#i havent been able to play for a while

[cye-wiz]

i had a dream last night about wiz farming that i feel like could be a fun implement into the game

it was basically school specific plant soil/fertilizer (like storm soil for storm plants) and you needed it to be able to plant higher level or rare plants

i think this could be cool if it was part of the game, maybe if it was used on lower level plants you could get double rewards? if yall have any thoughts on how this could work im interested to know :3

#wizard101 #wiz101 #wizzy fandom #no idea why i dreamed this #i havent been able to play for a while #the hours i put in gardening coming to haunt me???

[puppyeared]

the shyest creature on earth dreams of art streaming

#i know it sounds like im giving every reason why i SHOULDNT do it but i really wanna learn how to someday #i dont really have the space or privacy for it rn though since i live at home with 3 other ppl plus i have school to focus on ugh #ive been able to stream my art in discord calls but i havent done it in so long and the atmosphere is a little different #not bad different though. its fun to draw ppls conversations out and make shitposts. and i like any kind of attention heh #i also use procreate so its hard to stream frm my ipad but im looking into a lighting adapter to HDMI cable to project on my monitor #part of my urge to start a twitch might also be because i wanna learn how to make and rig a little avatar and use cute frames #and id love to play some ambience music while i draw and just. idk. listen to ppl talk..? but im lacking in audience engagement #since i suck at responding and public speaking and prefer to do things quietly. i just like being observed like im on national geographic #yapping #doodles #sona #puppysona #my art #myart

[toastsnaffler]

in a hilarious turn of events my flatmate didn't even know I use any pronouns....

#i thought when she was talking abt how her parents thought i was gonna come out as trans and kept checking my name/pronouns- #that the joke was that im ALREADY trans but in ways they dont know abt.... but nope she genuinely didnt know 🤭 #to be fair. i dont rly let anyone in on my gender business unless we're close enough to be dating or its an anonymous online space #like im legally cis and thats fine. idc abt ppl using my name + she/her bc thats not my gender identity its just AN identity that i use- #to navigate the world without ppl being fucking nosy bc i pass as + am sociopolitically treated as a woman (if butch lol) #to ppl who are friends ill joke that my gender is dyke (true) and to friends whose gender falls on a similar spectrum- #or who are transmasc ill talk a little more honestly abt it bc theyre usually able to understand better than anyone else #other butch dykes w a weird gender going on are the only motherfuckers who actually Get It but theyre hard to come by tbh #to be frank i dont fucking know whats going on w my gender. and i dont rly care enough to do the introspection to figure it out rn #i have so many other problems in my life and im lucky that most of my beef w gender can be solved by presenting butch + binding #and using any pronouns around other queer ppl. its actually incredibly funny to me when ppl she/her me bc its like tch. this chump hasnt #unlocked my level of gender yet. pronouns and names in general are so far disconnected from the way i exist in the world... #its just smth thats fun for me to play around with + makes me feel weird sometimes but in ways i havent distilled yet yknow #and this has been my approach to gender for like?? 4-5 years now??? and likely will continue to be for a long while.. #anyway. its not actually that surprising my flatmate doesnt know bc shes cis so ive never felt compelled to have a deeper conversation #abt gender with her. but also i could sweeaaar its been mentioned bc almost all our other friends are trans lol #and also ive been introducing myself at queer sports socials w any pronouns and i swear i talked abt that w her..... whatever #and my pronouns are on discord and shes def seen my tumblr before but maybe i didnt have them in my bio at the time... i digress #i kind of prefer cis ppl she/hering me tbh. theyre not able to they them or he him or whatever else me in a way that matters..... #altho i do find it fascinating when she or other ppl elect to use neutral or masculine terms for me. raising an eyebrow and taking notes #like when she got a job and joked abt me being her househusband.. pulling up the fem/masc tally chart and chalking a line up #a la nona the ninth.... ive been trying to figure out whos inhabiting this body my entire fucking life with no luck girl #ANYWAY just smth to think abt. im so tired i think my brain is gonna start seeping out my eyeballs #im gonna watch some more pluto and read and then -> 🛌 #another 6:30 start tomorrow woohoo #.diaries #zzzzz

[theygender]

If Windows doesn't STOP automatically installing updates during my working hours without asking or even informing me while I am already in the middle of updating an application I'm going to drive to the Microsoft headquarters and throw my gaming laptop through a window

#ive been trying to play bg3 for AN HOUR AND A FUCKING HALF and still havent even been able to get steam to OPEN #bc steam decided it needed to update itself #and then windows decided it was going to start updating itself WHILE the steam update was installing #so the steam update took an entire fucking hour and now even after the steam update finished it still wont open #and the windows update is still fucking taking forever #i decided to play bg3 at 4:30 #it is currently fucking 6:00 and i STILL havent been able to even start #if this takes so long that i dont even get to play the game before i have to start getting ready for bed im going to set something on fire #rambling

[sualne]

i’m this close 👌 to finish the main quest and i’m so normal about it.

