#i have 0 friends that care about me

[plugnuts]

Long time no Profile Stan

#skyy's art #south park #stan marsh #profile stan #profile stan marsh #you have 0 friends #sp stan #I miss him. a lot #I’ve been thinking about him lately can y’all tell? #it’s been SO long since I drew him I had to go back and look at all my old drawings to figure out the markings lmao #(and even look at that old reference sheet I never. er. finished) #profile is like. keeping me tethered to this fandom. istg. he’s my everythign #why am. I the only one who loves and cares for him

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

jsyk . if you ever get mad at traumatised people engaging with a completely sfw , non-k!nk / fe.tis.h related coping mechanism that sprouts from childhood abuse / neglect or just general stress, and label them a freak or bully them or anything along that lines, you're ableist, a complete cunt and i dont like you. this goes double for if you completely REFUSE to understand the concept of what the coping mech is and why its helpful. traumatised people dont owe you normalcy and we sure as fuck dont owe you an explanation 👍 and if you disagree w/ me you can piss off

#the captain's rambles #mental health #actually ptsd #this is about a very particular coping mechanism i have that i dont bring up on THIS blog for a friend's sake but i have a sideblog 4 it #im starting to really open up about it bc its not something i should be ashamed of . it's me taking care of myself #i dont care about what others say anymore . it's not gross to heal your inner child #i dont talk about my mental health here often except in passing when im discussing how my adhd and autism affect my life #but there's more than Just those two. im adhdtistic + have bpd ptsd and osdd (the specifics im not sure of but we Are plural) #anyways this is me firing shots to keep the rent down bc i just gave some1 i follow reassurance and i want to reiterate the msg here #ableists are Not fucking welcome here. leave your hatred at the fucking door and if you cant get with the times then get out #you dont even have to understand me to just be kind. it costs 0 dollars #im just praying this reaches the actual target audience #and that the people who engage with media in a way that actively trigger my flashbacks Dont grab ahold of this post #theyre on my dni. for a reason .

[prismatoxic]

i love tumblr's format at its core and it is my preferred platform for longform rambling but like. the fact that my art gets exponentially more engagement on aethy is definitely making me talk more about my characters on aethy and not here 😭

like tumblr loves fanart and that's fine! i get it, it's the majority of what i engage with on here too, but i'm not like. expecting comments or even reblogs half the time. a like would genuinely go a long way, i just want to feel like i'm not shouting into the void 😔

but maybe my perception is skewed bc i always scroll back through my dash to the last post i saw. with few exceptions i really don't miss posts people i follow are making. but i remember my ex used to follow like, thousands of blogs bc it satisfied her to always have things moving. i got upset once that she never saw a damn thing i posted and she was like, oh, lol, i don't see anything anyone posts.

so, idk. i don't think people should be engaging with my OC bullshit if they're not interested. i'm mutuals with a lot of fandom people who assuredly don't care, and that's genuinely fine. i'm not asking anyone to start caring. but if you do care, if you see my art and it makes you feel some positive emotion, maybe just like it? i promise you don't actually have to say anything or put it on your blog. i just like the reassurance that it's being seen.

i could also stand to tag my OC posts with more things but uh. idk what to use. does anyone even check "original character" or "artists of tumblr" for new content??

#i've been really proud of my art lately and i am struggling to maintain that energy #i know a handful of artists insist that likes (and kudos) mean nothing but i do not feel the same way #like if i intended my audience to be anything outside of people who already follow me then maybe #like yeah i guess i see the appeal of your art having more reach #but i don't care about numbers so much as i care about my friends appreciating my presence #if you already like my art when you see it then i promise i'm not trying to discredit you #i am just looking at the 0 notes on the art i spent an agonizing amount of time on and going. hm. that doesn't spark joy #tox.txt

[arcaneyouth]

rapidly approaching my 21st birthday is hard and weird but not for any normal reasons thats for sure

