#vanya strawberry flavored

[vanyafresita]

in case anybody needs it or is interested, i went through the entirety of dungeon meshi's manga to collect every appearance of holm because... well, i love him and drawing him is hard, so i needed lots of references, okay ?

here is a link to a folder in my drive with all the pics individually (117 in total) + a rar file if u prefer to download all of them directly

#holm kranom #holm dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi #idk guys am i the only one crazy about this little guy or #whatver this is here for anybody that needs it like me #ive been doodling him all over my sketchbook and i still cannot get his hair what is wrong w meeee #also his hands and feet are hard bcs im always focused on making everythig proportional #but gnomes arent proportional !!! he hands and feet are slightly bigger and puffy !!!! #ryoko kui give me your skill i need it to draw holm wearing linger- (gets run over by a truck) #vanya strawberry flavored #dunmeshi

[aqua2fana]

What donuts the Hargreeves’ siblings order at Griddy’s

Luther: Glazed bc he’s a basic bitch

Diego: chocolate with chocolate frosting

Allison: my heart says powdered sugar or coconut

Klaus: some cereal monstrosity or rainbow glazed every time def has sprinkles

Five: Boston cream or something espresso flavored

Ben: jelly filled or strawberry frosted

Vanya: Cinnamon sugar or those sour cream ones

#umbrella academy #griddy’s donuts #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #five hargreeves #ben hargreeves #vanya hargreeves

[madeofstardust17]

Part 2 of my tua birthday headcanons bc tumblr won't let me put it all in one.

Again, long post.

“Katie, was her name?”

Vanya flushes, but when no teasing comes her way a smile appears on her lips.

“Thanks guys”

Gifts done, let’s talk about CAKE.

Or cakes.

The Hargreeves are nothing if not overachievers, and Grace is not an exception.

She makes seven cakes, all different flavors.

Cheesecake for Luther.

Vanilla and Oreos for Diego.

Strawberry for Allison.

Fucking rainbow for Klaus, who almost cries of sheer joy when he sees it.

Marshmallow and peanut butter for Five (how she manages it, Five never finds out).

Three chocolates for Ben.

And a red velvet for Vanya.

The candles are all different: Luther turns 31, Diego and Vanya turn 30, Allison turns 32, Klaus and Ben turn 34, Five is 59.

Klaus wanted to put a 14 candle for Five also but the rest shut the idea down quickly.

Before they start to eat, Allison insists on taking a photo.

It's messy and a little fuzzy, but they manage to get them all in, including Grace.

They all have a copy, but they all think they're the only one.

Grace frames hers and puts it on her new room.

They all share the cakes, and like always, it escalates to the point of the inevitable war of ‘who-can-eat-more-cake-without-throwing-up’.

Klaus backs out almost immediately (even though it was totally his idea) because he lets Ben possess him for a while so that he can also eat cake.

After that he just sits quietly, laughing as his siblings stuff their faces.

Allison backs out too pretty soon, content with chatting with Klaus and Ben.

Diego and Vanya last a surprisingly long amount of time, but Vanya backs out because she sees Diego looking a bit green.

Diego, satisfied with being third also backs out, almost falling into a food coma.

Luther finishes his own cake before watching in amazement and fear as Five inhales his own and starts with Ben’s.

Luther backs out after finishing Allison’s and Diego’s, watching in silent awe along with the rest of the siblings as Five devours slice after slice.

They didn’t take into account just how much a fourteen year old could eat if given the opportunity.

Grace insists that she’ll clean up, but they all help anyway because Grace raised dysfunctional adults but she raised the best mannered dysfunctional adults ever.

After cleaning up, the siblings sit in the newly decorated living room (because the room was creepy and there was no tv).

They’re all sprawled on the couches, except for Klaus who’s on the carpet.

No one speaks as they slowly drift into a food coma, lazy and content.

Someone turns on the T.V at one point, but no one is watching the movie, not really.

When Grace goes to check on them, they’re all sound asleep.

Five is barely sitting up, leaning against Luther with his mouth slightly open, buried in a hoodie Grace knows is Diego’s.

Luther has his head knocked backwards, snoring softly. Vanya is resting her head in his lap, curled up in the little space that’s left between Luther and the armrest.

Diego and Allison are sprawled on the loveseat, Allison with her legs over Diego’s.

