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txraos · 2 days

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hello, may I please request yandere mark with an alien s/o whose planet was conquered by the viltrumites. Thank you and Have a wonderful day

Yandere!Mark Grayson + Alien s/o (Gn reader) WC : 533. CW's : Yandere!Mark, mentions of violence, manipulative/sweet Mark, Stockholm syndrome (? if u squint maybe?)

When the Viltrumites conquered your planet you knew you didn’t had a choice but to behave as complacent as possible to avoid getting in any kind of trouble, Viltrumites were merciless and left no room for mistakes. One day a Man from Earth who called himself “Invincible” came accompanied with a defense team against the Viltrumite, he acted as your savior, helping you escape that place. He convinced you to leave your planet behind and everything you had to run away to a better place with him. “i promise i will keep you safe, your planet just isn’t anymore” bittersweet words resonating trough your mind after bearing so much since the arrival of the Viltrumites, you didn't even think about it twice, the promise of a better life was enough for you.

When you arrived to earth with him, he revealed his real name to you as a way to gain your trust, he showed you the beauties of earth, how simple could life be, and it worked, it brought you closer to him. Mark took care of you, he relocated you on earth, he managed to get you a place where you could live comfortable and safe, he installed cameras in every room and outside of the house, he swore it was just to keep you safe, what if someone wanted to break into your house?

Mark showed you the beauty of earth, but he also told you about how awful people can be, no different than the Viltrumites, or even worse, people who like to pick on the weak for fun, to beat them up and record it just for fun. “This sure can be a wicked place after all but don’t worry, that’s why I'm here” Mark said with a warm smile after noticing that just those words were enough to keep you tied to this place. “Dont ever leave this place, ever. if you need anything call me and only me. You are safe here” Mark had completely prohibited for you to leave the place he arranged for you, he says its for your own safety and protection, god forbid that Viltrumites come to earth and find you.

It didn’t took you long to fall for him, how could you not? He was a dream man, he took good care of you and he even gave you a new life. Mark spends too many hours taking care of you, checking on you, visiting you, he almost doesn’t let you do anything by yourself. “What would you be without me?” He said as he caressed the sides of your face “You would probably be dead” chilling words but he sure means no harm by that, after all, he’s right, you would be dead without him, at best you would be still serving the Viltrumite against your own will.

No words can convey how much grateful you are for Mark, you owe him your life, Mark had done so much for you that it became a natural obligation to put your trust in his word. In a place like this, there is no one better to take care of you than him.

#thank you so much for the request! xx #invincible x reader #mark grayson x reader #mark grayson #yandere mark grayson

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cinderellahoneymoon · 5 months

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im being so fucking for real and i need you guys to boost and reblog this you nonblack selfshippers have got to stop using "simp." you have to. its african american vernacular english (aave) which in colloquial terms means its not for you to use. in a space already hostile towards shippers of color, youre just making it more inhospitable to black selfshippers by appropriating our language. say youre crushing. say youre obsessed. say youre head over heels, say youre a sucker, say youre infatuated, just stop saying simp. for the love of god

{nonblack shippers [even other shippers of color] i do NOT want to hear your opinion on this post or hear about how you "didnt know" or are "changing it right now." just be an ally and LISTEN instead of needing to add your piece.}

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flareboi · 1 month

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what if purple never calls him dad

#what if the word ‘dad’ is something purple doesn’t like.#what if it carries a bad connotation for them and a bitter reminder for mango.#family doesnt always have to look like one thing yknow? i dont think those two would have a traditional dynamic in that way #maybe purple does consider him their parent. they just dont call him ‘dad’ unless its in third person #and theyre fine with that and so is he #king is his father figure yes but he’s also a mom. a big brother. a sister. their dynamic just isnt captured in purple calling him ‘dad’#maybe his name is the best way they can say it. the best way they can appreciate him #because for purple a father is someone who hurts you. someone who leaves you #i think ‘purple calls him dad on accident’ is a cute idea #but honestly it would make more sense if they called him mom on accident instead. or if it happened when they were afraid. not comfortable #(this is presuming orchid is his mother and navy his father based on the pronouns used in the react vids iirc)#because why would purple refer to someone he sees as a parent with the title of the one that presumably did not raise them?#and on mangos end #i think u can kinda tell who in this fandom has never lost a loved one in how they characterize him #guys. grief doesnt leave. it never leaves.#you just learn to live with it!!!#mango is not okay just because he has a new kid to take care of. i would know this my bio mom passed and i have a stepmother!!!#she does not fill that void and i do not expect her to because it cannot be filled. but she brings a lot new to ease the pain and is a #wonderful part of my life #the same thing here #mango will never ever just .. go back to how he was #he will never be the same since gold died. and thats okay #purple will not change that. they will merely add something new #their dynamic can be beautiful and nontraditional and a showing of how grief can change you #it doesnt have to be ‘replacement dad and replacement son’#its so much more #oke. tag rant over #fett rambles #ava #uhh should i tag the chars

