#i wish i had the motivation to do it more

[baradurus]

This is my love Letter/Appreciation post to the qsmp thumbler!since i saw so many ppl doing it

(Im kind of a lurker and have just recently become more activ RIGHT WHEN IT ENDED)

Anyways yall are such a nice community!And honestly a safespace for me its really fun to read all the silly shenanigans you come up with ,qsmp thumbler really cheers up my day and sometimes its even the Highlight of my day.

And some of you maynot know me since i am a lurker but i just want to say my appreciationto some ppl bellow the cut

(If i make anyone uncomfy with tagging them please do tell me and i will imeadiatly remove you)

To the artist

@ama-a93 I LOVE LOVE LOVE I JUST ADORE YOU ART ITS SOSO BEUTIFULL I JUST CANT i always get hyperaktiv when i See your beutifull art <3

@ddummy07 omg i cant even begin to describ how much i adore your content it soso amazing i love it so much i first saw you on tik tok and your Animations are just WOW

@lutraviolet your artsyle is so beutifull as is your art u always amazes me how beutifull it is whenever i look at it i think OMG IT SO PRETTYYYYYY at the same time i want all the Art you Post!

@acetheabnormal the backbone of the miscklikers i think i once sent an ask to tell you how much i adores your artstyle BUT IT SIMPLY WAS NOT ENOUGH YOUR ANIMATICS YOUR ART EVERYTHING IS SIMPLY TOP NOTCH evrrytime you post it fills me with joy

@vastlaundrybear im must say ,how much i adore your artsyle your animatics just simply everything ITS SO AAARGH i especally like your slimeccle Design (i also just adore your jrwi animatics) JUST YOUR ANIMATICS IN GENERAL ARE SOO ARRGHHH the transitions ,the lightning,JUST EVERYTHING

@thatonedogart omg i love itARRGHHH you keep me alive i live in jealousy of your greatness!!

@thatplankoverthere omg i love LOVE YOUR ART AREGHHH it simply is just so beutifull (you inspirw me to continue my traditional art journey!!)

now to the amazing artist and my mutal @smallz-o just muah everytime you Post i get happy you are a ray of sunshine to me i aprecviate you soso much and you have Motivation me to be way way more activ in the community (like also Posting art of my own and such<333)

@sadtrashking ARGHH YOUR ART IS SIMPLY SO CREATIV i love love love your takes on the qsmp memebers and turning them into animals(? Sry if thats not the right word)and omg your art is simply prefection i strive to one day be as creativ as you

@shen-mu your art is litterally SO SO GOOD ARRGHHH i just love your artsyle (and wth you post art so quik) it always Cheerleader my day up seing your art!!!

And since were on the topic of mutal

@fantasticflavor i love love love your Pixel art it inspires me so much AND WTH YOU ART IS SOSO PRETTY <333its an honor to be mutal with u!

@motshine i always love to See you in my notfications and your pfp is just so silly <3

@safetycap you are kinda like an Update source to me and i appreciate you very much!

@dragon-lady-owo it is always a pleasure seing that youve liked smt of mine and i apprecate you very very much!!!!!

@orquydia im very very glad that ive got to know you through our silly battel that started cus you liked my art and i decide to like smt of yours and then we had a littel like war (that i won)i apreciate you very very much and hope that our friendship continues to blossum i always enjoy our Talks about anything our minds can think of ( mostly robots)

@saltedcaramelchaos my beloved mutal! Although we dont talk much i appreciate you with every bone i have left your a very nice person from what i can tell and wish you the best!!

To ppl i stayed Updates through:

@royalarchivist you are a litteral livesafer to me no joke you have keep me updated on soso many things and i appreciate the work youve been doing :)

@hey-i-am-trying i appreciate you so so much and thank you for being such a cool person!

@anachronistic-falsehood you have also been a soucre of info to me and its alway cool to See you post <3

@starriknight believ it or not ive been staying updated through you and i appreciate all youve done for the community!!!

I hope i dident forget anyone! Have a nice day <333

[lovelybrooke]

Can I request how how Karlach, Gale, Wyll, Halsin, and Astarion react to Reader helping them/doing something nice for them? Assisting Gale when he cooks, Wyll to take care of his horns, being affectionate with Karlach, taking Halsin somewhere in nature with animals to relax, and buying things like books & new clothes for Astarion!

