#i think it came together very nicely

[15000bugs]

WE DID IT LADS

#OHHHH WERE HALFWAY THERE #5/10 chapters down lets fucking goooo #genuinely i cant believe ive written this much #50000 words… i am actually very proud :) #also i was feeling very rough about this chapter #BUT #not only did i finish a day early #but the scenes i wrote today were sooo good? #definitely made up for the messier scenes at tbe beginning of the chapter #feeling good B) #i think it came together very nicely #and also i managed to leave it with that feeling of like #‘its the end of act one. but i am taking a hiatus before act two’ LOL

[ryllen]

Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.

Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.

#letterstoear #nui #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #malleus draconia #twst grim #mod posting #okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on #i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal #the letters are pleasantly nice #i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh ....... #sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter; #i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty #my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love' #i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly #i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui #this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to #it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂 #and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service #the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too #i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have #and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be #but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute #i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr #i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress #i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid #it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face #anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…

[leciraofthewilderness]

So, despite some faults, I really enjoyed totk, and on its anniversary I want to say something about it. Other people have said similar things before but it’s really important to me and actually a big part of why the story of totk was meaningful to me, so I want to also say it:

Zelda needed to come back from draconification. The story needed that. It wasn’t lazy and just ignoring “consequences” because (imo) that was the *point*

The point is to feel like there are going to be terrible consequences and then say actually, no. You can come back from this, with the help of other people.

To me at least, that was the theme of the whole story.

If botw was about how the world goes on past loss and grief and starts to heal (how flowers grow in the ruins and the world can be beautiful again, be worth saving, even if it has changed)…then totk was about a more personal kind of healing.

The weight of the world should not be on your shoulders alone…you, alone, should not have to fix everything…you should not have to sacrifice yourself, but when you do, someone will be there to save you from it.

This turned into a really long ramble so:

You (Link) gained so much and now it’s gone. It feels like you’re back to where you started and yet you know you have to do it all again…you were weak and you failed and you’re weaker now…but

You go down to the surface. Monsters swarm across it once again. Other people are fighting them too though. You help, but it’s not just you…

You go to the Rito, the Gorons, the Zora, the Gerudo…just like with the divine beasts, there are friends who help you save each region. But this time, part of them comes along with you when you leave. It’s nice, you realize, the first time one of them protects you from a monster you weren’t prepared for. You’re still weaker than you were before, but someone has your back…

When you go up to the sky you see a strange new dragon there. There’s something about them that feels familiar. You try not to think about it.

You go down to the depths too. It’s terrifying at first. You hate it. You only want to get what you came for and get out of the dark….but slowly, the light grows. You get stronger. The dark feels like a challenge you can face (and someone has your back).

There are spirits down there. You don’t know when they’re from, but some part of you wonders…are these all the people you let die in the Calamity? (You help them find rest from their wandering. The weight on your shoulders feels a little less heavy).

There’s so much gloom. The first few times the sky turns red and hands chase you (a reminder of what you’ve lost, how you failed) you just run. Eventually though, you have to fight. It feels like the (second) worst day of your life again. But you manage to get free of the grasping gloom and stand and fight, as wild and desperate as it is. Beneath the manifestation of your worst fears, there’s another thing to fight, but this time it has a face (a voice in the back of your head says…you know this isn’t all on you and your failure…it’s really Ganon’s fault right?). You get through it.

At every turn in your travels, it seems like something reminds you of Zelda. Her passion, her curiosity, her kindness. You miss her.

At first, the tears you find reassure you. She may be in the past, but she’s safe. She’ll come back somehow…but then you hear the word draconification for the first time. You want to believe she wouldn’t do it but you know her and the fear sits cold inside you. (Zelda is a lot of things. She’s been allowed to be more of them, since she was freed from her hundred year battle, without her father holding her back. But deep down inside her, there’s a vein of self-sacrifice that still runs strong. It’s what saved the world before, after all).

She did it. She really did it. She’s gone from you (from Hyrule) forever, and it’s all your fault. If only you hadn’t failed so utterly in the battle (you can hardly even call it that) under the castle. If only you’d caught her. If only you hadn’t let the sword break. You should have protected her you should have been better it’s all your fault and now she has to live with the consequences, forever. Everything really is on you, you should have been better.

