Heyyy I got one for you now! I accidentally gothed it up instead of making it cute and mystical lol
This drink is called Death at Sunrise. It tastes a bit like licorice meets tea, meets sparkling water. Its purpose is to put you into a focused, meditative state, letting your mind completely rest. Your thoughts will flow as normal, but they will not distract you from the present moment. Your body wont feel different, only your mind will. It has a reputation of being used by people trying to escape their thoughts, hence the unfortunate scary title!
Side effects include: seeing, smelling and/or exhaling smoke, increased sensitivity of your 5 senses, and hearing small fragments of thoughts of the people around you
Whaaaaaaa!!! You made one for me?!?! Thank you so much, you sassy beauty!!!!! This so amazing!!!!β¨β¨β¨πππβ£οΈβ£οΈβ£οΈπππ
(Also I donβt mind a gothic drink, itβs still made by you. And thatβs enough to make me smile!)
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i took this picture
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do you care about him
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Hyung ..
You will come back for me, right?
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could cozy up to me- ahem
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One more personal aro story for the week:
A friend of mine has been going through some boy drama that I am now extremely well-versed in after a trip with them. And I talked to them the other night with a small group of our friends.
They've made the decision to not make a move.
I could feel why the rest of the group was sad (amanormativity), but I was only sad because I know they like this boy and the biggest reason they don't want to go after him is because they don't think they're lovable.
So we were talking about it. And they were telling us about what would happen-- worst case scenario, but that's how they think-- if they did ask him out. Maybe something would happen, they admit, but I would always be scared and feel alone and still be just as unlovable as they were at the start.
And I just said, "Being lonely by yourself is better than being lonely with someone else."
Stunned silence.
Slowly, everyone went, "Yeah. Damn." And even they admitted that rationally they know that's true, but I know how hard it is to believe that. I know why: amanormativity. (Isn't it always?)
But yeah. I am correct. And I will joke around about my aro love advice all day long, but amanormativity is such a disease.
And:
Being lonely by yourself is better than being lonely with someone else. π
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the way you write amelie > thank you for giving her justice in fics!
Thank you so much Anon! I love her dearly! π€π₯π
Amelie is one of these characters we know so much and so little about, which is fascinating from a writerβs standpoint.
Thereβs just so much to explore with her! Themes of duty and choice. Themes of finding your own identity after spending your entire life surviving, while also becoming more and more like your twin. Themes of bodily autonomy and loving the child you never wanted (when literally everyone around you is a horrible parent). Themes of relinquishing control and placing your trust in said child, which makes for a very unconventional motherhood. Themes of defying the system by becoming exactly what it wanted you to be, but stronger and kinder and better.
Sheβs a foil to Adrien and Felix and Emilie and Gabriel and Nathalie and Colt and Tomoe. Thereβs so many stories to tell about her (which I am working on, just slowly) and so many directions to take her character in!
Let me close this love letter with some fic recommendations:
Mind the trigger warnings! πͺΊ
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sorry 2 hear ur not feeling so well β as a potential distraction, what do you think your different f/os would be like during a flare up? or when you're just not feeling well for any other reason?
i for one can imagine a calm neuvilette who'd whispers reassurance into your ear, or an obviously-worried gepard that begins to fret over you, but what about the others? (*^^*)
MIKAAAA TT π«π«π« ILYYY THANK YOUUU FOR COMFORTTT
.///. ohh neuvi's voice has me weak, geppie being overly protective is also so sweet β‘
hmmm i feel like r.osho would similairy to geppie be quite worried;; despite his nervousness he would help me with any phonecall or just situations where i have to speak (cause that's often an issue for me during a flare up) and i can imagine him doing his best to reassure me that it will be better soon :< his smile alone can heal me fr fr
n.adia would, first of all, call for j.ulian and provide me with needed medical care; whenever she has time, she would lie down with me holding me close, talking about her day and kissing my face from time to time
z.oro is a man of actions over words, so when he hears i need to rest more he's taking me to nap with him in some quiet spot while holding me close, always ready to protect me from potential danger oughh
s.aga also isn't the most "words of affirmation" f/o kshdjh but he would play guitar and sing for me as well as cuddle with me per request, overall, i want to see tough vampire being soft with me .///.
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I received the art prize from one of my favorite artists, the lovely @ lost-immortality, and it Is. So. Beautiful!!!! Aaaaaaa!! Iβm so happy right now! If you could hear me right now, it would be just sounds of me gushing over this amazing artwork! (Itβs the icon if you wanna see it)
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THIS PUN IS SO GOOD IβM SO MAD
ok soΒ i'm either way off the mark linguistically or decades late to this realization, but:
uraharaβs surname is spelled 桦ε, which AFAICT is something kubo made up and not an actual surname. the kanji individually mean seashore/bay/gulf and field/prairie/grove (and origin, but not usually when itβs read βharaβ).Β βuraβ shows up in words like 桦路 uraji (coastal road), 桦钨 urakaze (sea breeze), etc.Β βharaβ as a suffix shows up in ζ‘ε kuwabara (mulberry field),Β ζΎε matsubara (pine grove) (albeit with rendaku which is why itβs a B there and not an H)
anyway so βseashore groveβ sounds like an oxymoron b/c prairies and groves are inland and the seashore obviously isnβt, right? and then it hit me: the other, MUCH more common word thatβs read "urahara" is θ£θ
Ή which literally means opposite/contrary
his name is multiple levels of contradictions!! THIS SCARBOROUGH FAIR MOTHERFUCKER lmfao i hate that this is so good and i'm only just now realizing it
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HANNA (dceu/peacemaker) // AYRENN (the exile)
MORGAINE (fnv) // PAIGE (kotsam)
VERLAINE (the golden rose) // LIRINWEN (elder scrolls)
ALPHONSA (dao) // LAMIA (the fall)
my dearests @blackreaches and @marivenah tagged me to make the loves in this beloved picrew! thank you so much mari and ash your both the sweetest!
tagging: @griffin-wood, @risingsh0t, @shellibisshe, @leviiackrman, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @belorage, @florbelles, @adelaidedrubman, @preachercuster, @jackiesarch, @heroofpenamstan, @yennas, @nokstella, @hoesephseed, @celticwoman, @sunsetseasons, @rosebarsoap, @amistrio, @cobb-vanthss, @jacobseed and you!
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i hold so much love for my mutuals i can not contain it all
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