#not a vent post im just rambling in the tags #theres 4 main factors at play here. #firstly theres Society n all that telling me 21 is a Special Biethday!!! you'll be old enough to legally do adult things!!! #secondly theres the fact that i love being alive and celebrating it this shit rules like fuck yes i get to keep living hell yes #thirdly theres the fact that i kinda dont actually care. like its chill. ive reached the point where a birthday is a cute lil tradition #i dont gotta go wild with it and dont feel the need to treat it differently than any other day #but also the 4th thing which is 21 is yet another age my doctors told me id never get to see so like this is A Big One #so this is actually hard as hell because fundamentally i dont care that much n dont have strong emotions BUT FUCK DUDE WHAT IF BIG CELEBRAT #constantly sitting here going hehe yayy its my birthday soon cant wait to hang out with my friends and then go back to normal life #while also going I NEED BIG PLANS I NEED HUGE PLANS I NEED A CELEBRATION OFF THE WALLS OH FUCK OH GOD #it doesnt stop being funny. i dont even know what kind of big thing id do anyways #mom said i couldnt go to moterey bay aquarium too much money and that was my only idea #ive been thinking about this for weeks and have come up with 0 other plans #'we gotta do a huge party' ok then come up with one then dumbass #oh noooo guess ill have a nice time at home just like any other day oh nooooo #guess my 21st birthday will be unspecial. darn. anyways

[pyrothecary]

america's most eligible wedding edition finale spoilers

i swear i'm almost done with ch0ices guys. almost. but for now here's a compilation of all the screenshots i took of book 3 while i was pining after slater while being engaged to another man 😍 i don't know why i took this many and i dob't know why my hoarder instincts extend to useless screenshots but i need to put these somwehre before i delete them. just in case i need them at some point. (idk why i named my mc 'yum' either but it was so funny when people were trying to be romantic and they just went '... yum... 😋')

#SPOILERS DONT READ!!! slater i really wish we didn't have to do this in the VERY LAST CHAPTER. Couldn't i have broken up with adam ages ago #why'd we have to leave it til the literal day of thw wedding #sorry adam i didn't care about you frkm the start but i can still admit that this was auper fucked up #thanks for being such a good sport ❤️ #also slater idk but if i were you i would NOT be this cool with using the wedding my husband planned with the guy he was SUPPOSED to marry #like the venue? the decorations? the cake? the Everything? all that was planned with adam with our future marriage in mind #and you're..... chill with that? #THE ONLY FAMILY MEMBER YOU HAD PRESENT WAS YOUR COUSIN #AND HE WAS ONLY THERE BECAUSE I SPENT DIAMONDS ON GETTING YOU A HEART TOKEN. #IF HE WASN'T THERE YOU WOULD BE GETTING MARRIED WITH 0 FAMILY MEMBERS OR EVEN YOUR OWN FRIENDS DAWG #anyways yeah. that's AME! #i cannot wait until i hyperfixate on something else #please god let me hyperfixate on something else

[connectjump]

okay modern-day au with the MDZS characters, but make it a ghost-hunter au because it's been rattling around in my head for a while.

the unlikely four-man squad starting: wwx, jc, nhs, and lwj.

wei wuxian -

the unofficial leader of the group made it after a night of drinking and eating snacks with jc & nhs where he brought it up and they all went "sure why not".

wwx is the dude who always has something funny to say and jc is always ready to throw a response that others will quote or make fan art of.

makes a lot of equipment since he likes making things, and tinkering with whatever they do own to make it even better.

even better meaning it'll annoy the living hell out of jc.

is a bit of a spirit magnet. this is both good, and dangerous due to nhs's sensitivity to spirits.

he picks the places that the group will go to and is always ready to drop extra history of the place at the worst time.

aka the things, a ghost or demon might have done to a living person.

wwx : SO! it was in this very room that this one dude died [very horrible death]. jc is very much on the side of team, "stop talking before you freak out nhs anymore than he already is."

may or may not have talked lwj into joining their group. he may or may not also tease lwj any chance he gets.

jiang cheng -

jc is the voice of reason on the team. for every three ideas wwx has, jc has four ready in response of why, no, and absolutely not.

in charge of finding places to stay, and finding local shops in the area to interview folks.

probably hates the sound of the spirit box.

jc very much seemed the one whose not so easily startled when something happens, and usually has a logical explanation to keep himself and others calm.

jc can repel spirits to a small degree, the zone is about a 5mm radius around his person and those near him are safe and unaffected by the spirits. he isn't aware of this skill.

the designated driver of the group. can read a map, but uses the GPS that was gifted to him.

