someone in my server just said my boymode looks more masculine and my girlmode looks more feminine they’re literally the same person how can you see masculinity and femininity when it’s literally the same person with glasses on or off and hair hidden or not what the fuck
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i don't fucking UNDERSTANNDDDDDDDDDD how are SO MANY PEOPLE actively saying yes people should write fictional stories about brothers romantically into/fucking each other 👍👍👍👍 this is a normal opinion for people to have 👍👍👍 like just look deep in your heart and think about why the fuck on earth anyone would want to do that. why. whyskjdablasbjfsjbfiWBDNIANSdnbfjbsadkj blajsfbhjsaudnxsaligjkasbfjlkasbdljkasbdijgaijsldnbasljdnwjaks
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brought up last week at the students for palestine meeting that we should all be wearing masks when we meet to make the meeting accessible and also to make sure that we aren't. yknow. spreading a deadly disease while trying to organize to protest a genocide.
anyway someone said behind my back that i sounded like i was passing a moral judgement on people who weren't masking. girlypop i absolutely am (in general) and if you don't see how covid and palestine are connected then truly what are you even doing here. your support is well intentioned but ultimately flimsy and hollow and will wither away once the cause is no longer "relevant."
i'm confident in my assessment because i am watching everyone and their mother do it in real time. stfu quit complaining and put on a mask. the praxis is literally right there bestie let's translate the hypothetical to the real. thought you cared about this stuff or whatever. good fucking god am i sick of people here.
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i am deeply regretting agreeing to take time off work to go to texas for my aunt’s and uncle’s 50th anniversary celebration/family reunion that i leave for in two days.
my extended family on my paternal side is. how do i say this. not great. maybe i’m being unfair--it certainly isn’t all of them. maybe i’m autistic and don’t understand unspoken rules, but to me the last few days have been unhinged behavior?
i decided to try to go, because it’s been 3 years since i’ve seen most of them (ie the length of my grad program). for background, when i go, i typically stay at my aunt’s and uncle’s and sleep on a couch in the boathouse or in one of the bunks in the bunk room. i usually help do dishes and things like that since i don’t pay anything. i am not wealthy (especially a couple months out from finishing grad school...i work two part-time jobs and still scrounge), and about half of my family is. going to this was a stretch for me, but i thought it would be good. one of my cousins sent me a text when planning started for the celebration, which said:
please note that nothing about that mentioned payment or fees, especially since she owns that house. none of our subsequent texts mentioned it. we’re family, i figured i would just help out around keeping things clean, and i bought two nice bottles of wine from my one job that i was going to give her as a guest gift.
then yesterday, i got a text from one of my other aunts, K (not the one whose anniversary it is...my dad’s parents were catholic. it’s a big family), to me and a couple of other numbers i didn’t know. basically, a “hey, you don’t have anywhere to stay, i found this airbnb nearby. it will costs $2000 for 4 days, and split between 4, that’s $500 each!” i. uh. i was about to throw up. i texted my cousin and was like “just wanted to touch base, i’m staying at your place, right?”
she replied and said “hey, sorry, we filled the place up! you can probably stay with K!” like??? i told her i’d heard from K, but i couldn’t afford the option she sent me (genuinely, I am taking off unpaid time from work to go here, after buying a plane ticket. I cannot do half my rent for 4 days in Texas in July. that is crazy.) at this point I panicked and called my dad, because truly, I was going to need to cancel if I had to pay something like that. i talked to my dad, and he basically said, “don’t worry about it, we’ll figure something out, but yeah, this is usually why we stay on host aunt and uncle’s trailer across the street...it’s free.” so I texted my aunt K, politely thanking her for finding that place but that I can’t afford it, but my dad was going to help me find somewhere, and said I was looking forward to seeing her (she is not the problem, this is none of her business, and she was doing her best). i was upset, but willing to be like “okay, right, i’m related to a bunch of rich people who want to charge family to stay with them over a holiday weekend,” so i was already less excited, but still ok. i played some video games about it, and i figured i’ll just accept that i’m going to be in some uncomfortable hole for the time i’m there.
then this morning, I had another text from my cousin.
I did the heart thing because I genuinely didn’t know how to respond, and I still don’t know where to start. (a) this is so unnecessary, since I’m not staying with her anymore. why did you feel like you had to send this? (b) uh. you should maybe consider mentioning expectations like that when you invite people to stay with you. I did, as I previously mentioned, get some nice wine (and I work at a wine room) as a gift--that, in my experience, has been a pretty decent host gift in the past. (c) putting a vacation on a credit card when you don’t have the money or a pay bump coming to know you’ll be able to pay it off? UNHINGED. poor financial advice, and i’m sure if I’d done that, I’d get “hmm, is that fiscally responsible :/” bullshit. It’s not. I refuse to buy things I can’t afford? like? she then tried to make it better being like “I also have weed :D” and ngl, my first instinctual response (that I kept inside) was “oh, how much were you going to charge me for that? is it by puff or mg?”
anyway. I don’t know if it’s undiagnosed autism to expect things like financial expectations to be discussed and communicated, or if they’re just being some kind of White Person Way. this isn’t the first time money-related things have happened, but the last time was a decade ago and with an entirely different person (who I have since had a strained relationship with). I have genuinely lost so much desire to interact with most of my family? if this is familial love, I’ll pass and find my own family, thanks. I can’t imagine inviting someone, then charging them for a couch or bed? this is insane, right?
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I never understood how the Germans who became Nazis could just. Murder people. I've never understood how colonisers could show up and just. Murder people. And I guess a part of me up until I started actively trying to understand racism and queerphobia was always like "well that was then, we're better now".
And I long since learned that we're not. And these last couple of months that has solidified because I just
I don't get it. At the start when I didn't really know anything I could kind of be like "well this is just a reaction based in fear" but /now/ that I actually learned the history and I understand what the fuck is going on I'm just kind of sitting here silently Reblogging people who understand way more than me and going
How the fuck are the Israeli people so okay with committing genocide. Especially as Jews.
Even if they were so brainwashed to think they were doing the right thing, how can they murder children and think "yes this is okay"
Is compassion learned? Have I just learned from a young age that that kind of things wrong? What is so fundamentally different about me and them that I am breaking down when I see the destruction in Gaza but they seem so fucking gleeful.
And like yeah. I understand on some level that this is a coloniser mindset, I've read and watched enough people talk about it that I can grasp the basic concept of how the government is dehumanising Palestine and her people.
But it's just. It's so big. I know it wasn't sudden, I know this has been building for years.
I just don't understand how people can be so blood thirsty and vicious.
Maybe I'm sheltered, idk.
I just don't understand why it's not obvious that this is Wrong to more people.
Anyway.
Free Palestine. Stop the genocide now.
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