#im fine really

[softlyspector]

Underrated Joel dad moment from episode 9 is when Ellie drops the ladder on him and runs off. He doesn't know why she's running or what she's seen and he's so panicked. The way he says her name is just so laden with fear. Muttering under his breath, "just wait, goddamn it. just wait." Even then he's so scared of not being able to catch up because he just never manages it. He's always playing catch up and he's always too late.

#hbo the last of us #the last of us #tlou spoilers #joel miller #and then we get the giraffe and the smiling and giggling #im fine really

[biscuitboba]

I haven't rewatched the first op movie in years but god-

Like usopp looks profoundly dumbfounded, while zoro just looks like he's in love proud?? (Also if we are thinking about their first meeting, zoro with the onigiri... the thematic parallel- they are making me ill for real)

#zolu #luzo #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #one piece #one piece movie 1 #im fine really

[randomfingthings]

Thoughts on quali today you ask :

My two blorbos could've been 1 & 2 and it was *just right there*

#im fine really #really 😭😭😭😭 #f1 #i cant watch tomorrows race so this was like the race for me but whatevs #i hope tmrw they get it together tho!! #even though i cant watch it 😑🤞 #bahrain gp 2024 #formula 1 #formula one #mclaren #ferrari #lando norris #charles leclerc #lestappen #landoscar

[vera-vondoom]

Anyone want to come cuddle me and tell me I'm worth their time?

#asking for a friend #oh just me #im fine really #im on fire #actually

[aceofwhump]

I started making gifsets for my favorite episode of the A-Team just because (it's 5x13 when Face is shot while held hostage with Murdock) and it's quickly gotten out of hand 🤣 How have I ended up with almost 50 individual gifs!? You guys are gonna get multiple gifsets of things that I'm pretty sure only I care about but I can't bring myself to eliminate anything 😂 It's all so good. So any great small whumpy moments. Dirk Benedict did such a good job. The hand moments, the groaning and heavy breathing, how he cries out when they move him or press down on the wound, the tiny moment when he reaches out for Murdock when he has to leave his side, the weaker he gets, the way he shivers as shock sets in and then he lays on the ground weak and sweaty. And Dwight Schultz is amazing too! Both of them make this episode amazing.

I mean look at this:

The look of pain on Face's face (heh that's fun to say) and the soft way Frankie lays his hand on his face? Beautiful

This? ☝️ Beautiful. You should hear the sounds he makes right here. It's lovely.

I love it. Sweaty, in shock from blood loss. Perfection.

Look at how he reaches out for Murdock. I'm dying.

The shivering!! 😍😍😍

God I fucking love this episode.

#mod post #whump #the a team #5x13 #without reservations #gonna continue to gif my favorite whumps i think #especially the ones i haven't really seen on here yet #like og macgyver and the a team #AND THESE GIFS ARE JUST A FEW OF THE ONES IVE MADE SO FAR #im fine really

[ibrithir-was-here]

Well I've tried writing this three times now.

People of Tumblr over 30-- any advice on how to be Ok with the knowledge that life will never turn out the way you try and plan for and not Demotivated because of said knowledge?

#i have therapy monday but my therapist isnt any older then me so I need like elder adult advice #and as much as I love both my parents I dont really think either can help me with this #my mom will tell me to pray and thats just...not something thats gonna work anymore #and my dad will say 'oh i dunno either kiddo my life's still a mess' #im fine really #i just #dont really feel like i have a lot of sense of self anymore #nothing the last decade has gone at all like I planned and Im honestly not sure where to go from here #ive tried like several different things and none of them seem to go anywhere #gosh ill probably deleted this later #just figured it would be better to ask someone then just go to bed still slightly marinating in existentialism

[alpydk]

The scroll won’t work without a body you realise as you as you stand at the water’s edge. You’d waited over six months for him to come back to you, only for you to have been greeted by an imitation, a ghost of the man you once loved. Of course, he had to get that fucking crown. The one thing you told him repeatedly he didn’t need. He didn’t need it. He was good enough because he was worthy enough. It was you who had failed, not him. If you’d been better maybe he would have stayed; maybe he would have listened to you during that night drifting on the sea of stars.

