#i have screamed this song many a time

[blamemma]

maxiel?! (lol)

3am - DRAMA - Cause you only call me when it's 3am in California // I been drinking all day and I’m tired of, Waiting on you to make the first move, I’m waiting on you to notice - 502 words, max/daniel, hurt no comfort

"I think maybe Daniel you should stop being so cruel." Max speaks into his sim room his voice shaking, his phone on loudspeaker.

He'd ignored the first call, watched as it came through whilst he was driving around Spa on the sim, a new time to beat that Gianni had set. The second call came a minute later, and as his phone had lit up again with the name Daniel, his phone screen flooded with a photo of them sat thigh-to-thigh on a yacht in Monaco Vlad had taken. Max scrambled for his phone, hoping. He'd continued driving, the screen in front of him a distraction of the pain he'd been feeling all through the summer break.

Listened as Daniel had told him how much he missed him, how he wished Max was in LA with him right now, how he wants to kiss him everywhere, how he's dying to taste him again.

"Max, come on, don't be so difficult." Daniel's voice doesn't sound right through Max's speaker, sounds distant and far away, all traces of any softness gone, but then Max reminds himself it could also be the alcohol. Then he also remembers Daniel doesn't love him. "Tell me a bedtime story."

"Ok Daniel," Max counters, crossing the start line to begin a new lap. "how about the one where a guy tells the idiot he's been dating for 4 months that he loves him, and instead of that guy saying anything back, he leaves the apartment he's practically moved into and hops on a flight straight to Los Angeles the next day. Would you like to hear that story Daniel?"

Max is seething; it's been days of this. Of Daniel out with his friends all day riding dirt bikes or hiking trails and Max searching for crumbs of him on social media at all different times of day, and then like clock work, most days since he left, 3am in California, 12pm in Monaco, Daniel calls him, drunk out his mind, a full bottle of wine probably in his system.

"I don't like that one," Daniel slurs. Max grips the steering wheel in front of him hard, bites his lip to stop himself from screaming Neither do I. Tries not to imagine Daniel all hazy eyes and tousled curls, sprawled on his crisp white bed in LA, nothing on but brightly-coloured boxers.

Instead, he focuses on how he's perfected Les Combes, aced the first sector, how he's edged ahead of Gianni's sector two time by mere tenths. If he can beat this -- a small win.

It's almost comical that Max knows exactly what's coming next. Knows what question Daniel's going to ask; it's been the same one for the past nine days. If he doesn't laugh at the joke of it all, of their situation, he'll cry.

"If I come home," Home. Max aches and aches and aches. "Will you forgive me?"

"No." Max lies.

He misses the breaking zone at Stavelot and crashes into the barrier.

#honestly one of the BEST songs to blast out loud and sing along to whilst ur speeding down the motorway #i have screamed this song many a time #anyway i wrote like 1k of happy fic for this and then scrapped it cause it felt really disjointed #so have this lil snippet of angst instead i guess xxx #dr #mv #maxiel #my writing #i asked for these days ago sorry xx x

[cemeterything]

it's finally done. the james fitzjames playlist that says more about my music taste than anything else really.

#🐉 #not putting this in any maintags #but i will put it in my #fitzjames #tag #ill probably edit the song order at some point too im not thrilled with it rn #but ive gone over it so many times i feel like im going to scream if i have to look at it for one more moment

[fuluv]

my betty & simon playlists in the same post 👍

#simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #adventure time #fionna and cake #my playlists #playlist #character playlist #spotify playlist #spotify #i think they kinda match #betty playlist doesnt have as many songs as id like ugh #its so hard to find good ones imo. and im trying to stick to like. a theme #like all the songs being sung by women #doesnt hit the same if its dudes imo #simon playlist is one of my faves ever btw its def better than bettys #which makes me scream bc i like her more than him but shes SO SPECIFIC !!!!