(Zelda POV: you couldn’t call upon Hylia’s power in time, you were too content to let it wither and fade away from you, ready to be free of it. You shouldn’t have. He got hurt, the sword got hurt, it’s your fault…Sonia and Rauru help you channel it again, Sonia helps you learn how to turn back time…but you don’t save her. She dies because you couldn’t save her. Rauru dies not long after. There is no one left to guide you, once again. You could spend years trying to figure it out on your own. But you did that last time. It didn’t work. Self-sacrifice, stepping in front of someone you love, that worked. (You do what you can, to call upon the sages, to help Link in the future, first). And then you swallow the stone. You’ve come a long way, in the past five years, allowing yourself to exist. But in the end, self-sacrifice worked last time. It’ll work this time too.)

You (Link) go down beneath the castle. You were supposed to bring the sages but you didn’t. It’s nice, for someone to have your back. But no one else should get hurt to fix your mistakes.

They follow you anyway. They fight with you, against the hordes, against the greatest enemies you defeated together, along the way. They’ll have your back, even if you don’t think you deserve it.

You fight Ganondorf, and then the demon king, in the hardest battle of your life. You think it’s over and then the demon king decides it’s better to lose himself completely than let you win. You’re exhausted and afraid of yet another battle, but up there in the sky, when you’re falling, the Light Dragon catches you (you wonder why she changed her path to catch you, you wonder if there’s still something of Zelda left in there to save). With her help, you win.

And then you’re in some other realm. The spirits of Sonia and Rauru are there. You remember how the two of them and Zelda channeled such incredible power together. You think about Recall. Turning something back to the memory of what it was before, like Sonia said. You stand with them and you allow yourself to hope. Maybe the Light Dragon can remember the form she took so long ago, the person that she was.

And then you’re falling, and Zelda is falling, but this time you catch her. You catch her. She’s back home with you, finally, finally.

And maybe, one mistake doesn’t have to be the end of the world. You don’t have to be perfect. Sometimes, someone else can stand with you, and it’ll all turn out alright. (You can put the weight of the world on your shoulders, you can sacrifice yourself, but someone will be there to catch you, someone will be there to pull you back to yourself, when all is said and done).

#loz #tears of the kingdom #Link #Zelda #I will say also that I think part of the reason totk is special to me is very personal #like when it came out I was still struggling with the worst burnout of my life #I had had a few months of exhaustion between January and March and in May that exhaustion was still sticking to me #it was hard to get out of bed hard to do anything I felt so tired that I almost felt sick but I wasn’t sick #and the thing is Zelda games are my biggest special interest #and having a new one to play like genuinely I’m not joking it gave me bsck so much energy #I was doing really badly but when totk came out I played it for an entire weekend straight basically #and like my mom came to visit me and help me out with basic life stuff #and like sit with me while I played just like enjoying being together #and that was really nice #over that summer and the fall after I started getting to know someone I work with better #largely over conversations about totk at first #and they’ve become a good friend #(and become someone that I feel safe to be fully myself around) #and so I just have this really strong personal connection to totk #like I will not claim to be impartial about it #there are definitely criticisms that I can acknowledge #in particular I don’t like that they un-amputeed Link let Link be disabled #and also ganondorf’s characterization was shallow and one dimensional #and I’m sure there’s other things I could think of #but the overall narrative #including Zelda becoming the light dragon and then turning back in the end #I really like that #it felt like a narrative of healing to me #and playing it at the time that I did felt really healing to me too

[amelikos]

It's really interesting seeing moments where Liko is overly careful with her words, to the point it feels like she is walking on eggshells and prefacing her thoughts with "it's fine, I really think it's fine but..." even around her friends.