He's also the one who comments on the layout of everywhere they visit because if nobody is going to mention how POORLY thought out these old haunted buildings are. he will bring it up.

"these blueprints fucking suck. i would come back to haunt this place and the son of a bitch who made it if i died here." - jc

nie huaisang -

nhs joined the group because what's more fun than doing something with your friends after doing things you do not want to do.

poor nhs.

nhs is very much the sort of guy in the group who is like "i know a guy, who knows a guy and that guy knows something really interesting about this place."

wwx and jc never ask how nhs knows people or the more cryptic things about the building because nhs's only response was "the ghosts told me" in the most serious voice and they've been too scared to bring the question up again.

how and what nhs knows can be for nhs to know only.

wishes that he wasn't the one left alone in an area all by himself without the lights on, a mag light, a radio, and a spirit box.

spirits like the little guy, but nhs does not care much for them.

the one who's the most sensitive to spirits. but lwj is helping him with training to better resist the push & pull from spirits.

lwj and nhs are an unlikely duo when working together and outside of ghost hunting. the two know one another prior to ghost hunting due to their families, but never really interacted much more than was needed of them.

lan wangji -

the fourth member of the group! a surprising addition to the ones who know him and a fan favorite.

lwj is good with the equipment that they use and watching cameras when at base camp.

his family has knowledge of spirits, how to handle them, bring them peace, and help them crossover.

lwj makes sure that the group is well-protected and safe if the location is truly dangerous to them. wwx is always happy to show off whatever little charm (sometimes a little rabbit is often doodled on the charms!!) or a talisman lwj has made for the group.

he helps to round the group out, and fans enjoy how monotone he sounds and how unaffected he seems by the supernatural occurrences happening.

lwj is often paired with wwx when the group splits up into pairs. fans seem to enjoy their interactions, especially seeing how close the two of them become since lwj is very much still lwj.

lwj finds himself impressed with the group as a whole, everyone works well with one another, and their personalities mesh well.

when on break from ghost hunting wwx gifts lwj two rabbits, he will often post pictures of them online or send pictures of them into the ghost hunting group chat. the rabbits are spoiled rotten, most of it is lwj, but jc is also the next biggest spoiler of the rabbits with wwx and nhs being tied.

#i DonT cARE ABOUT tHE rABBits #mdzs au #mdzs modern au #mdzs ghost hunters au #the ghost hunting quartet #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #nie huaisang #lan wangji #I WASN'T SUPER SURE OF HOW TO TAG THIS BUT TAKE IT #GET THE RATTLING OF THIS AU OUT OF MY HEAD!!! #sorry if it's ooc!!! i just want this to be free of my brain #jc my beloved #in this au lwj get's friends and by golly does he care about them #trust me the ghosts are scary but nhs is even more scary #- jc when asked if he likes lwj's rabbits while holding bags of rabbit goods #wwx is very much a chaotic loveable goober as per usual and you can believe when he realizes his feelings for lwj #he is very much like :0 and is a very cute mess #if anyone else finds joy in this bless you i just want these goobers to have some good fun silly times #feel free to babble or yell if you enjoy this! #papaya mumblings

[johndonneswife]

someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck

#who is talking about this!!!! let me know #idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which #i was anticipating #and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before #but liiiiiike. #i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them #it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there #just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse #like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no #anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite #and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up #people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out #and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point #or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible #but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding #at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends #which i am so grateful for obviously #i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol #AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad #just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t #i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it #i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this #which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao #probably for the best #ugh whatever #again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know #meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone #AAAAAAAA i just want to scream #text

[pissywiser]

not to be an annoying nob but ihave to boast about this im sorry .. i got a grade 9 for my english language exam 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

#if youre not english and dont know what a grade 9 transaltes to its the highest grade you can get in gcse #its not the result of my gcse eng langauge i havent done them yet just an exam in school 🙈 #anyway 🙈🙈🙈 #being so annoying but i barely revised i thought id done so shit #still dont wwant to do eng langauge for a level though sticking wiht lit #i cant believe i did better on langage than literature thats so weird #i got an 8 #i need to get a 9 next time #my teacher said that if shed been able to read my handwriting better shed have given me a higher score but like i literally dont care #whats better than a 9?? >0< #i got 71/80 🙈 #okay sorry ill shut up #i cant be annoying about this w my friends though theyll smack me ..