This is super cute!! I don't know if this was exactly what you wanted, but I hope you enjoy either way.

masterlist

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Karlach 

Karlach always struggled with love, especially after all that has happened to her. When you live with the fire of hell burning within you, it makes it hard to truly build connections with people. She can't touch, she can't hold, so she can't love, no matter how desperately she wishes to. She's good at pretending however, putting on wide smiles and laughing along with the rest of you, but whenever she sees you hug Wyll or hold hands with Shadowheart, she is reminded of what she's missing out on, and it gets harder to pretend. 

Karlach feels what she assumed to be love when you told her that you've found the Infernal Iron needed to quell the fire in her heart, you were so excited, smiling so wide as you rushed over to Dammon as quickly as possible. You were so proud of yourself, but for a few moments, Karlach didn't know how to feel. She was confused, happy, excited, nervous, all at the same time. But when she felt your arms wrap around her, she knew what she felt, she felt love. She felt adoration building up from the very bottom of her being, coming out as a small laugh as she hugged you tight. She didn't want to let go, afraid that she would lose you forever, but more afraid that she would lose out on this feeling. This addicting feeling that is you. 

Gale 

Gale didn't know when he became the group's personal chef, but it's not something that he could back out now. 

He never thought himself particularly good at cooking, granted he's an adult, he knows how to take care of himself. But he's never been great at providing for himself. Maybe that's why he's taking his new position in stride, since he's not just taking care of himself, but other people as well. Especially with you around now, simply your presence has motivated him like no other. Since you've joined them, he's begun to enjoy providing more and more. He takes great pleasure in knowing you're safe and healthy, even if you're perfectly capable of taking care of yourself, being able to take care of you fills him with an emotion he can describe, but enjoys very much. 

What he enjoys even more however, is watching as you help him prepare meals for the rest of the group. You're intense and focused as you make sure everything is in order, and it's almost mesmerizing. He can't keep his eyes off of you, even when he knows he should be focusing on the food in front of him. He's never had someone be so prepared to help him, even with a task as simple as cooking, it's heartwarming to see you so willing to help him. 

Part of him wants to say something, tell you that he's more than capable of handling this on his own, but a stronger part of him simply wishes to watch you, a dumb smile on his face like he couldn't be happier. Because truly he couldn't, because someone cares for him, and it's the best feeling in the world. 

Wyll 

Wyll is a monster. He's grotesque and hideous, a demon who serves nothing but hell itself. But if it's the price he has to pay to keep people safe, then he'd gladly live the rest of his life with people fearing him.

Though he's not used to this. 

He wants to back away as you bring a hand up to touch his horns, of course after you begged for his permission, but he remains frozen. He doesn't even know why he agreed to this, maybe he secretly wanted to know what your touch felt like, his face felt warm at the thought, so he pushed it away. Your hands were soft, comforting as they touched his horns with so much care that it made his heart quicken. There was a hint of roughness to your fingers, no doubt from all the work you've been doing for them. 

Wyll wonders why you want to do this for him, he is more than capable of taking care of his horns on his own, but you seemed so adamant helping him clean them that he couldn't refuse you. You were always such a helper, prioritizing others instead of yourself. It is a rare trait to have, especially during these trying times. Wyll wants to protect that, protect your kindness and your selflessness. He wants to keep the warmth and the comfort you provide close to him, so that no one else will be able to steal it. 

Halsin 

Halsin has always felt the most himself when he was in nature. There were days when only the sounds of birds singing could calm him, where only the sight of flowers and foliage could put him at ease. 

Though you are a close contender. 

The sight of you in nature is something ethereal, even as you sleep peacefully on a blanket, the sun hits your face in a way that makes Halsin's heart soar. The man attempts to soak in your visage before you awake, wishing he could remain here forever, with you. In the background, birds sing and animals ruffle in the bushes, but the beauty of nature is nothing compared to the sight of you. 

Halsin wishes he could thank you, but with you so peaceful it seemed difficult to do so. This was your idea, an outing out in nature. He's been so caught up with the shadow curse that he never had time to truly relax. It seems as though the same could be said for you, you were knocked out cold, and he didn't have the heart to wake you, at least not now. 

Halsin hears you shift, drowning out all other sounds. He attempts to make himself as quiet as possible, not wanting you to wake just yet. He wants you to just be his for a while longer. 

Just for a moment, he wants your beauty to just be his. 

