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akutasoda · 3 months

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Hi, may I please request BSD men with an s/o who has the ability to regenerate and as a result, is rather reckless in battle because they're functionally immortal?

-Sincerely, 💋

confidence in conflict

synopsis - your ability gave you a great confidence in battle, but maybe that wasn't a good thing

includes - ranpo, sigma, ayatsuji, natsume

warnings - gn!reader, fluff, slight angst, hints toward death/getting hurt, wc - 601

ranpo edogawa ★↷

↪ranpo himself doesn't normally do field missions involving conflict to no ones surprise. the only times he really goes is if he needs something else for the case.

↪so normally most of the time he demands either you or a coworker you went with to know if you're okay, whoever he finds first.

↪ however because you could regenerate he would ask how reckless you were. he didn't really have to worry about you getting hurt but if you ever put yourself in dangerous situations because of your ability he would worry.

↪and he wouldn't hesitate to scold you. it wasn't really scolding, more making you feel guilty for making him worry. but atleast he could find comfort in knowing no matter how far you would be you would be okay.

sigma ★↷

↪sigma was rather indifferent about combat. he knew it would become unavoidable in some situations but he would also stave it off for as long as possible. it wasn't his favoured option.

↪but you were on the opposite end of the spectrum. your ability gave you a great sense of confidence in combat and didn't pick your fights wisely, opting to engage in fights whenever you had the chance.

↪and you were reckless in the fights themselves. this initially made sigma worry constantly, he had finally found someone he wanted to believe would never use him and he could trust - he didn't want to lose that, lose you.

↪but when he came to know of your ability he felt almost a false confidence. he could feel slightly better that you probably wouldn't be gravely hurt but he knew anything could render your ability useless - especially fatal wounds.

↪he would always tell you to be careful. he didn't want to lose the only person he could believe wouldn't use him.

yukito ayatsuji ★↷

↪ ayatsuji was a rather cocky man, that was no surprise to anyone. he didn't really enage in combat however as he found little use for it and anyone he wanted rid off... well his ability could take care of that.

↪and he couldn't help the smug grin that formed when he witnessed how reckless you were in battle. mainly because he knew why, your ability.

↪he found it rather interesting that you had such confidence because of your ability and he couldn't blame you, he'd probably do the same. but when it came to being closer to you he'd hide his worry.

↪he also had confidence in your ability to keep you safe but he knew life was cruel. there was nothing stopping something drastic happening that could render your ability useless and your recklessness would finally catch up to you.

natsume soseki ★↷

↪natsume lived most his life in the quiet solitude only found living as a cat. he knew he had quite a few undesirable people looking for him and so he preferred that life rather than seeking out the conflicts they'd want.

↪and while he'd urge you to do the same, he knew he couldn't stop you entirely from rushing into a conflict without a care in the world. perhaps he did actually like that about you, one of your charms per say.

↪he undestood that you had great confidence in your ability and he did too but he'd still scold you. everytime you threw yourself recklessly into battle would earn you a light scolding.

↪the last thing he'd ever want was for you to get hurt, or worse. he'd rather throw himself into a conflict with those who want him gone than see you get hurt.

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miitarashi · 6 months

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Not sure if nobody has asked this before but could u do some headcannons about what Tintin would be like when/if he gets jealous? Like if the reader was being flirted with by another person or if that other person was very obviously checking them out, also, whether or not he would do some NSFW things *wink* later that night as a kinda paranoid way of saying "please dont leave me" or something, idk if that makes sense but yea ❤️

......Nah. This- Bro??? I was thinking about it yesterday! What the- are you on my mind??? Better get out this place is worst than the backrooms.

Such delicious request need to be done 😌🙏🏽

[Name] = your name (reader neutral,not specified)

Warnings: it'll be some spicy things,some nsfw so don't read if you don't like. Sorry for any misspeling words.

☆Tintin headcanons - jealous☆

Ok,first things first.

I don't really see him like someone that would really feel jealous. Like,he trust you.

Or he would be emotionally mature or emotionally naive.

Bear with me-

He would enter in a relantionship waiting for the same,loyality and companionship,if you dare yourself enough to cheat (lock pretty good your house because i'll be coming for your soul) he would be disappointed? Sure,but i don't think he would try again or give a chance. Wouldn't be difficult to move on from it.

Now,the thing change when you was there,living your life and out of nowhere someone try to flirt with you.

If Tintin's around,he'll watch more for your safety since, again,he trust you. If the man/woman keep insisting after you denied,he'll join in to take you out of there.

Overal, it's not that big of a problem.