[elytrafemme]

i really wish you guys knew what my instagram was like because on one hand information security but on the other hand. i am SO funny with my fucking stories oh my God.

#right now i'm editing a photo of me and several friends wearing a party hat #because i'm throwing an iphone party to celebrate finally updating my phone #and this is just. regular behavior on my stories #i also sometimes post political shit or music stuff WHICH #IVE HAD SOMEONE ASK ME BEFORE TO TALK ABOUT X POLITICAL THING ON MY STORIES BEFORE... #what you don't understand is that it's really easy to be an influencer #all you need to do is have an instagram story and 0 care what other people think about you #bc my reputation going into college WILL be affected by this sob emoji

[theold-ultraviolence]

.

#grandpa was like ‘how are you doing?’ #and In my head I’m like #GEE #WELL #worrying about you #worrying about grandma not getting better #worrying about my mom who’s also sick now and we don’t know what it is yet #because she doesn’t have time to go to the doctor because she’s taking care of you #stressed trying to finish this master’s degree I don’t like #stressed at work with a group of students who don’t like me #stressed because I’m having a constant 20 year old crisis where I feel like I’m not doing anything and my youth is slipping by #sad because I have 2 friends I rarely see and whom have friends that they hang out with more #sad because I don’t have a love life #and I have 0 energy for whatever small inkling of a sex life I was starting to have even from a distance #AND ALSO i don’t even have time for my interests #having been able to log into the portal of my italian classes #I don’t sleep #because I’m worried #SO YEAH I’M FINE #THNX FOR ASKING

[craycraybluejay]

Me realizing I have opinions that are not just controversial but are shared by like an entire 10 people in the world and I can find maybe one of them rip

#if every thought i had for a day was liveblogged against my will starting now #i would drop to 0 followers #actually maybe i'd keep some of the weirdo mutuals who couldnt care less how controversial i get #i always get this temptation to drop bombs on the life i've built and talk more freely #i ache to break all of it #to lose everyone #friends community fans whatever #i want to know if anyone stays behind in the radioactive wreckage #i dont think im unworthy of love and kindness but i do think i cannot have it unconditionally #nay i know i cannot #i push the bounds of acceptable passively watching myself befome more alone #but for now im microdosing that feeling of freedom until i find someone who will stick with me #not despite but because of all of it #and if not #which it probably wont happen #i will be free after i die. ill write a book. about myself my life my thoughts and ideas and beliefs. and it will be published when im dead #many of us seem to idealize an image/fantasy of freedom but very few actually want what that could mean

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Fun news! I had my assessment result meeting for my mental health and got told I needed to go fill out another form since my grades are perfect I don’t have a super strong case for adhd :|

#worse yet another person had to fill it ojt #it’s break. no one’s gonna be around for a month #she said I did not need additional forms for depression. i have a very strong case. i have severe depression #which is not news! but now I can go to a psychiatrist. the self care was not enough to fix my brain chemistry #i also had to fill out an autism screener. surprise surprise #the way mental health is treated here tho?? awful #from October first I was supposed to get my final results a couple weeks later #the only reason they met with me this time was because I kept coming by the office every couple weeks like hey. how’s it going #and it’s so insulting to be like. hmm. go have your roommate fill out this form for your adhd #not because how dare you ask for a second opinion. ask her she’s by best friend and my ex and definitely more than a friend. she’ll know #but like. why didn’t you give me that form sooner? #ugh #and I have to ask to be referred to a psychiatrist through a program of my school for it to be free. you can’t even access that request #all in all. 0/10 experience. my college only starting giving money to that department after one of our student athletes committed suicide #it shows it’s not something they actually care about #soup talks

