#i dunno :) ill think of something

[druidonity2]

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Below is the unfinished animatic these are from (lost program and project file so likely won't be continuing anytime soon) AND the shitty storyboard I threw together quickly so that I wouldn't forget where I wanted the animatic to go.

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #garrosh hellscream #vereesa windrunner #Mists of Pandaria #I love the Mind Electric song both this one and Chonny Jash's #And I just could not get this out of my head so i tried to throw it together but then i got distracted and then my pc needed to be fixed #In the storyboard i have arthas shown as the doctor at the end IGNORE THAT SHIT id replace him with something else #i dunno i just dont think he fits right there hed appear in the flashbacks to anduins raid #i want to redo this and put more work into it but thats a project for the future i guess #twitter aint seen this yet ill show it to them eventaully #they did see a few of the sketches tho

[ibrithir-was-here]

Well I've tried writing this three times now.

People of Tumblr over 30-- any advice on how to be Ok with the knowledge that life will never turn out the way you try and plan for and not Demotivated because of said knowledge?

#i have therapy monday but my therapist isnt any older then me so I need like elder adult advice #and as much as I love both my parents I dont really think either can help me with this #my mom will tell me to pray and thats just...not something thats gonna work anymore #and my dad will say 'oh i dunno either kiddo my life's still a mess' #im fine really #i just #dont really feel like i have a lot of sense of self anymore #nothing the last decade has gone at all like I planned and Im honestly not sure where to go from here #ive tried like several different things and none of them seem to go anywhere #gosh ill probably deleted this later #just figured it would be better to ask someone then just go to bed still slightly marinating in existentialism

[eebie]

my last post got me thinking so im gonna do a poll to see what u guys think

id love to do a second poll like this on twitter and compare the results. they’d probably be very different from what i’m predicting the response to be here But also twitter is a notorious hellscape and im not setting foot in there. also theres a typo in that last option we isn’t supposed to be there.

EDIT: some clarification bc my wording may have been a little confusing: if two characters are not related in canon, but their voice actors are related in real life, would it be weird to ship the characters?

#not making this rebloggable in case it breaks containment or something #last thing i want is this blowing up my notifications #personally i’d feel weird about it #like nobodys Really doing anything wrong but at the same time #what if their voice actors found out and it made them uncomfortable ? #i know ed helms told oncest shippers to get help LMAO #but thats different #i guess i just border on not really caring i dont really ship characters in general so it wouldnt affect me #but yea i’d still feel weird about it Personally #wouldnt speak out against it but i wouldnt really encourage or interact w that stuff #just bc it has the potential to affect those hypothetical voice actors #dunno. what do u guys think? #maybe not wise of me to try 2 have a discussion like this on here But i have faith that u guys will stay decent #idk. if it starts to get crazy ill delete this post #Coming back to this hours later after posting this Yeah i dont care #idk what i was on this morning the odds of this happening are so low talking about it isnt even necessary unless it actually became a thing #Guess i was just curious to see what other people would think

[seth-shitposts]

A concept to be flesh out into a fic once we have the chance:

Kallus and Zeb having a heated argument.

The argument having started over Zeb being maybe a bit over defensive of Kallus toward a rebel.

Zeb's stance being that Kallus cannot and should not allow the behavior and attitude that is being had toward him. That Kallus’s allegiances should be unquestionable. His loyalty is to the rebellion and its success and anyone who is under a misimpression should be set straight.

Kallus’s stance, though appreciative of Zeb, differs. While Kallus has worked through his own emotions about whether or not he deserves a place here in the rebellion, Kallus also accepts that even though he's changed, he was still at one point someone who caused a lot of damage. And he doesn't mean it in a "i *should* be punished" type of sentiment, but in a "i take full accountability of who I was and what I had done, part of that is not expecting people to have to forgive and forget" type of way.

