#i’LL MAKE HIM SAY THAT HE NEEDS ME

[hellaephemeral]

atp i don’t trust anyone who’s read the bllk manga and not thought aNY of it (like not even one moment, one quote, one boy etc.) was fruity as hell

#bllk #bachisagi #reonagi #nagireo #blue lock #like???? literally how #there is nO WAY #shidou…exists?!?!? #sORRY BUT?!? I LOVE YOU PARTNER?!?!? #I LIKE IT WHEN YOU’RE ROUGH?!?! #PLAYING SOCCER WITH YOU I FEEL A SENSATION I’VE NEVER FELT BEFORE?!?!?!? #YOUR LEG IS ERROTIC?!?!?!?:£2729192&!3:992):£:& #i’LL MAKE HIM SAY THAT HE NEEDS ME #mY TREASURE #i AM FALLING IN LOVE #I FEEL LIKE I JUST LOST SOMETHING IMPORTANT?!?!?2)2727 #THOSE ARE ALL QUOTES BTW ^^^^^^^^ #FROM A BOY TO/ABOUT ANOTHER BOY #ALSO SPOILERS FOR THE LEAKS BUT DIDN’T REO LITERALLY CALL NAGI HIS HUSBAND THIS CHAPTER??? #(the whole isagi and bachira second election plotline?? steal me back?? waiting for isagi??) #(isagi literally saying they have to win nOT TO GET TO NEXT SELECTION BUT SO HE CAN STEAL BACHIRA BACK?!?!? #MY BOY????? #BLUE LOCK GETS SHORTENED TO BL IN UNIVERSE #BL!!!!! #B L!!!!!

[5hrignold]

reminder

#rewatched this sneak peek for the first time since i first saw it and ugh. UUUUGHHGGHHH. #it hurts me a lot I’m ngl….. like to see charlie be so critical of something pim likes #except this time it’s even more painful because it isn’t just that pim likes it he also thought charlie would like it too and he literally #took him out and did this just for him because he thought he’d like it. he thought charlie said something so he went out of his way to #organise something to show to him to make him happy. and also how like… expectant? charlie is acting in the clip #like the way he just kinda frowns at pim whenever one of the dudes says something particularly out there #and it’s like. dude what the fuck #ive Said it once i’ll say it again i think charlie needs to lose pim during an episode or something. itd humble him #i mean that KIND OF happened with the finale but look where they are in s2 #as usual what i always say. absolutely no actual complaints. if anything i Love this because it’s very clearly like #im so excited for this particular episode because you can just TELL its gonna be such a good one for their relationship #like looking into it analysing it n stuff #literally anything with them together has me screaming and cryjing they’re one of my fav duos ever #ok my hands are shaking bye #smiling friends #💝 #smiling friends spoilers #also this is just Such a cute clip. the way pim runs and how charlie slugs on close behind him looking all grumpy #and how happy he looks to be calling him his best friend… actually peak i fear this is the peak of the season (joke

[apotelesmaa]

> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study

> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

> they don’t understand

> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference

> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”

> click the post

> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

#project sekai #listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people #don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you. #i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans #& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it #but I think I would get too frustrated #gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again. #also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed #before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text #did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki. #or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting #or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school #his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home) #or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny. #+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight. #the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond. #the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy. #saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry #tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u #ough. love them.

[captaincanonly]

my brother in christ

#NOT SHIP ART!! #get outta here >:( #canon’s art #fanart #art #game of thrones #hbo got #asoiaf #littlefinger #petyr baelish #sansa stark #their relationship is so. Soooo bleghh #BLEGGHHHHHHH #brah. #it makes me insane it fills me with dread and it also fills me with a sad longing NOT IN A WEIRD WAY but it just makes me mourn.. #i feel comfortable saying that i love both their characters respectively but in extremely different ways #like i think he should choke and die but also he is kind of that bitch #i just really love sansa. though and i need him miles away from her!!!! #i’ll have him then all our problems would be solved 😇 #anyways their relationship intruiges me and i would like to draw them more!!! #sorry if none of these tags made sense. i might be crazy #SANSA PETYR SHIPPERS DNIIIII idk the name if i see anything its on site!