[grady1285]

Reasons why I vibe with Sigma (personal headcanons included):

music playing in head on a daily basis + affinity for music

space is cool!!!!!!!!! really cool!!!!!!!!!!!

zones out frequently

cat person! (also likes dogs but prefers cats)

probably has autism

prefers not to go to social events

does NOT know how to romance

forgets to do basic things like eating

a bit scatterbrained

would LOVE to make tiny models of things but doesn't have enough time to do it

As you can probably tell I love him very much I wish he was real

#sigma #sigma overwatch #overwatch sigma #siebren de kuiper #dr de kuiper #overwatch headcanons #and yes I am serious about the music thing #songs sounds and voices DO play in my head #it can be unpleasant at times esp with something I don't want to hear (like metal scraping or someone screaming) #but that's besides the point bc we talking about space grandpa here #i also used some information gathered from the email that @sigma-only sent that Boris Hiestand replied to #imma bet this gonna flop but honestly I just wanna gush about him #grrrr I have so many ideas for drawing him but college is hard :(

[shima-draws]

Because I started rewatching PnF it was inevitable I would eventually start rewatching MML too. And just. Just,,

Dakota,,

DAKOTA,

DAKOTA!!!!

#BEEEEEEEEEEEEEELOVED!!!!!!!!!! #Oh my fucking god I love him so much. I can’t. I just can’t #Shima speaks #He’s so good he’s so GOOD he’s such a good partner and friend to Cavendish DESPITE all the bullshit Cav puts him through #He litcherally breaks time laws to save Cavendish’s life…REPEATEDLY……. #AND DOOMS HIMSELF TO GO LIVE ON AN ISLAND TO PROTECT THE TIMELINE. I’M FUCKINGHFHHH. AGHGHFHDH #Goes insane #ALSO he’s so protective of Milo and so sweet to him and I just #Cavendish: That Milo Murphy is sus he MUST be an agent sent to stop us #Dakota: Cav he’s literally 13 #Cavendish: He’s so skilled!! We MUST make sure he is thwarted #Dakota: Again he’s literally a middle schooler. A child #I have so many feelings about Dakota always. #I just got to the zoo episode and HIS LITTLE SONG…UHFHFHFH #Screaming crying throwing up etc #Already brainrotting about PnF MML crossover moments. #Milo Murphy’s Law #MML #Vinnie Dakota

[fuckingguide]

Well, that should teach a man to mess with me, he was never seen again and I’m still wandering the beach | Edward “The Kraken” Teach + The Lighthouse by Halsey

#our flag means death #ofmd #edward teach #blackbonnet #this was initially just an exercise in timing bc i love the beat of this song and thought it fit ed's character in ep 10 a lot #but then i heard halsey sing 'a little piece of him is in a little piece of me' and i screamed THE CRAVAT and. well. here we are #timing was still my number 1 focus though. i tried really hard to match as many things to the beat as i could #that kraken transformation montage... sorry to sound obsessed with my own work but damn am i proud of that bit #anyway enjoy! those waves sure did come crashing down in the end huh? #with thanks to ofmd for having so many shots of stede holding the only light source in an otherwise dark scene <3 doing the lord's work #video.mp4 #edits.mp4

[welcometogrouchland]

I support the "Batman was unfairly biased to Stephanie for XYZ reasons" crowd so strongly bc DC claims that Bruce is a master planner who is able to understand anyone's psychology but he didn't realize that literally every single one of Steph's problems as a teenager would've been solved by her joining a shitty punk band. If he couldn't figure that much out then he didn't understand her for a minute

#ramblings of a lunatic #PLEASE TALK TO ME I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON STEPHANIE IN A SHITTY PUNK BAND #her bandmates have turned into ocs it's stage 5 at this point boys #anyway what is steph dealing w/ pre-52 as spoiler that got her in hot water? #1. the anger issues. easily fixed by her getting to scream about beating her dad to death without actually doing it #2. nobody fucking listens to her (including batman). well when u are playing music ppl are definitely fucking listening #3. has no non-batfam friends and thus ends up feeling abandoned almost every time she gets kicked out of the group. bandmates are friends! #don't like being in your shitty house? go to your band mates house and jam! #need to articulate the anger issues in a way that doesn't disturb your frazzled paranoid boyfriend? write angsty songs! #also I do genuinely have a lot of thoughts on how music was applied to Stephanie's character and what it tells us about her #like she loved it. clearly. and she was GOOD at it too. steph is constantly perceived as a screw up and has pretty low opinion of herself #piano was something she could take pride in. in i believe issue 113 of tims og robin series- #-tim is AMAZED at her playing all these years later. so is nocturna a few issues earlier #there's a standard visual language in comics for good or bad music- notation drawn in either shaky or smooth lines #stephs are all smooth and golden. she's good even after all these years of not practicing #but all she says to tim after he compliments her is ''i used to be better...'' SHE SEES THE WORST IN HERSELF AND HER ABILITIES #SHE DESERVES A CHANCE TO FEEL GOOD AT AT LEAST ONE THING LIKE SHE FINALLY GOT TO AS BATGIRL IN HER SOLO #and onto my final point: dinah has several times expressed some degree of fondness/admiration for steph. steph has likewise trained w dinah #and thinks she's cool as fuck. which makes sense. bc dinah is cool as fuck #and what is dinah in??? that's right. a band #steph should join dinahs band for her mental health. this has been an essay #stephanie brown #spoiler dc #dc batgirl #batgirls #<- since that series re-canonized pianist steph!! bless them!