Kallus knew what he was signing up for when he joined the rebellion. Honestly he was surprised when he had not only not been taken prisoner, but given a rank. He is not discrediting that he has put forth work into changing and being more critical and demanding better. But he also accepts the fact that he is not welcome into every space, and that the anger toward his past is valid. He is able to cope with the fact that people are more than allowed not to forgive him, that is their right. He is able and willing to work under the condition. Of course he isn't about to let any of the animosity cross a line of putting his life in danger, but he is most certainly not about to go around acting as if people have to forgive him just because he realized he was fighting for the wrong side.

Kallus is able to accept the fact that he hurt people and that they don't have to forgive him. If it were the otherway around, he sure as he'll wouldn't. Hell, it had been the other way around at one point- back when he thought he was doing the right thing. But if Kallus could accept this, why couldn't Zeb? Why is Zeb so adamant about demanding that Kallus has to be treated as if he hadn't put many of the rebel's friends, family, comrades all into prison or worse?

#dunno #its just something that ive been thinking about for a few weeks now #not sure when ill get to it #but i will at somepoint #-alex 💙 #star wars rebels #swr #alexsandr kallus #kalluzeb #garazeb orrelios

[opens-up-4-nobody]

The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.

#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there #im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold #at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire #theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade #of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about #the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc #its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a #metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm #just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long #sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone #its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it #everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much #damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i #collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells #me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my #wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im #excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it #feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun #is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's #what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy #but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire #unrelated #hm i should maybe add a tw to this #tw self injury #but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life #but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it

[revon-aurora-borealis]

reblog this with at least a word and ill post some random file i have on my phone in response

dunno if this is boring or whatever cuz reddit has shit ton of posts like this but i wanna try this cuz i think itd be funny cuz i can send videos here

#uh tf do you tag this #meme #dunno #generic post ugh #videos #audio #images #mp4 #mp3 #jpg #jpeg #png #oga #webp #i dunno how ill go abt chosing files i think ill just go into all and scroll until i find something #memes #reddit #idfk #i dont fucking know #sigh #-_- #i have alot of random shit on my phone #some i even forget exists #shitpost #oh damn its 3am #3am

[esaari]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜.

#oc #gabe #i dont think i have the energy or skill to make anything more interesting than this this year ahah #i tried something different with my rendering because i couldnt get his face right so fck it yknow? #listened to 'if you had my love' by jlo on loop for probably two hours while i drew this haha goddamn #i dunno im not feeling this art i think ill hit the bed in a sec and wallow in self pity

[pendraegon]

also. maybe it's because i was a hot fucking mess until i hit like 25-26. so im like...how are you 22 and having your shit together. genuinely like. if ur 22 years old and u have even an OUNCE of an idea of what you're doing. you're doing fucking golden. if you don't, you're still doing fine and there's an entire world waiting for you.

#ah. my cocktail medley of mental illnesses and literally a decade plus stint of literally hitting rock bottom and digging. #idk i think like. the older get the more i realize there's no official one and done buzzer to get yourself into gear you know? #it used to be something that troubled me for so so so long. but like......i dunno. every day is another day i never expected to be alive #for and i can make it in my own time at my own pace with my own needs and in the end. who can really judge my life in its entirety but me? #sorry im rambly today im just thinking of what i would say to 22 year old me who was.........so so so so different and upset and confused #and heartbroken and wondering if i should've died when i did. you know? i wonder what i could do that would have helped even and im not #saying that pain makes you stronger or whatever bullshit but. it gives you perspective perhaps. im 27 and i still feel young and stupid all #the time. i bet i'll be 48 and feel young and stupid too. and that's a comfort to me.