#(which makes an interesting contrast with sango again since the latter generally spouts whatever is on her mind) #liko really didn't want to upset dot or make her think she thought something was wrong #but she still tried to convey what she thought while putting a bunch of 'it's fine really but maybe...' before her words #liko and her tendancy to try and please people etc. #it's such a compelling aspect to explore! and it feels realistic for her to be this way #like in a way part of her doesn't want to ruin what she already has in her friendships #especially with dot because she came so far with her #but she still said what was on her mind #very nice facet to explore for the dynamics tbh #it makes me wonder if liko and roy could have a kind of argument down the road #the two of them generally get along so well and they are so compatible and chill together #that it could be interesting seeing them argue for some reason and then make up afterwards #either way i love liko and all these small moments showing her character #liko #hz049 #character notes #episode notes

[midnightfangz]

There's something about silly cafe AUs that soothes my soul so much

#hi. my name is pluto and i came up with yet another idea for a fic #will i ever finish the previous wips? who knows #anyways. imagine a spiderverse cafe au where the spiders run a small cafe/restaurant/bakery whatever #the parker surname is funny inside joke bc none of them are related #peter b is either that one employee whos been there longest (has a lot of experience) or is the owner #peter b's mary jane delivers the fruit and vegetables and whatnot. theyre exes and are trying to act professional #but they decide to try again (like in the movie). the drama is unreal and the rest of the spider squad tease him about it so much #gwen is that one punk teen thats kinda scary. feels like shes judging you but shes actually just tired #rude customers stand no chance against her. makes delicious coffee. makes the best playlists. chill coworker #peni is also a teen. the best coworker you could ask for. customers love her bc shes very pleasant and overall really really nice #miles is the fresh faced part timer. kinda clumsy. well liked amongst the aunties and moms #draws THE BEST doodles on the cups/bags and so on #noir is also the scary coworker whos very chill once you get to know him. takes care of the deliveries. makes the food #strong as fuck. all the moms and grandmas fawn over him but hes clueless #felix (male felicia hardy. kinda an oc at this point?? love him so much) is one of the delivery guys. very punctual and pleasant #also very charming. brings gifts and things like that to people he likes. sneaks in snacks #benjamin (noir) doesnt care much for him at the beginning but after some time he weirdly?? feels upset?? when the delivery person #is not felix?? they start talking while taking the stuff out of the delivery van. laugh. get to know each other better #then felix starts visiting the cafe/whatever. becomes a regular. benjamin starts giving him food/coffee 'for the road' #the rest of the squad thinks theyre disgustingly adorable and try to get them together #I JUST CAME UP WITH THIS BUT I WILL DIE IF I FORGET ABOUT THIS #midnightfangz.txt #fanfiction #writing #long tags #spiderman: into the spiderverse

[queerstudiesnatural]

i miss my college friends :(

#i just. oof i miss hanging out with like minded people every day #there were 10 of us and we were all in this together #we were all so different like our ages ranged from 18 to 56 and we all came from very different backgrounds #but we were all here to make music and learn to make music with kids #and we were vibing bro #we were vibing #i think it was the only time in my life when i felt like i was truly part of a group and an important part #and now it's like #yeah my colleagues are nice and we hang out sometimes #but we're not vibing #we're like surface level vibing but there's no closeness #i don't feel like i can be myself with them #through no fault of their own like we're just too different and without a common goal #my college crew were all different but we were all in the soup together #now everyone's in their own separate dish #:/ #rain.stuff

[mainfaggot]

just watched challengers at the cinema w my little sister. it was so intense wtf

#i was like grabbing onto my scalp just yanking my hair in the last 5 mins and at the end i yelled (quietly) LOVE WINS! #bc there were only 4 other ppl in the cinema lol #its so fucking stupid on the surface like ok complicated polyamory and also insane obsession with a sport bc that is what makes these people #who they are; as in the sport IS their identity as individuals that's what fills the void that lies underneath skin and bone etc. #blah blah basic shit about messy relationships with the self and romantically with others #but it's also so profound because despite the many obstacles and personality differences. they all love one another and the sport so much. #it's so weird it's twisted in a sense because it's like they only have one another and then obviously tennis (bc tennis is the bridge) #it's very.. codependent #i can't believe my little sister understood like not in a condescending way i cant believe she got it but in a “oh i didnt know you watched #stuff with this much emotion and that you cared enough to critique media“ since she doesn't usually tell me about what shes watching #and when she does she tells me about sitcoms .. #so yeah it was nice that we watched it together but also kind of weird bc #well surface level: the make out scenes were just us giggling awkwardly #and on a deeper level when i was watching it. i couldn't help but think about how #patrick at some point turned into an observer; he stopped being a part of the art tashi patrick trio (and tennis!) and turned #into a spectator #despite very much still being a fellow player #and then tashi became a spectator of the sport despite very much being absorbed in it all and in love with art (?) #i dont know what else to call it but her need to control him came from a place of some kind of care ... albeit manipulative and self serving #so Patrick and tashi are almost parallel lines if that makes sense #theyre kicked out of “the club” whatever the club may be (for Patrick he's no longer in the trio) and for Tashi once the trio is long gone #she's no longer a competitor bc of her injury #and then art is just in the middle of it all #and he'd always followed Patrick's lead in the past and then he started thinking for himself until he became so taken by Tashi #and then he just became her little follower #he just wants to be loved and told what to do because he doesn't know how else to live. im projecting? im projecting. anyway! #the ending. god. the ending sums up their whole past dynamic: #patrick is petty. art is irritated. tashi doesn't get their little dynamic. patrick loves art. art is forgiving. tashi loves the sport #(and maybe she loves them both in her own fucked up control freak way) #z.post

