#i just instantly felt better

[charlieconwayy]

fryleela meme ♥ [2/8 episodes] → season three, episode two "parasites lost"

#futurama #futuramaedit #freela #fry x leela #philip j fry #turanga leela #* #freelam* #half this list will be eps exploring leela's love for fry so here's one of my favorite “fry's love for leela” eps #constant confirmation that fry has loved leela from day one....he just didn't know how to properly express it #bc fry is an incredibly immature character and relationships for him have kind of just been easy #but leela changed everything for him #she wasn't someone he got instantly and kind of just used for sex #she was his best friend above everything and being around her made him want to better himself #he was inspired to be the best version of himself bc his love for her made him see the world in a new way #all of those things he said under the worms' influence were how he truly felt he just couldn't say them bc he didn't know how #leela was not attracted to the worms. she was attracted to fry's heart and soul #look how fuckin happy she was when he said he loved her i mean cmon #best friends to lovers arc ever #otp: that's all i need to know

[jinx-blackout-84]

Hitting all my mutuals with the "drink a glass of water, eat a piece of fruit, eat something with protein in it, walk outside for 2 minutes, and listen to 3 happy songs" laser.

(No pressure, but make sure to take care of yourselves, please)

#Translation: I have felt awful all day and I just did these things and felt instantly better #jinx screams into the void

[eir-parade]

Polar|Star (P|S)

Leo/Need Adjacent Band

A group of music enthusiasts finding comfort in one another through their own music. Made with and for each other.

Hoshino Ichika - Vocalist, Guitarist, Partial Lyricist. Losing her passion for music, she wants to relearn what it means to enjoy music.

Asahina Mafuyu - Keyboardist, Partial Lyricist. Wants to find herself and feels as if music is the correct direction.

Shiraishi An - Drummer. After learning the truth of RAD WEEKEND, An lost her aspiration of trying to surpass it but also out of respect for Nagi. Ever since though, she has been having difficulty trying to understand her music.

Kiritani Haruka - Bassist, Composer. After quitting being an idol, Haruka found her way with a new instrument, showing her feelings in a new way.

SEKAI: Empty Assembly SEKAI

Similar to the Empty SEKAI where it’s just a huge white area, except in the design of a School Assembly Hall.

Despite there being a stage, the Hall itself seems to expand on forever.

School desks and chairs haphazardly dotted about in the Hall, blank sheets or paper with garbled writing strewn out on the desks and the floor.

First Virtual Singer

Hatsune Miku - Is basically like Niigo Miku. Acts like a calming presence to the others.

Virtual Singers

Order of Appearance (StC)

All act fairly similar to their Nightcord selves (blame Mafuyu /lh)

Megurine Luka - Tends to specifically criticise Ichika. Will read over Ichika’s lyrics or hears how she plays and will ask “is that it?” Though never actually giving the answer, Luka will nudge and hint Ichika in the correct direction. Ichika used to dislike how Luka would ‘pick on her’ but now trusts Luka’s opinion whole-heartedly.

Kagamine Rin - The group's biggest critic. Even if they think they’re doing something correctly, or playing right, Rin would immediately criticise them, telling them they’re wrong and that they should be doing it like this. Her criticism helps bring Haruka back down to Earth but causes Mafuyu immense stress and panic. Rin also acts similar to a prefect so will tell them off for running or shouting (namely An).

MEIKO - Represents distance… again. And hesitancy. Specifically An and Ichika’s hesitancy to get close to people again due to their own abandonment issues. When the group were deciding on actually becoming a full band, MEIKO directly questions An and Ichika’s dedication.

Kagamine Len - Childish. Like Niigo Len, P|S Len represents Mafuyu’s inner child, a childhood she lost. He also represents being a good student and would stress when he doesn’t get something right but also has moments where ‘slacking off’ seems to make him happy. He can also represent the other’s childhood as he can be very starry eyed.

KAITO - Anger. Pure, unadulterated rage towards Mafumom, broken promises, liars, fakes, and the world.

Subject to Change as I go on figuring out this AU more.