Klaus is sprawled like a starfish on the carpet, someone had placed a pillow under his head at some point, and a throw blanket has been thrown over him.

Ben is nowhere to be seen, but Grace knows he’s there.

“Good night, Ben dear” she whispers as she throws blankets over her children, kissing their foreheads.

It’s not much, but it’s the best birthday they can remember.

#the hargreeves #tua #the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy headcanons #siblings #the hargreeves siblings #the hargreeves headcanons #tua hc #tua headcanons #luther tua #luther hargreeves #diego tua #diego hargreeves #allison tua #allison hargreeves #klaus tua #klaus hargreeves #five tua #five hargreeves #ben tua #ben hargreeves #vanya tua #vanya hargreeves #sibling bonding #tua family #team zero #team zero headcanons #grace hargreeves #grace tua #grace is the best mom

[angst-fairygodmother]

🧠 for Hargreeves favorite ice cream flavors? 🤔

A/N: I love headcanons! This was a bit of a challenge, mostly by not making it sad (i.e. headcanons about the first, and/or in some cases last time they tried ice cream because I doubt Father of the Year Reggie ever got them ice cream) Word Count: 341

Luther likes the classics. A nice vanilla bean, maybe with some hot fudge and whipped cream and a cherry. Usually, he eats it from a dish, but sometimes if he’s feeling “indulgent” he’ll get a sugar cone

Diego likes to pretend he’s too cool for ice cream. However, he’s actually a huge fan, but doesn’t eat it often. His favorite flavor is probably cookie dough, in a classic sugar cone, no toppings. Now when it comes to other frozen treats like popsicles, it’s a different story: all orange creamsicles, all the time baby. They’re dessert, they’re a quick breakfast substitute, they’re a medicinal treatment (the cold feels good on a split lip). 

To Allison, ice cream really is a special treat (neither she nor Patrick wants Claire to be the type of child that expects dessert every night) so when she has it, she tends to go all out with luxury. Rich flavors, hot fudge, caramel. 

Though you might expect Klaus to be the sort to always go ham on it, he actually isn’t much of a fan of ice cream. For one thing, when he gets something to eat he prefers it to be hearty and filling since he doesn’t know when his next meal will be. For another, he prefers warm foods (like fresh waffles or cookies). 

Five likes coffee ice cream (duh) or mint chocolate chip, though never together. He’s not much for toppings, although a little whipped cream now and then or some chocolate sprinkles aren’t totally repulsive to him

Ben was a strawberry or black raspberry person. In a waffle cone (preferably a chocolate-dipped one), with rainbow sprinkles or mini m&ms. He has very specific tastes and will not apologize for them. 

Vanya’s a bit old school and likes flavors like vanilla bean or butter pecan. But mostly to her ice cream is a vessel. She’s really in it for the other sundae toppings like m&ms, gummy bears, strawberries in syrup, whipped cream, hot fudge. The more she can fit on there, the better.

#200 follower flash fiction marathon spectacular #nice and short and sweet #headcanons #The Umbrella Academy fic #tbh I wrote this pretty early on and have had it in my drafts waiting for the appropriate point on the list

[sereinsims]

Piper Harmon

top of her class and full of potential--this young witch is going places! if only she could figure out which direction...

character bio below :)

Age: 16

Family: Mom (Blythe Harmon) and cats (Alfred and Simon)

Best Friend(s): Vanya Beffley, Denise Falkner, Gideon Falkner, and Gwyneth Palham

Friends: Raegan Moore, Agate Willis, Maeve Penning, Conifer Bishop, Agnes Cain, and Constantine Elmore

Relationship Status: Currently single

Occupation: Blue Path Student at Somerlain Private Highschool

Loves: Libraries, stormy weather, stargazing, cats, the smell of old books, rain, jogging, being right, cranberry scones, thrifting, math

Hates: Big parties, messes in her room, violin practice, sand, orange juice, wet clothes, the smell of sunscreen, fake strawberry flavoring, poetry

Aspiration: Spellcraft & Sorcery

Traits: Arrogant, competitive, maker, and insider

#emoryfallscharacters

[evesbeve]

ok actual holiday req now: they eat shaved ice because five is an asshole who thinks ice in winter is acceptable. not even ice cream smh he needs to STOP

Listen I know this is from the holiday reqs but in my defense I finished it this in december and simply forgot to post it. I re-worked it a bit and tada!! Five and Ben being stupid. Hope you enjoy!!