Astarion

Astarion doesn't like you, he hates you actually. You're annoying and clueless, you don't understand a thing. Every time he sees you in camp he wants to slam his head into a wall because you're so unbelievably sweet that it makes him want to scream. 

Astarion rubs a hand over a stitch in his shirt. It was crudely done, which he should be upset about, but he couldn't bring himself to fix it. Anytime he felt the seam, all he could think of was your wide smile as you handed him the cloth. Apparently you attempted to fix a tear that he acquired after fighting too roughly, and you just had to be so willing to help him. 

He didn't ask for your help, but you did so anyway. And it makes Astarion want to rip his hair out. Why do you have to be so kind, why do you have to be so helpful? Don't you know that you aren't going to receive anything in turn, that you're just going to end up empty and used. 

Astarion feels his fingers tighten around the stitch, his stomach feeling sick at the thought of you ending up like him. As he feels the seam under his fingers, he wonders why you're so helpful, why you feel the need to be so kind. A part of him thinks that it might be because you like him, you enjoy his company and want to foster a real relationship. But as he gazes out at you, sitting close to the fire in all your glory, he finds himself unworthy. He grips onto the stitch even tighter, like it's the only remnant of you he's allowed to have. 

The vampire wonders what would happen if he allowed himself to let you in, if you'd hurt him, empty him out, use him like all others had. Or if you'd remain your annoying, clueless, kind self. If you'd take all the broken parts of him and stitch them back together. 

Astarion would be sure to thank you if you did.

#yandere x reader #soft yandere #platonic yandere #yandere baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 x reader #baldurs gate x reader #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #yandere bg3 #bg3 x reader #bg3

[ashe-fics]

#al calavicci #dean stockwell #fanart #fan art #quantum leap #quantumleap #i find drawing exhausting #but I like doodling #i wish i had the motivation to do it more

[noxious-fennec]

Hands are too shaky these days

#this is old art from july that i never got around to posting. think of it as a surprise treat :) #i wish i had the energy or the creative drive to draw more them i am still insane about them but idk idk #drawing things that are at least canon adjacent is taxing. idk. would you guys like if i went off the hook with it? #oh btw dw bout me guys I'm alright and when i say stuff like this^^^ im not like forcing myself to draw or anything #I've got a healthy relationship with these stuff i like to think. nust helps when there's extra motivation #anyway you didn’t ask for this rant uhhhh loss of fine motor skill post revival (re: disability) my beloved #hope you're doing swell and that you enjoy <3 #dsmp fanart #cwilbur #cquackity #my art #ctntduo #fennec.art

[wonder-worker]

"[Elizabeth Woodville's] piety as queen seems to have been broadly conventional for a fifteenth-century royal, encompassing pilgrimages, membership of various fraternities, a particular devotion to her name saint, notable generosity to the Carthusians, and the foundation of a chantry at Westminster after her son was born there. ['On other occasions she supported planned religious foundations in London, […] made generous gifts to Eton College, and petitioned the pope to extend the circumstances in which indulgences could be acquired by observing the feast of the Visitation']. One possible indicator of a more personal, and more sophisticated, thread in her piety is a book of Hours of the Guardian Angel which Sutton and Visser-Fuchs have argued was commissioned for her, very possibly at her request."

-J.L. Laynesmith, "Elizabeth Woodville: The Knight's Widow", "Later Plantagenet and Wars of the Roses Consorts: Power, Influence, Dynasty"