#project sekai #pjsk #pjsk au #pjsk unit shuffle au #my posts #parade unit shuffle #polar|star #i actually have some of their story figured out but im not gonna post it until ive fully fledged out their main story #i like have the outline but i went straight into thinking about their events too and my brain might just explode #like i basically have all of their first arc outlined as well #polar|star when they're the unit ive worked on the most #i feel so bad but rrrrRRAHHHH #they were the first unit i created because i knew instantly i wanted to put mafuyu and ichika together as two of my favourite characters #and also i just need them to interact more #so what better way than forcing them into a unit together #haruan also i felt could def fit the vibe #joke names i had for this unit were: 'something something emo band screaming about their emotions' and 'blue hair/pronouns' #as well as 'abandonment issues/perfect girls'

[velhohoho]

Im rotting in bed recovering from getting all 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled, send asks

#ask #high key yesterday was traumatic #i woke up from surgery INSTANTLY lucid #i was completely aware of everything and just how much pain i was in #i didnt get any of the silly goofy loopy shit #it was just a 6 hour anxiety attack and the worst pain ive ever felt in my life #ray is my fucking savior though he did everything he could to help me feel better

[newwave-lesbian]

they really did just give me all of the dogshit mental illnesses, huh

#i mean what mental illness isn't dosghit #anyways the reason why my depression meds probably don't work is because i'm bipolar #that's what my therapist thinks anyways. and it makes sense considering the lil manic episodes i have #so um. that fucking sucks but it also explains everything so its fine really #like i really really want to do drugs actually #i mean i am just so sad and empty feeling #i'm working on art but nothing i'm making means anything #can i just get permission to do a shit ton of stimulants #i am sooooooo bored #i'm really trying to make myself feel better here but only with things that'll do it instantly #anyways i want to not smoke because i am running out of weed and money #but i'm gonna smoke delta 8 anyways rn because even after all this caffeine etc i feel nothing and i need something #honestly can i just pass away though. i am so pathetic #or can i actually become hypo manic again. because at least i felt something #anyways does anyone want to be friends with me even though i am severely mentally ill #or can someone give me some dopamine/serotonin. i feel like shit #vent

[meanderfall]

Learning that having a hooded jacket or something so that I can flip up the hood when feeling overstimulated by noise is a godsend

#it's Easter so there is so much noise and people at work #and i flipped up my hood during my break and after work and instantly felt 1000x better #..... sometimes i wonder just how hard i push myself to function ''normally'' in society #but have no idea bc ive already gotten used to the pain and exhaustion so it no longer registers #✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️

[tariah23]

They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now

#rambling #the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵‍💫 #and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was #absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba #well I watched it first but you know #like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all #a Nazi #and second #the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman #it’s……. 🗿 #still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord #Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️ #happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph- #Gojo would never sjjsaj #my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️ #I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again #the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga #like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of #conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro #who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk #idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol #gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol #it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh #like gege tried but lmfao #this is so funny to me #at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly #Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and #I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s #always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors #the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

talk about anti-climactic lol...

#this is about the call the midwife finale btw pfft #like... all that build up for all those stories only for everything to just be sorted in a few minutes #im not MAD btw cos it's better than them just continuing to fuck up certain characters #but... damn... #the final scene was really lovely! and the scene w/ joyce finally telling her husband where to stick it was fab #plus the scene w/ may and the turners lol (anything to do w/ the turners is great lbr) #but idk... most of the stories were just solved instantly and it felt kinda like 'huh ok'... #like idk ... i think it's cos usually the finales have something a lil more interesting involved?? #btw not tagging the show #personal

[i-eat-lip-gloss]

wait guys have you heard of/watched the movie Willy’s Wonderland

it’s basically a carbon-copy rip-off of fnaf (even the lore) but it’s actually a very well made movie and wonderful for what it is. fun fact; the main character doesn’t say a single WORD or noise or anything in the entire movie. not a scream, hum, sound of reassurance, nothing.

