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shootingxsstarr · 3 years

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Kit and Ty - Playlist (Part 2)

Hi there, so... After almost a year I decided to make a part two for the kitty playlist. You can check part one here if you want.

While the first playlist was more related to the things that happened in Lord of Shadows, this one is more focused on the events from Queen of Air and Darkness. I hope you enjoy it and lets suffer together for these two while we wait for TWP.

1. Sweet Night // V

"I'm wondering, are you my best friend? / Feels like a river's rushing through my mind / I wanna ask you if this is all just in my head / My heart is pounding tonight, I wonder / If you are too good to be true / And would it be alright if I / Pulled you closer"

"This was Ty hugging him because he wanted to. The soft cotton of Ty's shirt, the feeling of Ty's hair brushing against his cheek as he hid his expression from Ty by burrowing his face against the other boy's shoulder. He could hear Ty breathing. He threaded his arms around Ty, crossing his cold hands over Ty's back. When Ty leaned into him with a sigh, he felt like he'd won a race he didn't know he was running."

2. the 1 // Taylor Swift

"We were something, don't you think so? / Rosé flowing with your chosen family / And it would've been sweet / If it could've been me / In my defense, I have none / For digging up the grave another time / But it would've been fun / If you would've been the one"

"To never being parted", Kit said, looking across the campfire at Ty.

Ty's thin face was limned in light from the red-gold flames. "To never being parted" he said, with a grave emphasis that made Kit shiver for reasons he did not understand.

3. Sorry // Halsey

"I run away when things are good / And never really understood / The way you laid your eyes on me / In ways that no one ever could / And so it seems I broke your heart / My ignorance has struck again / I failed to see it from the start / And tore you open 'til the end"

"Without you, I just - there's nothing if you aren't there."

There's nothing if you aren't there. Pity and despair ripped through Kit. He couldn't hate Ty for this. But he would never mean anything to Ty and never had: That was much clear.

4. Easy // Troye Sivan

"I can't even look at you / Would you look at the space just next to your feet? / The wood is warping / The lines distorting / This house is on fire, woo! / Burning the tears right out my face / What the hell did we do? / Tell me we'll make it through / Cause he made it easy, easy / Please don't leave me, leave me"

"I wish - I wish I'd never known you -"

Ty's eyes filled with sudden tears. Shocked, Kit fell silent. Ty was The; he didn't weep easily, but he as wiping tears from his face with shaking hands.

5. Run (Ballad Mix) // BTS

"I run, run, run / I can’t stop / Run, run, run again / I can’t help it / This is all I can do anyway / All I know is how to love you / Run, run, run again / It’s okay to fall / Run, run. Run, again / It’s okay to get hurt / I’m alright, even if I can’t have you / Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me"

One of the Riders jerked and yelled, clasping at his arm. Ty’s slingshot, Kit realized, and felt a rush of reluctant warmth and a sudden stab of fear - what if he never saw Ty again?”

6. Fool for you // Zayn

"This love is tainted / I need you and I hate it / You're caught between a dream / And a movie scene / In a way, you know what I mean / When the dark turns to mist / I just can't resist it / 'Cause I'm a fool for you"

"All his energy had gone into Ty, all his devotion and hopes for the future. He liked the other Blackthorns, but he hardly knew them well. He probably knew Dru the best, and he liked her as a friend, but that was a small thing compared to the burning hurt and humiliation he felt when he thought about Ty."

7. Before You Go // Lewis Capaldi

"So, before you go / Was there something I could've said / To make your heartbeat better / If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather / So, before you go / Was there something I could've said / To make it all stop hurting? / It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless"

"I know," Ty said. His voice shook. "I know, but- can I say good-bye to him? If I could just talk with him once-"

"He's already gone." Magnus said. "He didn't want to say good-bye to you. To anyone really, but I suspect it was mostly you."

8. I Hope You Find It // Miley Cyrus

"Last words that I said / But that was nothing / But a broken heart talking, baby /You know that wasn't what I meant / Call me up, let me know / That you've got this message / I'm leaving for you / 'Cause I hate that you left without hearing / The words that I needed you to"

"Tell Ty-"

9. Someone You Loved // Lewis Capaldi

"Now the day bleeds into nightfall / And you're not here to get me through it all / I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug / I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved"

Kit watched as Ty waded out a little bit, tipping his head back, smiling up at the Livvy only he could see.

