#i should work not scroll

[mattodore]

he's waiting on a call he's planning to send straight to voicemail

#sorry matthias </3 maybe he'll pick up the next time you try calling............ <- me when i lie #river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #gifs #theodore doe #echthroi #hi friends and lovers hope everyone's doing well <3 #i got my old laptop to work so i have a laptop again even if the battery on it is messed up #but still #i haven't been online much bc i've started getting dizzy from staring at computer/phone screens for too long #and in particular the act of scrolling either on mobile or desktop makes my head spin and my eyes hurt :/ #but i powered through it yesterday so i could get in game with theo (and matthias) since i missed him really bad... oc plague be upon ye #i took... well. like five hundred screenshots and forty videos... i was in the soup. the mattodore soup. what can i say? #i don't like posting too much on here bc. i'm crazy (<- has avpd) so i probably won't post much from yesterday's fun here #but i'll post whatever i want on pillowfort <3 pic of jerma holding out his hand captioned let's take mattodore together #what else should i say before leaving... right my inbox... well i'll get to it eventually <- have been saying this since october sorry #but okay i've been staring at my screen too long so i need to go lay down for a bit #enjoy theo in motion!! if you’re a theo-head like myself #theodite à la jermamite? hm. its in the works. i’m workshopping. #mentioning jerma twice in these tags… busting a cyanide pill onto my tongue i’ve said too much #i have to go now mwah mwah mwah bye warmth and love to you mwah

[unpretty]

every time i try to use my ipad for anything other than playing video games it's such an exercise in frustration i'm astonished all over again that there are people who live like this.

i try to change my home screen so it doesn't look like shit and all the advice is like "download this app, it's the best one!" so i download the free app and it turns out you can't actually use the free app unless you pay a $5 monthly subscription fee. it changes your wallpaper and adds some widgets that do nothing but open a weird shortcut window before opening the actual app, in a way that makes it look like i accidentally clicked a virus. the widgets are just some pictures.

there's controls that are unintuitive so i try to change the unintuitive controls but it turns out there's no option for that and if you try to look for a way to enable that option you find nothing but people falling all over themselves to tell you why having options is actually bad.

then i think of an app i use on my phone that would be nice to have on a bigger screen and everyone says, "we don't have that app, we have this other app, which does the same thing but better" so i install it but then i can't use it without paying a $5 monthly subscription fee.

i accept the free trial because i might as well and it turns out the app looks like shit. i look for the settings to make the app look like the good app that was free on my phone but i can't find the settings. i do a search to see where the settings are hiding and find a thread where someone is asking where the setting is and the devs tell them that there isn't a setting and actually having options is bad and once they use the app for a while they'll realize that not having options is better. i cancel my free trial and uninstall the app and continue to read on my phone instead of the big fancy tablet.

#original #i've come to terms with the fact that my home screen will look like dogshit forever because that's how ios works #there's one specific app that doesn't let me change the color scheme and also it renders all blockquotes really tiny for some reason #why the fuck was that the choice you made. in this the app that lets you read websites full of blockquotes. #why are there people complaining about the android app when this is what the ios app is #i'm constantly accidentally zooming in on things because it decided i double tapped #or accidentally opening a browser because i scrolled too far #every time i think 'this device should be more than just a really weird gaming console' i am proven wrong

[blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds]

Hi, so, III's and IV's new straps are also inverted.

(III's Photo Source)

(IV's Photo Source)

#sleep token #iii sleep token #iv sleep token #they really just wanna be reflections on either side of the stage dont they #i believe this should be the last sleep token post from me today #literally in the middle of work scrolling twitter for no reason #and nobody had pointed it out yet

[bwunnishit]

Fr, I got so much math hw I gotta do, its not even funny The strong urge I have to drop out of college is insane guys <33 Hope you all are doing well thooo <3

#needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #needy streamer overdose #nso #kangel #nso kangel #nso meme #meme #im so behind on hw lol #maybe i should do my work instead of scrolling #and playing games- #but i dont want to.... #i have no motivation lmaooo #<3 #idk why it keeps making some of the text black when im trying to make it pink #wth :c #just let me have my pink text mannn #~ : ❥ : ~ wtfuglydemon

[tiredela]

"You pet the scrib."