Title: A Hazy Shade of Winter

Summary: Ben’s biggest mistake was thinking that hanging out with Five wouldn’t result in anything chaotic. But when Five settles on something, it’s final; even if it’s eating shaved ice in the middle of winter.

(Read on AO3 + FFN)

___

“I want dessert.”

Five’s words made Ben stop in the middle of the sidewalk. At that moment, he, too, wanted dessert more than anything in the world, but there were so many options, and it wasn’t just up to him.

Like many times before, Ben and Five had gone out to pay a visit to the library. It was a cold day, one of the coldest winter had to offer, and Ben looked like a snowman with all the layers he was wearing. It’s not my fault that I get cold easily, he’d told Klaus when he made fun of him before they left. The monsters in his stomach made it really hard for Ben’s temperature to stay up. They liked the cold.

Five, on the other hand, was doing just fine with Vanya’s old coat. He kept his hands in his pockets, and buried his face in the red scarf Mom had knitted for him when he was actually thirteen.

They were quite the pair, that was for sure; a seemingly 13-year-old boy with the attitude of an old man and a walking pile of clothes. It’d been fun though. They even checked out some shops before making it to the library, which was a first, especially for Five.

So yes. A waffle and a hot cup of chocolate sounded like a dream right about now.

And then it hit him.

“Oh, I know! There’s this really nice diner right around the corner,” Ben said, and took his hand out of his pocket to point to their left. “Not as good as Griddy’s, but—”

“No.” Five interrupted him. “I have a better idea.”

Ben would have tried to stop his brother, if he even could. But Five had reached out for Ben’s hand and teleported them both to the other side of town—his jumps were getting more and more strong, Ben noticed—and then proceeded to drag him into a coffee shop Ben had never seen in his life, ordering not one, but two cups of—

“SHAVED ICE?”

Number Six was rapidly losing every single one of the brain cells he had left. Was Five trying to get them killed? And what kind of coffee shop even sold shaved ice? During winter, of all times?

Ben’s eyes were pinned on the two colorful piles of ice in Five’s hands. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t find the right words to express himself.

“Enjoy,” Five said, handing one of the cups to Ben. They were back outside now, in the snowy streets, and Ben almost dropped the cup from shivering too much. He could have sworn it’d gotten colder.

Five shoved a plastic spoon into his ice, and then into his mouth. He didn’t even flinch.

“You’re kidding,” Ben finally said.

Five shrugged, eating some more. “You get used to it after a while.”

“After a while?” Ben said. “You’ve only had a spoonful so far—wait a second, you've done this before?!”

“A total of six—no…” Five looked to the side, placing his spoon on his lip, and frowned his eyebrows the same way he did when he was in deep thought. Then, he turned back to Ben. “About seven times, why?”

Ben took a deep breath. Five was playing a trick on him. That was all. There was no way his impulse control was worse than Klaus’, and Ben had seen Klaus do some really questionable things.

“Aren’t you gonna eat yours?”

“Why, interested in a second cup?” Ben asked, to which Five shrugged again. He shouldn’t have asked. “You know what? Why not.”

Next thing Ben knew, the ice was in his mouth. The brain freeze came not two seconds later, but the sweet artificial flavor of strawberry reminded him of these late nights when the two of them and Vanya would eat poptarts a little bit too much to hate it.

Fuck it, Ben thought and had another spoonful. He was going to regret it, and he knew it.

“Enjoying it?”

“Shut up.”

They both spent the next day sick and in bed.

#they are both idiots #i love them so much #evelina nonesense #eve's writing #writing requests #the umbrella academy #tua #ben #ben hargreeves #tua ben #the horror #number six #five #five hargreeves #tua five #the boy #number five #drabble #fanfic #fanfiction #liv

[shizuoi]

the sheer hype i feel about your multi-chap spirited away au is !!!!!!!!! (so much respect for the restraint you must have to not write them as loving siblings right away) and on an unrelated note: i have a headcannon (lowkey based on your first fic) that five would regularly go to griddys in the middle of the night to get donuts for vanya and ben and then wake them up so they could just hang out. what do you think their fave donut types are? i have some ideas but i'm curious if you had any!!