[lem-argentum]

than/rudy/raha is an interesting concept to me becauseee. th.ancred deals a lot with words unspoken. his most meaningful relationships are hurt because he focuses on action to the point of miscommunication. and meanwhile, aside from what he keeps hidden very intentionally, raha says a lot more in terms of affection. because (from his perspective) his time is almost up, and he wants to leave those relationships with the other knowing how he feels without any doubt. y’know………

#lem text #🌊 #💎 #(<- HE HAS BEEN GIVEN A TAG NOW. <3) #th.ancred ‘suppressor of emotions’ waters & g.raha ‘i have to leave a legacy behind in my words’ tia. OR SOMETHING….. #I DUNNO…. i think about the moment where the crystarium is in peril and you *have* to go but raha makes time to talk to lyna anyway. #because it is so important to him that his care for her is clear. IN CONTRAST TO the scene where r.yne confesses to uri how unsure she is- #about *th.ancred’s* care for *her;* and HE doesn’t intervene to clear *his* side up because it’s ‘not the right time yet.’ DO YOU GET IT……;; #and than has development with this. he is aware of this flaw in himself by the end of shb #but it obviously still wouldn’t come as naturally to him as it does with raha……. #SO; if you put them in a situation where they both have some sorts of feelings for the wol. AHEM #it would be interesting to see that dynamic y’know. raha being generally open about admiration vs. than struggling to convey sentiment……. #IT WOULD BE FUNNY IS WHAT IM SAYING. give these guys a shared crush and put them in a room together. YKNOW #in post-hw than has a few lines that (TO ME?) imply jealousy about another character’s closeness with us; #AND SAID CHARACTER WAS NOT EVEN AS OPENLY FOND OF US AS RAHA IS; SO WHAT IM *SAYING* IS. YOU GET IT. WOULD BE FUNNY. THANKS <3 #THERES SO MUCH TO COMPARE WITH THEM TOO BUT MY TAGS WOULD GET SO LONG. SO GOODNIGHT ILL GET BACK TO YOU HNFDKD <333

[butchviking]

idk ive lived with suicidal thoughts for so much of my life that i dont really take it seriously anymore. you pass a certain point its like yeah whatever im an adult the world is bigger than my stupid problems and there are bills to pay. but idk. every now and then. just quietly. somewhere near the back of my head but not all the way back. it feels very real for a moment. its not! but. sometimes. you know?

#i dunno whats wrong w me. #a year ago i was pouring fake blood all over myself every other night bc i felt full of so much life. like it was spilling over- bright red #maybe im just having a bad night maybe i just had a bad day. but the day wasnt that bad. and im having a lot of bad nights lately. #hey do you think maybe this has something to do with the untreated mental illness ive let fester for a decade and a half lol

[anewp0tat0]

was talking to my bro @docmartensanddietcoke and they then encouraged me to share the artbreeders I had made of these characters a couple months ago when I was first inspired to try the website our for myself. it was cool, and photoshoping them post-download was even more fun honestly, love photoshoping. but I forgot about these and didn't think of posting them. welp, here you go, whoever wants to see! *table slapping noise*

ah and ofc, my thirsty thirsty bro, since you have asked me for this before and I feel like I owe you it, here's one for you. have your Ludger, even if our mental images of him may be different idk, you know him way more than I do😅 I tried!

#sorry about his glasses bud. idk what year they're from but i know they're not modern so it was hard to find a good image. #in the end i just tried to alter modern glasses. glasses be hard #this was fun! dunno if i'll do art breeder again but i sure love photoshopping so who knows if ill do another kuro project in the future #also i was too lazy to do o!ciel's eyepatch so lets just all acknowledge that he has 2 eyes k #kuroshitsuji #black butler #artbreeder #photoshop #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #grelle sutcliff #ludger black butler #also lol srry if im going into uncanney valley with ludger‚ something's off im sure‚ think it's the eyes. or the glasses #my enemy

[z-skull]

Obviously...

the furry loophole

#Dr Tenma #i am looking into copyright laws and ips and the such to make those keychains i wanna sell but everything points to #GETTING SUED #bc obviously its copyright law yadda yadda but theres this 10% rule... like an only 10% similarity and its okay...so #maybe ill make furry ab stuff lmao #idk #but its a funny idea #or just make the keychains limited time #hm #i dunno haha #just wanted to put my thoughts somewhere bc its been bugging me #i dont wanna get sued but i also want tenma Keychain #ive been thinking about this all day and remembered i saw another artist selling furry keychains.. #they were on to something...