Based on the greatest mod of all time.

#tes #tesblr #elder scrolls #the elder scrolls #morrowind #tes art #scrib #tes oc #elder scrolls oc #morrowind oc #nerevarine #dunmer #dunmer oc #digital art #tiredelart #oc: sarvys morvan #i planned on posting this yesterday but then i forgor lol #i'm still working on what his adventuring outfit should look like #i think it should be... less red. but also idk #i think red fits him well #green fits him well too but i didn't want him to vanish in the background lol #also the second greatest morrowind mod of all time is the one that lets you pet guars no i don't make the rules

[lucksea]

yknow what ill post this too. i was planning to do more with it and clean it up but this is how i play cotl/interpret the characters most of the time. whenever i watch the trailers im like That Lamb Does Not Want To Be There Huh

#cult of the lamb #cotl narinder #i love it when narinder works at the bar bc i always imagine him just drinking it all himself #I WISH HE DID MORE SPECIAL STUFF LIKE SOZO DOES. NARINDER AND WEBBER SHOULD DO SPECIAL SHIT #sozo doesnt work he just wanders around and occasionally asks me to bring him people to eat. narinder shouldnt be normal #null havoc damage #scrolling back through my tag. should i make this brie. this wasnt about penitence mode but i think this could be brie. #half-god brie against the world #< tag

[snake-berry]

ship drawing challenge day 2: nedsei!

posting 3 days in a row wow thats so unlike me... anyways despite my status as a nedcat warrior i also happen to love nedsei so yayyyy im so happy i got to draw them finally.

this is like au where they were somehow betrothed (hence the winterfell background and younger versions of the characters). my young ned looks so much like how i envision jon <3

#in all seriousness this au would prob make 0 sense but when has that ever stopped me #nedsei #ned stark #eddard stark #cersei lannister #ned x cersei #valyrian scrolls #valyrianscrolls #asoiaf fanart #asoiaf art #a song of ice and fire #asoiaf #february 2024 romance drawing challenge #being a multishipper rlly heals the soul some of you stingier individuals should try it out #also i need to work on posing/anatomy ik #drawing is just a silly little hobby for me so its hard to care abt my shortcomings #until they are staring at me in the face

[kimtaegis]

I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.

#this is rather general so I’m putting more personal thoughts in the tags here #I really don’t feel like creating anymore :( #like I genuinely only post for birthdays or gifts cause I see no point in anything else anymore #at least that one person will care you know #I don’t post that much anymore but when I do I put so much love and effort into it #and it never feels good to click that post button anymore #also. #man it fucking stings to realise that people who follow you definitely scrolled past your own post #cause they reblogged sth from you that you posted before your self reblog #it makes me so so anxious and insecure #I’ve been pressuring myself to post so much only to be met with dismissiveness when I do #that doesn’t feel great in the slightest #I said a while ago that I don’t want to take a break and that I want to keep creating #but the disappointment lately was pretty drastic #I’ve been at this point several times before so it’ll probably pass again #but it’ll never not suck to see your days of work and creativity be ignored #it feels once again pointless to try to make original things #should just stick to 10 gifs of the same clip #or shirtless tannie gifs #it’ll get me the exact same recognition if not three to five times more #and takes so much less time

[sleepygaymerdisease]

#this instagram user is insane. could you imagine scrolling through your entire book every time you want to make edits on your google doc #EDIT: i should mention that this entire thing is still being worked on. they werr mid-sentence mid-scene when google stopped them. #i have no fucking clue how much longer theyre planning it to be but theyre definitely not done. #anis gaymer moments

[baalzebufo]