#artists on tumblr #pathfinder kingmaker #my art #my ocs #kingmaker shenanigans #im not tagging everyone lol #i realised while finishing the lineart that i had forgotten to add my feral goblin in but i just. thats already six people and I Am Tired. #havent been able to play for a few weeks so ive just been thinking about it #i tried to give them new clothes to show the passage of time. linzi's outfit is my favorite ;_; #she looks so good. everyone turned out v nice here. for once i didnt draw tristian a bit derpy. he can have some dignity for once. as a trea #treat* #also gave my man (gender neutral) sycamore the slighty hint of greying hair because 1 gay right to me personaly 2 boy!! taking care of that #kingdom is nerve wrecking!! #ive finally got it to have that stability stat. took a thousands years and some reloading failed attempts but the kingdom is ok for now #the only thing left to do is fight nyrissa

[colorfulnickellandgarden]

Mirror's Edge Catalyst, 29/?

-- Callaghan --

#mirror's edge catalyst #mirror's edge #fuckyeahmirrorsedge #mirror's edge monday #nickell plays catalyst #captured on ps4 #yeah couldnt really come up with a name for this one since its in release #which i captured while playing the mission because i havent been able to get back there after the fact

[rohirric-hunter]

I am such a huge fan of how looking back at Dol Amroth on Very High settings just gives me this weird hill with no city on it

Same shot on Ultra High for comparison:

#lotro #tbh very high is a very bad graphics setting to play on #because it gives you lots of weird things like that #whereas lower settings will obscure the distance better so that it doesnt look like you can see further than things are rendering in #i could probably fiddle with the settings to fix that but who has the time #i havent been able to do ultra high since they released umbar #hopefully itll be fixed in a few months but it was like this for a while too after elderslade dropped

[risingsunresistance]

#he's just Standing There. 🧍 #once again from the pitfall video I LOVE THIS VIDEO WATCH IT IT"S SO GOOD #simon hypixel #crunchies #unrelated i've been farming melons while i watch this #and i've gotten TWO pray drops jkghdf #it feels good to be back and just doing something relaxing. i havent been able to sit and play for a bit #the minions made 60m while i was gone. feels good 👍

[stawbeemilk]

i'm seeing mitski tonight!!

#I HAVENT SEEN HER LIVE BEFORE IM SO EXCITED #i'm definitely going to cry lol #also sorry i haven't posted anything in a while work has been awful these past couple of weeks #i'm always too tired to write whenever i have any free time #but hopefully i'll be able to start working on my drafts again soon #i need to stop playing sims so much and actually do some writing smh #ᯓᡣ𐭩 elle’s thoughts .ᐟ

[antimony-ore]

#lmao ok the notes I take while I play my new game look MAD #these make sense to me 😅 #shorthand #I might have to raise the life points #11 rounds goes fast and so far I havent been able to summon an item location or spell before its over #oh sorry i mean QUINTESSENCE lol

[surreal-duck]

messing around a bit

#delete later #man i havent rly drawn for myself in a while it feels weird #trying to play around w my style lately but i dont think its getting anywhere whwhkjsdghjdg #shoutout to yuzuru if nobody's got me after burning out all of my creative juices ik hes got me #should probably go to sleep early tonight got assigned another project to work on through next week at my internship 😔 #still going through a very mixed feelings stage regarding on how i see my art but ill live i guess #just. nothing is good enough. im never gonna be satisfied. i think this looks fine. this is the worst thing ive ever seen and made. #im gonna fall behind. it isnt a race. everyones already far ahead. maybe this is okay. why are you satisfied with this much its not enough. #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa being an artist am i right ! agony #well i guess lately its not that i just havent been drawing things for me but more like i cant for some reason. burnouts an asshole #even though i really really did want to make things it honestly sucked ass not being able to i rly dont know what id do if i cant draw #actually took some time for myself yesterday and walked around town a bit it was nice. pierced my ears again and treated myself #but as consequence of course i am now broke </3 unfortunate #hmmmmm idk what im saying kdjsjgdhhskgjdhsdg hope things r going well for everyone else if you're even reading this! may u have a good week #man i wish i just knew if things are gonna be okay #hngggg baru aja tiga bulan masuk balik sekolah sama udah secapek ini wkwkwkwkkwkwk payah gk sih gw ini #masih setahun lebih sampe lulus juga head in hands kenapa gk bisa tidur buat seminggu aja aaagh #ya yang penting juga gw masih hidup sih gk mau kemana-mana kyk gini #aaaaaaaaa gk mau masuk studio besokkkk mau tidurrrr #me when i have to do my job at work #i wonder what i should make for lunch and dinner tomorrow. knowing me though ill end up falling asleep as soon as i get out of the shower #sorry this is. all over the place props if you're even reading this far LOL apologies you have to see me rant a bit

[thefreshprinceofjunes]

most of the Feelings i had during my last two major hyperfixations (RDR and CP77) were contained to my twitter but man... it was bad. in a good way i guess. but also godDAMN, i fell HARD