[tunaguy85]

sad sad tuna :( hurt to swim :(

#hf!rp #lil bro got the worlds biggest booboo #out of tuna: if tunaguy fucking DIES and (maybe) gets revived through some divine intervention or something ill draw a #gijinka? of him? i think thats the word? i dunno… #as a little treat

[steakout-05]

my new and improved Barry Steakfries autism headcanons :D

Barry is the type of autistic who actively seeks out sensory input and loves to talk to people! he does this by blasting rock music through his whole house, flying really high in the sky on his jetpack and feeling the wind on his face, causing loud and destructive explosions, listening to the whirring of his MGJP, going out for drinks with a lot of friends including Craig and watching action movies with a lot of carnage. most of these get him in serious trouble with the law, but they can't catch him because he has a jetpack and they don't >:)

he's the type of guy to listen to death metal screaming to feel Delightfully Whelmed and sit there calmly on the floor like it's nothing

Barry's main stim is ripping his shirt sleeves, usually as an expression of super strong emotions (excitement, rage, fear. etc) or to combat his tactile sensory issues. he also bounces his knee and clenches his fists when he's bored or nervous.

most of Barry's sensory issues are tactile, like the way certain (and by certain i mean most) types of sleeves feel on his arms. they can make his arms feel scratchy and tight, which can get worse if they're wet and just hang onto his skin. he's a lot more comfortable wearing loose soft sleeves or wearing them when it's cold. a lot of people have asked Barry why he doesn't just wear tank tops if he hates the feeling of sleeves, to which he says that ripping them off is way more satisfying and fun, like he's killing the bad sensory feeling itself by tearing it off him.

Barry mentions in one of the episodes of his vlog that his shirt ripping stim was passed down through generation to generation and that his dad rips his sleeves as well. my headcanon is that this is generational autism and their children learning their parents' stims! (Barry also mentions that the only generation that didn't rip their sleeves was in the medieval generation when they wore chainmail which i think in this context is really interesting!)

Barry isn't very good with emotional regulation. he can get frustrated, impatient and angry really quickly, which we see a lot of in the 'Rainbow Barry' short. he also struggles with executive functioning and frequently forgets or struggles to do tasks he finds boring, misplaces things, procrastinates a lot, struggles with impulsiveness and planning.

Barry also has inattentive type ADHD (otherwise known as ADD) which he shows traits of in the 'Rainbow Barry' short as well.

he picks up a lot of catchphrases and personality traits from his favourite action movies!

i mentioned before that Barry loves to talk to people, but he struggles with quite a few social skills. he forgets people's boundaries, has trouble controlling his volume, accidentally interrupts people, can come off as scary sometimes and forgets what the conversation was about. a lot of other people don't really like him because they think he's just being rude and self-centred and he's never really understood why. Craig understand though, and that's why they love each other :)

his special interests are jetpacks, action movies, his dad's record collection and dogs! he may not be an expert but he loves them :)

Barry has no idea he's autistic and thinks he instead has a disease that makes him rip his sleeves because no one's ever told him and he doesn't remember getting diagnosed.

#barry steakfries #jetpack joyride #autism headcanon #stimming headcanon #i love this man he's so autism #i like how all of these headcanons stemmed from me watching 'Shirt Sleeves' for the first time #and then going ''wait this is actually so autism coded'' on subsequent listens #like i dunno about you but barry's sleeve ripping sounds a lot like sensory issues to me #i mean even the way he describes it sounds like it's just something he does when he's super excited #and he's just been convinced that it's a problem because ripped sleeves aren't part of the uniform code for work #and other people think he's crazy and weird but it's just The Autism and he doesn't know!!! #really the only unsafe thing he did with his sleeves in that video was rip them off while he was in space #nooo barry you're gonna suffocate!!! you're gonna turn into human beef jerky!!! nooooo!!! #actually he'd probably like the idea of becoming beef jerky cause y'know. steakfries. #also they locked him in a psych ward in that video which has some... negative connotations. #call me a snowflake or whatever but i dunno if i really like the heavy implication that barry was unwillingly put into a psych ward #and put into a straight jacket considering what happens to real mentally ill and neurodivergent people y'know? #that's like the only part of the video i don't like everything else is fine #anyway in conclusion barry is supremely exquisitely autistic and i love him