[raelyn-dreams]

Realized I hadn't posted this here, so here it is! My edition of the enstars template going around~

OG template here!

#i have many more favorite songs this is just what i thought of at the time. honorable mentions to genuine revelation and paradigm reversi rn #also yeah fight for judge is “basic”. however. it's the one i scream the chorus to so asdfghjkl #i did not realize my fav cards would end up being wataei either. just happened that way ig. theyre very pretty~ #despite listing crazy:b as my fifth favorite unit i realize i did not list any characters or songs on here so id just like to say: #stream honeycomb summer yubisaki no ariadne helter spider and crazy anthem :) they went off with the center events #ensemble stars #enstars #ensemble stars music #enstars template #template

[ereborne]

WIP Title Game

tagged by @acountrygirlsfun Thank you Caitlin ❤️

RULES: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

save a horse; ride a catboy (Call of Duty)

Buckle Up, Bitch (SW, CW)

up like the moon and out like the hounds (DC, batfam)

it's a small explosive device (SW, CW)

lay-on-the-floor-and-scream dot excel (SW, CW)

poor unfortunate souls (Marvel, tower)

I glow cause I know what my worth is (Trek, Nextgen)

space agave blooms as many times as I need it to (SW, Mando)

No pressure tagging: @goingsparebutwithprecision, @zahnie, @lynne-monstr, @losersimonriley, @anaclastic-azurite

#tagged by #acountrygirlsfun #alright so again I have some very unserious wip titles but in my defense I am simply full of nonsense #lay-on-the-floor-and-scream is the good data management AU I talked about last time so I chucked the link on there #also today I'm realizing how many titles I'm already pulling from song lyrics. very interesting #usually my final-official-version title is a lyric or line from a poem or suchlike but these are the naked-concept wip titles #I wonder if the song of the day posts making me think more about my music is influencing that. huh

[hopelessfandomfreak]

The Umbrella Academy Appreciation Week

Day 7: free choice ☂️ favorite songs used

“But if I cut myself open, baby, you can read all my scars”

#tuaweek2022 #the umbrella academy #literally sobbing right now the quality is awful #istg these did not look so bad before I put them in the post #and then tumblr said nope no clarity allowed #so apologies if you can’t read any of the lyrics #but these were super fun to make #and i wanted to do so many more but i just didn’t have time #i might do more at some point just for fun #bc i have an entire spotify playlist with my favorite tua songs #music nerds scream with me #echo edits #song lyrics

[vogelmeister]

anyways i am feeling kinda brave today so im gonna share a potentially unpopular taylor swift hot take. when i was talking to my friend yesterday about ttpd i realised that i kinda have a similar problem with the anthology as i do with evermore.

like don't get me wrong, both have absolute gems (willow, tolerate it, long story short, gold rush and NBNC from evermore are great and i love the albatross, so high school, the prophecy black dog, manuscript etc) but i think both collections (bc anthology is not an album) suffer because they came out connected to a much superior more cohesive work, and both almost feel like rejects from the body of work that proceeded it.