ahhh thank you!!! i’m so glad you’re excited, i’m frankly terrified bc this is the first multi-chap fic i’ve attempted in ages and i...actually have no idea where i’m going which is wILD and i can’t make them hug yet which is :(((

but YES!!! YES YES YES five would absolutely sneak out to grab doughnuts for them late at night, how else would he be able to play favorites while still maintaining his cocky “i think you are all equally idiotic” routine with his siblings? and oooh, i’ve never thought about about doughnut favs but i think...

five: either chocolate or those maple-glazed, he’s not too into the fancy stuff but he definitely has a sweet tooth

ben: glazed, the original, dependable tried and true flavor. alternatively, he is also a huge fan of doughnut holes and will inhale a whole bag if he isn’t stopped

bentacles (honorable mention): jelly doughnuts bc squishy and sweet and they’re the messiest :)

vanya: honestly, i think she’d be the least picky of the bunch and would just eat whatever ben and five haven’t snatched up, but she has a soft spot for anything with sprinkles. especially strawberry doughnuts with sprinkles!!

what were your doughnut headcanons?

#ask #chekovv #i was looking at doughnut types online and now...i want krispy kremes... :((((( #hongry

[dogbearinggifts]

The Hargreeves as Weird Al Horoscopes

All horoscopes are taken from the classic Weird Al Yankovic song “Your Horoscope for Today.”  All horoscopes are meant in good fun and not intended to insult a character unless that character’s name starts with R and ends in “eginald Hargreeves.” I have no idea why I’m posting this, I literally wrote it down in a fit of writer’s block and I don’t know if it’s even as funny as I thought it was at the time

Luther: Try to avoid any Virgos or Leos….with the Ebola virus. You are the true lord of the dance, no matter what those idiots at work say. 

Diego: Get ready for an unexpected trip when you fall screaming from an open window. Work a little bit harder on improving your low self esteem…you stupid freak. 

Allison: You will never find true happiness—whatcha gonna do, cry about it? The stars predict tomorrow you’ll wake up, do a bunch of stuff, and then go back to sleep. 

Klaus: The position of Jupiter says that you should spend the rest of the week facedown in the mud. Try not to shove a roll of duct tape up your nose while taking your driver’s test. 

Five: Now is not a good time to photocopy your butt and staple it to your boss’ face, oh no. Eat a bucket of tuna-flavored pudding and wash it down with a gallon of strawberry Quik.  

Ben: There’s travel in your future when your tongue freezes to the back of a speeding bus. Fill that void in your pathetic life by playing Whack-a-Mole seventeen hours a day. 

Vanya: All your friends are laughing behind your back….KILL THEM. Take down all those naked pictures of Ernest Borgnine you’ve got hanging in your den. 

Bonus

Leonard: Your birthday party will be ruined, once again, by your explosive flatulence. Your love life will run into trouble when your fiancee hurls a javelin through your chest. 

Reginald: All Virgos are extremely friendly and intelligent—except for you. Expect a big surprise today when you wind up with your head impaled upon a stick. 

#the umbrella academy #umbrella academy #tua #weird al #horoscopes #might delete later #sorry if unfunny #weird mood today

[dr-mizmix]

ICE CREAM (1/2)

TRIGGER WARING

Gore

13+

Enjoy!

Sometimes good people do bad things because they are in need. Sometimes bad people do good things because they feel pressured. There's a grey area between good and evil and the Umbrella Academy fills a great part of it. Sometimes some people just want to see the world on fire and when firefighters can no longer help, The Umbrella Academy is the one responsible of stopping these pyromaniacs.

Half the shopping center was already gone when they arrived at the scene. The flames that once roared fiercely, now remained dormant as the firefighters poured tons of water in an attempt of stopping the catastrophe. All bystanders had already been evacuated, filling the streets with the sounds of screams and sirens. Hargreeves piloted the helicopter to the roof where he dropped the five children.

"Number One, your mission is to move any rubles that may hinder your way" Luther complacently nodded. "Number Two, you shall stay alert and take down any possible attackers that you may see, hear or feel. Understood?" Diego was glaring at a corner when Hargreeves last words caught his attention. "Huh? Sure." Hargreeves sighed.

"Now, Number Three, it is vitally important for you to calm down all the citizens who were affected" Alison turned really upset. She wanted to go where the action was and spending her afternoon rumoring people wasn't her ideal plan. "I heard…" Hargreeves turned really fast and hit her in the mouth with a cane "Young lady, you will do as you are told. Attempting to use your powers on me won't get you anything." Alison's expression did not change but her eyes quickly became watery and her lips got swollen in a matter of minutes.

