#i miss someone dearly

[goodgrlshelby]

#i miss someone dearly #why is it so hard #good girls love too much #heartache #i miss your voice #fuck #this

[mellowwpuphub]

#where the lost things go #I miss someone dearly #someone who’s past #someone dear to my heart #❤️‍🩹✨🫂🥺 #Youtube

[mimaoartz]

i'm quite literally delusional but thats okay!!!!! they're happy and married in my eyes!!!!!!! no divorce!!!!!

#wallmark #regretevator #regretevator fanart #regretevator wallter #regretevator wallmark #regretevator mannequin mark #regretevator mark #i miss them so dearly #i want to SOB about them with someone pleasepleasepleaseplea

[cerise-on-top]

Ooh, what if Price/Ghost/Gaz/Laswell came across their childhood best friend? Reuniting with reader who was there for them through thick and thin, until they joined the military and lost contact 🙏

I've been reading/re-reading some of your works!! They're so good! Also, I'm sorry those teenagers were pricks to you, hope you have some better days soon!

Hello! I have to say, I'm genuinely surprised anyone reads my rambles in the tags, I didn't think anyone would, but thank you! You don't know how much I appreciate it! Today was already a much better day, which is why I decided to write and post two requests today! This is a lovely request, very nice! Love me some platonic stuff as well! Sometimes all you need is a good friend by your side!

Price, Gaz, Ghost and Laswell Come Across their Childhood Best Friend

Price: He actually thinks about you from time to time, more often than he’d like to admit. You were a good person in his eyes, always there for him no matter what he went through, which is something he could appreciate. His childhood wasn’t particularly bad, but he had some days where he would have loved to simply throw in the towel, which is normal, though. Price was a rowdy guy when he was young, so you likely either went along with some of his ideas or were kind enough to talk him out of them. Either way, he appreciated having you around, so seeing you again would be quite the surprise, he didn’t think he ever would again. If he’s on a mission, then the talk will be kept short, but afterwards he’ll make sure to seek you out again, catch up a bit and ask you how you’ve been. Price didn’t expect to have missed you this much, but he only realized that once he saw you. You’ll either be going to one of the cafes you used to visit nearby, or maybe sit down on a park bench and maybe eat some sandwiches together, just like you used to during the good old times. Since you’d likely be around his age, so roughly 37-38, you’d have a lot to tell. Roughly 22 years you need to catch up on. He’s willing to talk to you, tell you about his career, how he's been doing, about the people he’s met and how he’s feeling. Considering this much time has passed, there’s a good chance you’ve both mellowed out quite a bit, but it isn’t unpleasant, you’re both mature people now. He likes hearing about everything you’ve accomplished, it’s like you became a new person during all those years. It’s so lovely to him, he sort of can’t believe it. Whether it’s a coincidence, or maybe you sought him out, it doesn’t matter, spending time with you again brings back all those memories he thought he had since forgotten about. He laughs, he smiles, he frowns. He’s a bit more expressive with you, but really wants to reminisce about the good old times. Even so, he hopes to be able to see you again more often, so you’ll likely exchange numbers. This time he tries to make sure to not lose contact with you and will text you every once in a while.

Gaz: When he was a child, Gaz was a lot calmer than he is today, a very quiet kid. He had always been a good boy, a gift in the eyes of many, but he wasn’t as active a child as one would imagine. Ergo he didn’t have very many friends until he became older either, but he was loyal to the few he did have. You were one of them. As you slowly started to grow apart, he started to miss you, but didn’t want to bother you either, as much as he would have loved to do so. So I’m sure you can imagine the surprise on his face when he found you at the mall the two of you would hang out in during rainy days. Gaz has become more confident, so he’d immediately walk up to you once he recognises you and start talking. Like Price, he’d be pleasantly surprised to just see you in such a mundane place, but won’t question it. Or complain about it either. In fact, if you’re not carrying anything heavy, he’d be the one to suggest going out to eat or drink something. Again, either a small and quiet cafe or a small restaurant. Maybe you’d go to a place you liked when you were kids, if it’s still open. Regardless, it’d be hard to get him to shut up with how excited he is to have you around. It’s a calm kind of excitement, but he’s happy, and that’s what’s important. It’s very likely that he’ll pay for your food, even if you insist he shouldn’t, but it’s not like he has any other use for his money. Chatting with him about the good old times is very sweet, he likes to bring up all the good things. But eventually, he’ll thank you for everything you’ve done for him and how happy he was to have you as a friend. Considering there were very few people who tried to get to know him, he was quite lonely, but you fixed that. You made everything better. From the pain on his knee when he fell as you gave him a band-aid, to the pain in his heart when the other children ridiculed him. Like Price, he’ll ask you if you want his number so you could continue to keep in contact with each other. He knows it’ll likely never be the same again, but he can pretend everything is as good as it used to be back when he was young. He’d love to spend time with you again.

