#i need...to earn so much more money

[baekuras]

Apparently my one weakness are duplex apartments

My second weakness is not having enough money to rent one

#txts #i just like the openness and just....have extra space further up-ness and all that #they always look so nice and...fresh? #just all the space #but i can barely pay for a shitty apartment bc even the most basic shit takes half my salary lol #but i still wanna #and i also want at least one big window i can put a fucking chaise or smth in front of #to dramatically lay on and look outside #just for aesthetics nothing else xp #i have dreams ppl #also a big bathtub so its actually useful and not just a hinderance #i need...to earn so much more money #30k a year just isn't enough to actually live #which is fucking ridiculous but okay then

[rebouks]

Courtney discussed quitting her job with Oscar since he clearly can't handle everything at home by himself and get his work done at the same time. He wasn't sure it was the greatest idea right now but she's convinced it's for the best and impulsively called her boss whilst making dinner. It's fiiiine, she'll be able to keep on top of the kids and the house, which leaves him to focus on getting better and eventually making some money again...

Oscar: I just don't th-... Courtney: Shut up and eat my shitty spaget-.. and you better get used to it too. Oscar: Okay...

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 gameplay #fib #fib extras #oscar #courtney #ᓚᘏᗢ #i'm actually so relieved that cookie decided to suddenly hate her job and wanna quit lmao #never mind Oscar.. -i- can't cope #😂 #it'll be much easier to wrangle this household without her disappearing off to work every day #i need more hands for all these babies and all this mess if he's gonna get any money earnt!! #i actually reckon they'll earn more this way tbh #holy moly #x.x #oscar legit walked in the kitchen as cookie was on the phone n looked at her like that LOL #like i hope she knows what she's doing #😆😳

[fluffalpenguin]

the mean girls of duel academia

#yugioh arc v #yugioh arc-v #arc-v #fusion four #fusion gang #idk i cant decide on their group name so i'll just use both #there's also the wip of them playing mahjong on twitter but its too unpolished to tack it on here #ahhhhhhhhhhh i need to draw them more i love this combination so much #they're all outcasts in a way in DA so i think they'd be really good not-friends... frenemies?? idk #what about grace and gloria i hear you say well theyre in their own non-student mean girls group with edo the third tyler sister #anyway time to infodump on these!!!!! #maids (and butlers) are from a long 20 page comic about DA opening up a maid cafe to earn money to pay for war reparations #i finished the storyboards and script 2 years ago but i just never got around to it again lol #i need to rework it anyway because shun and dennis were oddly cordial in that one for some reason #the standard uniforms ones are when they're sent to standard to pose as undercover students #i drafted some pages where yuri reveals himself to be from fusion in this sick costume change #it's pretty cool if i do say so myself (i do) #the comics centered around sora were also meant to be a multi paged project on how he gets closer to everyone from academia after the war #i just (gets emotional) want to see them all getting along theyre such interesting characters and even more so when interacting together #oh yeah character tags #sora #serena #yuri #dennis #edo #grace #gloria is not here

[loving-jack-kelly]

it is Extremely funny that the whole watcher thing just ended after one weekend of people being like hey this was poorly thought out and a terrible idea. lmao. cringe fail financial decision.

#i think where they ended up makes plenty of sense! it's just an alternative to patreon tho #like i like their content i'll probably still watch ghost files and mystery files and if they bring back their scary stories one #the one with the cool art not the one where they get drunk I don't like that one as much #but i don't care enough to pay 6 bucks a month #they would have just lost me as a viewer entirely lol #also tbf i have adblock and sponsor block on my youtube so I don't see ads or even sponsored sections of videos #so i'm still not really helping them earn money lol #i just feel like they were aiming for something like dropout which works bc a) the number of projects dropout makes #b) the huge cast across all of their shows #and c) a much more established brand even at the time of their shift to streaming #also the fact that dropout puts out multiple episodes of different shows a week lol #and they needed to go more like mythical society from rhett and link #which is pretty much just patreon with enough extra perks that people are extra inclined to buy into it #like with mythical society people who pay more get physical perks like exclusive merch and free items every few months #plus a ton of extra content like bts stuff and extra episodes of certain things #that's what they should do. imo. #anyway. ive been giggling at this all weekend

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Feeling slightly better today because I finally cleaned up the last worst part of the mould so now keeping everything clean should be a lot easier