[cryingforcrocodiles]

are you okay i keep seeing the score rise and im praying for ur mental health

man united losing to liverpool in their turf

#me? im Not Good 🤗 #howeverrrrr #we still can win trophies #the league? No! but trophies? Yes #thats all i care about #This was Shit Dogass #I cant believe I lived through another Disappointment #Ive really done it all #mufc #friends #asks #swaggypsyduck #ty for checkinf up on my swaggy 😭😭 if it was 8-0 i would have definitely left the earth fr

[burr-ell]

Honestly, imodna would be a good ship if the shippers/stans weren’t so damn insufferable. I also hate how they act like they are already canon and you can’t ship Imogen or Laudna with anyone else in the group. People got so mad when the conversation in the dust storm happened with Ashton and Laudna because people thought they were flirting. Or when on the first episode of 4 sided dive Marisha asked Robbie if Dorian’s crush was on Imogen, people got so mad at that! I also hate that they call them lesbians when THEY HAVE BOTH EXPRESSED HAVING FEELINGS FOR BOYS! Why can’t they be bi? Or Pan? I also hate how people read into Laura’s micro expressions/ movements, like last episode with the whole leaning shit “oh what was that lean Laura?!! Imogen wanted to kiss Laudna because look at Laura’s lean!” I dread the day that Imogen or Laudna fall in love with someone that’s not each other(especially if that person is a man.) because Marisha and Laura will harassed and hated because they didn’t give the people what they wanted.

oof. that's some frustration you really needed to vent, nonnie, and honestly i get it. full disclosure—my mutuals who are into imo/dna are all lovely, and none of them engage in this behavior. if imo/dna becomes canon, i'll be happy for (and potentially even happy with) fans like that. but enough shippers are doing things like this that it's becoming more and more of a source of frustration and friction as the campaign goes on.

i think a lot of fandom—in general, not just cr—still doesn't want to acknowledge that at the end of the day, they are looking at things like shippers, with a particular kind of confirmation bias. it doesn't make them necessarily wrong or right, but as easy as it can be to get swept up in it, i think it's important to take a step back every once in awhile and re-evaluate.

now admittedly, generally speaking, it takes a lot for me to get really invested in a ship; i usually only have one or two per fandom, even fandoms with tons of characters. i'm generally pretty passive about most ships if it's not the otp; like, vax/leth and pike/lan, for example, didn't need to be romantic endgame for me to enjoy CR1 (and honestly might have been more interesting to me if they hadn't), but perc/ahlia absolutely made the show for me and i honestly think them being together actively strengthens the narrative as a whole.

i say all that to say that for the most part, i very much consider myself to be along for the ride with respect to most relationships in most fandoms. if such-and-such pairing happens, great; if they don't, okay. and with CR in particular, it's such a long-form medium that i know going in that any romance is going to take a while, and most of them probably won't just reach out and grab me.

and as such, it absolutely baffles me to have seen shippers insisting, from the moment the characters first appeared in episode 1, that not only are imogen and laudna canon endgame, they're basically already together and just haven't admitted it yet. i feel this way about dor/ym and callow/moore as well—i saw a post making the rounds that claimed that all three of those ships are "not canon YET but let's be real" and like...why would you set yourself up for disappointment like that? because yeah! all three of those ships could be endgame! but they could also not be endgame. we're less than 40 episodes into a campaign that'll probably run well into the 100s.

i also fully agree with you re: the microexpressions and the cherrypicking, and i feel like a microcosm of this issue can be found in a conversation imogen has with orym early on—shippers latched onto the fact that imogen compares laudna's thoughts to music, something that finally brought her peace after the chaos of the world around her, and completely ignored the part immediately after where imogen says that the rest of the party also feels like that to her. i didn't even know that imogen said that about the whole party until i watched the episode, and to me it's an example of how shippers tend to warp canon interactions to suit a particular narrative in such a way that they become almost entirely divorced from their context.

and from the outside looking in, what confuses me about this sort of thing is like...didn't y'all already go through this? because if my understanding is correct, c2 ship discourse was full to the brim with beau/jes and wido/jest fans dissecting "laura's microexpressions" to prove that jester was for sure in love with our fave, really you guys we swear...and then not only was that not true, but jester also didn't even know about beau or caleb's feelings to acknowledge them at all, and from the actual words that came out of laura's mouth in various OOC moments like on TM, laura just...really really wanted to romance her husband's character in her dnd game and like, that's it. there was never going to be another romantic option for jester as long as fjord was on the table, and that was something that shippers always should have been taking into account.