Ghost: This man has had one of the worst childhoods imaginable. He was abused by his father, and the only friends he had aside from you were his mother and his brother. Barely anyone was kind towards him or accepted him considering he had always been the weird kid. No one but you wanted to spend time with him. Needless to say, Ghost had taken a liking to you when he was younger. You spent your time with him, you even defended him when some of the other kids ridiculed him. And now, 12 years later, he finds you running after a coin you accidentally dropped on the ground, bumping into him as you did so. He’d be wide eyed at first, a bit quiet as well. Once you left he never would have thought he’d ever find someone like you again, but here you were, just as quiet and surprised to see him. Ghost would pick up the coin for you and ask you how you’ve been. It had been a while. Although he’s not usually one to smile, especially not in public, you could see him faintly do so. He’s become a quiet man, so he won’t be talking too much about everything, especially not everything that happened after he joined the military, but he’s more than willing to talk to you about other matters. His life has become better over the past few years, but that doesn’t mean he isn't scarred still. He’ll offer you a walk to just about anywhere, really, even if the final destination will always end up being one of the places you used to hang out in as children. An abandoned house, a park, a mall. Manchester is a fairly large city, so there’s much to see. It would be a bit rough to catch up with him entirely, but he loves to hear about everything you’ve accomplished. You’ve become such a mature person, it warms his heart to see how far you’ve come in life. Back then, when everything was so bleak, when neither of you thought you’d see your 28th birthdays, everything was different. But now, you’re smiling at him as you’re drinking your milkshake. You seem to be better off, and so is he. It makes him nostalgic to see all of this, but he’s happy. Ghost will offer you to come to his home if you want. Even now, he still loves you dearly as a friend and couldn’t be happier about the fact he’s found you again by chance.

Laswell: When she was young she was a healthy mix of rowdy and good. While she never caused much trouble, she did stand up for herself when she needed to. However, this alone was enough to get the attention of some awful people. People either liked her or hated her, there usually was no inbetween for them. Some people did try to bully her, but it never ended well since she would fight for herself, plus she had some good friends who would do the same for her. However, none of them could compare to you, as you were her best friend. All her joys she would celebrate with you, and all of her sadness she would share with you. Back then, things were simpler, something small meant the end of the world, but you always had each other’s backs. Laswell tries to not think about you too much since you slowly drifting apart is quite painful to her. As she grew older, she learned to live with the pain and it didn’t bother her as much. Still, she was very happy when you were sending her a message after all this time. She may have been at work, but responded to you immediately, having missed you just as much as you missed her. Once you meet up it’s evident you’ve both grown a lot older. Laswell has been working for the CIA since her twenties, so it’s been almost thirty years. You have a lot to catch up on, but you take your time, eating at a fancy restaurant and spending hours there, laughing at everything that’s happened. Laswell would show you photos of all the places she’s visited during her downtime. She’s seen almost the entire world, some of it with her wife, some of it without her. Although she doesn’t usually tell people she’s married, to another woman too, she knows you’re a safe person, you’ve always accepted her as she was. Considering how happy you looked when you saw her wife, she continued to tell you about the world. But you get your chance to tell her about everything that’s happened to you as well. If the conversation goes especially well, Laswell might invite you to a few outings every once in a while, after you’ve met up a few more times. Plus you get to meet her wife eventually as well, which is a real privilege. Considering how much she loves her and wants to protect her, not many know about her. It’ll be fun either way since you get to make more memories together again.