Also recieved $30 (thank you!!) bringing the total this month to...around £90, after exchange and processing? Currently sitting with £40 bc my phone bill came out and, yeah, we're generally short a couple hundred and we got less in this month to begin with. Currently trying to decide between electricity and being allowed to work lmfao

Kofi as always, just in case anyone is still up to helping <3

#to be absolutely clear bc these are things i think and worry. #i am not repeating things and bringing up our exact problems bc im looking for pity or trying to guilt trip for money #please please whatever else you may think reading these posts please know that has never been my intention #i hate. h a t e. how much we've been relying on generosity #but i am trying to be clearer about the exact state of things for us for the sake of clarity and transparency #like...i feel awful knowing ive taken nearly a hundred quid from people this month and im still stuck here trying to pick #what is less painful to sacrifice #its work lmfao i gotta get that paid today or else i dont get to actually earn my own money but the POINT is #i hate it. i hate it but i dont see other immidiate options. #right now we'll most likely lose power over the weekend but we're both working so. eh. #we're also out of a few groceries and if we DO lose power we cant cook what we have and will lose a freezer full of stuff #so. ugh. yeah at the end of the day thiscis me begging for even more money and i hate myself for it #we just. we gotta get through this month man #i need to believe things will be easier next month. ive been saying that for over a year now but i gotta

[katya-goncharov]

i have to go to an appointment to apply for universal credit tomorrow, and i'm so worried that the people there are going to be absolute assholes

#tbh i don't think i'm going to be eligible for it anyway because i'm pretty sure you have to prove you're actively looking for a full time #job. and i can't feasibly work any more hours than i am at the moment because i'm a part time student! #it's just that you know. i'm still not earning enough money to live on or to do anything except pay rent #but i've got such bad vibes from the application forms and the website and everything. it feels somehow so condescending and like #they really look down on you for needing benefits. but i feel like i SHOULD at least try because my parents are giving me so much #extra money at the moment and i already feel guilty for taking advantage of them #but i don't like putting myself at the mercy of the tory government!! not at all! and i'm worried they're going to be horrible #to me and make me feel like shit

[poolsidescientist]

I think one of my biggest fantasies in life is being able to live somewhere/with someone that I can come and go as I please. Have my own car, not have to rely on other people or explain why I can’t be home of take care of people/the dog/etc. at all time. People think I’m greedy for wanting a well-paying job but having to take care of people you’re dependant on is really shitty and money would 100% solve this problem.

#such is life #I look forward to finally getting my drivers lisence #my mom only let me practice because I convinced her it benefits her #I have a grad student scholarship that's ending and no idea where more money is coming from #I mean I am ta-ing but I'm not earning enough to pay rent somewhere #and I have a dog to take care of #I love daisy but she's a lot of work #and my mom is pretty useless #so she needs me to do nearly 100% of the work #I'm 30 why is it so hard to leave #I have no external support #why can't one person in my actual life see that my home life is shitty and help me get independence rather than just make fun of me #I'm tired of being a caregiver to someone who should have raised me #I never got to be a teenager so I don't know how to have fun so I have to pretend or people don't like me #if I've learned anything it's that all love is conditional #if you think otherwise you just don't know what the conditions are #sorry for ranting I just don't have another place I can be honest about stuff #this is a roundabout argument for ubi I guess? #having the means for financial independence and a social safety net should be someone everyone has #I know a lot of people have it much worse too #I guess this is why I need to find a good partner and create a version of myself that is appealing to them #I would kill to be loved for who I am when I'm not making myself into things but I also gotta live #and these things don't go together

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#woke up today with a looming sense of dread #i'm sitting here with tears rolling down my face because of minor inconvenients #i have no energy and find no joy in anything... #wouldn't you guess i'm due my period any time now... #every month i'm more convinced i have pmdd... and every month i'm full to the brim with anxiety and depression... #this is SO FUCKING FUN! #also yeah yeah i need to go to a doctor i need to speak to someone about this and i need to get medicated #i don't deserve to feel like this periods shouldn't debilitate you this much etc etc... #i don't think there's a human professional in this country that believes pmdd is a thing enough to medicate me #i know for a fact that my mother (a person i live with and in some way still holds power over me whether on purpose or by my own issues) #doesn't believe is a thing because she's the kind of person who says depressed people just need to ''choose happiness'' so... #not exactly a possibility now #not to mention i FUCKED UP the only regular client i had and now i won't be earning enough money to waste on doctor appointments #just to have some old male doctor tall me my ''womanly problems aren't bad enough'' so... yeah not doing that #ANYWAYS i don't see hope in the world today this will pass in a few weeks and everything will be fine #why don't i go watch good omens and maybe i'll calm down am i right? #lol #angel talks #personal

[axellis-archv-2]

a moment abt overhalliday if you dont mind but its in the tags bc im embarrassed sowwy..