[deerlisteners]

thinking abt how felix derides the blind loyalty & chivalry of dedue & ingrid but his loyalty is so integral to his character that if he defects from the faerghan army he becomes basically aimless and gets generally worse endings…. how he admits that he’s become exactly what he couldn’t bear to see in dimitri…………….. & thinking abt how he refuses to entertain the idea of the dead having any bearing on reality to dimitri & ingrid but then when dimitri dies in non-AM routes felix is always thinking abt him (“could i have saved him? could i have stopped him?” + wanting to avenge him etc.)…….. & thinking abt how he acts all standoffish & like he doesn’t care but he painstakingly adapts his fighting style to complement those of his friends to keep them safe…….. what CAN’T he do

#sorry i am. i’m thinking abt felix he is so fantastic #there’s a convo in 3hopes at one point where he’s talking to shez abt glenn & says that the only direction he needs is basically. dimitri. #he’s so annoying he cares SO MUCH about EVERYTHING #i’ll find the screencaps for that at some point #fe3h #few3h #deertalking #feposting #he’s so lone wolf archetype but his ENTIRE THING just revolves around his friends and family. it’s crazy he’s so crazy im rotating abt it #when they were making felix they were like let’s make him as contradictory as possible and also fill him with love. and that’s him #and he is everything to me………. #sorry the 3hopes playthrough is doing things to my brain. this was a bad idea bc i’m gonna have to stop for zelda #but i still have a few days :-) #fe3h spoilers #jic :-)

[sunnibits]

aaaa I just wanna hear izzy laugh so bad!! I want someone to crack him up and miraculously get a genuine smile out of him for the first time in like two decades. I want him to overhear some funny bit from the crew’s shared stories that actually makes him huff a little snort, only for him to immediately try to hide it. I want to hear that gravelly, deep rusty chuckle of his goddamnit!!! I want everyone to hear it and immediately whip their heads up in wide eyed shock. (is that… izzy?? laughing???? I didn’t even know he could DO that). (something in ed’s chest creaks a little to hear it again. it’s been so long since he’s heard that sound). I will not rest until my boy gets a tiny shred of happiness and that’s final!!!!

#I want GIGGLING. GIGGLING I SAY!!! STUPID TIPSY DRUNK GIGGLING!!!!! I’M NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT #izzy hands #ofmd #genuinely I love con’s lil chuckle so much idc I’ll fight ppl on this hill #it’s all nasally and rough. perfection. #pls god I need to see Izzy do a little soft half-chuckle and that lil head shake with his arms crossed and his head bowed #leaning against the wall talking to Jim or someone idc #just give him. a nice moment. pls. Izzy laughter in my life immediately!! I demand it! #god tho… I read a fic onfe that mentioned izzy laughing like. for the first time in front of lucius #and I forget the exact line but they described it something like ‘rusted and like it had been keelhauled a couple of times’ #like it was rough and out of practice from years of disuse #but like there was something so miraculous about it?? so magical? #and BOY has that mental image/thought HAUNTED me since I read it!! #imagine someone just making him laugh once and then trying to make him laugh again and again just so they can hear it….. #FUCKK #he. him. god. fuck. I have emotions.

[designernishiki]

y3 has made me feel many things but one of the things that lingers with me the most about it is how majima takes every possible opportunity and makes every possible gesture to say “please don’t leave me alone again, please take me with you when you leave, I WANT to be right next to you when you need me, I’ll literally do anything for you, just don’t leave me alone again” always indirectly but in strong enough ways that i think it’d be obvious to anyone paying attention EXCEPT Kazuma Kiryu, The Densest Man On Earth, who he’s pleading to in the first place. it’s. frustrating to watch. someone needs to grab kiryu by the shoulders and tell him. for the love of god. this man loves you so much and you keep leaving him when all he wants to do is help you and be with you please just take him to okinawa oh my god

#kazumaji #it’s FRUSTRATING #specifically thinking about the scene in the bar after the pink truck debacle #where majima finally says like. if you’re going to Okinawa to deal with this whole assassination thing or whatever comes up I’m coming #with you. you don’t have a ton of support down there and me and you together are basically unstoppable #pretty much completely outright #and kiryu. the dense stubborn motherfucker he is. is like. i don’t have No One down there I have a few friends (missing the point). I’ll be #fine. I don’t need your help there. you should stay here #I’ll give him some credit because then saying ‘someone has to stay here and keep the Tojo clan from total collapse’ is a good point and it #does mean something that he trusts majima to be that person (especially given I don’t think anyone else on earth would trust him with that) #(despite him being totally capable- you know mad dog persona and all that blah blah blah) #like that’s a good point idk who else would be a good choice to do that considering daigo’s out of commission and who’s even left after that #obviously mine is Sketchy. kashiwagi is (supposedly) dead. everyone else kiryu trusts in the yakuza is dead or injured more or less. #not gonna leave fuckin DATE in charge or something #so. fair enough point. but nonetheless it doesn’t erase the fact that kiryu overlooks what majima means in the grander scheme of things #and still believes first and foremost that he doesn’t need/want his help when he does and he should #he’s just. allergic to making life easier for himself #among other issues #sigh #yakuza 3 #y3 #goro majima #kazuma kiryu #kiryu #majima #rambling