#cod #cod x reader #john price #john price x reader #price x reader #kyle gaz garrick #kyle gaz garrick x reader #gaz x reader #simon ghost riley #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost x reader #kate laswell #kate laswell x reader #seeing that someone read my rambles actually really cheered me up yesterdy so thank you for that! #this request was really sweet. I have a friend who I miss so dearly even now #I still dream of her from time to time. she was my best friend but I never was hers #Sometimes I wish I had the guts to text her but I'm awkward and can't hold a conversation to save my life so I'll have to live like that #oh well! it happens unfortunately! wish it didn't though! #anyway as much as I love to romance the lads and the lasses there's something so wholesome about friendship too! #especially a really good one where you can goof around and have fun and give each other sweet gifts! #Love friendship! friendships are fun! I'm glad I get to write platonic stuff every once in a while as well! #I'm not a romantic person at all irl but I can appreciate a good friendship! #thank you for this request it was very cool and epic!

[moeblob]

I think Gepard would also probably like to pick him up by the scruff like a kitten (and throw him in jail) !

Thank you for the compliment @durasposts ;w; I have been enjoying doodling Sampo so I am glad he's been appreciated!

#honkai star rail #sampo koski #trailblazer #gepard landau #not actually meant to be ship art but whatever floats your boat in regards to them ??? #i dont really follow many people on tumblr but i do know on Another Site ive seen fanart of silly belobog boys #many a time so i assume its very popular #too each their own and the trailblazer is just there to be impressed with lifting the much taller male even taller #the way people describe being fond of a character has grown progressively more bizarre to me #and i love it so much tbh ... i like the weird ways of admitting you like a character #im so boring and say oh i like this guy and then others i want to pick him up by the scruff of his neck #or someone i dearly love telling me i wanna swing him around like miss trunchbull would #and im like you know what the oc the person said it about im like thats really fair tbh

[pansear-doodles]

#sadly i did not grow up with the papa louie games #i fucking love games where you get to customize shit and or own a pet #but sometimes i just play flash games that were cutesy and or pleasing to look at #i didnt like games where it has membership on it because it was so limiting to me as a child and i was poor #so i was very spotty with club penguin animal jam and moshi monsters but i still played them at some points nonetheless #for the multiplayer ones i would often play them with my cousin we would all sit on the same computer butting each others heads #newgrounds was too inappropriate for us at the time so i didnt grow up with that. just flash games found in a website called y8 and y3 #i miss the facebook games so dearly. happy pets was destroyed to the ground by corporate greed and laziness. #horror shooter and generally gory games disturb me as a child. i would rather look for games with cute and easy going themes #anyway ill be surprised if theres someone out there who has played all of these games.

[madamescarlette]

don't you love when you're like, okay now I'm going to leave this sorrow in the old year so I don't turn into a crotchety bitter person over it, and then you walk on feeling all refreshed and bright no longer carrying it on your shoulders, but then the sorrow wanders after you like a child who was lost in the supermarket weeping its eyes out and it says to you where did you GO I was lost! I was lost and I missed you!!! and you can only sigh and take it by its hand and say to it very well. here's your seat. I'm sorry I left you behind, I promise it was with the best of intentions, but I want to do my best by you, so let's sit together and try to figure out what you're saying to me.

#thinking out loud #i'm truly like. ok i'm mostly fine i'm a little bit going through it because it's harshest month of winter and it's always weird this month #but i just think it's so funny that i have to be like OH you don't suddenly stop....hurting over something because you decided to! #if you were missing someone who was important to you two months ago by golly you probably still will two months from then!! #weird how that be! anyway #it's funny to me because it's like the opposite of object impermanence #i used to think i was all heart no head and that there's a part of me that went hard in the opposite direction to counteract that #but i am still as much as heart as i ever was except now i have my logical side going yip yip girl we gotta go!!! let's go!!! #and the heart is like holding up a shakey hand going oh lads you go on without me...i just need to catch my breath for like....15 years #anyway anyway. the narrative is indeed kind but that doesn't mean that it doesn't sting sometimes #but! we can do the best that we can and take our troubles by their hands and learn what we can from them and it will all be okay in the end #(i hope this post isn't too complainy or miserable. i may take it down later but i feel the need to say it somewhere.) #regardless of that. happy Friday my friends I love you all dearly bless you for being near me <3 <3