Remember him like this, Kit thought, happy and smiling. His hand crept up to touch the faded white scar on his left arm where had draw the Talent rune what felt like so long ago.

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wching · 5 years

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Lover

Scott's late.

Hope might or might not kill him. Though, gathering from the intonation of her voice over the phone, she's not angry.

It's their first wedding anniversary, but as usual, life gets in the way, it always gets in the way. They're supposed to be making dinner together but now he's balancing a pizza box on his hand, holding two wine-filled glasses with the other, heading upstairs, because Hope's nowhere to be found, not in the kitchen nor in the living room, he's checked.

"Hope?"

Scott calls through gritted teeth because he's biting a stalk of rose, unfortunately, he wishes he has an extra pair of hands to carry the bouquet of roses he's bought. A soft humming of their favourite playlist fills his ears as he approaches their bedroom, and the air smells like vanilla, and he knows that Hope's most probably in the bathroom. Slipping inside the bedroom, he settles the pizza box on the table, proud because he hasn't manage to topple the pizza box, or spill a drop of wine and releases his bite on the rose.

"Hope?" He calls again, doesn't want to alarm her, and he hears a faint, acknowledging hum from the bathroom. Biting the stalk of rose again, simply for dramatic purposes, he moves to the bathroom, nudges the door open with his elbow. It swings open gently, revealing his wife, reclining in the bathtub.

Wisps of light steam dances around in the air, and there are bubbles and bubbles piling up to the level of her shoulder. Her hair is tied up into a bun, strands of loose curls framing her face, cheeks flushed pink from the steam, looking absolutely ethereal. She had left the small window open, letting in the cool autumn air and the distant sounds of the city.

"Hey," Hope greets, a smirk tugging at the corner of her lips.

Absent-mindedly, he takes the rose out from his mouth. "Am I in heaven?" Scott comments in lieu of greeting and stares at her stupidly, not blinking, completely besotted.

She tips her head back and laughs, playfully giving him a splash, specks of suds staining his shirt, but he doesn't mind. He loves how her laugh is light and loose, stripped off her protective armour, reserved only for him.

"This is for you," he hands her the rose and she takes it, "because you're beautiful," he compliments to which Hope rolls her eyes, despite the soft chuckle, her eyes fluttering shut when he presses a kiss on the top of her head. She smells the rose and takes the wine glass from him. By the way her dimples are popping, Scott knows she's failing miserably in hiding her emotions.

"I see you've started without me," he perches on the side of the bathtub, grinning as he meets her gaze.

"Thought I'll get a headstart first," her smirk reappearing as she takes a sip of wine, some of the suds slipping smoothly down her forearm, "how did the X-Cons do?"

"Well, besides Luis almost having a meltdown, when have I ever failed in troubleshooting?" Scott shrugs cockily, "also, I'm finally getting a new desk," he grins lopsidedly. "Oh, and, wait, do you even want to know?"

Hope shakes her head lightly, smiling, "try me."

Despite the look of annoyance she occasionally displays whenever he's talking about his three friends, it's difficult to deny that they have come to form an odd family. Always feeling like she never belonged anywhere, sometimes, she still has trouble believing that she has finally found a place she's willing to call home, in spite of the significant disparities between all of their personalities.

"We've upgraded from fancy raspberry cookies to fancy pastries, so, a toast to that," Scott holds his wine glass out and Hope, still smiling, clinks hers against his.

They've been recovering, slowly, from the ordeal, along with the world. Both realising life isn't just made up of grand, momentous occasions, because there's so much beauty in ordinary things.

Waking up with her hair in his face, limbs tangled together, while she whispers sweet nothings in his ear. And then there are morning kisses, kisses for him while he makes breakfast, and goodbye kisses before they leave for work. Whisking her away for surprise lunches, knowing full well she has a habit of skipping meals while she brings take away to the X-Cons office when he's working late. Most nights, they lie curled up together on the couch after their sparring session, talking, or relishing in quiet moments. And even when they're immersed in work, they're never far apart from each other.