[rapidhighway]

Dbh should be longer not only because I desperately need more of Connor investigating crime scenes and becoming more and more of a bitch (affectionate) to everyone giving him shit as his software instability rises. I think I needed more time and for more stuff to happen to both him and Hank that would change them. I just think the pacing in the second half of the game could be sooo much better. Nothing else to complain about, I love Markus and true love saved the world as always and I got Hank and Connor hug, wheres nines

#gaah #i think Markus' story is very well paced and Kara's as well and they just had to speed Connor's up so it came together nicely #i do just want a buddy cop comedy with connor and hank tbh the game could have been just that with no message shxnsjnsk #i am ALWAYS complaining about pacing of everything I watch or read but for the love of god pacing is so important to me :( #also some awkward shots but uh #sorry im a perfectionist when it comes to media done by other people and im gonna complain forever shxbdj #incredibly hard to keep these people alive istg #ok so now im gonna go play and fi d nines im pretty sure i know how to get to him so no one spoil anything dhnxjsxn #sorry my sister is asleep and i have many thoughts dbshdh

[the-acid-pear]

Btw only today I remembered the time a Baki character crawled thru and out a man's asshole.and his only explanation was I could do that because I'm very small (he's 160cm).

#luly talks #he's an incredible characters actually brace yourselves time to speak of one of.my fave baldies #but he's great. he is a system and for a manga that came out in the 90s it is handled rather fucking well #bc the guy who did that gaia isn't like. evil. in the fucking slightlest. #he's just a mercenary! he's a fighter and a soldier!! but hes a fair and nice man. #nomura the other one is ALSO a soldier but its very cute bc he's just a medic #and like. the way everyone is so fucking nice about this? #like his comrades are tots ok w that like they're scared of gaia bc WELL I MEAN. THEY KNOW WHAT HE CAN DO #but its ok bc he's a baki character of course you'd fear him KQGAJSHWNDG #anyway gaia is also a big time faggot HQYWHDHEHVD but again unsurprising he's a baki character #but he loooves fangirling over older stronger men its very cute he LOVES his master #and made him lose the pants. its epic. love motobe cock #another thing about gaia is the fact that he severely traumatized a man. literally insane shit he did to him #do i feel bad? yes. should i feel bad? no. because that man kicked igari's ass so hard he left the manga permanently #igari being My Beloved Wrestler with a Canoe Shaped Face based on that one japanese wrestler w the huge chin #antonio inoki i think? #anyway. that man he traumatized? he's doing yaoi with him now. #straight up yaoi. they're living together and they act like a fucking married couple #i have yet to read it but it's insane #also gaia is also friends with this very tall dude very tall as in 210cm i think? hes up to 240+ now he keeps expanding his bones #anyway and the guy he tortured was first being tortured by this giant who upon seeing him scream at the top of his lungs was like #lol that's hot you're so my type #well not verbatim but he did say something along those lines jack hanma LOVES russian guys its crazy #anyway after that he was like hot but im not gonna kill you and then gaia comes in and i remember someone mentioning in the comments of the #place i read the manga from how insane their heighr difference was and saying that Gaia could suck his cock while standing #which is absolutely fucking true. but i can't get over it. #anyway that was my infodumping of the day #as you might've noticed gaia is way more relevant that Nomura but that doesn't say a lot #bc gaia shows up w nomura in one arc at the very start of the book then appears again as gaia to traumatize this man #I HIT TAG LIMIT FUCK anyway he shows up in 2 major arcs only super little idk about the spinoff i have yet to read but he's a bit irrelevant