[sketchtxt]

mannnn....... I need to learn How To Au™

I have ideas. but also what am I doing

#🪶 book & quill #i also am very quickly realizing why you shildnt make an ask blog impulsively while sleep deprived #not anybody's fault of course. im just like. i HAD plans but i hate what i had goin for the au. #and then i was like “well maaaybe ill get inspiration as i answer asks” and im n ot #it is VERY fun to draw answers to asks and get asks and answer in-character but #i dont think ethan was the way to go for it yk #i dunno what ill do with the blog. maybe it'll lose attention and i can just abandon it LMFAO 😭 #but yeah. no clue about the blog. im winging ot #tjis post was mainly about my three sams aus and my dca au. #cause like. they actually have a plot n stuff #but i can never bring myself to set a fixed ending n stuff for aus #eclipse in one of my tsams aus (not trying to be vague i just dont have names for them) canonically dies and thats how it ends but. #im just not satisfied #and i know for aus i could always make sequels i suppose if i like. write them or something and find i miss them #but i dunno

[spaciebabie]

I saw your most recent post and want to ask about ALL your OCS. Tell me all you know. :3

okay well you could describe nebulous as a calm ocean surface. no storms on the horizon, just clear blue skies all around not a cloud in the sky. should you go beneath the surface there's still not much in the water. its clear, its blue, as unpolluted as you can get and still if you swim deeper its true that the water is clear but you may begin to worry for the lack of any sort of animal or plant life you've seen thus far.

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diving deeper the water begins to blacken and the sun is but a blip above your head. you've traveled far too deep and should probably resurface, but your curiosity eats at your mind and you continue to dive. soon the sun is gone and before you the earth is cracked open with magma and ash spewing out of large vents on the ocean floor. and still you feel you havent found what you're looking for.

a glimpse of something that might be a creature piques your interest further and ignoring the warning signs sounding off in your head you leave the safety of your ship to be swallowed by the sea. instantly, you're not prepared for the pressure exerted on your very fragile body. the surprise makes you gasp and mineral rich water fills your lungs. the water all around and within you now seems to embrace you in the kindest hug death could give. agony, regret, anger, sadness, they all swirl in your mind as you go silent into that good night. never to see the surface again

nebulous is the kind of person that once you get to know her and all of her flaws she swallows you whole and engulfs you in her misery. she might compare herself to a bright burning star, and it is true to the extent that she will burn you if you get too close.

it doesnt really matter what you mean 2 her. she only has one goal. trying 2 reach out and help her, help her heal and move on, will only end in tragedy. she cant think beyond the confines of her past and is stuck in an endless loop of drowning in her own misery and anger

#spacie splains #two talk #oc: nebulous empress #oc stuff #you: tell me abt your ocs! me: rambles on in a convoluted metaphor all ta tell you that She Sucks #thinking abt her a lot #shes like so. fucked up #shes at the bottom of the ocean. but she feels like she's up in the sky amongst the stars #she doesnt realize what she's doing is wrong or that there's something wrong with her #or maybe she does #maybe she just wants 2 ignore it #if she ignores it she can just pretend that everything is okay #like she usually does #i dunno shes just like. #walking despair in a pretty pink dress #she just hasta get this done. it doesnt matter if a few get hurt if so many others can be saved #it doesnt matter she tells herself. it doesnt matter. #did you know? nebulous is very suicidal!! #two is gonna seem like a very happy go lucky story at first and start getting worse around when nebbie shows up #she has 37 mental illnesses i love her sm #girlboss yaasss slay! #I FEEL CRINGE POSTING THIS CRINGE IS THE MIND KILLER I AM STRONG I AM BIG STRONG SPACIE #I MAKE POSTS ABT WANTING 2 FUCK THAT OLD MAN THIS IS SO MUCH TAMER BY COMPARISON