But no, her whispers had been enough to convince him, her constant reminder humming in his chest was enough to keep the doubts there, and after so long he was a slave to them. You’re angry at them both. For everything she had done to him, for what she was doing to you now, for his last attempt at worthiness. You’d been through the first stage of grief, or maybe you were still there as you stood with the water lapping at your feet. You could just swim out there, find him, use the scroll. They never found a… no you can’t even admit it. It had been made clear to you that nothing was left and yet still you deny the clear truth, that he is gone, and you again are alone. Not enough, never enough to bring him back.

The letter he left you brought little comfort. You want to believe he loved you as much as he said he did, but if he did then he would have listened. He would never have left in the first place, he certainly wouldn’t have let you find out about his… well, in the way he did. A replicant, a summoning, a shadow of what he was. You couldn’t even touch him that last time, and so desperately you wanted to, you wanted to kiss him one final time, hold him in your arms and grieve but even that was denied to you. You were stuck in this perpetual limbo, hoping that maybe it wasn’t true, that he would suddenly appear if you just waited, hoped, and prayed for long enough. 

The funeral with the empty coffin, his mother and friend openly mourning and yet your tears could not come because there was always a chance. No… you’d got past that stage, you were moving forward. Anger comes next, they said or was it bargaining, because that you had certainly tried with the lich, with the demon, with the goddess, all of which had denied you or remained silent. But you certainly weren’t in denial because after so long you should be moving forward. Everyone else had so why couldn’t you? 

Did they have some information you didn’t? Had they been given a chance to say goodbye before he left? It was unfair how they could accept what had happened and you were left with this. You hated them, you hated his goddess, you hated… no, you couldn’t hate him, but you were so angry at him. He was selfish, wasn’t he? He was too ambitious and should have stayed with you, he should have come back. Why didn’t he come back?

A few steps into the water, it’s colder than you expected. Maybe he is out there. Maybe he found the crown but needs your help. Maybe all of them were wrong and you just need to keep hoping. Maybe you could find him

Maybe you could join him.

Death is but a word away.

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 gale #i know its not friday but have some hurt anyways #im fine really #this is what my brain makes #apparently cant make nice stuff at the moment

[whyaremyshipsalwaysdying]

Me : I don't cope, I don't need to cope. I'm perfectly fine after the ending

Also me, two weeks latter : *proceeds to read every single fanfiction that has a happy ending or take place in a parallel universe where season 2 doesn't happen* I'm fine

#good omens season 2 spoilers #innefable husbands #good omens #im fine really #season 2 just broke my heart

[office-worker-91]

The way I saw this rb and said out loud "WHAT IS HE UP TO!!!" and me and my friend both opened up ur tumblr

YOU ARE ALSO MISSING THE PPL WHO ADORE YOU??? HELP?? ADORATION BE UPON YE

"ADORATION BE UPON YE" is adorable, thank you.

It's not serious or anything! I just really love Luz!

#*insert the Miyamoto clip of him saying Chris Pratt is “so cool”* #also thanks for being my first ask Yellow #I appreciate the check in #im fine really

[chaosfable]

she painted herself with strength. walked with her head high and that glimmer in her eyes that was known to dwell in the depths of her iris's much like the night skies above. the terrors of being imprisoned by hybern . . . an onlooker would never be the wiser. but that , that was her grandest skill. covering the scars both physical and mental , grasping onto the sliver of inner strength she still wielded as tight as she could , all to portray that she was okay. if not for herself , but for her friends within the inner circle. and most of all , for her brother.

rhysand , from what she had been told by way of cassian and mor , he had been through hells of which even asteria herself could not fathom. under the mountain , the war , tamlin . . . just merely thinking of what it must have been like for him made her heart shatter. it was why asteria took it upon herself to act as if she was okay. because of that joy that radiated through him when they were reunited. because of that smile that grew on his face when he saw hers. who would she be to take that away from him after all else he had lost ?

but secrets had a way of revealing themselves one way or another. no matter your willpower , no matter ones careful steps to keep it buried. and in the case of asteria , it was the nightmares that had sold her out. most she could reel in. use her pillow or a lie to cover the truth. but the most recent was . . . it was too real. and it was why she now found herself outside on the balcony , looking over the vast city of velaris at the side of the only family she had left while the silence of the night washed over them.

rhysand ( @rhysie ) spoke to asteria : ❛  i can’t promise you it’ll get better. but i can promise you i’ll be here with you  ❜

they were the first words uttered from either of them. words that caused her own arms to pull the robe tighter around her waist while the remnants of tears dried under her eyes. ❛   so what do i do ?   ❜ void of the cheerful tone she carried , there is a distance behind each word. ❛   my wings , my mind , who i was . . .   ❜

that's when her eyes moved to his , eyes of violet meeting one another with striking parallel. ❛   i know it won't go away but , what do i do now ? how do i be me when who i am is gone rhys ?   ❜

#rhysie #` | 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 › asteria #IM FINE REALLY

[youwontunderstand]

Have some thoughts.