"As for you Number Four…" Klaus interrupted "Let me guess, I will be the lookout?" Hargreeves smiled "Actually, in this case you are going to be required" Klaus looked at him incredulous" One of the members was killed because his contacts with the police. And while we can't be a hundred percent sure they were right, we can safely assume he'll probably want to get some kind of revenge." Klaus tried to contain himself as he stared down and mumbled God knows what about what just happened.

"And lastly Number Six you must take down the remaining attackers in case you get the chance to sneak on them" Ben sighed. "Do I really have to?" "Number Six, you already know the answer to that question" Ben sighed again, this time placing his mask while doing it "I know."

The mission was successful. As successful as a bunch of children with superpowers capturing a group of pyromaniacs can get. Luther, as always did everything as he was told, no questions; Even though Diego had a harder time following orders he completed his task without complications; Alison complained a lot about her task. She tried to get away from it but in the end she finished it with a sore throat and exhausted; It's not a mystery that Klaus had a hard time. Not only the ghost he was trying to contact was a dick but also the place was full of other spirits who haven't been invited into Klaus' mind, but decided to get in anyway.

All said undoubtedly Ben got the worst experience out of the whole team. His prayers did not matter because in the end they were 'lucky' and they could sneak up on the pyros. Which meant he had to do his thing. Ben could feel how a monster moved around his stomach. He knew what was going to happen and before he could realize, it already had started. The creature erupted from his guts and grabbed the men violently, hitting them with the walls furniture and each other. He closed his eyes at the sound of the screams getting louder and louder. Then they stopped. He opened his eyes and found himself covered in all kinds of body bits and fluids, specially blood. Hargreeves announced their victory and they went back on their way home.

"Are you ok?" Ben looked to his side, it was Klaus. "Yeah, it's just that… Blood is so gross and you can't actually get it out" Klaus laid his arm around him. With his other hand he gave him a tissue. "You know what always cheers me up?" Ben smiled as he cleaned some of the blood from his face. "Let me guess. Ice-cream" Klaus gasped "How did you know?" "It makes up basically half your diet" Diego peeped his head from his seat "Are you guys talking about ice-cream? 'cause I wouldn't mind having some" Luther, who has just heard them, decides to join them "Yeah dad, can we please go get some ice-cream? It will bring up the teams unity and moral!" Hargreeves was not having it and was about to shut them down when suddenly Alison decided to get involved "I heard a rumor that after every mission we go to get some ice-cream" This time the old man didn't have time to shut her up so her willing became a reality. They stopped the closest ice cream shop and everyone got in line for an ice cream. Even Vanya.

Alison was the first one in the line after all she's the reason why they are allowed to be here "What flavor did you pick Luther?" Luther looked at the list of what it seemed like endless flavors "I don't really know, I might just stick with strawberry" "Boring! How about you Klaus?" Klaus was extremely concentrated on the ice-cream list, to a point where it would have been concerning if it wasn't Klaus. "Ugh. Nevermind. How about you Ben? Are you going to pick vanilla?" Ben smiled at her "Not this time" Alison was shocked "What? But I already ordered mine and I wanted us to have matching ice cream" Ben sticked his tongue out "This time I want to be a revel. I'm going with chocolate" Vanya who had remained silent this whole time raised her head "I ordered chocolate too! What a coincidence" "Is nobody going to ask me what did I order?" Diego mumbled from his chair, kind of pissed. "What did you order Diego?" Diego jumped of his chair trying to show of his banana split unfortunately bashing into the waiter who was bringing Vanya's ice-cream. "My ice-cream…" Ben, who already had his quickly tried to offer a solution "Here you can have mine" Vanya placed a sad smile "I can't accept it because then you won't have any" Ben smiled "I don't care" Vanya was already eating her new ice cream when Klaus came shouting "Do not worry siblings! Because I'm here to save the day" He takes out his double popsicle and offers half to Ben. When they try to break it in half, Ben gets a considerably bigger half and they all laugh.