THE WEIRD AL-CANA - 02. THE HIGH PRIESTESS- AIRLINE AMY

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full disclosure, this pick was almost exclusively so I could represent one of my favourite underrated al songs. when I was drawing this I looked for live performances and al literally introduced this song as 'probably nobodys favourite weird al song' and im here to break the allegations

so i struggled back and forth on high priestess for a little until it hit me like a freight train. of course airline amy is the high priestess. shes literally 30,000ft up in the air, cant get much higher than that- [rimshot]

[Prev Card]

#alloyart #weird al #weird al yankovic #weird al-cana #amys design here ended up very miss bellum by accident :V #i wanted the cloud hair and obscured face as a sort of. indication that als character in this song def has his head in the clouds #about this nice lady doing her job wanting him as badly as he wants her lol #it was a little harder to work the rider-waite symbolism into this one because shes off center there but #i tried with the coloured curtains and her holding the clipboard as a stand-in for the scroll and stuff #im putting much more thought into these than anyone on earth ever should and having an awesome time doing it

[todayisafridaynight]

no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo

#snap chats #is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds #ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much #i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day #not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀 #excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT #this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE #got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up #AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu #and then immediately made up for it a minute later #sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up #i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided #thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ... #him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet #im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo #im gonna be sick i love him so much #if i redraw this later shut up. i love him... #this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt #its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do .... #and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!

[monzterzack]

not to be a boomer on main… but i think children should adequate to the online experience instead of every site having to shift and model themselves to whatever the fuck children consume the most

im sick and tired of everything nowadays being made “with kids in mind” because CEOs have figure out thats the demographic they can exploit and get the most money out of

today is the tiktokification of every social media site, tomorrow who fucking knows, we should fucking stop this

#just to make it clear its not the children’s fault #its greedy capitalism figuring that kids are easier to trick and exploit #im fucking tired of how we let them keep doing that shit #for one kids shouldnt be with unrestricted web access #on two they should have places for kids instead of forcing all the internet to be ‘kid friendly’ #for three if they want to use the internet they should learn to use it instead of making it just scrolling for convenience #teens and kids don’t understand tumblr because they are used to be spoon fed and i think we should keep it like that #learn how a site works #learn social protocol #adapt overcome all that shit #seriously #i have to learn to adapt to new social sites why cant you adapt to learn mine #why do i have to give up a fun site just to make it as automatic and souless for your consumption??? #tired im sick and tired

[amoneki-ramblings]

do you think Kaneki might ever pray with Amon despite not being catholic himself? just sitting next to him mumbling the words as Amon says it because he likes to be with him

speaking of religion, what kind of faith do you think Kaneki would follow? I hc him as an atheist :) but I think you know more about religions than me lol

Ooooh I like that idea a lot actually I have So Many Thoughts (rubs my hands together evilly)

also this is just a sidenote but i know some people may be uncomfortable with religious discussion, so if you are lmk and i'll start tagging it :thumbsup:

I feel like Amon hasn't prayed often in a while because of his past, but he may still on occasion (habit), and may get back into it properly after actually resolving his feelings with the past. At some point Kaneki starts to join him. He doesn't really know How to pray, especially since a lot of it is in silence, he probably just kneels there and silently wishes for safety for his friends, for strength and resolve, etc. etc. But when Amon starts saying the actual prayers out loud he just sits there and listens to him quietly saying them.

At some point Kaneki might start mumbling along with them, he vaguely knows some of the prayers and has heard Amon say them enough times to kind of know them. Amon is surprised when Kaneki starts doing that and it just kind of becomes a Thing; maybe Kaneki even asks Amon to tell him how to pray the rosary since he sees him doing that often as well (when the rosary is prayed in a group there's one person leading that says the first half of most of the prayers and the rest say the other half, and I think it would be interesting with them alternating like that)

While Kaneki isn't catholic himself he finds it reassuring, while it's unlikely to him that there's someone out there that'll actually grant his prayers it's a nice thought, y'know? It's also just very relaxing there, even if it was kind of awkward at first

I think he also finds the sound of Amon praying very relaxing *cough*

I also think Kaneki would be atheist, while he wouldn't completely deny the possibility of there being a god of some sort he also isn't really a follower of any particular belief system (note: ive actually been informed that there is a better term for this, agnostic, which is essentially being neutral lol). I think Amon would know this, and therefore doesn't really know why Kaneki chooses to pray with him despite this, but he figures that Kaneki does have a lot of things he would want to pray for, things he would want to seek forgiveness for, too, and he appreciates that Kaneki is willing to spend time with him like this anyway.

