#i miss being active sm :'((

[triona-tribblescore]

I WANNA DRAAWW!! RAHHHGG!! Absolutely swamped with college work, im so tired TT (hence whatever tf this is lmao)

#posted this doodle on twitter yesterday but it's still very relevant today #fr cant do anything until I get 12 posters drawn make my homemade paper and finish/publish my 200 page book I'm gonna- #Send help #i miss being active sm :'(( #SORRY TO THE 60+ ASKS IN MY INBOX I PROMISE ILL GET TO YOU SOON <333 #anyway I hope everyone else is doing ok #sending love #(also husk please- stay off the internet lmao) #angel dust #angel dust fanart #husk #husk fanart #huskerdust #huskerdust fanart #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #tribbleart #<3

[waterdeepthroat]

i know i kinda have a reputation to uphold as an astarionposter but like. he's not even my fav character in bg3...

#my ranking of the companions would be: #1. shadowheart 2. jaheira 3. lae'zel 4. astarion 5. wyll 6. halsin 7. karlach 8. gale and then minsc/minthara bc i haven't recruited either #idk i just really love how jaheira was portrayed in bg3 and i feel like she doesn't get enough love #+ lae'zel's story arc may not be as compelling to me personally as astarion's but. gith lore is like my absolute fav thing and i love her s #and i've already talked loads about how shadowheart is my no. 1 #re: wyll i actually really like him and he would've been ranked higher if i hadn't played early access. i miss his more playful side tbh #halsin ranks higher than karlach or gale because of how much his being canon polyam means to me. also he's funny as hell #karlach and gale's stories just didn't resonate as hard with me ig?? i love them all they're just not my favs #there's literally no companion i actively dislike which is v strange bc in most games i usually HATE at least one. #in dao i HATED sten. in da2 it was seb. in dai it was cassandra. in poe2 it was pallegina. in nwn2 it was bishop. in wotr it was daeran #anyway i could go on and on about how larian made fundamentally flawed but still likable characters. i just love them sm. #edit: even though gameplay-wise wotr is one of my top games ever. i actively hated like half of the companions lmao #lmk if you want me to make a post about who i like and why in pfwotr bc i am Very Opinionated

[kaedthoughts]

i want to be horny and say slutty things on the internet but all i'm getting is fax noises and anxiety

#whyyyyyyyy #i miss being active #ftm nsft #t4t nsft #ftm ns/fw #ftm sub #ftm bottom #t4t bottom #ftm pet #t4t bd/sm #queer nsft #kaedthoughts

[stinkrascal]

this trip to colorado has been so eye opening because it has taught me that i could literally never live here

#WOWWWW my stomach. my LUNGS. it is so hard to breathe here 😭😭😭 #the elevation and my life ruining anxiety have been in constant dispute since we got here #actually it wasnt so bad when me and bf were w our friends but when we met up w his family at the airbnb yea suffering began #love his family sm but these people are awful at planning stuff #they think the best way to have a relaxing vacation is by *checks notes* #only scheduling activities that are three hours away from our airbnb 10000 ft in the air on a huge mtn ! #because i just love being in a car for six hours every day praying the car doesnt crash over a massive cliff 😭😭😭 #yeah im suffering you really cant take the country out of the girl huh. I MISS MY SWAMP!!! #im still having fun btw but fuck mountains holy shit theyre so scary and i CANT BREATHE. canned air ily #going from louisiana which is the 2nd lowest elevated state to colorado which is the most elevated is ummm rough to say the least!! #k bye now i’ll see y’all in two days when im finally home rotting away in my bed xo #just needed 2 complain for a sec

[lannisterdaddyissues]

hi mar i just wanted to say i miss you and i hope everything’s going well in your life rn!! 😘😘

cal i miss you too sm and everyone else 🥺🥺🥺 thank u sm for checking in, you're the best ever i swear <3333

things are going pretty decent rn, i have good grades and i just submitted one application to nursing school so i can't complain! i'm relatively busy but mainly i just don't have the energy to maintain a super active blog lately with school and everything, i feel bad 😭😭

#i miss everyone sm and im sorry for never being on bc ik yall miss me too my brain's just Tired of the internet and needs a break #being active in fandom 24/7 for more than a year started to exhaust me after a while #but im still here to talk to my friends and share the love!!!!! if i miss something u post/tag me in/message me just remind me!!! #chances are if i dont reply its bc i was planning to do it later and forgot to not bc i hate you #ask #reply #calkale #mutual

[harrylights]

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#gonna try and make an actual effort to be more active here bc like #i love y’all sm but i feel like me disappearing sm has just #idk #like. i get so in my head about things like do these ppl still think of me as friends??? can i still tag them in things??? #and honestly idek ghdhjsks #things have just been so up n down lately and my brain is being mean and it’s hard to keep up w anything rn but i miss u guys sm #it’s been like a year since i started being active in the fandom again #and fr y’all got me thru sm #i’m so grateful for every single one of u fr #anyway #rowyn rambles

[feua]

*taps mic* this thing on?