#tua #umbrella academy #the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy klaus #umbrella academy klaus #the umbrella academy ben #tua klaus #umbrella academy ben #the umbrella academy diego #the umbrella academy luther #tua ben #umbrella academy diego #umbrella academy luther #klaus hargreeves #the umbrella academy alison #the umbrella academy vanya #tua diego #tua fanfic #tua fic #tua luther #umbrella academy alison #umbrella academy vanya #tua alison #tua vanya #the horror #the sèance #the kraken #the rumor #white violin #spaceboy

[fangirlqueenbee]

The Umbrella Academy members as Griddy's Donuts

BOSTON CREAM (Luther #1) - Unlike any other donut out there, the Boston cream donut is kind of like a hybrid between a custard donut and a chocolate frosted donut. Yet, somehow, when you put them together, it has 10 times the power of your average custard or chocolate frosted donut.

POWDERED SUGAR (Diego #2) - Powdered sugar donut has a sort of pillow-like texture that is pleasant, but the white powder just gets everywhere and makes a huge mess. Its sugar coating looks like a snowy cover, and we all know snow is magical.

FRENCH CRULLER (Allison #3) - French cruller is the delicate princess of donuts. With its distinctive twisted ridges and light, airy interior, cruller is for the most discerning donut lovers. As it is uncommon in many donut shops, finding it is an endless hunt for an elusive prey, interrupted only now and then by sugary success. The quest is always worth this sinfully delicious treat.

VANILLA SPRINKLES (Klaus #4) - A classic, but let's face it, a kid's dessert. While it is delicious for people of all ages, there comes a time when you're a little embarrassed to be ordering something with sprinkles on it. It's quite sad really, because sprinkles somehow elevate a donut from being boring to ridiculously fun. Rainbow colored sprinkles truly add a bit of excitement to your routine.

OLD FASHIONED (Number 5) - This classic treat has an irregular, indented ring shape, almost like a flying saucer. It is dense and cakey with crunchy outside and soft, fluffy interior. As the name indicates, this donut has been around for decades, and you would think its appeal is outdated, but true classics never go out of style.

APPLE FRITTER (Ben #6) - The apple fritter is warm, hearty, and full of delicious apple bits and lots of cinnamon and sugar. While this donut's appearance may not look like much, it's the inside that counts. Moist and full of flavor, an apple fritter has a scrumptious pairing of apple and cinnamon that will keep you warm and cozy. It is also big enough to share with a friend.

JELLY FILLED (Vanya #7) - Oozing with red strawberry jelly, the custard donut is the enemy of custard donut lovers. Why? Because it's often hard to tell what's inside the donut. We all know it's the worst feeling in the world when you bite into what you think is a custard donut, only to realize it's actually a jelly donut. There's always the risk of the jelly oozing out of the wrong place and landing on your clothes. You'll have to decide whether it's worth the risk.

#the umbrella academy #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #number five #ben hargreeves #vanya hargreeves #donuts #griddys donuts #the umbrella academy netflix #mine

[tempportal]

@frightes​​ said: 8 / 14 / 19 !

oh! thank you for asking!! 💙

08: What activity will make your muse nostalgic for their childhood?

Just being back in the Academy again and seeing his family on a day-to-day basis does a pretty good job of that -- of course, it probably doesn’t help that he’s walking around in the Academy uniform pretty much 24/7 -- but to get a little more specific, he can get a little sentimental whenever he makes / eats a peanut butter and marshmallow sandwich. It was his Special Secret Midnight Snack With Vanya™ when he was growing up, and it always makes him feel like a kid again.

And if he lingers too long in the Academy library, there’s a good chance he’ll get a little wistful -- he can’t even count all the Sunday afternoons he whiled away in there, with Ben at his side and a towering stack of books in his lap.

14: What’s their self-image like? Do they like their body? What makes them feel good in their skin?

For the first fifty-six years of his life, Five had next to no opinion on his body - sure, it carried him wherever he wanted to go, it could push through even when it was overworked or underfed, and it endured unendurable conditions even with all the odds stacked against it, and for that, he was certainly proud of his body, but he never really stopped to think about it too much beyond that. His body was his body, and that was all he had to say about it.

But with all the alterations and augmentations the Commission forced on him while he worked there, with all the things that the Handler forced on him while he worked there, and the accidental age regression he inflicted on himself when he jumped back to 2019, his feelings on his physical self have changed drastically. He struggles with the sense that his body is not his own -- that these hands aren’t his, that these bones aren’t his, that those eyes staring back at him from the cold glass of the mirror don’t belong to him, that he’s got something inside him that’s not supposed to be there.