#asks #shewhoeatssand #tokyo ghoul #tg #amoneki #amoneki ramblings #amon koutarou #kaneki ken #Ive never posted a single one of my amoneki fics cuz they're all. incomplete but GOD do i love implementing bible references/verses in them #i end up with like paragraphs of notes listing them in detail because i am. pretentious #i one time looked at a bible verse and thought 'holy shit that's so Amon' and went on a whole mental rant about why it just fits him so Wel #i think i'm normal about this :) (<- not norma #GH. ALSO. EMPTY PRAYER BY NULUT AND 'THERE MUST BE NO MEANING TO MY LIFE' BY TATSUYA KITANI ARE SUCH AMON SONGS #the latter especially the feeling of being abandoned by god and questioning why you're still alive because. trauma. hrngh. #i should go into an unhinged rant about amoneki and lower ones eyes someday the song is speculated to be based off of a work by dazai osamu #about judas n jesus. so it gets my Bias Bonus but also the song is so amoneki. empty prayer is too they're very amoneki for the same reason #i just scrolled up and realized i'm leaving half the post in the tags i'm so embarrassed #I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDN'T WRITE A SUPER LONG RESPONSE AND UMM OOPS #OH YEA UNRELATED BUT ALSO !! you said you wanted to hear my analysis about amon/kaneki's childhood traumas and their parents n stuff #I'll get to it soon ! i am still compiling my thoughts but i am Cooking i swear #thank you for the ask !!

[death-rebirth-senshi]

So many posts I see that are anti-pedantic nitpicking often devolve into championing shallow storytelling and treating all critique or plot analysis as inherently toxic.

#I should stop scrolling through the comments of this post #even posts that are like 'You have to suspend your disbelief!' bug me #I know 'You don't owe a story suspension of disbelief' is a bit of an extreme position. But it's how I feel. #Now. If you want to be taken seriously. If you want to discuss a work in a legitimate way. You have to meet it where it is #in order to dissect it #but you know a story has to make you want to suspend your disbelief and maybe that glaring plot hole is bad actually.

[stcries]

okay y'know what, let me just poke dash really quick ... the heat may be trying to dampen my motivation, but now that i'm actually here, i'm starting to fight through it.

so, here's a small starter call for me to get things going! starters may only be a small paragraph or so, depends on how much i can last in this weather. a few new muses have been slipped onto the blog, so i will list them below, who are all available to be requested:

husk and lucifer (hazbin hotel. if you request these or any of my hazbin/helluva muses, please let me know if you've seen the hazbin episodes or not.) vegeta (dragon ball) discord (my little pony) apollo justice, herlock sholmes (ace attorney, there will probably be more as the brainrot continues)

#・ ˖ ✦ ⋄ . WRITTEN IN THE STARS ❝ starter call. ❞ #i know i haven't officially announced a lot of muses but i've reblogged content for them before so a quick scroll should reveal who they ar #i'm also gonna be working on graphics at the same time because i'm very tempted to do something....

[ilayas11]

Painting study of my two favorite characters from Destiny. I’m pretty happy with  how it came out. Most everything done with Clip Studio Paint. Screen shot used as reference.

#Eris Morn #ikora rey #destiny 2 #destiny art #destiny the game #I'm just happy that I was Physically able to do this #It took like twice as long as it should have but I did it #Things are still shit but I can at lest still make art #So I have something better to do than feel bad about myself and doom scroll reddit #Also finally found a work flow with clip studio that I like #Also a brush that I like too #Huzzah for progress