#actually like i said to my beloved mutual “thanK you aIMee” kinda feels like she woke up one day and went “fuck you kim actually” #which i can kinda relate to in a way bc the amount of times i randomly go “fuck you” #but my mutual said if there were more songs about being screwed over by people that could be a storyline. but theres not. its just there #like its a great song but also i kinda went “we are covering this ground again” #if there were new developments in the relationship i could kinda understand it #like how she wrote innocent and then backtracked that with rep bc things happened #but idk the anthology just feels like scraps she deemed good enough for release but in my opinion needed editing #the stupid ass 1830s lyric highlights this bc i get what shes trying to say but she worded it so badly #that i kinda see why its being clowned on #also imgonnagetyouback... yehahahahah liv did it better. now it feels like a done concept. im shocked she included it #she knew it was coming come on #anyways the anthology while good kinda felt unfinished #she should have given it a few more months and polished it #bc holy hell at least folkmore felt polished #even though evermore is cohesively weaker #my friend who is a folkmore swiftie kinda also feels like this fyi so dont come at me screaming “burn 1989 rep midnights stan!” #burn me idc #and while im at it both are in my bottom three only right above debut #tldr: both collections are tied to another work thats just so much better and cohesive #this is just me saying i cant get into anthology hahaha #and i felt weird bc everyone liked it but when my friend a literal folklore girl said “no im not feeling it” i felt better #bc so many people were saying it was better and those swifties were going 'all of us' and i kinda went... no i prefer standard #i love taylor sm and i love og ttpd its currently no 5 but the anthology has issues and one of them is similar to why i rank evermore lowl #i just went off on a tangent about the issues with the anthology and its songwriting and lack of narrative #i will say so i win you all over i loved the evermore set at eras i thought it was so beautifully done #taylor swift #ttpd: anthology #evermore

[across-every-universe]

AND DO YOU KNOW I COULD BREAK BENEATH THE WEIGHT

OF ALL THE GOODNESS LOVE I STILL CARRY FOR YOU

THAT I’D WALK SO FAR JUST TO TAKE

THE INJURY OF FINALLY KNOWING YOU

#every time I put on this song i have to lip sync that part like i’m SCREAMING it #i feel SO MANY SELFSHIP THINGS #ABOUT 90% OF THIS FUCKI NB ALBUM #IM STILL NOT OVER IT

[celestial-toys]

been laying here listening to Lucky by Dermot Kennedy on loop for half an hour while thinking about Everything Stays and crying

#it’s good crying dw i am just. i have so many feelings about this story #Seven’s Celestial Commentary #Everything Stays #writing stuff #i may be stuck in bed struggling to type due to personal reasons but that will Not stop me from cooking up ideas for this fic #there is gonna be so much fucking angst and it’s gonna hurt soooooo good #the more i listen to it the more the possibilities expand #i can easily see Moon and Reader going back and forth between verses vulnerably arguing over Sun #but i can also see it being Sun and Moon getting real and discussingcougharguingover Reader #can’t decide which i like more #god i wish y’all could see this story the way it plays out in my head #next best thing would be to keep writing and sharing the story instead of vagueposting abt future plot points tho wouldn’t it lmao #and GOD don’t even get me fucking STARTED on Two Hearts… #Dermot Kennedy’s music is responsible for yet Another plot point for this story and i can’t even be mad about it. his fucking lyricsss dude #‘and so we jump to the THEATER??? in that SAME OLD TOWN???’ DO WE? FUCK I GUESS WE DO NOW!!! #picture me listening to that song and inspiration hitting me like a truck. diligently taking notes like the lyrics r instructions from God #‘she sees his face?? and HE sees HER as the LIGHTS GO DOWN???’ write that down write that down #‘the life that they should’ve had sat between them that night??’ FUCK Man yeah it sure did!!! #anyways it’s chill i’m chill. i’m very normal about my little stories and their musical inspirations! #and i’ve listened to these songs a very normal amount (translation: they will likely be in my top ten for the 2024 wrapped) #(cut to the scenes playing vividly in my head) ‘Well‚ at least I can always say that I /told/ her!’ #‘I can’t relate to having a heart like that‚ Sun! With all of your wonder and your trust intact…’ #like no i wouldn’t lift the lyrics directly for the song to use as dialogue but FUCk does it work well.. Lucky is such a good script for- #like- a heated conversation between my Relentlessly Positive Sun and my Apathetic Jaded Moon #‘How could our farewell mean as much as our time? Honey‚ I’ll be gone. It’s better if I’m something that you leave behind.’ #‘I used to paint these trees‚ now I just scream at the sky. Honey I was wrong. Guess there’s certain things you never leave behind.’ #*sobbing shaking throwing up clawing at the walls* I Am Normal About These Characters #anyways uh. on an unrelated note how many song lyrics do ya think i can cram into ES before it’s Too Many #gonna have to start getting creative with how i can incorporate more songs in a way that feels natural and not forced #even tho i am forcing it. i am forcing it very much bc i have songs with applicable lyrics and y’all Will read them one way or another