[the-mighty-nappa]

The end of the best TTRPG campaign i've been a part of is coming up in the next few weeks and because of events my character is not going to survive the final fight so they're taking their final week of downtime to bond more with the entire party and write letters addressed to each of them for afterwards. I am fucking FAILIONG at holding back my tears for the first time in regards to a campaign story and the actions of my character and it's fucking killing me. I could not be happier to have been a part of my friends schizophrenic nightmare that he's been running stuff for on and off for the past decade and I can not wait to see the next arc for Kalter.

#if someone from this campaign ever stumbles upon this post i'm glad to have been on this journey with you #each and every one of them brought something unique to the table and story that made it so easy to get drawn into and lost in #all the stupidity in the start that slowly became majorly relevant at the end #the NPCS that felt alive #the world that felt lived in #the buildings you can easily imagine #I'm going to miss it dearly as I looked forward to it every sunday #and it helped me a lot during the times where I could barely stand the thought of being alive #I loved every second of it #ttrpgs #pathfinder #Kalter #Kalter gaming

[cashweasel]

They make running away from the paparazzi look so sexy 🥴

( @sysba 🥰)

#ocs #can I interest you in some galen art in these trying times? jdkskdjfj #it kills me tw galael is smiling straight at the cameras and valen is hiding from her bad decisions loll 😭 #jk she likely wasn’t in the mood or just flicking her hair #she loves her bad decision very dearly she would never be embarrassed of him<3 #and they’re very good looking too! you won’t catch ugly galael ever they simply don’t exist #made me think of those memes where someone wld try to snap an ugly pic of a dude and he’s smoldering in every single one of them #😭 #I would argue that their 0.5 forehead pics on valen’s phone are also pretty #also tiktok girlies were so right about blonde highlights on red hair 10/10 she looks hot and slutty as fuck #anyways I love these clowns they mean a lot to me actually #been a while since I doodled them a finished drawing #have a bunch of wips tho I should finish them bc these blorbos always deserve more art and I miss em #galen #my art #they’re the IT couple fr #put them on a top 5 celebrities of the season article #<<<< now I wanna draw them naked with a fur coat on the cover of a magazine #… 🧍‍♂️please god I have work to do

[wysteriaisapenguin]

I saw the post of Thomas after he left sodor in your railway roundabout AU (I think that’s what it’s called) and that got me thinking, what would happen if Thomas decided to come back to sodor? (Maybe just to see a special someone again 😏)

I remember I had this ask in my inbox a while ago. I never got to respond to it, but I think it’s relevant here!

So yeah, as a surprise, Thomas decides to come back to Sodor for a visit. When he first arrives in Vicarstown, Rosie, who just happened to finish her shunting, is the first one who greets him. She doesn’t recognize him at first since she never met him, so she is taken aback when she realizes that she was just talking to the man she had always looked up to. And now she finally gets to meet him in person! He’s just a lot more laidback than she thought he would be.

Thomas is very nice to Rosie and asks her if he can hitch a ride on her engine and see what has changed on the island. Rosie is more than happy to and they have a good time together. Later, they both head to Knapford Station so that Thomas can meet his old friends again. No one expected him to come back, so they were just as surprised to see him again. The Steam Team had a very heartfelt reunion, but they also teased Thomas for being so “cheeky” enough to suddenly show up without warning.

As for the “special someone” you’re talking about? Well…

I’m sure Thomas is glad to see him again 💙

#wysty's answers #Wysty doodles #Wysty draws #thomas the tank engine #ttte humanized #railroad roundabout au #railroad roundabout: new destinations #ttte thomas #ttte Rosie #since Thomas is much older than Rosie I can imagine him being a chill older brother to her #he’s amused by her because she reminds him of his past self #he’s also missed his old friends dearly #but we’ll talk about his “special someone for another day #anonymous #anon

[chryblossomjjk]

…

#the way i miss jin so bad #he’s such a comfort person #like when i found bts #whenever i felt se type of way i would watch jin compilations lol #like when im sad #there’s just something so incredibly genuine about him #like yk that bday live #when he was down bc not many ppl close to him wished him a happy birthday #i feel like that’s why he does what he does #lives #eat jin #to make people feel like they have someone #miss him dearly #comfort person for sure

[siriuslygay1981]

I need some cutie to info dump about some random shit. Yes tell me the whole plot to those ballet plays. OMG you like dinosaurs? Lay it down then, hope you don't mind me asking questions about your science vocab. Oh you want to talk about a *fandom* in a disturbingly accurate and detailed way, ok we can even look through media stuff about it.