#r.txt #hi hi hi i miss being active sm i hate school :| #i still need a new computer too cause rn i cant run sims with anything installed it sucks ass #im excited for infants tho!!!! and the new pack im foaming at the mouth why do they make us pay for basic game things its so lame but wtvr!! #im just popping in for a min im on spring break but i still have hw :'(( #just a few more months and maybe i can get a job and save enough for a new pc lets hope #im taking a photoshop/illustrator class and i rly hate my prof i havent learned anything i didnt already know #and we have to use MACS :| actually wanna fight its me vs apple products till i di #e #ive been playing vanilla for a bit and its not as fun but its alright #ive uploaded some houses to the gallery if anyone is interested ig i could post those to be semi active #i have literally sm to do in my life i hate being old (19) im basically dead #i say it every time but im going to make my return one day i swear it i love this community despite its many many flaws i miss everything #unfortunatly i have to deal w an 8-5 school schedule twice a week the rise and grind mindset is not for me #if i get time i might try to post more silly updates ive been doing but for now au revoir (adios) (im into tfb now smile) #ok bye aggain 4 nowsies

[unproduciblesmackdown]

one in a million when i watch smthing in the horror genre and don't end up disappointed to/and/or pissed off about it so like "also yeah i liked it. ooo" is like relative to that an off the charts rave review of media of the millennium. also i did think about mh a lot along the way so would recommend its affect/effect if you like mh's horror too

#i didn't realize at first that's the director/creator tim's qrting. thought a rando went ''i love mh'' & he went ''& i love smthing else'' #saw this a few weeks ago while also like writing or drawing or smthing like oh good plot's beside the point? b/c i'm splitting this focus #even checking in w/recaps was both like oh ok i missed that / didn't realize xyz could be a Thread or something but each of the like three #or four recaps i went over Also saw points differently in terms of even like; who was there or said what lmfao. or noting sm detail at all. #i went ''oh worm?'' at some early shot that may or may not have even gone mentioned by any of them. depending lol. doesn't matter #anyways we don't have time for tags media analysis except that i'll count this as: once again horror for children wins. even tho it's... #not rated? well anyways you know. probably generally not advisable for children as a direct audience lmao. however #like yes as per the premise as a child we've all experienced this [the media] anyways. perturbing summons dreams we've all had em #anyhow fr i'd even struggle to think of horror movies i'd say i mostly liked / would or did rewatch but still wasn't like. i disliked major #elements / choices to the point of being pissed off abt it. so many movies i can't be bothered to watch b/c i already know specifics like #i don't like or respect any of you people. or choices or elements or premises or executions or effects. not even interested fr like lord... #but often what has better odds are mediums that Aren't straightforwardly tv / film. like i'd compare mh to a series of several movies and #that's also imo largely a more apt categorization than saying it's an ARG or smthing but anyways like i'd recommend it to someone sure.... #rare to be like yeah a movie was enjoyable. & if you already liked mh then that's a useful reference point here #which like usually i'd use mh as a categorical tag but idk i guess actually it's actively popular nowadays lmfao i really don't know #posting is already exhausting like whew but this one's for whosoever happens to follow me i guess #which is possible? nonzero ppl arrived for mh but unlikely lmfao. but also ppl see it on their own anyways coincidentally. #and you never know who observes the posts like hell yeah for an anon enjoying niche akd theatreposting who is to me ambiently out there #really odd the other day seeing an mh reblog like ''??? huh. i made that eons ago; then'' & people in the tags talking abt some repost like #on the one hand that Original Source post is two layers of deactivated blogs so a repost could be archival. but if they don't say as much #i.e. that it's even from a different source then that's not exactly it then is it. but also that even finding an original document For OP #is like. oh yeah that's me actually. but then knowing & technically saying as much doesn't / didn't actually affect me as that op lol #just kind of archival on both ends then. vs someone else in the tags saying they saw it on fb 9 yrs ago? definitely didn't post it there #my true op experience: keeping it nicheposting & just kind of saying sm shit & maybe some people are out there nodding thoughtfully #oh also in case fyi. that's tim as in actor playing [also tim] in mh. & did some writing for mh & other such behind the scenes efforts also #every time i look at the text in this post i notice a new typo of mine. get it tgoether (organic typo there. so; lol)

[arklay]

so are my text posts like this just shadowbanned or something & my reblogs arent? i don’t think it works that way, but i’ve just been noticing some things for months & its making me very uneasy idk

#leah.txt #i know i haven’t been as active on here due to a lot paranoia from the end of last year & also because my health dropped again #it has been easier on twitter because i haven’t had to like organise things and scrolling here has just been a lot harder idk how to explain #it. organising tags and things has just been a lot at the moment #i miss all my mutuals sm i feel bad for not being on here and being able to support people like i once did so im sorry #i would say pls put them in my tracked tag i want to see everything !!! but i think it’s broken again :(