It’s not just that his body doesn’t feel like his. It’s that his body doesn’t even feel like a body anymore. He feels like all the awful, unlivable things he suffered in the apocalypse and all the atrocities he endured and actively committed during his days in the Commission have left him something inhuman and, as a result, he fails to see himself as a person - he’s an instrument through which the apocalypse can be stopped, the world can be saved, his family can be protected, and he treats himself and his body with a reckless disregard that borders on intentional self-destruction. There is nothing he will not do to himself if he believes it will achieve his goal.

Ultimately, Five finds it extremely difficult to take care of his body -- it doesn’t feel like a body, it doesn’t feel like his body and, if he’s being completely honest with himself, it doesn’t feel like something that is worth taking care of.

19: Favorite ice-cream flavor?

Mint chocolate chip! Occasionally, he dabbles in strawberry, and he’s also That Basic Bitch Who Likes Vanilla™, but he usually just bounces around between these three, and it’s rare that he ever tries anything new - when he does, it’s usually because one of his siblings prodded him into it.    

thank you again for asking!! these were some super-cool questions I had never considered before, so it was fun to sit down and think about them! 💙💙💙 

#frightes #here's your quid pro quo ; ( answered ) #that's one badass stapler! ; ( headcanons ) #a first rate pragmatist ; ( meta )

[vanyafresita]

practicing how to draw holm... he is sooooo cute.....

#holm kranom #dungeon meshi #he is SOOOO round and love shaped im going to bite him #left pose is weird as fuck cuz i didnt look at a reference can u tell #noticing a lot of errors now too i made and some stuff i should change for next time i draw him #his left arm holding the book...... what is up with the shoulder oh noooo i rlly needed a reference huh #his head is not as round... gotta make it a lil longer.... #legs should be way thicker..... #hair not as curly ? ive been looking at different references and sometimes its pretty curly and sometimes its straight af idk man #i gotta make him more fat in general but thats just my preference lol #my art #dunmeshi #vanya strawberry flavored #edit: okay im making this unrebloggable bcs i realised this SUCKS and its ugly af i need to draw him again lol

[happytearmydear]

PSA

ive just moved accounts to @vanyafresita !! If you want to follow me there, go ahead ! I will make now a list of some of my best mutuals and follow you there !!

I wont delete this blog tho, i will leave it untouched !! i just want a fresh new start where i tag things properly tbh ahaha

#vanya strawberry flavored

[vanyafresita]

some time ago i saw @partycoffin make a tiny home out of clay, and it was sooo cute that i decided to make myself a little clay box shaped as home to keep my wally company ^_^

#welcome home #wally darling #i made it a few days ago but forgot to share it on here oops #its air dry clay btw !! i havent done a lot with it so i wasnt sure if it was going to turn out well- but it did ! so im showing you guys : #its so small... i think i will put one piece of candy inside tee hee #also !!! my friend gifted me this wally !!! he is the best <3 he sits on my lap when i watch youtube videos ehehe #vanya strawberry flavored

[vanyafresita]

do you care about him

#I AM INSAAAAANNEEEEEEE #SHAKES U AND CRIES AND SCREAMS #READ DUNGEON MESHI AND FALL IN LOVE WITH HOLM AND DRAW HIM IN SITUATIONS AND SHOW MEEEEE #I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH #BANGS HEAD AGAINST WALL WHY IS HE SOOOOO 💕🧡💓🤍💝💖💜💘💛💚❣️💞 #im trying to draw more traditional art practicing w that thing about only using ink pen and not pencil so i cant erase #it IS working which makes me mad cuz ive avoided doing it for so long bcs im so dependent on erasing and im such a perfectionist #but i need to learn to accept mistakes and LET THEM BE and continue drawing #i need to make 1000 bad drawings in a day instead of one good drawing in a whole month cuz it will REALLY help me improve #anyways smiles PLEASE BE INSANE WITH ME ABOUT HOLM #vanya strawberry flavored #dunmeshi #my art

[vanyafresita]

oh the homoeroticism and sexual tension of suffering the horrors while having an unknown entity stuck inside ur body that talks to you and controls your sight and left arm...

#listening to malevolent.... licks lips #starting ep 7 now lets goooo #malevolent #vanya strawberry flavored