Sure, there are bad days when he wakes up dripping in sweat, heart thumping wildly but it subdues when she reaches for him and pulls him close, nestling his head against her chest. And then there are days when Hope struggles with anxiety (as much as she likes to hide it), has to make sure she's not fading into ash, only to be pulled back into reality by Scott's warm, firm grip against her hand, because he knows.

Scott drinks more than a sip of his wine, has trouble keeping his eyes from slipping downwards, as he watches Hope shifts into a comfortable position in the bathtub, the suds slipping and sliding a little, still keeping her mostly covered. Her feet is popping out at the end of the bathtub, and he takes a moment to appreciate her perfectly pedicured toenails. He sighs. She's perfect, more than perfect really.

He is famished. But, he's partial to going to bed hungry, though the idea seems very tantalising now.

Realising his vacant stare, a seductive grin spreads on Hope's face as she interrupts his straying thoughts, "don't you wanna join me?" She raises a suggestive brow.

Scott downs his wine in a gulp, his other hand already unbuttoning his shirt, "thought you'd never ask," he grins goofily.

There's a splash of water mingled with Hope's laughter later.

...

They finish the pizza hours later, under the dim lights, on the bed, half covered by the covers. The air is cool as they'd let the windows open, the chilly breeze rustling by, curtains fluttering gently.

Hope, leaning on Scott, who's sitting up, back against the headboard, careful not to leave the pizza crumbs on the bed because she doesn't like it, while her elbows are propped up comfortably on his thighs. It's a miracle that she's even letting them eat on the bed, but he figures today's an exception.

Scott watches her wipe pizza grease off her cheek, then takes a bite off it after, the last piece of it. It makes him feel like the luckiest man in the world because Hope Van Dyne is eating a 5$ pizza with him, like it's the best meal in the world.

"What?" She asks with her mouth full, still chewing, as she notices the wide grin that's spreading on his face.

Scott is trying hard not to laugh because Hope would never talk with her mouth full in public. Jesus, he loves her. "Have I told you that I love you today?"

Hope swallows, doesn't need to think twice because, yes he did - with the Post-It note that he had left on the kitchen counter along with her breakfast. With the affection he shows her everyday. With the little things he'd do for her.

"Scott?" She climbs closer, folds herself towards him. "I love you," she whispers, the dim lights illuminating the outline of his wide, ridiculously charming smile as she kisses it, his hands already trailing up her back, tugging up her shirt as he goes, while he kisses her back. They wrap themselves around each other, the pizza box left alone at the side of the bed. Outside, leaves fall in the cool wind.

No fancy restaurant. No fancy dinner. No fancy celebration.

Because they're enough for each other. Just the two of them.

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shootingxsstarr · 4 years

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Kit and Ty - Playlist

So, I was missing these two so much that I decided to make a playlist with some songs that remind me of them. This kind of follows the chronological order of events since the beginning of Lord of Shadows and it shows the development of Kit and Ty's feelings for each other throughout the books.

Honestly, their relationship was so cute, pure and heartbreaking. I remember crying so badly while I was reading Queen of Air and Darkness and THAT moment happened (yeah, you know what I'm talking about) and then Kit just moved to another COUNTRY and the book ENDED. Urgh.. I have to admit I'm really excited to see what Cassandra holds for them in TWP, can't wait for them to meet again.

Anyways, here's the playlist:

1. Little Things // One Direction

"I won't let these little things / Slip out of my mouth / But if it's true / It's you / They add up to / I'm in love with you / And all your little things"

"He grinned, and the grin changed his face completely. Ty when he was still and expressionless had an intensity that fascinated Kit; when he was smiling, he was extraordinary."

2. Carry You // Ruelle (feat. Fleurie)

"Is anybody out there? / Can you lead me to the light? / Is anybody out there? / Tell me it’ll all be alright / You are not alone / I’ve been here the whole time singing you a song / I will carry you"

"Tell me," Kit said. Tell me what you need.

"Put your arms around me," said Ty. His hands were pale blue blurs in the air, as if Kit were looking at a time-lapsed photo. "Hold on to me."