[girlscience]

I am intrigued by the wip titled “zaz” if you would like to share some about it fjdjdjdk

Ohhh yes I will absolutely share about Zaz!!! It is more or less a huge ass on-going worldbuilding document. There has been a vague idea of an alien world floating around in my head since about 2018 I think? And I finally started writing it all down and putting some actual detail into it. This document includes such things as angle and axis of rotation of the planet, placement of tectonic plates, ocean and wind currents, tides, a bit of flora and fauna, alien biology and culture, the very rough beginnings of an alien language, and some other related bits.

The aliens that live on this planet are the ones I have mentioned before that have horns like pachycephalosaurus and practice a sort of headbutt wrestling. The alien race is called Ma't'am. Zaz specifically is the name of one of the ma't'am, I am going to use them in a space dnd game, but they are also my sort of "way in" for understanding the culture and life in a more specific way than broad cultures (this whole world exists far beyond the scope of dnd but it has kind of given me an excuse to go wild over it lol). Zaz is a diminutive form of zazaz, which is a sort of bamboo like mangrove tree that their people use to do everything from building ships to weaving baskets to making clothing. And it connotes something like solid/sturdy/useful/multipurpose. The planet is mostly covered by ocean (fun fact the 'sand' on the planet is actually lots of small sea glass so the whole ocean is sort of like stained glass) and the majority of the landmass is islands. There are groves of zazaz trees around many of the islands, and because the ma't'am are entirely ship-living nomads the zazaz trees and a few other mangrove like plants are the only land based organism/object that they interact with.

This is my very loose map of the planet (excluding the wind and ocean currents, they are on another layer and make it hard to read). It's not super great, I have definitely made better maps before, but I think it gives a pretty clear picture of the shape of the world! The world is about the size of Mars, so it is quite a bit smaller than earth. I made some very loose calculations about human populations from a few different areas and time periods and concluded that there would be around 100 million ma't'am living on the planet.

I have about a bajillion other thoughts on this world and it's people, but that's the pretty basic overview I think? Someday I hope to draw Zaz and some of the other Ma't'am and their world.... but who knows if that will ever happen. I will absolutely share more information about all this if anyone wants it! I think about it all the time and love theorizing and worldbuilding with other people :)

#I could totally go on about the ma't'am biology forEVER i really like what i came up with for them #(really I just gave them all my favorite alien pieces like an alien scavenger lol but I think I tied it all together nicely) #the word doc for this is edging on ten pages now so I have a lot of thoughts in general lol #i have also considered buying a dictionary and starting an excel spreadsheet in order to make their language #so I am very invested to an extreme degree lol #thanks for asking!!! 💜 I love talking about worldbuilding

[masquenoire]

𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐎.

photogenic memory. can accurately recall names, faces and addresses.

knowledgable about human anatomy and how to properly dissect a body...

impressive hand-eye coordination. his aim rarely misses.

skilled at reading body language and picking up on subtle cues. not many lies get past him.

talented escapist. taught himself how to unlock doors (and windows) as a child.

remain wide awake and focused on a task for over 24 hours.

how to disassemble a wide variety of firearms and put them back together perfectly every time.

how to get blood stains out of anything, anywhere.

blowing smoke rings.

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘. @arkhampsych (thank you ciar! ♡) 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆. Whoever would like to do it?

