#i will live

[hauntoadcayde]

Ahh, fulfilling the time-honored Blender tradition of realizing your first model in it is messed up AF and isn't gonna play nicely with textures and definitely not with collisions later so you gotta redo it entirely lol

#oof #at least it was only a room and not a character #I will live #gamedev #indiedev #blender3d #current wip #3d modeling #godot engine

[strayheartless]

“Hi flo, what are you up to?”

Oh you know playing Kingdom Hearts and crying, you know the usual. Except, exciting development, the crying is unrelated to kingdom hearts this time!

#personal ish #Im fine #im just pulling a genesis #that is to say im being dramatic #I will live #crying but not in the club #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts playthrough #one day this won’t be my self soothing technique #today is not that day

[rams-wool]

I think it's almost kind of funny how when I was starting to get into a good writing workflow using my phone, it had to drop from 20cm and become unusable. Getting it changed in a week (goodbye savings for trip to visit my sweetheart). Then I wanted to draw but my pen tablet is also half functional. If there's a higher entity or multiple they really don't want me to be creative.

#This is a lighthearted rant #I will live #Just rotating in my mind my current beloved new OCs alone

[miserablecreachur]

I hate that I’m so broken hearted and alone

#I will live #but what’s the cost #what’s the point when you go months feeling like your heart is rubbed raw all the time #anyway #here’s wonderwall

[fyodorkitkat]

I really want to get fanged dental implants now that I know they exist but there is absolutely no way my partner will ever be okay with this.

#for the same reason i dont have nails but like come oooonnnn ill be careful itll be fine #i might have asked him for my bday a couple years from now if our finances are fixed #he didnt think i was serious when i brought it up the first time #like no im so so so serious but okay as long as i care about your life and limbs i suppose #i will live #-pers

[demonkidpliz]

No one is reading or commenting on any of my new stories 🙃 This is the first time I am writing after a whole year and all my regular readers have disappeared.

#it's ok #i will live #i enjoy my stories #mahabharat #starbharat #bhagvat puran #krishna #krishna x rukmini #rukmini

[medys-space]

#first of all i'm fine #is just that this last week i have to stand up for 6 hours straight all days (college things) #and now my legs hurts when i walk #but eh #i will live #the snatcher #self insert #snatcher x self insert #dibujitos varios

[jestroer]

Forever cursed to pronounce Mumbo Jumbo the way Tommyinnit does

#Moombo Yoombo is this you #It comes back to me every time #i stole too much of accent from Tommy i should have steal more from Tubbo really #i will live #shitpost #mumbo jumbo

[shadowbrightshine]

Back from therapy. I feel better but also worse.

:<

I've been having really bad anxiety.

But playing as glamrock Freddy as a dad online brings me more joy then anything has in months.

I need to create things to live. .

Just to be clear I am not suicidal. I have never thought that way and I don't want to die.

It's more of the opposite problem. It's thinking about how I'm going to make it through life. I will survive. I will live. I'm just really stressed about school and how it might hurt that coming life.

It's a scholarship I've been working 4 years for. I worry if I lose it. It's alot of money.

I've had all As ans Bs. For someone with autism that's really damn impressive and I've been working so hard.

If I slip to a D I might lose 10k scholarship money.

That's really scary.

#shine post #stress #therapy #i want to live #i will live #i just worry about that life #vent

[solace-seekers]

here’s to hoping i can get noah kahan tickets that aren’t a million dollars 🤩🤩🤩

#would love to go to one of his concerts #but i am not selling my soul for it #especially when the closest concert is a four hour drive #i will live #but it would be fun to go

[transgender-catboy]

Good morning beautiful beloved friends and mutuals! (They are the same thing)

How are ya? Did you sleep well? It's Friday, so I would imagine you're happy the weeks over? Got any plans aside from school or work?

Gosh, I am all questions today lol, sorry about that! Anyways, hope you're doing well! It's good to see you again, I missed you last night. Let's make today somethin good, even if it's just for a moment, okay? I'll be cheering you on the whole time 💖

#for me personally. i think I'm gonna go out on the bus #just to ride around #maybe get lost and try and find my way home #idk yet #we will see #there's like. 3 different buses here. small town #i wanna go to the bookstore and see if they have comics... but i got like. $6 of spending money rn #:'3 #it's fine #i will live

[goldkirk]

I feel like all my energy for the day got used up by the stupid [redacted redacted redacted] nightmare. My jaw is locked up from clenching and I feel already 30% dysautonomia-sick and I have pain more than I usually have until noonish and I don’t want to do anything.

I’m gonna get up and make my bed and take my meds and immediately drink water and eat breakfast because I’m worth taking care of myself and not letting things get worse. Hell yeah. We’re learning to value and care for ourselves (or at least our neglected younger selves) in this house

#shh katie #trauma recovery #my neck 😭 my jaw 😭 my hands 😭 #MY ANKLES 😭 #I will live

[revothink]

Oh hello dukhi aatmas. It's been a long week. There is so much to share and talk about. But not now. Today, I will talk about some thoughts I had.

As a kid, I believed that I was happy. I was happy with my silly cartoons and story books. Excelling in academics wasn't difficult either. But as I grew older, I realised that I am not happy anymore. Everything is so difficult, especially when the weight of existence burdens you. I was no longer satisfied with my silly cartoons – now TV shows of various languages – and my novels.

Is getting older the problem? Or is it the world around you? I am sure we all have heard the sentence, "You haven't seen and experienced the outside world. When you will grow up and go outside, you will understand how cruel it is," at least once in their life. If you haven't, the good for you, I guess.

Now that I am growing up, I realised that the world was still cruel back then. And it is still cruel. As long as there is human existence, the world will remain cruel. Growing up and getting older just opens your eyes. It widens your perception of everyone and everything. It makes you realise that the one cousin who touched you in that way wasn't in fact playing with you. His intentions were very different.

I am experiencing the cruel world now. And I don't think I am strong enough to survive. But I am going to survive until I can't anymore. I am going to walk until I can't anymore. I am going to stand up for myself until I don't have to. But I also know that there is no truly happy person in this world. Why? Because we are humans.

#life is so unfair #and life is sometimes so overwhelming that all you want to do is end it #don't you wanna be free of the burden of existence? #no i do not #there is still hope #there is still so much i have to do #so many books left unread #so many shows unwatched #i will live #even if living will make me sad #i will live with tear-stained cheeks and eyes as dark as the world around me #and i will persevere with my broken hopes and shattered beliefs

[alexggnaw]

I can’t wait for this to happen

#healing #recovering from depression #i will live #alex g #lsd and the search for god #car seat headrest #sandy alex g #radiohead

[duncanor]

I found Kohga by pure luck and God he is so damn silly. I love him and I'm going to kick his stupid ass now ❤️

#Totk #Going back to it! #The game is playable once again #Still crash tho but heh #I will live #Dunkar rant

[albertinnoooo]

#I PASSED MAAAATHHH #math is OVER #I WILL LIVE #IM NOT COMMITTING SUICIDE #THANK YOU ALL THANK YOU #thank you denisa for drawing the pentagram #im 16 and very easily manipulated #hmu if yourr a dommy mommy #please