[calamitydaze]

long tag ramble below u have been warned

#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again #but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags #(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now #but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao) #so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t #anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable #and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it #her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night #but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt #or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort #and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person #and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal #as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward #i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer #but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been #either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing #i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever #also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway #sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation #i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me #but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still) #plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down #so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again #but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to #anyway. i think that’s all i have to say! #i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open #love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶 #bella talks

[trash-can-sam]

Artemy should not have agreed when Andrey asked if he wanted a drink- horrible mistake rly.

#pathologic #pathologic 2 #andrey stamatin #artemy burakh #andrei stamatin #andretemy #? #I think that’s their ship name? #idk but I adore them so dearly #worlds most annoying man cannot stop flirt threatening the local town hero who destroyed his beloved creation #now Artemy is cursed to listen to Andrey talk… some say he still hasn’t shut up till this day… #Andrey may be annoying him but Artemy is far more upset that he’s actually having fun than anything else #they have sm potential fr I need more content of them always…. #ignore where the anatomy here makes no sense #I just needed to get it out of me I’ll be honest #my art #they’re near and dear.. #if you’re seeing me repost this because I wanted to fix a minor mistake no you didn’t

[velvetbunniie-archive]

“they don’t want people to know that their daughter is a monster” 1) look who’s talking, and 2) literally what did she DOOOO that was so unforgivable, except be a teenage girl that was kinda insane over her comphet crush and have access to spells. i jst think, in this fantasy world, aurora rlly didn’t even… do… that much…. like, out of all the actions she did, she mostly jst kinda handed ppl tools and then it was out of her hands. jacks fucking traded his heart to her willingly (for a protection cuff that didn’t seem to do that much for the end of the story, anyway). i’m an aurora defender, because you guys see one (1) female character that’s not perfectly feminine and submissive and you start screaming

#memorie.txt #.bookthoughts #i’m sorry i’m not over this. ship evangeline and jacks all you want but you guys only hate aurora bc she also had a crush on jacks #& was funny and insane over it. you hate female characters the moment they aren’t perfect. #but JACKS gets a pass for being a creep a lot of the time and also being. like. an actual villain #now i personally love him at his worst and hate him in the spin-off #but anyway. proud aurora valor defender… #i hate that i read caraval when my brain was developing and now i have feelings over a shitty ya series #that i would otherwise not care abt #but god cursed me in this way and i’ll take to it with a religious fervor i GUESS #the lack of other female characters even having purpose in this series also makes me sad. say SORRY WOMEN!!!!! #author: stephanie garber #book: a curse for true love #what’s also frustrating is that i know most of the fans will age a bit in the next few years and realize all the flaws #like i did w the original trilogy #but it makes me sad. aurora i’m sorry you never got to be reunited with your twin. i’m sorry your ex fiancé killed ppl over you. #i’m sorry you were put in a coma. i’m sorry ppl hate you indiscriminately. #same thing w apollo. he’s jst a self-absorbed guy who was cursed 4 times #we never saw his personality and stephanie jst needed a quick villain for the third book she didn’t plan for

[dreamerlynx]

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’ #like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him) #sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol

[ficklecat]

#I went to my doc appt today and got a specialist referral #because he basically said he had no idea what was happening #he also put me on a name brand med because apparently the generic may not be as effective #it’s 3x more expensive but I can still afford it probably #hopefully anyway #I told him to send it in because I need to try something #anything really #I’m feeling ok but I’m just so tired of this #but I’m relieved I have a better doctor at least #and I resent every other doctor who neglected to treat my illness prior to this #I can’t help but wonder if I’d gotten treatment sooner if things would be better #but if I think too much about that I’ll make myself feel worse #whatever #chronic illness #ax says stuff