#( 💀 ♮ DASHBOARD DECEPTION ♮ | memes ) #( 💀 ♮ IMMACULATE INTERESTS ♮ | musings ) #This was fun! #Thank you for tagging me Ciar #These are some immediate things that came to mind and I've probably mentioned a few before #Ah well it's still fun #I didn't want to copy some things also as Roman definitely knows how to tie some good knots #Keep his torture victims sitting nice and snug #I think Roman has a very good visual memory #Stuff like putting names to faces and how a wide variety of guns all fit together from handguns to rocket launchers #He is VERY good at escaping and making quick escapes #Tends to be more direct if he can like going THROUGH a door #Just this Roman-shaped hole left behind

[zelzelez]

also in this very tender and vulnerable spot where i just want to be hugged and held but all the relationships i have are a bit wonky and unpredictable

#a is here and last night was nice and weird at the same time #e came back last week and we had a beautiful date but he replies very slowly (which i love and respect; especially since he is very warm) #still this whole tension of closeness and distance is wearing me down right now #i wish i could just be with someone without thinking of anything! just natural! obviously; naturally we will be spending time together; #of course i'll call you! naturally i will double text and ask what you're up to! #tired of regulating and acting cool #I! just! wanna! be! huuuugggggeeedddddd!!!

[01tsubomi]

not to keep only posting abt things i’m doing in japan BUT

i did a little lolita pilgrimage the other day!! i reserved a whole afternoon of my tokyo trip for this and it was so nice ;-; seeing the brands’ storefronts in person really changes how you look at them though bc btssb’s boutique was this gorgeous sunlit room with floral wallpaper and pretty decorations and two very sweet ladies working there who slowly and carefully wrap your purchases in pink tissue paper before sending you off (i can’t stress how slow and careful the tissue paper wrapping was) and then bodyline looked like a theater prop closet where you could turn around from the racks of lolita and practically already have your nose buried in a sexy school uniform with nightcore disney covers playing and an employee squealing greetings in an eardrum-piercing anime voice for minutes on end. whiplash

#lolita fashion #i actually hated being in the bodyline store so much that i was like okay i need to go like find a store that's nice to cleanse that away #so that it doesn't irreversibly damage how i remember this entire day #but overall i had so much fun i felt so at peace lolita fashion felt very real and important in a way it hadn't before somehow #the jsk is axes femme which def cemented them as one of my favorite brands #(the axes femme boutique was really nice too it was in laforet which i looooved and the lady was wearing the op ver of the jsk i bought) #(so we chatted a little bit abt it and how the waist tie detailing is cute and etc) #bc of that all of this was actually pretty cheap #it came out to like $170 usd all together which isn't bad considering how prepared i was to drop more than that on one angelic pretty dress #if i saw one that i liked while i was there which. i didn't #well that's a lie bc i was thinking about buying one of the new lemon line ones but seeing it in person i was unimpressed #the accessories i got from btssb after buying the jsk so i had more of an idea of how i'd wear them so maybe going to angelic pretty #first was a mistake #if i'd had that sort of idea maybe i would've gotten something there #you don't think abt how much thought goes into every single lolita item purchase until you're surrounded by them #i could have bought more but like on a metaphysical level could i? could i have handled having bags and bags of lolita in my arms #only regret is i didn't bring a petticoat with me and i had multiple chances to buy one but they were all expensiiiive #i'm too used to $30 etsy petticoats #even the bodyline ones were expensive but also i swear bodyline's prices are cheaper online than in person #i would go back to any of the other places i went...i don't think i could go back to bodyline #sorry bodyline i know you're trying to change your reputation but are you really #still like your products though #but hehe yeah i'm happy i put so much time aside for this it was very special #personal

[n0ct0urn1quet]

oh god its so weird that next year in april my gf and i will have been together for 5 years and ik that doesnt seem like a lot but like think about it. a decade is 10 years right. my and my gf being together for 5 years is equal to Half A Fucking Decade and when you think about it like HTAT its like owhoaoshhow????!?!???? huh?!??!!??!!?!??? hwhhat??!!??!!!?????!?!?!?!