#historicwomendaily #elizabeth woodville #my post #friendly reminder that there's nothing indicating that Elizabeth was exceptionally pious or that her piety was 'beyond purely conventional' #(something first claimed by Anne Crawford who simultaneously claimed that Elizabeth was 'grasping and totally lacking in scruple' so...) #EW's piety as queen may have stood out compared to former 15th century predecessors and definitely stood out compared to her husband #but her actions in themselves were not especially novel or 'beyond normal' and by themselves don't indicate unusual piety on her part #As Laynesmith's more recent research observes they seem to have been 'broadly conventional' #A conclusion arrived at Derek Neal as well who also points out that in general queens and elite noblewomen simply had wider means #of 'visible material expression of [their] personal devotion' - and also emphasizes how we should look at their wider circumstances #to understand their actions (eg: the death of Elizabeth's son George in 1479 as a motivating factor) #It's nice that we know a bit about Elizabeth's more personal piety - for eg she seems to have developed an attachment to Westminster Abbey #It's possible her (outward) piety increased across her queenship - she undertook most of her religious projects in later years #But again - none of them indicate the *level* of her piety (ie: they don't indicate that she was beyond conventionally pious) #By 1475 it seems that contemporaries identified Cecily Neville as the most personally devout from the Yorkist family #(though Elizabeth and even Cecily's sons were far greater patrons) #I think people also assume this because of her retirement to Westminster post 1485 #which doesn't work because 1) we don't actually know when she retired? as Laynesmith says there is no actual evidence for the traditional #date of 12 February 1487 #2) she had very secular reasons for retiring (grief over the death of her children? her lack of dower lands or estates which most other #widows had? her options were very limited; choosing to reside in the abbey is not particularly surprising. it's a massive and unneeded jump #to claim that it was motivated solely by piety (especially because it wasn't a complete 'retirement' in the way people assume it was) #I think historians have a habit of using her piety as a GOTCHA!' point against her vilification - which is a flawed and stupid argument #Elizabeth could be the most pious individual in the world and still be the pantomime villain Ricardians/Yorkists claim she was #They're not mutually exclusive; this line of thinking is useless #I think this also stems from the fact that we simply know very little about Elizabeth as an individual (ie: her hobbies/interests) #certainly far less than we do for other prominent women Margaret of Anjou; Elizabeth of York;; Cecily Neville or Margaret Beaufort #and I think rather than emphasizing that gap of knowledge her historians merely try to fill it up with 'she was pious!' #which is ... an incredibly lackluster take. I think it's better to just acknowledge that we don't know much about this historical figure #ie: I do wish that her piety and patronage was emphasized more yes. but it shouldn't flip too far to the other side either.

[chilly-lily]

have to laugh when people say the finale stripped belos of his characterization bc like. if you thought his desire to save humanity was still entirely pure that’s on you my man. the fact that he tried to MURDER luz, a human child, not once but twice (three times?) makes that pretty fuckin obvious. like no he’s not evil for evil’s sake, but he’s also not genuinely trying to help anyone but himself. he’s trying to commit genocide because he thinks all of these people are abominations. fuck he even makes it clear that getting the title of witch hunter general is half the goal in kings tide. was saving humanity important to him originally? maybe. but it’s been 400 years. he’s murdering his brother regularly and trying to kill even the humans that disagree with him because he is so deep in his beliefs that he can’t let go

also i have a fever so legally you can’t be mad at me if i’m wrong about any of these facts </3 that’s how it works for sure (lying)

#toh spoilers #the owl house #rescued from my drafts i don’t have a fever anymore <33 #should clarify. i do love belos. i didn’t word this great bc of the aforementioned fever but #it’s less that i don’t think belos was ever doing what he thought would help humanity #and more that. he is so far in denial about his own motives and what he’s done that he cannot be genuine in his desire to save humanity #he’s running on sunk cost fallacy. if he can’t be the one to save the day and stop all the witches then what did he even do this for #not that i didn’t wish he had more in the finale but some of the complaints i’ve seen about it are WEIRD

[charlybird]

have some Tripp sketches because I love this man and he needs more appreciation. This game created the hottest, nicest man and treated him so badly. I'm very upset and angry over it

#telltale the walking dead #telltale the walking dead the new frontier #telltale the walking dead Tripp #I wish I had more art motivation to do some better justice here #but everything sucks so I just want to share love for this man in some way

[catallarii]

artfight 2023

#i seriously had a blast working on artfight #I really wish i had more time and motivation to attack and revenge more people !!!! #Maybe I can do them off site.. if my strength allows #these were sketchy flats style! #I cant wait till next af #illustration #catallarii #team vampire

[randomsketchdump]

I’m never normally one to do these types of art things but I thought the comparison would be really fun!

If anyone is interested in the headcanons I have for Scarecrow there in the undercut!