#its like its like . sorry everything ive drawn/written up in this point is like not even kidding like maybe 2 years into the timeline #that i have in my brain #butlike in the early stages hes like . well . well hes an asshole #likehes . of the opinion that the world is always out to Get Him in a sense so hes very closed off && treats every interaction as if its an #exchange && that if he gives as minimal as possible then he doesnt potentially owe anybody anything #but at the same time deep down he cares So Much to the point that sometimes it can hurt so he runs a mechanic shop for absolutely free #bc it both helps those in need && he probably doesnt owe anybody anything . except running a shop costs $$ #so he goes into the only thinghe can even see himself doing which is underground dirtywork . delivering packages w ransoms etc #he doesnt do Mercenary work per se or assassinations bc that could earn him enemies && he doesnt want enemies #at the end of the day he just wants to be left alone #he develops the healing heatgun at some point && starts being like a very respected engineer to the point that now a lott of people talk #but like everybody also talks about his bad attitude bc he just fixes you up && then tells you to gtfo #in my head if we're going into Actual Canon hed probably meet ramattrα via ram like . hiring him outright for a job #bc someone recc'd halliday && one of the points that probably intrigued him was halliday refusing to be paid for mechanic/healing jobs #the only services he wanted money on was if he was doing “other labor” && ramattrα probably wanted to test && see if this was true #&& like sure enough doing an examination at his workshop just had him to be told to leave once halliday was done #but then being asked to accompany him on a mission halliday was like “Thats where it starts costing” #etc etc etc im sorry for the long ramble in the tags . #sorry to the ppl who click “more” on the tags && get met w this #📗 my post #🎆 ramattrα #🧯 overhalliday (s/i) #<- there his special little tag

[bfwonho]

You own a car??

yeah. see im in a really interesting situation where my parents are upper-middle class but refuse to spend money on their kids as much as possible. no tuition, nothing, once youre out of the house youre on your own. thats why i was eventually kicked out, i had no job or plans to go to school and so i overstayed my welcome and had to scramble to get a job and ive been living paycheck to paycheck ever since

however, when me and my siblings turned 18 we all did get a cheap piece of shit car, i cant afford to fix the loud ass squeak in mine or take it to the car wash but its a huge privilege i even have one to begin with i fully understand that. i live in a little quaint town with shit public transport so id be fucked if i didnt have one tbh i wouldnt be able to work (before i had my license NO ONE would hire me either even when i told them how id get there alternatively. you need a license and car to even survive here which is just great isnt it)

#me trying to justify my owning a car so the ppl without one dont decide im not disabled or poor enough to help #yes i actually went to private school and have parents who have rly nice homes and bought the consoles i own when i lived w em #cus id never be able to afford shit on my own i literally earn less than 300 dollars a week and would be homeless if i didnt beg for money #on here cus as much as i cry to my parents abt being disabled and needing help they dgaf #my parents actually love to threaten me with homelessness due to my disability ^_^ so thats fun! #also my siblings had to get a job at 14 to afford anything i just couldnt cus of the tism so that fucked me over more #but like thats what i mean my parents have money but thats for them only :P

[cadavercrafts]

Are there good OK K.O. figurines to buy or will i have to add prof Venomous and Boxman to my endless list of characters i need to sculpt immediatly? Next year is gonna be so much fanart it’s gonna be terrible/great

#i have so many characters i wanna do #i will do 3 be kind by neighbor figures too because im obsessed #and i just finished ok ko and PV and boxy are suuuuuch a good dynamic #you know i love this dynamic i have to sculpt them #also the fact i have no dorohedoro figs is a crime against humanity because its my favourite manga #and by god will i sculpt the trader from darkwood my precious precious boy #i wish i had endless money so i could do more personal projects like this #but sometimes i need to earn money in between because it's tight :'( #but i love you all so much for being so patient and supportive and sweet #oshit i need to sculpt DHMIS characters too #aaaaaaaah #kissaroo from me to you #not art #ramble

[lupismaris]

Planning travel is just a big old song and dance of "okay I know I'm poor, chronically disabled, and beholden to the man but this is a smidge ridiculous"