Only in two. Specific. Situations.

If someone is obviously checking you out.

He worship you every moment he can,this boy know how beautiful you are and he don't blame other people.

But this really get under his skin for some reason,even more when you was feeling beautiful and good with yourself and those people checking made you uncomfortable.

His overprotective mode kick in and soon enough you was far alway from the stares,while he comfort you in a caring and gentle way as usual.

Now,the second thing is. He knows that sometimes he stay away for a long time on his adventures when you don't go with him,even don't contact for a while because of the difficult situation he's in.

He make up for it as much he can,but there's still this little lingering voice in the back of his head saying that this can make you want to break up to be with someone more available and close.

You two already talked about this,but that damm tiny voice kept saying the same.

Being pretty loud and annoying when Tintin see you getting along with another person.

Not everyone of course,but you know when you just meet someone and you click with them right away?

That's the type.

He try to brush it off,but hearing you laughing, hugging and playing around with that one person really bugs him in the wrong way. That feeling "they can get someone better than me"

In that same day,he still try to let it pass but hearing you talking enthusiastic about that person...

He really wanted to communicate,but he didn't had the words,then he used his other love language to transpass what he was feeling,touch.

He begin with a hug from behind while you're talking, hugging you firmily against him. Without saying nothing,in a smooth motion he slowly begin to use his hands on you.

A possessive touch,but desperate behind it, kissing you all over,face, neck, chest belly,his favorite place that he took an extra time to kiss,your thighs.

He was so smooth that you just undestood what was happening when he laid you in bed.

He made it his goal to keep hearing his name falling from your lips, holding onto your hips for dear life,in a way that if he loose the grip you would disappear from his life in a blink of an eye.

When he really begin to move,a bit of his frustrations was used on you, setting slowly a bit rough pace,but always focused on bringing you pleasure equally.

His praises was how much he loved you,how perfect you are and how good you felt while holding eye contact resting his forehead against yours.

After finishing and after being taked care of properly, cuddling against his chest,his arms wrapped firmily around you and his face fit in the crook of your neck.

"I'm sorry for exaggerating a little" - he says in an apologetic and low tone against your skin.

"don't worry, it looked like...you needed it" - you said in a slightly humorous tone as you stroked his back gently.

Tintin was silent for a few seconds, seeming to enjoy the caress you were giving, but low and soft, he called out to you in a whisper, hearing a "hm?" yours in response. His arms tightened a little more, holding your body against his, sure that if he didn't let go, you would never disappear.

"Don't leave me" - he whispers, pulling away from your neck to look into your eyes.

"Please" - he pleaded, with both words and eyes.

Piecing together the loose ends from the way back to his behavior when you were out together,you let out a long sigh, disappointed in yourself for not noticing sooner and hugged him back with one arm while your other hand cupped his cheek, giving him a comforting caress and a long kiss before answering:

"Never Tintin, I love you too much for it" - you whisper back for only him to hear.

Tintin let a light sigh of relief escape, thanking you in a brief whisper, caressing your back and sides, saying sweet nothings lulling you into a safe and peaceful sleep in his arms.

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N/A: Nah,i'm still in deny of the right moment that this request showed up. YOU! UNKNOW PERSON! GET OUT OF MY MIND YOU BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING! But,overal i loved writing this one,hope you guys like it too! Thank you for reading! 😘

#the adventures of tintin #tintin #tintin movie #tintin x reader #tintin 2011 #the adventures of tintin 2011 #tintin movie 2011

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madwomansapologist · 11 months

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Arisu + I'm only me when I'm with you

Taylor Swift Writing Challenge: I'm Only Me When I'm With You

synopsis: To live in a land without rules, but the one that forces everyone to keep playing, is to live in hell. Except for a few moments.

warnings: none.

Arisu was late. The crickets were singing, the cold breeze had replaced the warmth, the stars were shining. Arisu was impossible to forgive late.

He ran, basket swinging against his chest, and circled the Beach. When he finally reached the vast garden, he saw you lying on a thin sheet. Arisu was surprised to see that you had brought a blanket, he never thought it was allowed to bring a blanket to a picnic, and he started to apologize before even getting near.

"I'm so, so, so sorry." Arisu sitted beside you, tucking himself underneath the blanked. Lying beside you, shoulders brushing against each other, he continued to chatter. "Niragi was..."

"Being an asshole", you completed. Staring at the stars, Arisu chuckled. "You looked like a rabbit in a hurry."

"I made sandwiches." Arisu he realized that it had been a long time since he had heard the crickets sing. Always running, always fighting, always running out of time. "No olives."