[astermath]

i need to work bc i need the money from this summer job real bad but god it SUCKS getting home and being too tired to read or write anything,, it feels like i’m letting ppl down ahdkdkd

#ooc #aster speaks #slight rant ig #i miss being super active on tumblr #maybe i still am #idk #i miss reading more #i love it sm #I’ll def be making more moodboards tn tho! #i’ve been loving everyone’s requests <3

[astrxealis]

hi good evening i disappeared for most of the day after rambling a lot bcs i suddenly felt super lonely and tbh it isn't. fully gone and it never will be but also i'm doing better now. also hi new zero theme even if i said i would do a ffxiv or gbf theme. also i almost forgot to say hence this is added into this post but yeah i disappeared and wrote a lil for my wol for bits in msq where she is dreadfully alone and you’d think letting out my feelings would help and it kinda did but what helped most was me fixing the docs with the layout and all haha i’m kind of a workaholic methinks. also i’ll finish gbf main story soon i promise. also i’m sleeping before 1 am today as well i promise

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #also hi i will never stop rambling Hashtag I Love To Talk Even If I Feel Like No One Listens Sometimes Which Is Okay (Mostly) #and hi i made like a bunch of zero icons recently so i was like yo i want to use this so i then also made a gif (wholly made by me <3 #except for the video ofc being taken from the official cutscenes of the game ofc. i think.) yeah <3 #i really want to get more into all kinds of editing so i'll do more notion and gdocs stuff soon alongside tumblr editing sb actually being #active soon and i'll start making more gifs and all but tbh idk either bcs i might just compile them all for myself because i prefer it #that way but yeah i'd love to do stuff for friends and mutuals and literally anyone so hi that is that #okay i will stop rambling now! i finished my chem hw w/o breaking down so that's great. also i lov my mom sm mwah #also for the first time in so long she made the mango graham thing again and i am sad she didnt call for me to help bcs i miss doing that #but idm bcs it is so fun to eat also it is almost the weekend and i want to do my homework in advance but also write and game and do sm #but i will uh fr stop rambling for now. also in advance hii good night

[maritasdump]

I MISS YOUUUU

*SHAKES YOU* BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

#GOSH I MISS BEING ACTIVE HERE AND I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS SM #raise your hand if your life gets more and more hectic the more you grow up #*raises both hands* #marita asks #homies #honneibun

[tahdashi]

i will post this lil oikawa drabble and then get my beauty rest

#i've been too active today #i was bored :( #i missed being on here sm #sayu speaks

[arolesbianism]

Every now and then I have to remember I got into oni for the gameplay. I bought the game solely because the gameplay looked interesting to me. Even once I realized there was lore I actively decided I didn't care enough to go through it. I fell down the rabbit hole on Accident. And it's all because I read scientist Bubble's journals and realized that onis story was the most me bait thing I've ever seen Ever

#rat rambles #oni posting #to be clear the main reason I was actively avoiding getting into the lore is that I wasn't feeling ready for a new interest yet #in fact after I read the lore I tried to not dig deeper for that same reason and well. I failed. #and Im glad I did oni makes me absolutely insane it has like Everything I like in stories #the only think we're missing is complicated sibling relationship but its ok I can fix that with some bullshitting #I love oni sm from both a game and story perspective alas it shares in its bretheren dont starve in having a horribly out of date wiki #oh wendy my boy Ill go write down all of your missing dialogue at some point #wendy got to be my break in the formula by being my first male blorbo since lancer according to my hcs lol #but then I went right back to the usual formula with olivia lol wendy is still my beloved but he will remain one of a kind #which reminds me I should think abt olivia in the constant more at some point and the weirdly depressing quotes I could give her #pulling out the gun that is oni earth being a smoggy hellscape to make olivia go :o at normal ass rain #gotta love rain that isnt mildly acidic and painful #also. sits. what do we think abt the dupes breaching to the surface and olivia seeing the stars for potentially the first time ever #I think abt it. I think abt it a lot.

[harrylights]

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#lmao not to post a selfie and then immediately be like i can’t stop crying 🤪 #but i can’t stop crying since i talked w my mum about grief/dad stuff and no matter what i do it’s just There and i hate this!!!! #been having dreams w him in it every night for the last week except for last night #all i can do is crochet and try to keep myself distracted by things i know won’t set me off #and tbh sometimes there are posts here that do so i’m just. coping idk #i miss y’all i miss being active here sm #but i’m just so exhausted my dudes #at least i got my crocheting to keep me occupied lmao #anyway. ily #rowyn rambles

[pogueswrld]

i miss and love u so much i hope you’re doing well <333

hi baby :( miss you so much as well, I’m so sorry for not reach out lately, uni’s been kicking my butt extra hard :((

#I miss being actually active on socials and writing and connecting with people again #but I’m also grateful to be focused on my studies and stuff #I just gotta learn how to balance this ig #miss u sm ari :( #moots #answered