I see so much of myself in Jake. So much that it makes me sad. To see his intelligence, his fun interests, the polite pity for him from others, the loneliness. The desperation and erratic behavior, wanting anyone, anyone at all just to notice him, see him hurting.

How he was old. Alone. No family. No one to really talk too. So he made stuff up in his head. If things had gone this way. Maybe if it had been like this. Things would be different.

I do the same myself, granted in a much more high fantasy way. I'm not very old, but i feel anceint. And i feel like, the way things are going now, i may just be old and alone like he is.

I feel like... there is this club. This group in the world of Truly Lonely people. That much is obvious now, with socail media. All lonely together. But I'm talking about the ones that lurk, the ones that never leave comments, are quiet, keep their heads down and don't draw attention. Why would we? No one looks at us anyway.

So few understand, and the ones that do, are hard to find. You can find me in my room, and I'm sure there are others like me, but we hide. We can't talk to each other. We are so far away, so far removed from the soceity everyone seems to be thriving in.

And those people forget not everyone gets a happy ending. Not everyone gets to find somone to be close too. No one wants to imagine such a thing. Sometimes people end up with nothing at all.

Pitied smiles. Quiet rooms. Reflecting on how it got to be this way. I'm not scared of being alone. I'm used to that.

No, for me, the real worry, the fear Jake gives me is;

In the end, will I ask myself the same question?

#im thinking of ending things #just some personal thoughts about the book/film #i have trouble articulating these things #im fine really #i should stress that #but these are things i think about #i did start to think about ending things when i was far too young #but im still here #the cat #don't look #am i awake?

[randomfingthings]

ferrari and mclaren pitting strats 🤝 having me in agony *rocking back and forth*

#im fine really #so fine #loving it here #chinese gp 2024 #f1 #mclaren im in your walls #ferrari that plan d better come thru ferrari i swearrrr

[thyornprincess]

live ch153 reaction

#im fine really #chainsaw man

[lenci8]

I deserve softness and sweetness.

I tried to imagine it was with them instead. But there were no soft limbs, there were no shapes like mine. We didn't slot together perfectly. There were no whispered praises.

I know they'd be innately soft. Their baseline would just be gentle. No rough hands maneuvering me how they saw fit. They'd be considering. And I'd cry, but this time for new and foreign reasons.

#damn what did tumblr ever do to you #im fine really #im actually in the best place #promises

[delta-piscium]

listen, sometimes you will just have to dye your hair black because your mom prefers it ginger and she pissed you off and that actually is an okay way to deal with things

#posting about my mommy issues on main like #if you grow up with appearances being more important than anything else messing with those are very healing actually #like im equally happy with either color except black will make it feel like my choice and also it's petty an I'm allowed that #it's not really ginger at the moment- more a very warm reddish dark brown #but on it's way to ginger but not anymore baby #is it childish? idk maybe but it's in response to even more childish behaviour so #so when i write steve and his relationship to his parents and passive aggression mmh maybe I am pulling things from my own life..maybe #a lot is exaggerated some is made up and some isn't #not to trauma dump- im trying to be vague and stuff #im fine really #personal #dels endless rambles

[thatbanditqueen]

I know it’s gonna hurt when Becky recognizes her feelings for Elvis but he’s still going to be with other women 💔

It's going to be unbearable.... and she's going to blame herself for getting involved and she is probably going to be in denial and try to act like she doesn't care and push herself to the absolute breaking point where she can't take it anymore.... not sure how this will manifest but theres going to be bittersweet angsty sex and then tears and clenched fists....

#elvis presley #elvis fanfiction #big daddy elvis #no one walks out on big daddy #bandit queen asks #im fine really