#theyre also on ao3 too in the form of smut lol #i think this is why i avoid consuming new content (IRT shows/games/etc) #bc i never know how much ill get into it #and if i DO get into it im gonna be SO invested #like. it is going to devour my life #and idk if im emotionally prepared for that #if i play yakuza i WILL write kazumaji. i can feel it. #pros and cons of being autistic i guess #the only new thing ive rly delved into is WWDITS #and thats bc i physically sat down and watched them with my brother #(i have not watched the newest season bc we havent been able to hang out in person for a while) #altho i didnt get hyperfixated on that one... live action tv might be different idk

[mayoiayasep]

anw i'll stand by it until the day i die that it should've been orihime who beat ulquiorra in the end and not ichigo

#bleach #orihime inoue #ok so hear me out. the shun shun rikka is confirmed to have ridiculously powerful abilities especially the healing ability which has been- #-said to 'trespass into God's territory'. the offensive ability is curbed by orihime's own intentions though right? and since she's more- #-of a pacifist character she doesn't usually fight often. however. however. one of the few (and first) times we see her actively ready to- #-fight someone is chapter 42 when tatsuki is injured and getting mind controlled. like. im just saying. we couldve had chapter parallels #and like i reallly reallly wish we had been able to see the full extent of orihime's offensive ability too like. the way the scene couldve- #-played out is so clear in my mind. though tbh its been months since i read that arc so like. maybe this idea 'goes against the themes' or- #-whatever. and like this doesnt even have to change her character like genuinely have her take down ulquiorra out of like. desperation and- #-then have her grapple with the enormity of her power and once again chose kindness instead of violences like she has before #anw i have more notes/better plotting out scene in my notes app if anyone wants to see....also fuck you again tite kubo for this<3 #jfc i havent done a tag rant like this in a while

[ccassettetape]

oh right. lin-manuel miranda was hamilton apparently. thats why i keep hearing fenton whenever i listen to songs from that. sick.

#i dont. i havent actually been able to see the play. sobbing rn. #wait you guys wouldnt know who fenton is would you this was just a turtle and at focused. um. #<- fenton is from ducktales and lin-manuel miranda voiced him in the 2017 reboot of it. of which i was hyperfixated on for a while. #ccassette recordings

[wanderer-of-light]

I should have maybe made these all separate posts, but I am very tried today and just wanted to share the pics I took of my FF group for Halloween :3! It was a lot of fun, and I'm glad we did it again this year!!

#vastha #and friends ofc!! #it was nice to have the group together again for a bit since its been A While due to work schedules and other things going on #so we havent played played together in A While. after this we went map hunting >:D got soooooooo much moneeeeeeeeeey #I do miss playing regularly with everyone. maybe after all the holidays well be able to again and then we can go back to mount farming #anyway!! #Vastha was a vampire hehe. ive been dying to use that top since i got it!! #ieyren was going for the pixies in SHB energy #Yoseph was an undead/zombie manderville which i thought was so creative!!! he even used the moth eaten top for it #varu was inuyasha dshjbsjfdhg when we saw her run into the area we were like OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH-- #and then nat was a pirate/mistbeard #well. until the last photos dshsjdhvsf we took so many more pics like that and everyone else jumped into the add stickers and stuff #ffxiv #final fantasy 14 online #final fantasy 14 #miqote #miqote keeper of the moon

[miss-bunny-penny]

i'm really excited for next season but sadly C4S4 is the first season since C4S2 that i won't be able to get to level 200 on on my main. actually last two seasons i bought the level up skin and didn't this time but last two seasons it wasn't relevant because i leveled up to 200 even without considering them. worth noting that on my switch/work account i got several gold style skins this season while last season it only got a couple of the wildscorch styles. my main and switch accs are around the same level lol. ohwell i dont even really care that much not getting gold kado, if i never got gold mizuki i'd kms but gold kado is whatever. having gold piper mae and antonia on both of my accounts is really cool to me

#my post #the tags are a ton of ranting about my fortnite accounts! #if i put in some effort i can get gold fish thicc on my main but idk if i will in time lol #btw on my OTHER switch account that doesn't even have a skin yet #we're sitting at 600 vbucks so next season its guaranteed to be able to get a skin #it's on my switch that's not an oled i haven't sold yet for some reason #that i play on sometimes just goofing around at home as a bit of a side project. i have hyperfixation on fortnite lmao #also you can use it to get into low tier servers tho i didnt think to make it a refer a friend for the shroom skin ANYWAY #whether i stick that account out til it gets 950 for the battle pass or just get one at 800 it'll finally have a skin and that feels nice #i havent played on it for a while because there arent any rewards i can get on it rn anymore. like i did the horde rush etc #and got the event pickaxes and gliders and stuff lol grabbing the f2p stuff like i been doing on there #this season was the first time i got to lv 96 on there and got all the vbucks possible from the free battle pass