the only difference is that he actually beats up and demolishes all the animatronics

you guys should watch it frfr, it’s on Hulu

#he’s honestly a badass #my dad tried to say it was better than fnaf.. #and i have never felt my blood boil so intensely so fast #i instantly snapped back yelling on why it will NEVER be better than fnaf #and went on and on about the similarities in the lore and how it’s just a rip-off; etc #it even came out while the fnaf movie was just abt to start production/right around and/or before that time #dreamy talks #midnight talks with dreamy #dreamy's random thoughts #stupid rambles #hyperfixation rant #movies #movie recommendation

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

ah. the loneliness is setting in once again

#head in hands #it hadnt even been a week yet.......... cringe fail brain cant function properly !!@ #i spent exactly two (2) seconds in total silence when my wifi temporarily cut out earlier and instantly felt miserable #i miss my puppyyyyyyyyy i miss him so muchhhh #hoping work fixes this by making me be around other people for 8 hours and also like. keeping me occupied for 8 hrs #ive reached the point where like. i need 2 keep being busy. but all the things i need 2 do sound soooooo unappealing #i do not want to organize things anymore. i do not want to hang stuff on the walls anymore. #like i do want to do those things so my brain feels better about the space im living in. i know they Need to be done. but also. i dont wanns #anyway. im doing ok im doing fine i promise. i just miss my dog #and all my watch later videos on yt are like an hour+ long and are not holding my attention very well

[cadaverousdecay]

leafffff i am rereading catcher and i think i may be obsessed w it and your posts are exacerbating it. i can't even put into words how i feel about that book it's EVERYTHING it's in my lungs it's me...........

angellllll i’m rereading it too and oughhhgghhgh yeah. it’s hard to put into words but this is one of my three favorite books of all time. idk holden is just so honest and cynical and will get annoyed by something and casually drop a line like “it made me pretty depressed and i wanted to die. i really did. if you want to know the truth.” and like??? i hate to relate but i do. and then at the end where he’s with his sister and she asks him to name ONE think he likes and he can’t. he’s just such a flawed character but he’s so relatable. i think characters need to be flawed to be relatable in any meaningful way tbh. even when he’s going on rants i don’t necessarily relate to, i just understand it and feel understood yknow? it’s a hard feeling to translate into words but yeah. this book has a serious hold on me i’m so glad there are beautiful mutuals to share the feelings with <3 ilyyy

#GOD this book #it’s just. yeah #i was really sad yesterday and crying and shit and then i was like ‘holden gets this. i should go read catcher in the rye’ #instantly felt better. well. not ‘better’ better. but comforted. #idk. and it’s one of the few books i can get myself to read when i’m really depressed. like the bell jar and lost weekend #sometimes u just need to read a book where the protagonist is fucked up and sad and honest and it’ll make u feel better about it all #anyway ily angel <333333

[dragon-spaghetti]

Being an artist is so wild like I'll genuinely sit here going "their art is so much better than mine I'll never be that good :(" when said person has 10 years more experience and is skilled in a completely different fuckin medium

#drag rambles #'I could never paint that well digitally' girlie the artist you're watching has been painting digitally for 20 years #you started doing digital art less than 2 years ago #@ myself you can learn w time so STOP beating yourself up for not being skilled in that department yet omg #ALSO. when younger artists are better than you and you get so jealous 😭 being an artist is a time #@ said young artists though y'all are doin great I'm just a dumbass who needs to practice more at the things I'm not good at aJSHS #I have so much to say on this topic of just. feeling shitty when others are better than you #cause lbr most of us have felt it #but you're probably not gonna be good at it instantly!! and that's ok!!! #just gotta practice those weaknesses #sorry this is a big ol ramble ajdhs I'm just feeling things

[abysslll]

local teen realizes that being on his computer is making his headache Worse and decides to do absolutely nothing with that information

#took a shower and then spend a few minutes just like. standing around. instantly felt better #back on computer now and am back to suffering <3 no i am not taking constructive criticism #vent kinda #<- im not venting i am totally fine with this #but i suppose it does count as complaining and im trying to be better abt tagging that