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enlighten3d · 4 months

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(this is literally just an appreciation post for the watcher trope because its one of my favourite things of all time.)

listen ik the whole watcher thing gets quite a bit of hate in this fandom for being so overused, but personally i love it. i love it so much. just because of how versatile it is. i mean, just scroll through the watcher grian tag on ao3, and youll see hundreds of different interpretations of the same beings!

some have wings, some are humanoid, some are decidedly not, some are really fucking evil, some are just misunderstood, some actually do good, some are literal gods, some are just a group of people, some are like a cult, some are just random mysterious fuckers, some are just the explanation for anything weird, some are engaged in gang warfare with the listeners, etc etc etc ETC !!!!! so many different things, so many different narratives, based off one thing!!!

i have like four unfinished watcher!grian fics in my gdocs right now. i will probably not finish all of them. but sometimes i just think about how even between those four fics, the interpretations are so DIFFERENT. so, so, different. but its all from the same thing! the same vague concept from an 6-7 year old smp!! isnt that fucking amazing? what we, the fandom have done with it, and how far weve bent it, and just.

the whole watcher thing is one of my favourite bits of ANY fandom i have ever seen. the sheer creativity of fandom really does surprise me sometimes.

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the-knife-consumer · 11 months

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Grah as someone who does sort of like zelink its just??? Disappointing? Disheartening? That people are SO hellbent on them being an explicitly romantic couple and getting mad at others for being like "oh i just see them as friends :)" and coming onto people's posts where they are portrayed as friends or just close with no romance and being like "uuuum actually theyre MARRIED theyre in a RELATIONSHIP! BC OBVIOUSLY you can NEVER share a house with someone without being married! Zelink canon 😏 cope seethe🔥" like do you understand how painfully annoying that is

#yaddayadda as someone who is usually averse to romance but has VERY close friends and plans to room with #a friend to not be painfully lonely and have platonic companionship its just. ugh.#'oh they lived in the same house and probably shared a bed! so romance obviously!' ... implying that in order #to be allowed that comfort you HAVE to be romantically involved with that person. no other way for that to happen.#ugh its just. like do not get me wrong i do like zelink but it is a bit 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 why.. why are you people being so #weird. i dont know to exactly put it into words but cmon man. that thing where people #try and treat friendship qpr and romance as entirely seperate things that can NEVER overlap its just. UUUGGH #and where they like. say that friends can only behave like this and they cant do this bc if they do then theyre a couple.#uuuugghhh SHUT UP AND EXPLODE RIGHT NOW #just the idea that friendship is inherently lesser than romance in some way is SO gross yucky bad uuugghh

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seariii · 2 months

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Thinking about how in emotional stuff intp self has actually been popping out more often, even before... Questioning if that's good or bad... Maybe means I'm emotionally exhausted?

#she has helped before right...? ... i think she has only made people upset...#then again she's the one that has been able to put boundaries and that convinced us that it's okay...#hm.... she still feels bad tho... i wonder if people actually like that side of me... i feel like people wouldnt...#and like the ones that have seen it probably dont.... the bestie adores her so thats comforting #'its part of who you are' ... yeah... and intp self is very helpful... and i still think its fun the way she looks at the world #but yeah i think people dont like her... me..? um... its me but if i say me sounds too personal #im just thinking about previous moments and yeah she has made others upset and infp self has had to ease everything with kind words and #warmth... intp... is kind but... she... i feel... no. im being too hard on myself. she is a good person.#boundaries and caring about ourselves isnt bad. failing at social interactions doesnt make me a bad person either #... in any case i have to go now and catch the bus i should be at my grandma's by now #seari talks #our silly doodles #vent post #< kinda