"My hero."

The silence that followed was comfortable. There was no need to formulate a subject just so it wouldn't exist anymore. Sometimes you stretched your fingers, painting pictures in the skies with blazing stars. Everything they needed was right beside them.

At the moment, you both were just two people living in a crazy world trying to figure out what is and isn't true. "A dog", you snapped at him. "How can't you see it?"

"This is the Archer. Sagittarius." Arisu pointed to the stars. "Those three stars make the base of the horse, then comes the body, and there it ends with the bow."

"Still just a dog." You didn't saw a dog on the stars. You never undestood people that can just see what a constellation forms. You can see things in clouds, on the bathroom tile, but not on stars. You just want to argue with him. "A Corgi."

"What?" Arisu guffaw until his belly ached. "A Corgi?"

"A Corgi."

Still laughing, something changed in his face. Something glowed different. You know that expression. Arisu always does this when he realizes something important. "What was the discovery of the day?"

Arisu laid on his side, looking at you. "I don't wanna ever live without you."

"You should learn because you drive me crazy half the time." That was the first time in months that you talked about anything that surrounded death without feeling nauseous. The first time it sounded like a joke.

"And the other?"

You didn't answered him, you just licked your lips while trying to supress a smile. "Nobody gets me like you do."

"Nice." Arisu went back to look at the stars. "It feels nice."

"Yeah", you mirrorred him. "It does."

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nikethestatue · 1 year

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Is it me or sjm took Flora from winx as inspiration for Elain? aside from that i saw so many people hanting on her for so many stupid reasons (well same as Flora, because both are gentle, caring and into flowers and femminine things, are more delicate and have different strenghts that the rest)

Their exucuse is "she didn't grow vEgetaBleS but only flowers" do they actually know that a lot of "VeGetAbleS" are fruits. (i guess they don't because they don't even know the difference between the two)

So i assume that she actually did grow them.

Other things that they didn't took in consideration, there is said (i don't recall well) that there is ONE farmer in their village; do they really think that h,e that probably already had it tough in a village like that would sold tools for working the ground, fertilizer and seeds, that he had to sold half the price (because that is not a full prodact as the grown vegetable would be) and then loosing clients and money. This dosn't make any fuking sense honestly.

Actually this is personal, but i LOVE this type of female characters (that we barely have, and with all this misonyny and especially internalized one, will ww'll never see as Mcs) soft, gentle and carin; that show another (and in my opinion) more intresting character, that 99% of the time have like a grey morality.

They don't need a weapon to be strong and are actually like other girls; but that dosn't make them less strong than a women that use them; because their most prised possesion is their brain and gentleness; because being gentle dosn't mean stupid or less brave.

(Or another case that i love, strong women that again are because of their brain, but their natue is not being gentle, but they became it when is needed; besically manipulative women that don't weild weapons)

They show another side of being women, and emrace being one with all of them.

And the whole -I see others. i'm there for them; but when i need them there is no one waiting for me, or seeing me, that i actually stopped to reach for others because once i enter the picture they only think about what i represent to them, for i could do for them, more than who i am- something that resonate with me a bit to much, and i will love to read about.

And the all i can take till a surden point because, i too, am a person, i have fellings, i get offended and wonded too; with the whole "ShE lEfT NesTa DeAl AloNe WitH hEr TraUmA" as if she too, wasn't going trough something and the sister that she loved the most wonded her so badly with all the insults and accusation (that i undestood she was going through trauma and had a lot going through and the way that the ic was treating her wasn't helping especially the whole" You're such a pathetich waste of life" that could have actually not been said since all of them ad done WAY worse that she did, and at the end of the day she was still a 25 years old, while they are all horny fuckers that think are the best beacue they're old and powerfull, when are actually are dumb bricka, specially feyre, like she learned how to read yeasterday but she act like she know it all) that didn't give her the right to treat her so badly; of course she would give her space since the whole insulting and accusting thing at the end was basically harming both of them; one being badly insulted and the other knowing that what she was syaing wonded her favorite sister making her more mad at herself and sad for what she just did.