#like oh my god its just baffling to think about #AND LIKE I MEAN THAT IN THE MOST !!!!! POSITIVE WAY POSSIBLE #like i!!!!!1 im really happy we've been together for that long #I EMAN currently rn we've been together forrrrrr. 4 years and 4 months! so idk its just . its nice 2 think about :] #and ik i said it before but its so weird to think about how like ..... when we were in the Earlier Stages of our relationship we were like #oh yeah im gonan make a GOFUNDME at 13 YEARS OLD to RRAISE MONEY and then im gonna FLY OUT AND SEE YOU !!! #without even thinking about like . anything else besides heehoo i get to see gf :] :] :] #PLUS LIKE at the time if i remember correctly she was living in a . VERY very small house. VERY small #so like if i came n stayed there it woulda been so cramped ??? and like idk if i woulda gotten along very well with the ppl she lived with #BC thats also another thing we didnt think about we were so focused on just Meeting that we werent like #hey . maybe a 13 year old shouldnt fly on her own to see her gf. and hey maybe the family members shouldnt be there #SJDJKSKLKLG #BUT LKE i get it we jus rly wanted to see each othr and we were young and Supit so we didnt think about any of that othr stuff #but as i was saying its so weird to think about all of that and then think about where we are now and #1. we were already making plans for me to come visit during this summer but unfortunately things kinda got in the way so that #didnt end up HAPPENING but its amazing hthat we managed to like plan it out n everything #and 2. we're still gonna like move in together . liek. fairly soon hopefully #IDK HOW SOON and i feel bad bringing that up every time bc ik she isnt in a big hurry to leave n she's got her own stuff in the way #neithr of us have Jobs Yet and she started school on monday which just . hoohg #BUT. but but but. jus the fact that we went from the fuckin gofundme shit to actually palnning it out fr #ACTUALLY planning on getting jobs and getting Money and planning for me to come move across the country to see her its like!!!!! #woah!!!!!!! thats wild!!!!!! and idk when itll Happen because like i said neithr of us have jobs yet or like drivers liscenesses or anythin #she hasnt moved outta the house yet and both of us are still in school shes got a few mor years Left of school befor she's done #and i only have 2 yeaars left (unless they end up holding me back bc i failed 9th + 10th) #but like once we're outta school its just . Its Go Time Baybee !!!!!!! #n i mean it sucks we'll hav to wait a few more years but honestly shes prolly rigtht n its proly for tha best . bc like #originally i was jus gonna come visit her this summer but its like . my mom would HAVE to com with me and idk how she'll be #in a whole new State that she's never been in before with ppl she's never Met and i think she'd just be in a shit mood the whole time #n my gf was worried abt her mom also bein the same way so its like . prolly better for now to jus wait til she's moved out n THEN i can com #see her n stuff . so itll b a while but the wait is worth it and for the Better i think. :]

[coalburiedinwarmashes]

First week working in the best place ever completed🤩

#so grateful for the 30 euro I found in my wallet and the half day Friday #yapping #clonturk art coming up to the submission of the leaving cert booklets what was I thinking get me out of there but also it’s so exciting woah #I feel exhausted and hateful… and yet. full of love and joy #grateful for coira and emma dn and nicole and rían who is the only one I believe doesn’t hate me #guys it’s kind of the best thing ever when u sugest something and the child’s eyes like genuinely light up and they’re like that’s #cool idea thank you and then like ugh they’re so much more willing to listen to you then woah I hope every child in the world lives a life #full of love and has some adult who cares to listen woah ugh especial love the queer kids who think it’s cool I have blue hair #but 6 hours straight standing and walking no sitting down ever is the worst #and hearing that the 6th years were talking shit also not fun but also so get it like of art worst ever I’d also hate if someone came in #trying to talk to me even if they were trying to help I’d have killed them so maybe I should be grateful #they’re all so cool tho shou out Bea and Sean especially #shout out Nathan the faggiest person I may ever have the pleasure of meeting #shout out my brothers friends who r chill and one of them up is doing a cool snake turtle sculpture sick #shout out Alice woah I should put full name damn but shout out everyone every I love them all #so freaking tired everyday and I come home and I can pt rest at all because constantly trying to get this house together like painting #cleaning radiators moving shit furniture is so heavy when ur core strength is gone from just standing all day #I miss my room and my kitchen boooooo change booooooooooo #my therapist is being very nice to me tho

[whateveriwant]

Task force 141 reacting to their very pregnant wife still trying to clean, cook etc

This turned more into ‘Task force 141 preventing their very pregnant wife from trying to clean, cook, etc’ lmaooooo I hope that's alright

Price

HA! Good one!