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kkoct-ik · 3 days

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i think i might be loved

#big milestone here boys #hard to formulate words. but im realising people like me #there are lots of people who know me and they think im cool and worth their time #boyfriend especially is obsessed w me and does so much to make me happy and also just generally exists in my space because he likes it #im awarreee that i often still dont like myself. i get frustrated and defensive and i start seeing anything associated with me as bad #but i am loved i think #kostik speaks #people still feel very distant but in a different way now #the distance feels less harrowing and alienating and now its more like theyre distant because theyre different people #but we still have points of contact and thats very special #nobody is crawling into my lungs to envelop me but theyre inside my space and theyre comfortable #it helps that theyre not looking at me. theyre closer but its not confrontational. no sudden movements. just existing #i want boyfriends bed again this is so unfair

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on-leatheredwings · 1 month

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oh............ oh nooooooo

#me: a series would be fun but haha im not cut out for it #me: writes an outline and 1k words in a fugue state #its so early though . please be prepared for this to never happen #but i believe in posterity #so by god you guys will know i at least thought of it #if i give up on it #ill drop the google doc #also ngl it may just turn into an oc rather than a reader #unless people are comfortable with a reader that is entirely described LOL #i have a very specific protag in mind #i personally dont read reader fics as Me #i imagine an oc #but i know other people do

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rouge-the-bat · 7 months

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this is. an EXTREME long shot. but im trying to make a transcript for yu yu hakusho and i need subtitles to help for parts that i cant make out, but ive come to an issue:

the box set i got just. doesnt have subtitles for the dub for some fucking reason

hulu, which is being payed for, only has 2 seasons of yu yu hakusho, for some fuckign reason

funimation/crunchyroll, while once having the show available for free with ads, now has everything after season 1 locked, and everything from episode 4 onward locked specifically for the dub

any 🏴‍☠️ sites im finding online does not have subtitles for the dub

so that brings me to the point of this post: since i have the yu yu hakusho box set, i am NOT giving crunchyroll/funimation any more money. and so even though its a long shot, would anyone be okay with me using their already-subscribed account on crunchyroll or funimation so i can use the subtitles for my transcripting?

EDIT: someone very awesome and sweet is helping me and sharing their account now!!! so ig disregard this post now!

#i would just watch it without subtitles but i dont wanna guesstimate whats being said if i cant quite make smthn out (looking at YOU jin)#and i also cant type out the subtitles 1:1 bc sometimes the wording is just sliiiightly off #and ofc i have to be a fucking perfectionist #anyways. i dont expect anyone to be comfortable to share their account but if there is anyone id appreciste it SO much #bc its so unfair that to get dub subtitles id have to pay MORE money so i can watch it online when i already got the box set :(#lame as fuck that they limited the show to subscribers once the box set dropped bc it USED to be available for free #and they just blocked unsubscribed ppl without any warning #literally before i got the box set i was in the middle of a rewatch #and when i went back to continue after just a few days i just couldnt watch anymore #im gonna be posting this transcript online btw so itll be available for everyone #im hoping others will find it useful too

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indulgnc · 3 months

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would u guys care if i started rbing unrelated kinks.. like i know its my blog and i can do what i want…

But. if its more appropriate to i will! onviously i will tag accordingly but. stuff like S (sadism), t4t related kink, degradation, etc idk what else specifically bc im kind of open to anything so if i like it then i like it.. but yeah let me know

also i switched my “not snz” tag to “off topic” bc im not huge on that tag on rbs even from unrelated kink centric blogs (im shy)

#its hard for me to know exactly what bc. i just scroll on my ‘for you’ snd see other kink posts and go oooh nice #the one im most worried abt is like. fictional guro related. idk. ill probably be too self conscious to rb that anyway So.#but i see othet kinks and go oh nicr. but idk if people will like that #its different though i dont have a word for it? not the same feelin/a turn on as. my main thing. which js this. its like oh nice/cute!#but im not jacking off to it. u get me?#im using //S as my tag for whump (i hate that word sorry) but like hurt comfort and S stuff thats like. not all innocent #trying to be more likke yolo live my life indulge in what i like but also idk. if it should be another space

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bo0zey · 1 year

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Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening

OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.

sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.

i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .

#i have an idea but i’m not sure if it’ll work...imma need mcr 2 pull thru n meet me halfway on this 1 lol #anywyas i h8 talking abt riot fest i feel like every1 h8s me whining abt it too lol #i was so angry and upset with the world and myself. i really tried so hard to stay conscious;#ppl were asking if i was ok & i kept nodding yes because i didn’t want to be pulled out of the pit bc #then i’d lose my spot + my ONLY chance to see MCR live & so up close.#next thing i know i’m being pulled over the barrier by security and WHOOSH into dissociationville i go.#they were too much for my brain to handle so i’d just fall back even more into that weird dissociated state #i honestly would have preferred to not have even attended the concert. like HONESTLY 100% deadass i wish i didnt even go.#like imagine urself in my shoes lol i went from being 2nd row from the stage to like 70000 rows away.#yall dont understand how awful it is to have such a golden opportuntiy to be 1 hr n a few feet away from the band who saved u #to having it all ripped away from u in literally a matter of seconds #if i’d just stayed home my 12y/o little wouldn’t have had to experience the psychological trauma of having everything to having nothing.#my 15/16 year old teen wouldnt have had to re-live the experience of realizing there’s nothing left #in this world to comfort/protect/save her OR her childself #22 year old me realizing i failed them and all the other parts of me. i cant be happy i cant have shit in this world #i couldnt have my mom but at least i had mcr right??? nope lol that got ripped out of my fingertips too #i cant even begin to describe the emotional damage/psychological blow the situation had on me bc like #i cant even put it into words and i know nobody will truly understand/believe me when i say how heartbreaking & detrimental this #situation was for my already fucked up psyche. or they’ll think im exaggerating but its like u dont get it #ive lost so many things and people i spent my entire childhood/adolescence maladaptive daydreaming.#at age 12 mcr became my escapism for ~4yrs straight bc they were the only thing that made me happy #while all the other ppl in the real world in my day to day life were making me wanna kms everyday #like ik it sounds extreme/dramatic but ??? i mean i dont even fully understand my reaction tbh.#i think its just mcr used to be my happy place n then i get to see them live and its just an absolute nightmare #and the fact that i was dissociated from their concert when they used to be the only thing to keep me grounded to this earth???#truly i wish i didnt even go like i cant even listen to their music anymore without wanting to crawl out of my skin #when the only thing that made u feel alive made u feel deader than ever inside....yeahhhhh not fun!!#its a heartsinking feeling i hate it so much i wish i had a doever #mcr #when will mcr return from the war

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kyeomyun · 9 months

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im also sorry for being MIA with both writing and just... in general. i am really not doing well mentally and i wish i told you all earlier but i just couldn't bring myself to log in. i really don't mean to distance myself from you all because you guys really do bring joy to me.

the reason i have been so down is because my parents recently have been in a very heated state. to the point my dad paid for a divorce. the arguing, the distancing, it really has got to me.

so once again, i really want to apologize for just being active.

i love you all so much.. <33

#{⚠️} — bulletin board ><#writing has been on a pause as well..#once again #im sorry once again..#i know there isn't really nothing to apologize about since as a creator #creative juice isn't always flowing and of course I dont have to be online everyday #but its been a long time since and its been radio silent on my end #I really don't want to sound desperate for comfort #or like a pick me #but i just want you guys to know since it is unfair for you all to not have any knowledge(?)#about what is going on behind the screen #i dont think i worded that right but once again #i apologize #and i love you all so much..

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waywardsalt · 19 days

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in post-ph specifically a really old idea ive had is that linebeck is extremely, extremely possessive of his coat, but if in a situation where he fears he might actually die, he gives it to the person he trusts to save him, or he gives it to someone he cares about that seems to be on the brink of death