1. I headcannon as a way to build up an immunity to fear toxin Jonathan began smoking small amounts (this had the added bonus of spreading the rising through the smoke alright this isn’t as potent as his usual methods)

2. As a side affect of his exposure to the toxin his hair and eyes changed colour, his hair turning orange and his pupils gaining a small glow. (This is either green or orange no reason other than it depends on my mood)

3. This is still more of an idea but this version of Scarecrow being a meta human, what he can do and the extents I’m still thinking about. I just think it’s a cool idea

#jonathan crane #dr jonathan crane #the scarecrow #scarecrow #btas scarecrow #btas jonathan crane #i love scarecrows design in btas #I just love it when his costume is messy #like it’s been sown together #and the straw #btas #i do wish he was more intimidating in the series #I do like him as a silly goofy guy #I just wish he had more scary moments #and better motivation tbh #his comic counterpart can be so much more complex #it’s s shame it didn’t follow though #that’s just my opinion #Batman #dc #dc comics #meta human #meta human scarecrow

[junkie-virus]

i think the greatest tragedy ive faced is not getting inner senshi voice in my head.

#ro rambles #more of a chilchuck or mithrun if im being honest #im sorry senshi….. #i am not eating routinely or at all and certainly not balanced meals #i wish i had a character that motivated me to do things but i have not hyperfixated on anything in a bit #symptoms? well. i shant say (going to therapy)

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Hello I fell in love with your Redlight Greenlight au! It's such a funny and cute concept with so many possibilities and opportunities! Love me concept of characters that are flirty for the show but when it comes to their real feelings they are cute, blabbering goofballs. Have you ever thought about making fanfic put of it? Sending love!

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Thanks!!!!! I dont make that much rlgl au stuff at the moment but i do want to get back to it more soon! I would love writing a fic for them but as things are i just dont have the time and energy and i am not a good writer anyways... but i hope you still enjoy the stuff i do make even if a fic is off the table for now

#i ramble #i just wish i had more time then i would deffinetly try writing but alas i have to do a capitalism #i am missing those guys though #i wanna make more for the au again #but autumn is a more whimsy time so i have more motivation for more whimsy aus

[cyellolemon]

Happy tdov look at some of my trans art ^w^

#making my trans ocs very visible #maybe i'll reblog some other trans ocs later #and i will post a new art for today too tonight <33 #i wasn't really motivated to do anything but i have 1 trans themed drawing i haven't posted yet so :)) #i wish i had more t4t stuff to post too but among the ocs i'm currently obsessed i almost don't have any t4t couple srryyy </3

[beaft]

Could one of your friends potentially store your books for you until you have room for them? I would be so sad if I had to get rid of my books

honestly i'm being a little dramatic, it was only a couple of boxes of tattered paperbacks - but when it comes to books i always feel so irrationally guilty about letting them go. like, i know i don't need three separate copies of lord of the rings, especially when two of them are falling to pieces, but i'm gay and have attachment issues and it feels like i'm shoving a friend in the garbage.

#i try and operate on a buy-one toss-one basis #but because i've been neglecting that system for a while i'm now having to do a mini-cull and i'm Upset About It #if i had the choice i'd keep every book i ever acquired #but given the rate i go through them that's just not practical #one of my main motivations for getting my own place is legit so i can have more storage space for books. i wish i was joking. #(obviously i do get books out of the library as well because i like libraries and i do not have the money to be buying three books a week)

[pink-pone]

sad but true fact: I’m the most motivated to draw when it’s either a commission (want to offer quick & punctual service plus I get the monies) or it’s Art Fight month (art trades on steroids).

I do wish I could whip up something for myself as fast as either of those two things but alas, I’m really just too busy and tired irl lol. I’m fine with the speed at which I put out art (I’m here to have a good time, not stress!) but because of that, most of the time I can only muster up some pencil sketches (which I love doing btw don’t get me wrong). I just wish I could make art faster I guess :/

#just a small thing I’ve got to live with oh well #I just have so much love for my ocs!! #I wish I had the time/energy/motivation to draw high quality art of them more than I do now :( #it’ll be ok tho uwu #text post

[edith-is-a-cat]

after i get azul's drawing done im planning to work on my yuusona a fair bit bc i want to get a card for my/ede's birthday

#silly little bear chatters :] #i wish i had the motivation to do more

[justanartistiguess]

@dreambones I’m so sorry but the first thing I thought of when I saw Rana was to make this in reference to the “forg” meme

Anyways I love Rana and I hope to see more of her

Original meme under read more

#final girl #indie horror game #Rana #frog #forg #meme #fan art #art #my art #artist on tumblr #i wish I had the energy to do more art than goofy ahh things but my motivation is gone 😭 #literally all my fanart this year had been nothing but memes im sorry this is just who i am now