#the creepy ones are scary but i won't say no #love it SM #really miss having someone like that #literally drop them facts #i wanna hear about this thing you love so dearly

[general-illyrin]

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#I just found out that someone I love dearly is severely depressed has been self-harming and is frequently suicidal #And... #I was completely blindsided by this #She has been enduring this for *nine* years #I live in the same house as her! #But I haven't noticed #I haven't noticed at all #I was blind to the signs laid out before me #And I'm terrified she'll commit suicide - I didn't notice this for years and now she's telling me #What else will I miss before it's too late #And she said at one point that she is telling me and at least others will know now if she does kill herself #And she is absolutely capable of killing herself - she would research the best method and do it #And I've never dealt with this before and I don't know how to help her #I don't want her to die #And it hurts to see the incredible pain she is in #But I don't know how to help her #And what else will I miss before it is too late #personal #vent #to delete #cw suicide #cw: suicide #cw self harm #cw: self harm

[thisiskatsblog]

who was angela? 🌼

Oh anon, this question almost broke my heart! I'll explain why

Angela is the beautiful, crazy intelligent, most warmhearted and kind lesbian woman who ran a Tumblr blog that can now be found at lapelosa-blog.tumblr.com.

When I stumbled upon the Tumblr Larry fandom after reading a blind that was reportedly about them in February or March 2013, her blog was THE discussion place for all things Louis, Harry and LGBTQ+ . Her insights and analysis were spot on and she was a person a lot of LGBTQ+ fans struggling with their sexuality could talk to. It was a fandom hotspot for the LGBTQ+ young people who felt both inspired by Louis and Harry and hurt by what was happening to them.

She was a huge fan of Louis and she started the original Lesbians Love Louis club, LLL club for short. (Might be confusing as this is a name that Amy, who was then still called gossip-candy, later took on, but it was definitely Angela who came up with it).

My first interaction with this fandom was a request to join the LLL club. I sent her an ask hoping she'd accept me even though I was bi, not lesbian, and I signed off on the ask as Kat, which is not my real name, but short for my middle name, as I wasn’t out at the time. My ask to Angela/lapelosa to be allowed, as a bi person, to join the Lesbians Love Louis club, and her reaction to it changed my life, and ultimately also this entire fandom.

She said yes, and was extremely welcoming about my bisexuality, with some excellent analysis about the nefarious power of heteronormativity, bi erasure and monosexual bias. It was the first time I'd come out to someone, gay or straight, who made me feel better rather than worse about my sexuality with their reaction to it.

In the months that followed, Angela and I talked loads - she was an amazing person to share ideas and analysis with, and to discuss LGBTQ+ politics with. Eventually those conversations inspired me to set up a blog to combat homophobia in the fandom at takemehomefromnarnia.tumblr.com - It's through that blog that I met the people with whom I started Rainbow Direction. Without Angela's Lesbians Love Louis club there would have been no TMHFN, no Rainbow Direction, no Harry waving flags, no rainbow lights actions during SOTT, TPWK, Matilda or Lights Up, and no flags for Only the Brave.

But that's just my experience with Angela - she was so important to very many LGBTQ+ people in this community, her blog was really the "place to be" for the LGBTQ+ crowd. So many people shared their experiences there, and talked about what Louis and Harry meant to them on that blog.

It is Angela’s blog to which the anon “receipt" about Louis' encounter with an LGBTQ+ fan was submitted in July 2013, and while that fan may have been the direct inspiration for "Saved by a Stranger", because she was able to let Louis know what he meant to her directly, I would say that Angela's blog was full of such accounts and it could very well have been the broader inspiration behind the song. Her blog was a testimony to what Louis and Harry meant to LGBTQ+ fans, including herself and myself. And I think that is why she would have been very important to Louis and Harry. I am 99% certain they would have known about and read her blog, and that it meant a lot to them. Louis would have known her first name, but not her last. 