Their relationship sould have actually been more explored, but actually the relatonship between the wole three of them. (but sarah can't wirte heatly relationships; or realtionships in general; wether they're friends, family or lovers; but this is a whole different thing)

The new trilogy could have have been a good way for her to create stong bonds between all the sisters and explaining the favoritism of Nesta twards Elain , how things could have changed and muted between them (without the whole breaking dawn pt3 creating different plot points that costricted the three of them to work together and trust each other, exploring was is actually deep inside them, the suppressed feelings and words; exploring the different dynamics that came out of it since the three of them have totaly different personalities; seeing them clash and then reconcile. Seeing Elain at some point getting confortable with her sisters, because it has been shown that she don't entily feel confortable around them, probably because they see her in a different way that she is and she dosn't want to make them worry so she act like they want her to)

Then seeing the other sisters decide for themselve what they want ot who they want to be with (i don't ship nesta with Cassian he's so dumb and aggressive i culd have seen Nesta alone or with a woman, since she could actually help her a lot more especially is she wuold have been on the asexual side, more focused on the romance that the sex; since in ACOSF there is no actual romance) seeing Elain finally decind for herself chosing Azriel over someone thrown at her that she dosn't want (and then seeing Lucien finnding happiness over mating bond too, with Vassa) exploring a good slow burn their love and passion thwords each other (as you can see i love slow burn, if done well, SJM can't do that; feysand happend in like 1/2 months and a half, so it dosn't count as one)

Rhysand accepting and tryng to see thing from the other sister POVs since he actually never tried, babying one and abusing the other.

Showing that their love twards each other was stronger than the romantic one; as siters that have been gone through so much, but still had strenght to go on; thanks to one another. Not the bullshit that we got in ACOSF (honestly is book, more than the others is pure trash and a money grab, since there is no romance nor fantasy, is blant erotica and a bad one; not an adult fantasy. who said that this is good or one of the best adult fantasy present now days, never actually read an adult fatasy book) all the characters felt flat, Nesta trauma was basically a joke and so the relationships.

Someone that is depressed don't want to train because of those steps, she would have actually trow herself down those stairs long ago; so their decision was really bad. taht the whole traing and LoVe, of couse never forget it with SJM every illness is cured.

Is not like that it will never be; through love all is possible and fredship/love is the most powerfull thing in the world, is such a bullshit; that is a thing that is made fun off in adult fantasy, this world are too cruel for that and not intended for middle schoolers (because this pharases are something that you see in My little pony, Winc club and many other cartoons that you stop watching in middle school, but you still love and watch because of nostalgia)

She could have done so much (characters, wold, plots, relationships, istory ecc) but she was soo into money that every potential got lost,

Sorry for the long rant that is actually probably witten badly because english is not my first language, is late and my keyborad dosn't want to collaborate; actually hoping to have put everything i wanted to say, but i know it would not be like that but ok.

So I agree with some things, and I disagree with others.

I think we've been fed a steady diet of a certain YA female character, who are all kind of the same. I think it was awesome that in the 90s, women began to be incorporated into fantasy, and not just as romantic interests, but as main characters. But, to make them 'interesting' women were written like men. Everyone did it, and are still doing it. Women have to be violent, warriors, destructive, they have to fight the men, they have to 'banter', they have to lead armies, or cast spells and have incredible powers. it's all basically the same woman. And Elain just...isn't. At least not now. I fear that SJM will make her one and will murder her uniqueness. But it's hard to change once's mind and people don't know what to do with her. SO they just do the easiest--they hate her, because they don't understand her. Because she cried. Because she mourned her fiance. Because she cried over a man who broke up with her (because like, we ALL wouldn't....). Because she killed the king in a simple, non magical manner, by stabbing him. Nothing fancy about our Elain.

I disagree on the IC and their treatment of Nesta. It might not have been pretty, or perfect, but I dont think anyone in the IC hates her. I think they care, and many love her. That's why they didn't allow her to perish or self destruct. That's why Rhys kept paying for her life, her house, and expected nothing in return. He might not like her, but I don't think he hates her. I think Feyre genuinely loves her and worries for her. Amren has a sharp tongue and says stupid things, but she also is the one who encouraged Cassian to stick with it and not give up.

Yes, this was a poorly executed book, with a terrible 'romance' and with almost no plot. It was kind of juvenile. Like SJM had all these ideas, but couldn't put them together in an actual book. So everything felt disjointed.

Listen, all we can do is hope that the subsequent books will be better, and that Elain will get a good story. Not just some poorly written Walmart erotica, but something with feelings and emotions and sex that's appropriate for that relationship. I think that was one of the biggest issues with ACOSF--the sex upon which everything was based didn't match either Cassian or Nesta. Because neither Cassian nor the 'original' Nesta would've been satisfied with emotionless sex. Cassian always cared for women in general, wasn't known for being into casual sex, and yes, we assume that he's had lots of partners, he isn't known as some Lothario. He is also very warm, family oriented (more so than Azriel), affectionate, and would've wanted much more from this relationship. I can see Cassian saying 'no sex, until you are better, Nesta' as opposed to what he agreed to. For him to agree to just mindless boning with his mate made no sense at all. And Nesta, who was a proud woman, a virgin, and someone who cared about social norms also totally didn't make any sense in this whole 'it's only sex' set up.

it's so funny how much l love ACOMAF and ACOFAS, and what a disaster this book is. I even enjoy the original ACOTAR. But ACOSF. Ugh.