laudna and imogen are canonically deeply important to each other. they love and appreciate each other very much. that love and appreciation could turn into a lovely romance with a great dynamic, and i certainly don't blame people for being invested in it. but it also could not be romantic endgame, and they remain friends or even get with other people. and as you said, fandom can and will turn nasty about their ships being sunk; we've already seen it happen. there's a certain smug, entitled undercurrent from that particular corner that i have very little patience with, and while i think there's something to be said for deciding to enjoy things in spite of the fandom and just be a cranky old curmudgeon shooing the wank out with a broom, i also understand the response of just "...aight, imma head out".

#the 'laura's microexpressions' thing is also why i really don't care for glasses!imogen #it's obviously not a bad thing in a vacuum but there's a tendency toward overriding specifically laura's choices and saying 'i know better' #such that even something as innocuous as glasses can be representative of a larger more frustrating problem #honestly i wonder if laura will even DO a romance this time around after two campaigns of her characters being reduced to: #a) the men in her life and then b) who she'll end up with #bc imogen has some strong vibes of like. arent u tired of being nice? don't u just wanna lose it? #like imogen reminds me very strongly of vex but specifically of the ways in which vex couldn't be unpleasant or unappealing #(mostly because vex puts up fronts to mask her flaws specifically from the party) #(while imogen is more trying to hide her actual powers and what they can do) #and i think some of that naturally comes from being a woman in geek culture on the internet as well as a woman in voice acting #but i feel like it might also come from her characters being constantly put under a microscope #and constantly told what they should and shouldn't do #and the second they make choices that make another better-liked character upset they're terrible people #like she's obviously a grown adult 40 year old woman but the constant scrutiny of your dnd choices has gotta wear on you a little bit #and yeah i didn't touch on this in the ask but. it has been 0 days since fandom did a bi-erasure #(the thing about having only 1 or 2 ships per fandom reminded me that out of all the dc comics ships i literally only care about dickkory) #(clois also has rights on account of dc can snort my taint and let two adults be happily married) #(i've had convos with friends who ship bbrae who are like 'but why would dickkory shippers dislike bbrae? they dont threaten you') #(idk man some of em just don't dig the vibe!) #cr discourse #cr wank #critical role #asks

[killajust]

binghe's fandom is very committed

#not me tho id sell him to satan for one corn chip at this point #i REALLY need to reread sv to rekindle whatever affection i have for him kfjskjf #i always say the only one i care about is the one in my head and like #i wish it werent true but the more time i spend outside the source #and inside the fandom w everyone's takes n shit the less i like him #this makes me sad. i wanna go back #unfortunately tho i think they are correct and im in the wrong here #i very much do not belong in this fandom fkjgsfjk #i love all mxtx's characters equally! (2 seconds later) i don't care for binghe #but i want to. so maybe id better give him another chance when the time comes #he wont ever have any kind of grip on me like song lan does (has 2 lines and is dead the whole fucking time) #but i'm not asking for that either #like i WOULD like him probably if he didnt have the ONE trait i cannot stand #which is the one thing everyone loves him for #and which sadly defines his entire character #so ALAS! #all i want for him is the ability to form meaningful bonds with more than one person #but since everyone is so invested in his obsession with that saultry little binch in the bottom lsft #i am alone in this probably. nobody cares if he has 0 friends #all he needs is his guy. #its not for me it doesnt tickle my brain good #im on a roll today i just need to get this OUT somewhere safe or i will go literally insane #so much shit has been bubbling up in me is2g #the reason lwj is number one mxtx ML champion for me is bc he actually gives a fuck about people outside of wwx #even xue yang shows a little more goddamn social instinct #<- cannot go two seconds without mentioning xue yang #nah but real. the thing that stuck out to me for sv was the like. i guess reveal #like 'your mother did love you' kind of deal w/e that was memory is fuzzy #and that meaning something. #that + him kinda waiting on the outskirts for sqq to come to him had me thinking maybe there was room for development