[synoicus]

Well, as many times as it takes, I guess

#andraws #quailguys #this was actually a vent when I drew it but like a lot of my vents I like it #cw bright colours #chromatic aberration #if you don't want to read some musing feel free to stop reading! but mostly just was sniffing around old files and just felt like. #The passage of time keeps moving and sometimes it just feels like I'm being thrown around in it. But also I made this feeling real bad #because I hadn't eaten anything and once I had I instantly started feeling better HAHA #uhhh. Lesson here is eat your meals kids!!! Foods good #one more thing too this is my sona/character blanc and I guess this is sort of. Part of his story too so double meaning piece #alright that's the end and if you've been reading this thank you!! #cw eyestrain

[mrsmarlasinger]

Falling asleep with hypoglycemia and waking up an hour later with Hypoglycemia But Worse because you didn't eat to fix it feels like waking up on the peak of a too-strong edible you took right before bed

#personal #i woke up so confused & didn't remember what was happening & felt like i'd blacked out for hours. anyway my health issues are getting worse #i had a medical crisis at work today. i was slurring my words and shaking violently and couldn't see and my leg was convulsing #and i had to clock out because i couldn't remember what i was doing and i was freezing and my mouth and hands were numb #my coworker asked if i was okay bc i looked pale and i could barely speak. and i mumbled 'i let my blood sugar get too low' #and they ALL whipped out SO much food & made me eat. so i had a nutrigrain bar with the boba i got from the place we ordered from for lunch #i was still sick and dizzy all day but i almost instantly felt better after i ate. i'd really thought i was gonna go unconscious #coworker jazz made me take her graham crackers to keep in my desk in case it happens again. i was so fucking mortified #we were talking later about how her eating habits are weird and she said she doesn't like people nagging her about it and i said #'that's why i just tell people i'm weird with food from the get-go. then they know Marla Is Weird With Food and leave me alone' #and my new (to me) coworker gabby—who i had to tell earlier that i Don't Eat—was like 'what do you mean weird w/food. like you're picky?' #and i was like '...........i have an eating disorder' (bc people share personal things at the office all the time. & it was obvious anyway) #and yeah it was awful. then i went home tonight and fell asleep and you know the rest #not my cutest girl moment‚ i must say #tonight i want to take a bath & have a drink & thus tank my blood sugar even more. and probably fuck up my liver or w/e even worse. slay #hypoglycemia #drug mention #disordered eating #disordered eating mention #disordered eating tw #tw disordered eating #ed tw #ed cw #tw ed #cw ed #ed mention #ana tw #ana cw #tw ana #cw ana

[sapsolais]

i love nimona

#i'm going 2 ramble here in the tags ok. okay? ok #god. look. i went into this movie thinking 'yeah yeah obv trans allegory woohoo' thinkin that's great! but #idk. i thought it would be something that could be brushed aside or sanitized easily maybe. y'know? like passed off as another kids movie #and i thought maybe other trans folks could relate 2 the movie and i was like ok that's cool let's watch it and. it was just #that one scene. #everyone talked abt how they cried and how it really Hit and i didn't get it until then #at the statue #i cried. a lot. and i never do that w media and i don't mean that to be edgy or whatever kssdfkjg but just #oh fuck #they Get It #that part. it reached into my soul and grabbed that core part of me and Tugged. #it Hurt and i felt it. the exhaustion. ready to give up. the cry nimona let out. i cried because i got it. and then i cried harder because #i'd give anything for a ballister in my life #my thoughts are 'they got us in the second half ngl' basically KSDJHFKSJDHFKSD #first half of the movie? great! but second half? oh. oh it punches u in the face over and over and gets better and better #it's so. SO good. god. i don't know when everything clicked 4 me i don't think it was a singular moment but. man. oh man #i need to rewatch that immediately #instantly a favorite. shit #it's so unapologetically nimona. it's so Itself and it's not sorry and i love it and it feels so special and i'm holding it so close #there's 2 much to gush about in these tags there's not enough space but just know. i am Insane about this #sap says #god. fuck