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wellavanilli · 2 years

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#yeah....#succession spoilers #what a wild ride #maybe tomgreg isn't canon #but tom is definitely a repressed queer #that analogy with nero and sporus proves that #not only he realised he needs to do smth about his relationship with shiv #but also that he deeply in his heart wants to have intimacy with other man #he represses it to the point that he offers greg to fight him #but he knows he in fact does not want this #toxic masculinity made him like that #damn.... shiv is really playing kendalls role in this ep #hope it gets better for her #she lacks empathy so much i cant;-;#kendall is ummmmmm #i need to think a little more than 20 minutes after watching this episode #greg is playing his own game #i didn't undestood one thing #is he sighted the documents?#I wasn’t paying attention and missed it sorry ;_;#hbo succession #succession

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myrandomthoughtsblog · 2 years

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Stories of an aroace girl

part 4

In the end of part 3 I said that I felt lonly because no one had a crush on me, this made me feel really bad for a very long period of time, I felt unwanted and used to thing that maybe there was something wrong with me since no one was romantically interested in me, but then it happened and it definitely wasn't what I was expecting.

Sometime after they whole 'David thing', I was feeling kinda distant from my friends since they were always talking about their crushes, so one day when we were having a sleepover I decide to like Tyler.

Differently from my previous 'crushes', this one I was fully aware that I was deciding to like him, while the rest in my head it kinda just happened.

It was just like what happened in part 1, I decided to like him because it was convenient and I wanted to interect with my friends by talking about crushes.

We were all friends with Tyler, and we were facetiming him and another boy, when the call ended I told my friends about my feelings and pretended to have had them for months.

After some time I had fully convinced myself that I actually liked him and pretty much forgot about having decided this, but then everything started to get quite complicated.

Tyler had found out I liked him and guess what, he liked me too, but he was very shy, so our friends organized a date for us and during the whole time he was so quiet like I had never seen him like that, and in my mind it didn't make sense since we had been friends for more than 5 years.

After all of this we hardly spoke again, he was always way to shy, so one day I personally asked if he liked me and he said yes and that this was why he was always shy when I was around.

After that conversation we ended up talking more, but slowly I was realising I didn't actually like him, and I did not get obsessed with him because I was busy hiding my different feelings for Mat.

The chaos started when Matthew was about to move to Spain, because that was when I fully forgot I had a 'crush' on Tyler and proceded to tell Mat about my feelings, but Tyler still liked me.

He found out about what I told to Mat and in the next year he never talked to me anymore, then I found out that he had told all of his friends that he never liked me, not even as a friend, and did all of that out of pity, which was a total lie.

I wasn't sad, we weren't that close anymore, but I was so pissed cuz he was out there lying. In the next year we didn't even see each other anymore, and then I found out I was aroace.

While trying to undersand myself, the memory from the day I chose to like him came back and I felt so sad because I started to blame myself for causing Tyler problems, while it wasn't actually my fault since I thought choosing crushes was something normal.

I spent a good couple of months blaming myself, it was only when I wanted to know more about aromanticism that I fully undestood that it wasn't my fault. I read a book called "Eu vos declaro aro" (I declare you aro) where the main character had the same experience as me, and in the end realizes all that happened was not her fault. I cried a lot reading it, and I have a post here talking about it.

And that was when I finally understood that while all that I made Tyler go thru was awful, and I feel sorry about it, it was not my fault, I simply didn't know I was aromantic and was trying to fit in.

This is one of the reasons why representation is so important, it show us that there's no reason to try to fit in, since not linking anyone is not wrong, and it also shows allo people that if someone does not have a crush on anyone that isn't unnatural or something like that.

Since aroace has very little representation in media yet, I think it's very important that we talk about our experiences.

Here's the link to the series: https://myrandomthoughtsblog.tumblr.com/post/675104919374741504/stories-of-an-aroace-girl-the-series

#aromantic #aro #aroace #aromantic problems #eu vos declaro aro #lgbtqia+#my random thoughts on lgbtqia+#queer #arospec #my random thoughts on aromantism #my random thoughts on the stories of an aroace girl #aromanticism #actually aro #aromantic spectrum #aspec #aro problems

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