He was still rocking. After a moment, Kit put his arms around Ty, not knowing what else to do.

3. Talk Me Down // Troye Sivan

"But I wanna sleep next to you / And I wanna come home to you / I wanna hold hands with you / I wanna be close to you / But I wanna sleep next to you / And that's all I wanna do right now / So come over now and talk me down"

"Kit burst out laughing. Ty looked even more astonished than he had when Kit had said he'd miss him. But after a second, he started to laugh too. They were both laughing, Kit doubled up over the blankets, when Magnus came into the room. He looked at the two of them and shook his head."

4. Home // One Direction

"And it's alright / Calling out for somebody to hold tonight / When you're lost, you'll find a way / I'll be your light / You'll never feel like you're alone / I'll make this feel like home"

“Blackthorns,” said Ty, with a dazzling smile, and Kit knew, in that instant, that whatever he’d been telling himself about running away for the past few days had been a lie. And maybe it had been that lie that Livvy had been responding to, when she’d snapped at him outside the magic store that day—the kernel inside his own heart that had told him he might still be leaving.

But he knew now that he could reassure her. He wasn’t leaving the Shadowhunters. He wasn’t going anywhere. Because where the Blackthorns were, was his home now.

5. Infinity // One Direction

"And now I'm one step closer to being / Two steps far from you"

"How many nights does it take to count the stars? / That's the time it would take to fix my heart / Oh, baby, I was there for you / All I ever wanted was the truth /How many nights have you wished someone would stay? / Lay awake only hoping they're okay / I never counted all of mine / If I tried, I know it would feel like infinity"

"Livvy would miss me-"

"Your whole family would miss you," said Kit, "and I would miss you."

It was a bit like stepping of a cliff, far scarier than any con Kit had ever run for his dad, any Downworlder or demon he'd ever met. Ty looked up surprised, forgetting the glass in his hands. He was blushing. It was very visible against his pale skin. "You would?"

6. Waves - Acoustic // Dean Lewis

"It comes and goes in waves / It always does, it always does / We watched as our young hearts fade into the flood / Freedom, falling, the feeling / That I thought was set in stone / Slip through my fingers, trying hard to let go / It comes and goes in waves / It carries us away"

"It was as if there was something about Ty Blackthorn that reached into him and untied all the careful knots of protection holding him together. He wondered if that was what people meant when they said they felt undone."

7. The Scientist // Coldplay

"Nobody said it was easy / It's such a shame for us to part / Nobody said it was easy / No one ever said it would be this hard / Oh, take me back to the start"

"Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me / Oh, and I rush to the start / Running in circles, chasing our tails / Coming back as we are"

"You think you can’t survive without Livvy, but you can. We will go through it together.” Kit’s face was cold; he realized he was crying. “I love you, Ty. I love you."

8. I Have Questions // Camila Cabello

"Do you care, do you care? / Why don't you care? / I gave you all of me / My blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears / Why don't you care, why don't you care? / I was there, I was there, when no one was / Now you're gone and I'm here"

"Without you, I just—there’s nothing if you aren’t there.”

There’s nothing if you aren’t there. Pity and despair ripped through Kit. He couldn’t hate Ty for this. But he would never mean anything to Ty and never had: That much was clear.

9. Bruises // Lewis Capaldi

"And every breath that I’ve been taken / Since you left feels like a waste on me / I’ve been holding on to hope / That’ll you come back when you can find some peace / 'Cause every word that I’ve heard spoken / Since you left feels like a hollow street"

"There must be something in the water / 'Cause everyday it's getting colder / And if only I could hold you / You'd keep my head from going under"

"It was ridiculous, Livvy thought. You could tell how much he missed Ty. As much as Ty missed him. She didn't understand boys at all. Why couldn't they just say what they felt?"

10. The Night We Met // Lord Huron

"I had all and then most of you / Some and now none of you / Take me back to the night we met"

"When the night was full of terrors / And your eyes were filled with tears / When you had not touched me yet / Take me back to the night we met"

"He looked at the boy with the knife to his throat, the boy whose black eyelashes feathered down against his cheekbones as he glanced away from Kit, and he felt something like a shock of recognition pass through him.

He thought, how beautiful."

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