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

what if I told y’all I got these for $28

#went to an outlets thing today bc my dad has had the same sneakers since I was 12 and they FINALLY fell apart #and he had mentioned a pair he liked but I know he’d never buy for himself #typical immigrant dad behavior of never splurging on himself bc he says the money is needed elsewhere #so i went to buy them for him and these were hidden in the back shelves and they were the ONLY ones left and they were my size and only $48? #when they retail for like $100???? #and at first I was like ehhh cause idk what I’d style the red with but my mom convinced me to get them bc it was a steal #and they’re my fav shade of red!!!! so I was like okay I’ll do it bc I know I’d regret it later if I didn’t #and then while I was checking out the guy was doing his usual spiel and was like do you have a Nike account blah blah blah #and he was like if you sign up rn you get 15% off btw!! #so I was like hell yeah bc all it was is making an account with my email no credit card or anything #and they had another 30% tacked on bc they were clearance or something??? #so they ended up being $28?!?!! #and they reminded me of the Valentine’s Day air forces I was like….i have…to have them….. #GORGINA!!!!!! #+100 LIFE POINTS

[a-very-fond-farewell]

maybe I need someone to get me spiritual salt or smth for this arm. it’s getting intense. (Reigen will save me)

time to write!

#sneaky niki #I’m a Hot Reigen truther. what can I say #but I draw the line at him smelling nice #that doesn’t sit right with me #lamb loose liveblogging #so. chunga is back with a banger. miya from gwsn dropped an mv :) #my crops are watered #yesterday I was too sick to write sorry #let’s talk about how much I hate ch 15 currently #I’m 7k in and idk how to finish it #well I do know.. it’s just a pain in the ass to tie that scene in with what I’ve written so far #HDS is very much not doing well #he thought he could be as unpredictable as YGG and alternate nice gestures to mean ones to SDY #but? honestly? HDS is not cut to handle the repercussions of such a farce #he knows he needs to train SDY with good things too. as incentive #but every time he is nice to SDY he needs to question himself like: #‘am I doing this right? why acting nice to him makes me kind of happy??’ #so he retaliates by striking back and being mean and ominous.... problem is: #SDY LIKES THAT #and HDS is like: #‘I just slapped him. why is he purring like a cat??’ #so. they make me struggle these days. #hopefully I’ll be able to post ch6 by the end of the week. #have a very good day you. you. reading these silly tags.

[bixy]

You know that story, I can’t remember where it’s from, if it was tumblr or reddit, but this woman was a DM for a d&d group and gave her players, that were all men, golden star stickers for things like, showering, not talking over each other, being respectful, like basic shit like that, and I feel like I fell into something extremely similar and I just felt like a teacher/mom figure for this really big friend group that consisted of all men with bad social skills and there was a point where I wanted to distance myself and I didn’t really have a way and things happened in the friend group where I ended up like blocking everyone and I honestly feel so relieved

#my nature is just to be a nonconfrontational person bc I grew up in a place where I was never able to speak up #it this year I’ve been communicating more #even if it’s things that make me really uncomfortable #I just need to be at peace #it’s funny too bc I did end up being the DM for that group as well #but like they’re grown adults and not my responsibility #also I’ve been actively avoiding certain places bc I don’t want to run into any of them but I don’t care anymore and I’ll go where I want #like im just so tired of dealing with grown ass adults that act like 13 year olds #one would say really bad things just to upset people #and I tried explaining to him like 3 times why he can’t say the n word and he kept going and told me he saw it as teasing me #I just still can’t get over that #it’s so fucking ridiculous #its not rewarding trying to help shit people #it just wears you out

[dollsuguru]

just thought of the premise for the professor!geto fic & i’m excited hehehehe <3

#i think it’s a unique premise! :p i’m excited to explore the story :’) #sukuna is included bc i love him he’s my bestie i love sukuna as a best friend in au’s so much 😭 #a bad bitch but also a nerd! blunt/takes no shit but is also v protective of you <333 #might work on this before catoru bc omfg……… catoru got me against the ropes……… fear i may just have to scrap & rewrite it all 😭 #cuz when i’m writing i notice that idk if i’m doing active or passive voice OR doing 1st/2nd/3rd person like girl what are yew doing rn #AND IT’S SOOOOO FKN BORING WHEN I DO DIALOGUE ESP BEFORE & AFTER like how many times can i say ‘nanami says’ ‘nanami exasperated’ etc… like #it’s so BORING no flavor i just forget how to explain things 😭 like how do i write that better/more engagingly??? 😭😭😭 #gonna have to learn that tbh #anywayz. prof!geto got the storyline/summary set i just need to write it now #maybe i’ll get back to catoru after writing some of prof!geto methinks i just need smthn else to work on #it’s all good practice anyways but i still wanna make it decent for whoever requested it 😭 #personal