#i hate being the killjoy in all my friendships/relationships but my pto is not given up front its earned and i have to save sick leave #and every lodging is more than i can afford rn for maine in oct and if we go Oahu in jan i have to save days and $ #and sure i can do those two trips but i doubt i can also manage a third big trip on top of it or at least i cant think it right now #because i still dont know if im in remission so i dont know what my health treatment looks like this year i don't know what to expect #and yes i want to travel i want to be reckless with abandon and leave my little life for the wild blue yonder but i cant just #leave myself without sick leave In case i end up with yet another diagnosis that requires immediate treatment #or spend money i need for said treatment or to pay of my cards/bills from the last rounds etc #sighs ignore me im just very tired #state employment is good but it doesnt pay much

[teruthecreator]

man i shouldve never told anyone i was planning on quitting i shouldve just done it and told everyone afterwards bc now im like contractually obligated to call my mom every morning and she’s only gonna make me more stressed and actually scratch that i shouldve just killed myself and in my suicide note wrote about how i wouldve quit my job but i knew everyone would be mad at me for it so instead i decided to end my life to make things easier. i could still do that 

#in neg city #i just hate how much my family doesnt trust me or like supports me in any capacity other than stressing me out more #again i didnt expect my mom to like my decision. but i thought i had talked to her abt sometimes i just wanna Say Something #without a million solutions or opinions #but i guess she just doesnt care to hear me at all and would rather be like HMM NO YOU NEED TO GET ANOTHER JOB FIRST #even tho being at this job is LITERALLY killing me i am actively getting worse being there #and nick and brianna arent being sympathetic at all either. brianna most of all #which is bold of her to do since shes clinically diagnosed w depression so like. bitch u should kno most of all what it feels like #but noooo shes like 'i think being at home just applying for jobs will make u worse' IT WOULDNT THO. IT WOULDNT #I COULD USE THAT TIME TO FIX MY SLEEP SCHEDULE AND WORK ON MYSELF #INSTEAD OF EXISTING SOLELY TO EARN MONEY TO DUMP INTO RICHER PEOPLES POCKETS #GOD. WHY DOES MY FAMILY NOT GET HOW AWFUL OF A POSITION IM IN RIGHT NOW #OR IF THEY DO GET IT WHY DONT THEY CARE #THEY SAY THEY CARE BUT THEY NEVER HEAR ME OUT #AND IM HONESTLY JUST LIKE SICK OF IT I REALLY AM

[trash-bin-ary]

Just got an email that my tuition might increase, gonna kill a man. It’s already so fucking much please god no I don’t want to have student debt for the rest of my life

#I’m already paying so much to learn to get into a field that I might be earning less than some jobs you don’t need a college degree for #like yay I’m happy those people are getting good wages don’t get me wrong but I Need to be able to pay off my student loans #and it’s probably a they don’t get great benefits and that’s why the wage is so high and I have no idea about the benefits that come with #my field so maybe I do get a better deal #god I hate capitalism so much they realize they can make money by putting people in dept and now everyone else is struggling so much #vent #sry this is a rage that’s been boiling in me for a while especially once I switched to a summer job that pays less cause it’s better experie #I feel like I have more to say but idk #this is a post i made #like all of my friends chose their degree in some part due to the money and I don’t get that it’s not in me to do crap for money but this is #a capitalist world and I can’t opt out of it so I guess I’ll struggle #like one of this countries founding principles was freedom from fear look at me I’m fearful of something of the countries own making

[berrymeter]

doing my yearly instagram story add is always rough bc all my friends from high school & shit are like, doing shit with life, & i’m just sitting here in my room being unable to get up more than five times on most days & look i’ve mostly accepted that next to them i look like a failure but also hhh dear god lmao,

#perth.txt #one of them is in fucking brooklyn... how much did it cost to even get there... #here i am thinking about how i'm gonna have to sit out on so many meals if i want an actual computer #if i wanna be able to actually do things with a computer to try & maybe earn more money #head in hands. i really should just try & seek out a better doctor but itll cost money. #& if the doctor i see isnt good ill have spent money for nothing. #god i fucking hate that new law irt medical shit... doc appts used to always be covered by social security!! #aside from when the doc comes to your house i think #but everything else gp related was covered!! now it's not anymore!! #at least if i understood it right it's just not! #& another new law makes it so online appts you HAVE to pay for #bc you need two professionals on call with you to ensure you're not asking for excessive sick days #it's fucking ableist bullshit & i hate macron so much i hope he fucking dies