No seriously, it's actually hilarious that you think you'd do anything for yourself when your hubby's around

That man has been waiting on you hand and foot since you first got together. So now that you're pregnant and you think he'd let you so much as lift a finger? You must have a serious case of pregnancy brain, sweetheart

Price is doing all the cooking, the cleaning, the running errands, etc. throughout the entirety of your pregnancy (and at least the first several months postpartum)

He's kept you practically bed bound these last few months to the point where you think there's a perfect indent of your body molded into the mattress

Seven months in, he's suddenly called away to a quick mission halfway across the globe, and you think finally you'll get some of your autonomy back...

Well, think again because who should show up at your door the next morning than your mother-in-law herself, ready to pick up where her son left off

She came at the behest of your husband, of course, and was armed with a detailed set of care instructions

What does your husband think you are? Some sort of one-of-a-kind, priceless artifact that needs special handling? (Actually that's exactly what you are. Price-less… I'll see myself out 🚶🏻‍♀️)

Ghost

When it comes to having some semblance of independence during your pregnancy, Ghost will give you a bit of a longer leash than Price, but only just so

You’re going for a walk around the neighborhood? Hold on, let him grab his coat to join you. Or you're going into the backyard to tend the garden? He'll pull the weeds while you water the plants

But when it comes to letting you do certain things, there are some hard nos that he will absolutely not budge on

You try to use a stepladder to reach the top of the cupboard? Stop! You'll break your neck! You try to pick up anything heavier than 10 pounds? Stop! Give it here! You try to drive?... Don't even fuckin' think about it, precious.

The farther along your pregnancy progresses, the better he gets at predicting (and intercepting) your next move

You were gonna do laundry today? Well, wouldn't you know, he's already got a load going in the washer. You were about to make dinner? Well shucks, he just ordered takeaway from that Greek place you love

His ability to read your mind is honestly impressive once you get past how damn annoying you find it. Just because you're pregnant doesn't mean you're incapable of fending for yourself, and you're tired of him acting as if otherwise

But really, you can never get mad at anything he does for you. After all, what kind of a husband would he be if he didn't take care of his missus and your little one?

Soap

If you take Ghost’s cautiousness, mix it with Price’s thoroughness, and crank it up to an 11, you get Soap

From the moment he found out you were pregnant, he put your house into full lockdown mode, stopping just short of booby trapping the front door in case you got any funny ideas

You want some fresh air? Just open a window. You want to go for a walk and stretch your legs? Just take a few turns about the living room like you're some Austenian heroine

Don't let him catch you doing any kind of physical labor, because so help him Jesus he will grab a spray bottle and use it like you're a feral alleycat he's trying to house-train (he wouldn't really... but don't test him)

You try to unload the dishwasher? Ehrr! Wrong move. You try to remake the bed? Ehrr! Nice try. You try to mop up your own mess. Ehrr! Enough already. You try to– OCH, WOULD YE BLOODY SIT DOWN, WOMAN?!

For nine long months during his requested leave from work, your husband is attached to you like some kind of loving, smothering barnacle

But doesn't he miss his job, or the lads for that matter? What if the world needs saving? What will they do without him?

Well, (in his exact words) fuck the rest of the world! You're his world, bonnie, and he'll give you everything you could ever wish for and then some

Gaz

By far, you have the most independence with Gaz than you would with any of the other three men… at least, at the beginning of your pregnancy, that is

Once you get to around five or six months he becomes just as helicopter-y as all the others; he's just ever so slightly more bearable, perhaps

There's lots of peeking his head around the corner to check on you throughout the day or appearing seemingly out of thin air whenever you're doing something he'd rather you wouldn't

You've lost count of the number of times you've been in the middle of cooking or hanging up the laundry or whatever and his hand has suddenly appeared out of nowhere, gently taking the object from you before directing you to sit and rest

And like, look. He knows you can handle yourself. He knows you could conquer the whole world if you wanted to. That's one of the things he loves about you the most

But seeing you like this – so fragile, so vulnerable, so beautiful and soft and pregnant with his child; his child – it just… It makes him…

He just needs to do these things for you, alright, love? Just let him take care of you, please? Would you let him do that?

You already have so much you have to carry. Let him ease some of the burden off your shoulders. Let him do these small things for you because they don't even compare to all that you're doing for him 🥲

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