Angela left the fandom in 2017 for a combination of reasons. I cannot speak for her, but after 1D split the atmosphere became brutal around here, many fans left, and it wasn't an enjoyable place. I also suspect her professional commitments became much larger and more difficult to combine with a blog as intensive as hers. And I know that Jay's death affected her a great deal as well, it made her sad to be here and constantly be reminded of how dark Louis’ life was at the time. She is dearly missed. 

#lapelosa #there are no words for angela #was my tag for her #I loved her so much #and miss her very dearly #can you tell that I could go on forever about her anon? #I really could and ask me all you want #her blog was so interesting #and I have a fairly decent memory #but I don't have time to write more right now. #Matilda is clearly someone who changed Harry's life #the stranger someone who changed Louis' life #and Angela is the person who changed my life in that way

[covenofthearticulate]

thinking about him*

*mojo

#someone send me some mojo headcanons or something i miss him so dearly :( #mojo my beloved

[lacomandante]

okokokok i raise you teresa reading sense & sensibility honestly!!! elinor pushing through grief and loss and hardship with no ability to take up a sword and change her circumstances, and the drama of marianne being taken advantage of for having the courage to love freely…. i think she’d wanna gut mr willoughby tbh!!

Teresa reading any of the JA novels tbh!! But YES S&S is a fantastic one! I think as an older sister too (at least, that's my headcanon- Vivar mentions her sister, Maria, and in the books it's Ramon, so I say Teresa is the eldest child/sister, and I say she has both siblings!) she can really relate to Elinor- she has to take care of her family first, to put her own emotions and heartbreak aside, especially in times of great change and tragedy. She has to be the strong one. Teresa would definitely see herself in Elinor, and though I don't talk about her a lot because there's nothing about Maria in canon and she's basically a blank slate, I think Maria being like Marianne is a great dichotomy between the two.

I always thought of Maria being the baby of the family, so she gets away with a little more than Teresa did- she's also the youngest daughter, and while Teresa probably has a little more pressure to marry well, Maria more than likely doesn't. Maria can be a romantic, to chase after who she wants, though I like to think she's a little more airheaded than Marianne, less bold, but just as excitable. That one scene in the 1995 P&P with Lizzie and Maria Lucas makes me think of their relationship- Teresa guiding and teasing the overly worried Maria. "Mariah, this is your trunk and these are your gowns. You may arrange them in any way you wish- Lady Catherine will never know!" Also that scene where Mariah tells Lizzie to hurry downstairs and does a little spin- that seems like a thing Maria would do! Excitable and fun and so young.

And YES she would want to gut Willoughby for being such a rake and a terrible person!! Especially for knocking up a 15 year old and leaving her to fend for herself!! For the heartache he put Marriane through as well. Teresa understands the economics very well and knows that love sometimes isn't enough to make a relationship work- money is just as important. But it doesn't stop her from breathing a sigh of relief when Marianne dodges a bullet when he leaves her. Sam and I like to think Sharpe gets P&P for her and they read it together, and when they go to Yorkshire and meet a George Wickham they look at each other like 😳😳😳 mr willoughby and wickham found dead more news at 11

#;letters #(i just got finished listened to a reading of s&s so this was perfect) #(although of all the jane austen novels teresa reads i will be biased. i think persuasion is her favorite) #(because its the most mature of her novels- anne is older than any other protagonist. and teresa is a romantic and LOVES romance novel) #(especially in her youth though i think she tries to hide it/deny it but by the time she meets/marries sharpe she can indulge in it ;w; #(but i think she enjoys anne's maturity and how brave she is in the face of longing and heartbreak and yearning) #(8 years!! 8 years since she's seen the man she loved- the man she never stopped loving. it might not have been 8 years) #(but teresa understands that longing of missing someone you love dearly- someone gone off to fight- not knowing if youll see them again) #(all too well) #(one day i'll write out the moreno family dynamic i have most of it in my head as well as family fancasts....) #(also ty for your patience!! ill answer your next ask asap <3)