#its not permanent unless he dies. which he doesnt in any of the cases of this happening #at the end of the day its like a symbol of his immense trust and respect for the person and a sign that he really thinks hes not making it #bc otherwise you cannot touch that thing. rn i really only have one scenario with this with link damien and bellum each #link’s is the one where hes afraid the other person will die but hes also afraid hes going to die at that moment its a whole thing #other cases are if he thinks he wont be able to get out of smth without it being damaged or if he just wants it to be safe #theres a bit where he has to be separated from the crew for a bit so he preemptively gives it to damien for safekeeping #generally if linebeck hands his coat to someone its a Bad Sign. something is very wrong #bellum is the only one who understands the gravity of it when he first sees it bc like. hes been in linebecks mind he knows the abstract #idea of how protective linebeck is of it. and he has no idea how to feel the first time linebeck gives it to him. its a warm feeling #with damien its a mixture of terrified and dutiful he understands it as being trusted with it and makes sure to keep it safe #he understands what the coat means to linebeck just not on the same visceral level as bellum. link also has a good idea of how much #linebeck cares about his coat but its filtered through being a slightly mischievous kid whos tried getting to it before. when hes actually #given it or sees linebeck hand it off the first (few) times hes really scared and a bit confused until the idea clicks for him #this is an ooooold idea i think its from back when post ph was mostly going to be a 50 chapter thing using a 50 word challenge list #if anyone remembers those. this shit originates from middle school. the olden days. before damien existed #i like linebecks coat being an item tied to his identity its what he wants its something he finds comfort in its something he made himself #salty talks #post-ph #this might carry over a little to some other aus but these situations dont really happen the same was as they might in post ph

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toruq · 1 year

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#i dont like this lol #the art of it looks so fucked i dont know why #its gotta be that first panel #i dare say that the words arent quite right either #man im losing literally every part of myself now #;_____;#i lost dignity and trust and self love bc #i just found out how people i used to call friends were saying about me #either innaproppriate comments or calling me crazy #it makes me feel really betrayed in a way #feels like a life i was living was a lie #its amazing how little consideration people will have for you and jump to conclusions to make you as insignificant as possible #i have someone who loves me though #and i have a family who loves me #but besides a s/o who is busy with school and a family i live hours from.....#the world seems very lonely #and after losing these 'friends'#its hard to want to reach out again i guess #i am just comfortable being lonely not even gonna lie #i guess i feel sad that the life i had been living of feeling like i was this type of person who enjoyed going out and having fun with ppl #was just one big facade #im tired of my life being like a masquerade #sso #ssoblr #my art #sso anne #anne von blyssen #sso concorde

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nebulaleaf · 9 months

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woe... my peak of thinking my writing is at least tolerable is over... the feelings of inadequacy shall seep in...

#i dont want to be 'anything' or a 'somebody' and have my works be the no.1 fandom fanfic or passed around or referred to as like #'omg THAT writer???' i just want them to be good quality and readable and not fucking embarrassing and written like the author is in #elementary. but they are! they are written like that! all my friends are writers and i dont want to BE them either but #it hurts to see what they do and how quickly or impressively and know no matter how hard i try i just cant do the things they do #and i shouldnt have to but *I* want to write multichapters or deep character pieces or just something FUN #but i cant hold onto an idea long enough or i cant get in a character's head. im unable to convey my feelings into words and its just #SURFACE LEVEL GARBAGE!#i just want to be able to comfortably link a writer friend or .. anyone one of my fics and not feel so terribly ashamed

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julijbee · 9 months

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playing pathologic 2 as a disconnected ndn hitting harder than local man expected, more at 8

#spoilers #ive played pathologic classic a few times now and i'm finally finishing up 2 #its good i just found myself walking to the termitary with dread in my stomach #like i knew #ive played the first game i know theyre all dead #but there was a part of me that had dared to have any amount of hope for the past 9 days in the game #you know against all better judgement #the day prior going to sabhas and talking to the man with questions about his language #how the only words he knew for certain things were russian ones #his own language had lagged behind the changing vocabulary #and in true artemy fashion you have that kind of exasperated answer choice of just #so make up more then #you dont need someone else to tell you what to do #just do it #i dont know it just all started hitting #talking to oyun and watching artemys dialogue options where a day prior he was coming into himself more and the choices for talking with #the kin were getting more and more organic #like he actually knew what to say #or felt comfortable saying what he wanted to his family right? and even thinking of them as family #all of that disappearing and going immediately to fear #i dont know man its just a lot. and its all hitting especially hard right at the end here #theres more i could say and more i probably will say but good god following this narrative on artemy's back is hurting my soul.

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