[flashdoesahundredyarddash]

A song fanfic idea but everytime Hal sees Barry or thinks about him the song "There [She] He Goes" plays but Hal absolutely loves using the lyrics in a very ironic way. It can be from either pov Barry: "Hey Hal, you free tonight? :)"

Hal: .... (Thinking process: There he goes again Racing through my brain And I just can't contain This feeling that remains)

Not only is it this song, but other songs too that are more of just a part of that cheesy lovey side of Hal that I headcanon them with

#i have so many fic ideas but not enough time to write them until i get free #dc comics #halbarry #omg....flashdoesahundredyarddash halbarry content....???!!!! #so true #this was also made because i love that song too much #i have the lyrics in my bio for no reason #i love the different versions of it so much #hal jordan #barry allen #OKAY BUT SERIOUSLY??? #even if hal is seen as like a pda type guy...i imagine when it's just her and barry everything else just dissolves #pining fics... #theyre so <333 #i love them #UGHHH #BUT ANGST AND MISCOMMUNICATION!!!! #screaming and rolling on the floor #that and romance songs from the 40s-70s....

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

GODMODE album has been out for 33 slutty slutty minutes as of writing this and it is already shaping up to become one of my favourites. I haven’t even gotten to the ice nine kills collaboration track yet (once I do it will all be over I will be dead and dead and dying my two favourite bands on one song is too much)

#the fourteen year old little girl in me is HOLLERING I have loved this band for ages and they are only getting better with time #nothing will top black widow and blood though. those albums rewrote my brain chemistry they are the peak of music they are SO GOOD #ANYWAYS. I LOVE THE SOUND DIRECTION THEY’VE BEEN GOING #it’s so classically ITM while also being fresh and new and powerful #though everything maria brink is on is powerful. have you heard that woman’s VOICE it is SO FUCKING INCREDIBLE she is an icon #STREAM GODMODE BY IN THIS MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! #AND ALSO OMEN BY OF VIRTUE!!!!!!!!!!!!! #so many good album drops today I need to explode seventeen times over #cats.txt #hm. I talk about music drops a lot what if I just #HOLD ON MESSAGE CANCELLED SCANTIFY ME JUST HIT AND JESUS CHRIST MARY MOTHER OF GOD. I AM IN LOVE. THE GUITAR THE SCREAM TONES THE. WARGH #cats.MUSEic #<- if you don’t want to see me go batshit over music every 3.5 days probably the best tag to block #I’m putting everything starts and ends on SO many playlists now also. GOD. #where else am I supposed to get the lyrics everything starts and ends with you paired with a song that sounds so beautifully devoted #(I can’t process lyrics. this all depends on when the lyric transcription is released I might interpret it a whole different direction then)

[musical-chick-13]

I swear to every deity in existence, if Makima. MAKIMA. Complex genuinely terrifying villain of all time loses to fucking...Look. You know. I will actually throw hands.

#breaking my 'only talk about 2 or 3 neutral dn opinions on my blog' rule because at a certain point I simply cannot let this happen anymore #I am in fact the number one hater of this character. most of the time if I am talking about 'male fictional character I hate' I am talking #about him. just so we are COMPLETELY clear. #maybe. Idk. I wrote a fucking song for kobeni maybe I have to write one for makima too maybe we're just gonna go through the #whole cast lmao #tbh. in terms of effectiveness and complexity...most villains WANT what makima has #and I don't mean that in a like 'she's cool' kind of way or even an 'I like her' kind of way. (she did Too Many Things to too many other #characters I love for me to ever say that I ''''like'''' her). I mean in the sense of 'she fits her role in the story so well in a way that #other villainous characters of varying genders across a lot of different types of media can't quite match' #and like...idk there's 'the creator kept this character alive because of Plot Armor' and there's...what happens with makima. iykyk. #anyway the tldr is that people should just watch/read csm #and then scream about all the female characters with me :) #mel screams about fictional ladies again