dof in a very comfy spot writing wise it is something i’d love to take a peek at again soon, pick up writing and then overhaul a LOT !! the main problem when i started it was i didn’t have as much experience as i have now so i could never get things how i wanted them to be (esp in the sims) but now ….. growth ehehe :))

plus i think a thing common sense has over dof is the cast is literally 1/3 of dofs cast. i do love having a big cast of charas for dof but i think it’d be a nice change of pace to start it up sometime once dof is ending.

ANDDDD felix is one of my favorite ocs i have personally cause hes …… well, i relate to him a lot i suppose, but also ive snagged bits of his personality and shoved them into some of my other ocs LMAOOO

#yeah common sense is not gone #i opened their save a month or two ago and i was like ….. u all need makeovers LMAO #but one thing at a time forcing myself to Not Get Distracted #i have #counts on fingers #abt 6 or so stories rattling around in my brain rn #3 of which i am. actively working on(dof - kismet - and outbreak! (this one i have Just started but i do not know where m putting it yet)) #so yeah !!! sorry for the info dump i’ve just been feelin very motivated recently :o) #asks #anonymous

[dragonsbone]

Just want to say, your edits are some of the damn best of the whole sight. I am in love with your hotd oc and got oc edits and want to read those stories so badly! You really have some talent Joey. Rhaegor and Joanna are both really compelling just with the edits alone.

i’m not gonna lie, i did get a little emotional reading this. i am my worst enemy and my thoughts never fail to tell me the most self deprecating things in regards to my ocs, but especially with my writing. so it’s been extremely difficult for me to write anything, even if it’s just a quote to be used later on in a story or write a blurb for a post. so knowing people say they actually want to read my stories is always so tough for me to hear and to accept. because i want to write! god, i will LOVE to write something. but i seriously am so horrible to myself whenever i try to. i always end up giving up and result to only making edits because it’s what i’m good at and very familiar with. and i feel bad asking my close friends to read over my work because, ya know, we all have lives and are busy. also, mainly, because i’m very embarrassed, extremely insecure, and have no confidence in myself. but it does gladden me that you are interested into knowing more of my stories in the world of asoiaf! i am actually reading it now, finally, to have even more knowledge within this universe. at the moment, i am more than happy to answer any questions you may have about my ocs as a substitute for the lack of stories published if that makes any consolation. i do not know if i’ll ever gain the courage to post something i write, but i do hope one day i do. to end this on a lighter note: thank you for your kind words! i cannot begin to say how much they mean to me!! thank you for your support and enthusiasm of my ocs <33

#asks #oc asks #darkwolf76 #sorry i kinda dumped all of that on u i’m just a bit emo rn #also pls no one take this as fishing for compliments or anything like that #i promise it’s not like that. i am just a horrible overthinking and a perfectionist… a recipe for a disaster

[that-was-anticlimactic]

Saw you posting Reki again. Everything okay?

(Thanks for showing us Reki 🥰)

lol

i mean like. literally speaking, yes. but i ran out of my meds a little over a week ago and keep forgetting to call the doctor's office to get a refill before they close so i have. not been Great this week but for literally No Reason lol

always i will always show reki have you seen him? have you seen my reki? okay thank you anyway. i love my reki. reki, my love...

oF sKaTeBoArDiNg

#crogan tag #lol i've also just been. really tired this week and stressed about practicum because we go into the field next monday and we STILL don't #have our placements which is frustrating and i accidentally fell asleep for a half hour earlier today and had... well it wasn't a nightmare #but i woke up Feeling like it was like i felt like i couldn't breathe for a minute and i was like Scared for a good minute after i woke up #even tho nothing happened and my heart was racing and it kind of just. never went away and like head has been... not throbbing but i can #feel this like. pulsing behind my eyes and up in my forehead and idk why and like i'm starting to cry as i type this and idk why because #like there's no genuine reason for me to be sad right now and i think that's getting to me and my throat has been tight all day like #swallowing hurts and not in the sick kind of way and idk reki just makes me happy i love him i love him so much frick i need to hug vanessa #(my stuffed animal pig) right now idk why typing this is getting to me or even why i'm typing this sorry not to just dump everything on you #i'm sure this was a joke and like it's actually really funny and i giggled but now i'm suddenly realizing that h #*hm maybe i'm not lol i just feel bad because my mental health has been so bad this week that i just haven't been answering any messages #frick sorry this is a lot i'm so sorry i'm hoping that typing this out in the tags will make me calm down or feel better or. idk whatever #ranting in the tags usually makes me feel better because i'm saying Something and not just stewing in it also i swear i can hear my #eyebrows moving and it's so weird like that's not a bad thing i just keep noticing it and i can Hear them maybe i'm just neurodivergent lol #just a random observation... or maybe i'm just tired lol bestie i am so so rry this is a lot feel free to ignore my tags you didn't ask for #this oiugytftgyhujis also i Have stopped crying so like it only lasted for a minute - woooooo #i hope you're doing well <3 #corey rambles:)